#I'm very tired and burned out
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teen wolf meme: [1/5] motifs -> fire
You find the girl wearing that necklace, she's your arsonist. Murderer. Excuse me? Arson happens to property. This girl's a murderer.
#teen wolf#derek haale#peter hale#jordan parrish#isaac lahey#scott mccall#twedit#twgifs#mine#my gifs#twmeme#WERE ONTO MOTIFS EVERYBODY LETSGOOO#first up on the roster is fire obviously#the hale fire literally caused every single event in the show without kate burning it down there'd be no angry peter seeking revenge#who'd then turn scott#and of course fire is then carried through the show as a force of destruction#even more benevolent fires in the show like parrish's hellfire is still seen as a destructive element#but also fire is the only thing capable of curing wolfsbane poisoning#as you can see tho i didn't include any wolfsbane being burned out here but it's still very interesting to look at the somewhat dichotomy#created here#because even when fire is used in a healing way it's still something that causes intense pain for the person#which of course links to the whole pain makes you human of the show#also i'm not really happy with the colouring on all these gifs but i HAD to stop abusing the colour tools in davinci i was going insane#and there's definitely a better quote for this but it's the first one that came to mind and i'm tired so that's what we're going with
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he feels comfortable so he turn big boi
(surprised face)
Girl help, the bots won't stop coming 😭😭
I don't have new things rn so have a few old doodles I haven't posted here
+ 1789 dreamling my beloveds
#dreamling#the sandman#dream of the endless#hob gadling#made thess like 4 months ago lmao#my art#don't worry might do something later#eventually....#i really love to draw dreamling is just i'm kinda burned out rn#not sad actually just very tired 🥱.I finished a course this week but I passed it yaay
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Just a bit of lore relevant vent art (with terrible proportions bc apparently I mess that up horribly when I'm tired ugh. Watch me regret posting this tomorrow. The head size is already driving me mad bc it's too big, and I can feel myself wanting to abort this mission already) of Mourynn just, lying down on top of one of those large elevated Pale Tree roots far above the Grove (and far away from everyone else), and during the time between the early years and before the Personal story. Caithe is gone (Destiny's Edge), Wynne is gone (bc well, y'know...), even Faolain is gone (bc of Caithe in DE), and she's just feeling miserable, lost, and alone.
(Her hair is in between her sapling hair and the Zhaitan hair, so it's grown out a bit bc she's depressed, and she's meant to be in the new outfit she designed, but I'm in the process of redesigning it a bit, so I've made a few tentative changes for now. Her collar is now just an extension of her clavicle leaves which can be put up like a collar, or can be draped down over her shoulders or back)
#gw2#sylvari#artgallery#mourynn#mourynn art#I've just been so tired lately bc of work#also just going a bit stir crazy with the silence (lonely; but alas I unfortunately suck at starting convos bc I have nothing interesting t#talk about and work has been draining my social energy; making it even harder :( (I'd rather burn the social energy with friends yknow?)#it's getting a wee bit better; but I haven't had much time or energy to even game while we're in the midst of our busiest season :(#I miss hanging out and chatting with my buds; but the universe insists on keeping us apart :(#just miss having something to look forward to throughout my day. Been trying to fill it with other things; but the depresso is overriding i#Mostly just been me with my thoughts and that is just bad bc I got so many horrors in there lmao.#I wanna at the very least; draw more or game more to distract from it; but work is sapping all my time and energy from it.#but also it's very quiet on my end and it's kicking my overthinking into overdrive so I#Ive just been fighting with my mind lately lmao#hopefully this will all pass soon so I won't obsessively keep thinking about it loll#lol I'd post this in the servers but it's vent art so it feels a bit weird to do; so it's going straight to home video w/o a theater releas#hopefully once work calms down it'll help#(I have so many long shifts makes me so frustrated bc I hate them and I run out of steam half way through)#other than all that I'm doing fine lol. My brain's always been like this; But I usually only get like this during the winter season#(bc of the holidays making everything quiet and also the SAD) so it feels weird having this exact same feeling happen to me in July lol
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sometimes i fear i am filled with too much rage but then i go online and see. people so dedicated to their anger it is practically their entire existence. are you not tired? do you not feel consumed by it? it's okay to let go. your passion can still be expressed through other feelings as well. flames of emotion do not always have to burn you to ashes. please rest a bit and let them just pleasantly warm you
#i think. people focus too much on their anger at other people for being wrong#rather than love to the people being wronged#alternatively; it is in the place of self preservation. a defense mechanism from the unfairness of life#but you can't run on rage alone. you will burn yourself out#and actively adding fuel to the fire by looking for things that'll make you angrier... aren't you exhausted yet?#if it's a thirst for justice you seek you should still take breaks here and there just to exist#or else what will be the point of achieving it. yknow?#...idk if I'm being coherent i am very tired#and as you can see. failing to suppress the 19th century poet
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#oh you guys#i think i hit academic burn out at peak#i am very NEARLY done with my dissertation but holy shit#i feel so tired. i almost fell asleep yesterday after polishing my bibliography#it's been a lot of work tbh but i'm also rather proud of it#still pls send good luck and wishes i really need it#personal#maria rambles
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Mirror, mirror, on the wall...
