#I remember when we were in high school
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If I can't see my girlfriend over the summer I WILL kms
#I mean not actually#but maybe..#I remember when we were in high school#and we got caught fucking in the restroom#we both got suspended...#but! we stayed together#I can't believe I found the loml in fucking school#but I'm not kidding#I will tweak the fuck out if I can't see her#btw I might start writing ff again..#and might start yan/obsession posting#just a thought#anyway!#I don't think people will read this#so... I can say whatever I want#I wrote a ff about my principal and coach in hs#then come to find out#they were actually fucking#oh yeah and I set my computer on fire after my mom yelled at me#when I was 10#she had good reason though#hypersexual at 8 check!#I had to go to court when I was 13 to get my groomer/teacher/rapist to#go to jail#I've been to 5 mental hospitals so far (not including duplicates)#okay thats enough#bye!!!
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class swap design masterpost for convenience (from top to bottom: bard!riz, cleric!gorgug, sorcerer!kristen, barbarian!fig, artificer!adaine, and rogue!fabian)
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhfy#fhsy#fhjy#riz gukgak#gorgug thistlespring#kristen applebees#figueroth faeth#adaine abernant#fabian seacaster#my class swap stuff! oh yeah I think I got a tag for that I'll call that#fh class quangle#gna slowly go back and get that tag on relevant posts too. for organization's sake#even tho I didnt really intend this blog to be that kinda blog lmao. we were all just gonna be out here dealin with that at our own pace#anyways uh! they! u know all the lore for the designs already I put em in tags. but otherwise this also collects like the#color keys kind of for these. mostly the things that change between designs#doing this did make me realise half of these are a Lot more consistent in color keys than the other half lol#like kristen's palette stays pretty much the same. and fabian's. the hit's mostly in the construction#a lot of this is overall like an exercise in remembering what high schoolers would actually wear and how to work in Costume pieces#on this point at least I straight up have No relevant recollection lmao all the basic education establishments I went to have uniforms#and outside of school I was. well kind of a shorts and tee guy. so#on that topic I feel like fabian's is the furthest stretch lmao. like if a guy in high school wears the same bright yellow raincoat#to school every day that's like. people would Not like that guy. fabian really is saved by being cute and a rogue#he will still have stans when he's deep in his fishing arc in junior year he's the manic pixie dream bf#anyways uh. things to do! stuff to get done. sleep first tho. have a good night lads#I have not caught new nsbu yet! seems I mostly catch them like two to three days late nowadays.#so please uhh. don't reply on my posts with nsbu spoilers? we are all excited and having fun but that's rude#ok thank u. signing off for the day have a good night#!!
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holding hands platonically. reblog if you agree
#when I was like a freshman in high school I had one friend at church who was super tactile and extroverted#and she would come sit next to me and hold my hand at church sometimes#she eventually moved to a different church and we were never super close to begin with - just proximity friends#but I remember that bc it was really nice to hold someone's hand#sometimes I do it with my sister or my cousins or occasionally gurt#but I think we should normalize platonic hand holding yknow?? like everyone should know about this it's GREAT#Lu rambles#<3#platonic posting
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my HOH brother recently gave me a name sign, and i just keep thinking about what a cool concept they are. like. in ASL your name is so much more personal, so much more specific to you than in most spoken languages. it's not something you choose, it's given to you, based on something the Deaf person associates with you. i wonder why that came about. i wonder why names are so much less meaningful in english.
#he'd given me one when we were kids#but hes only recently wanted to get back in touch with the Deaf community and wanted to give me a new one#also the one from when we were kids was based on the wrong initials lol. transed.#ugh i really need to relearn asl i dont remember anything useful from high school rip
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Rummaging around my house and i got jumpscared
#snap chats#HAPPY PRIDE MONTH I GUESS VJLKEJVLEKAVEAJ#no this is actually so funny theres a funny backstory to this dvd#after i watched first class the first time like. almost exactly a year ago now wow just give it like two or so more months#my brother was telling me a story about how he won a copy of the movie from his comic book club-#-same club held by my old high school comic class teacher mind you lol-#and they were having a little contest where you were supposed to draw what its like going to school at the x mansion#and they were doing this while watching the movie. naturally cause my siblings and i are So Great And Epic he won#and got the dvd as a surprise. it has never been opened JVLEVJELAKVJE#the comic he drew i actually remember seeing it was pretty cool- he made like. five cubes and drew the panels on those and stacked them#i dont remember the specifics of the comic but i remember deadpool was there... my bro loved deadpool in high school#but yeah anyway my brother told me this and i was like 'well ive rummaged around this house a million times ive never seen it'#so eventually my brother just conceded maybe he misremembered and got the man of steel-#-a dvd we. ALSO have for some reason- but lo and behold..... while i was rummaging around for one of my copies of twilight princess...#LIKE I HAD LOOKED IN THAT CABINET SO MANY TIMES ig cause i didnt care about xmen until last year i just ignored it#god when was my brother in high school. and i do math. this mustve been at least.... 14? years ago?? Long While Ago. insane...#life's so funny. anyway now this dvd goes on the comics shelf never to be opened#kinda funny my brother and i both won live-action dvds from contests: i won dragon ball evolution from getting 3rd in a fighterz tourney#not. the best prize vJELRKVJEAKJ but hey its really funny to look at on my shelf so. i still win.#anyways thats enough reminiscing i just thought it was funny that after all this time ive had this thing in my house JVLKEJEKLAJ#coulda watched it anytime and the trajectory of my life coulda shifted way sooner JEGLKEKJ imagine... wild..#i havent even watched first class since i think september/october.. could be funny to rewatch...#maybe if i can haggle an irl friend to watch it with me sure <- neither of them will watch it with me#ok ima go finish up some comics i started finishing up yesterday ill see yall in a few hours byyyyeee !!!!
