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[dragon-kazansky]

I suffer from anxiety. Not as bad as some people have it, but it's there. Usually, it comes down to time keeping and being in places I'm not familiar with. So, pretty normal really.

Tomorrow, I'll be catching a train by myself for the first time in my life. I don't get the train often as I never really need to and I'm ususlly with family if I do, but I'm adamant about joining my friends in their Christmas shopping, which means catching the train by myself.

I'm anxious, but I'm gonna do it. It might seem silly to some people, but this is a big deal for me.

This is just me saying that's it's okay to be scared to do something for the first time, even if it's something really simple. You can do it!

[thatonefatgumsimp]

little update at where I am on watching Secret Life POVs btw:

The ones I have left in order are Scott (woooo Scott POV first thing in the morning, let's gooooo), Bdubs, Pearl, Etho, Joel, Lizzie, Impulse, and BigB

8 more then I'm done with this week

I can do this

NEVER BACK DOWN, NEVER WHAT?!

[funkyllama]

my simblr participation this year has really just been me saying "i can do this," before typing one sentence in a google doc and doomscrolling the dash

[littlepawz]

Nailed it!!!

[leonrose55]

AHHHH I AM NOT READY!

Yes yes I am ready mmmmmmnnnnngghhhh!

All I ask for is positive vibes here; interview for a place I really want!

Wish me luck guys! :D

[kavehpilled]

LISTEN! The school slump is honestly not easy at all and frankly you’re doing your best already trying to handle 3(4? I forgot) ap classes AND marching band AND a job AND! Probably something I can’t even remember! You’re doing a lot and I’m not gonna sit here and say “It’ll be okay immediately trust” cause it’s probably gonna be tough this whole year given the classwork. But what I can say is! I’m proud of you; and anything you do or accomplish this year is not something to make light of. You’re doing amazing! I can support, and support you I shall. You got this! Homework!

EZZY YOURE SO NICE I LOVE YOU😭😭😭😭 thank you so so so mych i really needed this

[marlenexalraune]

starter call!! i'm off now until the new year which is crazy to me. but i pulled in a lot of overtime this month and things have just generally been busy. but i'm gonna get back into writing. i swear

[from-izzy]

you do know that ff is supposed to be around love right cause whatever it is that your doing with your healing project thingy def isnt that

read your intro and it says its personal things but like ok then keep it to yourself i guess

just go back to the the love topic stories and tbh its not getting a lot of notes and attention anyways so why bother lol

finally found the strength to reply to this! 🫂

hi anon 👋 first of all, i wasn't sure what kind of tone i should respond this with. but, i would like to thank you for sending this in. you gave me the push to finally post my 'especially to you...' series that has been on my masterlist for so long.

next, you're not wrong. compared to my other stories, this series is not getting as many notes. i am not scared to admit that it did discourage me a little bit but it all changed when i re-read my stories (yes, i'm one of those authors who re-reads their works many times, over and over again).

yes, ofc i could keep all the burden and weight of my personal life to myself. we have a choice to do that or share it with the people around us. for me, i chose the latter. why?

because i believe that feeling like you're alone, especially when you're too scared to speak up, is one of the darkest, loneliest, hardest and most excruciating moments that a person can ever have. i hope that my stories could accompany those who may feel alone and bring some sort of comfort.

i choose to be open. i choose to speak up first after the other person is ready to listen to me (for my stories, this comes in the form of warnings). i choose to tell the experiences that i've gone through. after that, it's up to the other person if they want to spread it around, keep it to themselves and/or maybe even judge me.

it was my choice to open up. the ball is in your court after and the information that i've told them will be up to them and their conscience.

i'm open with talking about life experiences and most especially, mental health. as a person who has multiple diagnosis and waiting to be assessed for more as well as waiting for re-asssessments, to a certain extent, through my stories, i want to tell it out to the world.

comfort, sadness, pain, discovery—those are the words that i would describe my journey so far.

so yes, while it isn't getting as much attention, the way i smile, cry and feel my chest lighten after reading my published stories, makes me keep going.

also, in terms of your definition for fanfiction, i guess our definition of the word differs greatly and i can respect that. but for me, my stories will not only be about romance.

because that's not the kind of author that i want to be. also, i will not be influenced by others to be the author that they want me to be.

i write for others to read but most of all, i write for myself.

i refuse to publish stories that i'm unsatisfied with even if people tell me that they love it. i refuse to publish stories that i will not re-read. i refuse to have no personal connection to the stories i publish.

so that's my answer! sorry that it's long 😅 and sorry that i kept you waiting as well 😭 i hope this answers your thoughts and asks!

