#Inseong one shot

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On Your Knees - Kim Inseong

W/C: 2.5K

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Prompts: “Get on your knees.” + “Did I tell you to stop?”

Warnings: Smut, explicit language, nudism, nicknames, blow job, oral (male receiving), hint of dirty talking, teasing, angry sex, unprotected sex(reader’s on the pill), hint of aftercare.

Age Warning: I will not take responsibility because you wanted to read this, but if you’re under the age of 18+, DO NOT INTERACT OR READ. Do not take this as educational, this is fiction!

You were lounging on the couch watching some random show you had stumbled across while surfing through the channels when you heard the door open before shutting a little too loudly than usual, you raise an eyebrow before turning the television off and standing from the couch to go see what the commotion was all about, as you reach the door you found Inseong with his hand against the wall and his head hanging as he muttered something you couldn’t hear.

“What’s wrong?” You ask, making him snap his head up, you resist the urge to take a step back once you saw the anger burning in his eyes and frustration clear on his face, it was rare for him to be irritated, mad or even frustrated, which made you question what had happened to cause this?

“Come with me,” He mutters as he steps forward, he grabs onto your hand and practically pulls you towards the bedroom, you could feel something shifting inside you with how tight he was holding onto your hand. Whatever had happened, you will have to ask later, because right now, you knew you weren’t going to get the opportunity, it was rare for him to be like this, and when he was… fuck, you could just expect to be left breathless and with your mind spinning. Once you reach the room, he almost harshly releases your arm and turns towards you. “On your knees,” You quickly comply and sink down onto your knees.

“Sit down on the bed, let me erase everything for you,” You say and bite your lip as you bat your eyes at him, he licks his lips before taking a few steps back and sits down on the edge of the bed, spreading his legs. You could feel a type of hunger growing inside you, a hunger for his cock in your mouth, you move onto your hands and slowly crawl towards him, his eyes quickly dart to the shirt that was sitting a little loose and was giving him the perfect view of your cleavage.

“Such a good and naughty girl for me,” He mutters as he leans slightly forward to get a better view, he could see your eyes had darkened and knew that you would make him forget all about what had happened. You reach him and sit on your knees between his legs and reach for his pants, you undo the button on it and slowly open the zipper, he lifts his hips and lets you tug his pants along with his underwear down, he lifts his feet, and you pull the fabric over his feet before tossing it aside, your eyes move to his cock, and you saw it was starting to get hard,

You lick your lips and place a hand on his knee and slowly slide your hand along his leg towards his cock while your lips touched the inside of his knee, making sure to build up to the moment when you would touch him and have his mind spinning from how good it felt, your hand slides past his cock and cup his balls, and slowly press your fingers into it as if you were gently kneading.

“Fuck… I knew you would take good care of me,” He mutters and leans slightly back, moving a hand behind him to lean against. You press your tongue against his skin and lick a long thick stripe towards his cock, his breathing deepens, and you watch his cock rise even more as pre-cum begins to form at the slit of it. You pull your head back as you reached his cock and turn your head to his other thigh and do the same. “Fucking…” You hear the sound of fabric moving and glance up at him and saw he was unbuttoning the shirt he has on. Your other hand suddenly wraps around the base of his cock, making him groan loudly and pause his movements.

Your lips got closer to his cock as your hand slides along his cock, his eyes move to watch your hand move along his length before slowly finishing the remaining buttons and removing his shirt and dropping next to you on the floor, you lift your head away from his thigh and turn your head towards his cock, his eyes flicker between your hand and mouth, waiting in anticipation for your next movement.

“Fucking go— ohhh,” He groans as you flick your tongue over the tip of his cock, a jolt of electricity goes through his body at the sudden feeling. “Fuck, do it again,” You do as he says, this time moving your tongue slowly over the tip. “Fuck…” Your hand slowly slides back towards the base of his cock and twists your hand around it, you feel it twitch underneath your grasp, and you knew it wouldn’t be long now before he was completely hard.

“You’re so big, Seong,” You purr out and bat your lashes at him, trying to create the most innocent look for him, he lets out a low groan, and you could see his Adam’s apple bopping as the sound left him. “It’s so hot of you,” His tip glistens as pre-cum begins to ooze from it, his cock now completely hard in your hold. You circle the tip of your tongue around the tip of his cock before licking a stripe down to where your hand was holding him, you flatten your tongue on the underside of his cock and feel a prominent vein leading you all the way back to the tip.

“Fuck…” He groans and grips the edge of his bed with his hand, while his other hand grips the bedding and bundled it up in his fist. Your tongue glides over the head of his cock before you pull back, you watch something flash in his eyes you lean back to observe his hard cock. “Did I tell you to stop?” He practically growls out. You slide your hand over his length, his eyes quickly shutting, and a strained moan leaves his lips, realising he had become frustrated too quickly and had forgotten you were still holding his cock.

“Don’t be mean, Seong,” You mutter and twist your hand around the head of his cock, spreading his pre-cum over the tip before sliding your hand back to the base, spreading the liquid along his length. You lift your gaze as you lean closer to his cock again, he watches you intently.

“Oh, my fucking…” He groans, and his eyes fall shut as your tongue slides over the head of his cock, you continue to watch him and watch his expression change as you lick over it several times, your eyes slowly move down from his face and watch his chest rise and fall slowly before moving your eyes lower and watching as he sucked in his stomach. “Fuuuckkk…” And then you take him completely in your mouth, making him fall back onto the bed as his arm buckles behind him. You smirk to yourself as you slowly bob your head up and down the tip of his cock, making his breathing hitch and become faster. You could see him running his hands through his hair as low groans fall from him.

His hips lift, and you feel his cock sliding deeper into your mouth, you pull back slightly to avoid choking on him for the time being, your hand releases his balls, and you bring it up to press it down against his hip, hoping it would let him know to lower his hips, which he thankfully did, you slowly take more of him in your mouth once his hips were on the bed again, saliva begins leaking from the corner of your mouths and slowly slides down his length.

“Fuck… fucking, so dirty, fuck,” He says almost breathless. Your breathing was hard as you ease yourself to take his cock even more in your mouth, his groans were almost becoming pitched as he feels his cock slowly sliding down your throat. “Fuck… you’re so fucking good to me,” He could feel your throat tightening around him and your lips moving lower around his cock, the warm wetness was making his mind spin. “Fucking hell… get up, I need to fuck you,” His hand comes to the back of your head and grabs onto your hair before pulling you off from his cock as he sits upright. “Fuck, you look so fucking filthy,” Your chin was soaked with your own saliva and your eyes were dilated as you stared at him.

His hand releases your hair and moves to your shirt, grabbing the hem of it and pulling it over your head almost roughly, luckily you had already changed into your night clothes and weren’t wearing a bra anymore, his hands quickly move to your pants, and he tugs them down along with your panties.

“Get up,” He orders, you quickly stand releasing his cock in the process and feel that your legs were shaky, he pushes your pants and panties down your legs to the floor before pulling you onto his lap, his cock immediately poking against your pussy. “Fuck, you’re fucking soaked,” He glances at your panties. “I should have checked if you soaked through them, did sucking me do this?”

“I can’t help it, it’s you,” You mumble, you move your hips and feel his cock sliding through your folds, loud squelching noises go through the air, and you feel his grip on your hips tighten as he hears it.

“You dirty girl,” He says. “Well, put it in,” You reach between your bodies, wrapping your hand around his cock again and guiding it to your entrance and pushing the head into you, your other hand quickly grabs onto his shoulder to try and stabilise yourself.

“Ohh, uhhm,” You groan and pull your hand away from his cock to grab onto his shoulder, your world spins and moments later you find yourself on your back and Inseong looking down at you with almost black eyes. “FUCK!” His cock fills you quickly and hits deep inside you with the sudden movement from him. “INSEONG!” Your nails immediately dig into his skin and your back arches at the sensation that was sent through you, your eyes shut with pure pleasure running through your veins.

“You’re so fucking wet, it just slipped in,” He grunts out, his hands slide down from your hips, over your thighs before you feel your legs being pushed against your torso and his arms pressing against the back of your legs, his body hovering over yours as you were spread wide open for him. “Fuck, so fucking good,” You feel his cock slide out from you before pushing back into you, his thrusts were quick and almost rushed as he tried to let out all his frustration.

“In-Inseong, oh-oh, fucking, uhh,” You cry out, you release his shoulders and reach up, grabbing onto the bedding and pulling on it. “FUCK!” Your tits bounced with how rough he was going, his groans were filling the room and his head falls forward, trying to keep the pace going to let out every ounce of frustration and anger.

“Fuck, yes, take it, you take it so good,” He groans out, your body was starting to become sweaty from how hot the room felt and from what he was doing, your muscles were slowly tensing up as a knot begins forming inside you, your mind was ascending into the clouds, and you could barely think straight anymore. “Uhh, so… fuck, yes,” You feel your mind starting to spin and specs of dust starts to form behind your lids as your high was approaching you.

“Inseong, oh, my… fuck, I, not, I,” You blubber out, squeezing your eyes tighter as your head begins turning from side to side from the overwhelming feeling of pleasure. “Seong, fucking, so good, I’m gonna…” You could feel his hips moving faster and feel your juices splashing on your inner thighs. “S-Seong…” His groans were low, and you knew he was also getting close to reaching his high.

“Fuck…” His voice rough as he groans, your walls clench around him, and you hear his breath hitch as he feels his cock getting squeezed. “Do it again,” He practically growls out, your hips lift and the knot inside you comes undone, your toes curl as your body begins to shake with pleasure as your release hits, the specs of dust behind your lids quickly turn into exploding stars.

“INSEONG!” You scream out in pleasure, your walls pulsing around him, milking him to fill your pussy with his load, you pull at the covers more, pulling them even more out of place. “FUCK, OHH!” His hips stutter as he chased his release, the way you sounded just for him and the way your walls were milking him to cum was quickly causing his mind to spin.

“Fuck… Gonna…” He mutters before he sits back on his knees and thrust deeply into you before feeling the heartbeat that had been beating in the tip of his cock explode, he throws his head back, his jaw slacks and a loud moan falls from him, you let out a moan as you feel his hot cum spilling into you, he slowly releases your legs and let them dangle from the bed as he goes through his high. You open your eyes and look at him through a dazed gaze, his chest was heaving at a fast pace and his chest was coated with sweat, the frustration that once tensed his body seem to have gone now. You release the bedding and reach out with one hand for him and touch his lower stomach, he lifts his head and opens his eyes to look at you, his eyes had returned to his usual ones.

