#Jisung reactions

[feelbokkie]

Random texts with bf!Jisung

☀️Feelbokkie M.list☀️

genre: fluff, mostly crack

pov: 1st/2nd person (depends on how you view it)

description: random text with your boyfriend Jisung (some texts are inspired by pinterest)

pairing: jisung x reader

warnings: swearing

word count: n/a

screenshot count: 9

©feelbokkie (2023) — all rights reserved. reposting/modification of any kind is not tolerated.

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Buy me a coffee?

[tddyhyck]

nct dream as situationships

pairings ⇢ nct dream x reader

warnings ⇢ suggestive / sex mentioned

© tddyhyck

[itgirlgyu]

when you catch the stray kids smoking!

Ⳋ.𐬹 stray kids x gn! reader. GENRE ! ˏ`crack, hc.

WARNING!!! well there's smoking, and some of the kids lie sauurr

BANGCHAN...

Doesn't smoke actual cigarettes.

Vapes instead.

When he was caught with it, he tried to act like it was a mouth organ instead.

His vape flavors are absolutely horrendous tho

Like bro got one that's organic and another one that's like spinach flavor or something because it's the safest.

MINHO....

Doesn't give two shits about getting caught to be honest.

Will try to flex his skills though.

Tries to make smoke rings in your face.

But fails and has a whole coughing fit while arching his back and hand on the waist with his tongue out.

CHANGBIN...

Yeets it off in the distance.

Tries to gaslights you into thinking it's a herbal vapor treatment for sore muscles.

tries to get away by saying the only thing that is smoking, is his body and love for u.

HYUNJIN...

Tried to smoke for the aesthetics.

Was like bro, 'I'm such a smoker.'

Was shocked to find out that you have to inhale the smoke.

Turns out he never smoked properly ever

So you're legally not allowed to reprimand him.

JISUNG...

Straight up denies that it's a cigarette.

Acts like someone has lied to him saying that it's some good stuff that will help him relax.

Feigns innocence and starts clinging to you.

Promises to never touch one again

FELIX...

Have you listened to his voice?

man sounds like he's a chain smoker from the past 5 lifetimes.

No one is going to be surprised if he's caught with one if we're being honest.

SEUNGMIN...

Blames it on Minho for being a bad influence.

JEONGIN...

He's caught the moment he holds his first cigarette.

Starts panicking.

Swallows the unlit cigarette whole.

Cries at night when he suffers from a stomach but refuses to come clean.

Clings to a pillar with tears rushing down his eyes to prevent you from dragging him to the E.R.

an... sometimes i get dumb ideas and i just have to write it even tho idk what to write and im feeling very delirious bc of the fever hahaha.

©ITGIRLGYU '23, feedbacks are appreciated.

'PERM TAGLIST / @full-sunnies, @impureperhaps @1921choi @wonioml @jisungsdaydreamer

[outro-jo]

저기요 누나/형

pairing: han jisung x (older) reader

type: blurb

summary: that one kid in your office won’t stop asking you out…maybe that’s not such a bad thing

request: yes

warnings: age gap (han is current age), technically the reader works for the company but don’t tell jypapi, jisung… being jisung, “저기요 누나 혹시 남자친구 있어요”

a/n: sorry if it’s kinda cringe to bring this line up but it was a request from a new friend on here and i think it’s kinda fun/funny so… slay. we’re gender neutral in this house bc i write for everyone so it’s noona/hyung

masterlist | info

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han jisung was an interesting person. he had a type of “rizz” that could be described as like weird and slightly off putting in a cool way. to you he was this kid who felt he could definitely pull you given the right opportunity or line—not that you were really that much older than him. it wasn’t the age that mattered, it was more that you were in totally different places in life. he was in his early twenties, in the prime of his life and career while you were moving into your later years of young adulthood and were looking more to settle down soon rather than hookup or casually date. you had dates and people you were getting closer too but none of them were ever the right fit. 

in walks crashes jisung. literally, that’s how you met. he crashed into your office at the jyp building one day. don’t ask how, that still remained to be a mystery you couldn’t quite understand no matter how many times you heard the stories from each member.

from the moment he met you he was always trying to flirt with you or ask you, even a few times he just tired to kiss you. every time you dodged his advances with an eye roll and playful shove which only fueled his need to win you over more. 

for jisung, as soon as he met you he knew. it was something he felt deep in his gut that he was put on this earth for you. sure he came on a little strong but he knew it would take some warming up for you. he knew you were headstrong and determined. you knew the way life was supposed to go and falling for a 20 yr old popstar was not the way life was supposed to go—especially a popstar at the company you worked for.

once again you came into the jyp building, greeting the receptionist at the front and other coworkers on your way to your office. it wasn’t 20 minutes later that jisung was leaning against your door frame with what would be your second coffee of the day in his hand.

