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#Kylo Ren x subspace!reader
muntitled · 2 months
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𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐅𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐬
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Pairing: Kylo Ren x Fem!Reader
Summary: "Kylo was nothing if not a sadist,"
Warnings: Language, WarPrisoner!Reader, Toxicity, Weaponizing Hux, Humiliation, God Complex, Jealousy, Possessiveness, Smut +18 (Minors DNIA, DEAD DOVE FIC, Dark fic, Sadism, Masochism, Inexperienced!Kylo, Ownership Kink, Dry humping, Forced sex, Spitting, CNC, Dubious Consent, Massive Degradation Kink, Inappropriate Use of Force, Choking Kink, Size Kink, Impact Play, Groping, Breast Play, Premature Orgasm, Controlled Orgasm, Dom/Sub themes, Dom!Kylo, Sub!Reader, Brat Tamer!Kylo,;Bratty!Reader, Slight!Exhibition Kink, Humiliation Kink, Inappropriate Mind Reading, Overstimulation, Dirty Talk, Mentions of Rape, Fingering, Rough Sex, Dacryphilia, Gagging, Subspace.
Do not read this if you're incredibly sensitive to violent imagery. If this doesn't make sense don't say anything or i'll cry <3
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As Hux walks diligently ahead of you, you could not tell by his tense shoulders and his palms clasped behind his back that he was following the duties of a madman.
While he escorts you, Hux thinks back to his slip-up with Ren.
The way he shouldn't have mentioned your name in a comprehensive report about the overall running of the Starkiller. The way he should've known how dangerous Kylo is when it comes to anyone taking even the vaguest of interest in playing with his toys.
"Despite having the accolades of an established pilot for the resistance," Hux had said moments earlier when Kylo was pacing up and down his private chamber, "Your prisoner refuses to put any of her skills to use aboard the Starkiller. She's essentially useless dark matter," He uttered his words rather clumsily. As if forgetting he was reporting to a beastly excuse of a man.
Hux only realises his mistake when Kylo stops his various pacing to turn slightly. His unmasked head tilts to the side as he advances on Hux in a low, large gait. Everything about the boy being so unnaturally large.
"My prisoner?" He steps closer, "Or the First Order's?"
Kylo's laugh appears unnatural without the mask. Not any less intimidating but certainly, frighteningly human.
"You act as if my will is not synonymous with that of the First Order, general," Kylo's blood runs fucking cold at the thought, "You insinuate that I keep her here out of my own free will,"
"Well, we all know how much a boy fancies his toys," Hux's degradation causes Kylo's Adam's apple to bob and a deep frown settles over the boy’s face. Whatever weakness Hux was accusing him of, it rattled the foundations of his already fragile ego and Hux smirked.
"Go tell her I wanna see her," the first command left Kylo's lips in a fairly controlled and monotonous manner. The second however... "FUCKING NOW!"
Robotic inclination bleeds from the mask of the stormtroopers “Yes Sir-”
Without sparing the stormtroopers so much as a single glance, Kylo spat, "Not you, fucking degenerates," Kylo stares Hux down as he steps towards him. His voice is ice cold. "I want you to summon her," he takes immense pleasure in the way Hux's smile drops.
Kylo has observed the glances Hux throws your way and it makes his fucking stomach turn. He's seen the uncomfortable leering and the lecherous thoughts. Kylo was nothing if not a sadist. Humiliating Hux using the object of his desires.
He wants you and that makes Kylo want you even more... Violently so
"Where are you taking me?"
You could feel the rest of the crew watching your every movement as you trailed behind General Hux like you were compelled to do so by some unseen leather leash. You cannot help but feel as though you have done something very bad and very naughty.
You try to rid yourself of these thoughts immediately.
Perhaps he was taking you to see the vermin underneath the mask.
That thought should not sprout such a deep desire within you. Kylo was your captor and yet, he fascinated you more than anything ever could.
"At least slow the fuck down," You breath out, trying by all means to evade all eye contact with curious onlookers.While you walk you try to keep your head high and appear unaffected by their piercing glares. Every stormtrooper, navigator, pilot- even down to the measly technicians all keep their eyes trained on you and you glare back. Leering your head forward with narrowed eyes because being held captive on the Starkiller was punishment enough. You would never allow yourself to be intimidated by the judgemental stares.
"Do you ever plan on disclosing our destina-"
You're interrupted by a sharp and loud hiss before two doors part. Your eyebrows furrow before you're dragged into the chamber, quite literally against your will. You did not wish to get acquainted with any more rooms on the Starkiller. Hoping that one of your comrades in the resistance might have saved you long before you ever had to make this ship your dwelling place. But you've only crawled deeper into the Starkiller's core and you find yourself here, standing before him in his black cowl with his hands clasped behind his back.
The room is as lifeless as the rest of the vessel. The bed, colourless and hard. The only signs of vibrance is the east window depicting a slab of stars in hyperspace.