“Want to talk about it now?” You softly ask, feeling your body slowly cooling down along with the temperature, he moves on hand on top of yours and squeezes it before slowly moving backwards, stepping off the bed and slipping out from you.

“In a minute,” He says, releasing your hand. “Are you okay?” You nod your head and sit upright, feeling your mixed release spilling from you and leaking onto the bed. “I wasn’t too fast when I pushed into you, was I?”

“I was soaking wet, Seong…” You say. “It felt so good, nothing hurt, nothing did hurt, I’m okay,” You reach for his hips. “I’m all okay, but are you?” You stood from the bed, letting your hand linger on his hip as you do. “You can tell me anything, you know that, right?” He nods his head and cups your cheek, slowly running his thumb over your cheek.

“I’ll tell you in the tub, I think we both need to soak for a while,” He says, you nod your head. “It’s a bit of a long, complicated story…” He releases your cheek and drops his hand to yours that was still on his hip. “Let’s go…” He takes your hand and turns, gently leading you towards the bathroom for one long hot bath.

[lizzyk137]

Full Masterlist

Guide: (S)=smut, (A)=angst, (F)=fluff, (SM)=sensitive material, (SB)=slow burn

TV Shows:

Criminal Minds:

-Spencer Reid

Series:

-You Were My Happily Ever After (Part One) -You Were My Happily Ever After (Part Two) -You Were My Happily Ever After (Part Three) -I'll Be There For You (Part One) (SB, A) -I'll Be There For You (Part Two) (SM, A, F) -Genius Vs. Genius (Part One) (A, F, SM) -Figuring Out Parenthood (Part One) (F) -The Technical Analyst and the Boy Genius (Part One) (A, F, SM)

One Shots:

-Picture Perfect (F,A) -I'm Never Letting You Go (F,A) -It's A Date (F) -Misunderstandings and Realizations (F,A,SM,SB)

-Aaron Hotchner

-Just The Three of Us (F)

NCIS:

-Leroy Jethro Gibbs

Series:

-Baby's First UnderCover Op (Part One) (SM, A, S) -Baby's Secret (Part Two) (SM, A) -We're Having A Baby! (Part One) (F, A) -We're Finally Having Our Baby! (Part Two) (F, A)

One Shots:

-Annoyance (F, A) -The Wrong ID (F, A) -Drunken Calls (F, A) -Flirting With the Boss's Wife (F) -A Night of Brownies and Wine (F,A) -Nightly Routine (F)

Doctor Who:

-Coming Soon!

Books:

Percy Jackson:

-Claiming You (A, F, SB)

KPOP:

SF9:

-Inseong

-Inseong Admits His Feelings For You (F, A, SB)

-Youngbin

-Youngbin Comforts You After You Lose Zuho (F)

-Jaeyoon

-Helping Jaeyoon Get To Sleep After A Tiring Day (F, SB)

-Zuho

-A New Form of Payment (S, F)

-Hwiyoung

-Hwiyoung's Secret (S, A, F)

-Chani

-I'm All Yours (SB, A, F)

Original Series:

My Roommate is a Vampire

-Part One (F)

His Complicated Mate

-Chapter One -Chapter Two -Chapter Three -Chapter Four -Chapter Five -Chapter Six -Chapter Seven -Chapter Eight -Chapter Nine -Chapter Ten

[just-some-random-blogger]

kpop masterlist

🍓 = fluff themes

❄️ = angst themes

🚧 = smut themes

🤸‍♀️ = slice of life / bish idek what theme this is

🚀 = crack fic themes

🎩 = dark and/or violent themes

🏩 = genre fic, i.e. mystery, horror, fantasy, etc

🍳 = slow burn

🦕 = personal favorite

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A.C.E.

Memory | 🍓❄️🦕 Kim Byeongkwan x Reader + Park Junhee x Reader (University AU) [Blurb]

Ateez

Only One | 🍓❄️❄️❄️🍳🦕 CEO!Choi San x Reader

BigBang

It’s An Act [WBU I] | ❄️ Choi Seunghyun (TOP) x Reader

Smoke | 🍓🤸‍♀️ Choi Seunghyun (TOP) x Reader

BTS

Runaway | 🍓❄️🏩 Mafia!Kim Seokjin (Jin) x Reader (Mafia AU) Preview 1 2 3 4 x

Mah Boyfriend | 🍓🍓🤸‍♀️🦕 Jung Jungkook x Idol!Reader

BTOB

Hidden Heart | 🍓🍓🍓🤸‍♀️🚀🍳 Lee Minhyuk (HUTA) x Idol!Reader [Headcanon]

Day6

A University Dilemma | 🤸‍♀️ Kang Younghyun (Young-K) x Reader (Univeristy AU)

What A Joke | ❄️ Kang Younghyun (Young K) x Reader + Park Jaehyung x Reader (University AU) [Blurb]

So... Haha... I Like You | 🍓🦕 Park Jaehyung x Reader (Fake Dating AU)

EXO

Wheel Of Fortune | 🍓🍳🚀 Park Chanyeol x Reader [Headcanon]

Welcome To The Jungle | 🚀🚀🚀🏩 Park Chanyeol & Oh Sehun (Jungle AU)

Maybe We Still Have A Shot [WBU III] | 🍓🍓🏩 CatHybid!Oh Sehun x Reader (University AU)

Unrequited Attraction | 🚧🏩🍳🦕 Mafia!Kim Jongdae (Chen) x Retail Worker!Reader

Color Palette | 🍓 Byun Baekhyun x Reader [Blurb]

Brown Leaves | 🍓 Kim Jongin (Kai) x Reader (University AU)

GOT7

One Million In One Day | 🍓🍓❄️❄️🍳 Sugar Daddy!Jackson Wang x Reader Preview ~ Alternate Moodboard ~ Moodboard Teaser  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 

Car Rides | 🍓 Jackson Wang x Reader [Blurb]

Juice Box | 🍓🚀🏩🦕 Kunpimook Bhuwakul Bambam x Reader [Blurb] (Pre-Schooler AU)

Somewhere In Between | ❄️❄️Civil Engineer!Park Jinyoung x Reader + Architect!Henry Lau x Reader

Trading Secrets | 🍓🍓 Kim Yugyeom x WangSis!Reader

JYJ

Winning Losses | ❄️ Kim Jaejoong x Idol!Reader

Monsta X

Introspect | 🍓🤸‍♀️ Lee Jooheon x Reader [Blurb]

Letting Off Steam | 🤸‍♀️ Lee Hoseok (Wonho) x ArtStudent!Reader (University AU)

NCT

Seventeen

December Dates | 🍓🚀 bf!Seventeen x Reader [Headcanon]

The Stroke Of Midnight | 🍓❄️🏩🦕 Mafia!Kwon Soonyoung (Hoshi) x Reader

Here's My Problem: I Can't Get You Out Of My Head | ❄️❄️❄️🎩🎩🎩🏩🍳🦕 Detective!Jeon Wonwoo x Actress!Reader

10 Ways To Get Over Gyu | 🍓❄️❄️❄️🍳🍳🦕 Kim Mingyu x Reader + others (Childhood AU)

Half Of My Heart | 🍓❄️🤸‍♀️🍳 Kim Mingyu x Reader + Jeon Wonwoo x Reader (CEO AU)

On A Thread | ❄️❄️ CEO!Joshua Hong (Hong Jisoo) x Nurse!Reader

SF9

A Final Offering | 🍓🍓❄️🏩🦕 Deity!Kim Inseong & Child!Reader + Baek Juho (Zuho) x Mom  

What Does It Mean? | 🍓❄️🤸‍♀️ Kim Inseong x Reader + Lee Jaeyoon x Reader (University AU) 

16th Floor | 🍓🤸‍♀️ Kim Seokwoo (Rowoon) x Reader (Office AU)

SHINee

Understand This |❄️ Choi Minho x Reader I Don’t Understand [Understand This II] | ❄️ Choi Minho x Reader

It’s All A Big Joke [WBU II] | ❄️ Lee Taemin x Reader

Th-that’s Not | ❄️❄️🚧🦕 Lee Taemin x Reader Regrets [Th-that’s Not II] | ❄️ Lee Taemin x Reader

Angel Bride | ❄️🚧🏩🦕 Pirate!Lee Taemin x Reader

Noona, You're So Pretty | 🍓 Lee Taemin x Noona!Reader

Stray Kids

Professional Boundaries | 🍓❄️🚧🦕 CEO!Bang Chan x Pre-School Teacher!Reader + CEO!Hwang Hyunjin x Pre-School Teacher!Reader 1 2 3 4 

Bootylicious | 🍓🚀 Bang Chan x Idol!Reader

Super Junior

The Soup | 🍓🍓🚀🚀 SuJu x SuJu Maknae!Reader [Headcanon]

Secrets Of A Maknae | 🍓🚀🚀 Kim Heechul x SuJuMaknae!Reader

The Boyz

Gentle With Me | 🍓🍓🤸‍♀️ Lee Sangyeon x Reader

TVXQ!

Pitter-Patter | 🍓 Jung Yunho (U-Know) x Reader (Pre-School Teacher AU)

The Art Of Deception | ❄️🎩🏩 Shim Changmin x Reader (Secret Agent/Spy AU)

TXT

Forget About It | 🍓❄️🤸‍♀️🍳🦕 Choi Soobin x Reader (University AU)  

WINNER

I’m Not Playing | 🍓❄️❄️ Gangster!Song Minho (Mino) x Reader 1 2 3 

[boysplanetrecaps]

Build Up, Episode 5: First Eliminations

Welcome back to the recap series that’s never early: BPR Recaps MNET’s Build Up! In the previous one, we covered the four performances that MNET chose not to cover. In this one, we’ll cover the elimination that took place in the middle of episode 5 and give some love to the ten eliminated contestants. Let's do it!

Here we see all our candidates for elimination. 

Top row: Donghyun, Sunyoul; Neon, Seunghwan from CIX; Bitsaeon from M.O.N.T., Jay; Seokhwa from WEi, Woong from AB6IX; Kim Sungjung the musical actor and Lee Gwangseok the freelance model.

