#I have more ideas for it fghdjs

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"Some might call it revenge, but I prefer to think of it as justice."

[lavenoon]

💫what is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?,

🌿how does creating make you feel?,

🎀give yourself a compliment about your own writing

and 💞what's the most important part of a story for you? the plot, the characters, the worldbuilding, the technical stuff (grammar etc), the figurative language - @clxckwork-sun-n-moon

After a nap (or, well, many naps in a trenchcoat) here I am!

💫 what is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?

I think, maybe the very specific feral ones? Mentions of particular lines or scenes and actions surrounded by screaming tell me exactly which bits hit good, and I just melt when it's in the context of a live reading and there's so many of these "sub" comments! Honestly the most encouraging comments to get, they push away the imposter syndrome like no other!

🌿 how does creating make you feel?

Mhh, a whole mixed bag of things, I think! There's definitely the elation - I daydream a bunch, but it's different to have those lines on paper to reread again and again and again. It's fun, and it makes me giddy! Unfortunately, sometimes the imposter syndrome creeps up, and I hold my own writing to unreasonably high standards where I just feel like deleting everything and never looking at it again. And that's silly, because I know, and tell myself "this is literally only to have it on paper." It's to get it out, to have it there, not trapped inside my head where I'll forget them. It's so the details don't get lost! And I do that! So I try to focus on just the happy things, the fun it is, and try not to force myself to create on bad days that have unfortunately outweighed the good days for a while now. Wish it was only the fun, but alas, everything has a downside!

🎀 give yourself a compliment about your own writing

Ah, compliments. Shot myself in the foot again. Thinking about the dynamic swap though (uh, might or might not make it too tumblr, feeling still eehh about writing so had to keep it contained for now, sorry) I think I'm just, really open for a lot. Like, I don't hesitate to embrace new ideas and make them fit - that was what the swap was initially! I thought "there's no way Sun would be rude to his civilian landlord, as a civilian," and then it turned into a thought experiment how to make it work without getting out of character! It's a lot of fun so I see it as a good thing, and it also means I love seeing everyone else's sonas and interactions! I don't need to stick to one storyline, I love all of them! And I love those storylines whether they came from me or others! Which makes having a variable AU like this a lot more fun, hehe <3

💞 what's the most important part of a story for you? the plot, the characters, the worldbuilding, the technical stuff (grammar etc), the figurative language -

Got this one thrice, so I'm gonna split it a lil and ramble about a different factor for each because yeah like I could ever settle for just one fghdjs

For one, it's the characters. I tend to write character driven stuff first and foremost - even my one fic (the tloz one, currently on hiatus, again disclaimer no one needs to read that it's a very different style, anyways) that has a very nice defined plot is so character driven that it's now at 110+K and I'm in the middle of Arc 2. Of five. It's too important for me that the characters get along, and communicate, and have fun together and time to breathe, That's why so many AU drabbles are just that! The entire "plot" of the AU (except for the Glamrock teases) is just them getting closer! That's the point! So the characters are definitely something I pay very close attention to, and do my best to get right!

[parkswoojin]

question tag ~

once again i was tagged by @ongsecngwoo so thank you for tagging me ginny (again) 💓

THE LAST

drink: water 

phone call: my mom

text message: me and my brother were sending each other memes

song you listened to: snsd - one last time

time you cried: monday gfdhsjka i got a little emo because of wanna one’s debut

HAVE YOU EVER

dated someone twice: nononono

kissed someone and regretted it: nope

been cheated on: no

lost someone special: i don’t think so ??

been depressed: :)

gotten drunk and thrown up: listen i’m a good child who doesn’t drink while underage 

3 FAVORITE COLORS

black

pale blue

purple

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

made new friends: yes i have and it makes me so happy fhdjsk 

fallen out of love: i’ve never been in love to begin with lol

laughed until you cried: i do that all the time 

found out someone was talking about you: hmm no i don’t think so

met someone who changed you: not really

found out who your friends are: i guess

kissed someone on your Facebook list: dear lord no

GENERAL

how many Facebook friends do you know in real life: i’m pretty sure i know all of them

do you have any pets: yes !! i have a cat and a dog and i love them it’s one sided though at least when it comes to the cat fgdhsj

do you want to change your name: i used to for the longest time but i don’t anymore 

what did you do for your last birthday: my family came over and i hung out with my friends, nothing fancy haha

what time did you wake up: 10am

what were you doing at midnight last night: idk probably suffering

name something you can’t wait for: my wanna one albums to arrive, jbj’s debut, pristin’s comeback, the day my cat will finally love me back

when was the last time you saw your mom: like a minute ago

what are you listening to right now: jon bellion - morning in america

have you ever talked to a person named tom: maybe ?? i’m not sure 

something that is getting on your nerves: sLOW INTERNET

most visited website: tumblr and youtube

hair color: blonde

long or short hair: it’s on the longer side i guess 

do you have a crush on someone: the only crush i want is to crush the patriarchy no i don’t

what do you like about yourself: i think i’m pretty nice ?? man idk gfdhjsk

blood type: i have no idea

nickname: my friends irl have way too many nicknames for me and they’re all kind of weird so i won’t write them down here fghdj but kara is also a nickname i guess

relationship status: single

zodiac: aries

pronouns: she/her

favorite tv show: maybe stranger things ?? i used to watch so much tv but i don’t anymore so i’m not sure i also love crime scene but it isn’t really a tv show

tattoos: none

right or left handed: right

surgery: never

sport: sport? i don’t know her

vacation: i don’t remember the last time i actually went on vacation omg hfjdks it’s been so long

pair of shoes: i usually wear sneakers

MORE GENERAL

eating: i don’t really eat much and i’m very picky sigh

drinking: water

I’m about to: watch episode 8 of school 2017

waiting for: weekly idol with eng sub fhdjsk

want: all my friends to be happy !! and my cat to love me

get married: i guess

career: i have no idea sigh

WHICH IS BETTER

hugs or kisses: hugs

lips or eyes: eyes

shorter or taller: taller

older or younger: older

nice arms or nice stomach: arms ??

hook up or relationship: relationship

troublemaker or hesitant: gdhsjak both idk

HAVE YOU EVER

kissed a stranger: nah

drank hard liquor: nope

lost glasses/contact lenses: don’t wear :)

turned someone down: yeah

sex on the first date: um no

broken someone’s heart: i don’t think so

had your heart broken: nope

been arrested: no

cried when someone died: yes

fallen for a friend: nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

yourself: sometimes

miracles: not really

love at first sight: no

santa clause: nah

kiss on the first date: hmm i guess 

angels: i believe in kim jonghyun

OTHER

eye color: blue

favorite movie: dead poets society

i’m tagging @jong-hyvn @bfjihoonie @leedaehwihwi @6uanlin @hyunhyohwi and @wooseob :)

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