#I'm back after 3 months inactive hehe

[mahirogim]

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[italeean]

HI ELLE! CONGRATS ON THE FOLLOWER MILESTONE 💖💖💖

And this event sounds so fun so I had to send in something (no pressure ofc ^-^)

Description: I literally had to go around asking my friends to describe me bc I couldn’t think of much besides that I’m an introvert and pessimistic about myself lmao. So from the intel I’ve gathered: I’m shy, friendly, kind, care a lot about those closest to me, and worry too much about things. My interests are pretty boring, all I do is play videogames (mainly rhythm games nowadays) and watch anime occassionally, although I can get very passionate about them. I don’t have much of a preference to the people I surround myself with, as long as they can handle my more reserved nature and respect my boundaries.

I am a lee leaning switch :3

And I’d like to choose genshin impact as the fandom. I started playing not too long ago and it’s been my new hyperfixation.

With a romantic relationship with a male character!

Oh and my name is Sakura!🌸

I hope I did this correctly kahdjahdjahsh

Have a good day/night‼ And take your time!

Sakuraaa 🥹💕 After months of inactivity, I'm taking back the reins of this event and I'm more than ready to match you up with your special someone hehe ✨️ Thanks for your patience, e spero ti piaccia il mio lavoro 💚🤍❤️ (and I hope you'll enjoy my work) 🍡 *hands you the dango to eat while you read*

🔮 Without further ado, your match is... KAZUHA

🔮 Why did I choose him for you?

1. You say you're pessimistic about yourself, and this little ray of sunshine is the perfect way to bring some light in 2. He's delicate and soft-spoken, which won't make you feel overwhelmed by endless talking 3. He's super perceptive, which means he'll understand how you're feeling without you having to tell him, which can be hard sometimes when you're an introvert 4. If you play rhythm games, he might play a tune with leaves to match the rhythm you're playing in the game! That would be so cute... 5. Even he's usually a ray of sunshine, he can have his bad days, especially when he thinks about Tomo, and you'd be able to support him quietly thanks to your personality and your emotional baggage 6. Kazuha is a generally quiet person, so expect many, MANY successful sneak attacks... and if your sides or ribs are sensitive, you'll be in for a bumpy ride 7. He's the personification of gentleness, so he'd be sure to inquire about your boundaries without you even needing to tell him anything 8. He likes the sound of your laughter even more of the song of the wind between the leaves, so tickling you is one of his favorite ways to "bring some light into your pessimism" 9. I feel like he'd LOVE to blow some air into your ears or pepper kisses on your neck if those spots are sensitive 10. He also does mind a few pokes if he needs to be cheered up... and if you do that to get his attention, he'll get the hint and proceed to tickle you as much as you'd like!

🔮 Tickle scenario

Kazuha couldn't ask for a better morning than this. Azure sky with some fluffy white clouds, the music of nature made by the wind that caresses the leaves, lying on the grass in silence with his eyes closed...

... and you.

You and him had started dating a few months ago. He was the best thing that had ever happened in your life, and he thought the same about you. You two didn't need loud love, your relationship could be compared to a warm, soft cocoon. You expressed your feelings through little gestures and by being there for each other.

Unless you were bored.

Don't get me wrong, Kazuha loved every aspect of you, but when you were bored, you were quite the handful. Little pranks, pokes, silly jokes... you would try everything to distract him, and that's what you wanted in that exact moment.

Calling him was an amazing option, since he was a samurai with an astounding control of all his senses, but where was the fun in that? You surely could do much better, so you got up, making as little noise as possible, and approached him with your hands shaped in claws ready to attack.

His eyes were still closed, perfect. You just needed to attack. 3... 2... 1... Now!

Or so you thought...

As soon as your fingertips came in contact with his ribcage, you felt something gripping your wrists and in a fraction of second, you were on the grass, facing the blue sky and a white-haired guy with an ominous smirk that you had learned to fear.

"Were you trying to wake me up, love?" He asked in a sweet tone mixed with a hint of playfulness, "Alas, your reflexes seem a little sluggish, like a lethargic bear cub." He tsked with no annoyance in his voice, just a little mocking.

"Maybe you're the one who needs a little awakening, aren't you, little cub?"

Before you could make up even the faintest argument to object, his hands started zapping your sides with ruthlessly, relentlessly and with the meticulous precision provided by the knowledge of every single spot that made you squeak, squeal or even snort.

"Ka- wahahahait nooo..!" You begged, but your pleas fell on deaf ears, as the tickle assault only increased in intensity. You attempted to swat his hands away, but that was futile as well. His reflexes were much faster than yours.

