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sillycyan · 1 month

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20, 21, 23, & 25 for the fun facts!! >:D

HELLOOOW AHTSSUPP HELOOWHATSUPPOP OKAY IGOT ON MY PC FOR THIS AND NOW I CAN LISTEN TO JAZZ HEHEHEHE ANYWAYS THESE ARE UNDER THE 40 COUNT SO I HAVE EM ALL READY HERE FOR YA SO THANK YOUUU AND THANK YOU FOR SENDIN STUFF INRAAHHHH

20. There are more Celadon holders than any other entity core passed down. Crimson having the least amount.

QUICK RUN DOWN.. Celadon abilities are primarily focused on healing and "AID" making them highly valued for their healing capabilities. Crimson abilities on the other hand revolve around "SENSE" which provides enhanced perception, an unidentified powerful core that is not fully understood. After the Entity War, some entities continued to pass on their core abilities. The Celadon entity, known for its generosity, allowed its abilities to spread to millions of holders, whether they are aware of it or not. Meanwhile, the Crimson entity, which has mostly vanished since the War, has only passed down its abilities in rare cases over the centuries, leaving fewer than 10,000 holders.

21. The entity core is an undetectable and invisible layer around the heart.

When someone becomes or is born as a holder of an entity, the “core” manifests as a protective layer around their heart. While the core is crucial to the entity itself, serving as its “heart”, but for the holder, it exists as almost an aura that cannot be detected by any kind of scanning or technology.

23. Donis and Reign have always given off that “Which could mean nothing”

Gayest friends I know. It's just like Ben Affleck and Matt Damon with the "Which could mean nothing" all over again. They already work closely and spend a lot of time together outside of work. The number of times they have been seen together in public led to many many scandals.

25. Arline had to steal her dog back from her parents after getting her own place.

Arline got a Newfoundland puppy as a birthday gift from her grandparents during the time she was still living with roommates. At the time, she was struggling to care of the pup and hide it in such a small house, especially since there was a strict no-pet rule. So, she decided to let her parents take care of the dog until she got her own place, which she thought wouldn’t be too far off. After moving into her new place, closer to her neeeew job, Arline was just too busy to visit back home as often. But when she finally did ask her parents to return her dog, they refused. It wasn’t out of spite or anything- they had grown to love the dog, and it reminded them of Arline now that she had moved out. Arline was still very determined to get her dog back. SO.. In the dead of night, without her parents knowing, she sneaked in and took her dog back home. The dogs name is Gilby and she is so big and fluffy !&*(!&*

#ANNYYYY FWEAAAKING QUETSIONS CLLASSS/?!?!#these are pretty simple ones but im glad i got em out hehehe #Donis !!#Reign !!#Arline !!#1-100 #paraportal #cyanismaddagain

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just-an-anon-reader · 2 years

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Well, hello there dear author! ^^

I wanted to ask for a platonic request with all the boys (Rise!Donie, Rise!Raph, Rise!Mike and Rise!Leo) in wich reader is an early teenage girl (12-13-14) that lives with the gang at their place and that has very bad trust issues, like, she is kind and willing to spend time with the boys but rarely talks and never lets anyone touch her if it's not strictly necesary.

And one day, all of a sudden when Leo went to her room to wake her up and tell her that breakfast is ready he finds her still sleeping but having a really bad nightmare. Leo wakes her up and tries to calm her down by words but then the reader gets up of bed and tackles him into a hug while crying on his chest.

And she becomes slightly clingy to Leo anly talking to him and him being the only ine allowed to touch her.

And while he presumes to his brothers that you choose him and not the other's on who to trust the rest of the rottmnt brothers are like "From all of the four, you chossed him-? Like- really (y/n)?"

Feel free to Ignore this request if you feel the need to! And also don't forget to sleep a good amount of hours, eat well and stay hydrated! ^^

Trust Us

Summary: You were abandoned. You were unloved and unwanted. So when Splinter found you and added you to the family six years ago, the fear and anxiety that filled you then, still fills you now.

Warning: A bit of angst, topics of trauma and anxiety attacks.

P.S: Wow! I never thought someone would actually want me to write their ideas. Like hOw?? But thank you for requesting! This was so fun to write and I hope I did your idea justice~

Somehow, someway, Splinter found you. A young five-year-old girl, lost. You were left unloved and unwanted. And yet, for reasons he hasn't fully explained to you, he took you in. He gave you a home and loved you as he did with his sons. He made you a Hamato. And that's how you now find yourself on the side of a ramp that's too high to be safe, quietly cheering on as the teenage turtles fought for the longest who could stay in the air without falling on their turtle butts. It's been six years since that day, and you've always been grateful to your adoptive family. Yet despite that, no matter how much you loved them, you couldn't find it in yourself to open up to them. To tell them about the fears that have buried themselves deep inside your heart, or about the uncertainties that plagued you every single day. You didn't know what you needed for you to come out to them. Maybe it was time, but you've had plenty already. Maybe, it was for someone to approach you, not like the turtles or Splinter didn't try. They really did at first, quite obnoxiously at that. But over time, they learned to wait for you, and they respected that. You wanted to tell them, shout it out even. But time and time again, you can feel yourself sink back into the loneliness that had never once left you since that day six years ago.

It was a slow Friday. There was no mutant who needed stopping or oozequitoes that needed zapping. Today's itinerary? Sleep in, game, snack, and sleep some more. For the turtles anyway. You were usually the early riser of the gang. So imagine Leo's surprise when he woke up at 9:30 to an ominously silent lair. Mostly anyway, Splinter's snores could still be heard loud and clear.

"Maybe she's turning a new leaf." Leo thought to himself, shrugging as he made his way to the kitchen.

The only reason he woke up was because of his demanding stomach. It needed nutrients. And what could be more nutritious than pizza on a slow Friday? Finding some leftover pizza, which were surprisingly left untouched, he threw them into the microwave setting it at high heat for three minutes. It was already quarter to ten and you still weren't up. Worried, Leo grabbed and plated the last two slices of his double leftover and slightly burnt pizza, and walked towards your room.

"Heya~ I got you some leftover pizza. They're a bit burnt, but I think the bitter aftertaste adds to the flavor."

No response. He tried again, knocking on the door this time. Again, no response. Maybe you weren't in your room. He presses his head to your door and is shocked to hear painful groaning from behind it.

"I don't know what going on in there, but I'm coming in."

Turning the knob and finding the door unlocked, he rushed in to see you writhing in bed. Beads of sweat dripped from your forehead as your face contorted to one of pain and your eyes were screwed shut. Leo realized you were dreaming. Not exactly a pleasant dream, but a horrible nightmare. He rushed to your side, the food he brought forgotten on the floor. He went to shake you awake but stopped midway. You didn’t like to be touched. You hated it. And so, he tried calling out your name, telling you to wake up, and borderline shouting at this point. But you didn't and instead, you started to struggle much worse. You tossed and turned in your sheets as the frown on your face deepened. He had no other choice. Gently he placed his hands on your shoulders and began shaking you awake.

"Hey! Come on! Wake up! It's just a dream!"

You suddenly jolted up, forcing Leo to back up, or else it would've been a direct forehead collision. He quickly let go of your shoulders, raising them as if saying that he didn't mean to touch you.