“저기요 누나/형,” he greeted you with a smirk.

you didn’t look up, you kept typing away at your computer and gave him a slightly perturbed, “hello, jisung.”

“i brought your favorite.” jisung set the coffee on your desk.

“thank you.”

“of course! anything for my baby.” he said in earnest. 

as usual you rolled your eyes and deadpanned, “i’m not your baby.” 

“well, you could be. i was thinking about our talk the other day and i think you’re wrong about me.” 

“oh, really?” you finally looked up at him.

“yes!” his eyes rounded and eyebrows raised. he continued to talk about how your age shouldn’t matter and he feels that you could make things work even with his job and how he could take care of you but it all faded to white noise because he was just so damn cute. his brows furrowed together as he spoke meaning he was serious about what he was saying. he was so determined and…

no!

you snapped out of your daze, sitting up straight and squaring your shoulders to continue typing away at the keyboard. “that’s fine, jisung. thank you for sharing your thoughts.”

“wait, so you’ll go with me?” he asked but to be honest, you were trying so hard to ignore him that you simply waived your hand and said, “sure” before you could even process what was happening.

“yes!! you won’t regret this, hyung/noona! this will be the best date of your life!” jisung ran out the door, leaving the words hanging in the air for you to grasp.

“date… JISUNG!” you called after him but it was no use. he was already halfway to the dorms to tell all the boys and figure out where to get a suit so quickly.

he got you.

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taglist: @ujejdjd

[smuttyassholes]

Teasing Stray Kids Maknae Line while they're on tour - Fake Texts

- asshole 4

[markicantwait]

He look so pretty wow

[ljxlj48]

Can we not fight anymore’ Please, can we not fight anymore’

Meant to be Series

Jisung X Reader

Genre: toxic relationship

Warnings: abusive behavior, language, suggestive themes (one moment), toxic behavior

Word Count: 1K+

Authors Note: this one is fairly short, sorry. Also I want to repeat that in no way am I trying to encourage this behavior. If you have a partner that acts in the ways displayed in these stories, I encourage you to see help. Thank you, hugs and kisses to anyone reading <3

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“Jisung you’re not listening to me,” you say frustrated with your boyfriend.

“I am listening but I don’t understand what’s the problem,” Jisung sighed, throwing his hands in the air.

“The problem is that you don’t do anything around the apartment, that you’re always out with the boys, you make no time for me, you have multiple other girls texting you all through the night and you don’t even consider how I might feel about those things.” You say pointing out every problem you had.

“I already told you it was just Mark’s birthday, that’s why I was out with the boys. All these girls in my phone,” Jisung said, as he put air quotes around ‘girls in my phone,’ “they’re just the staff.”

“Don’t try to make me feel like they’re no big deal Jisung,”

“But they’re not a big deal y/n, that’s my problem, you’re always trying to pick a fight,” Jisung says with a shake of his head in a dismissive manner.

“I’m not,” you whine out. Jisung always had this habit of making your feelings insignificant, like you were just being over dramatic, you try to reel in your tone, “Jisung I just need you to understand how these situations make me feel.”

“Insecure,” Jisung offers. It only took one word from him to stab you where you hurt most. “Not good enough?”

“Exactly,” you muster up whatever courage you have left to admit that’s how you felt, “I don’t know why you must always make me feel this way Jisung.”

“I don’t make you…” Jisung tries to rebut before you cut him off.

“Yes,” you shout louder than you should have, “yes you do, because every time I tell you I don’t like something, you dismiss my feelings. You say you don’t want to argue that you don’t want to fight anymore.”