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I was just, very randomly, hit with a memory from my first week of English class. The absolutely unhinged concept of making your students pick names in the foreign language you teach.
That's a weird practice to me, period. I do not wish to play pretend with you. I do not wish to change my name for you.
But to do that to a room of 33 bright-eyed fifth graders during their first week of high school?
I knew three (3) of these kids from elementary school and one (1) from kindergarten. All others were total strangers to me.
I don't know these kids' real names yet and you want me to remember a second, additional name for each of them?
They really looked at fifth graders and asked "How do we make meeting 30+ new kids and learning their names as hard as possible?" and they came up with an answer for it, huh.
Why would you make me, a person who struggles with faces and names, suffer like that.
#things that make you go 'man I do NOT miss school'#High School#like my guy we are NOT a class yet these are NOT my friends yet we do NOT have bonds#you can throw 'make up and learn new names for everyone' at me when I know them when this is My Class#this was NOT my class yet these were STRANGERS and my brain was SCRAMBLING to remember their REAL names#and you had me call this boy Tom and that girl Jane why are you doing this to me that's not their NAMES
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read a very poetic post asking why doesn't christian imagery focus on the inherent horror of giving birth in a barn and virgin mary's hands coming away sticky with blood etc and i am focusing all my powers to not be pedantic directly at this person because i learnt about this in art history!!!!!!! i may be raised atheist in a mostly atheist culture, but it turns out western art history consists of 75% weird facts about medieval christianity. i even remember some of them!!!!
from what i can remember literally every single detail of any event in christian canon has been up for thorough debates, especially stuff like "how DID jesus get conceived?" "how DID mary give birth??" and usually there was some person receiving a vision from god who goes to tell the pope about it and becomes a saint as thanks. jesus got conceived like light shining through a window. he was born by simply appearing when mary raised her arms. thus mary remains a virgin three times over (she was a virgin before, during, and after the birth). what does this have to do with art history?? The Symbolisms. there's paintings of a single ray of light shining through a window and onto mary. baby jesus is always perfectly clean despite having just been born in a barn. holy mary wears her blue robes with three star pins, symbolizing her triple virginity. at least that was the symbolism for this particular strain of christianity at a particular time, i'm sure the agreement on what happened changed or split over time and place - it's not like there's a zillion different types of christianities out there with different takes hahaha
#in high school my class did a christmas play which was a very old traditional one#and i remember we all laughed at the birth of jesus just being mary raising her arms and BAM there's a baby#later when we learnt about this at uni i was like HEY WAIT A MINUTE. THAT WAS CANON??????#other things we learnt is that at some point to make sure jesus was extra extra special and pure#virgin mary was also the result of a virgin birth#and sometimes even her mother was born from a virgin. for EXTRA PURITY#also virgins were always depicted as very youthful which is why she always looks so very young in paintings#and sculptures like the pieta.#80% of what i know about christianity is from art history class oops.#you can probably see why i enjoy pentiment so much#i remember my first big art history exam i was asked what the stabbing of the bread symbolizes. i wish i remembered.#i remember a bread getting stabbed. symbolism gets so weird and fun
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When I was in the final year of primary school, we, (ages 10-11) due to some government initiative (reading hour? I can’t remember), were given several paragraphs from the beginning of Bleak House to read. I hated it. It was fog. It was just foggy everywhere. Fog here, fog there, fog up your ass. I was 10. I was a very proficient reader. But Jesus Christ several paragraphs about fog without any discussion or context made me hate Dickens. ‘It shows you how oppressive the fog is!’ It sure did. It was indeed very oppressive to read. Why would I want to? There was no plot, no characters were introduced. It was just fog.
