#NOTHING CHRONO IS HERE TOO I'M SO SAD

[noxtivagus]

my spotify-wrapped.. 🥹💀🤍

[loupy-mongoose]

Warning: This part contains discussion of Pokemon abuse and neglect, as well as the general topic of death.

Edit: I didn't realize when I posted that this part is kinda long, so I'mma slap a Read More on it.

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Lavender stared in shock at the man who'd approached her.

It was him.

The man she'd seen in the articles online.

The man she'd seen in Nico's dream vision.

Fuji...

The man tilted his head a bit. Ah, so you've heard of me. I'm guessing you've read about the orphanage online?

I, uh...

Lav had no idea how she would begin speaking to him, let alone broach the subject that drove her to this moment.

I... I...

She hugged herself, shivering. Her mind and emotions were spent.

Fuji's concerned look grew deeper. Easy, there. Easy. What's troubling you? Maybe we can work it out.

She could feel his genuine concern for her wash off of him, and her own loneliness and regret crashed over her. She asked him in a timid, shaky voice, can I have a hug?

His eyebrow rose, but he smiled warmly at her. Of course! If it'll help!

She charged into his arms almost before he could open them wide enough. Oh how she missed this feeling of being safe in a pair of arms...

So what's got you so upset? Or is it something too personal to tell a stranger like myself?

Uh...

His voice lowered to just above a whisper. Your family isn't mistreating you, are they? I can help get you out if they are.

At that Lav pushed away from him, waving her arms. No no no no, nothing like that! I-I'm sad because I left them... And I wish I hadn't... I came here looking for someone, but... She wiped her eyes for the hundredth time since she'd taken off. It was a rash decision and I wish I could go back...

I can help with that too. Fuji smiled again. Where do they live? I'll do what I can to get you back to them!

Lav gripped at her elbows, biting her lower lip. Should I tell him? How much would it give away...?

How much will I need to give away...?

She took a quiet breath and answered. Paldea.

Paldea... He became thoughtful. That's a long ways away from here... You came here on your own?

Lav nodded, rocking slightly back and forth. All the warnings she'd heard from her parents flashed through her mind, almost making her feel sick again.

Finally she gripped her jacket sleeves and took a deep breath. Listen, Mr. Fuji, there's something I wanted to talk to you about. But... not in the open.

The gentle man lowered his brows questioningly.

I-I know that sounds weird... But... C-can we go to your house? And talk in private?

Fuji's face creased in confusion, but he shrugged. Alright. I'm all ears. Maybe I can offer you a drink to calm your nerves? Coffee, tea, hot coco?

Lav smiled widely at the sound of that. Ooo, yes please! Hot chocolate! Please!

Fuji chuckled as he turned to go and motioned for her to follow. A sweet tooth, huh? No problem!

Hey, I never got your name.

She gave a shy laugh, well recognizing how this might sound to him. It's, uh... Lavender, actually. Lavender Linden.

Hah!! Oh dear, it might be a little hard for my old brain to remember that one. His voice oozed with joyful sarcasm, and Lav felt herself warming up to him.

You can call me Lav if it's too much for you~

Lav. That sounds lovely. He chuckled softly. It's nice to meet you, Lav.

Lav smiled, finally feeling a sense of comfort for the first time since leaving home.

It's nice to meet you too, Mr. Fuji.

The pink Mew carefully peered down into the cliffs surrounding the purple-hued town. It was too far away to make out distinct people. But where his eyes failed him, his senses gave him hope.

I feel her.

He looked at Akoya. They're eyes passed the message without use of words or mind. They flew down to discuss with Persim what the next step would be.

Oooooh, look at themmm!!

Lav looked into a pen containing several little land-dwelling Pokemon. Ratattas, Growlithes, Nidorans, and Mankeys, and others mingled together. Some were missing eyes and limbs.

So you take in orphaned Pokemon and take care of them?

Fuji smiled softly, but with a sad gleam in his eyes. Orphans, injured, sick... Trainers will often bring in Pokemon, either their own or ones that they've found in their travels. It's sad when they're mistreated, but I like to think we offer a little bit of hope and comfort for those in need.

Lav watched a few Ratattas running together, including a dark colored one that had a set of wheels attached to its back legs. She pointed to it. What happened to the Alolan one there?

A Karate Chop went too far. HP shields will only protect so much. Fuji sighed. Her trainer pushed her to fight beyond her limits--against a Machop, no less--and she paid the price. And of course her trainer left her for dead because she couldn't fight anymore.

A lot of the Pokemon in our care have similar stories. I swear, trainers who don't bother learning type matchups drive me up a wall! Just because they're protected from elemental attacks doesn't mean the protection lasts or is perfect every time! And when the shields fail, it can fail spectacularly.

Lav thought about her dad's journey as a trainer through Sinnoh, as well as her own dream of doing her own journey. She had to venture a question. D... Do you feel that way about all trainers?

Absolutely not. There are plenty of good trainers out there, and I adore them. I want to support those ones however I can! And of course trainers will make mistakes. Sometimes mistakes that will cost a life, unfortunately... As long as there are Pokemon trainers, that will continue to happen. But that alone doesn't make one a bad trainer.

And the sad thing is, it's those trainers who suffer most from their mistakes. The ones who throw away the dead or injured, they move on to the next victim with nary a backward glance. But when a loving trainer loses...

He sighed again, leaning on the fence. It's heartbreaking, really. All the trainers who feel like they failed because of their losses, when in reality those are the best of the best. They don't realize that in taking a path of love, they've taken the hard path. Grief is the price we pay for love, after all, and sometimes in can bankrupt trainers...

Suddenly he leaned back. I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to get sad on you! I see both ends of it, so I have trouble keeping them apart sometimes. I hope you can forgive my morbid rambling...

Of course. Lav smiled morosely. ...I can tell you pay that price a lot...

Fuji met her eyes with warmth. Yeah... Yeah. It's not always an easy job... But it is my greatest love. And grief is a price I'm willing to pay for it.

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This makes me want to do a Nuzlocke. XD

[wifeysaremylifey]

Well, golly gee, here we go!

Comfort food(s): Very unfortunately, it is a dessert which I can never have with any degree of frequency: tiramisu. I don't think anything really comes close that is easy to make, and I just have that, like, once every several months? But if I do need a comfort item for consumption in general, it's always the next one.  

