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catcatb0y · 1 year

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Me: I am having a really bad brain day. Like all it takes is one little push and I'm gonna fall apart.

Tumblr: Do yoy want BPD memes??? Constantly tagged 'Actual BPD' and 'Borderline Personality Disorder' and 'BPD Mood'???

Me: Ah shit, why are those relatable wtf??

Tumblr: How about self harm posts that type like tw cvts and s3lf ha//rm and censor d3press10n

Me: Wow I magically don't feel like I'm spralling into insanity.

PSA don't censor your goddamned fucking tags. If you're gonna post about cutting and self harm and smoking and replasing and you fucking type it out like #cvts s3lf #ha//rm #d3press10n go back to fucking Twitter and TikTok or learn to properly tag your goddamned shit.

Stop censoring your fucking trigger tags, you assholes. No one is going to learn fifty different fucking ways that you want to spell legitamate fucking triggers because you are typing in The TikTokified Fucking L33T sp34k.

If you're fucking tagging a goddamned trigger, type out the whole fucking word. People blocking out #pro ed and #self harm (like me!! who has both of those tags blocked!!) STILL sees your fucking vent posts because y0y typ3 l!k3 th1s so no 0ne s//ees y0ur posts while you romanticize being a direct danger to yourself.

#like no offense to people that cut #I get it I get the urges #and like everything I understand the urge/desire/need to validate your issues by posting them #but also I don't wanna see that shit #it's also creepy that any semblance of an alorgithm will go 'oh you feel like shit? here's more like that'#to begin with it's a garbage system #but the fact that it specifically escalates from 'depression' and 'vent' to 'self harm' and 'ed'#is absolutely disgusting #and I will wholly say anyone who tagged their tr1gg3r p0sts l!ke th//is: fuck you #I thought that was a fucking myth and a joke when it started circling around #I have so many feelings about the pro self harm/pro ed blogs. shit like 'I'm nothing without my cuts' bitch not with that fucking attitude #I was THERE I GET it but holy shit dude you can be shaped by your mental illness and not brag about it #and the more that you FEED into these circles and the more you MAKE 'self harm' your ONLY PERSONALITY TRAIT...#it's a self fufilling cycle honey #yeah you're nothing without self harm and hating yourself because YOU made yourself that way #YOU made it your only personality trait and now YOU feel consumed by it and YOU are LETTING IT CONSUME YOU MORE #but it's not my place to step in either you grow up and realize you were young and stupid or you never make it to adulthood #but still either way #I don't want to see that shit #so properly tag your fucking posts #there should not be THREE different fucking suicide tags with exclamation marks #there are already so many variants to fucking block

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littlelightfish · 2 months

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I find it funny that Chilchuck gets hited by rocks one extra time on anime than in manga

They really said: "yea, one more time wouldn't hurt"

#dungeon meshi #chilchuck #chilchuck tims #dunmeshi #i get what they feel #the urge to hit him with a brick is real #delicious in dungeon #my shit

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pineapple-frenzy · 3 months

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Book 2 au with Zuko and Katara Lee and Huamei

Katara is separated from her friends, and so she's left to travel the earth kingdom on her own. She stumbles across Zuko, who is similarly travelling on his own. They decide that pairing up and travelling together would be best

#zutara #zuko #katara #atla #my art #book 2 au #book 2 aus have been done before but i wanted to try my own take with tropes i personally enjoy akdjslkdks #also had the urge to draw zutara arguing and just not getting along in general qldjkakslsk #i recently finished natla and also just rewatched book 1 so zutara book 1 dynamic where they're quite hostile with each other is on my mind #they decide to travel together but obviously they don't get along at all at the start #they find each other annoying but that annoyance slowly turns into affection #also alsooo #short hair zuko enjoyers hello #i have switched over to the side of short hair zuko ajrskakdlksjd #also thinking about how to put short hair katara into this akdjaljdlskf #i just think short hair zutara neat :>>

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floccinaucinihilipilificationa · 8 months

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#good omens #´hello friends!! how are you!!#I hope you're doing well! ( ´ ▽ ` )#I have a big cough but otherwise I am good! It's nothign bad I am just very slimey #usually I am not a cough person I am not sure where this is coming from #most of the time I just get a stuffy nose #has my nose gotten stronger #but there are good news too I have already found a VERY good chestnut to put into my pocket this autumn!! its very small! (❁´▽`❁)#it's been a very warm autumn in Germany so far so it has not really felt like fall yet #but yesterday it was all rainy and stormy and I had two new books and it was the best day possible to have a slimey cough (:#and now I feel SO much autumn I am close to buying a set of window colors #I do not know what I would to with the window colors I just have this strong urge in me to buy a window color set #the last time I did a window color was at the birtday of a class mate I think she turned 9 and I made a deer #but for some reason we did this craft 5 minutes before we all had to leave so we had to carry our window color deer home wet #unfortunatly for the deer and me I fell down the stairs of her house and smeared the deer all over me and i screamed the entire drive home #which wasn't very long but it probably felt very long for the mother who had a screaming child covered in window color deer inside her car

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petricorah · 1 year

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I love "i would kill for you" ship dynamics but what about "i would stop killing" ship dynamic??

I would lay down my sword for you. I would change my nature and go against everything i've known. I would resist the easy way out of solving my problems. I would give up the adrenaline of battle to stay by your side and make tea instead. I'm not sure I know who I am without a weapon in my hand because I've had to fight for so long but for you I'm willing to try and figure this out.

It must be hard. To put down your weapon that's protected you for so long. It's allowed you to stay alive it's kept you from getting hurt--physically and mentally. Because you've never had to worry about a real relationship if you think you'll be dead at the next battle. And you feel naked without it and it feels like you're ripping off an extension of yourself. Are you even whole without it? Are you worthy of being loved if you can't prove it by risking your life? And yet they've found someone who's asking them for something much harder than dying in battle on their behalf. They've found someone who wants them to live. And that's much more terrifying.

