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Just got told by a fellow worshipper of anpu (irl) that I’m practicing “gem favouritism” and that “rewarding” gemstones and items that have served their spiritual purpose by putting them on my alter to recharge is “a bad thing” and an “imbalance of ma’at”. My brother in ra we both have crystals on our alters, the only difference is I don’t have necklaces to hold them and instead have to put them in my pocket whilst going outside and immediately put them back on the alter when I can sense their energy is low 💀
#si0 rambles#wow crazy I know me??? religious??? sorry followers for whiplashing you with this#kemetism#kemetic#I’m just v v confused#anpu#Anubis#crystals#paganism#paganblr#pagan kemetic
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#linked universe#kinda#loz eow#echoes of wisdom#going with some of the popular ones I’ve seen floating around#wanted to post this early cause I want to see what the consensus is before it gets confusing with people calling him all sorts ghgb#anyway happy 1 week eow#v fun game would reccomend#I’ve seen a few others like abyss but not as commonly as these 4#this is just a bonus poll btw#sorry to anyone who hasn’t played or finished the game#idk if I’d count fanon names as like spoiling anything though?#but like if you don’t want spoilers maybe block the loz eow tag? lmao#personally im partial to silence cause it ties to the same sound based meaning that echo does#I do also like might tho#I think the only popular one I’m not too sold on is rift#I can’t even say why cause of spoilers ghgh#I’m sure people have several other cool name ideas for him I wanna hear
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okay but just thinking about how dark it is that Anthony’s kind of ultimate fantasy isn’t marrying Kate —it’s being married to her sister while lusting after Kate, his honor about to SNAP
#like. where is the love. frankly it isn’t there!!!!!!!!#I know that’s not what the show thinks it’s doing#BUT IT IS WHAT THE SHOW IS DOING#because there is no coherent reason he can’t just stop courting Edwina and marry Kate!!!#like. nothing that makes ACTUAL sense#because the show (book?) is driving so hard at creating a situation where he’s torn apart by forbidden passion#that they are not thinking about creating something that makes reasonable sense#lust IS their goal! and/or the in between space that exists right before lust#and so if you actually examine it coherently it is just confusing cruelty#like him snarling ‘and it is not far eNOUGH’#is actually a) embarrassingly hilarious b) cruel??????????#because it’s like. all about his own desire#the show pretends he is honorable. HE!!! IS !!!!!! NOT!!!!!!#that’s not what honor IS#and because all the stakes are lies/at the very least incoherent it creates something that celebrates something so dark#the end of lust is cruelty!!!!!!!!! and it accidentally shows that#like I’m so sorry I’m still talking about this and I will stop in a second (I just keep repeating myself)!#but his actual goal as a character is never to recognize his love/attraction for Kate and do something sensible about it#to forward his own happiness#the show is so badly written that his goal becomes to stay in the state of being both attracted to Kate and angry at her for it#because that’s what the show runners want to present its viewers#and that is actually SO. DARK.#to say that Darcy would n e v e r is so obvious I almost can’t even say it#it’s not that Bridgerton is just silly it’s that !!!!!!!! it is DARK
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liam payne died???????? this feels so fake??????