"I am told you've made yourself fiercely unlikable in the flight deck.” Kylo says, completely ignoring your slightly shocked experience at seeing him without his helmet.
“That's what this is then?” You turn briefly to make eye contact with Hux before turning to Kylo with one arched brow, “I'm being scolded now?”
“You're insolent when given any orders,” he oaces before you while Hux stands behind you by the door, “You disobey at every given turn and you're resistant. Vexingly so.”
“How clever of you, it seems as though you'd only just discovered a key characteristic from a member of the resistance.” You say with a smirk, “Clever, Clever boy."
“It's that mouth of yours that's gonna get your head slain from your very shoulders.” Kylo advances you like a midnight storm and you fight to stand your ground.
“I have grown terribly bored of this place,” You say, “Perhaps even death might be more eventful then whatever you are, Kylo.”
Before Hux is able to make his escape Kylo grabs at your throat, encircling his hand around your skin like a vice until he is forcing you to look at Hux ahead of you.
"This is what you want?" He isn't speaking to you but to Hux, pushing your cheeks together in a painful display of humiliation. "This is what's been plaguing that mind of yours-"
"I've no time for this-"
The very last thing Hux is able to see before he leaves Kylo's quarters, is your frightened eyes and Kylo looming behind you. A mere mouse being imprisoned by a God.
You make the mistake of thinking that Hux's absence might soften Kylo's resolve, but your time as his captive should have let you know that there was nothing soft about this man. Nothing at all.
"You should be grateful, you know that?" His lips graze your head and you're suddenly hyper aware of his proximity.
You're hyper aware of the closed metal doors that were probably being guarded by a pair of heavily armed stormtroopers. There is no escaping the clutches of this monster behind you.
And yet; you still find yourself scoffing, "I should be grateful?" You ask, hoping to assimilate every shred of confidence you had left, "I should be grateful to be your prisoner-" you wince when his grip on your jaw tightens and he's wrenching your face until you're craning your neck backwards to face him.
Large, looming, and completely fucking livid.
"You should be grateful that you're still fucking breathing, you brat-"
And then, a very strange thing occurs.
Since the moment Kylo had wrangled you off your home planet, you had sworn to be nothing but defiant. In honour of everything you stood for, you would never let him see you weak and yet here you are, carelessly allowing the faintest of whimpers to slip through quivering lips.
The sound confuses Kylo initially. In fact, he cranes your head back further, not caring whether you were comfortable or not as he bends down, appearing to inspect your mouth for that peculiar sound further. He squeezes your cheeks lightly, prodding the round tissues of fat as if fervently trying to search for whatever button might allow for that little sound to spill from your lips again.
"How completely and utterly curious-"
"You're fucking hurting my neck-" the fire returns and with it, comes your will to wrench your face out of his grip. You're only able to get free because he lets you and you know this.
"What..." Kylo bends even lower towards you and you turn your head to face the blank wall ahead of you. Evading eye contact with this man was nothing if not crucial. "What was that sound you just made-"
"It appears as though hearing nothing but the cries of utter doom and damnation has defamiliarized you to the sound of pleasure, Ren-"
Your breath is wiped clean from your throat not even a second later when you steal a look downwards at a gloved hand interlocking itself around your throat once more. Seemingly his favourite place.
"All the praises that could fall from your mouth..." Kylo drawls before pressing himself firmly against your backside, "All that you could say to worship the hand that feeds you and you still choose to be insolent-"
You try to escape his death grip but he doesn't let you out this time around. All you can do is be thankful that he had the decency to allow you to breathe.
"That's all you fucking know how to do right," Kylo's lips are at your ear and your knees buckle. "Insolence. Insolence. Insolence." Your legs give out, but before you're able to topple to the ground in a puddle of your own lustful perversions, his other hand curls around your waist, keeping you firmly pressed against his front.
“Today's the day you fucking obey," he whispers, "Understand?"
"I-I-”
Kylo is not sure how he does it, or why he does it, or where he got the understanding to do it, but his hand makes its very slow descent from your collarbone, to the spot right above your pillowy breasts. Clad in nothing but your knee length tunic, a garment stitched with fibres indigenous to your homeplanet, you suddenly feel incredibly naked and incredibly exposed. What was once an act of rebellion, is now your undoing.
"There is a way to make you disobey isn't there?" You can hear him becoming excited. "Every cattle has their price. What's yours?" Before you're able to turn and possibly beg for some sort of mercy, he's already in there. The stuff Kylo sees digging around in your mind, is enough to have him staring off into hyperspace. His eyes are trained on nothing at all as he rapes your most memories and most private desires. All while drawing you impossibly closer, until his mouth was buried in your hair and his hand was closing around your left breast. You squirm underneath him until finally, he's released from your stupor.
You did not dare turn around to look at him, in fear of seeing his dark eyes dilated with enlightenment.
"How barbaric." He whispers. "That's what I have to do in order to get you to listen to me,"
"I-I don't know what you're-"
"Open your mouth." Before you're ever able to interject even a single word, Kylo's hand is digging into the skin of your jaw, "Do I have to do it for you- open your mouth-" He wrenches your mouth open and cranes your neck back once more.
