#HAPPY AUTUMN I GUESS. DAMN. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[yazthebookish]

Lidia and Ruhn Bonus Chapter

Ruhn is down BAD for Lidia and I don't blame him.

She keeps her hair down now and wears casual clothes 🥹

He couldn't get enough of her. Even living together these past several weeks, working together most days in the Aux... he couldn't stop wanting her, needing her. It wasn't just her body, though. It was Lidia herself-her wit, her dry humor, her bravery and selflessness and compassion.

He's going to kill Flynn and Declan for interrupting his evening with Lidia.

Lidia pulled away, and for a moment, Ruhn let himself admire her. His mate. His brave, lovely, brilliant mate.

Stop being so damn sweet.

"There's, uh . . . a problem."

Ruhn gripped the phone so hard the plastic groaned.

"Is Rigelus back from the dead?"

"No."

"Then leave me the fuck alone." Ruhn hung up.

Don't be a cock block Flynn.

His phone rang again. Dec this time.

Ruhn growled deep in his throat and answered, "What."

"I really think you might want to check this out."

I love these two morons.

Lidia's hand stilled on the side of his neck. There was such love and joy and hope in her eyes that his breath stalled in his chest.

She smiled again, like she sensed that. She peered down at their linked hands. "I've been thinking that . .. I'd like to marry you."

Hnnnnnnghgghhh 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

She glared daggers at him. "Yes. I mean, we're mates, and I thought it might be—"

Ruhn kissed her deeply.

"I want to marry you," he said between kisses, nipping at her lips. "I want you to marry me. More than anything." She laughed again, and he swallowed the sound as he kissed her harder, deeper.

THEY ARE EVERYTHING!! They deserve to be happy after everything they've went through 😭

He was so busy trying to read her face that he didn't turn until she pointed into the garden. To where Flynn and Dec stood in suits, Bryce and Hunt grinning with them.

"Because I thought we'd get married right now."

Tears of joy ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Ruhn watched his mate— his wife—talking with her sons. That quiet, radiant joy glimmered from her.

Mate and WIFE 😭

Ruhn pulled Lidia a few feet farther into the garden, night crocuses glowing a deep amethyst at their feet. "Lidia, I don't have words for what tonight was. Is. What it means to me."

Her soft smile was a thing of remarkable beauty. "I was so nervous you'd say no."

He soft smile was a thing of remarkable beauty. I AM GETTING FLASHBACKS OF A WHOLE DIFFERENT BONUS CHAPTER TOO 😭❤️

"Your sister. She told me that if I proposed to you, you'd cry like a baby and say yes." Lidia cocked her head. "Which you did."

He did indeed cry like a baby, which made me love him even more 🥹

"I never got to dance with you in the garden at the Autumnal Equinox. Consider this my way of apologizing for bailing on you."

Ruhn kissed her-gently, lightly. "You do owe me for that, I guess."

Her arms twined around his neck, and as her body lined up against his, as they fell into the melody, everything else faded away.

Janet if only I could hug you right now.

"'I'm grateful, too," Lidia said quietly. "For all of it, good and bad. Because it brought me to you. It brought us to this—to right now."

What a chapter 🥹❤️

[hesperkat]

HIIIIIIIIIIIIII FOR WRITER ASK GAME >:DDDDD

💭 What inspires you and your writing?

✨️ Out of the comments you’ve received on your fics, what are two or three of your favorites?

💘 Is it easier to write angst or fluff?

Oooooo

Everything is under the cut bc this is gonna be long—-

I’m inspired by a lot of people, both fanfic writers and Undertale enthusiasts. But the main ones are you— cuz I’d be damned if you weren’t on the list ;3 (the dynamic and relationship btwn Mc and Sans makes me melt into a large puddle and makes my heart to little flips)— llamagoddessofficial (her reverse harem AND single sans x readers have made me cry ;-;), capnhanbers (their Sans x Oc fic Jack of All Trades is addicting, it’s the only Sans x Oc I’ve 100% enjoyed to date and will definitely take inspo from if I make one), carlyraejepsans (their takes on canon in the UtDr universe makes me double take on all of the fanon content that somehow made itself be known as canon when it’s not, the other world theory is also great), Aka Indulgence (her Moon god Sans AU kills me in the best ways possible), htsans (It’s Just A Game is the only existentialist fic I’ve ever read and cried from— It’s too good ;0; they’re also updating it next month so I’m a happy enby), and WAYYY more Undertale fanfic writers and enthusiasts.

Comments…. Oh stars—-

Sneakyfox55 (ur obviously on here— no question— ur iconic and amazing <3):

"You could recall his amazement at Autumn, even when he was on his deathbed." THAT TOOK ME SO OFF-GUARD I. GENUINELY SAID "WHAT?" OUT LOUD REALLY LOUDLY I'M FHDJGBFDHGFHJDF

AND THE LINE "You guess losing him just topped the cake of despair a heavenly baker from above had been constructing."??????? HUH?????????????????????? EXCUSE ME THIS IS GREAT AND AMAZING AND YOU'RE SO TALENTED AND HOW ARE YOU SO, GREAT AT WRITING WHAT FDHDGFJHDFGFHJDGDHJ

ALSO I GOT DISTRACTED MAJORLY HALFWAY THROUGH THIS AND STARTED WORKING ON MY ONESHOT AGAIN BECAUSE. INSPIRATION BECAUSE OF THIS BUT ANYWAY JHDGDFJHSD

THIS IS SO GOOOODDDDD AND, ALSO AS HEARTBREAKING AS I IMAGINED GOOD JOB I LOVE IT SO SO MUCH SOBB ;;;;;;;;;;;;

Screen Grab: This concept seems really cool! Can’t wait to see what you do with it!