#I’m speechless#my lil one direction heart is v sad rn#but my grown up self is just confused#it’s so random???#guys he died falling from a balcony like what 😭#he just have been drunk or smth bc what?????#liam payne#one direction
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Inktober: day 29 - Navigator
My sense of humour is absolute crap
#I’m surprised Jose doesn’t have skills relating to navigation#instead he’s just confused and calms down when using his pocket watches#my execution has sadly been delayed#crazy but it’s my first time drawing Jose with button eyes and yarn hair#identity v#idv#jose baden#idv first officer#inktober 2024
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❗️NEWGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSAN-
#glass animals#honestly i wore out dreamland sm my brain took a lonnng break from expecting anything from them?? idk i’m just huh????#like….. when i say wore out#i cannot describe how much i listened to it#i usually have some vague idea even if it’s a ridiculous number#like 52 times in a month for an album or something (has happened)#i cannot recall w this#gonna say bc 2020 & they were Literally the last band i saw live. next morning everyone found out about everything annd lockdown. no joke#so it was big dreamland time when it dropped and revisiting their past albums when i broke out of its spell lmao#(pretty sure before that like january was when i listened to déjà vu 100+ times in a row tho so oop. it was a tough day lol)#anyway seeing this aww man. i really have had this band with me for a long long time. 🥹 i remember hearing gooey on the radio one night#driving home from work late @ night in 2014. the drive was so short i couldn’t be arsed to fish out my ipod & plug it in#sometimes so just popped on a good station i had preset. started the car and heard this *voice* and i was like who????#had to check the station bc it was an alt station and i thought i had it on another one which was fine i was just v confused#it was in the middle of the song & i was immediately anxious to know the name hoping i’d hear it & it wouldn't just flow into the next song#then the dj would pile the names together after x number of songs played bc i was tiired (but woulda stayed in the car ngl). got lucky &#ran inside to find it then yelled at my roommate the next day that she HAD to listen to it during a smoke session after work#(i was right & it blew her miiind)#god. what a fucking time. what a fucking band. idk what the disc horse is surrounding them now since they blew up via tiktok#i’m sure people are v quick to say they’re overrated bc of that but idk & i’m glad i don’t know. they’ll always be this#highly inventive incredible band i stumbled upon for the perfect night drive home after a long long shift#a band that came back from a Horrible accident that should have ended 1 of their lives & somehow didn’t & should have ended them#as a band (like still cannot believe Joe was drumming in 2020 & i saw it with my own eyes like how tf???!?)#a band deserving of all of its successes. glass animals forever
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After 1 and a half years I finally made new journey friend!!! :D
God I’ve been wanting to do another for so long but adhd meds can’t stop the fact that college eats up all my time and energy 🙃
It also doesn’t help that I wanted one based on my favorite concept guy so I needed to heavily modify the existing pattern >u>;;
I do not know how they ended up taller than the other three…
#if you want the pattern for the tall one I just made…#I’m so sorry to say I completely scuffed it#and to redo it measure it and scan it#isn’t going to be something I can do until summer at the earliest#I only got to do this one because I have spring break right now and rushed so bad#also still confused how they ended up taller…#I traced out the body piece I used for the others???#anyway! friend! :D#journey#journey game#thatgamecompany#my art :v
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Have you met Drayton yet? I guess he’d be like a step-nephew (?) to you but that might not mean you get along
Yeah! I like Drayton a lot. He’s my favorite Indigo Disk character. I have him as my s/i’s sibling in most timelines, since Drayden is more like an adoptive grandfather to my s/i. I just don’t usually talk about him as my s/i’s brother since I ship with him in a universe where they’re not related and have established that way further than the familial relationship AHAHA.