"I-"

Whatever it was that he was going to say you didn't hear. Much to his surprise, you rushed to embrace him. Arms wrapped tightly around his mid-section as fat tears rolled down your face and stained his blue-striped pajamas. Unsure of what to do, he slowly returned his raised hands to your shoulders and rubbed them comfortingly. When you didn't flinch away from his touch, he gently wrapped his arms around your sobbing form and embraced you, shushing you and cooing out words of comfort. For a while, you both stayed like that. In between your sobs, you told him about your dream, about the fears that ate you from inside, and the never-ending anxiety that plagued you day in and day out. Leo silently embraced you, humming now and then to let you know to keep going and that he was still listening to you. Finally, erratic breathing slowed and you softly whispered, "I'm sorry."

"There is nothing for you to be sorry about. Just glad you trusted me enough to tell me. Come on now, give me a smile."

Hand on your chin, Leo pulled your face from the crook of his neck and smiled down at you, and smiled back. It was probably your ugliest smile with tear stains down your cheek and snot dripping from your nose. But, to be honest, you've never felt so free of the weight that used to crush you.

Since that night, you and Leo have undeniably become closer. They noticed. Who wouldn't though? You spoke to Leo more by at least 545 words, according to Donnie's calculations. And every time Leo would see you lose yourself in your mind, he would sit beside you and nudge your shoulder. The most surprising part was that you would lean towards him instead of flinching at the touch. At some point, Raph couldn't take it anymore and said, "Really? Like really? Of the four of us, it was Leo? Not like I'm jealous or anything, but Leo, really?"

#rottmnt leo x reader #platonic #rottmnt leo #rise!leo #this was a lot more angsty than what I usually write #this was a lot of fun to write tho

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chocottang · 2 years

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i dony remember if youve talked about this before but uhh. what do you think wouldve happened if people didnt choose "golden and fox live together" and made golden go back home?

I've never talked about this nor have i considered it tbh. in my humble opinion, it would've been horrible. just sending golden back to being abused. and the exploitation would've probably become worse. since he ran away for a couple of days, he would have to do his work + the work he missed in those days + explaining to people why he was absent without revealing the true reason, because it's not a good look. (his family probably wasn't looking for him publicly because that would be an absolute pr disaster for the company... the face of it ran away!!??!?!)

in the emotional side of things, i imagine his family (especially his grandpa) wouldn't be happy. their relationship would become worse. they would probably guilt trip him, talking about how worried they were and stuff, so he doesn't do it again and stops hanging out with the animatronics as much. which would not be good for golden's mental health.

and i also don't think it would fit the narrative tbh. like, we just went through this pretty emotional finale revolving golden's friendship with the animatronics, how much they mean to him, and how his work almost destroyed it. then, he runs away and just... goes back? and it's all the same? that doesn't make any sense. it would've been SO unsatisfactory and would just put golden's character arc right at the beginning. (unless if it illustrates his abusive relationship with his work and family i guess? but i don't think that was the idea, and would not fit the overall tone of the series)

i honestly don't know how edd*0 would've fit the shenanigans of s2 + the same conflict from s1 (golden being absent and such) in the same season. it seems like too much stuff at the same time. although i love when my child takes the spotlight, it was smarter to leave him out of it for that season, since the focus were the shadows. (but a little explanation of how he's feeling and wtf is happening would've been GREAT)

i guess there could've been a route of golden making amends with his family? like, his family being all "we never knew we were hurting you so muchhh sorryyyy here, you can be with your friends and work a little less i guess" which is... okay? it's just not that satisfactory to me. i also don't think that's how they (especially his grandpa) would act, given the little we know. you would think in all these years golden would've already tried to let them know he's not feeling alright. he also already tried to run away once (when he met chica) and nothing happened (although that's more a theory than a fact). this could be the ultimate wake up call for them ig, but idk, it's such a bland end to his arc, which was crucial for s1. it would make the s1 conflict pointless in retrospective. like, we could've avoided all of this if golden just... talked to his family? really?

but that's just what i think as the local "let golden run away" defender. thanks for the ask, it was fun to think about :D

#fnafhs #fhs #golden fnafhs #ask #demonlike-judge-of-fire

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morning-star-joy · 1 year

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DONI, MA'AM, THAT WAS AMAZINNNNNGGGGGG

the joelousy was delectable as always, 10/10, i literally love the way you wrote him being jealous but also guilty at the same time. like he was very much like. i NEED to get the fuck outta here, which just feels very joel when it comes to emotions

literally the way i went STRAIGHT TO GOOGLE and typed coral blossom rose meaning before even reading the next line where joel was questioning the meaning, like i RAN

JOEL ASKING HOW TO PRESS THE FLOWER

SO CUTE SO SWEET SO PERFECT. him asking tommy and tommy immediately being a little shit about it was amazing and correct, and the way joel is just like whatever it doesn't mean anything that i wanted to make the petals last forever god...... like sir who are you fooling

okay also them sharing a cigarette was EVERYTHING TO ME, literally chefs kiss moment tbh. and i just love how she interprets him running away from her as him hating her and he's internally just like a mess at the sight of her just from guilt/panic/feelings-that-are-not-just -lust-but-also-just-lust-would-be-bad-too

HE IS JUST SO AWKWARD AND UNABLE TO EXPRESS HIMSELF AND I LOVE IT!!!!!!

and can i just say, ellie is absolutely going to clown him if the reader character is ever like hey joel said u wanna learn how to press flowers :D, like there is simply no way that joel is not going to get mocked beyond belief. and frankly, i would like to see it.

THIS WAS SUCH A SWEET AND PERFECT CHAPTER, SO EXCITED TO READ ANYTHING ELSE YOU WRITE BBG, ILY <3

SEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLL the way I love you is insane, it's so much, it's SO MUCH!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! Your comments clear my skin and water my crops and it just makes me so happy to read whatever you have to say, I'm so grateful for your kind words!!

You know me my friend if there's one thing I love it's JOELOUSY (forever and ever thankful for you sharing that brilliant term with me)! Joel is a v selfish man and him being possessive/jealous just makes sense to me, but oh yeah he's definitely also simultaneously wanting to get tf outta there even as he feels the jealousy!

HEHEHE Reader definitely gave that rose to him with intention!! The pressing flower scene jumped into my mind, it was another one of those ones where I had to run to my computer to write it haha! Literally though who is he fooling, WHO IS HE FOOLING he's already down bad and he kinda knows it and he hates it.

It's so funny because she does think he hates her, and he wants to hate her so bad but he just...doesn't. So he just hates everything about the situation instead jflakds

Next chapter is going to have some Ellie & Reader and it's going to be so much fun to write. You're pretty spot on with your predictions as always my friend hehe. Thank you again for sending this in!! ILY!!!!!!

#doni replies #SEL <3

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zerobaseonefics · 1 year

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i cried so much today, my eyes hurt as hell. i hate boys planet i literally lost all my favs (not all👲). im sorry but i dont want gyuvin in the top9. PARK HANBIN? KUM JUNHYEON? LEE JEONGHYEON? PARK GUNWOOK? YOO SEUNGEON? YOON JONGWOO? WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN WITH MY BABES?,??::? ESPECIALLY KUM JUNHYEON MY MAIN PICK SINCE DAY1 I LOVE HIM SO MUCH WDYM 6 RANKS DOWN?? I HOPED GYUVIN AND HOETAEK ELIMINATION TODAY ALREADY „YES OMG” I WAS SO HAPPY BUT NOW NONONO IM BUYING NOW MULTIPLE PHONES TO VOTE. FIGHT ME BUT NOTHINGS GONNA STOP ME FROM DOING SO.