Comfort drink(s): Coca-cola, original flavor. Been very addicted to it for the majority of my life, 25 years at least. I'm able to control my intake properly now, but it was remarkably bad in my more depressive teenage years when I was downing multiple bottles a day. To this day, there's nothing else that just serves as an instant shot of happiness to me, and I find that to be really unfortunate.

Comfort movie(s): I don't think I have one, I very rarely watch movies willingly. And when I do, I don't watch them more than once. I imagine I had one as a child, since I know I watched stuff several times then, but it's been forgotten now.

Comfort show(s): ... Do those old Looney Tunes shorts count? If not, then- Yu-Gi-Oh GX is probably the closest one to it. It is pretty silly early but also fun- and kind of existential and sad towards the end. And I happen to like a mix of those.

Comfort clothing: Big coats. Yes, even in warmer days.

Comfort song(s): Now this one has too many to count, I have different playlists that fit certain moods. But I'll break it down. So far as regular music goes, I like electro swing in general, but specifically for comfort I listen to Swingrowers a lot. Also sea shanties have that effect on me too, it's easy for them to get me to sing and feel better afterwards. An album I tend to come back to is The Green Knight, by Heather Dale. And in it, The Maiden and the Selkie is my favorite song, since it's kind of a chant and a fairy tale in one and I kind of love that. Other than that, game music has always been with me, and the original soundtracks of both Ragnarok Online and Chrono Cross will probably follow me forever and be big sources of comfort. Out of those, even if CC is a bit old, the soundtrack is worth a listen to this day, if you're ever curious.

Comfort book(s): I think I mentioned in a previous meme that Alice in Wonderland and the Sherlock Holmes novels are favorites of mine. They're also definitely comfort books and I both read it and heard their audiobooks dozens of times each- not as much Through the Looking-Glass, but it's catching up nowadays, Other than that, the Andrew Lang compilations of fairy-tales are books I read back to several times.

Comfort game(s): Hmm, I have to think about it a bit, since the games I find most worthwhile to play tend to make me actively uncomfortable and I kind of appreciate that. The clearest example in my mind is Pokémon. I just do a lot in that series, from replaying with small restrictions to active marked shiny hunting. Other than that, I do enjoy games where you have a contained gameplay loop that you can repeat several times, especially if they're co-op. Stuff like Payday 2 and Deep Rock Galactic. Lastly, if I've invested enough time in a gacha game, it tends to become a comfort game- potentially because of the whole habit-setting that they all covertly do, but still. Honkai: Star Rail is the main one I play currently.

tagged by: Someone who's called me out for not finishing Dragalia Lost *cough* @celestialprayer*cough* tagging: @iceiclehorned, @divinityunleashed, @puzzledmemories, @dragonknightsworn, @mysticallities, and whoever sees it and happens to want to do this (and potentially didn't finish Dragalia Lost either, don't let me be the only one to carry the burden--)

[starmahgalaxies]

Get to Know You

Thanks for @sinvulkt for tagging me. I'm not really sure about what facts to give about myself so I'll just use what you did, with a couple others that are relevant for my answers. And this makes me look like a massive weeb (or am I?!), but that's mainly because my most recent/current fandoms and my very first fandoms were animanga. (yes, yes I am)

Last song: King of Anything - Sara Bareilles

Currently watching: I'm not currently watching anything, but next up on my list I have finishing up Digimon Adventure (2020) and going back to Magi The Adventures of Sinbad.

The main thing I want to do soon is go back to my incredible backlog of video games. There are so many just sitting in my library.

Playing Next: I've wanted to get to Chrono Trigger on my PC since Akira Toriyama died. His designs in video games are iconic. But I also have a lot of indie games that I want to go through too. I should make a wheel to decide, but I haven't yet.

Three ships: I have several ships, but none rank high enough really to be above everything else. If I name any amount I'll name all of them and be here all day. Like many 90s queer kids, Haruka and Michiru (Sailor Moon) was my first lesbian couple. At least in my circles growing up.

Favorite Relationship Dynamic: Familial! They can be whatever! Oh, you mean romantic ship dynamics? Meh. Romantic ships are fun -- I'm Aegoro -- but I have no real preference there. I like family relationships more and even a good enemy ships. Not even enemies to lovers (not always) just enemies. Give me a bonfire mess of a dynamic and I'll watch it.

Favorite color: I like shades of red and magenta.

Currently consuming: Nothing. Eating by my computer, over my tablet/keyboard will leave a mess and get all over both things when I rather they not. I need that stuff to work! The last thing I had though was a big fat chocolate muffin for breakfast.

(Since I am writing this in two sittings, the thing that I had last now was an Italian soda from a local café chain and chocolate eggs that were on clearance at the supermarket.)

First ship: I'm sure I had non-gay ships first. I didn't clue into people of same gender liking each other for a while. Or anyone liking anyone for a while. For the life of me I can not remember them. So the same answer as above. HaruMichi.

Birthplace: I was born through a C-section! So not quite through my mother's womb. (yay Macbeth reference. And anyone reading this name in a theater, I'm sorry XD)

Jokes aside, I am, for better and worse, an American.

Current location: I haven't moved far from where I was born.

Relationship status: Hahahahaha. That's cute. No. 🧡💛🤍🩵💙

Last movie: This makes me sad. I can't remember. Life (being broke), moving (having physical copies packed away), and stuff in general has made it so I can't remember the last time I saw a movie movie.

Other recreational watches typically rank higher on to-do list anyway, so don't feel too bad for me XD.

Currently working on: Uh, I have about five drafts (essays and shitposts) on my Magi fandom blog (@pan-magi), one fic I'm working on, and at least five art pieces. I've lost count.

I have the opposite problem with tagging people. I never really feel comfortable tagging anybody. So anyone can do what they want. Heh.

[mystical-writer]

Greeting, I'm a VERY huge fan of yandere.. both Romantic and Platonic. So can I have yandere mirio togota fall in love with fem reader who is Overhaul dear daughter?

She is older than him for year. Her personality is quiet, loner, cold-hearted, polite and loves her dad so much, though what he done with eri (who she see as little sis) is terrible. She had no problem to dirty her pacifist hand to protect him.

When they (the heroes) call him like a evil, she'd cried with angry tears as yell "If you call MY dad evil, then, alas, I am evil too! for I have his blood!"

You got it! Hope you like it!

