#HiMERU smut

[instexcamera]

The Beginning

Cyberpunk!AU HiMERU x Fem!Reader

Warnings: vaginal sex, fingering, over stimulation, vanilla sex, kinda gentle sex, crying, soft dom HiMERU(sorta), unprotected sex

A/N: This is my longest fic yet! I've spent around 7 hours working on this over the course of three days I think? This based on a cyberpunk AU I came up with randomly one day and I was thinking of turning it into a series, and this would be the first part, hence the name, I'm so smart when naming things. I would also like to add reader uses GN pronouns and the smut doesn't start till the end, everything before that is explaining the AU and how you got in the position you're in.

Word Count: 6.4k

18+ under cut

Flattening yourself against the wall of the building, listening intently to see if any conversation could be heard. When none was, your body relaxes automatically, before tensing back up. Just because no sound could be heard didn't mean no one was there. Hunters and cyber psychos weren't idiotic enough to go around blundering, announcing their presence at every turn.

No, they'd be lying in wait, waiting for prey to come stupidly along for them to sweep up. Yet, none of them should care if they notice you, you're just a regular civilian. Well, a civilian who’s trying to sneak into a convenience store and steal snacks. You had thought rationing would have kept your stocks up for at least two more days, but it seemed your calculations were off. Which is why you were out like that idiotic prey, just waiting to be snatched up.

You could have waited until morning, the cyber psychos were barely out then, same with the hunters. Yet your hunger couldn't be held off, you needed something, just a pack of cookies and soda would work until daylight. So here you were, running across the neon lit street to the closest convenience store you could find. Once reaching the place, yanking open the door, immediately putting on a calm manner as you walk in. The cashier doesn't look up at you, in fact he barely acknowledges your existence, too focused on the magazine he's pushed up in his face.

The magazine had a blonde haired woman in some suggestive outfit winking on the cover, rolling your eyes and ignoring him. This type of stuff wasn't uncommon now with how the city was. Years ago technology reached an all time high. AI was booming, microchips could be implemented in your brain, and, of course, high tech weapons were made. It didn't take long for a corporation, the Tenshouin Empire, to use those weapons and take control of the government. They used their new found power to create a type of metropolis. Demolishing smaller apartments and offices to create huge buildings, reaching high in the sky. Of course everywhere outside the metropolis fell into poverty from this.

Except a year later the Tenshouin Empire realized the place outside was poor and destroyed most of the buildings, replacing them with bigger and better ones at least. You lived in one now, the apartment wasn't bad if you were being honest, the view was breathtaking, especially at night. The city was neon, TV screens mounted on the tops of buildings lighting everything up. You loved it, that was one of the only great things that came from this new era.

The inside of your apartment was big, holding a living room, kitchen, bedroom, and bathroom. A floor to ceiling window spanned the length of the living room and that's where you spent most of your time. The rent's cheap which is a bonus, high tech things were cheap nowadays, another benefit of the era. But of course cheap rent and a beautiful view didn't take away from the fact you lived in a poverty stricken area. Junkies would line the streets, sex addicts would too, either fucking someone they found or in a vr world, playing some C rated porn game.

Your neighbor's weren't the best either, thin walls allowed you to hear when people screamed from some illegal acts or the creaking of beds when they were doing something else. Which was quite often, but you could block out the noise, with your own games. Vr is a savior in this world. Flashing back to reality when you held both things you had come for in your hands, swiping some candy too. You stand by the exit to the convenience store, waiting to see if the cashier would look up from what he was doing. You couldn't even see his face, only hearing pants coming from him and deciding you could just walk out, no consequences would come of it.

As you walk out of the little store, stepping back into the night, you wonder why this store had not been destroyed. Most of them this small had been, and it amazed you how it had managed to survive. You think about the luck you had had, either because the cashier was too engrossed in the magazine, or simply because he didn't care. Even if he had come after you, you could've outran him, not the first time you've done something like that. Stealing is how you make a living after all, going onto trains or sneaking into the metropolis and pickpocketing anyone you could. You used the money to pay your apartments rent and the rest to buy games or whatever else you wanted.

You had been surprisingly lucky tonight much to your relief, making it to the store and now back to your apartment, with candy too. As you thought that the building you were walking beside shook and blew up. There was no warning, no telling who did it, all you knew was that one second you were on the ground, the next flying through the air, your food was gone. Your last thought before the waves of darkness take over is I hope death treats me well.

------------------------------------------------

Dark fuzzy blue light is the first thing that hits your eyes when you open them. Then the throbbing pain begins, it's in your back, legs, head, anywhere on your body from the feeling. Your vision is blurry and a dark green blob appears above you, saying something you can just about make out from the ringing in your ears. "Ngaah! Oshi-san they're awake!" Oshi-san? Who the hell? You try to say something but your tongue feels heavy in your mouth. At least your vision is starting to come back into focus, the ringing in your ears slowly silencing.

"Kagehira quiet!" The dark green blob disappears from your sight, instead being replaced by a light pink one, leaning in close to your face. As your vision returns to normal you make out short light pink hair and purple eyes on the new person. He stares at you with a sneer, a disgusted look on his face. "Looks like you're awake dear, I don't understand why HiMERU dragged you back and demanded we heal you. But, I haven't seen him this concerned about anyone since Kaname." Kaname? The name doesn't sound familiar, but nothing here looks familiar either. The pink haired man leaves your sight, mumbling unintelligible words under his breath.

Your hearing comes back ever so slowly as the minutes pass, along with your sight. The pink haired man comes back around 10 minutes later with a plastic cup. You can finally see and hear clearly this time, but the aching pain only gets worse. "You need to drink this, it'll ease your pain, but you have to sit up first. I will not have you spilling it on anything. Kagehira, help them up." The pink haired guy, which you found quite rude, sets down the drink and moves away, the dark green haired man taking his place, who you assume is Kagehira. "This is gonna hurt, I won't lie to ya. But ya have to deal with it, drinking this will make the pain leave just like Teach said."

He grips you under the arms, yanking you into a sitting position. The pain is excruciating when he pulls you up, your head rolls back and you see more of the room you're in. It looks like a medical office, except there are screens everywhere, some showing what look to be vital signs, others you don't even know. Before you can get a closer look the dark haired man forces your head forwards, shoving the drink in your face. He pulls your mouth open, pouring the liquid in, it doesn't taste great but it's not horrible. Your useless tongue lolls around in your mouth, causing some of the drink to spill out onto the bed you're laying on.

"Ngaa, damnit, you're spillin it! Didn't you hear Oshi-san? He said not to get anything dirty!" Kagehira attempts to get the rest of the liquid in you, still spilling some. When he's finally done, he lets you drop back down. "You should feel better in a few seconds." He turns and leaves your line of sight. He was not lying, within a few minutes the pain in your body has almost completely disappeared and your tongue feels as if it can move again. When you're sure you can move without difficulty you push yourself up and swing your legs over the side of the bed.

You can clearly see the two who have been taking care of you, the dark blue light of the room Illuminating off of them. You realize then, they aren't regular humans. They have a wire hanging from the nape of their necks, indicating their hackers. Hackers aren't civilians, they work for either the cyber psychos or the government. Hackers were terrifying since they could hijack other hackers' brains, they could also break into heavily secured official online documents. They could upload their consciousness to cyberspace.

Another thing you notice about them is that they aren't normal, even for hacker standards. Kagehira, you realize, has two different colored eyes, one blue and the other yellow. His yellow eye though, seems to have some type of code written on it, a fake eye. You had no idea what that really did but it was probably dangerous, he could get any data he wanted when he looked at you is what you thought. Along with the eye mod, he had a weaponized hand from what you could see. Kagehira's whole hand was a mechanical gray, some bright green wires connecting the hand to the area just before his wrist. You didn't want to stare too long at it, lest he notices and starts thinking you're a threat, some secret government spy. He luckily didn't seem to either see or care, too busy studying some blue holographic information graph he's made in front of him.

The other hacker, Oshi-san, as Kagehira called him, looked relatively normal. The only thing which separates him from being another civilian is the wire hanging from his neck. His outfit, too, makes him stand out. It looked like one of the highly exclusive outfits showcased on billboards, something you could never afford. It's a deep wine rich red, with some black overlaying it. Not a common hacker or cyber psycho outfit, they usually prefered practicality over style. On closer inspection, the utility belt he had on held a pair of scissors, some medical tools, and bombs? You couldn't quite tell nor would you ask, you wanted to thank these strange men and leave, head back to your apartment and rest.

However that wasn't going to be happening because when Oshi-san looked up, still with that sneer, he wanted you out. "Kagehira, lead HiMERU's guest out of the medical bay, and to Main, where the others are. I need to clean up." And with a nod Kagehira hurriedly appears beside you, one mechanical hand on your shoulder leading you out of the room. You notice then, that both of his hands are mechanical, not just one. He doesn't say anything as he pushes you out the door, and you don't dare attempt to look around. Kagehira was stronger than he looked, you could tell he wasn't using much of his strength to push you along. Attempting to run had crossed your mind but from what you hear about cyber psychos, you would be dead before you took four steps.

The walk towards wherever he was taking you seemed forever, at least to you. The whole place seemed bathed in that deep blue. Eventually the hall opened up into a wide space. The first thing you noticed was the gigantic floor to ceiling window, spanning the whole length of the wall. It made the one in your apartment seem tiny. It was still night from what you could tell, except you weren't in the poverty ridden area anymore, or maybe you were, just in one of the expensive penthouses only shitty government officials owned.

Which couldn't be if you thought about it, you were with cyber psychos, the governments enemies. But perhaps they had government official spies, it wouldn't be surprising. That was most likely the correct answer. It would be even more surprising if you had managed to make it into the Tenshouin Metropolis. Cyber psychos can barely make it out alive in there. The view was still phenomenal from the window wherever you were.

You think it's safe enough to look around the new area without consequences. From what you can see while Kagehira’s still pushing you in. The next thing to captivate your attention is how richly decorated it is. There seems to be a bar to the right, a pinkish purple glow coming from it. Giant TV screens span the wall on the left, showing nothing. Some plants lay around as decoration. There's a big three staired area dipping down in the middle of the room. Inside there's a giant round glass table, surrounded by a large couch. You spot the people next, there's around four of them, all talking to each other on the couch.

None of them notice your approach, Kagehira keeping silent as he guides you along. You stayed quiet too, afraid any noise would have one of them shooting at you. Once you reach the stairs dipping down, that's when their attention turns to you. There were all men, only one of them with visible modifications.

The first man, grey hair pulled back in a ponytail, bright blue eyes, stares at you with confusion. He holds a pack of chips in one of his hands, the other paused midway to his mouth. The second man, a few inches away, has light blue hair down to his neck, golden eyes filled with concern. The black jacket he's wearing hangs loosely off his arms, which sit folded in his lap.

The third man has the modifications. He sits on the opposite end of the couch, arms outstretched and legs spread wide, showing off more than you'd like in some black cargo pants. His arms are mechanical, bright red wiring traces up them, showing off in patterns, it was an intricate but beautiful design. His vermillion hair is spiked up at the ends, a black headband ensuring they don't fall down. He also has blue eyes, except these are filled with amusement, a proud smirk lines his face.

The fourth and final man, well, he looks like a teen, has light pink hair. His lavender eyes gaze at you with curiosity. This boy's a hacker from the looks of it, a wire hanging down from the base of his neck. Kagehira pushes you into the circle, causing you to stumble on the steps a little, the light blue haired man makes a move as if to catch you if you had fallen but quickly stops. Standing awkwardly in the circle, wondering what was to happen. None of them said anything and you wondered briefly if one of these men was the so-called "HiMERU" as Oshi-san had said.

It didn't take long before the red headed one started speaking, "Gyahaha, Oi, MeruMeru what did you drag in? Some whore you picked up on the street?"

"HiMERU would like you to shut it." You remember then, HiMERU, you've seen him broadcasted on the government's wanted list. He's a dangerous psycho, in danger of going into manic mode if Tenshonin's claims were accurate. The other men's appearances clicked then too. The grey haired one was Niki Shiina, one of the assassin's of the psychos, also in danger of going manic. The red headed one, Rinne Amagi, the worst of them all, a reward of 5 billion was offered for any information about his whereabouts, and now you know. They wouldn't let you go, you had seen them and their hiding place, they must have a use for you since you're still alive. The last one, the boy you recognized as the famous hacker Kohaku Oukawa. He was known as one of the best, able to combat the head of cyber security of the government. Not much information was known about him, but it was said he had no technological modifications.