#chat sesh with iris#my s/v inserts are pretty different from the rest of my inserts#even when it comes to backstories#my s/v insert at the blueberry academy! what will he do? /ref#and I don’t wanna make it confusing having to separate ‘WELL THIS IS MY S/I WHERE THEY’RE SIBLINGS AND THIS IS MY S/I WHERE THEY’RE DATING!’#but yeah drayton’s so much fun#I love his character#they really made his main character traits that he’s tired and ambiguously has a learning disorder#I 100%ed my main save (Violet) and even completed all three dexes#sounds like I’m flexing 😭😭😭#but I’m just saying that I battled him in the league club a bunch and I like him a lot
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cute chubby pro hero/ua teacher x lovesick hawks but 1-a is so insanely against it they throw food at him when he tries to flirt with her <33
#‘hey mama-‘ and tokoyami just launches a handful of nuts at him#‘so are you free to-‘ katsuki is suddenly so fucking confused in his best subject and needs DIRE help#he tried to suave her up and iida trips him#HAHAHAHA#kabedon but she’s a whole foot taller and izuku is now making passive aggressive jokes abt the hero’s heimgeht#heignt?? sure#even better if the other pros find it hilarious and don’t help at all#‘ENDEAVOR IM BEING BULLIED BY CHILDREN.’#‘…hahaHAHAHAHA’#i love it#i’m so fucking smart guys#.v speaks#.venus updated!#..mha#..hawks
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so i realized that i’ve never shared any of my ocs on this blog before and i started playing ffxiv last night soooo might as well show my new baby!!! 💕 love her sm 🥰
#*ocs#oc: nessa#i decided to start playing last night after spending literal hours on other games sooo i was v sleep deprived#so like she’s got some things i don’t like (her last name i hate it now idk why i let the generator just decide 😭)#but anyways! i still love her sm already! …even though i’ve not been this confused over a game since trying wow in middle school#and now that i just found out about photomode 😅#i’m gonna be taking so many pictures of my floofy tailed girl when i can get on the computer tomorrow!#if you couldn’t tell i’ve been hyperfixating on ff lately
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losing sleep bc of how people misuse the term "abuser" so frequently... someone who hurts you does not necessarily mean that they are an ABUSER.... i just........ i need people to........................................... sigh
#ooc.#this might be bc i saw someone go on a rant abt how alicent is rhaenyras abuser and it made me lightheaded#with how much i do not agree with that and also like#gestures at the other people in rhaenyras life#i just#is it just me????#am /i/ wrong???????????#if i am thats FINE but i dont think i AM and i think that the way that the populace has grasped onto buzzwords with a vice grip is#something i hate#why am i ranting abt this#anyWAYYYYY#it feels weird to paint alicent in that light for me bc she didn’t ever seem to be in a position of power to be abusing someone?#am i biased? and wrong? if i am i’m sorry it just feels v confusing to me
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Watching shippers duke it out when I’ve already accepted that all the pairings exist but in a poly state
#look man it’s not neuvifuri or wriollette#Neuvi has 2 hands and it’s not wriollette v clorivia v whatever the ship name for clorinde and Wrio is - it’s just super poly#it’s like the X is my bf/gf and Y is their bf/gf but it just keeps going lol#you have the oddballs on the end of the list like navia who’s just ok my gf likes this guy so I’m cool with it too#you have the bi’s like Wrio and clor who are super chill#Furina gets tea from Wrio all the time and is mildly confused but nonetheless Neuvi likes him and tea goes well with cake#wriolette
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Can’t wait for my drivers license to arrive so I can be driving legally again for the first time in 1.5 years!
#for legal reasons this is a joke#SO THIS IS WHATS UP#as a youngin#a young adult one might say#I was starting to learn that some systems are bullshit when I’d previously been a pretty big rule-follower#my mom showing me how to navigate the healthcare system a bit/showing me how student loans legit have practices to confuse and fuck us over#also im really bad at getting things in on time (this is an important fact)#so when I see that my drivers license is abt to expire. I’m like ‘Oup gotta get that done!’ then promptly forget abt it#next time I remember it’s 3 months expired.#I check the date and realize that wait! in a year imma be turning 21 and just one yr after that Real ID’s will become mandatory (im p sure)#so I decide to push off renewing my license! I think that the whole process will b annoying asf bc I’ve only dealt with the DMV in-person#and it SUCKED and took forever. I’m thinking that if I renew my drivers license right on/after my 21st birthday I can knock out two birds#with one stone: I can get it as a Real ID and I can get an updated picture that’s flipped sideways so getting age-checked is faster#little do i know: it’s v much illegal to be driving around with an expired license!