Warped Minds

Everything was going wrong. Heroes are breaking in and your father's lackeys were failing and falling quickly. Your father, Overhaul, had warned you of this day and had prepared you for it, but no amount of preparation could prepare you for such a grim reality. Holding onto Eri you watch as you father and Chrono fight off the hero with the red cape. The hero, who claimed to be Lemillion, announced his conviction to save Eri and take down your dad.

During the beginning of the fight Mirio noticed you holding onto Eri. This confused him greatly. 'Were you being held hostage? You seem to be around his age so it's possible.' Taking the chance he speaks to you. "Young lady, please stay away from these two! I'll take care of these villains then get you two to safety!" Your father, however, didn't like his declaration.

"Stay away from my daughter you absolute filth!" Shock runs through Mirio at Overhaul's words. Your his daughter?! Nighteye didn't say anything about Overhaul having an actual child but it could be a possibility that you were a factor they missed. With how enraged Overhaul is with him speaking to you it seems likely. But he can't focus on that right now. He has to focus on the fight.

With his attention off of you you place Eri down behind you and look around. You see Chrono's gun on the ground and pick it up and aim it at Lemillion. With determination you growl and yell out, "Get away from my father! If he's a villain then by his blood so am I! I'll do anything to make sure his dream come true!" And it catches everyone's attention. With that you shoot the quirk suppressing bullet at Lemillion and time seems to slow down.

Just as the bullet is about to hit the hero the walls surrounding you break and crumble. One of the chuckles of cement blocks the bullet but another hits you in the back of the head. You fall to the ground and as your vision fades the last thing you see is your father's worried eyes, Lemillion looking at you with the same expression and a new hero appearing. Then, nothing.

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Your eyes slowly flutter open and you see the bright sun beaming down at you. For a moment you mind is fuzzy but quickly the memories resurface and you shoot up. Looking around you see various heroes, medical assistants and police surrounding the area. Your eyes survey the area and soon the land on your restrained father. "Dad!" You jump of the gurney you were laying on and try to rush to him. However, you are grabbed from behind and held in strong arms.

You see the one holding you from the corner of your eye is Lemillion. You struggle which brings the attention from everyone to you. "Stop! Let go of me! He need me! Let go of my father please!" The surrounding people give you pity look at whispers begin to fly

"Poor girl."

"He must have confused her from a young age as to what is wrong and right."

"She seems so distraught. She needs help."

Lemillion's grip on you gets tighter and he pulls you closer. "Do not worry I'm here to save you. You father can't hurt you anymore!" You look over to him with anger.

"You not saving me your hurting me! My father is my everything and you taking him away! Your no heroes, you're monsters!" You go slack in his arms and begin to cry your heart out. As you do Mirio looks down at you with a sad gaze. You seem so lost and scared. Surely with Overhaul as your father you don't trust heroes and don't understand what's really going in. But he can help you.

When he first saw you he saw a beautiful, pure and caring girl clingy to Eri in hopes of protecting her. He would've mistaken you for as a hostage in charge of caring for her but the previous events told otherwise. He picks you up and holds you close to him and smiles down at you with a caring expression. "Don't worry, I'll save you. I can see you're confused and with Overhaul as you father I'm sure he's warped your mind. You just need to rely on me."

You glare up at him with tear filled eyes. "Your the only ones with warped minds. I don't need saving." Your words fall on deaf ears though and Mirio just continues to smile.

"Just listen and rely on me."

[hungrydolphin91]

Back to Xillia 2 electric boogaloo! We are now on chapter 7.

My sister put a Jude plushie on Jude's shoulder: "Mitosis."

She had already forgotten about Alvin and Leia's secret handshake from the first game. Her: "I thought they didn't get along?" Me: "I think they invented it before he shot her." Cue both of us laughing at the idea of Alvin saying "See you Leia" before pulling the trigger

Jude keeps saying "Now I have the strength to protect!" Her: "NOW you do?! What about last game?? Did Milla mean nothing to you??"

She's just as baffled as I am at the way the Xillia cast accepts that they'll have to wipe out an entire world in order to leave the fractured dimension. Like these guys were looking for a way to bring peace between two worlds AND let Gaius be AND were upset when literal villains died. How are they not bothered by comitting genocide now.

We arrived at the first fractured dimension job in Trigleph. Jude and Leia split up to gather intel while the rest of the group is supposed to take the train, but my sister wanted to look around (trying to find a Fractured Ludger in his apartment lol). Leia seemed to be talking to NPCs but Jude was just standing there. Sis: "What happened to asking questions??" Me: "He's asking philosophical questions. Like, 'Is fighting really the only way?'"

Upon finding tomatoes at the Oscore center, Ludger comments that Julius would love them and Elle says her dad likes them too. My sis: "Does Julius have a daughter I don't know about? I do NOT want to be this girl's uncle." Can't wait til she finds out Ludger's not her uncle, he's her father 😏

The cats keep coming hack empty handed (or pawed, I suppose). We think they might be unionizing to get more treats

You can't use the job board in fractured dimensions, but you CAN go shopping. Sis: "Souvenirs of the world I'm going to destroy :)"

Leia and Jude are finally starting to express some discomfort at the thought of wiping out another dimension, and Alvin stepped up to play the bad guy because he's got experience with that. Aww...

Shortly afterward we found an empty hole that betrayed and disappointed us. Sis: "Just like Alvin." Me: "Poor Alvin, he's trying so hard to be a better person and we still can't let this go."

The music in the fractured version of the Torbalan Highroad is just sad piano, not sexy saxophone. Me: "In this dimension, Alvin is a pianist."

We made it to the Chronos fight but he is a royal pain, so we gotta grind for a bit next time.

masterpost here

[zuffer-weird-girl]

A toast to see that I finally got my motivation back

An Chisaki family au drabble.

The damn pillow

"Oh my god yOU'RE HAVING A BABY?!" You smiled nervously as Miss Midoriya sended waves of tears at seing you with your blotches on and a cute baby bump.

She grabbed on your hands and stared in awe with teary eyes.

"(Y/n)-chan since you are this sweet person I have no doubts that this child will have one of the best mothers out there!"

"Thank you." You giggled, thanking the man from the fair as well for handing you the fruits you asked for "By the way, how is Midoriya-kun?"

"Oh wonderful! My boy just entered U.A!" Ink teared up again as you smiled.

You only saw Izuku once and he was barely a 9 years old kiddo. Yet Ink you encountered on some fairs or while grocery shopping. Despite knowing of the quirkless boy, you didn't questioned that he had gotten to U.A.