Kagehira speaks up from behind you. "Uh, Oshi-san said they have some bruising on their chest and back. I don't know what ya wanted them for but I thought I should tell ya. We gave them some medicine but it can't fully take away there pain." If anything, the looks from the men in front of you only got more excited at the prospect that you were injured and could feel pain. HiMERU's the first to speak up, "HiMERU is sorry he blasted that building. But he couldn't help it, he was being followed by the government. So HiMERU brought you here to have our doctors medicate you."

That relatively explained why you were here, but also didn't. Cyber psychos weren't known for their generosity or mercy, and by the looks of the others around him, they thought that wasn't a good enough reason to bring some random person into their hideout. "Wait wait HiMERU, you brought some regular civilian to our headquarters because you almost killed them? When did you ever care about that?" Niki's the one who spoke up, already pulling out another chip from the bag, before he can respond Kohaku cuts in. "Yea, don't we have to kill them now anyways? They can't leave now since they know where we're located."

That thought had already crossed your mind. You knew Kohaku was right, and you assumed they had some job for you. You hadn't thought one of them would save you because he felt guilty. "Really MeruMeru? You saved some random person? You never cared about leaving them to die before, what's so different about this one? You wanna hook up with them or something?" Rinne looks as if this is one of the most amusing conversations he's had, eyebrows quirked up, smugly grinning at HiMERU. "No, HiMERU had not planned on that, he does not know why but HiMERU feels some kind of attraction to them. He wishes for them to stay by his side."

You're sure the face you made is one of even more confusion then the expressions on the other cyber psychos, even Mika let out a confused "Huh?" from behind you. "Woah, that's new. I never thought you'd want a companion, Niki and me not enough to satisfy your needs, oh how rude you are HimeRunRun!" Rinne makes an upset sort of face before bursting out in raucous laughter. HiMERU glares at Rinne, one of his hands starting to twist at his wrist. Niki, finished with his chips, puts a hand on HiMERU's shoulder and he stops, hands once again falling limp.

His gaze turns back towards you, eyes only showing pity. "HiMERU is sorry he put you in this situation, he hopes you can understand. However, if you choose to accept HiMERU's companionship, he can offer you protection, you would not meet death." All you wanted to do was go home and play a game, lose yourself in a fictional world and forget about this one. But you knew you could only accept HiMERU's offer or die. Neither option appealed to you but you did enjoy your life, and maybe dating a cyber psycho wouldn't be too bad, it would definitely be interesting.

Your suspicions were confirmed when Kohaku piped up "Yea, if you don't accept HiMERU we'd have to kill you, but we could make it painless, we have the technology." You didn't want to die, you enjoyed your life in the city however shitty it may be. Living with cyber psychos would be interesting, they were always doing something illegal and performing acts against the government, but it would make your life less dull. This wasn't something you particularly wanted but you couldn't deny the thrill of excitement you feel at this new opportunity.

"Yea, sure I'll accept his offer. I can't do anything anyways, and it seems exciting." They all look at you with stunned expressions, HiMERU's is the first to change, a smile makes its way to his face. You hadn't known cyber psychos could smile. "You must be one dumb bitch to accept that offer! Or maybe you're just the same as those junkies out there, crazed and delusional! Oh how interesting, I can't wait to see how long you last with us." From the corner of your eye you could see Niki nodding his head in agreement at Rinne's words. HiMERU doesn't acknowledge Rinne, the only sign he heard it was a small twitch of his eye.

He makes a motion with his hands which looks as if he's beckoning you towards him. You're hesitant, fear hitting you full blast now, the deal having been made. You had agreed to stay with the cyber psychos, the most wanted criminals too. What were you thinking? You wouldn't last long no doubt, bound to be killed by a hunter sooner or later. Wallowing in your own self pity at your situation, you felt a hand shove you squarely in the middle of your shoulder blades, a sharp spike of pain from where he touched you.

"Ya gotta listen when HiMERU tells ya something, ya don't have any power here." Kagehira's voice sounds behind you as you stumble and fall, HiMERU catching you. He hugs you close to him, his hands pressing into unseen bruises and making you wince, you don't scream out, afraid it would anger them. Rinne speaks up again, making everything worse, "You gotta tell me after he's used you, was he any good? Whenever he's with Niki and me he's a slutty bottom, begging for our cum in ten minutes."

HiMERU presses you closer, almost crushing you with how hard he's hugging you. Niki looks uncomfortable from what you could see, eyes downcast at his empty chip bag. Kohaku doesn't seem to be paying any more attention to what's happening, engrossed in whatever he's playing on his holographic screen. Mika isn't looking at you either, gaze set towards the window, staring out into the night life. You wished you back out there, walking freely through the vibrant city, listening to the world as it falls apart around you.

Rinne doesn't quiet, his words only rising in volume, his laughter worsening with every sentence he manages out, "Oh also, be careful. Our little MeruMeru is infertile so you can have all the fun you want. I would love to learn how long it takes before you get all fucked out, begging for him to stop because it's too much!" HiMERU doesn't say anything, you're too scared to. So when that disgusted voice screams out "Be quiet you uneducated bastard! How dare you speak of such vile actions while in my presence! I should throw you out on the street and let the hunters take you away!"

"Oshi-san!" Kagehira's attention is immediately drawn to the man who had just appeared, he scrambles towards him, slipping on a rug. "Non Kagehira! You must be graceful, be careful not to trip." Kagehira nods as he takes his place beside Oshi-san, carefully standing up straight and staring down at you. "Itsuki, that stick up your ass hasn't come down any? I'm just joking."

You know Rinne must have said something that would start a fight based on the way Kohaku flinched and got up, walking out of the room towards the purple illuminated bar, Niki followed after Kohaku. Kagehira doesn't move, only narrowing his eyes down at Rinne. "HiMERU thinks he should leave now, come with HiMERU, he will take you to his room." Having no choice but to agree, you nod your head, his arms slip off of you and the sharp pain you felt under his hold slowly dulls down. He motions for you to follow him.

------------------------------------------------

HiMERU leads you to a room on another floor of the penthouse you’re in. You think it’s on the 88th floor but you’re not exactly sure, too tired from what had transpired already. The ride up to HiMERU’s room is awkward in your opinion. He stays quiet the whole time, golden eyes eyeing you every few moments, for what reason you can’t be sure. He pulls up a holographic map like the ones the others had, except his showcases something different, a long document by the looks of it.

You don’t ask about it, knowing better than that, it was probably some official top secret government document no normal civilian should see. The elevator ride is long, you’ve been in here for what feels like five minutes, and it still shows no sign of stopping. You take this moment to fully admire the cyber psycho who saved you, and also the one who took an unusual interest in you.

He still wears his black jacket, he has it hanging loosely on his arms, showing some of his pale skin from where it doesn’t cover. The shirt he’s wearing is body fit, sleeveless, showing off his lean build, for a cyber psycho he’s actually pretty skinny, when you thought of them you thought of muscular men, not this lean man. He wears baggy pants, all the more accentuating his skinny frame. His pants are utility, in dark blue. Some black lines run across the side. His pants also have a type of belt across them, which holds knives and other weapons. It looks like he most likely had more, concealed somewhere.

Eventually the elevator stops after what feels like forever, HiMERU getting rid of his hologram when he notices. The view from even higher up amazes you once again, HiMERU had a room on one of the tallest floors of the penthouse. High enough that everything down below looks tiny. His room is bathed in that same deep blue light, the wall in front of you one floor to ceiling mirror like the area you were in before. His room has Tv screens similar to the main area too, except pushed up against the wall is a giant king sized bed, hovering 12 centimeters above the carpet.

His room is furnished with some plants too, except weapons line the wall to the right and posters cover the wall to the left. He surprisingly has a few plushies lying on the floor too. "HiMERU stays here often, he likes how it looks, and the view from the window, however he is in the open here, everyone is. It is dangerous but beautiful." His voice startles you, he's standing right behind you, staring down.

The view had almost made you forget you were with the cyber psychos, except maybe it wouldn't be so bad, at least you hoped. HiMERU moves away from you to sit on his bed, watching you take in his room, looking for a sign you like it. When you finished looking around you sat down beside him, avoiding his eyes. You can feel his hand as it runs over your shoulder, taking care not to press too hard, lest he hurts you.

"Have you ever been in an room like this?" HiMERU removes his hand from your shoulder when he asks this, instead leaning back, laying down on his gray bedcover. A tentative "No" escapes you, it was true, you hadn't been somewhere like this, always too poor to keep up with the rapid advancements the city was making. You hadn't minded, happy to stay behind since it meant more safely however worsening conditions, being wealthy in this word meant death sometimes. The cyber psychos or government wanted your wealth to help them achieve their goals. Of course some declined, choosing to live out their lives in peace, however sometimes they were still targeted.

It was hard to tell who was working with whom sometimes, everything was secretive, but of course it was possible to find out. Skilled hackers could, they could hack into a house's database and find all the secrets people didn't want known. "HiMERU doesn't know if he likes how he is now." His words shock you, you thought every cyber psycho was some crazy individual, fighting against the government because they thought it was fun, or they had too much time on their hands.

You don't tell him this, afraid he might take offense and his attraction towards you would disappear. Staying silent, turning to look out the window and not at him, maybe he would keep talking or he'd go silent, falling asleep. "HiMERU didn't want to become a cyber psycho, but he wanted to. The government killed him, HiMERU does not forgive the government, he seeks vengeance." That sort of made sense, he had only joined since the government killed someone he was close to, you didn't ask not wanting to seem as if you were prying. But still, someone seeking vengeance usually didn't earn a spot on the most wanted list, or became one of the highly dangerous cyber psychos, there must be another reason.

"Did you know this room can do other things, HiMERU thinks the new tech in this era is interesting. Lights off." He was deflecting from his previous statements. You knew certain places were voice automated, yet yours wasn't and it surprised you some when the lights did go off. The dark blue was gone, yet the light from the city kept the room somewhat lit up, perks of a city that never slept. His room was more beautiful than before, soft pinkish purple light bouncing off everything.

Turning to look out the window, you hear HiMERU sit up and the dip in the bed as he moves himself closer. You don't dare to turn to look at him when you feel his warm breath on the side of your neck. You don't fight him off when he turns your face towards him, connecting your lips in a gentle kiss. You embrace it, closing your eyes, letting yourself get lost in the feeling of his soft lips on yours. He wasn't a bad person, you might actually enjoy being with you.

You let him climb on top of you, straddling your waist, he doesn't break the kiss yet, if anything he continues with more fever. The hand that had tilted your face moves down your body, resting on your collarbone, smoothing over the skin there. His other hand ghosting over your waistband, his fingertips resting right where your shirt ends. He disconnects from you, a small whine of protest escaping your throat when he does so.

"HiMERU wants to make sure this is ok, he does not want to force you into anything. So HiMERU is asking." Nodding your head hastily, wanting his lips back on you, any part he would kiss you wanted him too. And when he saw your nod his lips immediately fell back on yours. The hand at the end of your shirt immediately sliding up, ghosting over your sensitive skin. Gasping into the kiss when his hand finds its way to your bra, slipping under and fondling your breast. He immediately starts to pull and pinch at your nipple, willing it to harden under his fingers. His mouth once again leaves you, choosing instead to place small kisses on the corner of your lip, moving downwards. As he kisses down your jaw the hand on your collarbone moves down, coming to grab at your waist. His hold is firm, most likely so you wouldn't squirm around, but when his hand presses into you a pain erupts. That must be one of the bruises Kagehira was talking about.

A sound of pain leaves you, HiMERU's hands immediately leave you, and his kisses stop. "Ah, HiMERU is sorry, he didn't mean to hurt you, he forgot you were hurt. Would you like him to keep going, or would you like to rest?" Him stopping already would be more torture than him accidentally pressing into your hurt body. "No, it's ok, please continue." You look at him with pleading eyes, willing him to go on. He nods and moves to stop straddling you, choosing to lay beside you.

He turns you on your side, facing the window out into the city. You feel his body move to be right up against yours, his hard cock pressing into your back. His mouth is right next to your ear, you could hear his breathing slightly erratic. One of his hands snakes its way down to your waistband once again, trying to tug it down. With some difficulty he manages to pull your pants down to your knees, sliding them off and throwing them somewhere in his room to find later.

Your underwear follows soon after, thrown like your pants. The relativity cool air of HiMERU's room hitting your wetness makes you shiver. You become acutely aware that you're actually quite wet, sure to leave a stain on HiMERU's bed sheets. That thought doesn't last long as HiMERU's wet fingers find their way to your hole, using one to gather all your wetness before pressing in. It was unannounced the surprise mixing with the sudden pleasure causing you to let out a whispered "HiMERU."

