#I’m just v v confused
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Just got told by a fellow worshipper of anpu (irl) that I’m practicing “gem favouritism” and that “rewarding” gemstones and items that have served their spiritual purpose by putting them on my alter to recharge is “a bad thing” and an “imbalance of ma’at”. My brother in ra we both have crystals on our alters, the only difference is I don’t have necklaces to hold them and instead have to put them in my pocket whilst going outside and immediately put them back on the alter when I can sense their energy is low 💀
#si0 rambles#wow crazy I know me??? religious??? sorry followers for whiplashing you with this#kemetism#kemetic#I’m just v v confused#anpu#Anubis#crystals#paganism#paganblr#pagan kemetic
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❗️NEWGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSAN-
#glass animals#honestly i wore out dreamland sm my brain took a lonnng break from expecting anything from them?? idk i’m just huh????#like….. when i say wore out#i cannot describe how much i listened to it#i usually have some vague idea even if it’s a ridiculous number#like 52 times in a month for an album or something (has happened)#i cannot recall w this#gonna say bc 2020 & they were Literally the last band i saw live. next morning everyone found out about everything annd lockdown. no joke#so it was big dreamland time when it dropped and revisiting their past albums when i broke out of its spell lmao#(pretty sure before that like january was when i listened to déjà vu 100+ times in a row tho so oop. it was a tough day lol)#anyway seeing this aww man. i really have had this band with me for a long long time. 🥹 i remember hearing gooey on the radio one night#driving home from work late @ night in 2014. the drive was so short i couldn’t be arsed to fish out my ipod & plug it in#sometimes so just popped on a good station i had preset. started the car and heard this *voice* and i was like who????#had to check the station bc it was an alt station and i thought i had it on another one which was fine i was just v confused#it was in the middle of the song & i was immediately anxious to know the name hoping i’d hear it & it wouldn't just flow into the next song#then the dj would pile the names together after x number of songs played bc i was tiired (but woulda stayed in the car ngl). got lucky &#ran inside to find it then yelled at my roommate the next day that she HAD to listen to it during a smoke session after work#(i was right & it blew her miiind)#god. what a fucking time. what a fucking band. idk what the disc horse is surrounding them now since they blew up via tiktok#i’m sure people are v quick to say they’re overrated bc of that but idk & i’m glad i don’t know. they’ll always be this#highly inventive incredible band i stumbled upon for the perfect night drive home after a long long shift#a band that came back from a Horrible accident that should have ended 1 of their lives & somehow didn’t & should have ended them#as a band (like still cannot believe Joe was drumming in 2020 & i saw it with my own eyes like how tf???!?)#a band deserving of all of its successes. glass animals forever
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After 1 and a half years I finally made new journey friend!!! :D
God I’ve been wanting to do another for so long but adhd meds can’t stop the fact that college eats up all my time and energy 🙃
It also doesn’t help that I wanted one based on my favorite concept guy so I needed to heavily modify the existing pattern >u>;;
I do not know how they ended up taller than the other three…
#if you want the pattern for the tall one I just made…#I’m so sorry to say I completely scuffed it#and to redo it measure it and scan it#isn’t going to be something I can do until summer at the earliest#I only got to do this one because I have spring break right now and rushed so bad#also still confused how they ended up taller…#I traced out the body piece I used for the others???#anyway! friend! :D#journey#journey game#thatgamecompany#my art :v
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cute chubby pro hero/ua teacher x lovesick hawks but 1-a is so insanely against it they throw food at him when he tries to flirt with her <33
#‘hey mama-‘ and tokoyami just launches a handful of nuts at him#‘so are you free to-‘ katsuki is suddenly so fucking confused in his best subject and needs DIRE help#he tried to suave her up and iida trips him#HAHAHAHA#kabedon but she’s a whole foot taller and izuku is now making passive aggressive jokes abt the hero’s heimgeht#heignt?? sure#even better if the other pros find it hilarious and don’t help at all#‘ENDEAVOR IM BEING BULLIED BY CHILDREN.’#‘…hahaHAHAHAHA’#i love it#i’m so fucking smart guys#.v speaks#.venus updated!#..mha#..hawks
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so i realized that i’ve never shared any of my ocs on this blog before and i started playing ffxiv last night soooo might as well show my new baby!!! 💕 love her sm 🥰
#*ocs#oc: nessa#i decided to start playing last night after spending literal hours on other games sooo i was v sleep deprived#so like she’s got some things i don’t like (her last name i hate it now idk why i let the generator just decide 😭)#but anyways! i still love her sm already! …even though i’ve not been this confused over a game since trying wow in middle school#and now that i just found out about photomode 😅#i’m gonna be taking so many pictures of my floofy tailed girl when i can get on the computer tomorrow!#if you couldn’t tell i’ve been hyperfixating on ff lately
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Watching shippers duke it out when I’ve already accepted that all the pairings exist but in a poly state
#look man it’s not neuvifuri or wriollette#Neuvi has 2 hands and it’s not wriollette v clorivia v whatever the ship name for clorinde and Wrio is - it’s just super poly#it’s like the X is my bf/gf and Y is their bf/gf but it just keeps going lol#you have the oddballs on the end of the list like navia who’s just ok my gf likes this guy so I’m cool with it too#you have the bi’s like Wrio and clor who are super chill#Furina gets tea from Wrio all the time and is mildly confused but nonetheless Neuvi likes him and tea goes well with cake#wriolette
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Can’t wait for my drivers license to arrive so I can be driving legally again for the first time in 1.5 years!
