#LIKE WHOS FAULT IS IT THEN LMFAO

[cirillafionaelenriannon]

the agonies are getting to me tonight because i'm finally taking the steps to doing something i'm good at & have wanted to do since i was really young and my family couldn't care less about it, and it's just another harsh reminder of how Things are and how they'll always be.

it is so difficult to exist around other people who don't relate to this too. i mean like Growing up with serious serious emotional neglect. i've been dismissed, walked over, yelled at, emotionally tormented, abused, gaslit and humiliated my entire life by my family and even through all the convincing i've done for myself that their approval and their attention is the last thing i could ever want or need, i still NEED it so bad like i need fucking air or something! i think about my childhood self showing my mother a drawing, a sims house i built or a story i wrote or anything i did and only getting her criticism, and it's so small and silly, but the things i was always so proud of and wanted her to know about she could only tear apart, and then tell me i was overreacting and too sensitive anytime i confronted her on how she hurt my feelings.

it turns into the most ridiculous, soul-sucking cycle. because years and years of being shunned and shut down and the endless horrors lol of the years and years and yearrrrs passing me by Of having to shut myself down completely just to survive and where do i end up. right here. and right here is where theres no relationship with me and my family, because how could there be after all of that? i didn't see my dad for years and he never tried to protect me from what was going on or tried to reach out, or know me, my whole life i barely remember a conversation we could've had, or whether he cared about anything i liked growing up, or cared about me enough to talk to me about it. and my mothers emotional neglect and abuse left our relationship like this. and they don't know anything about me because of all this lol. at the end of the day my whole family says it's my fault that none of them can get close to me but how could they literally EVER ever ever get close to me after spending my whole entire LIFE avoiding knowing me. but it's my fault because i 'pushed them away' I will literally never heal from the years that were taken from me from the childhood that was taken from me From the person i couldve been had it not been for what my family did to me and i will never ever ever experience the love and attention other people get to experience I will never have proud parents

[simbleleven]

silent as the moon. furious as the sun. bright as the stars.

I always knew I wanted to do a celestial-bodies themed edit of the three of them, as they fit the respective roles so well. Some seem more surprising than others. I also took the chance to try out Achino's Photo Studio Light Set – it's incredible, and I recommend it to anyone wanting to experiment with in-game lights more. The beautiful halos are from sugarowl over at TSR, namely Crescent Halo, Spiked Halo, and Milkyway Halo.

[fansblogs]

just by doing what i’m able, with my elbows on the table.

"So many people write songs about horrible, horrible, horrible things. Famous people are always gonna be bad, and always gonna have supporters."

[rapidhighway]

The fics where Knuckles has some cool powers from the master emerald or is like a very special guy who talks to the master emerald are so good but I've been thinking. What if he isn't. He's the guardian of the master emerald, not a user. Sonic is the one who can use the chaos emeralds and is basically the chosen one when it come to chaos energy, and Knuckles just guards it.

I just imagine Knuckles, who's been put on angel island and basically sacrificed his entire life to this thing and never received any form of acknowledgment, who then meets Sonic who's basically a chaos energy magnet. Chaos emeralds love him, master emerald responds to him. Sonic is there to use the energy, Knuckles is to only guard it

[ulteri0rm0tives]

....and if I said I wanted Johnny and Kerry in the messiest divorce arc since Paul McCartney and John Lennon.. what then...

[yuwuta]

can i say something

[joleneghoul]

my favorite part of the Dorian romance main-game is honestly after here lies the abyss if you take him WITH you he gets MAD at you for making him leave the fade before you. You're in there like what? 1 minute max without him? and he gets genuinely upset about that. I'm obsessed with the craziness of that like yeah he loves him or whateverrrr (genuine)

[passerinesoncaffeine]

the irony of one the first main things established about omori as a character is that he's known for his great memory as if he hasn't lost the entire fucking plot repeatedly for years.

like he has a great memory!! if you don't take into account He's Actually The God Of Repression.

[hana-bobo-finch]

wtf I made a joke about eight crazy nights last night and now I’m feeling that cold-sweaty-sick-but-not-sick-headachey-eyes-watery shit that I did a few weeks ago when I Also made a joke about eight crazy nights. why am I cursed like this

[virtuousvigil]

its 3am so i will confess that my biggest digital footprint “secret” is that i created that danny phantom “going nonverbal” meme but was, as most modern poets are, victim to the whole “someone else reposted this with a slightly different wording than your original post and got 250k+ reposts while you got 3 likes” thing. and to this day it haunts me.

[foxika]

do i post the long version(me being cringe) or the short version(i think it's funny) of recent, unserious events in this blog's themed character's tag edit: short version: 🫵 b*ba f3tt icon

[iamthepulta]

Caving went great! It was so much fun to rappel down and immediately get a glimpse of fantastic (if often broken) features. The rest of the cave was more fault-based and maze-like. Most of our time was spent moving diagonally on fault scarp clay (slipperiest shit I have EVER been on) and rappelling out (possibly the hardest climb up a fault scarp I have ever made lol).

Bottom left pic was taken three inches away on my belly in the entrance crawlspace. I was so happy to see little active formations so close.

[scorpiusmalfoylovesoscarwilde]

most days I'm so chill with the fact I'm non-contact with my father, it was the best decision, I hate him, my life is so much more peaceful without him

then bam it's a random Tuesday at 8pm and I'm sobbing because I miss having a dad, like, excuse me what is this??

[miserye]

someone told me recently they thought my handwriting looked nice and i was like ....well that's certainly a first

[pisces-gf]

lol .

[actually-eldritch]

It's all me it's aaaaalll me it's all people all the way down you know my best influence my strongest influence comes when I don't mind not receiving credit and my second strongest influence comes when I'm not afraid but the problem is that I'm always terrified and most of all, I'm starving.