A small chuckle leaves him as he curls the finger inside of you up, trying to spread you out enough for his next finger. When he deems you ready he slides in the next, alongside his other one, using them to make a scissor motion. The feeling is enough to have you gasping, aware that anyone near the window could see in, a full view of what was happening. The thought only makes you more excited, causing you to clench on HiMERU's fingers.

"Oh, HiMERU felt you tighten, what is making you so excited?" You barely get out "the window" before he's pressing in a third finger, thumb small circles onto your clit. "Does letting everyone in the city know you're a slut excite you? HiMERU thought you were better, but he guesses he was wrong." His mean words only have more pleasure shooting through you, small "nos' ' leaving. However when he presses into that spongy spot inside you, his thumb starts to rub more harshly on your clit you knew you wouldn't last.

Your orgasm hits harder than you expected, eyes rolling, as you press your back harder to HiMERU's chest, hole gushing out fluids on HiMERU as he fingers you through your high. When you come down, you realize HiMERU's already pulled his fingers out. He's moved above you, cock out, tip an angry red and weeping precum. The glow of the city lights reflects on his face, making him look more ethereal than he already is.

"HiMERU's sorry, but he wants to cum too, it's not nice that only you get too." You hadn't said he couldn't, but before you could even get a word out he pushes in, using your fluids as a natural lubricant. The stretch hurts, it feels as if he's splitting you open, and only his tip was in. You could feel tears starting to form, your vision becoming fuzzy. The aftershocks of your own orgasm still rolling through you. You knew you were tightened up around HiMERU, too tight for him to go any further without it hurting.

He leans close to your face, one of his hands moving up to wipe your tears away. "You need to breathe, HiMERU can't push in, it will hurt more, relax." His voice is calm although his breathing is quite excited. He starts nipping at your shoulder, wanting to make you relax and forget about the pain of him pushing in. It works and a few moments later he continues until he bottom outs. He doesn't move, letting you adjust to the feeling of being filled so completely. He was big, every small movement one of you made, made you clench back down on him.

He leans up from your neck, looking down at where you're connected together, your slick spilling out around him. Your tears were clearing and all you could see and focus on was him. The way his hands had moved to your hips, holding you in place, hard enough to leave a bruise to join the ones already forming. His chest was moving rapidly from his breathing under his skin tight shirt, his hair falling in a curtain over his face.

The next moment he moves, starting at a slow pace, the drag of his cock starting slow inside you causing you to groan. HiMERU pays no attention, too interested in the way his cock was starting to pump in and out of you. It doesn't take long before he has set a moderate pace. Small groans start to leave him and he leans down to capture your lips in a kiss once again, biting down on you. Your arms wrap around him, attempting to pull him closer than he already is.

He pulls away to announce "HiMERU is, fuck, close, he doesn't know why he can't hold out longer." Your response is a whimper against his lips, a coil in your stomach starting to tighten as his thrusts get rougher, eventually bouncing you on him. One of his hands snakes up to your hair, pulling at it while his other hand meets where you're connected rubbing at your clit to bring you over the edge with him.

It doesn't take long, HiMERU grunts and stills himself as far as he fan inside you, burying his face in your chest as you feel something warm start to fill you up. The feeling of him releasing causes you to reach your second orgasm of the night. Arching your back as you feel yourself cum on his cock. He doesn't pull out, instead rolling over to the side, still inside you even as he starts to soften.

You could feel his cum slowly starting to flow out of you, around his cock and onto his bed sheets but that wasn't your worry. All you could feel was the deep tiredness that set over your body from the night. HiMERU drapes an arm across your body and you snuggle into him, watching as the first light of dawn sneaks over the horizon. The last thing you hear before you succumb to sleep is HiMERU saying "curtains close."

[sucrows]

uplloading this one in 2 parts because i got a bit carried away with writing HiMERU's half oopsies. also listing this as AFAB reader because that's what I meant to imply, but there's never actually any genitals specified 👍

1. Trying to impregnate their s/o  7. In rut, with an insatiable urge to breed  (AFAB READER)

(NSFW UNDER CUT)

HiMERU knows his cycle like the back of his hand, and he always makes sure to take his suppressants on time to avoid the brunt of his instincts. What happened this time? How is he so suddenly overcome with the need to breed? He locks himself into a random room in the CosPro offices and debates his options. He needs to get back to his apartment and get out of the square but… the only way to do so would be through getting someone to help him, and there’s no way he wants to call someone over just for that! Ibara is supposed to be busy most of the day, but maybe if HiMERU texts him for assistance, he’ll get back to HiMERU eventually to provide an alternative. Yes, yes that sounds good. In the meantime, he’ll just have to survive being alone in a random empty conference room.

Of course, things never go as planned. When HiMERU hadn’t shown up to your agreed upon meeting time, you got a bit concerned. You sent him a text and while he read it, he mysteriously did not respond. Well, he was already in the office building to your knowledge, seeking him out shouldn’t be too hard of a mission. Soon enough, you find yourself pointed down the last hall someone saw him walking down. You freeze when you walk in a certain room and find HiMERU, looking like more of a disaster than you’ve ever seen him before. Between the feral glint in his eye and the sweat dripping down his skin, it hardly takes a moment before the word “Rut” flashes through your brain.

While he tries to convince you to leave, he knows his fate is sealed from the moment he lays his eyes on you. Every muscle in his body aches with the need to feel you, and he can’t help but pounce on the opportunity to take you once you make the first move. From the way he literally rips off some of your layers and mouths at your neck, you already know you’re in for a treat.

Even with his rut-muddled brain, he still takes the time to prepare you for what's to come. He gathers some of his saliva on his own fingers and his hand slides down between your legs. Wrapping one arm around your middle to bend you over, he pulls your hips back into his own where you can just feel how hard he is in his pants. Soon, his patience runs out, and he finally ends up pulling down his own pants and lining himself up to you.

He pushes in all the way with one movement. You may be horny and prepped, but it’s still a lot to take someone like that all at once. HiMERU freezes at the sound of a whimper leaving your lips, clarity briefly filling his brain. There’s a few seconds where he does nothing but then suddenly, you feel his lips nibbling on the side of your neck once again, occasionally pulling back just the slightest bit to whisper small praises at you for taking him so well. Before long he has you shuddering in anticipation again and he decides to cut the last thread of self-control he has.

Whereas before he spoke in sweet, soft tones, now the only thing that leaves his mouth are growling, rough sounds. Every thrust echoes throughout the room with the force he’s using to hilt himself in you over and over again. Prolonging his suffering while preparing you riled him up even further than he was before- and you love it. His hands are rough both to the touch and with the way he’s using them to keep a vice grip on your hips, his body is leaning over yours and is slowly beginning to push harder and harder against your back, pushing you down onto a desk. You doubt your ability to stop him now even if you for some reason wanted to.

His instincts show no sign of releasing their grip on HiMERU as he gets closer and closer to his peak. Once again, you aren’t complaining, but knowing him, you’d expect him to pull out before knotting you… right?

If anything, he gets rougher, more eager as his knot starts to form. If you didn’t know any better, you’d assume he’s really trying to knot you full of his kids. The bulbous flesh at the base of his cock starts to catch every time he tries to pull back and soon, he won’t be able to do so at all anymore. If you could see his eyes, you’re sure they’d be hazy and unfocused with the need to breed. It’s all something so unlike the HiMERU you’re used to…Maybe you should be a bit concerned? Maybe you should speak up and ask if he’s certain of what it seems he’s about to do, after all, there might not be any backing out once you’re tied together…

You open your mouth to speak, but the words “-are you sure?” have hardly left your mouth when he nearly snarls at you and buries himself in you as deep as he can go, answering your question with his actions. His knot inflates to its full girth and your insides start to flood with his seed, hot and heavy and with nowhere to go other than further inside you.

Perhaps he’ll regret it later, perhaps you will too, but for now, his instincts are appeased.

[seangelfish]

Hello there, how are you? :)

My mind has been thinking about HiMERU finding cold-hearted&toughfem!reader drinking alone, and takes her alcohol away, suggesting to do something else.

I leave the rest to you.

NSFW pls.

Ignore if you want. Thank you 😁

A/N: Hello there! I’ve been doing well, thanks for asking! ⸜( *ˊᵕˋ* )⸝ This is my first ever NSFW request so I’m pretty excited. HiMERU is my fave member from Crazy:B, so I hope this goes well... (I keep forgetting he refers to himself in 3rd person lol). Anyways, enjoy!! (´ ε ` )♡ This was actually kind of hard to write, so I'm sorry if it's bad! I also decided to change the theme to my NSFW works! I hope you all like it!

Stress reliever

HiMERU x Reader ♡ Genres/tags: Smut (NSFW) ♡ Content warnings: fem!AFAB reader, oral (receiving), missionary, vanilla sex, not proofread! ♡ Word count: 2,710 ♡ Summary: HiMERU has always cared about your well-being, even to a point he’d try to meet you everyday to ask how you were. Unluckily for him though, you were one of the coldest producers at Cos Pro who would constantly shake his advances off.

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT! NSFW below the cut. Please proceed with caution.

It wasn't love at first sight.

On HiMERU's first day at Cos Pro as a new idol, you were rather unwelcoming. He had greeted you, bowed too, but you merely nodded at him and walked away. He didn't mind it though, he already knew what he was getting into when he decided to become an idol. It was inevitable to encounter someone like you in the industry.

However, despite that encounter, whenever HiMERU would bump into you, he still made the effort to greet you a good morning or afternoon. Because you were still one of his producers, he wanted to be polite and respectful.

“Good morning, Miss (Y/N).”

However, you continued to give him the cold shoulder. He didn’t understand this until another producer informed him that you were like that with everyone.

“You should just leave her be, okay? I don’t think (Y/N) even cares for socialising.”

But HiMERU couldn’t leave you be. He wanted to talk to you all the time. He wanted to know about your well-being. Even when you’ve only exchanged a few words with him, he was completely smitten with you.

Maybe it was the way you carried yourself or the way you did your work. You were so focused with work that you were able to finish it in a day or so. Even when your personality was as cold as ice, you were seen as the most reliable producer in the agency.

Not only that, but you were beautiful. HiMERU’s eyes would light up whenever he caught a glimpse of you. He’d never miss the opportunity to say hello.

Fortunately for him, you were assigned as one of Crazy:B’s producers. Unfortunately for you, Crazy:B was the last unit you’d ever think of working with.

“I guess it can’t be helped,” you said. “Nice to meet you all. I’m (Y/N) (L/N). From today on, I’m your producer. I’ll be helping you with all your work.”

Rinne immediately tried to woo you, but you completely ignored him. Niki tried thanking you for your time, but you blankly replied with, “No need to thank me. It’s my job.” Kohaku could understand that you didn’t want to be a part of this group, so he merely bowed and left you be. HiMERU, however…

“It’s nice to see you again,” he said. “HiMERU hopes we can get along better now, Miss (Y/N).”

You stared at him for a moment before replying with, “Keep hoping.” You then picked up your belongings and walked away. He watched your figure speed off, your heels clanking sharply at the floor.

However, by time, you did warm up a little to the group. You were still cold and tough as ever which showed a lot in the work you set them, but you smiled a bit more. HiMERU liked seeing this progress.

His relationship with you has also seen some progress too. Whenever he’d greet you, you actually stopped to greet him back. Of course, you were still cold with it, but you were getting there.

“Alright, that’s it for today,” you said, wrapping things up. “Now go home and rest. I’ll see you all tomorrow morning.”

Before the idols could say anything, you had already left. As the rest of Crazy:B talked about what they needed to improve on, HiMERU caught sight of your planner. You had forgotten it.

HiMERU picked up your planner and dashed out of the room, leaving the other members confused. It was 7pm by the time Crazy:B was finished with rehearsals, so that meant you were heading home.

HiMERU hoped he’d be able to catch you, but you were way too fast. Thankfully, you had informed them of your address and phone number if they ever had anything important to talk to you about.

He tried calling you, but you wouldn’t pick up. Ah, that’s right. It’s after work hours now, so of course you wouldn’t pick up. The last resort was to visit you on the way home.

Now, how was he supposed to get there?

It was 9pm by the time HiMERU finally reached your place. He was held up by other idols in the agency who tried talking to him. As polite as he ever was, he joined in the conversations. He didn’t want to make himself look bad after all.