“Because you’re being irrational,” Jisung says running his hand through his hair, he ended up going to the refrigerator and grabbing himself a beer. Just the sight of the can in his hand, has you sighing.

Whenever Jisung didn’t want to fight, and you wouldn’t drop the issue, he would drink. Because a drunk Jisung, was a sweet talking Jisung, he said whatever you wanted to hear, and the net morning he wouldn’t remember because he was drunk.

Jisung cracks open his can, almost chugging the first can completely, “It’s not irrational of me to not want several different girls texting you at one in the morning, when I’m sleeping next to you.”

“It is irrational of you when you know there’s nothing going on between me and those girls, and that they are only the staff members.” Jisung aurges, as he dumps his first can, before opening the second one.

“I’m gonna spend the night at Jihyo’s place,” you say, no longer wanting to be in the same room as Jisung

“What? Why?”

“Because,” you talked as you moved through the apartment, packing an overnight bag, “I don’t want to argue with a drunk.”

“I’m not drunk,” Jisung argues more.

“You will be in a minute, I’ll see you in the morning,” You say before walking out the door.

“I love you,” Jisung says just before you shut the door. You pause, not closing the door just yet. Jisung knows you enough to know, you would feel guilty if you don’t say it back regardless of how mad you are. Jisung says it to remind you that even when the two of you are fighting, he still loves you.

In a way, he uses those three words as a weapon. “I love you too,” you say, just loud enough for him to hear, before shutting the door.

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The next morning when you finally returned home, Jisung was found asleep on the couch, still in his clothes from last night. He must’ve drank so much that he passed out before taking a shower. You looked around the apartment, at least he had the decency to throw away the empty beer cans before getting a new one.

However when you turned the corner, you realized he didn’t have the decency to wash the dishes he made, or wipe the counter when he spilt food, or to the throw the left over food in the trash before putting the dish in the sink.

“Get up,” you spoke loudly, hitting Jisung to get him up, “can’t you clean up after yourself.”

“Babe,” Jisung groaned rubbing the sleep from his eyes, “what time is it?”

“Fuck Jisung, this is what I’m talking about too,” you sigh.

“It’s only 8 am, babe it’s too early to be arguing,” Jisung says with a stretch.

“Go shower Ji, you stink,” you sigh, knowing you have to clean up his mess.

Jisung nodded, “leave the dishes, I’m gonna wash it baby, I promise.”

“Ji, what…”

“Just leave it babe, I’ll clean it up,” Jisung says, as he stands right in front of you. He easily towers over when you guys are this close. “Can we just not fight anymore,” Jisung says with a lazy smirk painting its way across his face.

Something about early morning promises and lazy smirks that have you not wanting to fight either, “okay.”

“Why don’t you join me in the shower?” Jisung says with a little less lazy smirk.

“Maybe in a minute, let me up away my stuff,”

“Okay,” Jisung agrees, walking away towards the shower.

Just at this time you look over to the coffee table. Jisung's phone lay there, as a new text message appeared on the screen. You picked it up, not with the intention of snooping, but just to give it to Jisung. Then did you see exactly who the text was from. It was from one of those stylist girls that work with Jisung. Her messages read, “sorry I fell asleep.” He was texting her last night, you thought to yourself, trying to put together a timeline. Another text came in, “she sounds insecure.”

It was at that moment, that you finally had the thought, maybe you weren’t in a healthy relationship.

[yongislong]

[ ncity playlist event ]

now playing ... PARK JISUNG

good looking - suki waterhouse

jars of it - steve lacy

stockholm syndrome - one direction

disconnected - 5sos

it all feels right - washed out

thats on me - mac miller

wasteland baby! - hozier

i bet on losing dogs - mitski

crybaby - the neighborhood

close to you - dayglow

now viewing ... // dreaded test day. something you and your seat parter always hated. it wasn't common to have seat mates in university but you're glad your world literature professor made you both sit next to each other for the don quixote readings

however... now he has an undeniable crush on you. even the other kids in the class can see how sad he looked that week you missed class because you had the flu he brought a plushie and different boxes of flavored tea to your dorm

now here you both sat, cramming for the lit final in the schools 24 hour library... at 3 am. lol. you notice though how incredibly jittery and smiley he seems, a stark contrast from the purple eye-bags littering his aegyosals

the session began with catching up on the chapters in quiet silence until he moves his chair next to yours, tucking a bit of your hair behind your left ear as he slides his earbud in. you adjust it, looking over at him nervously with a tight lipped smile, he grins, scratching the back of his neck

you noticed how close his chair began getting to you, feeling his warmth radiating off of his black zip-up. you also noticed how every time he believed you were immersed in your book, he pretended to look something up on his computer, when in reality he was checking himself out on his mac's photo booth lol. he eventually sees himself out to the bathroom with a poke on your arm