#for legal reasons this is a joke#SO THIS IS WHATS UP#as a youngin#a young adult one might say#I was starting to learn that some systems are bullshit when I’d previously been a pretty big rule-follower#my mom showing me how to navigate the healthcare system a bit/showing me how student loans legit have practices to confuse and fuck us over#also im really bad at getting things in on time (this is an important fact)#so when I see that my drivers license is abt to expire. I’m like ‘Oup gotta get that done!’ then promptly forget abt it#next time I remember it’s 3 months expired.#I check the date and realize that wait! in a year imma be turning 21 and just one yr after that Real ID’s will become mandatory (im p sure)#so I decide to push off renewing my license! I think that the whole process will b annoying asf bc I’ve only dealt with the DMV in-person#and it SUCKED and took forever. I’m thinking that if I renew my drivers license right on/after my 21st birthday I can knock out two birds#with one stone: I can get it as a Real ID and I can get an updated picture that’s flipped sideways so getting age-checked is faster#little do i know: it’s v much illegal to be driving around with an expired license!#I drive around for a year (over a year? I don’t remember when I first realized it was expired) j having fun#then one month b4 my 21st birthday I get into an abroad study thing and have to get my passport. which I realize is also expired. and#realize that to renew my passport I have to have a valid drivers license. At this point I also realize how fucked I could be if I get pulled#over with my expired license. so I check out the process for DL renewal and rejoice! it’s online!#AND THANK FUCK I CHECKED THEN. bc if I had waited LITERALLY two more days I would not have been able to renew online and would’ve had to go#in-person. and there were no in-person appointments until after my 21st. and I learned in this process abt the fines my state applies when u#renew a DL late and ALSO that u have to entirely retake the test/redo all the paperwork shit if it’s expired for too long. I would’ve had to#retake the test n everything if I’d gone past my bday. I was also in another state for college. idk how incoherent these ramblings are but#basically I would’ve been Ultra Fucked. anyways! got that figured out#renewed the DL and had it sent to my home. then da house floods and crime goes up in the neighborhood and my DL ends up either being lost#Or tossed (with other flood-damaged things) or stolen.#I don’t realize this for 4 months bc I am silly. also in college out-of-state. also other reasons.#finally got around to calling DMV and telling them that my DL never arrived… 6 months after I renewed it!#and they were v sweet and are resending me my DL for free. so in the next few weeks I shall finally b driving legally again#!!!! the end#mypost
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to this day i’m still confused what ppl learn abt in geometry. like why is that seperate from the other stuff in maths. like i swear im trying to imagine what’d be in it. triangles??
this is coming from someone who is doing degree level maths. plz help a poor soul who’s secondary school education system didn’t have these divisions
#wiggles overshares#mathematics#i’m so confused#like we probably did geometry in gcse and stuff but it was never ‘we’re doing geometry today!’#do u learn abt interior and exterior angles??? like how long do u spend on it for seemingly every one to reference it#also that and trig. why are we differentiating (lol) it from just. idk. general maths stuff#i am probably being v stupid here plz help
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Things to make me lie down and contemplate everything. 400 ppl liking my writing enough that they want a notification when there’s something new
#one person in the comments of last sunrise also said I was their favorite renkaza writer#I. I. LIKE MAN I DUNNO#I am literally always under the assumption that people like. tolerate my creator endeavors#like maybe they’re not bad but they’re not GOOD and they’re kind of mildly annoying to everyone around me#(we can thank my family for mercilessly mocking every interest I ever had as a kid for that one)#I have had ONE person irl who has always responded v positively and passionately when I talk about my projects#(hiiiiii Lee ily for this)#and it’s like. oh. oh wow. this kinda stuff is always like whiplash to me because of it#it shocks me when ppl comment or oh my god when they ask me QUESTIONS about fics#like they WANT me to talk more about them#I’m too anxiety ridden to really even talk about them on MY dumb tumblr account cuz I worry about being annoying#because me being excited about working on something = annoying in my brain#(and like it’s never anyone else I see literally ANY other person posting about their art or ideas or processes and I’m like OMG AWESOME)#(it’s literally just me that this applies to 😭😭😭)#so yeah. ppl ask about fics. people say they’re excited about them. ppl even say they THOUGHT about them#and it baffles and confuses me and blows my mind#anyways. the point is. Ty ily I can’t believe you all like anything I made#but I’m trying to get better about getting over this mindset#and seeing physical proof in numbers that it really is ridiculous definitely helps#kaz rambles
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i dont understand music genres and at this point im too afraid to ask
#*deep space noises*#they cross over so much#which apart from confusion generally isnt an issue#apart from ppl being snobby#or#until you get into music based subcultures where many members get Very specific#abt what does and does not count#like the cure is a goth band but the cure also apparently hates being labelled as a gothic rock band#and friday i’m in love in relation to that is not something i would ever associate with goth#ppl also apparently argue if green day is punk a lot#honestly it seems like as soon as pop is brought into the mix ppl get v squirmy#which IN ITSELF is a hugely confusing ‘category’#it just means popular music#if a punk song becomes popular is it no longer punk??#queen is rock but arent they also pop given how popular they were and continue to be?#idk man ppl get so mad abt genre stuff and im just like. i like this song :)