"Not good, your reflexes don't show any sign of awakening yet. Such a lazy little cub..." He joked, enjoying the blush that invaded your cheeks because of the nickname, "Do we really need to take extreme measures to make the lazy cub arise?"

Your eyes widened in shock and glee, and your laughter became much more nervous. "No no nohoho w-we dohohon't... we don't need to..! Please we do-" Not even Kazuha's refined lexicon had a term to define the high pitch of your scream, and the samurai knew this was his stop signal.

He raised his hands and helped you sit up while you were gasping for air, using his Anemo vision to create a gentle, refreshing breeze for you.

When you recovered, you looked at him with a gaze that meant war and pronounced the words: "I swear to the Seven Archons, I'll get you back."

Your warmongering glare was met with a smug, playful one. "Come at me then, cub, and show me your awakened reflexes" He chuckled, getting ready for a day full of combat.

[dreamwriter]

Freedom!!!

This is hardly related to my writing journey, but also kinda sorta? Or maybe I just want another topic so I can make a separate post to make up for over a year of inactivity here xD

So I've been reading this book (not gonna name it, but it's a classic) for the past... 2-3 years LMAO. It was part of the reading list for one of my uni classes but I never actually read it back then (hehe). During our move to a new apartment, there was barely anything set up in my room: no computer and no books EXCEPT this novel because it was packed separately with my uni stuff. Boredom and guilt (from never having read the book for class back then) plus the realisation that I could hardly call myself a literature major if I didn't read it made me pick it up.

And thus began a many-year-journey of torture that quite literally killed the reader in me and wiped one of my biggest hobbies right out of my life.

Reading has always been my greatest hobby and I'd always been a bookworm. The librarians at all my schools knew me, and I was rarely ever seen without a novel in my hand between classes. I could spend entire school holidays cooped up in my room reading because that's how much I loved it.

But it is no exaggeration when I say I hated this book so much that it literally made me distance myself from my hobby for years, even after I'd gotten a hold of new books I wanted to read. I told myself I wasn't allowed to read anything else until I finished this one, thinking that it'd be motivation enough for me to finish it quickly, however much I disliked it. But the result was that I just stopped reading altogether.

If I thought about reading, it had to be that book. And since I didn't wanna read that book, then I may as well not read at all. And so days turned to weeks turned to months turned to years, and the girl who adored the world of books all her life barely read more than a few short chapters in 2-3 years because she idiotically locked herself into this miserable spiral.

The book isn't even objectively bad. I'm aware that it's a huge classic. But on a personal level, I just did not enjoy it one bit no matter how hard I tried.

However, over the last two days, I grit my teeth and blasted through the remaining 60% of the book. No, it did not get good later on! xD I still very much disliked every chapter I forced myself to read, but I knew I had to get through it if I wanted to read all the new novels I'd bought during my recent trip back to Australia.

And as of today? I AM FREE. AT LONG LAST.

The relief and joy I felt when I finally closed that book and placed it onto my shelf (forever! D:<)... and the sheer happiness as I immediately reached for a book that I wanted to read.

And with a book that I actually want to read? I'm reading again! I spent the afternoon and evening reading alone in my room, just like old times! I've missed the smell of the paper, the excitement of stepping into a new world, and the momentum of turning a new page ;___;

It really feels like I've resurrected a huge part of what made me who I am. Rediscovering a hobby and rekindling my love for reading has washed away the guilt and sadness I've felt for the past two years every time I said that reading was my hobby but then remembered shamefully that I couldn't even finish a short novel.

But now it's finally over!!!

I've found the reader in me again, and with that, my love for the magical worlds that can only be found within the pages of a novel.

Does this relate to my writing journey? Not really LOL this blog is dreamwriter not dreamreader. But I'm hoping that rediscovering the joys of reading will help me rediscover some of my passion for writing, too.

Anyway, this post is more like a long ramble or a diary entry. But this is significant enough to me that I want to put it somewhere, and what better place to choose than the place where I document my own journey of creating stories that can hopefully also bring joy to fellow bookworms out there? ^^

[solifloris]

Just came back to the fandom(after months of inactivity) just to see the villain

Your sylus fic has pretty much shot itself so deep into my heart that I'm not even mad about it I am absolutely blessed to have read such good yummy food

Infold is really testing everyone's loyalty since y'all are bending over backwards for this bloody man

And y'know what I'm also in the same boat I love him too AHH—

- 🙈

oh my gosh HELLO 😭 I MISSED YOU, FIRST OF ALL; SECOND OF ALL, THIS IS SO SWEET IM ON THE FLOOR 😭 thank youuu i'm happy to provide food hehe <3

and third of all .. loyalty what's that 💔💔💔 HAHSHJANCBSJFJ KIDDING IM STILL XAVIER BIASED I FEEL I CAN NEVER TRULY ESCAPE HIM he drags me back all the time 😭

