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the "why do you remember about me only when you're feeling bad" dynamic but the opposite. why are you with me only when im in crisis. why do i get to feel all of your warmth and care and love only when im out of it. why do you distance yourself as soon as i get better. do i have to be a mess to keep you in my life? for you to ask me how my day went? to ask me if i want to meet? do i have to be a problem to solve for you to stay? am i not interesting enough when im doing good? am i not enough for you? do you not want to know me further than my struggles and insecurities and traumas? am i just a responsibility for you? am i not your friend? am i not a person?
#ada ramblings#not based on my life don't worry#just thoughts about character conflicts#like those older sibling type characters that seems cold and aloof but come to mc's rescue immediately every time and are actually very kind#but only when mc absolutely _needs it_#bc they're always tired and spent and feel like they don't have enough energy warmth plain personhood in them so they have to ration it#but from mc's standpoint it looks like they deserve warmth and connection only when they're on the brink of collapse#mmmm yummy#maybe I'll implement it somewhere sometime idk
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An au where Optimus loses his memory for a while but stays with the autobots could have some interesting moments to it
(especially if a decent amount of autobots don't remember what he was like before the war)
... but also the angst—
#transformers#maccadam#Optimus prime#orion pax#same guy#unnamed characters#taking inspiration from tfp and tfone here btw#but with a more g1 esque setting to it_ in a way??
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If the bandaids are from Mizi the chocolate is from a kid and the abomination is from Sua and Ivan apparently didn't give Till anything then who gave him a cursed letter? ...

(Or hm...maybe the other three are unlabeled because Ivan gave those to him but didn't give them to Till in person? kinda like a secret admirer deal hehe...but then again does Ivan really know how to genuinely give gifts. in that case, they're from other kids +An even crazier kid for that curse letter that wasn't shown but damn it would be way cuter than what Ivan actually does..)
#jeerherhehrehreheeehrer#would ivan give till a curse letter maybe maybe not but i think he is the type of person who would i find it cute#ivan inherinently cant read the room and cant understand most human things so idk if its too out of reach to think he'd find a curse#letter romantic#“i still love you” ehh???#alien stage#alnst till#alnst ivan#alnst#alien stage till#alien stage ivan#Is this canon maybe not but I’ll still dream about it#if not ivan or some rando then who? sua? lol....(ill tihnk about it_
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this world sucks. if i want to do things tomorrow i really need to go to sleep today. however what i want to do right now is NOT sleep. what i want to do right now is to keep writing really stupid not-quite-porn of one of my ocs desperately trying to get laid and not even getting laid. he's not even getting laid. and yet
#red rambles#and im on tumblr because if i want to go to sleep i have to sotp doing that but i dont want to go to sleep very badly at all#in fact i really dont want to go to sleep i just know i have to#so i amnm doing a secret third thing (neither and getting mad about it_
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#JDM being like: _fuck it_ and grabbing Jack by his stupid curls though#JDM being like: _fuck it_ and caging Jack back up against a wall#wedging his thigh right between those stupidly long legs#not me opening another rpf doc 😅#end me now#did i give them a ship name already#quaidrey?#jeffaid?#anyway#fuck me right up S04#actor rpf
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remembered the theory abt bubble not always being a bubble and wondered what kinda object she could be so i made this
#wheucto#art#bfdi#bfb#bfdi bubble#bfb bubble#technically this is an au but im not going to bother to tag it_ at least not yet#NEways. i chose diamond bc i thought it would be ironic if she went from one of the hardest to one of the most fragile objects#i dont really believe this theory. like she couldve used that for anything id like more evidence first#but i did make this bc i wondered abt it and couldnt find anything abt it
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@musezieren @vulpesse @shdwtouch so I've been staring at these for ages trying to reply but my brain is just silent and full of waving emojis, rather than anything actually adequate and fitting for such a sweet gesture. I appreciate it's just an inbox meme, but it really means a lot to me that you sent them, especially coming from such talented folks. You are all just the kindest, sweetest people around, never forget that ♡
#ooc.#as always im bad at this i am sorry i wanted to do these indevidually with nice gifs and specialised compliments back#but i think stress and perhaps the tism (idk im new to this) have made my brain shut down#i just hope people know how much i love and appricate them even in my silence which i know is not how its supposed to work its just#_i care i care im just bad at expressing it_
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Saw some post and it kind of reminded me of Kazutora, so i did the thing :3
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#{ lily's art }#tokyo revenger related#kazutora#// didn't put much effort in it_ i kind of burnt out halfway through tbh :/#// someday i will learn to write by hand XD
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//And with that, Wave 3 is complete, everyone there has either been doxxed or has left the blog_
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This is more of a vent post than anything, read if you want.