anyway hoetaek give the other boys a chance to debut and get tf out of boys planet even if youre not in the top9🫶🫶🫶 gyuvin i really like you okay dont get me wrong but i dony want you there like man there could be someone else more deserving in your place. and the new songs? i hate the positions some of them have. shanbin shouldnt take the main vocal position and idk he would still be in the top9, he would debut and he still would get the killing part. he already showed us his great vocal skills but cmon man😐

bro if junhyeon and gunwook don't debut 😔 the trainees you mentioned rn are also my picks but i already know phanbin, jeonghyeon, and the others are not goinf to debut </3 but i think if junhyeon and gunwook do not make it i'll probably not stan the final group...

i love hui with all my heart as a universe but i feel like boys planet didn't benefit him at ALL. i don't want him in the debut group either bcz what will happen pentagon if he's gone :(

about gyuvin, he is really talented but i just think he's not ready for the moment as a lot of other contestants are better. he's young and he have the time to debut later!!! the P07 for him made me mad ngl

GIRL IF SHANBIN GETS KILLING PART. like i get it this is a competition but he could literally fart in the mic the day of the finale AND STILL DEBUT P01 👹 my man is going to sing half of the song by himself LET THE OTHERS SHINE IDK

#b0ysplanetfics

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sierrabinondo · 2 years

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2022

~5-10 minute read (depending on how fast you can read i guess lmao)

it’s time!!! my annual recap of the year where i detail as much as i can remember as possible because i will 100% forget most of it in the near future. kind of depressing, kind of fun!

i took a peep at the 2021 post and...my god. ohhhh no. lmaooooooooo

in some ways 2022 was better than 2021. where it was worse, it was worse than i could have ever imagined. i was in a very terrible place for the better part of this year. thankfully, a lot of positive things still happened. so,,,without further ado,,,

i went into this year with, again, lofty expectations. i was convinced 2022 would be uber busy and explosive for WSA. the beginning of the year was rly quiet. it was basically just about recording acid redux and getting prepped for our first tour since 2019. for the first time ever, i was entrusted with drawing the tour ad mat. it was so difficult but i’m glad i was able to contribute. i needed to have that experience because i had never done a piece that big before, and i need to do more of those.

my job situation at the time was FUCKING terrible. anyone who is close to me knows how toxic the environment was at eventide. it was really getting to me. i was making an incredible amount of mistakes and i felt myself shrink every time i needed to be in a zoom call with my superiors. i came to hate my job so, so much. eventually, i lost my job around end of february. i already had a new position lined up (i feel like they knew because i updated my linkedin and they FUCKING said something to me about it) but it wasn’t the way i wanted to go. whereas i was panicking losing my job pre-pandemic, i was just angry i had no control over my exit.

another thing that cushioned the blow of losing my job was almost being on the b****** album. pulses. wrote to him that i should be on his next record and he liked murder mountain so much that he contacted me. he reached out a week prior to me being let go, and that kicked off a really cool period of the year. so then i get this cool opp, no longer have to show up to this job i loathe, get a month off, accept a new job offer during this short break, go on tour, and come back to a new job. that was probably the best part of the year. it was great because i had zero idea what was coming lmao

getting a month off was a FUCKING blessing. the only huge downside was that my credit card debt became INFINITELY worse. in 2020 i was privileged to be paid to not work for the entire year and it was one of my favorite years of my life. i will take any chance i can get to experience that again, i.e. having a month and a half free from working. i got to go collision with my twitch friends that i FINALLY got to meet in person, finally hung out with donis, bren, frankie and christy after not having seen them in years, took brawly on long ass walks every day, and drew a lot. it was a relief to have so much downtime WHILE prepping for tour.

most of all. in that period of time, i finally started listening to twice. i don’t know if it was just hitting extra because i was in a transitional period at the time, but it only took a week before i was FULLY fucking indoctrinated. i. love. kpop. i love it!! so much!!! like yes, i know i’m mentally ill, but it’s like cocaine. it’s addicting. i spent the year learning the choreo to two full twice songs then the main chorus parts for about 10 other random songs for other groups laksjdl;akjsdf. i literally hadn’t danced since performing arts hs. i only have like a handful of friends i sometimes see who fuck with kpop and it’s killing me lmao help

i won’t spend too much time on it because there’s like 8 other entries below this one about it, but we spent a week of april on tour with pulses. and IMAY for WCII and it was probably THE best thing that happened this year. our shortest run ever, and our most successful. i am so thankful we got to finally tour again, and it was better than i could have imagined. i really hoped at the time it wasn’t going to be our last tour for the year, but things fell apart (i’ll get to that lmao) so it sadly was our only run.

when i came back from tour, i had my first-ever subathon. i had so much trouble running things smoothly, but it was so much fun. it was a wonderful way to celebrate the folks in my community and everything we’ve done together over the last two years. couldn’t be more grateful for them!!!

in may we played beers 4 tears fest with a shit ton of our friends and it was chaos. i have never played a set trashed before then, and i will NEVER do it again. oh my god. and to my dismay, the evidence is on full display on youtube. so yeah. we wanted to actually enjoy ourselves at the fest and drink red tank beer, but we had to play fucking last at near midnight lmao. one of our worst sets, but it was a fun day and i’m glad we got to be a part of it.

i also finally got covid! that was fucking awful! and i’m pretty sure i am experiencing some form of long covid. i have never been so tired in my life and if feel winded more easily. it really sucked. i wish i could have avoided it, but it’s absolutely impossible now. thankfully, i didn’t get it again for the remainder of the year.

in june, my uncle passed suddenly. it was so devastating, and he died way too young. he had health complications throughout his life, but i never, ever thought he’d go this soon; they were never life-threatening. in may, i knew he was in and out of the hospital, but my mom was frequently visiting him and insisted it wasn’t crtiical. then, out of nowhere, he’s in serious condition after a procedure and the doctors are swearing up and down they can’t do anything to help him. my aunt and mom had just gone to a second doctor for his opinion and said there was something that could be done to save him, but they couldn’t get him what he needed in time. i still to this day can’t grasp that he’s gone.

in both june and august, my band was invited to DJ emo nite baltimore (and eventually emo nite asbury, which we bombed hard lmao) which was shocking to us, but considering we’d get to hang with pulses., and the emo nite crew, there was no way we were turning that down. that was such a fun weekend trip to baltimore. for baltimore we were lucky to have our set earlier in the night so that made things a little easier but we still felt so awkward on stage just dancing around with no instruments hahaha. dropping smooth to a room full of 300 emo zoomers was hilarious. afterwards, alexa put us up overnight and cooked brunch for all fucking like 15 of us. it was so so lovely.

over the course of the year, i got to hang out with pulses. SO often. out of all my friendships with anyone, ours is thriving so fucking hard. we really make this long distance stuff work with no issue :’) for the better part of 2022 they’d make the drive to us, but i made trips down to them in august, october and november. in july they came down to go see thursday with jaime and i. every time we’d hang, we stayed up til like 3-4 am drinking and watching music videos. in the fall, we saw shows in VIP at soundstage together and those shows were even better because we had seats lmao. i got to hang out more with adam, carlos and the emo nite crew more, and i’m glad we had more time to chill!!