"That's it," You're absolutely frightened to see the violence that has darkened those irises. This is the look that's shielded behind the mask during times of battle. This is that look no one got to see.
Yet here you were.
"You're so fucking filthy, you know that?" You're nodding before your brain is aware of it, "You're a filthy, perverted little creature," one by one, your inhibitions slipped away from you until you could feel yourself become completely and utterly dumb for him. Your mind becomes a tabula rasa as Kylo bends his heavy frame downwards, spitting directly into your open mouth. There it is. That whimper he wanted to hear so badly.
You're not even aware of his hand reaching around your front until he's parting your legs with determination. "Is this where you want me?" Your mouth hangs open and you look up at him glassy doe eyes as he cups your drenched heat. Kylo locks his full lips and presses his front impossibly closer to your backside. "This whole time I've needed to get you in line, and the answers been here this whole fucking time?" A gloved hand swipes your underwear to the side and the wind is completely knocked out of you when Kylo pushes his fingers in immediately. He fucks his fingers into you with zero restraint and zero preparation, and the roughness has your eyes nearly rolling to the back of your skull as you grow limp in his grip. Lucky for you he's so large, lucky for you he might as well be a stone wall behind you, letting you lean against him with your long legs spread wide for his absolute assault.
"Look at me." He says, holding you against him by your throat while his index and middle finger violate your soaking cunt. Despite his orders you're still a drunken, blundering mess with half lidded eyes, promising to keep you locked away in your pleasure.
"If you don't fucking look at me, I'll stop and you'll suffer." He squeezes your clit quite painfully, immediately bringing you out of hedonistic stupor-
"FUCK- WHAT THE FUCK-"
"Do you want me to stop?" He asks, with a note of cockiness that had your brows furrowing.
"Are you stupid?! Of course I don-" before the curse could even escape your mouth in its entirety, Kylo's blocking out your airways. You fight to scratch at his gloved grip around your throat but his grip is fucking metallic.
"Look at how docile you look when you're not running your mouth,"
Your insides were screaming for oxygen, yet your hips rut against his hand. Kylo slyly adds a third finger inside your slippery cunt. "What a whore," he whispers, causing you to fuck forward against his hand, nearly humping yourself to completion as the blood flow to your brain seems to stop completely. You need oxygen and you need to cum. You just don't know which you need more.
"You're nothing but fucking filth-"
Your mouth opens to let a moan escape but it never does, and Kylo watches your struggle with a pained expression of his own.
"F-Fuck, I've never seen anything so vile-"
You were slipping. Whether it was into unconsciousness or an orgasm you couldn't tell. "If you pass out I will fuck you," he whispers, "There's not fucking escaping me-"
And in that very moment, Kylo unlocks the invisible grip on your airways and suddenly you can breathe and cum. Almost immediately you're slipping into a violent, damn near supernatural orgasm that has you seeing every star in the known galaxy.
"F-FUCK- oh my-" You're rutting against his hand, tongue lolling out all while Kylo continues to fuck his fingers into your cunt.
"That's it," He whispers, "Cum for me, you useless fucking whore-" Every vile sliver of degradation causes a fresh wave of pleasure to roll through you until the first droplets of tears are rolling down your cheek.
"Don't fucking do that," he whispers, pulling you closer than ever, "Don't fucking do that unless you want me to fuck you right now-"
He watches the tears roll down your face and absolutely loses it. Now suddenly aware of his own cock aching in his pants.
"K-Kylo please-" You try to push his hand out of you but to no avail. "It's too much-"
But his eyes are shut, and your body is overcome by wave after wave of electrifying shivers. The pleasure quickly bleeds into the pain of being so heavily overstimulated but Kylo is lost in his own world now. He clutches you impossibly closer, mumering obscenities into your hair as he ruts against your ass and you fucking pray for it to be over. Your pussy is fucking spent and yet he's still keeping his hand there, as if driven by his own need to cum.
"You stupid fucking slut- look what you made me do-" He's rutting against your ass, eyes squeezed shut as his hips stutter, "F-Fuck-" the whimper that breaks his voice is utterly intoxicating and you find yourself slipping into another dry orgasm as Kylo pushes against you, cumming in his pants with various expletives falling from his pillowy lips. When your orgasm falls you beg him to let go of you and when he does, you topple to the floor.
Never in your life have you felt so weak. So spent. So utterly used.
Kylo does not spare you a glance when he turns around. "This is where you will reside from now on," he says with finality. Careful to let his voice relay how utterly broken he feels. Just as broken as you.
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iamburdened · 3 years
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Reader’s Masterlist #10 (ten?holy shit)
Not my stories. Just my favorites from other writers. All credits and support to the original artists. My purpose for doing this is: I need a place to dump all my favorites so I can reread a thousand times.
IMPORTANT: like and REBLOG all the fanfics you read to support the writers, please.
