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#Idk when I'm gonna finish this lol
spidey-bie · 10 months
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"Some days I wake up and think, what if I'm not as great as I thought I was? What if all this time people have been lying to my face while laughing at my behind my back." 
She turned to look at him desperately searching his face for a confirmation of her fears. 
"I think I'd rather die than be imperfect." 
With each sentence her breathing had becomes more labored. He couldn't risk Ansi facing an asthma attack while undergoing a crash. 
"Sisi where's your inhaler?"
"What if I'm not perfect?"
She ignored him and continued on with her delusions.
"What if all this time it's just been dumb luck? What if all these years that I've spent slaving away to be who I am now were meaningless." 
He was spiraling now. There wasn't much that Hobie could say to get through to him at this point. He could only sit and ride through storm.
-Excerpt From a Story I'm in the Middle Of
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cozylittleartblog · 1 year
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a little Postlet. . because i Miss them
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theladyhibiscus · 6 months
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Not me as somebody who crochets on the reg getting criticisms/unwanted comments about everything I make:
"You always use the same colors" :/
Me: can't help it I'm a thalassophile and therefore I must always use beige, khaki, turquoise, teal, aqua blues, whites of all shades. Let the coastal creations commence!
"Nice bag. You know, that looks perfect to use only for holidays like Easter"
Me: ...my coastal bag is to be used every time I feel like it. What are you talking about.
"Those oceanic colors don't match with your current outfit so don't use it."
Me: it's not about what looks nice TO YOU but what feels right and fun to use FOR ME.
"Why don't you add (whatever) to your creation. It'd look great if you add (whatever). And, how about next time, you actually use a leather bag bottom instead?"
Me: I don't want to.
"You sure can't take a comment or a slight criticism. Why are you like this?" :/
Me: you sure can't mind your business.
"Why are you doing 2 projects at once. Finish one and start the other I don't get it."
Me: oh you sweet summer child ohohoho...you just don't understand the mind of a crocheter do ya?
"You know, if you make something for somebody it sure won't be coastal themed or whatever. You have to try something different."
Me: who said I'm making anyone ANYTHING? They don't want to pay the correct price for a hand-made creation so that won't be happening. Anyway, ONTO THE COASTAL THEMED SCARF!
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awaylaughing · 2 months
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Not me *finally* completing my first EA-7KPP run having my main take away be "Speaker Andel pretty and weird <333333"
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dylanconrique · 4 months
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maxton hall
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b4kuch1n · 11 months
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I'm not gonna screenshot it bc 1/it really doesn't matter that much and 2/the person who made the comment is a kid but: a while ago I made a comic that's supposed to be a genuine study and reinterpretation of someone else's sprite comic (made in the spirit of authenticity too - to recreate the vibes of the sprite comics from that era, iirc very specifically because it's funny) and I got a comment on that comic's post that's like "glow up"
which is a compliment obvs. and the commenter probably didn't mean anything by it, it's a common expression. but I've been trying to find a way to gracefully put that comment away ever since it appeared lol
I just very much don't want my art to be taken as trying to one-up someone else's art when that's not the piece's intention. especially when the piece that inspired my art is perceived as "low effort" or "shitpost" or stuff like that. I did mention in the tags of that post that my considering it a study is entirely genuine, and I can legitimately write pages about the cool stuff I find in it other than and inherent in the haha funneys, but that's not for you guys that's for me. I just think that approaching art competition-first like that is a miserable way to do it, and (tipping into overthinking here if the whole tiny-comment-got-stuck-in-my-brain-for-almost-a-month part hasn't given that away yet lol) I really don't want that to be the takeaway from my own art. at least generally. if I actually think the source material is trash and what I'm doing is genuinely categorically better I'd just come out and say it lmao
#bakuspeech#yeah it's the darkhog sprite comic#honestly I don't love comments that put my art and other artists' art in a hierarchy in general. wherever my art lands on that scale#especially when it comes to character writing and trans 'representation'#which like. idk man I'm writing One character. he's NOT gonna be The Trans Experience. he's gonna be one character.#but yeah I'd guess I'm writing it all out in a post bc it's not really a race that anyone opts in#I don't actively participate but by virtue of how my art is perceived I just end up on the scale anyway#so uh. I'm suggesting that we do not bring the scale into my house at all lmao#there's also the like. Don't Yuck My Yum guideline of looking at art that's like#I like the things I'm aping! most of the times! if I don't say it's shit and I'm drawing stuff from it usually that means I like it lol#and then you kinda come in like wow what you're doing here is better than the thing you like. and it's not like yknow.#really anything. it's extremely trivial comparatively. but you are in fact yucking my yum there#tldr please try not to think abt art u like vs art u don't as ''better'' or ''worse'' and#have grace for the things that don't please u personally. anyways I'm omw to finishing the frog now. just need to fell all the seams down#and put that boy in da spinner for a ride. and then it can live in a gift bag until the day#I really enjoy holding it actually... maybe after this one I'll make something else. tbh slick stretchy fabrics are superior to fuzzy fabri#doesn't pill And cooler to touch. stuffed toys for the subtropical population#I'll get a combilation of pics once the thing's at its new home. but for now. we must finish the job
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barkingangelbaby · 6 months