Bottom row: Hong Sungjeong, Kim Seohyung; Taehwan from Vanner and Hong Sungwon; Trainee Park Joohee and Kwon Euibin; KNK’s Jeong Inseong and FAVE1’s Hyukjin; and Hwanhee from Up10tion and soldier Jo Hwanji.

The other 20 are safe. 

Of those twenty, if I could keep 10, I’d keep:

Jay

Bitsaeon from M.O.N.T.

Woong from AB6IX

Taehwan from Vanner

Neon

Hong Sungwon

Kwon Euibin

Jeong Inseong from KNK

Lee Hwanhee from Up10tion

Kim Seohyung

I don’t like having to choose though, and my heart would want to keep all of them. But those are the ten I’d pick if push came to shove. I’d especially feel sad about losing Donghun, Sunyoul, Seokhwa, and Hyukjin, because I’m worried about Donghun’s mental health, because Sunyoul and Seokhwa are super lovable dudes, and because Hyukjin’s path as an idol is extremely heartbreaking. But I just chose based on whose singing I want to hear again the most. 

So, this whole time, I’ve been wondering, how will the surviving 10 be chosen from those 20? I assumed that the fan voting would matter in some way, but nope, apparently, it’s the judges. Yeesh. Why is voting happening again, then? 

VCG, who is apparently the head judge, says that they’ve taken the situation seriously and discussed it carefully amongst themselves before they made a decision. Well, I should hope so.

The first survivor is someone who the judges say has an unfairly good voice, a different vibe, and a nice physique. That’s obviously Jay.

Everyone is just like, well, yeah, obviously. It would be pretty unfair if Jay was sent home after that performance, especially when his team outscored every other team except for the team they went up against.

Jay interviews, “I showed that I can sing pop music well, but next time I want to show them proper Korean style singing.” I mean, if you must.

Correctly, the judges also save Neon and Bitsaeon, both of whom did really well. And I’m not that mad that they also save Seunghun from CIX, especially since the fan vote for him is strong. But I'd have saved someone else when there are limited spots.

Bitsaeon interviews, “It wasn’t just Jay – I thought I also showed something in that performance.” You did, Bit, don't worry. Jay interviews that Bitsaeon also being chosen to survive lifted a weight off his shoulders. 

The next person they’re going to save is someone who made a mistake, but Solar says that the judges wanted to hear his voice again anyway. They tease us that it might be Seokhwa...

... but of course it isn't. Who else could it be but wild horse Lee Gwangseok? I just knew the judges would save him. They also save Park Joohee, despite his crying moment. 

Musical actor and Best Sweater winner Hong Sungwon interviews that as the names are being called (and his isn’t,) he feels like he’s being shot. “One person, bang. Second person, bang.”

The next two people the judges are saving are (1) someone with a unique voice and (2) someone else with a pretty low-pitched voice: Sunyoul and Kim Seohyung. I can’t be mad at them saving Sunyoul, as he also has a great voice and I find him particularly lovable. And I had Seohyung on my list too, so again, decent choice. 

Neither of them can believe it.

Sunyoul interviews that it’s hard to be happy since Donghun’s name hasn’t been called. (No loyalty to Hwanhee? I don't notice the two of them interacting much.)  But then the ninth name is called, and it’s Donghun! Again, I’m not mad at it – Donghun also has a great voice.

As for the tenth survivor, they say it’s someone who hasn’t shown his talent yet, so they’ve decided to give him another chance. We see the judges discussing it, and Solar says, “Regardless of the skill level, there are people who attract the audience.” Oh, so we’re picking an idol, I guess? VCG wonders what would happen if this person teamed up with a different guy? (Throughout, the translation says “friend” because they’re saying “chingoo”, but a better translation would be “guy” instead of "friend".)

And I mean, it’s obviously Woong. For one thing, the previews have shown him in the next portion of the show, and for another, the description fits really well – a popular idol who has more talent than what he’s shown and should be teamed up with different people. And sure enough, they call Woong. 

I'm glad, because I actually really like Woong's singing voice a lot and agree with the judges that he hasn't really shown it yet. He bows to everyone and vows to do his best.

So, here are the ten survivors.

So, the ten eliminated guys are still great vocalists and took the time to be on your show and do their best, so obviously the least MNET could do is give them a chance to give a brief goodbye speech.

Oh, wait, sorry, I'm getting word that... no. No, MNET is not doing that. No, instead they've decided to... what's that? oh yes, I understand now. They're just going to NEVER SHOW THE OTHER TEN GUYS EVER AGAIN.

So we lost Seokhwa, our leaping lizard Kim Seongjeong, Hong Seongjun from BDC, smiley Taehwan from Vanner, Hong Sungwon of the ombre blue sweater, Kwon Euibin, Jeong Inseong from KNK, Hyukjin from Fave1, Lee Hwanhee from Up10tion, and Jo Hwanji the soldier.

Ok, let’s talk some math for a bit. A few “ifs” to explore…

If...

they had just chosen the top fifteen teams based on scores, rather than having this rivalry thing, then the ten eliminated candidates would have been (and I’ll put the ones who didn’t really get eliminated in bold):

Lim Junhyeok and Yeo One

Taehwan from Vanner and Sungwon of the blue sweater

Hyukjin and Inseong

Hwanhee and Hwanji

Seokhwa and Woong 

This would have meant keeping the following guys who we didn’t actually get to keep:

Kim Seongjung, the leaping lizard

Hong Seongjun from BDC

Kwon Euibin

I would have been sad to lose Woong, but it would have been worth it to keep Kwon Euibin, and I think both Kim Seongjung and Hong Seongjun are stronger singers than either Lim Junhyeok or Yeo One. 

If...

they had decided the rounds based on average score, throwing out one high score and one low score, then Taehwan and Sungwon would have won their round. (All other results would have been the same.) 

If....

Team Hwan-hee-ji had challenged Seokhwa and Woong, and the maknae had gone up against Sanghyun and Taewoo, then team Hwanheeji would have won and the maknae would have lost. 

Ok, that's enough "ifs" for now.

It’s a bummer that any of them have to go home. It’s especially galling that Inseong, Hyukjin, Hwanhee, and Jo Hwanji not only get sent home like this, but also didn’t get to have their performance really shown. I hope that the experience of being on the show was ok for all of them, and that every one of them finds a nice soft place to land. And let’s all try to support them in whatever they do next, ok?

I’m really going to miss Taehwan’s smile, but luckily I can watch Vanner MVs any time I want. Here is Vanner performing Adore U (my favorite song by Seventeen) live in Busan. Their mics are ON. 

If you’d like to give Hyukjin a stream, his group’s latest single has only 4,733 views at time of writing. The video was shot on (I assume) an Iphone 5, at a warehouse near a train station (I assume). Let’s all give him a stream or two, ok? If everyone who reads my recaps watches their video, we could get that total up to maybe 4,740 or something. That’d be awesome! And here's Hyukjin's Instagram.

If you want to check out KNK to support Inseong, here's the song of theirs I remember hearing a few times in the past -- Sunset. It's full on house music, if you like that kind of thing. I do.

If you want to check out BDC to support Hong Seongjun -- I mean, the group is basically disbanded (I think they might still perform in Japan?) but he might get residuals -- my favorite song of theirs is Moon Rider.

If you want to check out WEi to support Seokhwa, my favorite song of theirs is Spray.

If you want to check out Up10tion, I will again say that I really like their song Spin Off. And here is Hwanhee's instagram -- at least, I think it's his. It has a blue check.

Here's a performance of Kwon Euibin on a previous show. He talks 10x more on this show than he does on Build Up. Turns out he used to be a baseball player, but he kept getting injured and got interested in music while he was rehabbing.  Then he sings Tomboy by Hyukoh, the same song that was done in the Pre-4 mission round of Build Up. He sounds great! And here's his Instagram, teasing an upcoming single.

Here's a performance of Jo Hwanji singing a year ago or so. He's wearing a military outfit here too, and singing to a group of soldiers. His MyDrama List page has this photo of him with longer hair, which blows my mind for some reason.

I found what I think is his Spotify page if you want to check it out.

Kim Sungjung and Hong Sungwon are both musical actors, meaning that they perform in live theater in Korea, and I couldn't find any social media or anything for them. If you find some, let me know!

So, that's it for now. In the next one, I'm going to award some BRAPPIES! Something to look forward to. See you soon!

[maessseongs]

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dandelions [3k] youngbin, inseong, one shot

He looked at them, enraged, the vibrant yellow color stinging his eyes, and he wished to tear them apart into pieces.

If Dandelions used to be his favorites, he now loathed them more than anything.

do you do nudes? [10,5k] dawon, chani, one shot

“Do you do nudes too?” he ends up asking, genuine.

The younger tries, probably hopes, to find any funny undertones in his voice. It is what he has grown to knowing the man, but he quickly gives up. He is serious.

Chanhee sighs, and puts down his pencil on top of his artbook.

“First of all -”

Make A Move Series

a breathless mess [4,4k] zuho, rowoon,

Juho finally decided to make his move and ask Seokwoo on a date. Only for his original idea to not go exactly as planned.

the cafeteria's sandwich [8,5k] yoo taeyang, hwiyoung, chani

Youngkyun has a crush on Taeyang, but Chanhee is in the way. It's okay though.

bestfriends and more [8,5k] inseong, dawon

First and most important rule is to make sure you don’t catch feelings. Sanghyuk apparently can never, for the love of God, stick to the rules.

In his defense, there was no such rule to begin with.

reminisce about all [6,6k] youngbin, jaeyoon

Five years ago they made a decision together. Five years from then, they make an entirely different decision. Again, together.

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[blu-joons]

The Night Before Enlistment ~ Kim Inseong

“Can you still not get yourself off to sleep?”

As Inseong’s head tilted down to look across at you, you could tell straight away that sleep had avoided him. His mind was busy, filled with apprehension and nerves, the fear of the unknown and what was coming his way beginning to creep in.

The feeling of a hand cupping the side of his face drew Inseong out of the daydream that he was in, nodding his head at last in response to you. He seemed exhausted, but his mind was active, stubbornly refusing to switch off for him.

“I can’t close my eyes without thinking about things,” Inseong whispered, shifting onto his side to be able to face you properly. “The thought of leaving so much behind tomorrow doesn’t quite feel real yet, it’s not sunk in yet.”

