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amerasdreams · 9 months

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they didn't say there would be any withdrawal from presnisolone either but it was horrible

Why do I have to be so sensitive!?!?!?!!?

#Dr #Medicine #I think it is some #Only now totally off of it #My brain going down #So..#I dont remember feeling that good w it #Or this bad without it #Perhaps with period it makes a bad mix #I WANT TO DO THIGS BUT I CANT #I hate that #Not even be able to write..#If I crash my car I will be so sad #Um #I only have to go to 1 rather far place todau #Lol everyone else loves it when others make personal posts incl me but they don't like mine #Hm #Maybe I shouldn't exist

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stubz · 4 months

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Log date 510: today human Max is not here and that is disappointing as I have tremendous amounts of fun when he is here

Log date 511: human Max is still not here, maybe he is sick? I will ask Giver what helps humans get better when sick and then have my drone deliver it to him!

Log date 515: …human Max is still not here and it is the end of the week as he would call it…I miss him

Log date 518: Human Max is here! I have missed him greatly for he is the most fun one! We will play catch and build and draw and, and…human Max is sad today…

Log date 520: He is still sad. He plays catch and draws and builds but is still sad…this is not fun for me. He is not fun.

Log date 522: ….human Max lost his Giver. His Giver was hit by a transportation vehicle and died in the medical bay. He couldn’t say good bye as he is here and she was light years away in Earth…

Log date 522-b: I told Human Max he is not fun. That he is sad. He lied and said he was okay and forced a smile. I told him he is my favourite because he is the most fun but it’s okay to not always be fun… I asked him about his Giver and he told me stories of her. Soon everyone sat down to hear the stories and still stayed when he cried.

Log date 523: Human Max will be gone for a while until he is better. I miss him because he is fun but I want him to be better because I have the most fun when he is feeling well. He lost his Giver and that will take a while for him to be okay…and I will wait patiently for that

#I just remembered when I was in second grade my teacher was gone for a week or two #I missed her cause loved her and even called her mom a few times #When she came back she was trying her best to not cry and told us she was gone bc of what happened to someone important to her #He died in a car crash and that was why she wasn’t there for so long and may stay home for a bit longer #And I just remember feeling so sad bc I missed her and just learned about a terrible thing that happened to her and then I felt weirdly cal #Bc I missed her but I wanted her only come back when better. And I’m happy she told me and treated us like adults #The adventures of Kim and max running a space child care centre #humans in space

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exilepurify · 1 year

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I’ll never have to buy adjacent plots of Earth / We’ll never have to rot together underneath the dirt / Won’t have to lose my baby in the crowd / I should be laughing right now

Thinking about the head wound reopening after ??? relinquishes control.

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aerticent · 8 months

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my love for Maven has evolved into something and no matter how hard i try i cannot put it into words and it’s driving me crazy

#i have a post talking about how his body is decaying from the inside out due to his soul rejecting his mother and that’s the closest i’ve #gotten so far at explaining my feelings for him rn #i’ve also stopped seeing him as this sad pitiful creature and am more so leaning towards he was a rage and resentment fillled creature and #his main ways of showing love went hand in hand with him putting Cal and Mare through the worst pains/horrors imaginable #he also is absolutely batshit like #bro is on the brink of madness the whole time it’s a wonder he never fully falls through #bet u money if he had been successful in killing Mare or Cal he would’ve fully lost it #cause like now what #this whole war and the two ppl he hates/loves the most r dead and it’s his fault #idk what i’m talking about #he got me feeling like #[CAR CRASH] [GLASS SHATTERING] GOOD LORD! [GENERAL COMMOTION] [BABY CRYING] WAAAAH WAAAAH [YELLING] [POLICE SIRENS] WEEWOO WEEWOO #he still is sad and pitiful but he’s also a rage filled monster who was given too much power without enough guidance #just running on hatred and whatever fucked up version of love he knows of #the closest he got to truly not gaf about literally anyone or anything was his reaction to Elara’s death #did all that running on nothing but anger and hatred almost killed Cal he was so enraged #does this make any sense?#he’s still baby girl sunshine loml 🔛🔝 tuck him into bed and read him bed time stories little angel