The next time I see someone complain about switch 2 games being $80, I want a dollar.
Yes, a dollar isn't a lot but consider how FUCKING ANNOYING IT IS SEEING PEOPLE COMPLAIN ABOUT SHIT THAT'S BEEN AROUND FOR LITERALLY 8+ YEARS!
Please stop saying "Nintendo needs to lower their prices" or "eugh, they raised the price on Nintendo games", SHUT UP, ever considered that this is also their way of paying back the amount of material that it costs to make these and replace faulty goods? Or that this is also their way of being able to pay their employees? IT COSTS A LOT ESPECIALLY FOR BIG COMPANIES WHO NEED TO PRODUCE THINGS ON MASS!
Raw goods are getting expensive, people need jobs, of course the game you spent waiting three years for is going to be $80 or the next console is going to be $500. It's been that way for years now, shut the fuck up.
These complaints are also sometimes coming from the people who spend money on free download games, I especially don't wanna hear complaints from them because they will literally plummet their bank account for a hot anime lady/guy.
Seriously, please shut up about games being $50+, of course their going to be. It's been like that for a while, I'm sick of seeing/hearing all these complaints. Y'all gotta calm down, literally.
#vent post#nintendo#please shut up about game prices_ this has been this way for 8+ years. y'all need to calm your horses#i get it_ i understand the economy is fucked_ but I see no reason to whine_piss_and moan about the fact a game that's been $80 for years-#-now is apparently raised in price even though it's still been $80 fucking dollars for years now.#some of y'all need to grow up_ on god
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EWOW 10A is OUT
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Whether you're a contestant or not, you can now vote on the prompt: "Come up with an alternate use for a food item."
NOTICE! Deadlines are strict now, so if you want your votes to count, cast them before the deadline ends!
You can also find your own response using Dark's response finder. You don't have to worry about voting it first, that's allowed!
You must cast your votes by December 7th, 11:59 PM PST (or December 8th, 7:59 AM UTC). Happy EWOWmas!
time conversion under the christmas tree cut
#ewow#ewow update#every time tumblr adds the youtube tag. every time it adds it_#i am going to blow up the moon#unlike halloween_ christmas is Very Bad at being portmanteau-ed with EWOW. this will not stop me from doing it
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May I put Orion/Optimus in a time loop spanning from shortly before the war to the end of it?
By this point, he's seen multiple endings to the war.
He just has to find the right one this time to end the loop.
#:)#transformers#maccadam#Optimus prime#orion pax#how it must feel to find a happy ending_ to think it's finally over. but then you wake up to find out it_ yet again_ isn't the Right ending#and you're thrown back in time to try again and again#by the time the loop IS broken_ Optimus is a far different mech than he was the first time around
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Did Bill like “good luck, babe”? What are his opinions?
(He cried_ No i did nof. shut up.
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you're laughing...the women are being milked and you're laughing >:(
STOP MILKING THE WOMEN!!!
#shoot from the hip#sometimes I question the things that appear on my blog#I'm so sorry to my non-sfth mutuals#also my irl friends who ask one question about sfth and are subjected to a 5-minute lore dump of the milkman#(this actually happened btw)#(my friend looked very done by the end of it_
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i wonder how much mephone4 was aware of his... creating
#wheucto#wheucto speaks#ii spoilers#ii 16 spoilers#from the interviews_ he seemed to be aware of that. he was trying to get them to act a certain way.#but his gemories.#he had to have removed them AFTER creating inanimate island (note “grass that doesn't quite know how to be grass”)#actually. he only removed mem_set_a it seems. he must have had other memories_ non-meeple related memories that he retained#so he was likely aware that he created the s1 contestants then he went on to create the s2 contestants#though the other things that happened? like the mansion. that thing just appeared#did he manifest that out of guilt? and was unaware of that happening?#when he generates the maze he sure seems surprised that that happened#maybe not that he could make it_ but that it happened?
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