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#I'm still using 🍬 as my tag because I'm still the same guy but I'm like. more. I don't know how to describe it
thethingything · 2 years
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hmm I could work on art, or I could play video games, or I could work on trying to process whatever the fuck our brain did earlier (merging), and that last one is probably the sensible options but I still feel really weird and I'm not sure I'm up for diving into some potentially messy emotional stuff
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#fusion mention#see the thing is we're aiming for functional multiplicity and we don't intend to fuse deliberately#the idea of fusing kind of freaks us out too much for us to ever actually want to do that#but at the same time we'd kind of accepted that some alters might fuse but we'd never knowingly experienced it#and thinking about it as a hypothetical is a very different thing to actually experiencing it#because like oh okay now I'm all three of these people but I'm one guy#I'm me but I'm also all of them and I have all their thoughts and feelings and memories and that's really weird#I'm still using 🍬 as my tag because I'm still the same guy but I'm like. more. I don't know how to describe it#we're all fictives of the same guy so it's less weird than it could be but even still#we're one guy but sometimes more one or the other but still very much the same person#like how you act different and feel like a different person in different scenarios but it's still you#that but those different forms of being you are the alters that merged together?#I kind of like it? but I also feel really weird because it's fucked up my sense of identity? I don't know how to feel about it#we definitely don't want to merge the whole system but I maybe wouldn't mind merging with more fictives of my source#that's a big maybe. I think at least some of the fragments? if they were cool with it. maybe I'd freak the hell out and hate it#the other two were fragments I think? it'd maybe feel different if they weren't fragments#like if it was Sylvain or Cypress. then again we regularly forget Sylvain is even a fictive#wait shit have I mentioned Cypress being a double before? his name's Seb but he picked Cypress to use on here and it kind of stuck#anyway yeah this is a big mess of thoughts and I'm not really sure what I'm doing ahdjkkjlfkll#vent post
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avatarrecom · 1 year
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Day 5: Daddy/Mommy kink
Pairing: Poly!recoms x Recom!reader (can be read as character x reader)
Word count: 800
A/N: First time writing smut, so it probably sucks lol. I'm using the tag #Kinktober Avatar_Recom for my kinktober stories.
And I'm starting to use the tag #Avatar_Recom writing for all my other writing, so be sure to follow those tags!
I know this is a short one, but since I only decided to participate in kinktober a couple days ago, I didn't have time to prepare. So I'm not sure if I can get out a prompt every day, I'll try of course, but with school and my shitty mental health, I'm not sure I can. I'm sorry and I hope you guys understand.
Also, you might have seen that I put a note in my masterlist that I'm changing the prompts of day 10, knife kink and day 27, anal. I did this because I'm not comfortable with those prompts. I've already chosen 2 other prompts, which will be a surprise. Hope you guys don't mind! I'm sure that if you're waiting for those prompts, there are dozens of other fantastic writers out there!
Now enough rambling from me lol, enjoy this prompt!
Kinktober masterlist
🌍 Recom Miles Quaritch Definitely has a daddy kink. I mean even tho he’s in a 20 year old Recom body, he was still like 52 when he died… and of course an actual daddy lol. He honestly wants you to call him daddy all the time. But especially during sex. He’d refer to himself as daddy while he’s fucking you into oblivion. He totally went feral the first time you called him daddy and has told you to call him that ever since. He’d tilt your chin up so you’re looking at him when he wants to give you a kiss, “can daddy have a kiss, darlin?”
😈 Recom Lyle Wainfleet Every time you call him daddy, he has an instant hardon. The whole time he’s pounding into your pussy, he asks you if daddy is making you feel good. He won’t respond to any other name when you’re having sex. I’m pretty sure that he was about the same age as Quaritch when he died (even if he’s not, just imagine he is), so the fact that he could basically be your father, plays a role too.
🍬 Recom Z-dog After the first time you call her mommy, she refuses to respond to any other name. Both during sex and in public (except when you’re working or in the same room as a CO). Loves the name and loves how obedient you look while you call her that. She goes almost feral hearing you whine mommy while her fingers are buried deep in your pussy or while he’s eating you out like her life depends on it.
🥽 Recom Walker The first time you called her mommy, she paused in shock. After she comes back to her senses, she has the most shit eating grin on her face. She’d say something along the lines of “Yeah? do you need your mommy to fuck you?” She will start referring to you as her good girl. Every time you walk sheepishly into her room asking for mommy to fuck you, she’s dripping within seconds.
😎 Recom Mansk Though he’s very dominant, he doesn't like being called ‘daddy’. He much prefers ‘sir’ when he’s pounding your pretty pussy. It gives him a sense of control over you, especially if you’re a soldier like him.
🧯 Recom Prager Initially he's a bit unsure about how to deal with or how to respond. However, he can't deny that it really turned him on for some reason. You both have a deep conversation about it, where he genuinely wants to understand your needs, expectations, and why it's important to you. You answer each of his questions in great detail. It takes some time for him to find his footing, as he wants to make sure he doesn't say or do anything that might make you uncomfortable. But he eventually gets the hang of it. You unintentionally turned him into a daddy god in bed.
⚕️ Recom Ja He's totally cool with being called daddy. However, he's not the type to call you daddy's girl in response to you calling him daddy, he thinks that’s weird and frankly disgusting. He thinks it sounds like you’re actually his child. But he does enjoy the idea of control or domination he has over you. While he can definitely live without being called daddy, if it's something you're into, he's willing to give it a shot at least once.
🧢 Recom Brown The first time you called him daddy, it flipped some switch in him. Now it’s all he wants to hear. He loves it when you get needy and you beg for your daddy. He adores it when he can discretely slip his hand in your pants in public and he whispers to stay still for daddy and he CERTAINLY LOVES when it slips off your tongue in babbles as he fucks you into the next life. 
📿 Recom Lopez This guy definitely has a thing for being called daddy/papi, I would honestly be shocked if he didn't. I mean, the moment you whispered "daddy/papi please fuck me," during a passionate make-out session, he practically tore your clothes off and pulled you on top of him. He was thrusting into you with such intensity that you had to hold onto his shoulders tightly to avoid being thrown off.
⛓️ Recom Fike The first time it happened, he was the one who unintentionally said it. You had just knelt down and gently placed your lips on the tip of his cock. "Show me what you've got, mama." As soon as the words slipped out, you glanced up at him with curiosity, noticing a slight blush on his cheeks. You smirked, but didn't mention it. Instead, you waited until he let out a particularly loud groan, and then playfully smiled up at him. "Do you enjoy that, daddy?" You asked innocently. You could feel his cock twitch in your hands, confirming what you suspected.
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