But he was finally here. He knew how important your planner was since you brought it with you everywhere. He knocked on your door and waited.

After a few seconds, it opened up.

“Eh, HiMERU…?” you groaned. “Why are you here at this hour? …Did something happen?”

“I… uh…”

HiMERU couldn’t look away from the outfit you were wearing, but he knew that he should. You were wearing nothing else but a silky nightgown that accentuated your curves. He could tell why you wouldn’t care about your appearance because gripped in your hand was a bottle of alcohol.

“Well then, what is it?” you asked, kind of irritated. You took another long sip of the alcohol and sighed.

He avoided your gaze as he handed you over your planner.

“You left this in the rehearsal room,” he said.

But before you could take it from him, he snatched the bottle away from you.

“Hey!” you exclaimed. “That’s mine!”

“Miss (Y/N), you’re a producer at Cos Pro, HiMERU doesn't think you should be drinking the night before work tomorrow,” HiMERU stated blankly.

“Ugh, this sucks! You seriously don’t understand how much anxiety and stress I’ve incurred during my days at Cos Pro! This is the only way I can cope! So, give me back the bottle now, and leave me alone!”

HiMERU never really thought about how you might of felt. He always thought you were well kept and organised, but seeing you in front of him now said otherwise.

“Give… it… back!” you cried, trying to reach for the bottle, but HiMERU merely lifted it higher in the air.

“Miss (Y/N), there are many other ways to deal with stress,” he said. “Alcohol shouldn’t be one of them.”

“Ugh, whatever! It’s not like you have better ideas!”

“In fact, HiMERU does,” he replied, sighing. He couldn’t believe that his crush was an alcoholic.

“Alright then, tell me,” you challenged.

“HiMERU just needs your consent first.”

“Nghh... ah~!" you gasped.

You were spread out on the sofa, your nightgown pulled up to bare your nakedness as HiMERU's tongue licked your soaked folds slowly.

This wasn't what you expected when HiMERU told you he had a better idea. What you expected from him was a mature suggestion, something such as exercising to calm down your nerves, but THIS? You would have never guessed he was going to go down on you?! No wonder why he asked you for your consent and the levels of your alcohol tolerance.

And it's a good thing you had such high alcohol tolerance because the feeling of being eaten out like this felt so good. You'd hate to miss out on this.

Wait, what on earth are you thinking?!

“Ah~ mhmm…”

You couldn't believe that you're just letting him eat you out like this! Out of all people as well? HiMERU?! ...Well, it's not like you ever hated him. Sure, you've treated him coldly, but that's because you're at work to do work, not to make friends. All you ever cared about was surviving. You were only working in Cos Pro to earn money to live. So, keeping up a cold, tough act was one way to do it. Unfortunately, work at Cos Pro was absolutely aggravating and depressing. That's why you had resorted to alcohol.

But this... this seems to be more pleasurable.

His hands kept your legs secured and spread out as he continued to lick and suck on your pussy, leaving trails of kisses here and there across the inner parts of your thighs.

"Ahhh~ feels... so... good~"

He smirked. He liked the sounds you were making because of him, and he was happy that you were enjoying yourself too. He knew that sex was a good way to reduce negative emotions, and it's a lot more healthier than taking in alcohol. However, he also knew that this was something he would never think of doing with his producer let alone his crush. Was he perhaps... breaking out of character...?

He was only planning on making you feel good, so you were able to get a good night's rest before tomorrow morning, but a tent formed in his pants too. He wanted you so bad, but he knew he shouldn't. He vowed that once you came, he was going to leave. He was only doing this for you and you only, it wasn't about himself.

Out of the blue, you grabbed his blue locks and shoved him closer to your pussy.

"Ahh~! More...! Please give me more...!" you pleaded. "Ngh~!"

He gagged a bit, but obeyed. The flicking of his tongue inside your pussy sped up, causing your moans to build up too. As he looked at your face from below, you made eye contact with him. His gleaming yellow eyes looked particularly sexy from down there, it made your face even more hotter than it was before.

"Mmm~" you went. Something within you wanted even more than this.

Your pretty figure arched at his touch.

"HiMERU, I'm... I'm going to c-come...!"

"Hah..." he groaned, lifting his head up from between your legs. "Then come..."

You did as you were told. He watched you squirt all over the sofa, soaking it in the process. You panted in exhaustion, but you couldn't help but smile at how good that felt.

"You came... that's great..." he muttered, panting. "HiMERU will get you cleaned up now. Have a good night, okay? HiMERU will taking your alcohol away too."

He stood up, but you immediately grabbed his hand, yanking him back down. He caught himself before he fell right on top of you, his arms on each side of you as he looked down at you from below.

"Please stay..." you whispered, reaching for his neck. "I want more of you... I want you inside me..."

HiMERU's cheeks instantly turned pink. He couldn't believe the words that came out of your mouth. "(Y/N), I can't..." he said, dropping the honourifics and looking away.

"Please, HiMERU... you want me too, right?" you said, eyeing his boner. "I'll let you have all of me."

He was silent for a bit, but then looked back at you. You looked desperate and extremely needy. Sweat rolled down your flushed face, your eyes begging him to completely rail you.

He sighed and leaned down a bit so that your lips touched his ever so slightly.

"Are you sure about this?" he whispered. "I won't hold back."

"Yes... I'm sure... I want you to fuck me..."

"...Alright."

Your arms wrapped around his neck once he completely laid his body weight on yours. He kissed your lips tenderly, but on the other hand, you bit his. You kissed him roughly which he didn't seem to mind, so he returned the action. Saliva started to form between your tongues as you parted, a thin string swung.

"Hah..." he moaned. He still couldn't believe that he was doing this with his producer, someone in a higher position than him in the industry. He couldn't believe that he was doing it with you, his crush in the industry, the beautiful yet cold woman he had fallen in love with. He was rather lucky if he thought about it.

He unbuckled his belt as you waited for him excitedly. He pulled his boxers down and his cock sprung out. It was big and hard, precum had already seeped out of the tip. It was such a pretty cock that even you would love it if he shoved it down your throat.

His tip brushed against your flaps causing you to moan. He did this several times as if he was teasing you, but he just loved the sight of his dick just stroking your pussy, and the sight of you being irritated that you hadn't put it in yet.

"HiMERU!" you cried. "Just put it in alr–"

HiMERU shoved his dick into your hole before you could finish your sentence. He began to ram into you as fast as he could.

"Gyah~!" you cried. "Ahh~ ahh~!"

"Hah... you're... tight..." he mumbled. "Ugh... fuck... this feels... good...!"

Thrusting his dick in and out of you, HiMERU pulled your nightgown even higher to expose your breasts. He nibbled at your nipples which were hard from how aroused you were.

"Ahh~! H-HiMERU...!"

"(Y/N)... fuck..."

His tongue swirled around your nipple as he began to suck on it roughly, another hand caressing the other boob slowly.

"H-HiMERU..." you moaned. "I can't... believe that we're doing this... haha... I can't believe I'm doing this..."

"Neither does HiMERU," he replied, thrusting into you with no intentions of stopping. "HiMERU doesn't understand why you're okay with this... when... you never wanted to look his way..."

You were silent for a moment, avoiding his eyes.

"I just hope... you don't hate 'me'..." he mumbled. "'I' like you a lot, (Y/N)..."

"I don't necessarily 'hate' you..." you said slowly, kissing the corner of his mouth. "I never hated you."

You smiled at him, a genuine, pretty smile that he has never seen you pull at work ever. This was new to him, this emotion that you were portraying. You looked like a completely different person now from the producer he had fallen in love with.

He was in awe, he was in love. He wanted to see you smile like that all the time. Still, he loved the cold, tough woman you were at work too, but this version of you was something he could adore as well.

He smiled at you sadly. "You really are beautiful," he stated, kissing your forehead softly. "I hope you can smile like that more..."

Your hand made its way to cup HiMERU's cheek. "You're so nice to me even when I haven't been as nice to you... don't do that to yourself..." you whispered, eyes beginning to water. You couldn't believe how kind he was to you, a woman who was seen as cold-hearted.

His pace slowed down. He held your hand and shook his head, "No matter what you say, or anyone for that fact, I won't ever stop being kind to you. As I've stated before..." he continued to his cock deep into you. "I love you, (Y/N)."

"Ah... ah... H-HiMERU..."

And as on cue, you came right on his dick. He kissed your cheek as you panted uncontrollably. Pulling himself out of you, he rubbed his dick a little bit before coming onto your naked body. Warm cum dripped onto your chest, coating it in a white finish. HiMERU would like to admit that he liked the sight in front of him, having you covered in his cum.

"H-HiMERU... thank you..."

"Of course."

He helped you clean up before he left. Once he was outside your door, you called after him.

"What is it?" he asked.

"Um... would you... be able to help me out again?" you said sheepishly. "Uh... with my anxiety and stuff..."

He snickered. Holding your cheek gently, he nodded. "If you ever need me, I'll be there for you... no matter what you need me to do, I'll do it."

You watched him walk down the hallway and down the steps of your apartment. You closed the door with a sigh. A smile crept up your face.

"Heh... that was a good stress reliever~"

After that one night, the two of you began to relieve each other's stress with even more sex. Whenever you were stressed out at work, HiMERU was willing to give you a quick fingering in your office... or whether he was having a bad day due to Rinne, you would reciprocate with a quick blowjob in the bathrooms. Although the two of you kept it professional within the workplace, you just couldn't help but touch each other and help the other out. As the days progressed, perhaps the two of you would turn this little playdate thing into a more established relationship where you're able to fuck HiMERU to your heart's content.

Intro page | Ensemble Stars masterlist | Rules

[sakumasmut]

Enstars x Reader NSFW Month Day 10

Himeru x Bunny!Fem!Reader

late again, but I promise it’s worth it. Lily when you see this, hope you enjoy (and maybe be inspired to write a continuation wink nudge)

tags/warnings: breeding, vaginal sex, mating cycles

ao3

The coming of spring meant several things. Sunny days, floral breezes, gardens and parks full of color, and an uptick in sneezing from the unfortunate souls with pollen allergies (poor Koga was wearing a mask every time you saw him). For those with more primal instincts, the warmer weather meant it was the start of mating season. For the bunnies in Ensemble Square, it was time to either avoid contact with everyone and quarantine themselves, or get busy until all their cravings were satisfied.

You assumed heats were a necessary evolutionary trait thousands of years ago, but in the present day when your main source of stress was working an office job in a capitalist economy, your part-rabbit body throwing a hissy fit over not having a mate just made things even more stressful. The current situation you were in was a prime example of what problems the mating season could bring to the table, kneeling in front of a newer producer and comfortingly stroking their arm as they quivered in their seat.

“Stay here until the taxi arrives.” You spoke calmly to them. They were shaking and flushed red, not having expected to go into heat in the middle of work. “Once you get home, stay there until all the symptoms go away. Don’t worry about work; I’ll take care of it, m’kay?”

“Thank you, senpai.” They quietly sobbed, squeezing and rubbing their long ears to soothe themselves.

They were extremely lucky you happened to notice them hunched over in the hall and escorted them to a safe room before their vulnerable position attracted the wrong type of person. Mating season clouded people’s senses, you knew that too well. Married hybrids usually mated during March, to get it out of the way, but for single people, it was mostly just a waiting game until your body decided it craved a mate. You hadn’t gotten your heat yet, but you felt prepared to lock yourself in a room and call a taxi the moment you felt any sort of onset, to avoid ending up in the exact situation you were helping your coworker out of. For now though, you felt as fresh and (relatively) not horny as ever, and so said goodbye to the younger producer once their lift had arrived, escorting them to the car before rushing off to the meeting you were already late for.

“Sorry I’m late!” You quickly spoke as soon as you pushed the door open, the only person in the room looking up from the sound of your voice.

“Don’t worry, Himeru got your message.” The idol replied cooly, demeanor as nonchalant as ever. “The emergency situation you were dealing with, is it alright now?”

“Yes, yes, it’s all good.”

You were glad Himeru was an understanding person. It was a quality you liked about him, among other things. Maybe you were biased since you had worked with him for a few months on his solo jobs, but he always treated you kindly. You did notice he was harsher with his rowdy unit mates, but it only made you giggle more than anything, seeing him as the sort of person who gave as much respect as he received.

“If it’s not rude for Himeru to ask, what was it you were preoccupied with?”

“Ah, just some rabbit related stuff. You know how spring is for us.”

He frowned and knit his brows together as he looked you up and down.