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ik we’re all (rightfully) freaking out abt calder n jaina but damn everything with sol n swag like. the brad/bron thing. them sharing memories with that fungal/clone connection thing. the yarn bracelet. it all got to me
#alli says shit#ba2mia spoilers#naddpod#i’m actually not normal abt clone stuff actually. in an unsurprising move#n by not normal i mean in an emotionally unstable way#also i will not lie. i am thinkin abt the zaris even if they ain’t clones#it’s just. the shared experiences n seeing where u might be in a different life#i also just love the confusing parent-child/brothers thing#v fun n jarring (in a good way)#the scene where sol asks swag if they’re hot did kill me tho
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Downloading Hyrule Warriors was a major mistake holy fucking migraine
#slimer.post#that was a waste of 60 bucks cuz I cannot play#I’m hoping this doesn’t appear in any main tags or something but fuck man#can’t play one of the three first characters you get#bc every time she finishes a combo she jumps up and for some reason w that and the other effects#it causes my head to just. hurt worst.#I also just find everything very confusing? which is like fine. ik I’m confused easily when I have to kinda multitask but fuck man#between all that and the fact my game is v much lagging; imma just watch the cienamtics or something#maybe my damn head won’t hurt so bad there ;;
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*Gently hands you this and walks away*
#v’s art#• character: rei miyazaki#Please treat him like a delicate porcelain doll.#He is my wife. Don’t hurt him.#Btw this made me realize my style changed a bit?? and now I’m not confused why my character sprites are difficult to finish#I’m not reworking them though just for a slight improvement. f that#Anyway Rei#<3
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nano day 6
total count: 2756; 2212!!! towards main wip, 544 towards fic
finished scene 4!!! Wasn’t expecting that esp bc I was extremely reluctant to write it. It started off strong, then got away from me for a bit, but I think I wrapped it up okay ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I’m just happy I broke 2k today, it feels extremely rewarding B-)
was hoping to get more fic writing done today but alas… maybe tomorrow
#if I ever break 5k in a day I would be SO happy#maybe this weekend#but I’d def try to do it throughout the day and not just one sitting#I would lose focus so bad#currently drowning out the self doubt that accompanies this current fic with the adrenaline of completing a scene from cryptids wip 👍#man my mc is so fuckin dramatic he was straight up having a mental breakdown while eating chicken and waffles#will this stay will this get deleted??? who knows!!#what a mess lol#but we’re on to scene 5!!!!#if I’m remembering my outline right this scene is v cozy but also starts hinting at the horror aspects of the story#SUPER EXCITED#I have no idea how I’m gonna write it but that’s tomorrow’s problem#also I love just saying things abt this project without giving any context#no one knows what I’m working on i feel so silly and mysterious#giving everyone who reads this the Worst and most confusing impression of this story lol#but don’t ask me what it’s about bc like. I know what it’s abt but I couldn’t tell you#(I’m still workshopping the pitch)#anyway#dahl does nano 23
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why’s it so embarrassing when u start catching feelings for someone aaaaaahhhhhh
#he’s simply a Silly Goofy Guy#not beating the Goofy Bi Guy stereotype lol#I do feel quite silly waitin for his ig notifs since he started dming me tho#unfortunately I do be Experiencing Feelings 😔#but also fun vibes cause it’s been awhile since I Started Talking To someone irl (like not including dating app chats)#not that we’re Talking™. idk if we are. idk. social interactions are confusing lol#maybe we are maybe not ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#we messaged a bit yesterday when he messaged first#then today I sent him a meme & we’ve been messaging for awhile#he’s working on a play & we we’re chatting before the show started & I thought that might’ve been it#but he messaged again after it finished & we’ve been talking a lil while now too :)#he’s rly friendly tho & we were kinda just becoming friends so it could well be just Next Stage Of Friendship#cause it’s not like either of us have said anything flirty or anything. just talkin & joking#plus he’s a few years younger than me- not in a creepy way. both legal adults in college-#I just usually have a weird thing with age gaps over like 2 years because of a personal negative experience#so it would just make me feel better if I don’t initiate anything first#I’ll let him do that if he wants to & then ask if he had any thoughts about the bit of age difference#if anything were to get that far. who’s to say. he’s a v chill platonic friend too if that’s where things go :)#need more funny goofy friends in my life :)#ok I’m done lmao#shroomie rambles#shroomie long tags
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this girl I know has a bridal shower registry with face masks and perfumes on it… is this normal??
#personal#I’m just v confused#like most registries have just… towels#and plates#but this girl… doesn’t even have those…#one set of cutlery then she’s got the estee lauder
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