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at least i get to be cozy in a shirt i printed
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perexcri · 1 year
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happy one year to her and one of my better opening lines for a fic <3
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now, because i'm curious:
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kolyasangel · 7 days
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lowkey don't feel like writing anymore
#i've never really cared ab stupid shit like notes and interactions before but i think it's finally starting to get to me unfortunately#i also just feel very out of place on here#i tend to stay quiet about things that bother me and how i'm really feeling but i just can't anymore man#i'm already struggling with other things in my life rn and these last few months have been miserable#and as silly as this sounds i think this is just adding fuel to the fire#tumblr was supposed to be a fun distraction and it was for a bit but now i kinda hate it#it feels like an elementary school playground#ch 4 is pretty much done but#should i even post ts......................#what even is the point anymore#thanks to like the 2 people that r reading it though lol love yall fr#5 + 6 drafts are practically finished too cause i've been planning and working on this series for months after something happened#just so i could get my pain out in a healthy way and in hopes of it resonating w some of you#but i don't think i even wanna share it anymore#don't get me wrong i love writing but when authors don't get that kind of support back it spoils their enthusiam real quick#maybe non-writers won't get it but#trying your hardest and giving your best only to receive little to nothing in return stings#this literally goes for everything in general though#i'm so used to it and this is where my frustration stems from#big mistake for even thinking for a second that people would like or be interested in me though ig idk#it's literally 11 at night maybe im just being insane#no thought after a certain time should be trusted#i'm gonna wake up and have no recollection of this#i don't think i'm in the right headspace ok gn
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multi-lefaiye · 3 months
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sorryyyy gonna vent under the cut
torn between "this customer knows nothing about me and i know nothing about him and i'm not going to assume that there is malice in his actions because i have no reason to" and "i need to sit this man down and explain to him in detail the consequences his actions are having for me specifically and also i hate him"
(elaborating in tags)
#multi makes text posts#ignore this#delete later. probably#vent cw#negative cw#fuckin. dude called in 5 minutes before closing to ask for his lock to be cut#explain to him that yeah sure we can do that. but it's gonna have to be tomorrow#because it's 5 minutes to closing#and i do not have time#he gets upset and guilt trips me until i agree to do it#(trying not to be mad bc i get it. from his perspective he's very stressed and worried.#and it will give him more peace of mind if i can do this for him now. this is customer service.#and it sounds like i don't care when i mention that it has to wait. so i get why he's upset.)#(but fuck you man)#i send him the form to sign so i can cut the lock and tell him i'll do it before i leave#he hangs up on me. proceeds not to sign it.#i call him back and tell him he has to sign it before i can cut the lock. this is a legality thing.#if i do not follow this procedure i will be in some deep shit with my boss#he sounds annoyed and goes like 'okay i get it lol. rules are rules. whatever.' signs it. sends it back.#i cut the lock. i burn my hand a little. (okay that one's my fault lol i wasn't as careful as i should've been). it's whatever#idk idk idk i'm sorry i feel silly complaining#but i was so upset with his attitude#and i'm trying to be understanding because I Get It but i'm also like... man. fuck you#i had to wait an extra like 20 minutes to leave#and then another 10 to finish the other shit i had to do before closing the store#if i get in trouble for ~unauthorized overtime~ i'm gonna start biting people
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universe of constant spinning, every end a new beginning
“So, do you have an umbrella? That was like, your thing, right? At Claw?”
Ah—not again! He can’t keep zoning out while talking to people—especially his boss.
But… why was Reigen still here? It was late and he always got to work early. It wasn’t his job to stay and coddle his employees. “I—uh—no,” he stuttered, fingers twisting anxiously. “Mine was, uh, "is” broken, sir.”
‘Broken’ was a mild way to put it. More like it got destroyed.
[or, reigen gives serizawa an umbrella]
☔️2,651 words | serirei☔️
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mochinon-yah · 7 months
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Hmmm...
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This look so familiar but i wonder who... 🤔
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diabeticgirl4 · 11 months
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I don't particularly care about the m9 reunion show tonight since I'm still not fully caught up and I'll get to it when I get to it, but at the same time I am in desperate need of knowing who taliesin decides to play 👀
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mymp3 · 1 year
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I've been trying to listen to the new mass destruction, because apparently it doesn't play naturally in battle. And it's taking me a while to get used to it. I really do hope there's a way to switch it back to the original, almost like the p2 remaster in a way.
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bobbinalong · 11 months
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also, october may be over but prestonbartober is forever, so don't worry, i will get back to that eventually
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myersesque · 2 years
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hiiii so. i'm trying to get back into zelda. bc it means a lot to me, i just stopped being able to play the games as often as a kid so i fell out of it a bit yk? but i am in fact a link kinnie and i am in fact contemplating spending all my money on re-buying one of my favs from when i was little now that i have my own switch
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