You weren't much a fan of that school, and now with a new Chisaki coming up? Heavens forbided that Kai knew some hero touched you. He was a very possevice and protective man in general, but since he knew of your pregnancy you lost count on how many times he had used the overhaul... unnecessarily...

"Oh, I am sad that I still dont get you nothing though dear." Inko put one of her hands up with a frown as you shaked your hands.

"Please is not necessary, for real. My husband is already spoiling his kid even without born!" You giggle as the woman frowned a bit before she gasped.

"I think I might have the perfect gift for you! Please, I'm sure it will serve just right, my house is near here."

"Uh... well." You looked up and saw Chrono only shrugging from the top of a building and drinking something. "I guess it wouldn't be too bad."

You followed the woman as you snorted at Hari following you by jumping on some buildings and through dark alleys.

Inko let you waiting on ther door before she extended a huge pillow.

"Congrats for the new baby! This is a pregnancy pillow I used when I was about to have Izuku." Her eyes softened at the mention of her son and you soon feel warm and fuzzy when you felt Kaito lightly moving as you carresed your belly. "It will help you sleep better!"

You grabbed with surprise at sieng that she was giving up something so emotional just to gave it to you.

"Thanks Midoriya-san." You whispered in awe and smiled at her. You bowed along with her as she waved from the door step. "Send a hi for Midoriya-kun for me!"

"I will! Please let me see your baby once too!"

You giggled as Kurono dropped by your side.

"You're friends wwith that lady?"

"Sorta." You sighed "We just tall casually in fairs and her son is quirkless like me so..." Chrono shrugged and accompanied you.

You had to wash it as soon as your husband saw that pillow in your arms and even despite that you occasionally saw him glaring at it.

You had to thank Inko later, because this pillow surely helped you sleep a lot better!

... well.

Someone wasn't as comfortable as you though..

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Gosh how he wished he could just scretch his bare hand and destroy this thing.

It's been exactly four days since you brought that "pregnancy pillow" with you. He immediately scrunched up his face in horror and disgust at knowing you had accepted someone's else gift.

Although he didn't cared much at the start. The consequences came in night as always.

He wouldn't EVER admit he enjoyed sleeping close. Especially when he insisted to sleep only with occasionally butts touching... although he always woke up with you caged on his arms and chest.

Now, he always saw you with that damn thing on your arms. It made him feel very.... uncomfortable.

He knew he wasn't that much of an affectionate person but lower yourself that much to opting for hugging a pillow instead of him? It made a pretty nasty wound on his ego...

Due to his pride, he wouldn't just voice out loud. So it came to his mind to just hide the cursed thing on the compound.

He was smirking on the bed, hidding it beneath a book as you searched for the pillow with huffs and groans.

"Kai." You whined while crossing your arms with a pout "You seriously didn't saw that pillow? It helps easy the baby and for em to sleep better."

"I already told you." He closed the book with a smug yet collected look as he put it on the night stand. He looked at your distressed self and extended his hand for you "C'mon now angel. I wouldn't want the mother of my child not getting any rest for the night."

Just wheen you were about to get his hand, Rappa just barged on the door and without explanations threw the said pillow on Kai's face as he looked at you.

"My bad (Y/n) that was yours?" You gagged before Rappa yelped and ran away from a VERY infuriated kai with bare hands in aim of his head.

You looked with concern at them before you picked the pillow. You just shrugged and went back to sleep.

He had gotten back after half an hour, sweaty and hives all over his face and forearms. He glared daggers at the object in your arms as you nuzzled on it with a peaceful look.

"I curse you with all the plagues on this fucking sick universe." He whispered while pointing at the pillow before heading for the shower and once again not having a peaceful and slumber sleep.

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The precepts always questioned how Overhaul got married with (Y/n) since they are polar opposites. But now it showed way too much.

You always greet them with a smiel and cheery face, even as pregnant, while Overhaul if they even dared to muster one word or whimper they would get overhauled or sended to the worst missions of the yakusa they would ever know.

Pops decided to put an end to it and just talk with the very much grumpy young man who almost broke the cup of tea due to how angry he was.

"Mind explaining me the reason why you've been acting this way?"

"I didn't get to sleep those few nights." He growled before almost hitting the cup of tea down on the coffe table.

"Oh? Why is that?"

"I need to get rid of that pillow." He muttered and the room went silent for a bit and Kai only arched his eyebrow at the burst of laughter Pops had at linking the dots.

"Bot just talk with your wife!" He said between laughter "Ever heard of that?!"

"And hurt my pride even more? No thank you." He growled whiel getting up "Thank you for the tea."

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He entered on the bedroom. Checking twice to certificate himself that you weren't there. He got to the room, gloves already discarded as he picked the soft cushions of the pillow as he glared at it.

Just when he was about to overhaul the pillow your voice calling his name made him freeze.

"What are you doing?" You giggled as he only looked over his shoulder to you.

"This thing is infected." He made up a excuse as you snorted and got close to him.

"With what?" You arched your eyebrow as you saw on his gden orbs he was trying to make an excuse for it before he saw you laughing behind your hand "You're jealous of a pillow Kai?"

He glared at you with wrath as he threw the pillow over his shoulder.

"Forgot who you're married and talking to, dearest?"

"Sorry sorry!" You giggled and wrapped your arms on his middle as he lifted his own awkwardly in the air before lowering them, oen in your back while the other mindless carresed your baby bump with a dreamy sigh.

"I didn't want you to get out grouchy and grumpy because I was cuddling with a pillow." You cooed, nuzzling your face on his as he rested his chin on your head with a huff.

"Pardon me if I dont want my wife or child getting infected by an unknow sickness..." he scoffed before sniffing your scent before he sighed and let him have more of you, he just didn't crush you in his body right now because he didn't wanted to hurt his baby.

"I'm sorry~" you cooed while looking up at him as he rolled his eyes. Lowering his mask down to kiss you. Then again... and again.

"Just dont let yourself depend on a materialistic thing.... If you feel the need of hugging, then hug me.. if it's extremely necessary." He averted his eyes from you after breaking one passionate kiss as you widened your eyes in shock before softening them while pecking his cheek.

"You're such a softie when you want to daddy~" you giggled as the pink on his face grew as he tsked before he gently twirled you to lay on the bed as he settled between your thighs. Examinating you just like a doctor before smilling sadistically and propting your chin up by his two fingers.