#I drive around for a year (over a year? I don’t remember when I first realized it was expired) j having fun#then one month b4 my 21st birthday I get into an abroad study thing and have to get my passport. which I realize is also expired. and#realize that to renew my passport I have to have a valid drivers license. At this point I also realize how fucked I could be if I get pulled#over with my expired license. so I check out the process for DL renewal and rejoice! it’s online!#AND THANK FUCK I CHECKED THEN. bc if I had waited LITERALLY two more days I would not have been able to renew online and would’ve had to go#in-person. and there were no in-person appointments until after my 21st. and I learned in this process abt the fines my state applies when u#renew a DL late and ALSO that u have to entirely retake the test/redo all the paperwork shit if it’s expired for too long. I would’ve had to#retake the test n everything if I’d gone past my bday. I was also in another state for college. idk how incoherent these ramblings are but#basically I would’ve been Ultra Fucked. anyways! got that figured out#renewed the DL and had it sent to my home. then da house floods and crime goes up in the neighborhood and my DL ends up either being lost#Or tossed (with other flood-damaged things) or stolen.#I don’t realize this for 4 months bc I am silly. also in college out-of-state. also other reasons.#finally got around to calling DMV and telling them that my DL never arrived… 6 months after I renewed it!#and they were v sweet and are resending me my DL for free. so in the next few weeks I shall finally b driving legally again#!!!! the end#mypost
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to this day i’m still confused what ppl learn abt in geometry. like why is that seperate from the other stuff in maths. like i swear im trying to imagine what’d be in it. triangles??
this is coming from someone who is doing degree level maths. plz help a poor soul who’s secondary school education system didn’t have these divisions
#wiggles overshares#mathematics#i’m so confused#like we probably did geometry in gcse and stuff but it was never ‘we’re doing geometry today!’#do u learn abt interior and exterior angles??? like how long do u spend on it for seemingly every one to reference it#also that and trig. why are we differentiating (lol) it from just. idk. general maths stuff#i am probably being v stupid here plz help
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Things to make me lie down and contemplate everything. 400 ppl liking my writing enough that they want a notification when there’s something new
#one person in the comments of last sunrise also said I was their favorite renkaza writer#I. I. LIKE MAN I DUNNO#I am literally always under the assumption that people like. tolerate my creator endeavors#like maybe they’re not bad but they’re not GOOD and they’re kind of mildly annoying to everyone around me#(we can thank my family for mercilessly mocking every interest I ever had as a kid for that one)#I have had ONE person irl who has always responded v positively and passionately when I talk about my projects#(hiiiiii Lee ily for this)#and it’s like. oh. oh wow. this kinda stuff is always like whiplash to me because of it#it shocks me when ppl comment or oh my god when they ask me QUESTIONS about fics#like they WANT me to talk more about them#I’m too anxiety ridden to really even talk about them on MY dumb tumblr account cuz I worry about being annoying#because me being excited about working on something = annoying in my brain#(and like it’s never anyone else I see literally ANY other person posting about their art or ideas or processes and I’m like OMG AWESOME)#(it’s literally just me that this applies to 😭😭😭)#so yeah. ppl ask about fics. people say they’re excited about them. ppl even say they THOUGHT about them#and it baffles and confuses me and blows my mind#anyways. the point is. Ty ily I can’t believe you all like anything I made#but I’m trying to get better about getting over this mindset#and seeing physical proof in numbers that it really is ridiculous definitely helps#kaz rambles
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i dont understand music genres and at this point im too afraid to ask
#*deep space noises*#they cross over so much#which apart from confusion generally isnt an issue#apart from ppl being snobby#or#until you get into music based subcultures where many members get Very specific#abt what does and does not count#like the cure is a goth band but the cure also apparently hates being labelled as a gothic rock band#and friday i’m in love in relation to that is not something i would ever associate with goth#ppl also apparently argue if green day is punk a lot#honestly it seems like as soon as pop is brought into the mix ppl get v squirmy#which IN ITSELF is a hugely confusing ‘category’#it just means popular music#if a punk song becomes popular is it no longer punk??#queen is rock but arent they also pop given how popular they were and continue to be?#idk man ppl get so mad abt genre stuff and im just like. i like this song :)
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