You smiled weakly, understanding exactly how Inseong was feeling, “we knew this day would come, it’s just come a lot sooner than either of us could have probably imagined it would.”

You’d been made aware of the need for Inseong to enlist for a while, closing yourself off from it. Neither of you really enjoyed talking about what would happen, you thought if you forgot about it, it would go away, but now it had finally crept back up on you.

“Even just laying here I’m struggling to believe that this could be my last night in my own bed for eighteen months or so,” Inseong continued, pulling the duvet further up around his frame.

“You’ll get some holiday from time to time,” you tried your best to encourage, trying to pick Inseong’s mood up as best as you could, “you can come back home then, right?”

“I can,” Inseong murmured, still filled with fright. Not only was he struggling to believe that he was leaving his bed, but picturing you being the only in the bed too didn’t sit right for Inseong, it was a place for the two of you, not just one of you.

As Inseong fell silent quickly, you could tell that he was silently beginning to worry again. “I’m sure that these months will fly by you know,” you smiled, pressing a little closer into Inseong’s cheek to draw his attention back across to you.

“I don’t think I can sleep tonight,” he then whispered in reply to you, “I don’t even know how I’m going to sleep whilst I’m in the military, I can’t even remember the last time that I fell asleep without you right by my side there with me.”

With time you knew that Inseong would settle, get comfortable, make friends, and find his feet too. It was going to take time for him to adapt, get used to new surroundings, new people, but you had every confidence that he could do it.

As he met your eyes, Inseong smiled weakly, “we’ve never spent more than a couple of weeks apart, and now we could be looking at a month or two at least.”

As much as you tried to keep the smile on your face, you were terrified too. Luckily for you, you had the rest of the group around you still, but they could never make up for having Inseong around you, no matter how hard they tried to be there.

“We’ll get there,” you whispered, unable to quite find it in you to say anything else as you tried your best to keep composed, “we’ve always got through everything, right?”

Inseong’s head nodded in agreement with you, “it’s the not knowing when I’ll next see you again that scares me, I feel fine about walking through the barracks tomorrow, I’m a people person after all, but my favourite person won’t be there.”

“I’m coming to see you off,” you reminded him, bringing your other hand up to Inseong’s face too, “and the boys all said that they’d come too.”

Knowing how terrified Inseong was, the boys all made sure that their schedules were clear to see Inseong off with you. Not only were they going for him, but they were also going for you too, making sure they could support you as you said your goodbyes.

“They’re under strict instructions to look after you,” Inseong promised you with a light chuckle, reminding himself of the serious lecture that he had given them all on his last visit to the studio. “Even if you want them at four in the morning, you call.”

“I’ll be alright,” you laughed, shaking your head at how organised Inseong was when it came to you, “the poor boys don’t need to be worrying about me with you not around.”

Inseong quickly shushed you as you spoke, not letting you dismiss the boys. “They’ve been given no choice, if I come home next year and find anything different, then I’m blaming them,” he joked, trying his best to keep his humour despite the overwhelming nerves that he felt about what was coming his way.

“I know you’re worried about me, but I can take of myself,” you assured him, “and I’ll make sure that I show you that as often as possible too.”

Inseong nodded at your vow, “I want you to text me every single day, even if I can’t reply so that I know you’re taking care of yourself and healthy.”

It was a promise that you had already made several times to Inseong in the build up to his enlistment. “Most of all I promise that I won’t sleep on your side of the bed, I know how much you love how your body moulds into the mattress as it is.”

He smiled appreciatively back across to you, “I’ve left a pile of my hoodies in the wardrobe so that you can snuggle up to them instead of rolling onto my side of the bed.”

“And I’ve ordered a new bottle of my perfume to ship to you once you’ve done your induction so that you can keep it with you too,” you reminded him, sniggering softly as the corners of Inseong’s mouth turned up into a smile.

“I bet the other members of the band judge me,” he laughed, “but they’ll just be jealous that their partners don’t send them anything.”

Slowly, you noticed Inseong’s mood picking up as you reminded him of the things that he had to look forward to, even if you were going to be far away.

“Just think of all the fun we can have once enlistment is over,” you suggested, “we won’t have to make plans anymore wondering whether we’ll get to do it before you enlist.”

“When I discharge, we’re clearing off our bucket lists,” Inseong laughed in reply.

“We’ll have the rest of our lives to do those things.”

“My discharge bucket list currently consists of laying in bed with you and never letting go,” Inseong informed you, feeling his heart soften as he tried to picture how that time would be, even if it was several months away. “I can’t wait for that time to come around.”

“I bet that it will be much sooner than you think.”

“I don’t want things to change whilst I’m gone,” he whispered, “I want to make sure that I come out to you, and the group, and all of our fans too.”

Your head nodded back to him, “your fans will wait and so will the boys. As for me, I’ll be straight to those gates on the day that you discharge.”

“I can’t wait for that day to come.”

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Masterlist

[koalitypop]

numb tongue kissing

Requested! 

pairing: sf9 Inseong x reader

warnings: burned tongue?

a/n: Thank you so much for requesting! I’m not entirely sure that this drabble is exactly ehat you were looking for, but I just simply see Inseong as a super sweet kinda guy and couldn’t bring myself to write anything steamier. I hope you’ll like it and thank you for spending your time on my blog. Enjoy! 

“Ah, it still hurts though,” you whined, lying on your side of the bed.

“It still does? It should have gone numb from the sugar, love,” Inseong exclaimed, pulling you closer to him.

“I don’t know, that lava cake was super-hot,” you wailed.  

Inseong made you open your mouth to have a look at your burnt tongue. The pout on his face made it rather obvious that he was upset with both the situation and him. If he only looked up when a lava cake should be served or maybe even asked you, you wouldn’t be in such pain. He simply wanted to treat you to a nice dinner made by him, but now you were miserable and he blamed himself for that.

“I don’t know, love, the tip looks pretty red. Should we put something on it? Does it hurt anywhere else,” your boyfriend asked, cupping your cheeks to keep your mouth open.  

“Nah, my whole tongue but the tip has gone numb. We can’t simply put a cream on my tongue, I’m sure such ointments aren’t edible,” you mumbled, nuzzling your head in the crook of Inseong’s neck.  

“I’m so sorry, love, I wish I knew what to do. Actually, I wish I never got you burnt in the first place,” he apologised, caressing your face.  

“It’s okay, it will heal,” you murmured, smiling at the feel of Inseong’s kiss on your hair, “Apart from that lava cake incident, I had a great night. Thank you for everything, love,” you smiled, standing up a bit.  

“My pleasure, love,” your boyfriend mumbled, softly placing his lips on yours, kissing you carefully.  

The bittersweet taste of the red wine became even more intoxicating with Inseong’s mouth on yours. The man grasped your waist tightly and moved you even closer to himself. The warmth of your boyfriend’s body made you melt into his embrace.  

The gentle tingles onto your numb tongue made you giggle into the kiss, alluring Inseong, making him lose all self-control, which led to him touching the sore tip of your tongue. You jumped in shock in your boyfriend’s arms, whining. Inseong’s hands patted your back slightly as if you were a baby that he put to sleep.  

“’M so sorry, love,” he moaned, his lips almost leaving yours.  

You sucked his upper lip lightly, resting your palms on his chest. Inseong gave your lips a few tiny kitten licks, his soft actions surprising you.  

“Your tongue may be numb, but your kisses are still so sweet.”

[kpophours]

Ascending Friendship

➵ SF9: Inseong x fem. reader / one shot, non-idol AU / fluff / REQUESTED

➵ warnings: none

➵ word count: 2k

You’re just on your way home when you spot the caravans of the fair - some of the colorful tents, game booths and different rides just being set up. You can’t help but gasp, nose pressing against the window of the bus to get a better look at everything. You had totally forgotten about the fair coming to your hometown this weekend, but you’re more than excited about it - you simply adore the fair. That’s why you immediately get out your phone and text your group chat, quickly informing your friends that you all need to meet up this weekend.

Most of them agree almost instantly and your heart skips a beat when you see the words Inseong types… pop up on your screen.

You beam when you see his confirmation, followed by the heart-eyes-emoji. You giggle to yourself and sigh, looking out the window of your bus.

In your opinion, Saturday can’t come quickly enough now.

“I still don’t understand why you have to come with us tonight.”, you whine and almost stomp your foot in frustration. Minhyuk just grins and shrugs, flipping his messy hair out of the face. “Because they’re not only your but also my friends. Well, most of them anyway.”, he explains nonchalantly, beginning to hum a tune under his breath. You just roll your eyes at your brother. “You’re ridiculous! You have so many other friends and I’m sure most of them would have loved to go to the fair as well.” 

But he simply ignores your protests, continuing to hum and staring down the street to look for the bus you’re going to take to the fair.

“If you tease me tonight, I swear I’ll never talk to you again.”, you finally grumble, crossing your arms in front of your chest and kicking at a stone in front of you. Minhyuk chuckles and pats your head. “Ohh, don’t worry. I’d never tease you.” Even he has to laugh at this ridiculous statement. Before you’re able to say anything else, the bus finally arrives.

It doesn’t take long to get to the fair. While you wait for the doors to open, you wave excitedly at your friends waiting at the bus stop. As soon as you step out of the bus, your best friend Cat squeals and immediately hugs you close, whispering “Inseong already asked for you.” into your ear. You can’t help but beam at the information. When you break apart again, you continue to greet all your other friends, Inseong being last. He smiles at you, dark eyes forming little crescents when he pulls you in his arms and murmurs a soft “Hey Y/N.” into your ear. Your heart skips a beat at his voice and you smile up at him. 

Before you can stop yourself, you begin to think about all the hours you spent together these past few weeks - the exchange of secret smiles, the blushing of cheeks and the accidental brushing of hands... Before you’re able to say anything to him though, Minhyuk has already shoved you out of the way and greets Inseong by slapping him on the back. “Long time no see, old friend.”, he says, immediately pulling the other man with him towards the first booths of the fair, “I didn’t know you’d be joining us today!” 

Inseong just throws you a somewhat helpless look, making you sigh and close your eyes for second. Before you can pity yourself though, Cat links arms with you and affectionately pats your head. “The evening is young. You’ll have time together!”, she says encouragingly and you nod. “I know, I know. I just hope Min won’t monopolize Inseong the whole night.”, you mutter under your breath while letting yourself be pulled towards the first tents by your best friend.