Who's the fairest of them all?
#lowkey cringy caption but I thought it was fitting given the context#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original character#who I still haven't figured out a tag system for lmao#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness#alternative title: what a difference half a lifetime can make#summiya at 18/19 vs summiya at 34/35 is like night and day. she barely even looks like herself anymore#or maybe.. she looks more like herself than she ever did? what came before wasn't her. it was an empty porcelain doll devoid of personality#hiding the rotten nature underneath that's been steadily seeping through#and now that she has been thoroughly destroyed her outward appearance finally reflects what she was like inside all along#but just as she manages to convince herself of it. she looks in the mirror and refuses to accept that this is who she really is#where did that gorgeous girl who was so excited for her wedding day go? or the one who lit up upon being showered with compliments?#what happened to them? to her? how did she sink so low?#she was supposed to be better than this... better than her siblings. she was always better than Zaheer and Aiza#but now she's easily the worst of the free. their betrayal doesn't even compare#she deserves death for what she did. she looks at the bruising on her throat and wonders why it wasn't enough#why he didn't press just a little harder. then at least she wouldn't have to live with the shame#how awful of her to wish for that. she is getting what was coming to her. she did all of that for the shame. it is her punishment#she doesn't get the mercy of dying and escaping the consequences of her actions#she is by no means innocent. what's happening now is simply justice being enacted. she's sure of it#she's alone and ruined and miserable. having driven away everyone who could have possibly cared for her. not that anyone did#perhaps it's better that way. maybe then no one else will look at her and realise just how different she looks from her younger self#she wasn't happy back then either but she was content. she was taking the first step towarcs the perfect life she was promised#now that very save perfect life is crashing and burning all around her. perhaps it was inevitable. it was always going to end this way#(sleepy tags so I apologise if they make no sense whatsoever or are just rehashes of stuff I've said before. I'm tired. gonna go to bed now)#oh. before I forget though:#injury tw#bruises tw
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Happy Anniversary to the tweet ever! I think a couple years ago I made a long post about it and ever since it's always been what I look back to whenever it's Prosciutto and I's anniversary. I can't believe it's been three years! I can't wait for three more... six more... nine more!