[maiverie]

Hey!! How are you? Hope you are doing fine. I am kinda new to Tumblr and came across your triage fanfic. I want to say that the way you have written it is absolutely beautiful and emotional. Just two people falling in love and healing each other. Thank you for writing such a beautiful fic. If you don't mind may I ask when will the last chapter come out? No pressure tho. Have a nice day !!

hi anon!!! firstly welcome to tumblr 😭💖 and secondly, your ask literally made me want to come back on tumblr after a week of inactivity because this is SO SO SO NICE of you 😭 i'm so ridiculously happy that you've enjoyed triage so far and the way you just described it is exactly the way i feel about it; they're just two little kids falling in love and healing each other ;-;

thank you so much for reading triage!! and for the time you took to write this message!! as for updates, initially i aimed for something by the end of this month but now that i have an assignment coming up, i'm not sure i can reach that deadline ;-; so perhaps within the next two weeks?? i'm crying i rlly rlly want to update it so i'm gna try my best :( <3 have the best day too!!! hehe appreciate u anon <3

[kyunsies]

Mädch!!!!!!!!!!!

It's been AGES since I've been by!!!! I'm so sorry I've not stopped by in so long 😭

The last month has been.... Bad! I'm just gonna say it! Things have been not great. However!! Things seem to be turning around a little bit ~ yesterday and today were loads better than last week.

I say that, but I also twisted my ankle pretty badly this morning, so now both my sister and I are limping around ajsdhjdg I stayed at work and was able to just sit for most of the day with some ice, so it was okay, but it still hurts :(

I'm so glad you decided to start your title track gif series!! I'm really looking forward to them all 💖💖 seeing you on the dash always feels like seeing an old friend hehe ANYWAY love you lots hope you're doing well!! 💖 Minji 🌟

[ @dkbtho ] hi lovie !!!!! IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME ;____; but as always it’s okay truly !!!! i always hope you are taking care of yourself first and foremost always <3 i’m always here lol

i’m so sorry this month hasn’t been great for you angel noooooo :( honestly i’ve been anxious myself so it hasn’t been the best either !!! but it seems both of us are going to get better for sure 🥺 keep positive okay? you’ll get there <3 i’m glad you had a good day yesterday and today :D ALSO AHHHH OH NO both my sistertuals are limping 😭😭😭 wishing i could nurse both of you back to health ;____; i hope your sister has a good surgery and that your ankle feels better :( remember 20 mins ice on and 20 mins ice off !!

also NCNJDJF thank you !!! i’m glad you’re excited for the series !!! mx has been virtually inactive these past few months after your hhhh so i figured i would show ppl more of my kpop music taste that isn’t mx :) it’s fun so far but it also feels out of place not giffing mx ya know? but aww, you’re so sweet to me love 💗💕💖💓💘💞 PLEASE take care of yourself for me and have a good rest of the week okay !!!!

[bambisgirl]

OMG IT WAS 3 AM FOR ME TOO 😭😭 i slept for 3h im literally a zombie rn <///3

pls me too, I am half-asleep in my online english class :((( I hope you get to sleep soon!

ahhh adina you're too sweet 🥺🤍 it's actually my fault for not getting them like i was clueless (╥﹏╥) i didn't know until last month that you can level up talents like... 😀 i've been casually playing genshin for 8-9 months?? but i've only started being hardcore ab it in january?? & learned all of the stuff then JODDJKS PLS IM EMBARRASSED (im a pro player now tho 😎)

YOU DON'T NEED TO BE EMBARASSED <//3 genshin is all about having fun, not being a pro-player <3 also you're really sweet too! I can't wait to play with you soon haha :)

OOO I SEE I SEE!!! im keeping my guaranteed for ayato so i feel you 😭😭 i've literally wanted xiao since the first time i saw him but also kazuha??? PLSSS I LOVE THEM SM 😭😭 watch me start writing for genshin besides enha too </3

SO YOU'RE GOING TO BE AN AYATO HAVER <3333 I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU! he literally looks so amazing?? his ult is going to be OP, fr. he's practically hydro ganyu <3 and I totally agree with you writing for genshin 'cause that's what I've been doing too on my anime/genshin side acc LMAO, though lately I've been inactive there :(((

THE NON INTENDED CHONGYUN PUN NAUR KKGHKSJSKS??? i was so happy to see you mained keqing too, shes such a nice girl </3 AND PLEASE COR LAPIS IS LITERALLY MY BIGGEST FEAR 😩😩