"im gonna go wiz, my password is 7dream incase you want to change the song y/n" he says with a soft smile.

"just say pee sung... weirdo" you mutter through a giggle as he walks away. he actually didn't have to pee he just had to relax because he was shaking so much, he was punching the air and shit trying to hype himself up pls

once he leaves, you decide to sneak a couple silly selfies on his phone, until a song you didn't recognize blasted through the earbuds

you wrinkled your nose and typed his password in, clicking on the spoitfy icon to rake through his playlist for something better. what you did not expect, was a very, very long playlist titled campus crush, with a picture... a picture of you, asleep in world literature. you remember this day. jisung seemed shyer than usual when you woke up. now you know why

you can't wait to tease him for it when he returns, pulling him in from his collar for a kiss when he gets close to check what page you're on //

IM BAACK LMAOOO omg i forgot how much i loved doing these. i'll try and finish this series soon but tbh its so hard! hope you all enjoy though. i always write so much for these gah i think this is my longest one yet, lmk what you think, reqs open!! this is not proofread lol

[sadienita]

Where Stray Kids Would Take You in Seoul - Maknae Line

Jisung - Suyeon Mountain Tea Room (수연산방) and Bukhansan National Park

Bukhansan is the tallest mountain in Seoul and sits to the north of the city. It is surrounded by a national park and has a number of different trails that can be walked or hiked. Seoul also holds a number of traditional tea houses, Suyeon Mountain Tea Room isn’t far from Bukhansan and has beautiful views of their garden year round.

Of course he knows you want to see the sites around Seoul but Jisung would love to show you some of the quieter, calmer sites. He’d also be able to show you just how beautiful the country is. Walking through the park you’d have plenty of time to chat and enjoy the hopefully fresh air Seoul has terrible air quality y’all while you look for good views along the trail. He’d be sure to take photos of you in all of the pretty spots you find and would probably snap some sneaky ones of you while you’re looking at the views, the nature, or taking your own pictures and if you look at his lock screen tomorrow you’ll see one of them. After that you’ll head down to the tea room for a rest, enjoying the atmosphere and some tea after a lot of walking.

Felix - Biking and a Picnic in Olympic Park

Olympic park is a large park in southeast Seoul. It holds a number of walking trails, museums, gyms and stadiums, art and flower gardens, and bike roads. It’s also literally right next to the JYP building hence why multiple members have vlogged there. Also we’ve all seen Felix’s biking vlogs, yes? Yes of course we have so you know where this came from

Felix’s first thought would be to take you somewhere pretty but close that he knows well. He knows that you can truly spend all day in Olympic Park and even continue to some longer trails around the area if you did end up getting bored. He’d start off the day by packing up a picnic lunch full of kimbap and fruit and some homemade brownies before you go to rent bikes. He’d make sure your helmet is on snuggly before you take off on the bikes, riding around the trails and stopping at any particularly nice views or gardens to take pictures. Once you’ve worked up an appetite he’d take you to the picnic grounds and lay out a picnic mat before pulling out all of the food. You’d spend the next while chatting and eating while he eagerly asks about your favourite parts of your visit so far. You'd finish off the day by walking up some of the trails and getting some pretty views of Lotte Tower and the setting sun.

Seungmin - Exploring Gyeongbokgung in Hanbok

Gyeongbokgung is the largest of the palaces in Seoul. The beautiful grounds include both lots of information about the history of Korea and the lives of royal families as well as stunning views and gorgeous historic architecture. It’s very common for Koreans and foreigners alike to rent hanbok and explore the palace to take pictures.