as i mentioned earlier this year, i got a new job. i actually really, really like it. i will never romanticize a job- they’re all going to have their imperfections- but holy shit, i am actually not waking up every day feeling crippling anxiety about having to work. i have ample PTO (almost a month’s worth). i work with really amazing, like-minded people who actually believe in boundaries and having a life outside of their jobs. the work i do feels like it means something. and i am actually not afraid of my manager and/or boss. i have never felt even the slightest bit positive about a past position, but i do here. and these people got me out to CALIFORNIA and SPAIN this year. so yeah, out of nowhere, i get a new job and find out two months after i start that i’m going to los angeles for a few days. then, i spent a week in september in spain, which overlapped with my birthday. normally, i vehemently reject having to do anything outside of M-F office hours (even parties), but those were two of my favorite parts this year. i absolutely fell in love with LA and i did so much exploring in spain. most of all.....i ate so much good fucking food. to think that, i not only got a way healthier work experience with this new position after going through HELL, but i also got to travel? that’s incredible. and i very much adore the people on my team. they make me want to actually... care about my job

my 30th birthday was this year. i tried so hard to rent a place for it but what the fuck it’s SO expensive. so we ended up throwing the biggest rager we’ve ever had at our house. IT WAS SO MUCH FUN and i wish i could have spent more time with everyone that came. karaoke ruled, THE FOOD SPREAD WAS INCREDIBLE (TY TO MY FAMILY AND KRISTEN) and we partied hard as fuck. so many people came through, and it was an honor to have so many amazing people show up for me (even driving HOURS to be there). i have the best fucking people in my life,,,,,ever. i really do. and i’m so lucky.

i never thought this was ever going to happen but this year i ended up joining nintendo noise! truthfully, i had secretly gotten started in like may or june hehe. never ever thought i would end up being a podcaster. i was elated when pete and steve asked me to join as a co-host and i wanted to do whatever i could to make it work. i am obviously not the most knowledgeable guy when it comes to video games, but it’s been a blast getting to talk games every other week with them. pete and steve alone have been my favorite duo to listen to since 2017, and i’ve known pete since 2010. i’ve learned a lot from listening to their past shows, and now being on a show with them. i know i’m really passionate about music, but i’ve also come to realize that video games are equally as much of an important part of my life. so it’s incredible to also be involved with them in this way, thanks to my friends :’) and i get ANOTHER platform to tell everyone that they should be playing digimon,,,,,,

that really cool feature i landed at the beginning of the year ended up not happening. i really thought, “there’s no way after he paid me half and we put in all this work together that he would just ghost me” but he did. but i’m grateful i even got the opportunity, and i know it means i was worthy of getting there. whatever happened was out of my control, and i came to accept that. it’s not my song. i have my feelings on the way the situation was handled, but it’s all in the past. just! don’t meet your heroes, folks!

in september, WSA stopped playing shows to focus on the full length. i don’t know what happened but we just didn’t get it done this year. as of the time i’m writing this, all main guitars are done and fully tracked, some drums still need to be done, and ALL of the vocals need to be tracked (i just got started last night). the thing i try to keep saying to myself to calm my anxieties about it is that- we only get one chance to drop this album, and once it’s out, we get about a week of people’s attention. that’s it. so, if we have to take our time, so be it. but it’s 100% coming out next year IT HAS TO AT THIS POINT LMFAO

and that was really the rest of my year. enjoying the holidays (cosplayed as mirko for halloween :-----) and trying to stay productive. every time december rolls around i try really hard to make it a fun holiday season, but i end up getting too busy :((( december was also a scary month for me, mentally. my depression has been worsening as of late but i’m trying really hard to work through it.

i also realized this year that i have a lot of friendships that have stood the test of time, and it’s okay if we’re not always in sync! i spent a lot of my mid 20′s second guessing the people in my life, but i don’t have to anymore. i know that i have incredible friends who will always be there for me if i need them. so now i just need to learn how to be a better friend to myself.

it was a really tough year, and there’s so much i wish i could do over, but the good that came with 2022 was ultimately really positive. tons of fun gigs, dozens of late nights forcing my friends to watch buff correll, drunk heart to hearts, lots of kind new faces, and an abundance of laughs. i think this year a lot of foundation was laid for 2023 to be really cool. i’m crossing my fingers and keeping my expectations as low as i can lmao.

so if you read this far, i’m sorry HAHA. but thanks? i hope to come back this time next year with some good news. a lot can happen in 12 months.

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heartsremedy · 11 days

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Date?

September 15

Beetlejuice 2 was already showing when I saw its trailer. I sent it to him last Saturday and I got a reply. He said he wants to watch it but he's scared haha cuz he be reading a lot of online reviews before he watches the movie that's he's usual thing every time he wants to watch movies. So I told him lets watch it together when we have free time from work. He immediately said yes and he's excited.

It was actually me who initiated the movie date, I guess? Oh Lord, the things I'd do for Doni. Haaaayyy. Honestly it was my first time asking someone out. Its meee, huhu I initiated a date? Almighty Cristalyn? Egoistic Lhing? Yeah damn it not so lady-like but yeah it was me.

It will be our first date ever... i think? I don't know! HAHAHAHA. He's excited, me too but I'm nervous i dont know why but i had a feeling 3days before 14th. FYI!!!! He's the only guy bestfriend that i can date others? ugh.. nope.

We've been bestloverfriendsenemy for 3years and we both love Tim Burton's movies (the only similarity we have) thats why i decided to come with me and watch it. We have difference and disagreements most of the times. We are Black/White, Good/Bad, Cat/Dog, Husband/Wife and Ying&Yang you can't say the word partners if the other half is missing.

We were supposed to go out yesterday 14SEP2024 but due to our problems at work (internet) we decided to reschedule it cuz we both know its not gonna be a quick fix. So yeah we stayed late til we fix 5th office.

As I was shutting down everyone's pc my curiosity was bothering me so much that i cant help but read messages.

I hope he won't get me wrong, out of curiosity I checked his and his ex conversations on skype. I don't know if that was curiosity or my instinct screaming so loud at me if there's something in there: I wanna save you Lhing. I looked at it and read it, if I'm gonna read it like how my mind wants to read it the sweetness was still there but if I read it like i don't care its still sweet. I know it was jealousy, but I'm okay. I'll get by, I told him its okay to still keep in touch. I can feel the crack in my heart is getting longer.. I know there's a lot of sweet conversation that I haven't seen or read yet cuz i know they still treat each other boyfriend-girlfriend because of the baby dog planning to go out and whatever health problems they have.

I hope this time he better be not lying to me.. I may not destroy them both in front of everyone but I'll be praying so hard and make them both feel the pain I've felt thrice and even add it to their life tribulation.

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laylaismine · 4 months

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FRIENDS TO LOVERS PART 2

summary: you and Sam are best friends and have known each other since birth but y'all parted bc of your parents Sam found your socials and asked you to stay the night after talk to him for a while and you don't know your getting ready to meet his bsf since middle school maybe will become more friends with Colby.....?

WARNING: none^^

ENJOY POOKS

the next day you get up out of bed walking towards your bag with your shampoo and stuff to take a shower you walk to the bathroom next you your bedroom closing the door behind you locking it as you put your towel and shower stuff down, you turned on the shower to the coldest setting there was you undress and get into the shower your in the shower for about 30 minutes or more

Colby had woken up and changed into a black under shirt with black jeans and his rings his braclets and watch he walked out to the kitchen and started to make breakfast for everyone. you got out the shower changed into the clothes you brought with you into the bathroom drying your hair with the blow dryer and putting mascara on walking out of the bathroom with wet hair heading towards the kitched