I absolutely fucking refused to read any Dickens again until I was in my final undergrad year (then I read A Tale of Two Cities, and the Mystery Of Edwin Drood). Anyway, having gone back and read it now I still have 100% sympathy with 10 year old me for finding it boring af. Like. They gave us the ‘set the atmosphere’ paragraph but without the actual payoff of what it was being set for (though I’m certain we wouldn’t have been able to follow what the fuck was being described in the court case).
#see also that time our Year three teacher#(so: ages 7–8)#decided to study Macbeth with us#part of which involved an animation film version of the play#and the only part of it that stuck in my brain was the final shot of Macbeth’s bloody decapitated head on a spike#In my own time I was burning through kids horror novels.#but it made me fucking hate Macbeth.#(studied it again when we were like 14? I can’t remember what year of high school. we did a new Shakespeare play every year.)#and it was fine then#I admire my teacher’s effort to introduce kids to Shakespeare#but like. outside of the Witches I don’t remember understanding what was being said/happening#anyway. my mom did Midsummer Night’s dream with her kids when they were in year 6#and that seemed to go down really well.#still haven’t read Bleak House#though I admit reading those paragraphs the other day did kinda tempt me.#maybe.#a little bit.
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GYAAHHH people are reblogging ANCIENT art of mine
#mei talks#😭💀✌️ we don’t speak of Roosterteeth here any longer but#I genuinely do miss being in the RvB community! the people there were so so kind to me#I was something like 13 or 14 and still finding my legs art wise! I grew up in the community surrounded by people who#really poured their hearts and souls into their stuff and were sooo so kind to me#the art and writing communities were super tight and I actually am still in touch with many of them#including the man the myth the legend jason weight o7 you could have saved RvB if they kept you on for s18 king#like I still remember the day saltsanford sent me like. a 4 ask long text wall screaming about my lyric comic while I was in line at ax#nearly fainted#ahh my lyric comic….I still have it up on ur channel. before my dad passed away he would always show me when it hit a new milestone in view#old art is always kind of embarsssing and tbh I think my interpretations of the characters made me well known much more than my art skill#but after high school my life kind of. fell apart in a lot of ways. dad dying was def a part of that 💀 and I think I found orv exactly at#the time I needed it. but looking back at my old RvB stuff is kind of like#a little time capsule ig. I was happier then but I’ve grown up a lot too
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#tag talk#ayn rand really loves to go off about how charity and alms are bad and terrible. but once again. altruism is just an emotional exchange.#if helping someone for free makes me feel good then I'm literally benefiting from it.#giving that dude six bucks for his pharmacy copay made me feel good. it wasn't charity of obligation it was my own “rational” choice.#she seems to not understand the concept of people deriving pleasure from kindness. and so she writes it off as irrational and dumb.#please miss rand why are you so blind to such a fundamental truth about how humans operate on a fundamental basis.#this is shit I struggled to understand when I was little. so I feel a certain kinship to her ideology. it's a familiar struggle against#against this confusing idea that other people engage in social interplay that you are blind to and excluded from.#I remember verbalizing to my brother in high school that he would have to talk straight with me not play word games because i don't get it#ironically enough he's autistic about social interaction and communication like I am but in a wildly different way from me.#he loves the game of social jockeying and subtle innuendo and dancing around a topic and playing with it.#whereas I'm very bad at that and love approaching everything head-on and restating everything ten times to avoid misconstruing anything.#it's funny that in this world where she valorizes the noble autist she includes absolutely no history or politics autists.#she makes this claim that there are noble moral people who stand by their total refusal to play the political game.#and then there are stupid lazy immoral people who's only means of gaining anything is to manufacture political power over the capitalists#and anyone who engages in activity that she personally does not understand or condone is automatically degenerate and immoral.#so we arrive at the natural conclusion that to give a man something he has not earned is inherently evil and vile#ignore the fact that the noble capitalists are constantly giving each other favors and investments that they haven't yet “earned”#she's just. she's so excessively binary in her worldview and immediately condemns anyone who dares to diverge from it whatsoever.#so far the two people who were taken in by the falsehoods of the “bad philosophy�� both repent and then immediately proceed to die.#because ayn rand seemingly can't accept the nuance of someone being allowed to change their mind about something without being killed for it#ugh she's so frustrating I want to travel back in time and hit her with a wrench
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just had the most awkward interaction at starbucks ohmygod
#txt#so the guy that took my order was actually someone i knew from high school#and he used to be such a good and close friend of mine but then a mutual friend told me that he kinda liked me#and tbh i was never sure if i liked him or not (i'm so bad at distinguishing between friends and crushes)#but omg i haven't seen him in like. four years i guess. and when it was my turn to order de stared at each other for two full minutes#then i laughed and FIRST THING I SAID WAS 'u remember my mame right' and he was like 'of course'#DUDE IVE NO IDEA WHY I SAID THAT LMAO I SHOULDNT HAVE SAID THAT#anyway we were both so tense and i ordered but i was nervous and i started sweating#and then i think he started sweating too bc he behan to fan himself w his hands#AND I SAID 'its too hot these days huh?' and he laughed nervously like 'yeah'#DUDE. WE HAD THE FUCKING AC ABOVE US. IT WAS NOT HOT INSIDE THE STARBUCKS LMAO#anyway. yeah. it was so weird and unexpected to see him there#and i've no idea how to feel about this
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was at a used bookstore yesterday and found bmc... i didn't get it bc i’m not 15 anymore but wow what a throwback
#i will defend bmc until my dying breath#i remember bestie gaybugcentral actually read the book when we were in high school#idr what their opinion on it was tho 😅#rambles#be more chill
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i love technology. google translate isnt the best but when u need to talk to someone that only speaks a language u don't know it's very useful.