UnfinishedThen: I'm crying in a hotel cause of this thanks. Great fic

Racoonman090 (if anywhere in this says rac that’s cuz I lost where my cursor was ;0;): You are evil but brilliant 😭😭😭

(couldn’t just pick two or three— :3c)

Lasttt Questionnnn—- Angst or Fluff?? Which is easier???? Depends on my mood and what I’m going for. Sometimes it’s just generally harder for me to write one or the other, so I sometimes go for a mix of both to kick myself in the ass and say do it anyways ;3

[ajarofpickledtears]

For the “questions I think would be fun to be asked” – 3, 14, 15, 25, and 30? 😊

the question list

3. 3 films you could watch for the rest of your life and not get bored of?

I suppose... there's this German film called Und weg bist du (can't find the freaking disc anymore 😭), umm Hellraiser, maybe? and... hm. I've got a Nightmare on Elm Street collection and I think Friday the 13th but it's been so long since I've watched them.

14. what’s something you’ve always wanted to do but maybe been too scared to do?

oh dear. um. I guess (especially when I was in the UK) I would've liked to, like, actually go out, socialise, travel, see things

but that's just the usual social anxiety and depression thing

and then there are things I just haven't done cause there hasn't been an opportunity, or things I can be pretty sure won't ever happen

like the usual stuff, bubgee jumping, fly in some small plane or whatever, visiting the niagara falls idk

15. what do you think of when you hear the word “home”?

already answered it here

oh damn

sometimes it's my Sinclair comfort fics

sometimes certain friends

sometimes places

many things can feel like home, and be associated with the word

recently it's just been ny room and my bed a lot cause I can't get Sinclair hugs or cuddles :(

25. fave season and why?

autumn/winter cause bugs etc go away and I can wear hoodies and confy sweaters. I'd say "snow" but... it's rare

30. what’s one thing that never fails to make you happy/happier?

food lmao

it's a problem

but tbh, I don't think there's something that always makes me happier

[hematomes]

hi ced! sorry im late<3

im feeling kinda jealous of your sweetheart (yall sound so cute i can't) but I'll live😔✊🏽 (keep a little place in your heart for me though<3)

jokes aside im really happy for you. you seem to be having a good time!

ok so that history test went pretty well! i actually stayed home on saturday, played a little genshin since i hadn't in a while (fucking send help i haven't even finished the goddamn inazuma quest yet i can't do this anymore) and studied! time with my mom went smoothly too, we went to a thai restaurant and ate way too much lol and we only had one (1) heated moment. an achievement, truly

i still haven't checked out that poet damn jsjdjd i guess I'll get to it on christmas break tbh cause shit is! busy! smh i have so much stuff piled for christmas (shit ton studying, books to read, gotta dye my hair, spend time with my mom, go out with friends..... im gonna die) wbu!! got any Christmas plans? and how's the Christmas Spirit going for ya bc i felt it for the first time in years last night drinking hot chocolate with marshmallows. next time I'll make you a cup, too.

hehe maybe I'll send an actual poem sometime! im actually in a slump right now and it's frustrating. i had a wip for a small series of poems for autumn (1 for each month) titled 'the autumnal strife' and i kept putting it off and now it's CHRISTMAS😭

anyways. tell me your most and least favorite month! (bc the first poem is titled "september's hate poem" and it's somehow still not complete despite starting it in august.)

~soup

HI SOUP IM SO SORRY IT TOOK ME THIS LONG ZKDJZKS

don't be jealous hun you'll always be there in a comfy place in my heart <3

and!!! i am he is very sweet and stuff,,,

HHH GLAD THE TEST WENT WELL and damn the lack of genshin </3 did you get to play since then? 😭 and zkdkz glad it went rather well with your mom that is Very Good

don't worry abt the poet take your time!! <3 are you on your christmas break btw? I HOPE SO. and do take time to rest during the break, you deserve it smh

not for christmas, my mom's working so we'll just have the eve's dinner a bit early tomorrow and then on The day we'll exchange gifts like during dinner too!! the real deal is going to be on new year bc we're going over my aunt's place and my best friend's coming and i haven't seen her in a while zkdkz it's gonna be wild. and im probably gonna get absolutely trashed bc i haven't partied in way too long and seeing my best friend + my cousin ALWAYS GETS ME. also pls i need a cup of that hot choco it sounds so good <3

omg zkskz do send a poem if you can/want!!! THO SMH SLUMPS...... are a whole mood. hope you can get out of it 😔😔

mmh my favorite month is probably april bc i love the spring and also there's my birthday and somehow the ppl around me always manage to make it absolutely incredible. this year i had to celebrate alone in my 9m² room but my friends called me ootb to tell me they had bought stuff for me and it was waiting for me at home (like my mom's) 😭 AND THE YEAR PRIOR TO THAT THEY BOUGHT ME A SWITCH LIKE,,,, nghfrkzks angels. anyway yeah april is pretty and always makes me happy <3

as for the least, october zkdkzk seasonal depression hits me around this time and i don't really get to enjoy the beauty of autumn and stuff bc im just lying in my bed listening to mitski or ghostly kisses bye

ZKDKS WHY SEPTEMBER FOR YOU BTW