No keys for NSFW fics this time, because like, all of it is nsfw.
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Link to all my masterlists (+ Kylo Ren/Ben Solo, Pedro Pascal characters including The Mandalorian, Marcus Pike, Javier Peña, and others, MCU related, TMR, Shawn Mendes, Fantastic Beasts…, MacGyver, look, it is a lot)
This one is going to be a little different:
All fics here are for Adam Driver characters, expect horror fics as well. Be aware of trigger warnings in each piece. 
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Recommendations under the cut
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HORROR STORIES
Wet Work @safarigirlsp
Summary: Killer!Clyde in a chainsaw massacre kinda of way. It’s horror but it’s romance and look, is that a plot twist? Damn, it’s got all things nice. (Okay, I can’t say it in a cute way THIS IS THE BEST THING EVER! READ THIS)
Fortune favors the bold @safarigirlsp
Summary: look I can’t stress enough how freaking AMAZING this is! My absolute favorite here. Hitman Kylo x reader this is so super great I cannot even begin to express . The plot twist?????? Don’t even get me started. I was NOT ready! Read it.
Bloody Valentine   @safarigirlsp
Pairing: Hitman Kylo x Assassin Reader 
Mirror, Mirror    @safarigirlsp
Pairing: possessed!SuperDark!Ben Solo x ILoveYouAnyway!reader
 Short horror stories   @safarigirlsp
Summary: the is a collection of horror blurbs for Adam's characters (Kylo, Flip, Charlie, Pale, Clyde - my favorite blurb here -, Ronnie, Dan, Sackler, Altman, Toby)
Did their headlights look like heaven? @babbushka
Summary: 20k of the purest country creepiness . There is something really fucking wrong with that city, and she finds out about it when a certain friend comes back from war. (Look... this is creepy and brilliantly written. Read it!)
Masterlist  @ohdamnadam
Summary: there are a few dark themed fics here, but there is a lot more of a lot of characters. 
Masterlist  @direnightshade
Summary: they have more killer!Charlie under the tag
Masterpost with dark fics recommended  @safarigirlsp
Summary: a masterpost inside a masterpost. 
Masterlist   @safarigirlsp
Summary: tons of dark fics
Another masterpost with dark!fics recommendations  guess by who?  @safarigirlsp yep 
Summary: well...
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Kylo Ren/Ben Solo x reader 
Untitled series AO3
Summary: oneshots in non chronological order of Modern Kylo Ren and his fuck buddy who are actually in love. A great dd/lg story with lots of fluff and nsfw.
@babbushka and everything she’s got going on on AO3
Summary: this is just a reminder to myself that Z is going to start publishing exclusively on AO3 and it’s worthy to go take a look there every now and then
Indebted AO3
Summary: a day in the life of Kylo Ren’s pet. He is soft for her. NSFW. The knights watch… bdsm, master/pet dynamic.
A Mediocre Proposal @azwriting
Summary: Commander of the Resistance!Ben x childhood best friend turned lover!reader. This is what canon should be if movies weren’t chaotic and full of conflict.
Untitled  @feed-the-rats
Summary: Kylo x empress!reader have a baby girl
dd/lg Masterlist  @cosmic-rich
Summary: works on Kylo x little!reader
dd/lg Headcanon  @mandosmimi
Summary: She has more smaller heacanons under the tag.
dd/lg headcanon  @itsmentalillness
Luxury  @daddyrenn
Summary: Picked up from the desert planet Altran, you were the prime gift given to Supreme Leader Ren. He saw a concubine, a pet, given for his pleasure. The underlying message was simple: you were to absorb his negative energy, and direct it elsewhere. No more destroying consoles. No more Force-choking officers during meetings. Well, no killing officers with the Force-choke during meetings. Either way, you were His, and when He wanted you, He would have you. (iambrdened's note: a lil bit of soft Kylo)
Untitled  @thepilotanon
Summary: Kylo's kid braiding his hair.
Interview with a daddy  AO3 link by  ravensandviolins 
Summary: Daddy Dom Kylo, was betrayed by his former little girl and now he seeks a new submissive; will you heal daddy Kylo's broken heart?Modern AU
You belong to me  A03 link by ravensandviolins
Summary: Kylo is controlling and possessive of reader. Need I say more? :-> (iamburdened's note: this takes an unexpected turn)
Prelude series    @thepilotanon
Summary: badass!cute!reader, cute!kylo. I love this series. 
You're mine   @contesa-lui-alucard
Summary: behold Kylo's best AU fanfic ever. It's a 4 part story, Mob!ExtremelySoft!Kylo.
My Kind of Rain  A03 link by clumsycopy, direnightshade
Summary: Soooo cute! Ben after redemption is a lil puppy after friend reader
Size kink!Ben   @direnightshade
Size kink!Ben again   @direnightshade
NSFW heacanon   @novakspector
Summary: Master!Kylo x dark side Padawan!Reader
Masterlist @azwriting
Summary: I am in love with all her work
More Kylo Ren/Ben Solo fic recommendations here
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Misc. 