Seungmin’s reasoning for taking you to the palace would be two fold. You’d start the day by going in, taking a tour and checking out one of the museums. He’d tell you anything else he knew about the history and would get so happy when you start asking questions about it or Korean culture, very happy to tell you all he knew. After stopping for lunch he’d take you to rent hanbok, smiling so brightly seeing you in it and then take you back to the palace. You’d spend the afternoon exploring the grounds with Seungmin snapping tons of photos of you, some posing and some candid. His heart would be bursting the whole time, loving how nice you look and seeing you interact with and take part in his culture. He’d also make sure to ask someone to take pictures of the both of you in some of the prettiest spots around the palace grounds.

Jeongin - Lotte World

Lotte World is a theme park in the southeast of Seoul. There is a large indoor section to the park as well as an outdoor section with a small island and some of the larger, outdoor rides. One fun quirk of Lotte World is for people to rent school uniforms (or school-like uniforms such as the produce series uniforms) for their visit to the park.

Jeongin would enjoy taking you somewhere fun. He’d get excited just looking up all the things you can do at the park and planning out what to ride and when. He’d definitely ask if you’d like to get uniforms, trying to convince you with a cute pout and telling you how cute the pictures would be. In between riding rides and playing games he’d make sure to snap lots of pics of the two of you in any cute or pretty spots you find. He’d just love spending a day with you having fun and being silly and enjoying yourselves. He’d definitely end the day with a walk around Seokchon lake as the sun sets.

[justwritedreams]

2000'S SONGS THAT REMIND ME OF THE DREAMIES

MARK: Hanging By A Moment by Lifehouse. Probably my favorite song of all time. That easy love that fills you in a way that it seems no other will be the same and that makes you happy to be in love. The kind that you want to give up everything you have and run to him without worrying about where to go and what to do.  JENO: Badaboom by B2K. He gives me this vibe of sexy love that leaves you breathless and with goosebumps every time and the wide smile of someone who is falling in love hard. The one you just surrender without feeling an ounce of guilt because you really want it.  HAECHAN: Impossible by Shontelle. The young and unforgettable love. The feeling of first love that no matter how much time passes, is always remembered, the kind that consumes you and living without seems really impossible and painful. The one you throw yourself into even though you know you have to be careful. 

RENJUN: The Man Who Can’t Be Moved by The Script. The one you could never get over. Because it's that simplistic and intimate love that every little detail matters and without him everything seems to be colorless, miserable. That type that no matter the distance, hearts miss each other.  JAEMIN: My Life Would Suck Without You by Kelly Clarkson. The one you can't live without. That light and silly love that really has a piece of you that would take all the fun out of your life. Letting go is not an option and you get attached so easily that it's impossible to imagine your life without. CHENLE: I’m Yours by Jason Mraz. That love that just happened, that arrives unannounced. That gives you that butterflies in your stomach every time, no complications, no denials. You accept without question because it's obvious. JISUNG: Yo (Excuse Me Miss) by Chris Brown. The love that started with a crush, a little shy and cute one that is rocked by the dance steps and that caught your attention. Younger and yet with a mature way that makes you bite your lip to hide that silly smile, the kind you would trust to hold your hand and lose yourself in the rhythm while the last dance is yours. 

[feelbokkie]

Random texts with bff!Jisung

☀️Feelbokkie M.list ☀️

pov: 1st/2nd person (depends on how you view it)

pairing: bff!Jisung x reader

warnings: swearing

word count: n/a

screenshot count: 3

©feelbokkie (2023) — all rights reserved. reposting/modification of any kind is not tolerated.

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Buy me a coffee?

[tddyhyck]

jisung horny boyfriend texts

pairings ⇢ bf!jisung x afab!reader

warning ⇢ suggestive/18+, kinda unhinged

a/n ⇢ i used my actual phone instead of an app to make these lemme know if u like them better or not ʕᵔ ᴥ ᵔʔ

masterlist

© tddyhyck

[yangsrose]

bubble gum - park jisung

genre: angst, unrequited love

song that fic is based on: bubble gum - clairo

word count: 1910 words

warnings: HEAVY angst, main character death, mentions of being sick, jisung has the hanahaki disease

authors notes: this has been in my drafts for so long but i've finally finished it! i hope you like it :D

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Sorry I didn't kiss you

But it's obvious I wanted to

Bubble gum down my throat and it's a curse

But my luck couldn't get any worse

Jisung watched as you subconsciously wrinkled your nose while in deep concentration. The sides of his lips tilted upwards against his own will, and he began to subconsciously smile as he watched you finally manage to get your drawing perfected. His heart skipped a beat as you excitedly turned to him and showed him the drawing, which consisted of a lone person standing in a field of pink flowers. The picture almost seemed realistic, making him feel as if it was his hair blowing in the wind and not the hair of the person in the picture. 