#I wish I could do something for it but I'm completely tired and burnt out#but my love for Prosciutto still burns very deep anyway#taha talks
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#i know this is just burnout#but i'm so frustrated with my own body like#the first two years of grad school i was taking 2 classes per semester#sometimes working 1-2 jobs at a time#and then sometimes speaking at conferences too#*while* still slowly working on my thesis#(admittedly not getting very far at all in the writing stage)#and it burned me out *so bad*#and now just taking one class and writing my thesis tires me out tremendously#sure i'm actually *writing* it now and making so much more progress#but i'm no longer working. or taking any other classes. i'll probably do more conference stuff later but...how did i do it all???#also i'm so behind in networking like???#where is my energy???#i can barely even do thesis work for my than 3-4 hours at most before i need to stop for the day..and that's on a good day#idk i feel like i make this post multiple times per year and nothing changes health wise lol#sorry i'm just sitting here in this coffee shop and i want to cry lol i feel so tired and unmotivated lol#grad school tag
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kinda burnt out tbh
#not in a 'i've made so much stuff i'm tired' way but more of a 'i have no motivation' way#like i just have no real drive to work on things even if i have ideas just very meh#so i've been using some sets i made before burn out hit while i recharge a bit#it annoys me but it is what it is :/#umbrella.other#umbrella.posts
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OH I"M LIKE. BURNT OUT BURNT OUT
#kind of a vent post but mostly silly so i am gonna tag#vent post#but this is very lighthearted LISUDHALIUSDH#HELP i figured out i'm burnt out 2 days ago but i figured i was just burnt out on drawing Required Art#like my comic and commissions n other owed art#but i just started trying to make a digital painting for myself and my body is screaming at me#the hilarious part of this is that i'm surprised.#'oh i'm only burnt out on owed art :) that's normal and how burn out always works!' girl..........#'ok i've let myself chill for 2 days i'm sure my burn out is cured by now' BESTIE........... PLEASE....#ALRIGHT. FINE. I'LL GIVE MYSELF THE WHOLE WEEK TO GOOF OFF#it sucks and i don't want to do that but oh my god i'm a lil bit a fool to think i can just keep drawing huh ALISUDHALSIUDHASD#this burn out is definitely my own fault so i'm not too upset about it tbh.... like. yeah. i did see this coming a lil bit#i've been making 3 comic pages a week when normally my schedule is 2.5#the extra half a page may not feel like a lot but it's making a huge difference in how long it actually takes to finish pages each week#and i've been so busy and tired the last few weeks i've barely had any time to do anything else#so now i know! 3 pages a week is not sustainable for me! lesson learned :D!#i really thought i could do it and i am pretty bummed i can't but it is what it is. i'm happy i managed as long as i did
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just a little announcement! ♡
lately i feel like i want to take a break and to do something different than what I usually do.. i absolutely love the calm gameplay and family life and this is usually the main thing in my blog but now i have the desire to focus on storytelling for a while and "change the scene".
so now i want to leave the west family for a while and tell a story that’s been off the grid. it will be "extra" about the secondary characters you may have seen before. i’m very excited! the story will be quite short, but it is important enough in the context of what happened in my legacy.
thanks for paying attention to my blog, i really appreciate it!! hope you all have a good day ♡
#i’ve had a very difficult week at work#and i feel burned out and totally tired#so this “change of activity” definitely benefit me!!#i already have a small queue for the next few days and i'm very inspired about it!!
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it's 1am & i stayed up weaving only to finish just a very pathetic scarf. I Did Not Have Enough Yarn (woes of working with handspun;;) (i can't count and i can't do math apparently also)
it's supposed to be a mother's day gift (it was. supposed to be a christmas gift. Didn't happen) so i'll just sleep on it and maybe try and turn it into an infinity scarf tomorrow , it should be long enough for that at least????