[hsgwrld]

It's the final week and I'm doing all my missed assignments now..

I WANNA CRY

[whocaresifwearecrazy]

To Anyone Wondering WTF I'm Up To

I'm gonna step outta my comfy womfy comfort zone and draw all characters from the Jackbox Party Packs!

Here's the list:

Roomerang - DONE

Weapons Drawn - DONE

Bomb Corp - DONE

Junktopia - DONE

Bracketeering -

Role Models

Tee K.O/Tee K.O 2

Drawful

DoDo Re Mi

Mad Verse City

Zeeple Dome

Split the Room

Blather Round

YDKJ (this one is gonna be good!)

Lie Swatter

Push the Button

Monster Seeking Monster

Job Job

Guesspionage

Nonsensory

Quixort

Quiplash - 16/17

Hypnotorious

Timejinx

Civic Doodle

Fakin' It

Talking Points

TMP/TMP2

Fixytext

Fibbage

The Wheel of Enormous Proportions

Patently Stupid

The Poll Mine

Earwax

Survive the Internet

The Devils and the Details

Dictionarium

Word Spud

Champ'd Up

Joke Boat

and Bidiots

[mercurialkitty]

The giddy relief that comes from checking and knowing I haven't missed a bang deadline.

The countdown in my head now that I'm reminded of the actual check-in date.

[rocicrew]

2 books till the end of the year to reach my goal

[fruitlessthoughts]

Ok goals for the year:

Get tattoos finally (I’ve always wanted one but could never afford one and made other people a priority)

Get new piercings - I want another lobe, a septum, and a cartilage or two oh and uh maybe MAYBE my nipples 🙈 I want to get fit first which brings me to ⬇️

Continue going to the gym and eating healthier

This year I really want to focus on myself after putting myself on the back burner for so long

[koushuwu]

i was tagged by @milfkakuzu to answer these questions and pass them along to some people i want to know better. thank you for tagging me, kat <3

Last song i listened to: Queen of Kings by Alessandra (highly empowering and i absolutely adore the trance-esque beat in it)

Three ships: klaine. because it was my og ship once i actually knew what shipping was. as for now: bachisagi bc these fuckers are in love okay. and kurotsuki. because these bitches also in love.

Currently reading: OKAY SO THE THING IS THAT ALL OF YALL NEED TO STOP JUDGING ME. i have a book that’s been left in my living room for months by a danish author it’s called Flammen of Bølgen 2 - Den Sorte Drage (the flame and the wave 2 - The Black Dragon). i got distracted okay and i just haven’t picked it up since i’m sorry sissel!!!!! (aka the author) i am going to start reading a darker shade of magic though. it’s ALMOST a currently reading. i’m picking it up for my book club <3

Last movie i watched: fox and the hound 2. i was very sick, if y’all didn’t notice, and disney brought me comfort.

Craving: FOOD. like actual food. i am so hungry i feel nauseous because i didn’t have much appetite while i was sick boohoo poor me yadda yadda me whining. but actually nothing in particular. just food. i COULD really go for sushi though. oh or tempura sweet potatoes from that one place 🤤🤤🤤

tagging: @zenin-makis @chifuya @apparently-artless @aslaanjade @p00pdev1l @yuujies @tsukkillah

[intomeisee]

01/30/23

finally decided Sunday morning (yesterday) that I am completely done smoking weed after 7 years

I used to smoke weed with grabba so unfortunately I am going through nicotine withdrawals too

I’m laying here with full body aches, headaches, dizziness, sweats and chills- this is so fucking hard

But there’s no turning back now

I’m doing this for my beautiful future self! I am putting my higher self first and consciously denying temporary pleasures so I can reach the depths of my soul

This will be worth it

This will be worth it

This will be worth it

Feel free to leave me some motivating words if you’d like! I’d love to connect with people on this journey as well!

💝