“What does it mean?” He asked, not quite understanding why you would draw that out of all the things. 

“Pink camellias symbolise a longing for someone, usually in the sense of love. The person standing alone in the field shows the way that they’re longing for someone, but are too afraid to confess their feelings towards them.” As you were saying all of this, Jisung noticed how you were staring directly at him, as if you had known a secret that you were supposed to know about him. 

As you spoke, the overwhelming feeling of getting sick overtook Jisung and he tried to fight off the feeling as best as he could, but inevitably failed as he excused himself and practically ran off the bathroom, feeling his throat get dry and scratchy. Right as he made his way to the small toilet, he felt a small yet concerning amount of flower petals spew out of his mouth, causing his eyes to go wide as he saw the bright pink petals that were now floating in the water. 

“Pink Camellias. How ironic” Jisung thought as he dryly chuckled, a weariness from the nausea taking over him. 

Jisung, just like everyone else, had heard about the Hanahaki disease.  He had never expected it to happen to him however, thinking that it would only happen to people who were madly in love with someone else. Yet here he was, falling for his best friend and realising that he did not have any chance with you just solely based on the flowers that arose from inside him. He heard you lightly tap on the door and ask him if he was okay, to which he responded that he must have eaten something weird to have a reaction like that. You softly asked him if you could come inside, to which he harshly said no, he was fine and didn’t need any assistance. Hearing you walk away broke his heart even more and he felt another slew of petals come up his throat. He swallowed hard and got up to rinse his mouth, making eye contact with himself in the mirror in the process. 

His eyes were bloodshot and puffy, his nose turning slightly red as well. Jisung looked as if he had been crying for days, and he hated it. A helpless feeling took over him, and his sudden urge to cry overwhelmed him. Out of all the people, why you?

You look so nice in your shirt

It's sad because it just hurts

I'd do anything for you

But would you do that for me, too?

Jisung watched as you tried to find a matching outfit for the date that you had later that day, fretting over the colour combinations that didn’t seem to look right. Jisung had to admit, you looked exceptionally cute in your oversized t-shirt and shorts, while basically throwing your entire wardrobe out of your closet while trying to find clothes to wear for the date that you were planning on going on. Just the thought of you going on a date with someone was enough to make him feel sick again, the familiar feeling of flower petals coming up in his throat. 

So far it had been a month since he began to throw up flower petals, each time producing more petals and inducing more pain that he could manage. Even though Jisung hated the feeling that he would get whenever he was with you, the pain seemed to subside as you would occasionally flash him a wide smile, coming all too fast however, as he smiled back. Pain would shoot up, staring at his heart and going throughout his esophagus and ending at  his mouth, where bubblegum pink petals would inevitably end up coming out.  

“How about this shirt?” Jisung shifted his focus to you holding up a flannel, and he nodded in approval of the selection. You pulled it over your tshirt and stuck a silly pose, showing off your outfit to Jisung. He laughed lightly, but stopped because of the sharp pain that went up his chest. 

Jisung wasn’t afraid of many things, but falling in love with you was one of the most scary things that he had ever done. But despite all the warning signs going off in his brain, he decided to ignore them and chose to spend more time with you, knowing that the more time that he spent with you, he was closer to his demise. Rather than stopping him, that seemed to fuel his case to spend more time with you. He soon came to realise that it wasn’t you he was scared off, rather, he was scared of the feelings that he would have when he was with you. Pain had never felt better when it was mixed with love. 

'Cause I swallowed the bubble gum

Oh, and these seven years will be pretty dumb

Oh, pink flowers grow from my skin

Oh, Pepto Bismol veins and I grin

The pain was unbearable. Jisung had been living with this pain for the past few years, but today it seemed like his heart was about to rip out of his chest. He hoped it wouldn’t, since he had spent a lot of money on the suit that he was currently wearing. 