"goodmorning Colby" I yawn as he says "goodmorning y/n I made us breakfast" he said as he placed plates on the table with food on them. "thank you do you think Sam is awake?" you say "he should be you can go check" he says you walk upstairs knocking on the door to his room softly "you awake Sam?" you heard a low "yeah" from him "well colby made breakfast' you said as you heard him coming towards the door peaking out "breakfast?" you giggle "yeah I'll meet you down there" you say laughing as you walked back down stairs sitting at the table as you ate you remembered last night when you and Colby cuddled

a soft smile appears on your fast as you think of it which made colby look over at you which sent butterflies in your stomach "what are you so smiley about?" he says in a low voice "oh nothing btw how did I get in my bed last night last thing I remember was falling asleep on the couch" you say "oh I carried you to your bed I hope you dony mind" he smiled softly finishing his food as you finished mine "oh no I didnt even know but thank you!" you smile his words made your stomach do flips you washed my dish "imma be in my room if you need me!" walking to your room

you put headphones on turning on music as you grabbed a book from your bag writing in it he knocks and then walks in seeing you writing walking closer to you as he takes your headphones of for a second so you could hear him "oh hey colby you need somthing"you say as he looks in your eyes for a second making your stomach do flips "I'm going to Walmart to get grocries wanna come?" he says you nod "sure I need to get a couple things anyways" putting your book down and closing it and turning your headphones off puting them next to my books grabbing my wallet and my phone and putting them in my pockets he says "lets go then!" he smiles you put on your shoes and you guys walked out the door and got in his car as we drive you kept stealing glances at him

everytime you breathed in you smelt his colange the sweet smell was comforting in some way one of the times you looked over at him he ways already looking at you making your stomach doing flips from his blue eyes that was staring at you for a second you guys both looked away after that your face turning red as you guys pulled up into parking lot he found a spot and parked as we got out you had a hoodie on a put the hood over your head to cover your red face

he looked over at your red face smiling a little bit as he thought to himself "am I falling in love..?" he whispered "shit I am" enough for you to he queiston it "you ok Colby??" you asked "yeah! sorry just a..thought I had.." he said "ok" you said in a confused voice you guys walk inside of Walmart.

"hey imma go get the things I need while you get what you need" you say "ok meet back over here afterwards you went and got what you needed like clothes and snacks you paid for your stuff then went back to the spot yall would meet at as you waited for him for couple minutes you saw him walking back to the spot with his bags,

as he gets closer we both started walking out the store then once y'all got outside of the store it had started raining really hard "shit!' you mubbles. looking over at him "wanna run to the car?" you ask him with a slight smile he nods and as you guys started to run to the car as you were running you were giggling and so was he it was a amazing moment kinda like a core memory, you guys got to the car and got in as you started laughing "that..was alot!" he said in between a chuckle you nodded looking over at him his hair was wet so it made it fluffy it was cute.?

you guys stare at each other he looks away as he turns the car on and he starts driving home a couple minutes later of you guys chatting and what not you got home and went inside and put up your guys stuff Sam walks down the stairs as he saw us soaking wet from the rain "geez! what happened with y'all" you and him looked over at each other and laughed again as you started to stop laughing you sighed "we had to run to the car in the rain" Sam nodded his head as I look back over at Colby and looking out the back door that was made of glass so you could see through it.

he smiles as he looks out there also then walking up to me tapping my shoulder gently while he smirked "wanna dance in the rain" he said smiling I nodded while smiling back "sure!!" you say in excitement I smiled at you, you guys walked to the back door as you turned music on he opened the door letting you go out first and he smiled once yall both got out there you placed your phone down in a dry spot and you guys looked at each other

you guys smiled again as y'all danced in the rain it was a magical moment another core memory..it was sweet..and amazing..you didn't want it to end but the rain cleared up you looked over seeing sam smiling at us you grabbed your phone and y'all went back inside since it stopped you smiled at him "y'all are getting along well" Sam says me and colby says "yeah" at the same time making me and him laugh Sam says to you "can I talk to you y/n?" I nod walking to him you and Sam walked into a more private spot "y/n I can tell when you like someone and you clearly like him" you blush slightly "no......" you said he nods "I can also tell when you like y/n, I have known you for long enough y/n I know you so spil!!" he said

you smile realizing hes accepts it "fine yes I do just he's so charming!!" you say as he laughs "well go ahead on back to your crush" he said teasing you Colby's face lighting up when he saw u again you smile and sam goes up to his room Colby asks you "want to watch a movie??" I nod in excitment "yes!" you say "ok I'll get the stuff turn on scream 4!!" he says in a happy tone as I nod you sit on the couch as he grabs one blanket this time for you guys to share you turn the movie on and yall are watching it and you get jumpscared like last time you jump and you get closer to him to hide your face in his shoulder.

he looks down at you hiding in his shoulder as he smiles he starts rubbing your back you look back at the TV but not moving from the position you were in you were cuddled up with him half way into the movie you fell asleep in his arms and he fell asleep holding you Sam walked out his room to check on y'all and he saw y'all cuddled up together as he muttered "awhh" he went back to his room and fell asleep

THATS THE END OF PART 2 THERE WILL BE PART 3 HOW AM I DOING?? LOVE YOU POOKSS ^^

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tears-of-boredom · 1 year

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ive been flabbergasted at why ive been waking up so early lately. only now doni rwalise that its literally just because 1. the sun goes down early so i get tired earlier and 2. it stays dark until like 6am, so I have better sleep during the night. so the light works with me thoughout the day. but not for long lol. its like maybe 1 or 2 months only of good proportions of sunlight during spring and autumn, and then winter and summer come and fuck it up with their longevity. ive honestly always seen the 4 seasons as unequal things. its like,, summer and winter take up 40% percent of the year each, and spring and fall 10% each. and I always wonder why there even are four of them. it'd be better in my mind if winter and summer were the seasons, and then spring and autumn were just names for those transition periods. and I mean this just for like, the nordic countries you know, cuz lord knows what the fuck is going on in the rest of the world in terms of season timing. i mean I do like the sound of monsoon season that happens in like,, eastern asia i think? i like rain and love the thought of a whole season being defined by the rain that happens. would not like to live on warm ocean coasts though. those tornados and hurricanes and twisters, and whatelse names they have, really scare me. thank god its cold enough hear for them to have a hard time forming. and perhaps the Suomenlahti also helps. sorry i dont remember the english name rn, its the part of the ocean that finland actually has a coast with. oh and I actually have no idea how tornadoes really form, im just kinda assuming that its something to do with warmer climates because I haven't really heard of ones forming near here. plus we dont learn any like evacuation tactics in school relating to tornadoes. or,, well you wouldn't evacuate during a tornado would you... see! i have no idea what do to in case of a tornado, because I don't need to! also the like earth plate thingys (tethatonic plates?) dont seem to converge near here because earthquakes and tsunamis dont really happen either. i mean technically they had to've crossed sometime ago here because Norway has all the mountains and shit,, but I guess they've calmed down by now.

you know, i completely forgot that this was about my own sleeping patterns at the start. funny how that happens. i had to flex my basic geography skills i guess. or,, whatever you english speakers have as the subject that teaches you about natural occurences and stuff. im tired, in case my rant didnt tell you that already.

#idk what tag tgis id #my dingees are tired amn..#and mt eyes too.#man im gonna fallq sleep soon but i kinda dont want to #its pnly midnight and i dont wanna waste this time i have in a quiet house and with cool air coling in #and also ive accidentally formed a routine of spending my day time on my computer and then when my ass hurts too much #from the shitty chair. i lay on my bed and go through my phone..#ive been taking enough breaks in between comouter stuff that i always stay on the puter until im dead tired #m. so i ha ent done shit on my phone and i kinda wanna do that and break out of my accidnetal routine..#tbh the routine developed purely because i have a couple games on my pc that have dailies..#oh and ive been considering downloading genshin again. just for the card game part + levelling up characters #and also i enjoy doing things that dont take too much thought. aka every game's dailies..#but then i reakised that the cars game in genshin is definetly based off of some actual card game. thats probably way better. so i might as #well play that instead..#im not sure what magic the gathering is about but from the limited gameplay ive seen. thats the type of card game genshin has..#its really just a gente of game tbh. i just dont know the name of it..