#i know this sounds like the 'bad guy falls for good guy' which can be fun but thats not what i mean #anyway. this wasn't quite zukka but i do think it aligns with my au of zuko not dying on the throne and sokka retiring his sword to paint #and living like piandao in the mountains. urging zuko to retire and zuko no longer needing fire bending and not knowing what to do with #himself if he doesnt have to fight #so he uses his bending to make tea instead :)#aka this is how divorced zukka can still get together #zuko being upset bc sokka chose work over them in the first place but so dodnhe #but he gets a second chance in retirement #if he can give it up

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doraingrid · 4 months

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There's hesitation in his eye for one moment. A passing thought of all times spent together you'll never remember.

#bg3 #durgetash #enver gortash #gortash #dark urge #durge #baldur's gate 3 #YALL IM SO NORMAL ABOUT THEM so totally normal #AND GET THAT GAUNTLET I AINT AFRAID OF YOU

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bowenoke · 11 months

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irl i don't normally tell people my pronouns unless they directly ask, but this has led to a very silly occurrence i call DLC pronouns. my gender is a sidequest you can unlock in the dialogue tree if your character has a high enough lgbtqia+ stat . or if my pride keyring falls out of my pocket.

#i generally think it is good to be out and proud as long as you are not in danger and i try not to give in to the urge to make myself more #digestable to people i dislike anyways #but sometimes you find a good job with good coworkers and bad management and getting to move up in the company means comprimise #capitalism sucks for everyone though because there is no corporate culture without average people comprimising themselves

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cemeterything · 8 months

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you can't just deploy "hauve" into any sentence it has to be "i think i hauve covid" levels of penis delirious

#🐉#keep getting the urge to say hauve instead of have and im like no i have to use this responsibly

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squarecloud73 · 20 days

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*I worship you Tumblr please don’t remove it

Sillies :3

#saw this dress and I couldn’t resist the urge #I gotta see her wear the hippie rainbow and get high #also add a Lycion just because #dungeon meshi #fleki #lycion #SquareCloud #doodles

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necronyancy · 9 months

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lunajack anthros

#mlp #mlp:fim #applejack #princess luna #lunajack #sometimes i get the urge to post everything ive drawn of a certain thing like lunjack into one post but its just not feasable sigh #myart

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drawnfamiliarfaces · 4 months

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#danny phantom #clockwork #dp clockwork #dp #once a year i get hit with an urge to draw cw #drawing him with legs feels weird #clockwork dp

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hyunpic · 23 days

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HYUNJIN | WKOREA BEHIND THE SCENES

#hyunjin #skz #stray kids #bystay #staydaily #gifs #god i feel like a cow while i watch him cause i just get the urge to chew him in my mouth like he’s grass #also im like a boomerang the way he keeps putting me through it but i still come back

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tubbytarchia · 1 month

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got an urge to design ponies oops

#If people like this I'll do the rest of the life cast... No cutiemarks though cause Im really bad at those #geminitay fanart #pearlescentmoon fanart #jimmy solidarity #martyn inthelittlewood #scott smajor fanart #zombiecleo fanart #bdubs fanart #ethoslab fanart #impulse fanart #joel smallishbeans #he was difficult lol. I tried all sorts of green + brown (sometimes borderline red) colors but none felt quite right #so I just. made both the body and hair both green and brown. I think theres definitely a better design to be had here but I did my best #ldshadowlady fanart #Impulse ofc mostly inspired from that one skin where he has a beard #seeing people do fan designs for lifers is the only thing that gave me the urge to draw this #I wanted to see how much the colors could be played around with without making the ponies unrecognizable #and also like. pleasant to the eye. Again as if they could fit into the show itself #there arent a lot of skin toned ponies walking around equestria for a reason... it's uncanny unfortunately #that often makes fan ponies all follow the exact scame scheme of light body + dark hair #they get really indistinguishable so go wild!!!! mix things up!!!#sorry Im passionate about animal character design and ponies #tubby art

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feniksido · 6 months

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"We are brilliant." "..."

#COUGH COUGH #uhm what can i say except draw background killed my grandma so i simply refused to do it this time #my art #the dark urge #enver gortash #bg3 #zenith #durgetash #uhhhhhhhhhh IF YOU KNOW MORE ABOUT STEELWATCH CONSTRUCTION AND THE LIKE DO NOT GET ON MY ASS IF I GOT SOMETHING WRONG #uhm what else can i say #the outfits are also so plain i couldnt commit to the bit yall #its okay #i feel like an insane person

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identitty-dickruption · 2 months

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one of the worst things in the world is that feeling unloveable can (and will) make you act in ways that reinforces itself. I feel unloveable so I don’t respond to messages so people reach out less so I feel unloveable. one of the hardest things in the world is fighting back the brain demons long enough to break the cycle

#my best friend doesn’t have tumblr but I am mentally sending him so many apologies right now jesus fuckkkkkkk #I feel so fucking awful rn #I went and watched taskmaster and that distracted me a bir #but literally. suicidal thoughts out of nowhere. urge to drink out of nowhere #it’s like. 8:15pm and I’m thinking of just going to bed now #only way to get my brain to shut up #I have such a busy weekend ahead as well #godddddd I want to enter hermit mode so bas #I’m not gonna do anything stupid don’t worry #but I sure Feel Like Doing It

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cowboythewizard726 · 3 months

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BLOOD SOAKED FALIN!!! BLOOD SOAKED FALIN!!! BLOOD SOAKED FALIN!!! BLOOD SOAKED FALIN!!! BLOOD SOAKED FALINNNNNNNNNNN!!!

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