"Let's see now if I am soft angel of mine... Careful down there brat." He whispered seductively before starting to trail kissed on your neck.

[zuffer-weird-girl]

Ok, im not feeling well but have some angsty *curls up in a ball while laying in the floor of my hide out*

"Don't make me lose my time with this. Go bother someone else. I have better things to get done."

Usually you would understand his reasons or even just smile at him in understatement.

But not today... all you wanted was just that Kai stoped just a little with his work to relax and just enjoy the little time you had of you guys anniversary, but he didn't even let you finish your question as he answered you harshly with that.

"Is it too much to ask for that you relax a bit? Just look at you, you're tense." You try to reason it.

He merely lifted an annoyed glance at you, cold and harsh just like his words.

"You're only worsening my case of health them if you keep prying like that."

That hurted. And even if you wanted to scream at that one, you still remained your compusture for his sake, and not to yell.

But this didn't mean that you would let it go...

"I only wanted to help Chisaki." You said between teeth, clenching your jaw even more at feeling the burn in your eyes "And also do you even remember what day i-"

"Just shut up." He threw his pen at his table with a growl while massaging his temples "Honestly, stop acting like a child and accept this for once, I am not going to comply to your stupid wishes." He said harshly, his words hurting more than he expected.

You felt a tear of yours falling from your eye as you breath in and out.

"You forgot what day it is today or something?" You asked, being completely ignored as he returned to writing "Kai. Please just liste-"

"Get out." He muttered darkly, making you wince but subsconciously mutter a question back at him.

"What..?"

"I said-" he lifted himself from his chair quite abruptly and pointed at the exit of his office " Get. Out. GET OUT OF HERE."

You stared at him in disbelief and sadness before breathing in again and nodding with a 'okay' before stopping by the doorframe.

"For your information, if it even its from your interest Overhaul." You grabbed the handle of the door before looking at him blurry due to your tears almost blinding your sign "Today was when we first met some years ago! And SOMETIMES PEOPLE JUST WORRY TOO MUCH ABOUT YOU! SO IM SORRY FOR BEING SUCH A PEST FOR WORRYINGOVER THE PERSON I LOVE DESPITE HIM DON'T GIVING A DAMN ABOUT IT!" You slammed the door before running out of the house, rubning furiously your eyes.

Stupid emotionless jerk! Why did you have to always be the smiling one anyway?!

~

He dropped his pen at hearing your last words and the furious 'slam' of the door before sighing in both annoyance and irritation...

Not at you.

Couldn't you just wait for a while? He was having a bad day already that all of his plans of making this day special had failed, more work was putted at his desk, and he just had to deal again with rappa wanting to 'defeat him', so he ended up fucking this day even more...

When he finished this he would apologize but for now he just couldn't... he had to calm down at least and let you cool your head as well.

~

You angrily walked past through the crowd of people as you sniffed and wiped your tears...

You glanced at some couples at the street, cringing at their touching and smilling lovely faces...

You sighed as you continue walking, while glancing behind you to comfirm that neither one of his precepts or even Chrono had spotted you lefting the base.

You just needed to be alone...

"My, my. Looks like I won the lottery." A man smirked down at your person while you merely stoped in front if him, preventing any possible bumping.

Ah no.

"Excuse me, but i am really not in the mood for talking." You said bitterly before trying to walk past him, but he suddenly grabbed your wrist and pushed you to a alley.

"Hey-! Let go of me!"

"Shut your fucking mouth little Overhaul's playtoy." The man growled with a sadistic smile while other two appeared right besides him.

You widened your eyes in horror, already understanding what this was about... this is what happened when you were too close with the members of the yakusa if you didn't were carefull...

Shit, that what was why Kai was so paranoid in the first place.

"Whatcha guys think? How much would that Overjerk pay to have this little thing back?" He smirked at both of his laughing partners.

Before you could even answer or understand what was going to happen you felt a sharp pain at the base of your neck before blacking out, the last thing you heard were those man laughter...

~

"Chrono? Have you seen (Y/N)?" Chisaki asked, hidding his worry before that stoic face of his.

He looked around the house for you for a bout a hour already, and no signs of your angelic persona...

"Not all day Overhaul. I'm sorry." Chisaki scoffed before he picked his cellphone and his worry and annoyance only grew even more at seing that you had no signs of it.

He tried calling for your number and lifted his eyebrows in sad shock that you had left your cellphone on the room.

"Mind me asking what happened boss?" Chrono asked, in pure sympathy and worry for his childhood friend.

"I had a fight with her. Nothing big about it."

"Right." Chrono said sarcastically.

He knew Chisaki for years already, and could see the pain and dare he say some soreness and regret in Kai's eyes. It was a rare sign, but it happened.

After all, you were truly special to him, anyone in the base could tell that, but only the ones who knew Chisaki could see how infatued and passionate he was with you.

"Overhaul?" Mimic's voice ringed, breaking both men's thoughts as Chisaki coldly stared at the man down, offering him the phone.

"There's this dude on the line wanting to talk about bussines with you."

"Say to them I'm busy." he growled in response as he tried again to think where would you have gotten.

Mimic spoked back before widening his eyes and looking at his boss with a certain uneasiness.

"Uh. Overhaul its REALLY important this one." Mimic said offering the phone again.

Chisaki lifted one of his eyebrows befkre sighing in annoyance and harshly grabbing the phone.

~

You gasped for breath the koment your head was oushed back out of the water. Coughing hysterically before finally gaining back the precious air in your lungs again.

The man laughed while holding his phone before looking at you for a moment, you not even noticing that he had aproached.

"Say sweetcheeks. How much will that leader would pay to have you back huh? Millions? Billions?"

You looked at him in rage and disgusted thorigh your blurry vision, thinking thorugh a moment.

He couldn't know that you were special for Kai, so you had to play a game for him to at least ease down his plan or even just to peace the yakusa for at least.

You pretended to laugh bitterly, not noticing due to your exaustation the phone close to your mouth.

"You're expecting way too much. Him? Overhaul care for me? He wouldn't even slare a single yen at me. Trust me. I'm just to show..." the guy didn't seemed pleased T your answer befkre he brought his phone close to his ear before comanding to take you out of there and chain you up.

"Have fun with her." He sadistically laughed and you merely gave out, feeling you being dragged to the wall...

~

"You're expecting way too much. Him? Overhaul care for me? He wouldn't even slare a single yen at me. Trust me. I'm just to show..."