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lovesanmotion · 4 years

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idol!yandere!ateez reacts: senior idol mentioning you, their 9th member as their ideal type

💌 This is: requested | gifs are not mine. credits goes to the rightful owners.

Hongjoong:

“My ideal type....Ateez’s Y/N.” Doni and Coni started to make teasing sounds as Block B’s P.O confesses as he is your ideal type. For today’s special episode of Idol Room, Doni and Coni invited ATEEZ and Block B as their special guests. You became flustered and blushed, covering half of your face with your hand before shaking hands with the senior artist in your company. When your hands shook, Doni and Coni teased you both more. Hollering and laughter filled the studio as Block B joined in on the teasing as well the boys from your group. Although, one person wasn’t exactly happy with this.

When the camera pans to film Ateez’s reaction, you will be able to clearly see Hongjoong with his arms crossed and a facial expression that isn’t too happy. He clicked his tongue and rolled his eyes before looking away. Not caring if he was behaving badly on set. He knows you’re beautiful and kind and smart, but he didn’t like you touching and talking with other males. He already has issues with you talking and touching with the other boys in the group, what more if it was the senior idol in their company? When you pulled your hand away from P.O, he quickly took a hold on your arm and pulled you back to sit next to him.

Seonghwa:

“My ideal type?” Super Junior’s Yesung asks nervously before taking a nervous glance at Seonghwa who is sitting beside him. “Ateez’s Y/N” everyone at the table of Life Bar started teasing him, leaving the senior idol in a blushing mess. Seonghwa tried to remain his composure, even though he very much wants to get up from his seat and swing the chair to the senior idol who is sitting besides him.

“She’s too young! We won’t allow it!” Seonghwa says, eyes widening as he tries to make it sound like he’s joking. When he says ‘we’ he meant himself and his four other personalities.

“But do you think she’ll like me?” Yesung question caught everyone off guard and everyone tried to calm him down. Seonghwa pretended to laugh along with everyone.

“But Y/N likes guys who are near her age! You’re too old!” He shots back before everyone in the table turns to calm him down next.

Yunho:

For today’s episode of King of Mask Singer, they invited special guests Ateez’s Yunho, Jongho and Y/N, the three special guests filling in the front spot along with other senior and junior celebrities at the panel area.

When the mystery singer turned their back and lifted up their mask, it turned out to be none other than Teen Top’s Niel. The gasps and chatters among the audience left some of the panel team shocked, and the others in pure happiness as they have guessed it correctly.

“Annyeong haseyo, Teen Top’s Niel imnida” As Niel introduced himself, the studio started to play Rocking, Niel getting flustered and all.

“NIEL SUNBAENIM, Y/N IS HERE!” Jongho teases, lifting your hand up before laughing. You are fully aware how Niel kept mentioning you as his ideal type in various programs, getting flustered, you brought your hand down.

“Hi Y/N”

A simple greeting coming from Niel to you made the audience and panel tease and holler at the both of you. The red tint on your cheeks darkened as you waved your hand at him. Yunho, remained in his seat, unbothered. Unlike every one else in their area, they kept teasing you, but Yunho, remained in his spot, not caring about it at all.

Yeosang:

Yeosang thought that it was only him and you as the guests for today’s episode of Get It Beauty, however, when they reached the studio, he was surprised to see iKon’s Jinhwan and Junhoe also in the same studio. When he asks their manager as to why they are there in the studio, it was because they too, were guests for the filming.

Yeosang hates the group, but he particularly hates Jinhwan more, all because he listed you as his ideal type at a random show that he doesn’t need to remember because he think it is irrelevant. While filming, he was always stood by your side, wherever you went, he is also there. He fears that if he leaves your side, Jinhwan might take the opportunity and walk up to you. Even when until the filming ended, Yeosang stuck by you like a glue.

San:

San is extremely happy and excited today. Why? Because Ateez is invited to Knowing Bros and he is excited to see you wearing a school girl uniform. Finally, one of his fantasies of seeing you in a uniform is about to happen, and later tonight, would he be able to sleep peacefully with a smile on his lips.

However. his happy facade cracked when he found that SF9 were filming with them too. He wasn’t too happy with the idea of you and Inseong being in one studio. And San did everything he can to keep you by his side, keeping you away from the other group.

“Inseong-ssi, who’s your ideal?” Kang Hodong asks as SF9 stood behind the desk table.

“Ateez’s Y/N” The men started to tease you, you sank lower in your seat, feeling flustered at how confidently he answered.

“Do you think you have a chance with her?” Kang Hodong asks once more. Inseong makes a thinking face before answering, “I have the looks and money. So I guess it a yes” he chuckles to himself. However, San ruined his mood for him.

“But you’re too old for her!”

Mingi:

ATEEZ and ONF were invited as guests for Running Man. And for today’s episode, the original cast will be divided into two teams and would pick between ATEEZ and ONF to adopt in their group. Team 1 that consists of Haha, Kwangsoo, Jihyo and Sechan chose to adopt Ateez in their group, while Team 2 that consists of Jaesuk, Sukjin, Jongkook and Somin chose to adopt ONF into their team. And today’s challenge? Pororo the little Penguin. The cast chose J-Us to be the main character Pororo. One of his quests is to confess his love to a female guest. The camera splits into three screens showing: you, Jihyo and Somin. Before the timer runs off, J-Us walks up to you and confesses his feelings for you.

Mingi, unimpressed with the sudden confession, walks up between you two before pushing his shoulder away and gesturing him to return back to his seat. “Come back when you can rap properly please”

Wooyoung:

For Law of the Jungle’s 45th-50th episode, the producers of the show thought it was best to invite Ateez’s Wooyoung and Y/N and EXO’s Sehun. When the invitation was forwarded, it was met with a favorable response. And now, the three of you are here in Jeju Island with the theme: special survival field training.

The three of you, along with original cast and crew, received special training from a professional. Teaching and giving you all tips and tricks on what to do when stuck in an island, trapped in a middle of nowhere and finding your way out of the forest and a desserted area. The professional instructor demonstrated the safety harnesses on Sehun, and afterwards, Sehun was going to demonstrate it to you. You slightly blushed at how close Sehun came to you, practically inhaling his faint perfume and the sea water on him. A strong grip on your arm latched onto you and pulled you away from him, spinning you around until you are faced with a stern look on Wooyoung.

“It’s my turn, Y/N! Please do mine!” He says in a cheerful tone. For a split second he looked angry and now he looks happy? You shook your head slightly and taught him next.

Jongho:

For episodes 20-26, the staffs decided to bring in four special guests: Ateez’s Jongho and Y/N and Astro’s Jinjin and Eunwoo, the special tenant being Block B’s P.O. Jongho wasn’t exactly too happy when their manager approved of the invitation, as he knew the purpose of this show is mostly about celebrities who are interested in becoming roommates with other celebrities for a short period of time. Of course Jongho saw this as a trap, its a variety show program that ‘lowkey’ makes celebrities hook up with other celebrities. coming up with the conclusion that Eunwoo wanted to get close to you, seeing before as how he mentioned you as his ideal type in a random show he once saw.

At the end of the filming, Jongho voted a ‘no’ when asked if he wants to be roommates with Astro again.

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rosenallies · 2 years

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would you want to write preachers son au nali and rosie picking out miss donie at the shelter??

That’s so cute aw❤️ty for this bby!

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Denali took a shaky breath as they pulled into the shelter, a dingy place at the top of a hill where they could hear the commotion even before opening the door.

“Baby, we don’t have to do this now if you aren’t ready,” Rosé assured him, squeezing his hand.