The next hour passes rather quickly - you eat way too many snacks, ride the giant and colorful merry-go-round and take a look at the various booths. Then, suddenly, Inseong’s at your side and smiles down at you, eyes soft. “Hi again.”, he says and you immediately return his smile, shyly brushing some of your hair back behind your ear. “Care for some cotton candy?”, he asks and you nod excitedly, following him to one of the countless booths selling candy. A few minutes later, you’re happily sharing the pink sugary cloud, while walking beside each other, hands brushing against each other too often to call it accidental.

All of the sudden, Inseong leans down to you and gently touches your lips with his thumb, making you freeze. “There uh, there was… you had some... sugar…-”, he stammers and ducks his head, embarrassed when he sees your surprised expression. You just smile at him and quickly lick your lips for good measure. “Thanks.”, you whisper, heart pounding way too fast against your rib cage. You hear him exhale and then, his hand brushes against yours again, finally interlacing your fingers. You can’t help but beam and when Inseong notices you’re not opposed to holding hands with him, he pulls you even closer.

“How about some games?”, he asks, pointing towards one of the many colorful tents in front of you. You grin and nod excitedly. “Oh yes, absolutely! I’d love that. But don’t be mad when I win every single one of them.”, you reply, eyes sparkling with humor and he laughs, before tugging you with him and away from your group of friends.

You and Inseong spent the next hour running around the fair, eating even more snacks and playing lots of fun games, even winning some of the corny, often trashy prices. After having your fortune told by a mysterious woman in dark clothing and a shimmering mask - assuring you, you’d soon meet a handsome stranger - Inseong asks you if you want to ride the ferris wheel with him. You immediately agree, but before you’re able to reach the ride, Minhyuk strolls over to you, observing your intertwined hands in a critical manner and raising both eyebrows. 

“So, what’s this between you two?”, he asks, crossing both arms in front of his chest and tilting his head to the side. Inseong and you both stop dead in your tracks and you hold your breath, gnawing on your lower lip. Inseong’s gaze slides from your brother to you and back again. “What… what do you mean?”, he finally replies, trying to sound nonchalant, but failing. Minhyuk ruffles his hair, slightly exasperated. “I mean… If you wanna date, that’s fine with me - it’s not like I can say anything against it, Y/N is more than capable of making her own choices. But you could at least tell me, you know? We’re all friends after all.” He sounds almost offended. 

You take a step forward. “Min, it’s not-” but before you’re able to defend yourself, Inseong interrupts: “Uhm, yeah we… kinda are dating. I guess. Right?”, with that, he looks back at you again, a hopeful yet slightly anxious expression on his face. You blink at him, surprised - until your lips curve into a happy smile. “We apparently are…?”, you almost whisper, cheeks flushing scarlet. Inseong beams at your answer and tugs you even closer to him, a loving expression on his face. Minhyuk chuckles at that and sighs. “Well, I think you should prove your worthiness to me nevertheless. I can’t just let anyone date my sister, you know?”, he says, voice teasing. You shoot him a warning glare, but your brother simply ignores you - and so does your now-boyfriend. “Sure.”, Inseong shrugs, “What do you have in mind?” Minhyuk grins almost devilishly. “I know just the thing. Follow me.” 

With that, your brother turns around, Inseong hot on his heels and quickly followed by yourself and the rest of your friends as well, Cat linking arms with you, grinning widely. “Oh, this is gonna be fun!”, she says gleefully, but you just groan, laying your head on her shoulder. “No, this is ridiculous”.”, you murmur and she laughs at your slight distress. “Oh, come on! It’s all for fun and giggles, you know that! Min loves Inseong - and you.”, she assures you and pats your head, “So don’t worry.” You just keep quiet.

It doesn’t take long for you to reach the stall Minhyuk’s been searching for: “Really?! Hook-a-duck?”, Inseong asks, slightly incredulous. Your brother just laughs and shrugs. “Well, it’s rather fitting, considering you’re hooking up with my sister now.” “MINHYUK!”, you gasp and smack the back of his head, but your brother just giggles. “I’m only stating facts!”, he quickly defends himself and positions himself in front of the water trough filled with yellow rubber ducks, grabbing one of the wooden poles to begin playing. Inseong quickly takes the place opposite your brother and then, the game begins.

You and your friends begin to cheer them on, some cheering for Inseong - such as yourself of course -, some for your brother. You squeal when Inseong manages to hook the first duck and clap your hands together - but just seconds later, Minhyuk has hooked a duck as well, a second one following rather quickly. For a few minutes, it looks like your brother is going to win, until Inseong manages to catch two more ducks - and then, time’s finally up. You squeal again and basically fling yourself at Inseong, who catches you, a surprised yet pleased expression on his face. When you quickly press your lips to his cheek, he flushes scarlet, but beams at you. Minhyuk just sighs at the sight and shrugs. “Well, I guess all I gotta do now is… wish you all the best.”, he says dramatically, before gently flicking your forehead and patting Inseong’s shoulder, “Take good care of her.” Your boyfriend nods, a serious expression on his face. “I will.”

You simply roll your eyes at them. “I can take care of myself, thanks.”, you grumble, but before Minhyuk can argue back, Inseong pulls you with him and away from your group of friends. “Let’s try the ferris wheel now.”, he explains when you look at him, a silent question on your face. You smile and nod, interlacing your fingers with his and almost skidding towards the ride.

After paying the clerk, Inseong and you slip onto the small bench of the ride and your boyfriend instantly slides one arm around your shoulder, pulling you close. You smile and cuddle into his side, heart leaping when the ferris wheel starts its slow ascent. The higher it goes, the more you can see of the fair - the tiny tents and seemingly endless booths as well the crowd of laughing people and the many colorful fairy lights. It looks like a small, dreamlike city and you can’t help but smile at the sight. Inseong chuckles and begins to absentmindedly play with your hair, enjoying the relaxed atmosphere. When you’ve almost reached the highest point, the wheel suddenly stops and you straighten up to get an even better look at everything. 

When you turn around to face Inseong, you see a gentle, loving smile on his face. Almost shyly, you brush your hair behind your ear and return it. “I’m sorry that…. I, uh, kind of... sprung this whole relationship thing on you today - and in front of all the others, at that. I hope I didn’t make you feel uncomfortable.”, Inseong says apologetically, but you just shrug. “No, it’s okay. I think we kind of needed the push from Minhyuk - because let’s be honest, this ‘relationship thing’ has been brewing for some time now.”, you reply cheekily and Inseong chuckles. “Okay, that’s true.”

You stay silent for a few seconds, before Inseong tilts his head to one side, gently cupping your cheek. “Can I kiss you?”, he whispers and you simply smile, before leaning towards him and pressing your lips against his.

He hums appreciatively, sliding both arms around you and pulling you even closer. He gently nuzzles your nose when you break apart again and smiles, dark eyes forming little crescents. You smile as well and snuggle against his chest, before silently continuing to gaze at the colorful lights and tents of the fair.

[masterlist] | [requests] 

[ishikawayukis]

hwiyoung ✧ tear drop 210713

[tobesensation-9]

I wish someone would tuck me in and help me sleep. These days, I'm so overworked and barely get any sleep even if I'm tired. How do you think each member of SF9 would tuck their lover in?

Omg. I don’t know who needed this more me or you 🥲 because I feel the exact same way these days.

Youngbin 👑

I think he would definitely like to have those late night talks while cuddling. The talks that go from really deep talks about life comparing both of your different interpretations of certain events. Then turning into the both of you cuddling half asleep, speaking slowly only saying a few words per minute. You giving each other a “mmhmm” is response a few moments after someone said something. All this I ntil the both of you stopped and drifted to sleep.

Inseong 🌰

Strangely (not so strangely) i see him reading to you idk why 😅. I don’t think anyone talks about this enough but he has a very nice voice. Like speaking voice (like Youngbin and Jaeyoon). Like him (and those two) his voice is so soothing so it would definitely help you drift away

Jaeyoon 🥰

I immediately thought of him giving you cute little kisses all around your cheek and neck. Like you keep tossing and turning and once you finally stilled, he would pull you to him and start kissing your softly. This was his him trying to calm you down and have you go to sleep.

Dawon (Sanghyuk) 😋

I see him trying to just be the best support he could. He’d ask if here was anything you wanted him to do and he’d do it. You needed a glass of water, he’d get it before you finished your sentence. You were hot? He’d already be at the thermostat. I think he’d be a mix of all of the members in there different methods meshed together trying his best.

Zuho (Juho) 🍬

I see him playing with your hair and putting your fingers through it. I can see you grabbing his hand and putting it atop your head as your way of asking him to play with it. That would be one of his ways of showing affection and skinship and it’s your absolute favorite. The fuzzy feeling it gives you when he combs his fingers through your hair relaxes you like no other and you doze off to sleep

Rowoon (Seokwoo) 🐭

I think he would caress every part of you. Tossing and turning he’d turn over to you, gently pulls you to him so you were laying on his chest. He’s caress your thighs, especially (idk what it is about guys caressing your thighs, but it feels so wonderful). He’d hug you and pull you close to him, rubbing your back like you were a baby. Lol I mean you are, you're his baby, and he’s yours

Taeyang 🌞

I see him dragging himself out of bed to make you a warm cup of chamomile/lavender tea of some warm sweet cinnamon milk. When he left out you didn’t know what he was doing, you knew you were tossing a turning a lot but you didn’t think it would annoy him. You figured maybe you were disturbing his sleep. But when he came back with a mug and handed it to you, you smiled and started to drink it. Shortly after you set the mug on the night stand and started to doze. He’d be caressing you side as you did.

Hwiyoung (Youngkyun) 😎

I think Hwiyoung’s way of comforting you and helping you go to sleep would be just making sure you guys had some sort of physical contact. Like, I can see you too loving to cuddle together but not necessarily sleeping easily together because of your differences in sleeping style. Like you could sleep on your stomach while he slept on his side, and with you needing more space to stretch your limbs a bit, he’d cover his hand with yours or something. If you were moving around a lot in bed I see him putting his arm around you or laying his hand over yours to try to help you relax and go to sleep.

Chani (Chanhee) 🥴

I see him spooning with you, you little spooning. With you moving around he’s wake up from his sleep and ask if you were okay. (I just imagine how he’d sound waking up and awww his cute deep groggy voice 🥺). You’d explain that you can’t sleep and he’d just wrap an arm around you and press up against you. “Is that better?” The comfort of his warm body pressing into yours made you feel safe and relaxed. Soon the two of you would fade off to sleep.