He gripped at his shirt, just where his heart was... cringing in disgust at himself.

Did you really felt that way? Did you really thought that he cared so little for you?

"So that's what the chick said. But my mans here are going to have a bit of fun until you decides how kuch you're willing to pay us to have her back, or we can have her all to ourselves and we won't ever bother ya Overhaul."

He gripped his cellphone in a deadly grip before growling animalistic.

"Count. The fucking. Seconds." He threw it the ohone at the wall, making Chrono and Mimic to widen his eyes before wincing at the shout he gave them to follow him.

"I want all the eight precepts of death. On that damn place. No one will be spared on this genocide, but the responsible one is mine. Got it?"

"Yes master."

~

You cried out in pain at feeling both a burning cigarette in your upper warm while the painful cut down your jaw.

"I will give you one more chance miss. What are Overhaul's possesions and plans with the other minor gangs?"

You cried before looking at him and shouted with both anger and frustation.

"I already said I don't know! He doesn't let me know of those things!"

The worst part of this it was that half of it was true. But the little you know you wouldn't te anyway.

The guy tsked, aproaching at you, hanging from the wall by those chains, grabbing on your chin and lifting it up to meet his disgusting face.

"Such a pretty creature like ya shouldn't be in the hands of such a mobster ya know? Why won't you just-" he aproached his face closer to you before you spited on him, receiving a kick on your gut as a punishment.

The guy wiped it off with a maniac laugh and looked at you smilling sadistically.

"I like you. A feisty one." He aproached at you before lifting his hand, ready to slap it.

"But I guess you need some leasons to quiet do-" he suddenly stopped at hearing the wall falling and a bunvh of his subordinates screams.

You oppened one of your eyes weakly and mentally thanked the heavens at seing the sign in front of you.

The eight precepts of death... Kai must have sended them...

Suddenly your chains were cutted at you fell miserably on the ground, face planted on the old floor as you tried to get up to see what was going on.

You felt a hand checking your pulse before you heard Kurono's voice shouting that you were still alive.

You couldn't even answer Hari's or even Mimic's question at the time, all the energy you had, you used to lift your head and to focus on the sign in front of you.

Your boyfriend had aproached the man and punched from behind, making the guy fall in the ground... but he didn't stop on there. He continue kicking and lunching while screaming animalistic at the now unrecognizable face of your captor... broken nose and blood spilled on it.

Chisaki stopped suddenly, only to grab the man by the hem of his shirt and lift him up tl the air, extending his other bare hand before overhauling the guy only to out it back to do repeat his actions.

Before you knew it, you had used the remains of your strength to lift yourself up weakly... not catching what neither of the man around you were saying...

"..K... Ka..." you weekly whislered before managing to take one or two shaky steps...

You had lost a lot of blood... and you were all beaten up already... but you had to get to him...

When Kai overhauled the guy for the fifth time he noticed your shaky figurine aproaching him... his wide golden eyes meeting your weak yet beautiful (E/C) ones...

You smiled at him before muttering your last words before giving in your exaustation.

"You came for me..."

His shouts for your name and the feeling of his warm arms enveloping your frame,preventing you to fall, were the last thing you could cat h it for that day...

~

"M-Master Overhaul, She's in a very critical state, I wouldn't recommend you to use your quirk... at least not yet, just wait until she regains her conciousness and some of the blood... but I don't think that it will... w-well, be soon..."

He nodded numbly, eyes still focused on your figurine on the bed... all patch it up.

"Dismissed." He ordered bitterly. The koment the old man left the room he took a seat close to your bed and took your hand on his.

"...angel. Those sick people are going to pay. I promise... but... even if you only come back to despise me, to shout at me... please do it... just come back..." he felt the disgusting warm liquid slide from his eyes and fall into your hand.

"I-I can't... don't go now... angel, please..." he shakily lowered his head while bringing your much smaller hand betwen his glived ones up.

"Please don't leave me in the dark.... you're the only reason why I see light in this miserable life of mine... just..." he sobbed while gripling into your hand tighter "Come back...please just come back..."

~

You groggily opened your eyes, trying to focus your sign to at least have a understatement of where you were at the moment.

First you felt the comforting sheets beneath your palm... the fluffiness of the pillow you were laying on... the feeling of something sticking through your skin and veins... then finally noticing the machine monitoring your heartbeat with the constant beep and the half bag of blood hanging above you.

Ah.. now you remembered...

You winced when you tried to move, with a lot of force you manage to at least lay your back on the matress and stare at the window at your side.

It was a... rather beautiful day outside....

You took another look in the room and immediately relaxed at noticing it was one of the yakuza's house rooms you were in...

You heard the muffled voices of both Pops and Chrono soeaking aling with some steps.

"Kai please my boy, you haven't eaten nothing for at least three days straight. Only getting out of that room to shower."

"I can look at them while you take a break Chisa-" both voices suddenly stopped... you guessed it was because Kai had sended them a glare.

You smiled weakly yet worriedly... how long did you slept?

"We will bring something for you later then. Come Kurono." The elder spoked before you heard the sigh of your boyfriend before creaking the door open.

... dear god...

He looked... horrible. Bags under his eyes... he surely had losted more weight and to complete that tired... defeated, depressed look on his eyes.

He was constantly looking at the ground, still not noticing you were awake still.

He closed the door before locking it, hitting his forehead shortly after with a sigh.

"K... Kai?" You manage to croak out, making him jump before he abruptly turned his chest to you.

His eyes were wide open as he stared at you... disbelief clearly on his face.

You weakly giggled before forcing out a few more words.

"H-How long did I-" befire you could even finish your sentence Chisaki just walked to you and beought you to a crushing hug, yet still carefull with the neddles.

He breath in your scent before shakily sighing, it was not only fine woth him because he was always monitoring your cleaning abits while unconscious, but the kist important of all.

You were there. You were here. Breathing. Talking.

"K-Kai?"

"My angel..." he sighed in relief, still not believing that he was crying tears of joy "For a second I thought that... that I had..."

"No... I am going to be a pain in your ass forever." You giggled at your own joke but immediately stopped at seing the... defeated and hurted look of your boyfriend.

He grabbed your fa e between his gloved ones before nuzzling his covered nkse in your head.