The seven years filled with strewn flower petals were laced in anguish as Jisung tried, and failed every time, to get rid of any feelings for you. And yet here he was, seven years later, fixing his suit as he willed his stomach to stay settled as he got ready for your wedding. Even though Jisung hated to admit it, he had to say that Jeno was a huge step up from your past exes. Upon seeing him for the first time, Jisung was quite intimidated with his strong aura and prepared himself to face your heart aches once again. As time passed however, Jisung began to realise the softness that Jeno held for you under his ough facade. 

Now here he was, ready to be a groomsman at Jeno’s and your wedding. He realised that he should have said something, anything for that matter, but all Jisung did these past years was sit on the sidelines and watch as you met new people, fell in love with them, and ended up finding your soulmate in the process.

He had managed to make it through the whole ceremony without rushing to the bathroom, an accomplishment that he was very proud of considering the fact that he could taste the sickeningly sweet bubble gum flavoured petals rising up in his throat throughout the vows.

During the reception however, Jisung felt the familiar sickening feeling rise up his throat and he quickly excused himself, pushing past the crowd that was slowly forming around the appetisers. Jisung ran into the nearest bathroom and saw the all too familiar bright pink flower petals float to the top, mixed with a bright red liquid. Jisung’s panic and tears only increased as he saw the mix of colours through blurry vision, realising that the problem had gotten far too worse for him to ignore. After spending a painstaking amount of time hunched over the toilet, Jisung finally mustered up the strength to get up and rinse his mouth out in the sink. He took deep breaths to stop the tears that threatened to rise again before exiting the stall. 

The last thing he expected to see however, was Jeno himself staring at Jisung with the most concerned expression on his face. Seeing Jeno made Jisung feel sick all over again, except this time out of nervousness due to Jeno seeing him in that state. What if he realised Jisung’s feelings and came to confront him about it? 

“Are you okay?” Jeno asked, cautiously stepping closer to Jisung as if he was a fragile object that would break if he got too close.

“I’m okay. I think I ate something weird last night which made me sick” Jisung said, nervously laughing as a means of reassuring Jeno that he was fine. Jeno smiled back at Jisung, seemingly buying the lie that he had told. 

“I think I’ll head home now. I’m sorry I wasn’t able to stay for the entire wedding.”

“Don’t worry! I’ll tell y/n that you weren’t feeling too well. I’m glad that you came for the ceremony though. Y/n was really happy that you were here today.” Jeno said, a fond smile overtaking his features as he mentioned your name. The pain shot up Jisung’s body and he weakly smiled while hugging Jeno and bidding him goodbye, basically ripping him in half as he felt his own heart quite literally rip in half as well. Jisung quietly left the venue and walked over to his car, sending you a text regarding his sudden absence. He knew you wouldn’t see it until much later, but he didn’t want you to worry and think that he left without saying goodbye to you. 

The drive back home was painful for him. Not only had it sunk in that he had basically given away his best friend and only lover, but he also felt it suddenly hard to breathe. His throat constricted and he was constantly gasping for breath on the way back to his apartment. After what had seemed like forever, he finally made it back home and ran into the bathroom, throwing up more flower petals. This time however, the red splotches only increased in amount. Jisung slowly got up from the ground and staggered over to his bed, feeling dizzy and uncoordinated. He fell onto his bed ratherly harshly, and soon fell into a deep sleep. 

Jisung didn’t dream much, but that night he dreamed of running in a flower field, only realising after a while that it was the same flower field that he saw you paint a few years ago. Pink camellias surrounded him everywhere, tickling his legs and brushing over him with their soft petals. 

“Jisung!” he heard you call out to him, and he whipped around, frantically trying to look for you. He saw you running towards him, and began running towards you. But as he got closer to you, he was sent even further back from where he started. Every breath began to feel like a struggle as he tried to get to where you were, and suddenly, he lost sight of you. Frantically looking around, he panicked at the way that there was no sign of you ever being there. Jisung called your name multiple times until suddenly, he wasn’t in the field of camellias anymore either. Spiralling into a black abyss, the last thing Jisung heard was the sound of you calling his name.

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