[lixie-galaxies]

SF9

YOUNGBIN

INSEONG

JAEYOON

DAWON

ZUHO

ROWOON

YOO TAEYANG

Ice queen ღ❀ (coming soon)

HWIYOUNG

CHANI

[yootaesowlwrites]

Will You... - Kim Inseong

Warnings: Angst, fluff, unrequited love, slow burn.

W/C: 2.9K

You have known Inseong for over two years now, you two had met during one of his musical rehearsals where you worked as one of the technical crew members, and you both had crew closer to each other over the years. To the point that you knew how stressed he was about joining the military, not wanting to leave his parents alone and not wanting to leave his friends, that had become like family to him, behind.

“I promise to visit them,” You say as you walk with him towards the car. “And your friends will keep in contact with you, no matter what, don’t worry about it,” You tried to reassure him, but you weren’t sure if you were doing a good job with it. “Just make sure to call your parents also,” He nods his head. He looked so different with his shorter hair, yet, he looked exactly like Inseong.

“Have you two said goodbye,” Hwiyoung asks when you reach the car. You look at Inseong, giving him a sad smile, hoping he wouldn’t pick up on it, he immediately throws his arms around you and pulls you into a tight hug.

“I’m going to miss you,” He mutters into your shoulder. “Come visit me as soon as you’re allowed,” You nod your head as you comfortingly rub your hand over his back.

“I will,” You whisper, feeling a lump building in your throat. “Take good care of yourself,” You feel him take in a big breath, and knew he was trying not to cry into your shoulder. “It’s okay… I’m going to miss you so much, too,” And then he lets out a loud sob.

“Take care of yourself,” He mutters, not wanting to break the hug, but knowing he had to. “Once I’m allowed to use my phone, I’ll send you a message to come and visit me,” You nod your head and pat his back. He slowly pulls away from the hug and looks at you before turning towards the car.

“We’ll give him a big lunch,” Zuho says. You give him a sad smile and nod your head and watch as they all climbed into the car, tears begin slipping from your eyes and down your cheek as the car pulls away, taking your friend away.

Six weeks pass and your mind remained full of Inseong, wondering how he was doing and remembering all the things you did together. It only took you two weeks to realize how much you missed him and to realize that you had been in love with him for the past couple of months. As the time got closer to visiting him, you could feel yourself growing nervous, it almost felt like you were going to visit your lover, but you knew that wasn’t the case. You hadn’t spoken to him since the day you said goodbye to him.

“Y/n,” He says as you enter the building, he wraps his arms around you to pull you into a hug. “I missed you so much,” You could feel your heart rate picking up as he held you against him. “It was so quiet and boring without you,” You chuckle against his chest as you return the hug.

“I doubt, I think you made tons of friends already,” You say. He pulls back from the hug, looking at you offended. “Don’t give me that look, you can’t deny it.”

“Okay, I have, but none of them is like you,” He says and guides you towards a table. “They’re all different,” You shake your head and sit down at the table. “How have you been?”

“Good, I’ve been good, it’s quiet without you around,” You say. Your mind spun as you fought to confess to him or keep it to yourself. Would it be right of you to tell him while he was actively attending his military duties? “You should finish quickly and return home,” He laughs and nods his head.

“I’ll try to finish quickly,” He says. “Is it that horrible without me?” You nod your head, smiling at him. “Then I should finish quickly, I can’t let you suffer any longer,” You begin laughing.

“Yes, please, spare me the suffering,” You say between laughter. You look at him as your laughter dies down, he looked good, healthy, and like he was glowing, and you missed seeing that in your apartment.

“Should I show you around?” He asks. “Introduce you to the friends I’ve made?”

“I might get jealous that they can spend time with you every day,” You jokingly say, which makes him chuckle. “But sure, if you’re allowed to show me around,” He smiles and gets up from the chair.

“Come on,” He says. You get up and begin following out of the room, where everyone else was sitting and talking to their family members or friends.

As you leave the base, you could feel a pinch in your heart, you had decided not to tell him about your feelings, not wanting to complicate things for him while he was doing his duties. And you didn’t want to leave with a possible broken heart from him rejecting you and your feelings.

Months pass, and soon he was on a vacation day and had called you and his friends to spend time with him, you had arrived early, determined to tell him about your feelings. You sit down on the couch, and he sits down on another couch, you clap your hands in front of you and take in a deep breath.

“I must confess something to you, Inseong,” You say. He positions his body in your direction, ready to listen to what you had to say. “I like you, and I like you a lot, I realized when you left that I liked you more than a friend,” You watch as his eyes widen, and he shifts in his seat.

“Y/n, I’m currently doing my military duties,” He says. Trying to find the right words. “We can’t, it’s not going to work out, so don’t like me,” You felt your heart break into a million pieces.

“I know you’re busy with your duties, but I can wait for you,” You begin to say. “I don’t mind waiting for you.”

“Don’t,” He says sharply. “Don’t wait for me, don’t have feelings for me, you can’t put your life not pause for me,” You could feel a lump forming in your throat. “And who says you will feel the same when I finish my service?”

“I will,” You whisper, trying your hardest not to break down in front of him. “I will, Inseong,” He shakes his head, his face changing the more you push.

“No, don’t wait for me,” He says. “Who says I feel the same?” You pause and slowly begin to slump back in your seat. “Exactly, you didn’t think of that, and if I did feel the same, who says I won’t feel different when I finish?” You bite the inside of your cheeks, letting his words sink in.

“Well… at least you’re aware of my feelings for you,” You whisper. He was about to say something when the door opens and his friends and group mates enters, greeting him loudly and breaking up the conversation you were having. He hadn’t realized how much he had hurt you, how many pieces your heart felt like it was shattered in. And you didn’t realize that he felt the same, but thinks it would be better if you moved on from him while he was completing his service.

You sit there in silence as everyone else talks to him, you were only paying attention here and there until you finally made a quiet exit, right into the rain. You could feel the cold water hitting your skin and tears spill from your eyes as you make your way home, replaying his words over and over in your mind. Your clothes become soaked, and soon you’re drenched in water, but you couldn’t care less about that, you just wanted a moment to yourself and for a moment… it felt like the world was crying with you.

Weeks pass by, and you had minimal contact with Inseong, he had started to use the excuse that he was busy, but you had heard from the members that he always kept in contact with them, so, you stopped trying to get in contact with him, your heart aching as you try and get over him. It took months, to mend your heart just enough, or so you thought. You thought you were over him completely, but as you were starting to go out on dates with someone, to try and completely heal your broken heart, he returned.

Inseong was on his way to see you when he stops in his steps, his eyes falls on you as you were with another person, you were laughing with them, or at something they had told you, to him, it looked like you were enjoying yourself like you had moved on, while he hadn’t once stopped thinking about you. He could hear the surrounding sound disappears, and he swears he heard his own heart break as he watches you. If only he realized that your smile wasn’t reaching your eyes and your laugh wasn’t like it was when it was with him. He turns around, not wanting to see more.

Your smile disappears as you see the familiar person turning away and disappearing into the crowd, your heart begins aching, and your laughter dies completely. And all you want to do is run after him and welcome him home. But you were quickly reminded that he had stopped trying to keep in contact with you, and seeing as you had a different commitment now, it all stopped you from running after him. Your date picks up on the change in your behaviour, but decides not to say anything about it. He knew you had a heartbreak before you both had met, and he was willing to help you mend your heart. Until it happened a third time when you were on a date and your mood shifts.

“You never told me about the person that broke your heart,” He states. “What happened?” You inhale deeply, your mood already down as you had spotted Inseong again. It was like he was everywhere suddenly, was it a coincidence or was it on purpose?

“I… he was in the military and didn’t want me to wait for him,” You whisper, your date could see how down you looked.

“And now?” He asks, probably pushing it, but he would rather know.

“Now I have you, don’t I?” You ask, trying to change the subject and putting up a fake smile. He lets out a sigh and gives you a sad smile.

“I don’t think we’re going to work out,” He says. “I would be your second choice, compared to him,” You feel a lump forming in your throat, you had thought you had completely let Inseong go. “You’re not over him, and you love him… you’ll always love him,” But here you were, experiencing another heartbreak, but this time… it didn’t affect you like Inseong’s words had.

“But… But, he didn’t feel the same way,” You whisper.

“Are you sure of that?” He asks, you nod sadly nod your head.

“He said it himself…” You say. “When I met with him to confess to him…”

“That was a lie, I wouldn’t want someone to wait for me either if I was in the military because it can get lonely,” He says. “But you obviously haven’t moved on like he had thought you would… you should go meet with him,” He takes in a deep breath. “I’m letting you go because I care about you, we can still be friends, but I don’t think I’ll ever be your first choice…” You swallow and feel tears building up in your eyes.

“I’m sorry…” You whisper, trying to keep your tears inside.

“What are you sorry for?” He asks. “You can’t help who you fall in love with, and my person will come when the time is right,” He reaches for the side of your face and slowly slides his thumb along your cheek. “Don’t ever be sorry for being in love,” You nod your head and move closer to him, his arms move around you to hold you in a comforting hug. “Go after him, and be happy.”

A few days after that, Zuho invited you to one of the meet ups, and you nervously decide to go, not knowing if Inseong wanted to see you, not after breaking much contact off with you. As you enter the apartment, you were greeted by laughter and loudness, exactly what you expected. You only wish Jaeyoon was there to make sure you were distracted, but he was now off to fulfil his military duties.

“Hi,” You say as you step into the living room. Your eyes fall on Inseong and you can feel your heart fluttering and breaking at the same time. “Am I late?” Dawon gets up and moves a spot up, making space between him and Taeyang for you. You move towards the couch and sit down, feeling the awkwardness grow between you and Inseong.

“No, you’re just in time,” Rowoon says. “We got here a few minutes ago,” You nod your head and give him a faint smile. “Almost all of us are here.”

“How have you been, it’s been a while since we saw you,” Youngbin asks. “We were starting to think you were avoiding us,” You awkwardly chuckle and shake your head.

“No, no, I was just distracted by life,” You say. “But I should have visited, I’ll make sure to make time to see you guys,” He nods his head.