Headcanon masterlist   @feed-the-rats
Chase Me   @sydwritess (Flip Zimmerman)
Summary: not dark, little red riding hood themed, not AU either.
Amateur Hour @safarigirlsp (Flip Zimmerman)
Summary: dark!fic. Flip and his girl go to a camp to investigate some disappearances and face a serial killer on the loose (Jason Voorhees style)
Masterlist  @roanniom
Masterlist  @ohiobluetip
Summary: they have dd/lg Charlie
Flip NSFW masterlist  @babbushka​
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cosmic-rich · 3 years
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ahaha
could u pls do a usind daddy!kylos 'thing' as a bottle paci? pls?!?!
(i thought i would hop on the trend)😂
Skskskksksk baby you can say ‘dick’ no one’s gonna be mean LMAO. BUT IM RUNNING OUT OF IDEAS FIR THIS TREND YOU GUYS 😭
So it was almost bedtime, and you were finishing up coloring (or something idk) sitting next to Kylo in bed. He was watching you closely, because he knew that any minute the sleepiness was gonna hit you. So when he sees you let out a big yawn and rub at your eyes he pulls you over to rest your head on his tummy.
He would stroke your back softly, furrowing his eyebrows when you let out a sad whine. He would push your hair out of your face and ask quietly, “What’s wrong princess?” “Wan my bottle daddy.” “Okay, what bottle do you want sweetheart?” And when you whine out again, “wan your bottle daddy.” He’ll pull himself out of his pants and push you to lay your head back down on his tummy, letting you suck on his tip gently as he stokes your hair. “You sleepy baby?” “Mmhmm” you would hum and nod your head softly.
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cosmic-rich · 3 years
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how would kylo react to reader saying the safe word? maybe the reader is becoming little and kylo is being too rough with her (as she was big when they started) can we have some wholesome after care?
Kylo would feel absolutely horrible. You had slowly slipped into little space while he was fucking you, his roughness scaring you a little bit because he wasn’t letting up. At all. In fact when you let a small “d’ddy” leave your lips, he started thrusting harder.
And you start panicking, letting tears run down your cheeks. It was hard to breathe when he was knocking the air out of you with every thrust. Your cries grew in volume and you shouted out “red!” He would stop immediately. Pulling out of you softly muttering a “nonono baby, I’m so sorry” he would reach up pushing your hair out of your face. Your cries would get louder, because you made daddy feel bad, and you look up at him like 🥺🥺 with your lips trembling and tears streaking your face.
He would move to lay down next to you, pulling you into his chest wanting nothing more than to calm you down and make you feel better. He would pull your paci out of the bedside drawer and gently push it in between your lips whispering softly into your hair “I’m so sorry baby, daddy’s right here. It’s okay”
🥺🥺🥺.
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cosmic-rich · 3 years
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The Scavenger
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It seems like she’s all he talks about. And it really hurts, because this girl that you don’t even know is taking up all of his time. Time that he could be spending with you. You had seen pictures of her, she was beautiful, powerful. It made you feel horrible, it scared you. Even on the days where it seemed like he had some extra time for you, she would pop in. Whether it was from this ‘force connection’ or from him ranting about how she, once again slipped from his grasp. 
He came home one night, late, which was a surprise. Nowadays it seems like he doesn’t even come home. You didn’t hear him come in. You were wearing one of his shirts crying out for him as you curled up into his pillow. “Please, I don’t know what I did wrong” he was gone, and it felt like he was forgetting about you, like he was slowly slipping away. But here he was, you oblivious to his arrival. And what he saw was breaking his heart. How could he have been so arrogant? How could he not see how you were hurting? Usually he could tell in a heartbeat, he could feel the shift in the force. Why didn’t he this time? When it was so imperative to save you from your own downfall. His princess, left with a broken heart. Suffering by his own hand. 
You jump up in your spot, wiping your tear stricken cheeks when you hear his helmet hit the floor. “Kylo,” you breathe out. ‘Kylo’ he doesn’t remember the last time you called him that. Then he feels it, stronger than anything he’s ever felt before. Fear. Not his, yours. You’re scared of him. Scared of what he’s going to say, what he’ll do.
He takes a tentative step towards you “princess,” he says in the softest voice he could muster. “Please, don’t” you say. You can’t look at him, he would read you like a book. He already was. It’s just a waiting game now, all he has to do is say the words, leave you completely broken. “Don’t what?” “just don’t say anything, please.” He sits down on the bed by your feet, watching how you flinch away from his touch when he places a gloved hand on your leg. He gently pulls away from you, he doesn’t want to scare you away anymore than he already has. “What do you think I’m going to say?” Maybe if he thinks you didn't hear him he'll drop the question. He'll go to sleep and go on tomorrow like nothing happened.
