as an update I experienced artistic progress euphoria, beat my dread of drawing faces, beat same face syndrome, it's been a nice vibe.
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If Onion sang the Blooming Panic Theme, how would that go?
Are you reading yet?
Have you studied for calc?
It's about to get real dark outside.....idiot
Are your grades up? Your expenses down?
Let's study flash cards another round
I hope these nights educate you
Don't care if you never want to
Are you lockin' up? I got the key.
Can't believe you tried to run from meeee
Hope that your icon is online
Know that we'll study until nine (in the morning)
I feel your GPA
Has seen some awful days
Can't you just sit still and study for once in your LIIIIIFEEE
It's FIIIINAAAALS WEEEEEEEEEK
You got me banging my headdddd
Click the guideeeeee
Can sleep when you're deaddddddddd
Finals stress is a mess you won't forget
But you gotta know what is coming next
Checkin linkedin on the weekend
Watchin everyone else get hired, despite your best (I JUST NEED INSURANCE)
You know you need my advice
I hope my words suffice aaand
Even tho it's dire, don't get tired
Can't let yourself just botch the end like this
I feel your GEE PEE AYE
Has seen some AWFUL DAYS
I'M TRYING TO HELP AND ENSURE SOMEONE HIRES YOUUUUUUUU
IT'S FINALS WEEEEEEEK
YOU GOT ME BANGIN MY HEAD
CLICK THE GUIIIDE
CAN SLEEP WHEN UR DEAAAAADDD
Hi guys! Sorry I'm late, there was a freshman with a beer keg and-
Come on, just study to page 20 and I swear it'll be worth it.
You keep this up, and I'm gonna kick you out.
Well... That's just the dumbest thing I've heard.
You haven't seen dumb yet. (hey, guys?)
What the hell does that mean? (guys? Guys?)
CAN YOU PLEASE SHUT THE FUCK UP IM TRYING TO SLEEEEEEP
IT'S FINALS WEEEEEEEEK
YOU GOT ME BANGIN MY HEAADDDDDDD
CLICK THE GUIDE (MOTHERFUCKER-)
CAN SLEEP WHEN UR DEAAAAADDDDDDDD
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little rant/vent, read if you want
I have this constant feeling of just being extremely sleep deprived like im about to pass out, yet whenever I try to sleep at night It takes HOURS and I still don't ever even stay asleep for more than an hour or two 😭
I wanna sleeeeeep-
Im literally gonna just stop working one day unless this stupid insomnia decides to get out of its own way and allow me to sleep >:(
Ive just gotten used to feeling wobbly and overly tired at this point. It's probably not good at all tho but I physically can't do anything about it
my parents say it's nothing special and it's just because I'm sometimes on my device before bed but I was without my devices for over a week during vacation and I still couldn't sleep more than a few hours
I've literally had terrible insomnia for over 7 and a half straight months. I don't think Im ok ;-; like I've literally started hallucinating a lot lately as well
Ive always had trouble sleeping when I was younger and would go through short periods of insomnia, but It's kinda gotten out of control now. Like I think I might have chronic insomnia and idk what to do about it
ive tried medicine, ive tried tea, ive tried melatonin, ive tried reading before bed, ive tried sedatives used for sleeping, and so much more- yet nothing is able to put me to sleep
This is literally gonna kill me one day
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Truly having little to no sense of pain has damned me. I spend a week like why can't I sleeeeeep and then I take some acetaminophen and sleep like a fucking rock because I guess I couldn't sleep because I was in pain without feeling it
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I think I fucking pinched a nerve in my neck somehow and I can't fucking sleeeeeep uuuuuuuuuugh
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29, 92, 99
Ah. So you want multiple outcomes for our relationship is that it?? Well you got it!
" over land and sea your haunting voice will carry me to higher ground. And fortify all I foresee and sanctify this given sound. If only I could see. If only I could know. If only and sometimes. If only and sometimes. If only I could venture back and change these things I've done for you. And sometimes I find it very hard to find you must not turn awaaaaaaaaaaaaay dont turn awaaaaaaaay. Fade and decay".
In other words; don't unfollow me/leave me please 🥺
92. The year I was born. Like 1992. Good year. Lets see if its a good song too? (Of course I'll think its good but what about you??)
" it's 3 AM I am layin' wide awake and I can't sleep for the noise inside my head. The world vibrating with a cruel cacophony. Flooded with the thoughts my mind has bled
(great lyrics that one!)
The restless furor of a thousand racing thoughts swarms around me like a vulture circles prey. In the darkness. No one else can hear a sound but I'm deafened by this ceaseless disarray. I COULD SCREAM MYSELF TO SLEEEEEEP. IF IT WOULD SHATTER THE ILLUSIOOOON BUT I CAN'T GIVE IN TO THIS. 'CAUSE ITS THE NOISE THAT MAKES ME HUMAN!"
Again: don't leave me/unfollow me because I keep thinking about you at night :(
And last (2nd last on my list) but not least;
"Sitting in the corner all alone. Staring from the bottom of his soul. Watching the night come in from the windooow. Windoooow. It will all collapse tonight the FULLMOON is here again. In SICKNESS AND IN HEALTH. Understanding? So demanding? It has no name. There's one for every seaaasooon. Makes him INSANE. To knoooo-oooow.
Running away from it all. "I'll be safe in the cornfields" he thinks. Hunted by his OWN. Again he feels the moon rising on the SKY. Find a barn which to sleep in. But can he HIIIIIDE ANYMORE? Someone's at the DOOR. Understanding. Too demanding? Can this be wrong?? It's loooove that is not eeeending. Makes him INSANE to knoooooow.
SHE SHOULD NOT LOCK THE OPEN DOOOOR. (RUN AWAY RUN AWAY RUN AWAY) FULLMOON IS ON THE SKY AND HEEEEE'S NOT A MAAAAAN ANYMORE! SEE THE CHANGE IN HIM BUT CAN'T (RUN AWAY RUN AWAY RUN AWAY) SEE WHAT BECAME OUT OF HER MA-AN. FULLMOON!"
Well damn. I don't know what to say, @vulnerant-omnes ! Seems like we shouldn't be in the same room afterall! One of us is a dangerous werewolf! 😳
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