"I am such a fool... I heard all of what you thought I think of you... angel Im so sorry, I should never had let out my frustations on you, I did know what day was I swear on my soul but I just had to finish those things before I could even-"

"Kai, its okay." He looked at you in disbelied but still broke st that sweet smile of yours.

"I was pretending... I know how much you care love, you never fail to make me see that..."

He shook his head abruptly before he grabbed your hand harshly and aimed at his own head.

"No. You can't just forgive me that easy. Please angel, I hurt you, I was the responsible for this. Just hit me with all you've got... I deserve worst..."

You went to deny but he just keep pressing your palm against his covered cheek over and over again.

"Do it. Its a order." He growled before he let go of your hand and closed his eyes, already expecting.

You simply stared at it... before you sighed and simply pressed gently your palm against his cheek and carresed your thumb gently his cheek.

He widened his eyes while furrowing his eyebrows, looking at you as you trailed your hand up to his hair.

"Why should I..?" You smiled sweetly at him, nlt stoping your gsntle actions.

"Stop this..." he said shakily, gripping the bedsheets and onto his leg. "Stop acting like none of that happened. I am the responsible for this." He growled while finally managing to look at your eyes.

"Stop being so kind goddammit... not with me... not with me out of all people in this sick planet..."

"... why should I stop?" You trailed your hand down his jaw again, catching the hate towards himself on his eyes.

"I just sayed it. Don't play dumb with me..."

"I'm not..." you sayed softly.

"Stop." He said shakily, not flinching away from your hand since he was craving it for two three days already.

"I love you... thank you for coming back to rescue me."

"Stop this dammit!" He said sternly before rubbing one of his eyes intensely "I can't understand you... I can't."

He rested his head in your shoulder while you smiled at his action, despite the sadness, and hugged hin tight ignoring the pain.

"Don't be so kind-! Dammit... I can't understand you (Y/n)... why this had to hurts so much...?" He got up to craddle your face between his hand after he took his mask off and stared deel at your soul.

"Why? After all I've done?"

"... I love you. Simple as that."

He breath in shakily before crashing his lips in yours, not even thinking straigjt, just wanting to feel you against him...

"Angel... my angel I swear on my soul that I love you so much more." He said between kisses, he trailed from your mouth to your cheeks, nose, chin and for last your forehead...

You smiled in pure joy... despite the pain..

The devil smiled teary back before returning his actions... after all, he almost losed his angel,.. so he was going to show, despite feeling slightly embarrassed and uncomfortable at first, his precious little piece of heaven how important she was to him.

"W-Wait don't you have to wor-" he muffled your words with a deep kiss before murmuring in your cheek lowly before returning his assault to your lips.

"Screw work."

[zuffer-weird-girl]

'Unexpected'

Overhaul/Chisaki Kai x reader

You just had finished eating and placed the plate on the sink for you to wash later, when a knock on the door caught your attention.

"One sec!" You went to the nearest mirror and tidy up a bit your messy hair to open the door only to get surprised at seing who exactly was.

"Kurono-kun? Hey! Wanna come in?" The man shooked his head with one of his palms lifted mumbling a 'thanks' before returning his gaze at you.

"I'm sorry to bother you in such hour miss (Y/N), but could you come to the Shie Hassaikai's house?"

"Ne? Why? Something happened?" Kurono averted his gaze as he made a strange noise lifting his palm to make a signal that meaned 'more less'.

"Does it have to do with Kai?" You asked in worry and Hari nodded a bit aprehensive and awkwardly. "I'm going to change. Make yourself at home, I won't take much long, promise."

You allowed Chrono to enter as you went towards your room. Before choosing a change of clothes, you checked your cellphone, just in case you hadn't missed a call or message from your boyfriend.

But nothing of him was found...

~

You walked along sides with Hari until he stopped close to Chisaki's office and knocked before opening the door for only you to enter.

You thanked him and turned your front to be met with Kai with his elbows on his desk, hands burried on his hair as he mumbled some incoherents words.

He hadn't hearded when Kurono knocked?

You took aprehensive steps towards him before calling his name on one of your gentles tone of voice.

He jerked his head up towards you in shock before calming himself down again. Staring you dead in the eye.

"You're late." He mentioned numbly as you laughed.

"By only five or eight minutes."

"Still late. Learn to be more pontual."

Okay, he wasn't on a good mood apparently... now you had to be really carefull with your words.

He keep glaring at his desk with what seemed like a mix of pure hate and... perhaps sadness?

You decided to broke the silence when he got up and montioned with his hand to follow him.

"You didn't send me any messages, and Kurono just went into my apartment to bring me here... did something happened?" You asked as soon as his bedroom's door room closed.

He let out a shaky breath before slowly taking off his mask.

"Not exactly. I just... I needed... ugh." He groaned in frustation when he couldn't get the words out.

You stood there, still confused but worried no less, until you just smiled and took a seat on the edge of his bed, patting on your side as a signal for him to sit as well.

He glared for a few seconds before sighing out loud and complying to your wish.

"Was it something involving your work?" He shook his head, placing his elbows on his knees as his head hung low "Precepts not following your orders and messing around?" He shook his head again.

You gently lifted your hand up to carress his darkbrow looks, retreating a bit when you noticed that he flinched at the contact.

"Sor-"

"Keep going." He commanded, still with his head hung low, golden eyes not daring to meet yours.

You slowly carresed the top of his head gently,only after to give sweet scratches at his scalp, emmiting what could only be described as pleased sighs.

"Geez what the world did this time with you?" You spoke gently as you still patted his head. It wasn't regular when Kai accepted this but when he did it was usually when he was stressed and needed to calm down or simply because he want it.

He let out a growl as he straight up his back to look at you, tired but somehow relaxed golden eyes learing at your soul.

"Dd you showered?" He asked and you nodded, indicating with your two fingers up the numbers of showers you had today as he hummed in approval.

His eyes trailed down to your legs and stayed there, seemed lost for a second as he curled and uncurled his hands in fists.

"Tired?"

"More than you can imagine..." he sighed and placed his chin on your shoulder as he breath in slowy in your scent.

You tensed up a bit before cooing internally at such a sign of your boyfriend.

So it was one of those days huh?

"Kai, do you want to lay down a bit?" You offered as he opened one of his eyes in suspicion, arching one of his eyebrows up.

After a few seconds he sighed out loud and simply let his head fall to your legs. He groaned on them, sending shivers through your whole body.

"U-uh... Kai?" He hummed in annoyance "W-what... what was that about?" You giggled as he groaned again, one of his arms circling around your waist as the other went beneath your legs to cage you to him.