He knows you heard him, he also knows what you're going to say. You can't control your thoughts right now. He hears each one, loud and clear. "Look at me. What do you think I'm going to say?" There's no way you're getting out of this, you avert your gaze and bring your knees up to your chest. You can't bare to look at him any longer. The man that's about to tear your world apart. "That you don't want me anymore." You're heart physically hurts, it hurts so bad. You wonder if he feels it too. He does. He's gone silent. Which probably isn't the best thing to do in this situation. He needs to say something, anything. 
You gain the courage to finally look at him and see that he's holding back tears of his own. He's let you down, made you feel unwanted. "I-" he starts, but he cuts himself off. He only gets one shot at this. He doesn't deserve to be hurting right now, not when this is his fault. "I need you to know, that I can't do this without you, (y/n). This scavenger is nothing, and if it means letting her go to save you, then she's already gone. You, are the reason I continue to fight, and one day it's just going to be me and you against the universe. That's something I can promise you." He takes your hand in his own, bringing it up to his lips. He takes a deep breath to steady his voice, his tears now falling freely down his face. "My sweet, sweet girl, please don't feel like you're worth anything less than everything. There is no way for me to prove to you how sorry I am, but I will spend the rest of my life trying. I need you."
"Please, don't ever make me feel like that again. I can't- I need you to want me. Please don't stop wanting me". That's all you can get out before your body is rocked with violent sobs. He pulls you into his lap, gently shushing you. You're exhausted, he can feel it radiating off of you in waves. When’s the last time you actually slept? He kicks his shoes off and pulls you both under the covers, letting you lay on top of him. Right now, you need him. He’ll call off the hunt on the scavenger in the morning, they don’t need her. And he sure in hell doesn’t need her. All he needs is the girl that’s resting gently in his lap, and he’s going to do everything in his power to keep her right by his side. 
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cosmic-rich · 3 years
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The daddies reactions to little reader sucking their thumb for the first time? 😘🥺 (hcs pls)
Din wouldn't even think about it when you pulled his hand up to your face. You had struggled to get his glove off, so he pulled it off for you. "tell me what you need, sweet girl". You would just whine and pull his thumb into your mouth, letting yourself settle. "Okay baby, is that better?" and you would just softly nod your head as he let his other hand caress your cheek.
At first Boba thought you were just wanting to hold his hand, but then you held it up to your face and he brought it to rub behind your ear. Which isn't necessarily what you wanted, though it felt nice. You pushed his hand away with a whine "What do you want, little one?" "Can I -can I suck on your thumb?". You would be avoiding his gaze as your cheeks warmed, thinking you sounded ridiculous. But much to your surprise he pressed a bare thumb to your lips, adding a gentle pressure until your lips parted for him "There you go little one, all you had to do was ask"
Kylo sticks his fingers in your mouth all the time, usually to shut you up when you get mouthy with him. So when you needed the extra comfort you didn't really ask, you just grabbed his hand and stuck his thumb in your mouth. It was bedtime and you just couldn't get comfortable no matter what you did. It brought tears of frustration to your eyes, and you were on the verge of throwing a fit. Kylo would pull you tight to his chest and rub a hand firmly up and down your back. When he had managed to calm you down, you reached for his hand and placed his thumb in your mouth. You sucked gently letting your eyes flutter closed "Are we feeling better now, princess?" when you hummed in content around his finger he whispered "good girl"
Poe would have found you sucking on your own thumb. He had gotten back home late, you were curled up in your shared bed snuggled up to a stuffie with your thumb in between your lips. When he got into bed you whined out at the movement, Pulling your hand away to grab at him "Daddy, your home" you would say pushing your face into his neck. When you had both settled, you brought your hand back up to your mouth, or at least you tried to. Before you could, he grabbed your wrist to stop you, shushing you when you let out a noise of disagreement. He brought his hand up to replace your own, relishing in the look on your face when you began sucking on his thumb, "I've got ya, baby girl"
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cosmic-rich · 3 years
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i was so hesitant about asking for a daddy!kylo x little!reader 🥺 but just thinking about how the mighty supreme leader is soft for you and you only???? I CRY
I feel like he would try to keep the pda confined to your shared quarters, but you still have those days where you just need daddy. Everyone knows that this man is actually a softy.
He knows that when he's talking to you he has to take his mask off. It scares you, and it makes his voice sound scary.
Every once in a while, when he feels like you've been confined to your room for too long, he'll let you spend the day with him. As long as nothing crazy is happening. There are things that he will absolutely not let you see.
But he would let you walk around the ship with him, you holding onto his index finger, asking five thousand questions along the way. And he would answer every single one.
He has a set nap time for you, usually spent with you curled up on his lap in the throne room, sucking on his thumb while the nights of ren guarded the door. He would make sure that no one would disturb you, because if someone were to wake you up from your nap you would be fussy for the rest of the day.
He's not big on punishment, but that doesn't mean that he won't punish you when you push him too far.
If anyone even so much as breathes in your direction with ill intent, he'll kick their ass. Never in front of you though.
