ah. so aaron deactivated his instagram. and the people that harass him in his comments section and laugh about his abuse to his face are going to act like they're not part of the problem. haha just grandma being evil again, right? because being absolutely horrendous about his life in his comments won't cause him to rely on her further? because we are all so caught up in the joy of having a laugh at his wife that we will do it without thought of the consequences they will have for him personally? because we care more about him as an entertainer than we do about the fact that he's a person? and a victim? right? haha? we're not part of the problem no of course not, it's all because his mean old ugly wife is old and ugly and that's sooo bizarre and we all deserve to fuck him more than her so we can say whatever we want and hurt him when he's vulnerable. can you people be smart about this for two fucking seconds haha fucking PLEASE??? i'm so tired.
the fact that he was even on social media in the first place was a blessing. he's been run off before and of course it happened again. he's talked about how it hurts, he sees that shit guys, and making mean-spirited jokes about his life is not the intervention you think it is. it hurts more than helps. but i'm glad you had fun i guess.
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You mentioning timeloops got me thinking of the idea some people have had about the mc looping back whenever they die in a noble fight, but expanding it to be: everytime the mc dies, they loop back, but so does the other time traveler, Ingo. Who has no idea what's happening or why. Just think about all the times a person can die in their first run of the game! It'd be disorienting to be involved in any kind of time travel shenanigans, but to be along for someone else's ride, without there seeming to be any rhyme or reason to why you're skipping back would be so scary. Especially if no one else seemed to notice the changes and you already had an untrustworthy memory.
Or alternate idea: everytime Ingo dies he loops back to the start of the day, but whenever he does Emmet does too. Pretty sure Emmet could figure out it has something to do with Ingo, but it'd be a scary mystery as to why. He was already worried about Ingo the entire time he was missing, but when he started periodically looping back it got even worse. Could also be combined with some sort of wound or phantom pain transfer; whatever happens to Ingo happens to Emmet. In one way, great, because at least he knows his brother is alive! In many ways, not great, because what the fuuuck
this absolute CALLED SHOT of a plot point in the timeloop fic i can't finish writing whkjwhwjkwh. ok well in that one it's not just "loop back to start of day on death," it's that hisui's trapped in a permanent loop of mmm a little over a week before the world ends, and ingo's the only person conscious of the resetting. it's all very majora's mask. and then over on the other side of the rift, emmet is, yes, ALSO trapped in the loop, and while ingo gets the visual cue of "oops, planet rolled over and died again," emmet has literally. no. fucking. idea. why this is happening, other than that it MUST have something to do with the thing that stole his brother, since that appears to him to be point where it resets to.
imagine how painful it would be to be constantly resetting to the moment just after losing him. trying over and over and over but you're always just a little bit too late. and then on the other side, since the loop starts when ingo arrives, imagine having your entire living memory be a transient and ephemeral thing. the inevitability that every single memory you form will eventually be erased from reality, and you're the only one still carrying it. after the fact of having your entire life stolen once already.
uhhh i got a little distracted oops what were we talking about. OH THAT FIRST IDEA IS ALSO REALLY GOOD. you're right the idea of just being dragged along on someone else's timeloop ride is fuuun. getting to be the passenger, remembering previous iterations but having absolutely no control over it. and especially if this is on top of oop-ingo's dissociative episodes. sometimes he skips a day, and then some other times he makes up for it by doing a day twice. or more than twice sometimes, if the protag's really stuck on a thing. that is actually so fucked up. just no correlation between your personal awareness of time and the actual apparent reality whatsoever.
oouohg and then. fuck now you've got me going. but. i feel like a hallmark of timeloop fics is the target becoming sort of blas茅 about their mortality or like, the experience of pain. because on the one hand, they have infinite retries so it's nbd. on the other hand, because it's so "simple" to try again, they feel like they have a moral obligation to get it right. do it better. good enough is never good enough when you can try again and again and again for perfect. all it costs is a few moments of pain and then you can save that person, shortcut those hours, be faster be smarter know better鈥撀爏o that's the protag's angle. that's what they're living through, being the center of it.
okok now. now imagine they make it to the highlands, or wherever, having had three regions and three nobles to get comfy with this perfectionist ruleset. except, now they're being shepherded around by ingo. and ingo remembers. and crucially they do not yet know that ingo remembers.
i think i'm imagining they ignore ingo's warning about the alpha crobat, bc, look this is the fast way, charge ahead and get killed. and before ingo can even begin to process any of that, like oh fuck or why did you just run in there or oh fuck, did that kid just die鈥攂link. day resets. and obviously, he can't be sure, but he has to think about that connection, like. it was almost the exact same instant, those two things happened. so he's thinking, while they run the day through again. and then this time he's fast enough to snag them before they can run towards the death monster, like ABSOLUTELY NOT, and when he does they go "huh. that's new."
and he's like FUCK DO YOU MEAN, THAT'S NEW???
and then oops! cat's out of the bag! no takesies backsies protag i don't think you're getting out of this one clean. and then ingo has to deal with the sudden information that the source of his torture for the past few months or however long it's been if you're counting undone days or not, is a teenager dying over and over bc god told them to. what's he even supposed to do with that.
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