“Producer, you aren’t feeling…ill, are you?” Himeru asked, “Himeru wouldn’t want you to be in a public place if you’re experiencing such symptoms.”

You flushed, realizing his misunderstanding. “No, ah, it’s not me! I was helping a younger rabbit who went into heat!” Being all red in the face and running into the room covered in sweat didn’t help with your case, as you could tell from his unchanging expression.

“Trust me, I would not be anywhere near here if my heat started! It usually starts pretty late in the spring, so I’m safe for a while.”

He nodded, expression relaxing at your assurances.

“It would certainly pose a large problem if it did. Though, if you ever find yourself in an unpleasant situation like that, Himeru would be glad to assist you in any way possible.”

“Huh?” You blinked at his words. What did he mean by that? Surely he meant that you could rely on him during emergencies, right?

“Now, shall we talk about your latest proposal?”

“Ah, yes!” You smacked yourself on the cheeks to rid yourself of those thoughts. “Here, I have the paperwork. Look over it and tell me what you think!”

xxx

You certainly weren’t lying when you said your heats came rather late into the season. People always complained about getting them early in March, but at least when they got them, afterwards they could go about their lives freely with no worries about getting sucker punched by their bodies. For you, spending a good two months worrying about the possibility that it’d come earlier was always a source of stress you had to push in the back of your mind, until finally it did come on a sunny May morning.

You woke up in a sweat, despite having taken a shower the previous night, and everything felt warm, way too warm. Funnily enough, you were meant to meet up with Himeru that afternoon, just as you did last month when you dealt with your coworker going into their own heat. You remembered what he had said about helping you if you ever found yourself in this situation, and thinking about the idol’s words made your horny mess of a brain wander to very obscene thoughts, which you had to smack yourself on the head to rid yourself of. No! You weren’t thinking clearly! You did struggle to understand what he meant, until you considered he likely referred to helping you with calling out of work and telling your clients you’d be unavailable. Having someone do all that for you rather than struggle with forming coherent sentences through a slog of calls sounded great right about now, and so you dialed him up once you managed to grab your phone. He picked up immediately after the first beep.

“Good morning, producer. Do you need Himeru for something?”

Just the sound of his alluring voice was making your body heat up. Stupid horny brain.

“Yeah, sorry this is sudden, but I need help with my heat.” You muttered, before realizing how it sounded without context and backtracking, “I meant—I need help with work, because I’m in heat! I need to tell my clients that I’ll have to reschedule, and you said that you could help, right?”

There was silence on the other end, and for a second you worried that maybe you had offended him somehow, before he responded with an “Understood, Himeru will inform everyone he needs to.”

You thanked him gratefully, and recited a list of people for him to message or call about your situation. That was a big weight off your shoulders, and now you could sink into bed and deal with your heat…all alone…

“Producer, can Himeru help in any other way? This time of year must be quite exhausting for your kind.”

Indecent thoughts of him came flooding back, of scenarios where Himeru could help you in ways your body needed the most…

“Perhaps you’d like him to bring you food and other supplies?”

“T-That’d be great, thanks.”

You hung up after giving him your address, and flopped yourself back onto the sheets, skin feeling sweaty and mind replaying how his voice sounded against your ear, wanting to hear it again after only a few seconds. The professional in you was already regretting saying yes to his offer, asking what kind of producer would invite an idol to their house in the middle of their heat, but the other part of you who saw him as a friend, perhaps a bit more, did really want the company. It would still be a while before he got here though, especially since he promised to do some of your work for you, and you wondered if your impatient body could even last until then.

A wave of desire washed over you, making you shudder. You tugged one of your long ears over your face, rubbing circles soothingly on the pink insides as your legs kicked your blanket off the bed. Your body was way too hot, yet no amount of ice would cool it off, only another person’s own heat enveloping your own would make it go away. You began to grind your hips against your pillow, whining into it, trying to pretend it was another person’s body—specifically a certain blue-haired idol. If you shut your eyes, maybe you could pretend he was already here in your house, comforting you with his presence.

You wondered how it would feel grinding against his thigh, imagining his yellow eyes watching you with immense interest. Yes, you could envision it so well in the blank space of your hormone filled brain. His hands would rest on your hips, holding you in place so you couldn’t climb off as you bucked against his leg. He’d see the wet mess pooling from your crotch area, dripping onto his pants, but rather than chastise he’d praise you, encouraging you to keep humping his leg until you came all over him.

You whined to yourself, the friction between your thighs and the pillow only making you feel a dull ache. You kept trying to chase an orgasm, anything to make your tensed up body feel better, but with only air for your cunt to clench around, you couldn’t bring yourself to. The buzz of the doorbell snapped you out of your daydream. How many minutes had passed? Were you so immersed in the scenario in your head that time had flown without you realizing, or was Himeru just that fast in getting to you? Your legs were shaky as you stood up, each step making your body wobble forward. You doubted you’d be able to leave the bed if you fell back onto it. You opened the door, and as expected Himeru was there, holding a plastic grocery bag.

“Good morning, producer.” His eyes scanned your form, and you did your best to stand upright without shaking. “Are you feeling alright?”

“I-I’m fine. Come on in.”

You tried to look composed as he entered, trying to keep your ears upright and hoping that he couldn’t sense the pheromones your body was releasing. If he could, he didn’t give any indication, expression as blank as ever while he placed the bag on your kitchen counter.

“Himeru admits, he doesn’t know much about your situation. But he tried to get things that could help.”

He took out some snacks and drinks, ones that you immediately recognized as your go-tos in the break area of the ES building. You smiled softly, touched that he would remember your preferred foods.

“Thank you. This means a lot.”

“It’s not a problem. Is there anything else Himeru can do for you while he’s here?”

He kept asking that same question, if he could do anything for you, and the short answer was that he could. But you were too scared to make the first move, in case he actually wasn’t interested in going further than your relationship as an idol and producer. Surely he’d cut ties with you if he didn’t mean it that way, and not seeing him again would hurt more than the rejection. Your body heated up again, as if begging you to voice your desires. You had to bite your lip to stop yourself from audibly whimpering, something Himeru noticed.

“You look quite feverish, perhaps you should go back to your bed to rest?”

“Y-Yeah, maybe I should. Let me just put these away first…”

You took a step towards the counter to take some of the food away, but immediately stumbled. You braced yourself for the impact, but Himeru’s hands moved quickly to catch you. One hand grabbed your shoulder while the other circled around your stomach, pulling you up against his chest. A moan couldn’t help but come out of you at the warmth of his touch, cutting through the sexual tension like a knife. You froze up when you realized what you did, the silence following making you almost certain he heard it.

“S-Sorry, I’m just so…” You stammered, trying to come up with excuses. “out of it.”

His hands were still on you, the mere contact making you want to collapse into his chest. You really didn’t want him to let go, you wanted to imagine his arms wrapped around you forever, so you wondered when you were going to be hit with reality and have his arms release their hold, expecting him to excuse himself and leave you to deal with your heat alone again. Except, they didn’t. They stayed on your body, and you swore he even pulled you closer.

“Meru?”

“…Forgive Himeru for being unprofessional, but I can’t bear to leave you in this state.”

You looked up at him in surprise, only now noticing how hungry his gaze was as his eye bore directly into you. He moved the arm that was around your waist underneath your legs to scoop you up into a bridal carry. All the snacks went ignored as he brought you into your bedroom, having decided to have a taste of something else. You squealed as he dropped you onto the mattress. You would be embarrassed by how messy your bed was if your heart wasn’t beating out of your chest from the sight of Himeru leaning over you, face so close to yours you could hear his breathing. You truly felt like prey, his prey.

“If you want me to leave, tell me so now.”

His voice was husky, looking at you with a deadly serious expression that made shivers run down your spine. His presence was intoxicating, you couldn’t let him leave now. You needed him here, with you, to satisfy you. You kept your lips shut as you stared straight at him, and your arms uncrossed themselves from above your chest to rest on either side of your body.

“Stay. Please.”

His expression softened at your resolution, and he reached a hand out to stroke your long ears gently, gliding his fingers upwards along the fur. You whimpered, thighs squeezing together. Himeru noticed, and gently placed a hand on one knee to pry your legs apart. A wet spot on your crotch area gave away your arousal, and he hummed.

“Poor girl. May I take these off?”

You nodded, and he carefully pulled your pajama bottoms off, exposing your soaked pussy. He pressed a finger against one of your swollen lips, already glistening with your juices. You trembled as he brought it to his mouth, making eye contact with you as he licked it clean.

“So wet already…your body must not want to waste any time.”

He didn’t either, as his gaze momentarily left your body to focus on the buttons of his pants. Seeing the tent that had formed in the short time it took to bring you here filled you with a sense of satisfaction, eased that he was enjoying this as much as you were. Once you saw his erection pop out from his boxers, your body seemed to clench even tighter in anticipation, unable to resist the idea of having it stuffed inside you. Your instincts told you to get onto all fours, knees spread wide to present yourself to your mate, and Himeru cooed at your eagerness.

“Good girl. Such a good bunny for me.”

His words went straight to your cunt, feeling it throb even before his dick was anywhere near it. Being reduced to the bunny in heat you were, his bunny, just felt right. You weren’t a producer right now, you were a helpless rabbit that was begging to be bred. He parted your folds with two fingers, coating them with your slick and rubbing it on his length, lubing it up as you squirmed impatiently, your tail’s movements giving away your excitement.

“Tell me what you want.”

“I-I…”

Even now, when you were so close to what your body craved, your lips refused to move. He leaned in close to your ear, close enough that you felt them brush against it when he spoke.

“Do you want me to mount you?”

Fuck.

You whined, babbling affirmative noises as he chuckled at how his words left you quivering in anticipation, lifting your rear high into the air to ask him to take you already. The warm feeling of something pressing against your entrance followed. He pushed himself in slowly, much too easily with how wet you were. Every nerve in your body was focused on the feeling of his length sinking completely into your wet cunt, all the way to the hilt, before slipping back out. Even in your wildest wet dreams you never thought he would be making you feel so full, so complete.

The noises you made were all quiet, either cut short by them catching in your throat or muffled by the pillow you were burying your face into. If he were going any faster, surely the squelch between your union would make a wonderful sound, but at his current pace the only sound in the room was his breathing and your muffled whining.

Himeru’s hands kept your hips steady as he pushed in and out of you, each thrust making the butterflies in your stomach flutter. Being filled by him just felt so right. This was what you were craving, cock stuffed inside you, body weight pressed down to make sure you couldn’t escape. Yet despite how your body trembled, how your legs were spread so wide for him, Himeru was still taking it slow, trying to make sure he wasn’t pushing you too much. It was still relieving your desire, but the slow jolts of pleasure weren’t enough, you needed something more primal to satiate yourself.

“What’s wrong?” He hummed, rocking his hips back and forth, “Is Himeru’s little bunny still needy?”

“Hah~ Meru…” You whined. “Faster, please, I want to feel you deep inside me~”

Who was he to deny you when you sounded so desperate underneath him? He pulled his cock out almost entirely before sinking balls deep inside you, making sure to do it harshly enough that your toes curled when he did. A louder whine escaped you, and it found itself joined by more as he slammed himself into you over and over again. Your short tail brushed against the skin of his stomach, flicking back and forth with each thrust. He reached out to take it in his hand, and you mewled when he lifted it up.

“So you’re sensitive here.” He hummed, gently stroking the white under-fur with his thumb.

“A-Ah, w-wait, mmh~”

Your eyes nearly rolled back in your head, knees wanting to give in from his touch, but he made you keep your hips upright, your back falling to a downwards slant as your arms gave in. You cried out when the first orgasm of your heat finally came, and through it all he just kept fucking you into the mattress, his own grunts of effort filling the air as he focused on the feeling of your warm walls trying to milk his cock.

“Bunny, you’re so tight.” He grunted. “You’re going to make me finish, too.”

“Inside, do it inside!” You whined, pushing your hips back towards him. Being in heat meant you were the most fertile you could’ve ever been; if he came inside you, surely it’d end with carrying his litter. But instead of being terrified of the idea, in the haze of your heat you wanted nothing more than for him to fill you up with his kids, as many as he wanted. He seemed to hesitate, noticeably slowing down.

“I-Himeru shouldn’t do that.”

“Hah, Meru, please!” There were nearly tears in your eyes as you turned to look back at him, pleading. “Breed me, knock me up, just give me everything!”

Your voice was so desperate, your body so eager to take his seed, to become his breeding bunny…he couldn’t help himself, his movements becoming more erratic as he growled out your name. He didn’t seem like he was going to pull out anymore, that was sure.

