#Like how would they know what I'm posting (I use chrome. Google has dirt on me)

[jonnestt]

YT has been recommending this video to me for days now. They're trying to turn me trans! Definitely. That's what must be happening.

[anakingskywoker]

what is meaning of the cartoon? I'm not so sure. :o

I noticed now that I published it that it has a lot of grammar mistakes 😅 so I apologise for them.

But the meaning is… pretty stupid, now that I think of it. So, grab some popcorn because it’s gonna be long!

I think I came to know about RPJ by the end of the summer. I watched Black Sails, fell for him, and then I basically went for every film or series he had starred in.

What I noticed was that he was very vocal about his opinions and that he used Twitter a lot. So I was quite content with it.

I think that for an actor to be online is very risky but also it keeps their fans alive.

The first time I searched on his tag on this website I noticed that there was a blog dedicated to publish dirt on him. I didn’t mind it much but blocked it anyways.

Now, The Strain S03 started airing and all of the cast members started to tweet about it. I waited for him to say something but there was just silence.

The episodes went by, with Quinlan having important moments, but he was not saying a thing about it. It frustrated me. I have to be honest that I don’t know why it frustrated me.

His birthday came around and he just thanked the fans, or friends, with a single tweet. By that moment, his tweets had been reduced. Now, you may think I am obsessed but Google Chrome saves like a previous “look” on the website and he had lost like 600 tweets.

There are screenshots on the web about tweets that doesn’t exist anymore 🤔

This was like… on September. I checked the blocked tumblr and there were new messages. People condemning the person behind it. But I don’t know anything about those interactions, could be scams, people trying to gain attention, i don’t know anything for real but it makes it feel like THAT Tumblr and the twitter thing are connected.

Or maybe it’s just pure coincidence.

I mean, he has admitted on many interviews that he was a playboy. Now, psychology tells us that a person doesn’t changes but suppresses those kind of things in order to be accepted—

Anyways, what matters is that a friend got me in contact with him, and we were kinda nervous that he would block us but he (what a kind thing to do tbh) just left us like on “seen” and carried on with his silence.

What it was weirder was that around December, he started shooting S04 and he did post on twitter—but deleted it a minute later. I was fortunate enough to see that tweet before it went to oblivion. It had a picture. It’s stupid but it made me feel relieved.

Went onto the blocked tumblr again and read that he had lost jobs because of those rumours. I don’t support cheating but seriously, venting them that way and hurting the family is another whole other thing. It got me sad.

This week his twitter got to 60 tweets, when last week he had been near a 100. I don’t know if he’s paranoid or what, but reading how he was in the past made me realise that something changed him.

Maybe he only wants more privacy but it scares me to think that fans and that Tumblr blog had pushed him to do that.

Anyways, that’s the context of the comic. It’s pretty silly but in therapy it made more sense 😅