#the very first scarf i wove turned out *so well*. trying to chase that high again and i crashed and burned. hElp#i'm so tired also. hopefully sleep will help me feel better about all of this#by god i felt like i was weaving forever like i really felt like i had some good length and#then i ran out of weft so i went through finishing it and unrolling it off the loom i just had to look at it like.#is that really it?? that's all i wove??? god#i need. to get a few more weaving projects under my belt. preferably with not handspun yarn. and yet#the reaosn i spin my own yarn. is because i want to weave with it!!! my hubris will be the end of me
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Somebody pay me a full salary to just sleep, write fics, play games, play with my cat, vacation, and sleep
#yes i said sleep twice i am very tired thank you#i wanna sleep for a month but i CAN'T#gotta be a tiny gear in the money making machine#i have a 6am shift tomorrow i might actually die#at least i am down to one burning deadline instead of like five#this weekend was insane rip#i even blew a check in for the first time ever because my brain failed to compute the date and time correctly#so i thougth i had till sunday when it was supposed to be saturday#i'm almost caught up on this last burning project tho i just need to read one last bit and then i can get to figuring out what to do with i#katie thinks she's relevant#every time i type this tag up i think to myslef 'i should make a new ramble tag this one screams depression wow'#what can i say i made it at my lowest ahaha#but i can't thnk if anything funny to use instead avaserbv#plus what if people have the tag muted :( i don't want to mess anyone's dash up by suddenly changing it :/#okay i'll shut up now and go to sleep i'm sleep deprivation rambling
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You know how in mob psycho you can see the percentage counter for how close mob is to absolutely losing it
#i think the weather getting hotter and more summery is dredging up a lot of shit again#on top of the job search being dubious at best#on top of the unresponsive roommates and me talking politics at work (in a good way) and going MAN my home is#not meeting my needs#on top of the room itself being too small the fridge not big enough to accommodate 3 people#half my shit disappearing in the fridge as things get shoved wherever#on top of the current job stressing me past my limits#i dont think i really considered every single factor until i nearly started crying at target while looking at home goods#bc yeah.. yeah i do want home goods but don't have a fucking home large enough to accommodate them#i am feeling rage well out of proportion for what i am experiencing at this very moment but with all factors considered#it seems much more reasonable#it is genuinely so out of proportion I'm getting knocked into dissociative territory; outsourcing my anger#anyways. guess who bought more candles. i came for hand soap. and a drain snake to unclog the bathtub#we've been trying drano to no avail so I'm taking matters into my own hands#everything is starting to burn off and now I'm just. tired. i am doing my best with what I'm being given#shai speaks
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you can call anne boleyn many things, good and bad alike. a protestant martyr, however, is not one of those fucking things
#personal#like a martyr in the context of christianity is a very specific thing#a martyr is someone who is killed (oftentimes by the state) for their religious beliefs#and that sure as shit isn't anne boleyn#because anne wasn't killed for her religious beliefs at all!#anne was killed specifically because her husband felt she was reproductively useful anymore and wanted to marry someone else#her religion had fuck all to do with it#which we know because the charges henry lobbed at her had nothing to do with religion it was all about adultery and incest#because he just wanted her out of the way because he was a misogynistic ass#was anne a protestant? absolutely! was she a martyr? no fucking way!#if you want an example of a martyr from that time period thomas more is the closest thing#as he was very explicitly killed for being a catholic and thus refusing to bow to henry's supremacy as head of the church#if you want a protestant martyr then look at thomas cranmer when mary burned him#which she did very specifically because he was a protestant (and also she kinda hated him personally because of the great matter)#(but mostly for being a protestant)#like anne's murder didn't have anything to do with religion at all#and i'm tired enough that i've decided to get mad about it
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I sort of don't think "those babies were MERELY murdered and not decapitated so what are you whining about" is the winning argument some of you think it is
#I am including myself in this statement. But we should all probably be a little less gung ho about declaring things debunked or fake news#Wars are. Not famously environments where accurate information flourishes.#Some of that is deliberate obfuscation. Some of it isn't. That's what happens#More importantly though. Is that REALLY the hill you want to die on. Really.#I'm aware that asking for some basic respect for the victims of the October 7th attacks is going to get me painted a certain way#So let me be clear. I am also upset about the atrocities being committed by Israel. I am equally upset about Palestinian children dying#I do not want anyone to suffer and die. I want peace and I want justice.#And I'm probably done talking about this for now.#I am having a very difficult time parsing the information that's coming out and I don't trust myself to engage with it responsibly#And frankly I'm tired. I'm burned out and confused and upset and I am taking a step back for my own sake#I realize what a massive privilege it is to say 'thinking about this genocide is making me sad so I'm going to try not to think about it '#But it's not like making myself miserable is going to save lives.#So there you go. If you see me go radio silent about Palestine it's not because I think it doesn't matter. It obviously matters.#I'm going to go fold my laundry. I'm going to go find something that I can fix#delete later probably
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