When you slip really far into subspace, he likes to hold you on his lap and caress you comfortingly. Letting you know that he's right there with you, and he's not leaving anytime soon.
You would just be babbling in his lap, not really able to put words together like "bababbaa" and he would just roll with it "well, that just sounds awful princess" and when you start huffing and getting fussy in his lap he would just attack your face in kisses until you let out excited squeals and giggles. You really have this man wrapped around your finger!!
Feels horrible when he has to go on mission. He would probably leave you under Phasma's supervision, cause she's the only one he trusts to keep you safe. I think Phasma would be quite kind towards you actually! Watching you draw. She would be extremely patient with you, even when you would ask "when's daddy coming home?" every other minute.
And daddy would be so proud when he came back, to find out that you were on your best behavior. You would show him all your drawings and it would just be so unbelievable adorable
Someone please get me a daddy Kylo
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cosmic-rich · 3 years
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alright so how would kylo feel about thumb sucking 🥺
🥺🥺🥺🥺
Kylo loves it so much, he loves how calm it makes you. It’s just so cute.
You had a really bad start to your day, from the second you woke up you were fussy. You just wanted him to hold you, but he had things he needed to get done today. So he wasn’t there to console you in the morning.
When nap time came around, he had you cradled in his arms, gently rocking you back and forth with your head resting against his chest, letting out shuttering breaths. You were holding onto his hand with his thumb in your mouth, sucking gently.
When he had first pulled you into his arms, you couldn’t hold your emotions back, your bad day finally catching up to you. But he was there to comfort you, understanding that all you needed was daddy. Every once in a while your sobs would pick back up, and he would jog you lightly in his lap, gently shushing you.
He would try to pull his thumb out of your mouth when your whines raised in volume. Enouraging you to continue sucking, and each time you would whimper and squeeze your fingers around his own. Sucking him harder into your mouth, knowing that it was keeping you distracted from your overwhelming emotions. There was a little bit of drool dribbling down your chin and his hand, but he didn’t mind because it was keeping you calm.
He watched your eyes slowly flutter closed, still sucking his thumb into your mouth, continuing his actions as you slept so when you woke up you were feeling better.
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cosmic-rich · 3 years
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Could you do some brat - taming with daddy kylo?
Kylo is very patient with you. Which came as a shock to the people around him.
He has anger issues, but he would never so much as raise his voice with you in the room. I've said before that Kylo isn't big on punishments. He would much rather get down to the root of the problem and fix it.
But there are some days where you're really fighting back, and those days he won't hessitate to throw you over his knee and spank you raw. He doesn't like it when you don't listen to him, just as much as he doesn't like punishing you.
But, a mans gotta do, what he has to do.
You were bent over his knee, with him holding your wrists behind your back in one hand, smoothing the other across the handprints left on your ass. He had just finished delivering your punishment "Are you ready to behave now, Princess" "Yes d'ddy, i-im sorry" you said in between hiccups.
He released your hands and allowed you to get comfortable in his lap, straddling him. His hand continued to rub at your sore skin as you sobbed into his neck. "You have to behave, baby girl. I won't have to punish you if you're good for daddy" he says wrapping his free hand around your waist, pulling you tighter against his body.
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cosmic-rich · 3 years
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hey okay so. i was wondering if you could do one where kylo accidentally yells are you and you obviously freak out bc big scary man with laser sword. anyways and he feels awful because your just like “daddy?”🥺
~🧍🏻‍♀️
Oh no 🤭 big man would feel awful!
He wouldn’t mean to raise his voice. You had just walked into the room at the wrong time. And you knew your weren’t allowed in there either. So when you walked into the hangar, because you wanted to see daddy, he wasn’t all too pleased. He was already mad about something, you had walked in on him yelling at some troopers.
He only noticed you when you walked up to him. You would pull on his tunic to get his full attention, muttering a soft “daddy”. You really had no clue why you were down here. You were just hoping daddy was having a good day, maybe he would let you stay with him. But it doesn’t seem like that anymore.
He would brush you off of him “go back to the bedroom” and you would let out a soft whimper because you really didn’t want to. And that just seemed to make him more angry. “I’m not going to tell you again. Go to the room. Now!” And it sounded so much worse because of his mask.
You would slowly head back up to your room, slightly embarrassed from being reprimanded in front of such a large group of people.
Guilt would eat away at kylo for the rest of the day. There was no reason for him to shout at you the way he did. And truthfully, he felt like a complete jerk. When he came home that night he would find you on the bed with tears dried on your cheeks. He didn’t doubt that you had cried yourself to sleep.
You would stir slightly when he got into bed and pulled you into his arms. He gently shushed you when you whines out and shoved your face into his chest. “Shh baby, go back to sleep. Daddy will be here in the morning. I promise” He’ll apologize to you in the morning, but for now you need your rest.
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cosmic-rich · 3 years
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fixing huxs hair with clips and bows and everything and he’s about to head into a meeting so he goes to take them off but you’re like “you don’t like it?” 🥺
I believe I’ve elaborated on this before! But I’ll do it again cause it’s kinda cute ☺️
When he babysits you, he really lets you do whatever you want. So you putting clips in his hair was probably a normal occurrence.