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musical-chick-13 · 2 months

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#idk it's just really frustrating to think that people will ALWAYS make allowances for people they're romantically in love with but #not make those same allowances for someone else they otherwise care about.#that people will risk things for their partners that they wouldn't for their friends #that it's EXPECTED for you to prioritize your spouse/significant other/etc. at all times but prioritizing your friend(s) is rarely even #considered. and when you're like me and you LITERALLY CANNOT DO THIS SHIT BY YOURSELF...#like I know I go on and on about marrying some theoretical woman all the time (and my ongoing...whatever this is. with Musician Guy)#but genuinely I'm not even sure that I want that I think I just want someone who will fucking visit me in the hospital if I get into a car #crash or fix me soup when I'm sick.#like...yeah. in that one story I wrote I think I distilled it down: we all just want someone to hold us when we're sad #and it SUCKS that the only avenue we seem to be allowed to pursue that is through a romantic relationship #right now I have my dad but if something happens to him...I genuinely do not know what I'm going to do. I'll have nowhere to go #if something terrible happens. I'll have no one to help me be a person. and I just. like I really am going to just have to power through #the next 60 years on this fucking planet alone and by god I'll fucking do it but I wish I didn't have to!!!!#and I think this was why the loss of Her™ friendship (which was necessary. for both of us) was so acutely painful. because even after #she got married she WAS willing to prioritize me when things got bad enough. she DID genuinely care about me in a way I don't think #anyone ever has. and I just really don't think I'll ever find that ever again. and I can't go back and I don't WANT to be with her anymore #but it was this time of the year when she told me she was getting married way back when and my brain has kept that like the World's Worst #Anniversary and all of those terrible ugly feelings are coming back in full force and I HATE that I'm still unpacking this I. HATE. that #this not-even-relationship is STILL doing this to me #WHAT THE FUCK!!! IS UP WITH THAT!!!!!!#*sigh* okay for REAL I am logging off right now because I've already said Too Many Embarrassing Personal Things about myself today #and I do not want to put myself in a position to say anymore!#In the Vents #GOD this is so stupid IT'S NOT LIKE SOMEBODY DIED WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS

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veone · 10 months

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favorite movie scenes in fight club were made significantly better in the book because the narrator is a pathetic human being.

#he needs some love honestly also him and Marla are friends is great! I love it #my favorite scene was the lye scene the scenes about the projectionist and wait staff and the car crash scene #I will be so sad when this book ends it’s great

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im-no-jedi · 1 year

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I wrote almost seven pages of my Plan 99 fix-it, over 2500 words already. and I’ve barely scratched the surface of the ideas I’ve come up with ehehehe 😁

#literally just wrote out the rail car scene and the crash; that's it #and it wasn't even the full rail car scene; just the you-know-what part #kinda sad no one's gonna read this for a while #cause I'm really liking what I've done so far #even if a lot of it is just describing what already happened in the episode LOL #but that's fun for me ya know?#I like describing feelings and emotions for scenes from the show #and obviously I've altered it to suit my desires as well✨#trust me; this is gonna be just as emotional as what happened #but without any (supposed) deaths involved 😋#MLWTBB chatter #tbb spoilers

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all-da-ladies-luv-nico · 4 months

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unfortunately, due to circumstances, i now believe that most people may be inherently evil and derive pleasure from the suffering of others

that’s literally the only explanation i can come up with

#my post #some dudes threw shit at my car to try and make me crash I guess??#and a bunch of literal children have been purposefully searching out my cosplay videos from 3 years ago just to leave mean comments #i don’t understand what the benefit of any of this could be unless they just genuinely deep down felt like cruelty brought them joy #there’s also such a cowardliness to the fact that neither of these groups of people stick around to see the damage they caused #they just perform a hateful act and leave and giggle to themselves about all the pain they imagine they’re inflicting #i bet i made this person so sad #i bet they swerved and crashed and they’re in physical pain #just getting off on the imagined pain of others #i can see no purpose this serves but to satisfy some hateful disgusting urge of themselves #but anyways #i get preachy and pretentious when im in a mood #silly heehoo moment or whatever

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fangomango · 6 months

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I love her sm

Prettyprettypretty

#:V anyways my ex is liking my old posts and she should cut that out #like she cheated on me and is somehow mad at me???#where is the logic #(and with a bigot like come on..stop trying to get people who dont like the lgbtqia to try to like you..its..sad to watch..like a car crash)#anyways princess iron fan is so prettyyyyyyyy #i am so gay #a mega faggot #lmk princess iron fan #lego monkie kid princess iron fan #princess iron fan #honestly for the who ex being...pathetic thing ill just ignore it because pretty people dont deal with sad mortal issues like this #we hyperfixate instead on our very mature shows #like lmk