You mewled as his cock continuously pressed against the entrance to your womb, as if trying to coax it to open a bit further for the oncoming delivery. You chanted his name, the only noise reaching your ears your pitiful “Meru”s until he finally let out a loud groan, eyes shutting tight as he came inside you. The warmth flooding into you made your body and brain equally fuzzy, leaving you unable to think as you both came down from your highs.

“Did that satisfy you, bunny?” Himeru murmured against your ear, lips brushing over them and almost kissing them. He was still inside you, and you were sure he could feel how you clenched tightly around his cock at his words, wanting to feel it grow hard again.

“My my, seems like it didn’t.” He tisked, lifting your hips up high and forcing your shaky knees to support the weight of his hips pressed flush against your ass with a half-hearted whine. “You’re making me work overtime, producer. So all I ask is that you reward Himeru appropriately.”

If the reward he wanted was to make you swell with kids, well, it was practically already fulfilled. After all, he wasn’t going to leave his bunny alone after only one load, was he?

[twilightpentagrams]

hai,,,, if you're still accepting requests can i req soft n comforting sex imagines with himeru (+ gn reader) :3

HiMERU X READER : comfort sex

CW: nsfw, receiving reader

himeru, at first, had issues picking up when you were upset or not feeling your best. but as your relationship bloomed, you two came to a calm understanding.

he loves to kiss you slowly during sex, making his way down your body and making you feel like the most important person in the world.

he holds you gently in his arms, telling you how much he loves you. it's strangely intimate, coming from a man who always seems so professional and aloof.

he is surprisingly great at comfort in general, he supposes it's from his years as a big brother and from his months with crazy:b. he enjoys looking after you and caring for you.

aftercare KING! himeru bathes you and gently scrubs your scalp and body, drying you off softly and then laying you in bed. he cleans himself up then always returns to hold you or to be held, he doesn't mind either way.

he enjoys kissing your lips and forehead especially, but he doesn't mind kissing any part of you.

himeru holds your hand while you two have sex, he thinks it feels tethering.

himeru smiled from under you, keeping a gentle hand on your thigh as you bounced atop of him. with the other hand, he held your hand, giving it a hard squeeze every few seconds. you continued in this steady rhythm until he shifted the position slightly, allowing him to embrace you whilst he was inside you.

warm and steady hands ghosted along your bare back, rubbing small and delicate circles on your spine. he kissed the corners of your mouth with trained precision, leaving feather light kisses along your jaw and cheeks and face. you couldn't help but smile upon hearing his hushed breaths and moans, muffled by skin on skin and his lips attached to yours.

"himeru loves you, more than you might ever know," himeru confessed, cupping your face with calloused hands. "no matter what, 'i' will always be by your side." the blue haired man spoke quietly, soaking in your pretty noises.

the idol's careful hands traced the outline of your body, feeling every crevice and inch, warm skin upon warm skin.

"you are beautiful, so beautiful," himeru breathed, "it's so easy being around you, you make 'me' feel so warm. this must be the 'love' that everyone is so excited to experience."

you nod, kissing him feverishly.

"'i' am glad i get to experience it with you."

[sugarsweb]

HiMERU x Fem!Reader

SIT ON HIS FACE. HiMERU has a specific request. (Originally posted Sep 22nd)

Contains : Dom/Sub undertones, cunnilingus, Fem!Reader, not proofread

Word Count : > 800

18+ content underneath the cut. By clicking 'Keep Reading' you are knowingly reading content made for people over the age of 18. Read at your own discretion.

His hand travels across your body lightly, and your body feels like it’s on fire. His touch is so gentle, yet promises much more to come - your lips connect, and HiMERU’s free hand comes up to cradle your face gently. 

With his body on top of yours, pressing down enough for you to feel some of his weight against you, you should feel trapped - but you’re comfortable, and you break the kiss to let out a breathy sigh, lightly panting from the lack of air. Your boyfriend pulls away a bit to take a glance at your face - your hair is dishevelled, cheeks warm and your eyes are nearly glazed over. Who knew he could have such an effect on you? 

He feels his pants get tight, and as much as he wants to feel your tight cunt wrapped around him, there’s something else on his mind. 

HiMERU moves to lay down on your shared bed, his hair splayed out as his hand grabs your thigh and he squeezes it silently, asking you to get on top of him without using any words. You get his message, and on shaky legs, place yourself on top of his lap, feeling his dick right through his pants. Your brain finally catches up in the moment, realising that you’re completely naked, while he’s just shirtless. He chuckles when he sees the pout forming on your face, knowing exactly what you’re thinking - unfair. 

However, him being naked is the least of his worries, and he opens his mouth to ask you; 

“Sit on HiMERU’s face.” 

Okay, maybe not much of a question - more of a demand, if anything. And what HiMERU wants, HiMERU gets. That doesn’t stop your face from feeling a hundred times warmer than before, and as embarrassing as his demand makes you, your pussy clenches around nothing, anticipating the feeling of his wet tongue in you. 

“Um, are you sure?” You say. His hands trail down your spine, one hand coming to grab your asscheek and the other pressing against your back to press you closer against him, and he bucks up into you as he can feel your heat right against his clothed dick. “I- I’m not light as a feather or anything…” 

HiMERU groans, not out of annoyance, but the thought of feeling your thighs around his head and the taste of your juice on his lips turns him on more than he’ll ever admit. The hand on your butt squeezes, telling you that he’s absolutely sure. 

You give a hesitant nod and, reluctantly, pull yourself from off his lap to shuffle towards his face. If you weren’t so distracted by the whole situation, you could have noticed his eyes gleaming out of excitement in the dim room light. 

You’re right above his face, not pressing down just yet as you check in with him again. “You’re absolutely sure?” 

His answer is to quickly move his hands to your thighs, pulling you down on top of his face - you can feel his hot mouth against your own heat, his tongue darting out to lick a stripe across your pussy. Your body jolts in response, hands immediately grasping the headboard to steady yourself and try to avoid suffocating your boyfriend between your thighs. 

HiMERU groans loud at the taste of you, hips bucking into nothing. His tongue laps at your wetness, and you moan in reply. You have to remind yourself not to start riding his face, but he feels so good and the way he’s making circles is driving you insane. Lewd slurping noises bounce off the walls of your room, and HiMERU’s tongues into your hole, making you nearly fold in half out of pleasure. 

His hands are massaging your thighs, making a shiver go down your back as he focuses back on your clit, and you feel your orgasm rapidly approaching. 

“HiMERU… fuck, feels so good-” Your praise turns him on even further, and he doubles his efforts, desperate to feel you clench around his tongue and cum in his mouth. “I’m gonna - fuck - I’m gonna cum soon-!” 

The vibration of his moans add to the sensation, and you quickly lose yourself in the pleasure, your hips lightly bucking against his face, and HiMERU thinks he’s died and gone to heaven - to see yourself lose your inhibitions and chase your high thanks to his tongue does things to him. 

You nearly scream his name as you cum on his tongue, and he happily laps every last drop up. The feeling of his tongue continuing to clean you up overstimulates you, your thighs shaking violently, and you try to pull yourself up from his face, but your boyfriend’s hold on you gets tighter. He pulls away from your cunt momentarily to look at you in your eyes, and you notice the wetness on the lower half of his face and you have to force yourself not to look away in shame. However, HiMERU seems to read your mind, and one hand comes up to grab your face in a firm - yet gentle - hold. 

“I’m not done here.” 

Oh, you were in for quite a night.

[mintys-musings]

waddles in your inbox and holds out a bowl hello good minty do you have any himeru and/or arashi hcs you have to share pretty please…

hello hello nonnie~ i do !! i havent talked much abt arashi on this blog which is a crime- so imma talk abt my fave transmasc/transfem duo ~

NSFW under cut ~

HiMERU

established very repressed because of maintaining image reasons, but i also think he's just secretly very perverted anyway. like he hard stares whenever someone he's attracted to is wearing anything revealing or tight fitting. public sex is obviously a no, but he often notices when a surface is at a perfect height to rail someone and just... mentally makes note of it...

on the more "vanilla" end of kinky— but still relatively kinky to those who are new or aren't as knowledgeable on the subject. basic restraints, blindfolds, etc. It wouldn't take a lot of convincing for him to try something new though.

that said— he would never ever admit it, but HiMERU's into cuckholding/voyeurism. he has fantasies of his partner being a free use slut, but would never request that of them unless they bring it up first.

btw boy pussy meru with a huge strap and large cis cock meru both apply to these. only difference is that if he has a pussy he would like to sit on your face. prefers fingers over a full cock in him, but isn't opposed so long as there's protection

unless it is the first time he's having sex with his partner or it's an important day (anniversary, birthday, etc), prepare to be sore and marked up by love bites. he has a lot of pent up sexual frustration to dole out

Arashi

arashi has the most sensitive nipples it's so cute to just flick em and watch her squirm. she gets so embarrassed from how hard it makes her that she tends to cover her face.

more fond of semi-clothed sex than naked sex. mostly because she spends time getting herself dolled up if she knows she's getting some that night. appreciate her beauty! she took a long time picking out what lingerie set to wear (she has plenty btw)! arashi also just thinks it's hot that you can't even wait to fully take off her clothes to fuck.

while she can top or bottom depending on who she's with, arashi kind of wants her partner take the reins every now and then. yes, she's a knight who will love her partner to no end, but at heart she also likes to be treated like a princess once in a while 💚✨

big fan of recieving head. not only does it make her feel powerful, she loves watching her partner go down on her. constantly cooes praises at them and lovingly plays with their hair.

pretty vanilla~ but thats not bad~ intimacy is very important to her during sex and, in her eyes, all the extra stuff can get in the way of that. sex is a way for her to express her love and trust, after all. that being said, she would be most open to dom/sub dynamics and orgasm control.

[makur0]

Day 4 - Dacryphilia [HiMERU x afab! reader]

content warnings — nsfw, mdni. mean! dom! HiMERU, fingering, edging, humiliation?

word count — 414

“Please... please!”

Why was he being so mean... so cruel? Fat droplets ran down your cheeks, uncomfortably gathering along the base of your neck. The fact that HiMERU had cut you down into a whining, pouting mess in such a short amount of time really showed the amount of control he had over you.

While you were pitying yourself, the said male on the other hand was smirking down at you, his golden eyes sparkling with unhinged pride. He hovered over you, one hand next to your head as the other was busy torturing your sex, his long slender fingers shining with your slick. He’s been at it for almost... wow, twenty minutes? Fingering your sorry ass (ahem, cunt) and bringing you close to your orgasm just to stop his movements altogether. At first you just sucked it up and waited until he grew tired, but at this point, this was just hurtful.

“I’wanna- I wanna cum! Please, please~!” More tears dotted your cheeks as you screwed your eyes shut, grinding against his fingers. HiMERU narrowed his eyes, suppressing a small chuckle as he pulled away from you again. Wailing pathetically, you bucked your hips at the lost of friction.

“~Meru...!”

The male clicked his tongue. “Why should HiMERU give you what you want? All he has been doing is that... what’s so wrong about switching up all of a sudden?”

He slapped your pussy, causing you to jerk. “Answer me.”

“N-nothing’s wrong!” you forced out, shaking your head. “Nothing, nothing... c-cum, let me cum please...-!”

He sighed. You really were set on that, for such a broken slut.

HiMERU’s free hand drifted towards your face, tracing your tear stains with his finger. “You know... you really are beautiful like this. HiMERU should do this more often.”

“No! No no no please!” You cried out, grabbing his wrist. “’Meru, I-I can’t- please...mmn!?”

A sudden moan was ripped out of you, and before you knew it, The male had you finally reach your high, his fingers skillfully fucking your dripping sex. A long string of ‘yes’es and ‘thank you’s poured out of your mouth, your frame curling as you indulged in the long-awaited pleasure.

But your moment of glory didn’t last long, because he didn’t seem to slow down. You looked at him with blurry eyes, your mouth gaping.

“HiMERU likes that face,” He chuckled, his face calm despite his hand viciously flying in and out of you. “Do you think he’ll see it again if he makes you come over and over again.”

God... he really was going to be the death of you.

[deepersea]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Ensemble Stars! (Video Game) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: HiMERU | OreMERU (Ensemble Stars!)/Reader Characters: HiMERU | OreMERU (Ensemble Stars!), Reader Additional Tags: gender neutral reader, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alpha HiMERU, Omega Reader, Rutting, Possessive Sex, Marking, Mating Bites, Knotting, Friends to Lovers, … maybe? Series: Part 3 of Enstars x Reader NSFW Week 2023 Summary: … is a friend indeed. It’s as they say. But well… What about a friend in rut?