#delivery guy dropped off our new fridge and i had questions bc we were supposed to get a dishwasher too but there were issues with it so we#gotta get a different one#but we just stood in the driveway typing out a conversation and having the translator app convey the more difficult things we could with#what little knowledge of each other's languages that we had#i also used it a few years ago to talk to this lady who needed directions but only knew portuguese and when i whipped out google translate#to help my dad was like holy shit why didn't i think of doing that before#it's also a personal failing that i dont know spanish i started learning in high school but wasnt that interested because i already knew#another language beside english at that point from self study and i was super self conscious about not being able to pronounce certain#sounds to make words sound correct but i learned after hs that it's because my tongue is literally tied#and it's literally the worst tongue tie multiple doctors have ever seen but im also too broke to get the minor surgery to fix it#its also the failure of my grandpa though for refusing to learn spanish from his parents my dad and his siblings know some spanish but its#all cursing and how to insult people and how to count to 10#which is also most of the spanish i know#i need to start studying languages again i was conversational in swedish but ive let it slip because the only other person i know that also#spoke it stopped talking to me and i still know enough korean to get by because ive been immersed in kpop for so many years but i forgot the#alphabet bc i haven't seriously studied korean since i was 17#i only got to use that korean once and i didn't even get to speak it bc i heard an incredibly juicy but personal conversation between this#girl her sisters her grandmother and her mom about her cheating ex bf and i know granny knew i understood she saw me cover a laugh when she#called the dude a small dick perverted player#she smiled at me and i smiled back when the others weren't paying attention#she was also watching a drama on her phone i can't remember which one it was now bc its been almost 3 years atp
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I genuinely dont know how i know so much spanish actually like i joke a lot about not knowing how to speak spanish but i honestly have no idea where the amount i know comes from
#like yes i am from spain but being from somewhere doesnt teach you that language#you have to spend around 30% of your childhood around a language to learn it natively or smth#i literally did not have that or even close with spanish like#1. at home my family has never spoken a word in spanish to me and rarely to other people only when they dont understand catalan#and i dont think that was different when i was a kid though i dont remember so definitely didnt learn from there#2. at school i always spoke catalan and like except 2 ppl who used spanish between them everyone just talked in catalan in my class idk#and all classes were always in catalan except like. 3h a week spanish class?#so yeah also didnt come from school#3. all the cartoons we watched were pirated and we had them in a disk or smth. we had catalan and english versions#like the rule was if youve watched them before now you watch them in english i literally have been around more english than spanish what#and idk i think my parents told me that once in kindergarten i had a teacher who mostly spoke spanish?#but like i cant just know spanish from that right? RIGHT?#like i actually think my spanish level is super high given the circumstances its just. that im from and live in spain.#anyways yeah fuck spanish who knows how i learnt it and yeah visca catalunya i visca el catala#mine#random
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I wish I can do journaling but the fact that it costs Money </3
#💭#I still vividly remember when my old high school best friend showed their journal books to me and they were thicckkkk like wow#I didn’t get to see much - of course - but I remember catching a map and sticker notes and few photos#and I thought they did them so pretty and I wished I could do that as well#we have ongoing amnesia so everything in everyday eventually becomes a blur or void to us unfortunately#and we want + need to be more in tune with ourselves and our life more so journaling would be nice#and yeah there’s a thing with doing journals on digital but#I imagine it’s more personal and special doing it with your own hands and actual physical items and whatnot#maybe on my birthday we’ll start journaling but we shall see
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