I'M SORRY OK DJHWAJDGBASDJ. she's the best girl <33 I love her so much that I spent all my money to get her battlepass weapon twice AND her gorgeous skin bcs I couldn't help myself :(( NO COR LAPIS ANYMORE PLS

AHHH im excited about the new tavern event!! it's really cute as i've seen so far 🥺 i haven't had any time to complete it yet but i'll def do it today or tmrw hehehe 🥰🥰 have you completed it yet?? AND I TOTALLY AGREE UGH i swear enkanomyia became my 2nd biggest fear after cor lapis ༼;´༎ຶ ۝ ༎ຶ༽

I finished all the events and I'm just sitting here like- back to my daily grind for artefacts :( but it's so fun! it's actually so cute and the stories are also really interesting! plus I got to see kaeya after such a long while, I missed his flirty/teasing remarks lmao <//3 take your time with completing it though! PLUS, lots of primogems. that's all you need to know <333

I'm probably going to fall asleep now 'cause I'm half-dead, but I will come back to talk to you when I wake up <33 don't forget to also rest when you can please :((

ahhh adina 🥺💗 i actually did sleep a lot hehe, thank god 😭😭 i hope you did too <333

PLEASE YOU'RE THE SWEETEST EVER IM 😭😭 im so so excited for ayato, he rly is hydro ganyu which makes me sooo happy <//3 i didnt get any time to play these days so im definitely going to spend the whole weekend catching up 😌😌 CANT WAIT :D

OMG KEQING'S BATTLEPASS WEAPON?? i should do that do 🥺🥺 i only got the skin like ugh i literally love her so much <///3 she's the prettiest girlie 🥺💗

AHHH KAEYA WAS MY FIRST CRUSH IN GENSHIN 😭😭 i still love him sm, now that you said you met him again im so excited to see him too!! ♡ i really miss him a lot ;; LIKE?? HES SO FLIRTY FOR WHAT?? (not complaining tho)

i hope you rested a lot & that you're taking care of yourself!! 🥺🥺💗💗

[tehohaews]

HIIIII OKAY FIRSTLY IT'S MY BDAY TODAY HFJDKDKSKSK AND I RANDOMLY REMEMBERED THAT U WISHED ME LIKE TWICE TODAY AND WENT :)))))) THANK YOU BESTIEEE AND YESSS IM ALIVE AND IM OKAY!!! WORRIED ABT SOME STUFF BUT ILL FIGURE THEM OUT SOON!!! why am i talking in caps im so sorry fjjfkkkddk BUT the fact that you answered my ask despite being inactive back then bestie I will cry fhdjdkskskkssk

plis I died at the education is my newest hyperfixation fhjdksksksk so true bestie same here but HOW ARE YOU NOWWW

im just gonna tell u how my bday went today cus idk what else to say jfjdkdksls and I think it might? sound distracting for u?

a lot of ppl wished me bestie!!!! i took brownies to school and and 3 ppl made me playlists (2 of which Im too scared to listen to cus things are complicated hfjdksks) and I learnt a lot of surprising things today (ppl told me how they see me and it was a dissociative experience hfjdks idk how to phrase this) and two of my closest friends came over and we talked and laughed after so long and it was so nice :D also a friend made me a handmade card!!!! it was so sweet fjjdkslsls and another friend (one of made here) made me a wallpaper of my fav fictional character and the fact that she took the time to make it hfjdksksksks it's my lockscreen now

anyways bestie this is where I shutup hfjdksks hope this takes your mind off things and GOOD LUCK WITH EVERYTHING!!! you can do this!!!! sending all good things your way!!!

- 🧁 anon:)

This is legit 2 months late 💀💀 im so sorry BUT i did read your ask the day you sent it and really, thank you. All your asks were super nice and made me smile a lot ANDDDD IM FINALLY DONE WITH MY EXAMS SO YAYY 🥳🥳 I still have a shit ton of stuffs to sort out so I'll be mostly ia but anyway 😴 Awww thank you for sharing how you spent your birthday, I'm glad to know you had fun overall 🥺🥺 you deserve to be happy 💖💖 djdksksks did you listen to those playlists omg 💀. I remember my friends baked a rainbow cake for me on my last birthday and i was like YOU IDIOTS KNOW HOW TO BAKE A CAKE?!?!? jdjsks. Ive been spending time with my friends too these days so that's fun hehe. Anywayyy HOW ARE YOU NOW 🥺🥺🥺 I miss you and i wanna know how youre doing. Hopefully fine and having fun 🥺🥺 take care i love youuuuuu my 🧁 bestie 🥺🥺