[iamgrape]

➽─ Love one, take one for free─❥

Character: HiMERU, Kaname Toujou, Reader

Content: NTR, NTR kink (?)

MATURE CONTENT UP A HEAD, DO NOT INTERACT IF YOU DISLIKE.

...

Before the Coma

Kaname and you are in a relationship before he went to coma, his older brother don't know about you yet because his still thinking how to introduce you to him, because both of you are important to him.

You have a bad case of Prosopagnosia / Face blindness which Kaname knows about very well, he often tease you about how you only able to identify him because his very perfect and his hair is blue and his golden eyes. Beside that you particularly cannot identify him. He often tease you in the crowd with him covering his hair and putting shades In his eyes. You smack him everytime he did it and he just laugh.

Your very supportive to his desire to sing with tatsumi and obsession to be an idol. Your his fan who supports him in every concert and model gig.

He and you are both best friend and lovers. Such a cute pair. You two do fuck one another, you two are like bunnies who's in a rut each time you get alone time in private or barely private.

When his in Coma

You think kaname act weird after being hospitalized when your away for school activities for the whole month. He went and even said "HiMERU don't have a lover, unless HiMERU older brother allowed him>:(" he says with a cute angry voice of disbelief.

"lol, you want proof?" Sometimes you wonder if your boyfriend have a screw lose in his head but then again that's what makes him so cute. "I'm very prepared for this...!" You then proceed to show your chat history and a video clip Kaname recorded and send to you of you two fucking with him wearing a bad rabbit outfit and your wearing a head band of a rabbit as he already taken off all your cloths.

"Hmm~ ahh~ I love you!" You put the ear phone to his ears to hear Kaname voice moaning as he rum deep into you.

"Ahhmmn~ I love you too~" you hear your own voice moan in the other earphone. You look at your 'boyfriend' who's face slowly turn red as he watch a clip of you being fuck from behind by 'him'. HiMERU want to stop watching his brother fucking you-- who claim to be his younger brother lover and best friend but he cannot stop watching. His head slowly felt light headed and everything felt so warm.

He suddenly felt his pants being too tight. As your back slowly cover with lovebites made by Kaname who's recording the video. "Looks who's getting a reaction..." You lick your lips as you look straight to his strangely darker golden eyes yet familiar lust and desire seems to appear in his eyes.

"H-HiMERU... Isn't..." HiMERU tried to reason out that he isn't turn on at all yet when the distance between you become non existent, his breath heaved and blush cover his face. "Ahm... Do you need some assistance darling~?" Your hand teasingly trace his face down to his chest and then to his harden dick. He held your touchy hand before you could do more, you chuckle which made him angry about it. Yet you giggle almost near and against his right ears.

"Since kana don't want my help~ I'll let you be~" your about to leave him with a smirk pasted in your face when HiMERU who have a smile yet internally want to just grab you and dragged you in some place to fuck you held your hand. "No!" He don't understand himself at all. His clearly angry that his adorable brother failed to tell him such important information! His hand held your wrist quite tightly.

"oh my what sexy gaze your giving me." You giggle like a vixen. "You... HiMERU would make you pay for this..." HiMERU mumble as he soon dragged you in a nearest room, which is a bathroom.

He then proceed to fuck you in a bathroom corner, after he lock the door shut. Obviously him and his brother have different size, HC his probably long dragon (lol) than kaname is a western type of dragon, but being fucked still feel good you don't notice as your head is being fuck out of its mind, you already moaning like a bitch under him.

HiMERU would think it's because your his 'himeru' lover and as someone who's pretending to be HiMERU, he need to continue such relationship and totally not because he likes your warm wet walls around his dick when he fuck you or the fuck you giving him a blow job out of the blue when there's few people and hidden away from a view don't make him hornie. Totally not.

He did question why you don't seems to notice his not the real HiMERU and sort of hated you and made him fuck you ruthless ( you like it either way >:) )

"sorry if I'm dumb or oblivious. People who can bare with me is kaname, which is you. Since you still stay able to takes my bs sometimes makes me smile and it's only kaname who did so." You said while smiling. People around you think your very problematic because of your face blindness sickness because you often get lost in the crowd or that you always be taken advantage by stranger if not for kaname who often saves you from creep who pose as someone you know. Kaname blue hair is like the beautiful sky and his golden eyes is like the beautiful sunshine. His your day and reason to live another day. You said this to him which made him suddenly envy his younger brother for a moment.

He promised he will protect you and love you until the real HiMERU wakes up-- but would he really forget such feelings when kaname wakes up ? Or would he drown to sorrow...?

After Coma

Kaname wakes up and found his brother is fucking his lover and best friend. It should been seen through the moment he sees his older brother

Kaname: is this ntr in real life, I really should burn that stupid jun hentai manga I found before the accident... WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU FUCK MY LOVER??

HiMERU, full of love bites in his neck and a lipstick mark on his lips from you: that wasn't me. Its HiMERU. It was on your behalf I swear." ◉‿◉

Kaname want to flip him off but he doesn't understand why such thoughts leads him felt warm. Maybe it's that stupid hentai manga Jun have in his room! He blame in his head as he imagine you being fucked by his brother when his asleep and he felt so bother and blush creeps in his face.

HiMERU who saws his reaction and who sees Jun who's very careless with his hentai manga in his place: was it jun manga you read before you enter coma? :/

Kaname, blush: n-no...

Turn out Kaname just discovered a new kink. Ahaha hooray! So when he able to meet up with you, he introduce you to his brother who you been fucking when his asleep in a very happy smile which made you question if your hearing him right or not. Because normally people won't smile when they discovered they get NTR.

You: was this because of you reading some NTR manga of that 'jun' friend of yours before you enter coma 🤔

Kaname: WHY DOES EVERYONE KNOWS ABOUT JUN HENTAI MANGA?!

you: I saw it when you fucked me the day before your last live, you dragged me in that room remember? You read it afterwards with very earnest look. Lol, you went and want to order it if not for being broke at that moment.

Kaname did ask you how you seems fine with it. You ask why is he fine with it? He blushes and don't answer.

You wonder if you liked the two brothers because they take care of you and accept you bring a bit problematic with your sickness of that you grown to love both HiMERU and Kaname not just because of the sex but because of the bounding time you spend with them. But now you have two boyfriend and now 3P is unlocked. Hooray!

[seaorchid]

Omegaverse with the Toujou Brothers || NSFW ramble

T/W: incest | 3P | omegaverse | Breeding kink | Futanari! Alpha! reader | I do what I want.

Character: HiMERU | Kaname Toujou

In which your a futanari Alpha. Your fucking the older Toujou in his ass. Him moaning as he hug his adorable younger brother. His dick inside of his precious little brother ass pussy.

Moaning little kaname as he want to cum but cannot, he wanted to get his turn yet his older brother refuse to share and says kaname only need his dick. Merumeru refuse to cum unless it's inside of Kaname or inside you.

When your dick cum loads inside of him, he too would cum inside his younger brother asspussy Creaming his balls out. With his eyes showing heart shape as he love the feeling of his inside being field and that his dick and ass felt so good. He refuse to part from such feelings.

"ahh~ ngh~ fill me with you seeds... ~himeru wanna be pregnant the same time as my brother~ ah~ "

He moaned like a bitch in heat. His mind already full of being breed till his perfect sexy image of an idol is turning to nothing but a slut for you, a breeding tool for you, a cock loving cum dumb. Maybe this is what he really is as you held him up and shove your dick inside his ass. Giving you a sloppy kiss while holding onto your boobs, his pouting younger brother who have cum spilling out from his asspussy barely stood up and went behind his older brother.

"agh~ brother ~ your so unfair...."

He whisper to him before joining you fucking HiMERU, causing the older Toujou to whimper in delight as his younger brother cum inside of his ass through he quickly put a plug to not let a single drop of his precious older brother love juice to be waste, very well taught by him to never cum outside unless it's inside of him or you, to not waste such delicious and warm sperm.

"ahh~ aghmm. HiMERU love you! HiMERU loves you two!"

HiMERU moaning as his tongue sticking out, his totally gone now. Nothing but a fuck toy who will have your babies~ so breed him and his brother well ok~?

[sucrows]

Hihi can i get. Himeru and naru with 9 and 7? 👉👈 thank you!

superb taste nonnie

7. Tied up with restraints or placed in a contraption, legs forced open 9. Forced to watch themselves get bred using a mirror, or watching a video of the last time they were bred  (AMAB Reader)

(NSFW UNDER CUT)

Under normal circumstances, HiMERU would probably have a lot more hesitation to allow you to tie him up but right now, with him bent over a railing in a training room, he has no thoughts in his brain to complain. He doesn’t even know when you grabbed his tie out of his bag to do so.  

His hands behind his back, pinned to the railing, and one of your hands making it into his hair to pull his head back forces him to look directly into his own eyes. Gold meets gold in the mirror and only then does a flash of realization run through him. You have him at your mercy right now. His erection is being ground against the bar he’s pinned against, and you rub your own against his back, slowly inching your cock further down towards the cleft of his ass. This is completely inappropriate behavior; someone could walk in at any time! Yet... he doesn’t want to stop. 

With an embarrassingly loud moan, HiMERU pushes back against your dick. He knows it’s wrong, he really does...! But... he wants it. Wants you in him so bad. Wants you right now that he can see the way he’s about to get fucked. He can just imagine it now, the way it would look as you pulled down his shorts and underwear, his cock leaking untouched all over the waxed floor and the way your own shaft would disappear over and over again into his body. What if you decided to change positions? What if you decided to push him down against the floor and rut into him like a dog? Would he be able to see his own back as you shove his face down to the floor, keeping only his ass up in the air to fuck? Would he be able to watch as you twitch inside him, filling him up with your seed? 

His imagination runs wild with every moment and even you can tell where his mind is headed. It’s quite rare for you to get HiMERU like this, all needy and whiny. You’re not about to look a gift horse in the mouth though. You pull his hair harder, grasp his hips rougher, shove a leg between his own, and bite his neck harshly to promise just how rough you intend to be with him. 

As surprised as your girlfriend was when you asked to tie her up, she had no issue saying yes with a flirty little wink. She, however, was even more surprised when you also suggested placing a blindfold over her eyes. Once again, she’s happy to oblige, but curiosity as to what you have planned soon turns to excitement as the ribbons wrap around her body. She sits on a chair, her legs bound to the chair and her arms bound behind herself. 

While you hide it, you’re just as excited as her. With her all wrapped up, you make sure to get her in the mood before you continue. If you have it your way, soon she’ll be begging and whining for you to fuck her. She squirms, still bound, as you play with her nipples and cock. With every palm of her tip, with every pinch of her chest, with every roam of your hands, she gets more and more eager for you to move on. It’s only after she verbally asks you for more that you pause and decide to bring out what your main plan for the session is. 

You let her sit, whining, for a spare few minutes while you pull up something on your phone. Specifically, a video of the last time you’d fucked her silly. While you’d used the visuals of her split around your length to get off more than a few times, it’s the audio that’s truly exquisite. Her breathy, whiny moans. Hiccups and gasps. Such sweet words of love and thanks and begging for more, more, more.  

From the moment you’d played back the audio the first time, you knew you had to use it on her. Immediately, her face flushes up bright red. It had already been dusted with pink and a sheen of sweat from your actions, but the bright crimson she is now doesn’t even compare to before. You walk behind her, one hand holding up the phone right up to her ear, your other hand reaching around to trail down her stomach, and your voice promising all sorts of dirty things into her other ear. Promises to ravage her, spoil her, breed her, to completely fuck her into the ground until she is satisfied. 

Neither you nor her are sure to last long, but the rough fucking you’ll be able to give her will be more than enough to satiate you both.  

[whats-up-pop]

Secret

Guys heres a secret. You can actually have sex with my bots if you say the right words and be creative.

[sakumasmut]

oh hey seeing himeru on the dash just reminded me off the thoughts i was having about him earlier so let me share them now

I think the idea of himeru losing his composure is just *chefs kiss* delicious so of course my brain has been haunted by thoughts of him under aphrodisiacs or in heat/rut. I really like to think of him holding himself back and pretending nothing is wrong, just to crumble under pressure the moment you somebody gives him a little encouragement.

Like, he would never ever allow himself to have unprotected sex or knot someone or be knotted (or tbh have sex in general as long as he's using the identity of himeru) under typical circumstances but in the situations i mentioned? If someone he was already barely resisting came along and made a pass at him? I imagine him just jumping on the opportunity, his body unable to resist instinct.

