#I'm boring

[floralcavern]

In my last class period, there was only 3 students in there (me and 2 other guys) and we were chatting and it was really funny because all 3 of us are in COMPLETELY different friend groups and orbits.

We've got:

-Me, quiet girl who usually reads or is on phone, only talks when I'm with my friends, generally unpopular

-Really nice, funny popular guy who's super friendly and outgoing and charismatic

-Class clown who likes disrupting class and breaking rules, is also relatively popular because he's funny

And we were all trying to find something we have in common and the popular guy looks at the 2 of us and goes "We all.. um..." and then he looks straight at me then back at the other guy and says "I literally know nothing about her" and I'm just like: 🧍‍♀️

[brokendarkfairyempressforever]

I HAVE 81 FOLLOWERS

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I love all of you but there are better blogs

BUT THANK YOU I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH

[a-broken-worthless-monster]

I wish I wasn't such a waste of life. I feel as though I'm not just an objective failure at simple things in life but I'm also generally a failure as a person...

I'm an incredibly boring individual, not even good looking enough to warrant such a lack of anything...

I can't even say what I want of life, if pressed for an answer, I'd say I want to stop existing. There's nothing I can do that's good and in regards to simply living, I don't seem able to do the simplest things...

I have an appointment soon, I've basically had zero self care, I eat nothing to little or too much and I generally can't afford anything, sometimes I come alarmingly close to not being to afford my healthcare and basic services.

I'm afraid my finances sometimes barely feel like my own, it's been so so long since I've saved up, anything... which is really bad... it makes me feel a lot of mixed and negative things... to speak on that more invites pain and then some.

I'm horribly lucky and privileged to be able to get by as I am, though simultaneously this household has a tendency to beat you down thanks to its inhabitants being, well, somehow worse people; save for one individual who is now unlucky to share the place again, though I'm thankful they're around to juxtapose the others.

My head is a mess of thoughts that I can't untangle... I don't even get to see my councillor this time for the appointment which is funny because whilst I'm being told they can't do face to face for reasons regarding their office space, I'm to go into the very same building for the second one immediately after?

Not that I'm good at talking about this stuff, I tend to ramble and just go quiet... death seems like a nice alternative to all this and being a failure and burden.

I'm a selfish, ugly, idiotic and boring failure. It's not even self pity or self hatred, it comes from a cold place of disconnect from everything.

[monaisme]

Happy FFWF! What is your writing process like? You can talk about anything from how you prep a story to how you prep your space or anything that comes to mind!

I'm not sure that I have an actual process. The vast majority of my fics have been prompt based and all I do is close my eyes, talk myself through the start of what I hope is an original premise, and then leap. And when all is said and done, it's very seldom that a story ends the way I'd initially planned for it to go. (I guess that makes me a pantser?)

As for prepping my space? I've never really thought of it, though I guess I do prep just a little? I do a general tidy (where do all these blasted papers come from?!), print up a chart for recording my word count because I am motivated by progress and make sure I have some strawberry twizzlers by my laptop and a 6-pack of Pepsi sitting on the floor next to my desk to keep me going.

It's not much... but it's mine.

[unitedstatesofamericaawesome]

what songs r u listening to these days zachary langdon

I've been listening to alot of tyler the creator.. uh.. alex g, steve lacy, mitski, and Mac Demarco

[sexandmagic]

ABAM...Assigned Bug At Mayko

i only associate the name bug with that post about being nice to cringe trans kids. am i bug who is scene

[spaceorphan18]

Do you have a favorite flavor/kind of soup/stew?

I'm not huge on soups if I'm being honest (oops). I will take a really hearty stew though, one that's thicker and has lots of beef and veggies in it.

[tears-on-page-250]

what is your favorite flavor of anything

vanilla

[sporadicparadisewolf]

A teenagers Mike and Will playing the Kiss Challenge at their room in the college when they are boring.

[brujaporfavor]

As someone who never had a problematic relationship, I sure do like Vampire by Olivia Rodrigo.

[sassymajesty]

Well now I gotta know your top five colors

(They can't all be shades of green miss ma'am)

WELL I WASN'T— yeah, i'd have gone for three greens, at least. i tried my hardest not to put grey in there, but it is one of my very favorite colors

[delightful-69]

I don’t think i know what “unhinged” means

[just-me-rin]

ahh i want to be more active but i don't know what i could talk abt, there aren't that much interesting stories in my life xd

and there won't be anyone who reads my posts anyway so idk

i want to follow more active blogs, so if you have any recommendations hmu :D

[zachfoxx121]

I feel like this applies to me 🔥

shoutout to boring queer people who don’t do shit. just go to work or school and then come home to watch shows. while gay

[valeriapryanikova]

catfish

[boasamishipper]

unpopular opinion but i think a ship that's not canon but both halves are canonically insane about each other is infinitely better than a ship that's canon and boring