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inrainbowscd · 6 months

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i have so much rage inside me 🤣 right now i have the urge to punch myself really hard in the face 🤣🤣🤣

#im so normallllll #idk im fucking. done with everything i might actually leave and go crash my car into a mountain rn #jk im bored now. angry again. tired. sad? nah angry.#we're learning emotions today at 24 years old!#ele.txt

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continuousmeowing · 1 year

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Girls will take a nap at eight pm, have an extremely realistic dream about the apocalypse, and wake up at midnigjtb with absolutely no thoughts except “what the actual fuck”

#been having a lot of apocalypse dreams lately #specifically zombie ones. which sucks because zombies are the worst.#but i mean?? they’re getting less alarming at least??#i did run into a religious cult in my dreams last night though!#they would go around and leave the undead inside peoples homes & encampments #cause the living needed to repent for their sins or whatever #it was fun!! it was a bit disturbing!! I got the hell away from there very fast!!#i also failed miderably at driving #but it wasn’t as bad as the nightmares I have about crashing the car so. win!!!#i also ran into somebody listening to high noon over Camelot on CD #so I obviously went to say hello #and i may have rambled a bit #anyways they kind of just ignored me :(#it made me sad #also also also I had to hide from a zombie in a shitty school cabinet!! worst expirience ever!! would not reccomend!!#my lover died. and then like then years later my encampment starts having major issues. because why not.#“we DONT need an electric fence” they said. “an electric fence will be detrimental to the encampment” they said.#and then the encampment got fucking DESTROYED. because of our shitty fence.#sorry sorry im weirdly passionate about this world I dreamt of.#i need to go sleep now. I’m eepy.

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anachronistic-falsehood · 1 year

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i remember. about a year ago when i was driving home from college. two hour drive going thru the highway endless fields on both sides. listening to fucken. imagine dragons and shit. suddenly started thinking about why i attached myself so thoroughly to dirk and dave strider and c!tommy and c!wilbur. realized the main connection between my relation to these characters was their incredibly fucked up sibling relationships that they didn’t know how to reconcile. started crying on the highway. and now i’m terribly horribly attached to vash the stampede and millions knives. WHEN WILL IT END

#GUESS WHOSE SISTER IS JUST ARRIVING!!!!!#IT KEEPS HAPPENING BRO #WHEN WILL THINGS EVER STOP KEEP HAPPENING #genuinely i was SOBBING in the car the road was blurry thru my tears a sad song came on and i cried harder #actually i don’t. know if it was a year ago??? it had to be either that or earlier bc i crashed my car around this time last year #but i could have sworn it wasn’t snowy when i realized this???? i don’t. know. genuinely.#i don’t rember. i forgor. but it was definitely after christmas i think???? maybe?? not sure actually maybe it wasn’t #um. fucked up…… memory gang???? how r we feeling????#my therapist said i’m showing some trauma responses from college in general so. hmm.#whiskey yelling into the void

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lord-radish · 1 year

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I'm still riding high on a trivia answer I got right in 2021

#it was a month or two before the former best friend stuff #the question was about the sargasso sea and what its defining feature is #with three choices #now - the weepies have a song called sirens which evokes a lot of nautical imagery despite being about someone who dies in a car crash #and at one point the narrator of the song refers to herself as a 'small sargasso sea' in the wake of her partner dying #and BECAUSE OF THAT I was able to intuit that the sargasso sea HAS NO COASTLINE #which makes the song so much more incredibly sad in retrospect #but it's one of those untouchable moments where not only I was right - I was the undisputed fuckin champion of being right #mallard out of left field with a steel chair #a lot of things have gone wrong these past two years. I will ALWAYS have that moment #as small and petty as it is. that's my moment

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bktkou · 1 year

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these past couple weeks have been so emotionally, physically, and financially exhausting for me and we start off this week with a car accident (╥﹏╥)

#the sad part is the accident was self-induced #i was not careful while changing my tires #and then my car came crashing down on the tire-less side when my jack gave out #so now my passenger door is dented and i think the rotor might be impacted bc the car creaks whenever i turn right #and due to myriad of other incidents #my self confidence is shot #i haven't had this much self doubt and insecurity in ages #i.......... am not having a good time #ya ok cee

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