“When are we meeting your boyfriend?” Inseong suddenly asks, and quietness sinks into the room, you could only hear everyone breathing.

“What are you talking about?” You ask, or more sigh out. You didn’t have the slightest idea what he was talking about.

“I saw you with him when I went to meet with you,” He says. “It looks like you’re happy, so, I’m happy for you,” You let out another sigh and move your hands to grip the couch.

“They left me because they saw I wasn’t happy,” You say. His face falls, and you miss the excitement flashing through his eyes. “I saw you… three times and he picked it up, he picked up that I wasn’t really happy,” You lick your lips as the words go through your mind again. “And we weren’t dating, either, we were just going on dates to see if it would work out,” Inseong slowly nods his head.

“You… saw me three times?” He asks slowly. You nod your head. “I thought I was good at hiding…” You swallow and shake your head.

“You’re a horrible hider,” You mutter. “Besides, you stand out,” Everyone quietly got up from their places and slowly begins filling out the room to give you both some privacy.

“I’m sorry…” He whispers. “If I ruined it for you,” You bite the inside of your cheeks and take a moment.

“Don’t…” You whisper. “Do you think I would have ever been happy with someone else when I have such deep-rooted feelings for you?” You stand from the couch. “But I understand that you don’t have any feelings for me, so I will accept that.” Inseong quickly stands and grabs onto your hand as you begin to turn away.

“And what makes you think that I don’t feel the same?” He asks quickly. You slowly turn back to him.

“Because you said so over a year ago,” You whisper. “When I confessed my feelings to you,” He swallows as he blinks rapidly, the day and what he had said to you rushing through his mind, when he had looked for you to say his goodbye, you were already gone, and he couldn’t even give you a proper goodbye that day, and he hoped that ignoring you would help him, and you, but it seemed like it hadn’t helped one bit.

“I feel the same way,” He whispers. “I only said that because I didn’t want you to wait another year for me,” You watch as his eyes become glossed over. “I didn’t want you to put your life on pause with me, and wait.”

“And I told you that I don’t mind waiting,” You say. “Because you were worth it for me, Inseong,” He swallows as a lump forms in his throat. The word ‘were’ hit him hard.

“And now… Am I still worth it?” He asks carefully.

“I would still stupidly wait for you to return…” You whisper.

“I’m sorry…” He says, a stray tear slipping down his cheek, and you couldn’t help but feel tears build up in your eyes. “For saying that, for making you wait, for being a jerk,” He reaches for your cheek with his other hand. “For being an absolute idiot over a year ago,” His thumb slowly slides over your cheek. “I hope you can forgive me, for my stupidity, and for not doing this earlier,” You were about to ask him what he meant, but he pulls you into him and his lips touch yours, your eyes open wide before they slowly shut, and you return the kiss, his hand slides from your cheek to the back of your head and holds you in place, for your first kiss together, and many more to come in the future.

[knkpsh]

inseong as your bf <3

• acts like the toughest manly man with a tough ego

• sometimes u cant tell if its a joke or not ISKDKD

• if u havent noticed he likes spending time around water,,,,, He likes spending time around water.

• swimming & fishing being 2 of the hobbies hes spent a big chunk of time on,,,, he’d love to do these with you

• when yall go swimming together he loves the way the water makes you glisten in the sunlight

• when you go fishing he loves surprise on your face when you get a tug on the line, and the glee on your face when you manage to reel in a big one. he’ll be so proud of you his heart grows 287438 sizes larger <3

• loves kissing you :(( his kisses are so soft have you seen those lips

• like jihun i think holding his hands would be absolutely heavenly like HAVE U SEEN THEM

• theyre so large. even if u have relatively big hands i believe he would still engulf your hand theyre just. That big

• totally 10000% the type to squeeze your hand, and rub his thumb on your hand so much it becomes a habit

• also 1000000% to stay in bed with you all day on his days off because hes exhausted and just wants you wrapped up in his arms napping w him

• another boy that is Here For nap dates

• FOOD

• Food is definitely a large portion of your outdoor excursions

• yall probably go to buffets a lot. yall are on first name basis with all the employees and the owner at your local buffet

• hes probably horrible at texting back on time tbh

• probably prefers calling/facetiming you

• but then he also falls asleep on ft/call.... but u dont mind cuz it just makes u soft ((til he snores))

• might forget ur 100 days anniversary but makes up for it and apologizes to u profusely iskdjdjdjd

• after that he makes sure to never forget special days. he marks them down in his calendar with 2 reminder notifs just in case

• being inseongs s/o means you stole jihuns figurine & lego shopping date ISKSKS

• i have this feeling he likes to give you forehead kisses and kissing your hand

• he probably starts off the relationship super gentlemanly and then as time goes on.... well

• anyways. hes also your personal jukebox. ask him to sing you to sleep, i dare you

• can be really romantic when hes in the mindset for it, and when hes planning stuff for your important anniversaries

• rose petal trails, candles and all that :-((((( im sad

• probably nonchalant about you stealing his clothes

• hes probably always pranking you in some way or another

• pretty much always making you laugh (whether he means to or not LMAO hes just hilarious all around)

• he can be rly cutesy with you when hes in an affectionate mood 🥺

• if youre sad he will probably have a heart-to-heart with you and then offer to take you out to ice cream / your fave food after (or he will get take out / pick it up for you if you dont feel like going out)

• in conclusion,,, inseong BEST BOY. king of funny sleepy bfs

“knk as your bf” series: jihun | seoham | dongwon | [inseong] | heejun

[squishymochisoo]

take care of me - youngbin one shot

syp : you’re good friends with jaeyoon and inseong. you frequently visit chanhee and youngkyun to play with them. youngbin starts liking you from seeing your soft side with the kids. 

it’s in youngbin’s pov / third pov 

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“y/n! get your ass here!” jaeyoon yelled over the phone. you rolled your eyes and sighed out loud.

“why?? I’m still in bed!”

“well i haven’t seen you in while and i miss you! wait did you say you’re still in bed? it’s like 4 pm!”

“that’s besides the point!” you squirmed in your bed trying to find a comfortable position.

“and you miss me? cut the crap man. what do you really want?” you chuckled. jaeyoon nervously laughed into the phone.

“inseong! y/n knows somethings up what do I say?” jaeyoon whispered off the phone but you could still hear him clearly.

“give me the phone.” you heard inseong whisper back. you shook your head at your two dumb friends.

“hey y/n! it’s me inseong!” inseong shouted cheerfully,, too cheerful for inseong,,

“what do you want guys.”

“well,, hehehehehehe, chanhee and youngkyun’s misbehaving and they won’t stop-“

“and?”

“well they only listen to you plus they said they missed you”

“we miss you too!” jaeyoon added in. jaeyoon and inseong continue to plead and beg.

“fine! but know that i’m not doing this for you!” you huffed and hung up. you continued to lie in bed reluctant to get up but slowly got up to change and go.

 youngbin’s pov

 “chanhee, youngkyun! y/n is coming so can you like behave? and not act like five year olds?” jaeyoong shouted across the dorm. i raised my head, curious.

“oh y/n’s coming over?” i asked.

“yea she is,, why are you so interested to know?” inseong retorted popping out of nowhere.

“nothing, nothing just go away. shoo” i said turning around and running towards my room.

i sat myself on my bed.

‘was that too obvious? nah they can’t have figured out that i like y/n’

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not youngbin’s pov

 “he so likes y/n.” jaeyoon whispered to inseong as they stared at youngbin’s closed door.

“no shit, isn’t this why we invited her over?”

“i thought it was so she could control the kids.” jaeyoon looked at inseong confused.

“this is why i have a degree and you don’t.” inseong sighed and walked away.

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youngbin’s pov

 y/n’s sweet voice echoed through the dorm. i smiled.

‘I should probably go see y/n, c’mon youngbin you can do this!’

you slowly walked out of your room to see the most wonderful girl you’ve ever meet laughing with the two kids.

 “can we get some ice-cream please?” chanhee begged y/n. she laughed.

“how about tomorrow? i have a day off tomorrow?” y/n promised. chanhee and youngkyun cheered.

I smiled looking at y/n’s smiley face and how she acted with the kids. Backing away from, the scene so as to not disturb the sweet moment they were having.

“well, well, well what do we have here?” jaeyoon’s voiced from behind me. I swiftly turned in shock.

“what?”

“you know what” inseong replied this time.

“no i don’t”

“you like y/n”

“pshh,, no I don’t” I muttered and stepped away from the two clowns.

 “sure you don’t hyung, but i won’t tell anyone your dirty little secret!” inseong said from behind me. both of the boys chuckling amongst each other.

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i know this is kinda short and if you like it then let me know and i might continue this? i was just a random idea ! so yea

[blu-joons]

HUSBAND SF9 A⇴Z HEADCANON ⇴ Kim Inseong

A ⇴ AFFECTION

He simply loves to be around you, Inseong will be right by your side pretty much whenever the two of you are together, usually with his arm around your waist too to make sure that you can’t get away from him too quickly.

B ⇴ BOYS

The boys loved being around you pretty much straight from the off as you quickly joked around with them. You weren’t afraid to embarrass yourself with them, especially with Inseong by your side, which meant that they quickly warmed to you and happily embarrassed themselves in front of you at the same time.

C ⇴ COMFORT

Whenever you’re upset, Inseong will try his best to help you smile as quickly as possible. He’s the perfect person to be around when you want cheering up, although he’ll let you have your moment when you just need to cry, as soon as that’s done, he’ll be trying to tell a joke in order to see you smiling again.

D ⇴ DOMESTICATED

The two of you were a very domesticated couple, Inseong made sure to pull his weight around the house and take good care of you. If there was a drop that you were having trouble with, or sometimes didn’t even want to do, then Inseong would do it, more than happy to make life easier for you. He loved being able to do the jobs you didn’t want to do, mainly because it meant that he’d end up in your good books.

E ⇴ ENGAGEMENT

There was very little lowkey about your engagement, Inseong pulled out all of the stops to make sure that everything was perfect. Although the moment was just between the two of you, that didn’t stop him from making everything grand and special. The most important thing to him was that he impressed you, making sure that your engagement was a moment that you absolutely would never forget.

F ⇴ FAVOURITE THING

Inseong’s favourite thing about being with you was how much fun he had whenever he was around you. You just seemed to know the way to make him smile, constantly joking around with him and leaving him in fits of giggles. The two of you loved messing around, it was very rare for the two of you to be find without smiles on your face, which meant the two of you were an infectious couple for all of your friends too.