When Kylo came back, telling Hux that he was needed on the bridge, he began to take the clips out of his hair. You’re just staring up at him like 😧 “Huxy, you don’t like it? 😣” and Kylo is behind you, looking at Hux like 😃 “Yeah Hux. Don’t you like it?”
So Hux is like “No, I do darling. I promise. It’s just not... up to protocol. I’m not allowed to have them in my hair” and Kylos just rubbing your back gently and snickering.
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cosmic-rich · 3 years
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bro😭 what about hux was talking shit about kylo to himself and we heard and we ran to kylo and we were all like “daddy what is a shithead?” (AND YK you cant curse in little time !) “what di you just say?” “i heard huxy call you a shithead hehe!”
Mf would be so shocked like ‘fukin excuse me?’
Because you’re laughing like it’s the funniest thing. “That’s not a nice word princess. Hux was being mean. You don’t want to be mean, do you?” “N-no! Daddy I don’t wanna be mean! I’m sorry.” “Okay baby. Then we don’t say that.”
And then maybe later in you bring it up again. Because Hux can’t just be mean to daddy. “Daddy. Maybe Huxy should go in time out” “mmhm maybe he should, little one”
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cosmic-rich · 3 years
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Ok! So I’m trying to re-ask this!
Imagine if kylos little was looking for him and walked into the bridge but there was an officer who didn’t know who she was so he started shouting and raised his gun at her? 🥺 I would get so scared. But daddy comes and saves the day (as always) with LOTS of flufffffff
Love u! Hope tumblr didn’t eat this ask
Uhm hi yea this officer is asking for death 😌
Listen, usually Kylo try’s to hide his violence, but this time he doesn’t really have a choice. I mean... he tries to make it less violent but what do you expect???
When one of his new officers pulls a blaster on you, he’s throwing down. He uses the force to bring the man to him, wrapping a hand around his throat. Then glancing over at Phasma, “Get her to our bedroom” and once you’re gone he’ll take care of the problem.
Phasma would stay with you until Kylo came back. And he would absolutely just pull you into his arms and hold you sososo close. Because, while he was good at hiding it, he was scared too. He didn’t like seeing you in such a dangerous position. Especially in a place where you should feel protected. He’s the supreme leader for makers sake. But he would hold you a little closer that night, and you best believe that you aren’t going to be leaving his side anytime soon!!
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cosmic-rich · 3 years
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since u asked for h thoughts to write on... daddy kylo slipping his cock into his baby while sleeping (consensually!!) and fucking her thru her nap😩
Ohhhh he would be so gentle as to not startle you awake. But, you would unconsciously start to push your hips back against him, he speeds up and starts thrusting harder.
When you wake up and try to look back at him, he just places a firm hand on your hip to still you “No no, it’s okay princess. Just take it for daddy. There you go.”
I feel like this would also turn into cockwarmkng. The both of you being too tired to have him pull out. Which then further turns into soft sex when you wake up. ☺️
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cosmic-rich · 3 years
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could u do some hcs about sub!reader adding some little braids + butterfly clips to kylos hair while he sleeps 🥺
he forgets he has them on.
the knights of ren are teasing him about it.
🥺🥺🥺 aweeee
He would let you play with his hair because it helps you fall asleep. And he forgets in the morning, so when he’s walking through the halls people are giving him weird looks like “get a load of this fkn guy” and he’s like “I’m actually gonna kill you” and he won’t realize what the fuck is going on until he sees his nights of ren staring a little longer than they should. He’s all like “is there a problem? 😡😡” and one of the nights speaks up “Not at all, master. But you have bows in your hair” and he goes all like 😳😳 putting his helmet on and walking out of the room.
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cosmic-rich · 3 years
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OKAY SO TRYING THIS AGAIN: the resistance has taken over the base/ship and kylo is worried about little!reader, when he gets to their room he finds her being held down by resistance fighters and he like SNAPS. wholesome reunions? <3
He would freak out!!! As scary as he’s about to be, it’s gonna save your life. Would would throw the man that’s holding you down, with the force of course. 
He would run over to your frightened form, pulling you off the ground and pushing you behind him. 
He would pull out his saber to fight off any other resistance fighters that came at the two of you. Once all of them were taken out he rushed to your side. “Daddy I’m scared” you cried, fisting his tunic in your hand. “I know princess, but we have to get out of here. It’s not safe.”
He would take your hand and lead you to his tie fighter. He sat you on his lap, letting you cry into his neck. “I’m so proud of you. Such a brave girl” He brought one of his hands off the joystick to rub your back gently. “Look at me princess” when you looked up at him with tearful eyes and a warm face, he whispered “I’m so sorry” and the sincerity in his voice making your lip wobble. “I’m really scared daddy” “I know princess, but you’re safe now. Daddy’s here, I’m right here.”
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