#I love jdm

[grabyoursaintsandpray]

Supernatural

1.20 - Dead Man's Blood

[anassemblageofpassions]

The thing abt john winchester is that he is too complex for the majority of the spn fandom and for a good portion of the writers on the show too.

Because at his core john is about love over everything else. When he looks up at his sons (yes, up, the fact that they’re both taller than him>>>>>), there is love seeping achingly from every single pore of his being even as he abuses them, as he destroys their souls beyond belief. He does it all entirely out of love. And he is so, so wrong for it. A part of him knows it. But he wants to keep dean alive, and he wants to keep Sam pure. And he loves them so much. And he damages them so horribly. John Winchester is the foundation upon which they are both built, they only become more of what he made them as the series goes on. Sam stops fighting it, Dean continues to mold into his image no matter how hard he tries to fight it.

Hell puts them both on steroids, but their individual trauma responses that influence this are the foundations that John built into them. No wonder azazel wanted sam to win so badly. John Winchester crafted his sons into alastair and Lucifer’s ideal victims, respectively, and dean was a better (worse) john than John ever was. John held out in hell. Dean acquiesced to his abuser despite all of his efforts to fight him, and he’s never been the same since.

Sam fought like hell, and he fought destiny, but at his core, he did what John always wanted him to by doing what dean wanted him to do, and then he stops fighting at all, loses the fire he showed john in adolescence that john immediately notices when he returns in s14.

And the sad thing is. They filled their roles so well that John is saddened by what they’ve become. He didn’t want dean to break. He didn’t want Sam to be dimmed. He’s sad to see what Sam is like in s14. In the process of recovering his wife, he ensured he would mold his sons into what he wanted them to be, and when he got what he wanted, he was devastated.

John Winchester is so driven by love and grief and he’s so filled to the brim with both that it’s painful to watch him on screen because he destroyed his family because of it. And he wanted this all along but he didn’t realize what he’d have to give up to get it.

[goldenispunk]

Jeffery Dean Morgan saying “daddy’s home” in the new ep made me audibly gasp

[bohemianblasphemy]

need to go to paris with joe kessler and butcher

[dilfismz]

Negan x Rick’s daughter mood board

When Negan first came to visit Alexandria you hated his guts, appalled by the way he spoke to women, including yourself. Weeks later you find yourself frequently meeting up in secret for some more-than-friendly activities.

[jdms-flat-ass]

the walking dilf

[grimeonadime]

So happy that Butcher finally decided to get back together with his imaginary dead boyfriend in the finale

[crank2006]

father[s] and son

[eripearz]

jeff in the front, arthur in the back 🎀

[angelinthetwd]

𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘶𝘰>> Their combo is too risky, dead city is too good!!!

[arcanespillo]

i think quoting every character would be terrifying to do so if you have a favorite that's not winchester related just tag them

[goldenispunk]

[kookiekult]

Young JDM anyone?

[twdxtrevor]

Jeffrey really has my heart with this photo, he's so precious and those ducks are adorable

[zarophod]

“godless non-binary socialists” homelander namedropping me okayyyy

[jdms-flat-ass]

low quality peepaw