G ⇴ GOING OUT

If the two of you get invited out, it’s very rare for you to decline an invite to head out with the boys or your friends. Together, you’re often the life and soul of the party in your friendship group and so you find yourselves receiving invites to just about every social occasion that your friends organise to get together.

H ⇴ HONEYMOON

Adventuring was by far the most important thing for the two of you when it came to your honeymoon. Neither of you had it in you to just sit around a pool for a week, instead you wanted to go somewhere where there would be plenty of things to do to keep yourselves nice and occupied throughout.

I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”

Telling you that he loves you is one of the few things that makes Inseong quite shy, he often gets nervous saying it to you. Being open with you isn’t always something that he’s good at, and so he often says it just in passing so that no big deal can be made about it, and so that you can’t tease him about how embarrassed he is too.

J ⇴ JEALOUSY

For Inseong to get jealous is quite a rare occasion, he’s pretty confident anyway, but he’s especially confident when it comes down to being with you. There were times when Inseong would get nervous about the people who were around you, but he never got jealous of them. He trusted you and knew that you were only ever polite in humouring other people, before always returning back to Inseong’s side too.

K ⇴ KIDS

There was nothing that you were more confident about than the fact that Inseong was going to be an incredible dad. His sense of humour and caring nature were two of the things that drew you to him, but more so when you began to settle down and think about the qualities that you’d want your children’s dad to have too.

L ⇴ LAZY DAYS

Most of the time when the two of you had lazy days you spent it with your families, as your days off were usually the only chance that you got to spend proper time with them. If you had family abroad, you’d make time to call them and have a proper catchup, but for your family in Korea, you’d drive down early in the morning and visit them and make sure to spend a proper day with them and spoil them rotten too.

M ⇴ MORNINGS

With the two of you both being quite big foodies, you usually find yourselves making sure that you eat breakfast together, laying out quite the spread if you’ve got time. After, you’ll make your lunches together, ensuring that the other takes enough to work so that they don’t get hungry whilst busy throughout the day.

N ⇴ NIGHTS

The two of you were glued to each other’s sides at night, you loved to just spend the time catching up with each other on how your days had been, not caring what either of you were doing, as long as you were together.

O ⇴ OBSESSION

Inseong was obsessed with your smile, he loved to see you cheery and feeling happy. The moment that he couldn’t see your smile, Inseong would be around you and trying to turn the corners of your mouth up again.

P ⇴ PRECIOUS MOMENTS

Seeing you with his family was by far one of the times that meant the most to Inseong. He never expected you to get on so well with his family and seeing how accepting they were of you too meant a huge deal to Inseong, their approval for a partner was something that he always wanted to receive.

Q ⇴ QUESTIONS

If it seemed like something was on your mind, Inseong wouldn’t be afraid to ask you what was going on. The last thing that he ever wanted to see you do was bottle things up and build a wall around yourself.

R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS

As a part of your wedding gift, Inseong’s parents bought the two of you several personalised items for around your house in order to make sure that you remembered your wedding. They spoilt you guys rotten, making sure that you had plenty of keepsakes to be able to make sure that your wedding stayed with you.

S ⇴ SILENCE

To get silence around Inseong was a pretty rare chance, he loved to chatter with you, sometimes about absolute nonsense too. If something came to mind, he couldn’t help but share it with you, often having to remind himself to be quiet when he knew that you were busy working across the room.

T ⇴ TIPS & TRICKS

Inseong’s biggest tip for making your marriage work was having fun. As long as the two of you were enjoying yourselves around one another then it seemed like everything else would just fall into place for you both.

U ⇴ UPSET

Getting you to smile was easily the most important thing to Inseong whenever he saw that you were upset, it was his biggest priority.

V ⇴ VISITS

The two of you definitely made more time for your families after you got married. Your relationship felt more serious, and so with that you decided to strengthen the relationships that you had with your families too.

W ⇴ WISH LIST

There was nothing more that Inseong really wished for, finding you was already the last piece of the puzzle that Inseong needed.

X ⇴ XXXX

He loved to tease you when he kissed you, it was often a game for Inseong to try and push you as far as he could until you grabbed him and pulled him back to you, refusing to let him leave you wanting more from him.

Y ⇴ YOU

You were his best friend, the two of you were an incredibly close team.

Z ⇴ ZZZ

Most nights the two of you fell asleep together, if one of you put your phone away, the other would, or if one of you seemed like you were falling silent because you were sleepy, the other would quieten down too.

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Masterlist

[devotedtojoe]

Regret

[masterlist] [request]

He wrapped his arms around your waist as your arms were around his neck, holding him tight. Trying not to cry.

“It’s going to be ok baby, I’ll be here waiting for you.”

You pulled away slightly to look into his eyes. “You promise?”

He nodded before saying “I promise,”

“Gate 6H from Seoul to London has now open. Passengers for this flight please make your way over to the gate for check out. I repeat Gate 6H from Seoul to London has now opened.”

You sighed as you looked into your boyfriend’s eyes.

“Just 12 months and I’ll be back in your arms,”

“Just 12 months,” He repeated with a smile as he kissed you.

You were going to miss him so much but you knew that he would wait for you besides you had been dating for a year already.

“I’ll facetime you every day,”

You nodded as your eyes began to gloss over.

“Go get them, tiger, show them what you’re made of.”

“I love you,”

“I love you too,”

But that was nothing but a lie.

Kim Youngbin was a liar, nothing but a liar.

You were able to leave London earlier since you had finished the university course you were doing. So you decided to surprise Youngbin by not telling him.

Your bag fell from your hands as you watched him make out with a girl.

A girl that wasn’t you.

You didn’t understand, it didn’t make sense to you. How did this happen?

You decided to swallow the sob that was about to burst from your throat as you picked up your bag and turned away.

You walked aimlessly through the streets of Seoul and before you knew it, you stood outside Inseong's door.

You knocked, waiting for him. The door opened.

“Y/N?!” Inseong exclaimed until he took in your appearance.

“Woah are you ok?” He asked as he ushered you in.

“I-” You started before you broke down.

“Come, take a seat. I’ll make you some tea to drink.” He led you over to his couch, he knelt in front of you, removing your shoes as you zoned out, staring at the wall.

You didn’t even notice he was back until you felt a weight on the other side of you.

“Here,” He said, handing over the cup of tea.

“Thank you.” You whispered.

“How come you’re back earlier than expected?”

The mere phrase made you cry again.

“Oh shit,” Inseong muttered as he took the cup from your hand, placing it on his coffee table, he took you in his arms, rubbing your back as you cried harder. “I didn’t mean to make you cry Y/N.”

“He promised me Inseong, he promised me he would wait,”

Inseong took a sharp inhale, he knew exactly what you were talking about.

Youngbin had moved on whilst you were away, acting like you were still together. His thoughts were interrupted by your phone ringing.

You pulled away from your best friend, checking the contact ID only to find out that it was Youngbin.

“You don’t have to answer Y/N.”

“No, I need to do this,” You reassured him and yourself.

Inseong stood up to leave you alone but you held onto his arm,

“Please,” You begged, he nodded, taking a seat as you answered the call.

“Hey babe, where are you? Are you at the library?”

“I’m at Inseong's,”

“Inseong? That means you’re in Korea.”

“Correct”

“Why you at his and not at mine?”

“What happened to the promise you made me nearly a year ago,”

The phone went silent.

“You’ve been cheating on me having you?”

“Y/N, I can-”

“Yes or no?”

“Yes but-”

“That’s all I need to know, have a good life Youngbin, I hope you treat her better than you’ve treated me.”

“Y/N-”

But you hung up.

“It’s ok, I know it hurts Y/N. Let it out,” He cradled you as you sobbed into his chest. He rocked you back and forth. “You can stay here as long as you want.”

“Thank you Inseong,”

“There’s no need to thank me,”

After staying at Inseong's for a while, nearly around 9 months and he confessed to you which you accepted.

You were getting ready for Movie Night with the other boys.

“Inseong, do we have enough food? Do I need to go buy more?” You yelled from the living room as you picked up movies that you could watch.

“I think we have enough but if you want to, you can” He called from the kitchen.

You went over to put your shoes on, you check your front pocket of Inseong's jumper that you had taken that your phone was there.

“Do you have money babe?” He called out.

“I don’t have cash but I have my card,”

“Check the top drawer near the door, I’ve got a couple of notes in there if you want to use those”

“Thanks, babe,” You replied as you took the cash from the drawer.

You felt him wrap his arms around your waist, resting his chin on your shoulder, he pressed a kiss on your neck.

“Stay safe,”

You turned around to look at him, you looked deep into his eyes before pecking his lips.

“Always,” You opened the door before winking at him.

You walked a couple of minutes to the store where you took a trolley, you started to dump in random snacks that the boys enjoyed.

“Y/N?” You heard, frowning you turned around and saw Youngbin standing before you.

The air was tense as you stared at him as he rubbed his neck awkwardly.

“You coming tonight?” You asked.

“Yeah,”

You nodded as you began to turn away.

“Can we talk please?” He begged.

“There’s nothing to talk about Youngbin.”

“Youngbin? It was always babe or baby,”

“That was before you cheated on me,”

“You moved on,”

Turning back to him, “What was I meant to do? Wallow in sadness over someone that doesn’t want me? Of course, I moved on.”

“To my best friend!” He exclaimed, throwing his hands up.

“He was there for me and he treats me way better than you ever did, all I asked from you was to wait for me. Just wait but you weren’t even capable of doing that. You know what? I’m not doing this here, there’s nothing to say. I love Inseong and he loves me and that’s all that matters,”

“But I love you, I never stopped.”

You shook your head, “You don’t get to love me Youngbin, you don’t get to. Not when you ruined our relationship. How long?”

“I-”

“Answer my question.” You replied back sternly.

“A couple of months,”

“How long Youngbin,”

“6”

You scoffed as you turned to roll your trolley away but he stopped you by holding your arm.

“I miss what we had, please take me back Y/N. I miss you, baby,”

“Don’t call me that,” You spat as you yanked your arm away from him. “See you at mine,” You nodded before walking away from him.

You hated what he had done to you but you weren't able to hate him.

You couldn't find it in your heart to hate him. Not when you still loved him deep down.