Tears brewed in his eyes at the thought of why he was there after a long drive upstate, but he had given his kitty a good life and no matter what he knew he wasn’t replacing her, nothing could. But still, he had so much love to give and all he wanted was to give another animal a good life like he and Rosé gave her, up until she was too old and too sick to live without suffering. It was the hardest decision he ever had to make and knowing he was doing the right thing didn’t stop him from crying for weeks, deciding after almost 4 months that he was ready to adopt another pet.

He wiped at his eyes with the sleeve of his hoodie and shook his head, squeezing Rosé’s hand back.

“I’m ready. I’m not doing wrong by Dorothy by finding another pet to love,” he repeated to himself like an oath.

“That’s right and if we don’t find a good fit today, we could always come back another time, okay? Don’t feel any pressure.”

Denali leaned over the center console and pressed a kiss to Rosé’s cheek. “Thank you.”

“Anytime. Ready?”

Nodding, Denali let Rosé open the car door for him and walked hand in hand with him inside the shelter, a kind looking woman smiling at them over the front desk.

“You must be our noon appointment, are we looking at kitties or puppies today?”

“Cats,” Denali confirmed, “I’ve never been much of a dog person.”

She chuckled and pushed her glasses on top of her head. “Me too, dear,” she said motioning toward a fat orange cat napping in the only spot of sunlight that filtered in through the window, “Oliver’s been my best friend since my divorce years ago, he goes everywhere with me. Are we looking for a friend for another cat or-?”

Denali sighed. “I wish. My cat I’ve had since high school passed a few months ago.”

“I’m so sorry to hear that, I’m sure you gave her a wonderful life and I thank the both of you for opening your home to a new friend who needs a forever home.”

“It’s our pleasure,” Rosé said sincerely, winking at Denali.

“That’s so sweet to hear. If you just want to follow me through these doors, I’ll take you to the cat and kitten room.”

They followed behind her, down a long corridor then into the dog area. Though Denali had never been much of a dog person, usually preferring the calm company of a kitty, he felt an urge to want to take every single animal home, though he knew that wasn’t possible. Though even in all the chaos, one little dog stuck out to him. She was reddish and white, short legs and ears that perked up when he looked over to her. He couldn’t help but smile, tugging Rosé’s hand back as he tried to pass her kennel.

“Wait-“

The woman and Rosé both turned around, Rosé surprised to see Denali knelt on the ground, letting the little dog lick his fingers through the kennel.

“She’s been here for a while,” the woman said, “she’s never done that with anyone. She might be the most anxious animal we’ve ever had.”

Denali smiled, giggling as she continued to lick his fingers. “I think we understand each other.”

“We try really hard to be a ‘no-kill’ shelter but unfortunately some just don’t get adopted in time and I’m afraid she might become one of them.”

Turning so quick he thought he might give himself whiplash, Denali looked at her with wide eyes. “What? She’ll be put down? We’ll take her.”

“Nali,” Rosé tried, only to be hushed.

“No, I’m serious, we’ll take her. She’s sweet.”

“Baby, I thought you wanted a cat and we already bought everything for a cat.”

Denali looked to the woman, standing watching them in shock almost. “Do you guys take donations?”

“Of course, but-“

“Problem solved then. What is her adoption fee?”

“Typically for dogs $125 but we’ll waive it if you’re absolutely sure this dog is the animal you’d like to take home.”

Scratching between her ears, Denali nodded and smiled. “We’re sure, right, Rosie?”

Rosé agreed with an easy smile. “As much as I grew to love Dorothy, I’ve always loved dogs.”

The woman smiled brightly. “So it’s settled. If you’d like to follow my upfront we can get your paperwork sorted and if there’s no issues, you may bring her home today.”

Denali felt as though he’d meant to find this dog, and he felt giddy with excitement as he nearly skipped to the front holding onto Rosé’s hand

Hours later, they were back in the car, the dog in Denali’s lap and a box of donuts from the bakery down the street on the dash after Rosé insisted on donuts for lunch because it was a special day anyway. Their hearts were full, the little dog slowly coming out of her shell more and more as she nuzzled into Denali’s neck and licked his cheek.

“What do you think we should name her?” Rosé asked in the middle of idle conversation.

“I’ve always liked the name Lily, does she look like a Lily to you? Or maybe Gracie?”

“We could name her Rosie,” Rosé suggested.

Rolling his eyes lightheartedly, Denali shook his head. “We’re not naming her after you.”

Before either of them could suggest anything different, she surged from Denali’s lap and grabbed the donut Rosé was eating right from his hand, swallowing it in only a few chomps, leaving both of them stunned for a moment.

Denali couldn’t help but burst into laughter, laighing until his stomach hurt, this sweet, anxious dog in his lap suddenly confident enough to grab food from their hands.

“Maybe her name should be Donut,” Denali said through his laughter, wiping the tears from his eyes.

Through his fake grimace, Rosé couldn’t help but crack a smile. “Donut it is.”

#my rosenali prompts fr get 0 likes now but idc I’ll still write them idc #deadass idc if it’s the same person requesting this ship I’ll still do it lmfao #<3 anyway #prompt request #preachers son au

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sillycyan · 2 months

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It genuinely breaks my heart n soul to see what has happened between Donis and Reign. There was a time when their friendship turned into a friends with benefits relationship at times but dang.. As friends, they already did so much for each other, more than most, so when it all fell apart because one found another, it was just devastating.. It all started as a lighthearted and jokey "doing this for you" kind of thing. Donis would go above and beyond for Reign, doing things together that he never carried the weight of being labeled "gay" and had no strings attached. It was why the FWB thing worked so well for so long without causing problems.. until it did. Donis always had some kind of feelings for Reign, even if it was feelings he didn't fully realize until much later. The first moment of jealousy hit him real hard when he saw Reign with Arline, because that could have been them. He was always the one by Reign's side, spending hours at his place of work just to talk, sharing meals, just building a bond though the years that most would have seen as something more. But he never got that.. He watched Reign look at Arline in a way he once looked at him, and he knew from the beginning that it would happen. He had no role in their getting together, but he still tried to support Reign, knowing in the back of his mind that it would create a distance between them. Reign, too, had feelings for Donis at some point. But he turned to suppress them, knowing the possible consequences. He could lose his job if there was anything between them, they both knew that, but there was something in their minds that left them yearning for those moments together to come to light. Reign would casually drop what were meant to be meaningless I love you’s and almost every time, he meant them. But they stayed just friends, because that's what he thought Donis wanted. Reign moved on because he wanted a future, maybe even a family, so he walked away from the uncertain chance he had with Donis. The point is.. Donis loved Reign. He never stopped loving him. All he can do is wish he could go back

#HOLYYY YAPPARONIII #THIS IS WHAT I MEANT BY SAPPY #But seriously I could talk about this for hours #Just all the small moments they share together not knowing if it meant anything #I cannotttt wait to actually write them in a steady plot so I can convince others to ship em too..#ALSOOO me after shipping them and still having Reign meet Arline ?!?! like it had to happen..#Reign !!#Donis !!#Arline !!#paraportal #cyanismaddagain

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stray-kids-react · 4 years

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02 liner aussie girl joining the group

Masterlist

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Bang Chan

° Sees you as a little sister, and will baby you nonstop for that reason alone. Expect very long hugs and him trying to beg you for some affection.

° Let Felix take charge in helping you around JYP, watching from afar like a proud father. Even if you aren't much younger than the members, he can't help but become a giddy mess when you literally do anything.

° Since he sees you as a little sister, that also means he is very protective over you. Not even Minho can tease you for too long without Chan becoming a bit tense. He just doesn't want you to ever feel uncomfortable.