Idk I especially like thinking about the post-nut clarity hitting him after he's done something he typically wouldn't while in a normal state of mind and him going "oh fuck" but now having to deal with the consequences of his actions. Whether those consequences be having to talk about his emotions or buying plan B, it's all really fun to think about. He'd be so hard on himself but, now that the line is crossed, it'd be much easier to convince him to go at it again

- @sucrows

soooo true bestie I love it when reserved characters fight and lose to their more primal urges to fuck. there’s just something that hits different about risky sex when it’s with a character that would in normal circumstances never think about it.

I couldn’t see himeru taking aphrodisiacs unless rinne slipped them in or something (even then he probably would be suspicious of anything from that guy) but with the heat situation oughhh. something he can’t control, his body defying the logical parts of his brain and reducing him into a lust driven animal….all you have to do is give him the okay and his willpower would snap so fast. he can’t think about anything else but you, wanting to claim you, so so eager to slip his knot inside you…it’s probably only once you’re locked together that he realizes he’s so fucked

but well, it’s not so bad is it? he’s adamant about no kids while he’s still himeru (if applicable) but just the sight of you will make him remember how good it felt to let go. you’ve already had sex once, what’s a few more times when it just feels so good to give into baser instincts?

[twilightpentagrams]

Sooooo... this is my first time doing these type of stuff (I recently joined Tumblr-)

How bout' you try making sub!HiMERU and dom!male reader?

Something about HiMERU teasing/flirting with his male s/o to the point the reader couldn't take it anymore and just decided to.. fuck HiMERU in one of the meeting rooms at ES

HiMERU getting fucked from behind and bent over the table by the male reader and HiMERU trying to hold his sounds because there are some people around

After the session, HiMERU is being carried by the male reader around the rest of the day around the building because he can't walk-

HiMERU X MALE READER : cheating

CW: nsfw, bottom himeru, top reader, rough sex, male reader, cheating (not done to reader), NTR, slight dub-con

you watched from the corner of café cinnamon. coffee and a parfait sat pretty on the table, going mostly uneaten. you were here for one reason, and really one reason only. (besides niki shiina's amazing cooking, of course.)

him.

you looked at the striking powder blue hair, the stature of a perfect and proper idol, the way his gray blazer clung to all his curves perfectly, the way his t-shirt was just tight enough to show the smallest bit of figure.

it was a guilty pleasure, it really was, admiring the idol from afar. you two had separate units. separate lives, but you always found your paths crossing. be it at the cosmic productions office or café cinnamon or one of the free-use practice rooms ; himeru had caught your eye. the disappointing truth was that there always was another man with him. he wasn't anything special, a face that you'd see then never really think much of, but you wish you knew how he had gained himeru's attention.

they were only a few tables away, sharing hushed laughs and small longing glances at eachother. it was sweet, sickeningly so. you watched as himeru had a protective hand on his shoulder, as they showed eachother things on their phones, as they ate together and laughed together.

you couldn't help but feel yourself burn.

you could overhear their conversations, snippets and pieces of loving exchanges.

"you're so sweet, himeru-kun. thank you for taking me out."

"the pleasure is all himeru's, do you mind if we perhaps head back to your apartment?"

"how forward." his boyfriend would laugh.

you felt a ball of tangled envy form in your stomach, wrapping around your organs maliciously and strangling them. it hurt to see them tease eachother and flirt so openly. who had given them the right to do so? what made his boyfriend so special to earn his attention?

you stood up, discarding the coffee and parfait, then striding up to their table.

"himeru-kun, can we talk for a moment? cospro stuff, saegusa needed me to pass a message on to crazy:b but i couldn't find amagi or shiina," you spoke with a soft smile, rubbing your hand on your neck nervously. he nodded, waving goodbye to his lover before you two walked to an empty ES meeting room -- one you were sure would be empty.

the walk there was mostly silent, aside from you explaining some of the paperwork that you needed his help filling out.

once you arrived at the meeting room, with a swift click of the locking door, you looked at the blue haired man with an undiscernible expression.

"is ES okay with your relationship? you two do flirt very openly, that might not be too becoming of an idol," you teased gently, standing at the table with a hand on his shoulder as you looked at the paperwork. "after all, they're a producer, right? doesn't that cause any conflict?"

himeru nodded. "himeru and his lover try to keep it professional, but sometimes we are allowed shows of affection, ones that others might take as friendly."

you hummed, sitting down at a chair whilst setting a hand on his thigh -- a simple gesture, but one you took pleasure in.

based on the hitching of himeru's breath, you could tell he took pleasure in it too.

"it'd be so much more befitting of you to be with another idol, it causes so much less bad press, yeah?" you smiled.

himeru stayed silent, but did not resist as you moved your hand higher and closer to his sweet spot., gentle fingers grazing over his jeans.

you leaned in to whisper in his ear, kissing a trail down his neck as you did so.

"he doesn't need to know, okay?"

you continued, as there was no protest from himeru, working your hand inside of his pants and releasing his painfully hard cock, giving it long strokes with your hand. he whined softly, bucking into your touch and feeling you quicken your strokes.

his breathing became erratic, his face was flushed red and he looked just as beautiful as he always does. just a lot less composed.

right as you could tell he was close to his climax, you removed your hand and soaked in his needy whines that came after you stopped touching him.

"stand up, bend over the table." you motioned, undoing your own pants as he did as told. you smiled. "good boy, himeru, are you this slutty with everyone who gives you a little bit of touch?"

himeru shook his head, grinding into you as you walked behind him grinded against his ass, sighing at how he felt against you. you slowly worked him open, giving him kisses and bites and hickeys as you added one finger, then two, into his needy hole. you slowly loosened him up, you wanted it to be enjoyable for him after all, as you grinned at him becoming undone before you.

you grabbed his hip, so tight it would bruise, "try and hold back your moans, you know how busy this hallway is." you teased before shoving yourself inside him, bottoming out quick.

he breathed deeply, grabbing at the edge of the table like it was a lifeline. as you began pumping inside of him, a hand over his mouth for safety, his breaths became more erratic. you felt warm drool and spit against your hand, a testament to how much himeru was enjoying this.

you wanted to ruin him, to make him yours. you wanted to turn him into a needy slut, all for you.

you quickened your pace, panting and grunting as your felt him squeeze around your cock. so needy. himeru whined as your hand, formerly against his mouth, moved to his leaking and untouched cock.

it was almost too much for him, like he was seeing stars. you couldn't help but grin at how pathetic he was. "you're quite the whore, huh? so ready to bend over for anyone. i wonder if your boyfriend would enjoy jacking himself off while he watches you get ruined."

your words were enough to tip him over the edge, as himeru let out a whimper and painted his own shirt and stomach with white, you came inside of him and fucked him through his orgasm.

you smiled, slipping out and admiring your work before cleaning yourself up with a box of tissues that sat on the table. you then cleaned himeru up as well. handing him your coat to cover up the stained cum on his shirt. he thanked you graciously, zipping it up before standing up shakily.

as one final act of dominance, you swept him off his feet (literally), and held him in your arms bridal style. he wasn't a particularly large or heavy man, so it was easy for you to carry him in your arms out of the meeting room, and all the way to his dorm.

[sugarsweb]

DAY FOUR - SIZE KINK. HiMERU x Fem!Reader (Originally posted Oct 6th)

Contains : Fem!Reader, stomach bulge, size kink, not proofread

Word Count : >1000

18+ content underneath the cut. By clicking 'Keep Reading' you are knowingly reading content made for people over the age of 18. Read at your own discretion.

You don’t know when you first realised how attracted you are to HiMERU. Is it his big hands that seem to swallow the cup of water he holds? Or the way he holds himself, standing tall and proud face-to-face with the people surrounding him? You swear that his enthralling golden eyes have practically hypnotised you - you always find yourself going back to him, seeking him out for any conversation you could hold with him. 

Speaking of which, your eyes can’t tear away from the sight currently in front of you. You’re laying down, hair splayed out underneath you as HiMERU straddles you, careful not to put his full weight on you. He holds your thigh, and you can feel the warmth of his hand burning through your clothes. His hold on you is firm, his fingers digging into the meat of your thigh. The muscles in his upper-body are on display for you to appreciate, as you had nearly ripped off his shirt when he had suggested taking things into the bedroom - HiMERU had quickly grabbed ahold of your wrists, using his strength to keep you from moving.

“HiMERU’s in control.” He had said a few minutes prior, heated gaze boring into yours. Your hands felt so small compared to his own, and you found your wrists still entrapped by one of his hands. You’d be lying if you said that you didn’t enjoy the display of power he was showing. 

Your eyes trace over his body, admiring his broad shoulders and biceps hardened from working out as well as his six-pack. You already knew HiMERU was thick and strong, and seeing his body on display like this further solidified the thought in your mind. Your eyes run back down to the hand on your thigh, completely lost in thought - if he was this big, did it mean…? 

“You’re staring.” HiMERU says with a chuckle, pulling you back into the moment. 

“How can I not?” You smile back at him. You feel like he can read your mind, full of impure thoughts, his eyes trying to scrutinise you. 

The blue-haired man huffs, moving from off of you, releasing your wrists. You miss the warmth he provides, but you can’t think about it too much as HiMERU gestures to you. 

“Take your clothes off,” he orders. You obediently nod, taking everything off except for your underwear. This time, it’s him who traces your body with his eyes, leaving a trail of shivers along your skin - just how insane does this man make you? 

His hand trails back up your thigh, slipping underneath the band of your panties and pulling it back before snapping it against your skin. You jump slightly at the sudden action, your cunt pulsating, needy for more. 

“So small underneath HiMERU…” Your lover mumbles underneath his breath, but the room is so quiet that you hear him loud and clear. His hand lightly wraps around your throat - not tightly at all, but enough pressure that you know that he’s the one in control. “He could crush you if he wanted to without even trying.” 

You rub your thighs together at his words - it’s true, he’s so much stronger than you, as he had easily taken hold of your hands earlier and pushed you onto the bed with little-to-no effort. The promise that he could do more with a simple action left you feeling vulnerable in the best way possible. 

HiMERU tugs his pants down, and you finally take notice of the large bulge in his boxers - and when he finally exposes his long, hard, thick cock, your eyes widen. Christ, that was supposed to go inside of you?

“Um- I don’t think that’s gonna fit, ‘Meru…” You feel sweat gather at the back of your neck at the prospect of it. 

“Don’t worry,” he coos, “HiMERU will make it fit.” 

He coats his dick in a generous amount of lube before looking to you for permission. You nod, albeit rather anxiously, but you’re sure you want this - you want him. HiMERU slowly sheathes himself inside of you, and you mewl out his name loudly. His cock feels like it pleasantly splits you open; you feel so full. You tilt your head to look down to where you’re connected, and your eyes catch the bulge coming out of your stomach. Your cunt clenches around HiMERU, who gasps at the response your body gives to him. 

“Fuck,” he says, hissing through his teeth, “you’re so tight.” 

He starts shallowly thrusting as your body gets used to his size, his large hand coming to cup your breast, squeezing a nipple in between his fingers. His hand is so big that it seems to swallow your breast whole, and a stupid grin spreads across your face - the size difference between you and him finally clicking in your brain. 

“You’re so much smaller compared to HiMERU…” He trails off, getting lost in his thoughts. You’re just so pliant underneath him, he knows he could easily put you in any position he wanted. 

The blue-haired man bites his lip, pistoning his hips in and out of your sopping cunt, and you know you can’t stave off your orgasm any longer. HiMERU’s hand trails from your breast to your lower belly, feeling his dick move in and out of you as he thrusts, chasing both your orgasms. He feels the coil about to snap, and his hand pressed down on the bulge, making you tighten even more around him, which finally makes the two of you snap. 

“HiMERU!” You moan- or shout, more like, as you both come at the same time. You feel his own orgasm filling you further than his cock did, and there’s so much that it leaks out of you while HiMERU is still inside, his essence dripping down his shaft and balls and onto the bed. 

He reluctantly pulls out, his dick dragging against your still-sensitive walls, making you shiver pleasantly. He smiles slightly at your body’s reaction, but decides you’ve both had enough. Laying down next to you, his hand finds your waist, and even in your post-orgasm, dumbed-out brain, your eyes still lock onto it, the sheer size making you feel hot and needy despite the exhaustion. 

Of course, he notices, and HiMERU chuckles. 

“You’re staring again.”  “Oh, fuck off.”