° Does many vlives with you, chatting about your life and what parts of Australia you grew up in. Whenever he is introducing you or if you call him during a vlive, he'll call you little sissy.

° Many stays have made edits of Chan babying you or treating you like a literal angel, you both have watched edits like these and neither of you can deny that he doesn't do either of those things.

"My little sissy y/n did great today in our dance practice, isn't that right sissy?" he asked, sitting you on his lap.

"Yeah, Minho Oppa helped me learn quite a bit. But I couldn't have succeeded it without my personal cheerleader Chris." You replied.

Lee Know

° Doesn't make a huge deal out of it, is honestly just really happy to have a new member. He doesn't care that your a girl or a fellow aussie, just sees you as a member.

° If you are ever struggling with Korean he'll do his best to try and help you, even if it is only on small thing such as the way you pronounce words. He admits to finding your struggles pretty adorable.

° Even though he is a huge tease, he'll go easy on you for the first two months. Letting you get settled in and get use to the chaotic behavior of all of them. But after those months pass, he'll start to tease.

° Minho likes to challenge you to dance battles during practice, seeing if you will ever beat him on one. But luckily whenever Snsd comes on you are in your element, showing him the true Gee master.

° Minho has a soft spot fro you due toy your age, he won't tease you too harshly and won't get mad if you don't remember one of his cat's names. All of the members notice his new soft spot for you.

"So I know Soonie, Doongie... And?" you sighed, trying to remember the third cat of Minho's.

"Dori, it's okay. At least you remembered two of them." He reassured, Felix looking at him with shock from across the room.

Changbin

°When he heard that you would be joining the group, he hoped that you wouldn't make fun of him as much as the other members. And if you did, it wouldn't be too harsh.

° Appreciated that you weren't teasing him 24/7, and if you are shorter than him then he would be very smiley and giddy for days. Changbin likes your company and would often want to hang around you.

° Buys you coffee/tea every morning, and only you (occasionally Felix). And when the members ask, he explains that you earned your coffee/tea by not teasing him. Even if they haven't teased him for days.

° You are his favorite member, even if he won't admit it... Everyone knows it. You are his best friend and he doesn't want that relationship to change. Unlike the fan's pov, he sees you only as a best friend.

° Whenever he does a vlive with you, your ship name is all over the chat. Neither of you speak out about it, but both of you don't like each other in that way. And it makes situations awkward when they ship you two.

"I can't believe we're a ship, that is so weird to me." You chuckled, scrolling through Instagram on your phone.

"I know right! I don't get why a girl and a guy can't be friends without people shipping them." He sighed, clearly frustrated.

Hyunjin

° Becomes putty in your hands, he just finds everything about you adorable. It also doesn't help that you are Australian, which he happens to have an interest in.

° He wouldn't describe his feelings towards you as a crush, more as a little sister and der brother relationship. He would feel weird if you ever developed something for him, since he is too close to you to be a couple.

° Very clingy towards you, constantly draping himself across you. Or sitting you on his lap when you are worn out from practice, he often let's you take naps on him. He also treats you to sweets, even when on diets.

° Hyunjin once got frustrated over how JYP was treating you, giving you an extreme diet even though you were already working hard enough. So he'd reassure you that him and Chan would talk with JYP about it.

° Hyunjin can be seen copying your accent, whether it be for fun or just to tease you. He'll copy or pick up on your accent, many fan's hearts melting at his determination to be part of the aussie line.

"I shouldn't be having this cupcake." You sighed, placing the cupcake you've been eyeing for the past few minutes.

"Screw JYP, eat what you want. You are your own person and shouldn't listen to some old man." He defended, passing the cupcake.

Han

° Was the first member you met, even though it was by total accident. You both ran into each other when he was leaving the building and you were entering.

° You dropped the coffee all onto yourself in shock, making him chuckle as he tried to help you clean yourself up. He helped you into JYP, having no clue that you are going to be the new member joining.

° When Chan introduced you to the members the next day, Han was shocked. He was surprised to see a familiar face, but was also pleased knowing you seemed to be quite a sweet and charming person.

° You both are the stars whenever on reality shows together, many seeing you both as a chaotic duo. Doni and Coni once tried to correct you, telling you that women shouldn't be so hyper. Han got pissed.

° Not only did Han correct them on their manners, but also told them that a man shouldn't tell a woman what to do. Many fans and netizens applauded him for protecting his new and sweet Maknae.

"I swear those guys get on my nerves sometimes, don't listen to them." He sighed, patting your head softly.

"It's okay Hannie, I'm glad that I have some older brothers to stand up for me." You reassured, melting his heart.

Felix

° You are nervous to be around Felix, not because he's intimidating or harsh. But because he is so nice and angelic, and you don't want to develop a crush on a member.

° Even if you don't see him in that light at first, it will happen eventually because he has such an addicting energy that surround him. Felix is a sunshine, and it isn't hard to see why everyone loves him.

° Felix wants to make you feel as comfortable as possible, usually being the member picking up pads/tampons for you. He secretly develops a small crush on you, but he knows it would end up bad.

° You both would be worried about it ending bad due to the popularity of the band, Felix's popularity, your new career, and JYP's strict rules. So both of you don't truly progress that side of your relationship.

° It could blossom into something more serious in the future, but for right now it is just a mutual crush that both of you must hide. Your friendship is still very strong nonetheless, and you appreciate that.

"Okay here's a hard question, Back Door or All In?" you asked, as the managers watched you both from behind the camera.

"Neither because you aren't in them." He answered, trying to play it off as playful more so than flirtatious.

Seungmin

° Seungmin is your dorm mate, who always manages to make your nights more calm. He reassures you every night that you are doing great, even if you don't believe him.

° You both wrote down a schedule for dishes, laundry, cooking ect. The only exceptions to it is having a terrible day, birthday, or being sick. Either than that then you must follow the schedule stuck into the fridge.

° You both have derpy photos of each other as your wallpapers, both being taken when both of you just woke up. Seungmin can't help but giggle silently whenever he opens up his phone, looking at your bed head.

° Seungmin helps you out with waking up, letting you get use to the schedule of being an idol. Taking as many pillows to the face as he needs to for you to finally wake up, Once getting feathers in his hair due to it.

° Many think you both knew each other before you became a member, but you both explained that you just understand each other well and clicked when you met. Neither of you grew up together.

"Is today you dish day or mine?" he asked, bottle of soap already in his hand ready to begin cleaning.

"Mine, but I had a terrible day today. JYP critiqued everything about me." You huffed, getting a soft hug from Seungmin.

Jeongin

° Is glad he won't be babied as much since he isn't the maknae anymore, but will miss the benefits of being able to aegyo your way out of responsibilities.

° All of the members call you the babies or the baby line, even if either of you ar taller than some of them. Jeongin is also appreciative that he now has someone to relate to with being a babied quite often.

° He'll still call you noona just to get under your skin, but you honestly don't mind being called noona or unnie. Especially since some stays are younger than you, but you can become playfully annoyed at times.

° Jeongin will warm up to you very fast and treat you like a sister, he'll spoil you with stuffies and share his food with you every meal. Even though mama gets scold him for it, he doesn't care and continues to do it.

° Chan will cover both of your eyes when the members do something sexy, even if you kind of want to see it (mostly to tease them). But you understand why, since both fo you will get flustered by it easily.

"Y/n noona likes to steal my food sometimes." Jeongin admitted to fans, smiling at your playful glare.

"You share your food and insist I eat it Jeongin Oppa." You defend, watching the fans respond to the situation.

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