"I have no idea." He growled before lifting his head up to bury in your belly instead "Suddenly you came to my mind and then I got like this... witch."

"But I didn't do anything!" You whisper yelled in mockness as you notice the hint of a smirk starting to appear on his handsome and glorious face.

He surprisingly nuzzled further in you and seemed to let a sigh in relief as he hugged you closer.

"Kai as much as I love this-" his gloved hand caught your wrist and placed on his head as he growled, a silent demand for you to pet his head "What happened for you to be acting like this? This isn't your normal-"

"I didn't sleep." He groaned in irritation, interrupting your rambling "Ever since that night you spend on here, I couldn't exactly sleep properly. " He sighed as he nuzzled his face against you "There. Satisfied?"

You opened your mouth and closed a couple of times in shock, you had spend one night two or three days ago on his house due to a strong storm that Chisaki simply refused to let you go and demanded that you stayed the night.

You slept on the same bed as him due to his commands, of course only after a burning shower.

Nervous was a understatement for both of you, but in the morning you just woke up... caged. Caged between two strong arms and a very build up chest.

You remembered that your face almost exploded from the burning heat from your blush, and when you tried to get up to prevent any complains or even the anger of your boyfriend, he just squeezed you tighter to him as he mumbled for you to stay still.

He denied that this happened ever since then... but you knew you weren't hallucinating.

"You didn't get to sleep since that?"

"Best damn sleep I've had in ages." He mumbled in your skin as your jaw almost dropped with a disbelieved smile that could even reach your ears.

You gulped down the urge of screaming in joy at this as you bounced just a little your feet to contain your joy and excitement.

"Don't get full of yourself now angel." He suddenly muttered and you manage to quiet down.

You forgot that he knew you like the palm of his hand...

"Sorry." You mumbled embarrassingly as you scratched his scalp gently with your nails, soon noticing that you were starting to feel kinda sleepy as well.

"Tired my angel?" You felt the warmth of his body leaving your legs as you whined in dissaproval.

He smirked slightly at that before pushing you down to lay on your back as he did the same, sliding a arm beneath your back to push you against his chest as he buried his head on your hair, breathing the sweet scent of your shampoo and your natural smell.

You blinked your eyes as a effort to not just fall asleep due to his warm and so secure hold.. it just felt.. it felt like you were in heaven in his embrace...

Hironic right? Feel in heaven when you were in the devil's arms... but he was your devil...

"So I am staying again or I can leave later?" You yawned as his other arm came in contact with your waist.

"Is too late for you to get back to that apartment. You're staying in tonight."

"But I-"

"Shut it. I'm tired." He growled while you sighed, snuggling closer to his neck. Before you could even think on a response his hand came to your face, holding you still a few inches away from his own as his tired eyes, filled with the wish of just closing them...

His gloved thumb went to your chin and pushed down a bit before he went in for a kiss, not leaving you time to think before his tongue came in contact with yours.

You widened your eyes in surprise even after he separated and returned to bury his head in your hair as he mumbled a good night.

That sure was unexpected but definitely not unpleasant...

Sleepy Kai is just as good as a touch starved one.

[zuffer-weird-girl]

Broken promises but relieved hearts

"You... you want me to what?" You asked in disbelief, body freezing cold while feeling your legs trembling but somehow sustaining your body no less.

He sighed while placing some bullets inside a black box of his, before he looked at you dead in the eye, no emotions present on his features.

"Pack your things. I won't repeat myself longer, you know that I hate those things." His tone of voice was... nonchalant, like he didn't know how much this confused and hurted you in the worst ways.

"But... But why? What did I do?" You asked, feeling your chest getting tighter after each word you left out.

"Nothing. Just follow my orders (Y/n)." He said without a care as he returned to looking at some papers... some people were on it but you didn't had the mind for getting curious about it.

"Can I just know why?" You asked breathless, catching one more time his attention.

He looked at you up and down beforr he let out a irritated sigh, resting his head on his hand as he returned it to reading.

"Is nothing from your business. Just pack your things and leave at least this night."

You suddenly felt a wave of not only sadness but anger consume you slowly, that unstoppable feeling sticked on your throat before you whispered some things that Chisski aparently didn't caught it.

"Speak louder. I can't understand a single thing you're saying."

"I said-" yoy curled your hands into fists as your eyes squezeed shut "Why do you do this?"

He only arched his eyebrow at your words, before almost dropping them on his desk when he ssw your eyes tearing up.

Fuck.

"Why do you have to be so... selfish all of the time?" You asked hushed, breathing in and out after you sobbed quietly "After all this time Chisaki. I did and still do all you ask me for, always having my trust and being completely honest." You sobbed, getting the bit of courage to look up at those golden eyes.

"B-But you?" You let out a bitter giggle "You just do these things. Out of the blue, without a explanation or even a single word about it! And now you-you're just kicking me out without a damn good reason?!"

He got up from his chair to extend a hand towards you but you flinched away.

"Tell me Chisaki!" You screamed, hands curled up into trembling fists as the tears rolled down your face.

He looked at you for a brief moment before hanging his head low, bringing his hand to pinch of his nose.

"I'm doing this for protection." He say it at least "Tommorow by tge morning is possible that some heroes invade the base and the scenario is not going to turn out pretty."

"Then you just thought that sending me away would do me any good?" You asked in disbelief "What if I don't want to go dammit?"

"You're going." He growled "You don't have a quirk, neither good enough on reflexes. I don't want you here."

"...you.." you breathed in to contain your anger "fucking.. jerk..!"

You went to turn your back towards him to storm out of the room before gou felt a gloved hand grab on your shoulder and turn you around to him.

"Listen-"

"No." You hissed "I don't want to. I'm sick of this Chisaki! If I am that useless for you you could had just-"

"GODDAMMIT LISTEN FOR ONCE! I DON'T WANT YOU HERE BECAUSE YOU CAN GET HURT!" He grasped onto both of your shoulders, shaking a bit to make you understand him.

You stopped your vent but your tears continued to fall as you looked up at him with surprised eyes. You knew that your boyfriend only shouted when the situation was serious, besides that, he absolutely hated it whoever lifted their tone of voice too loud.

"... I just can't." He breathed out, taking his gloved hands off from your shoulder as his head still hung low. "You got nothing to deal with this issue. So that's why I'm sending you away before its too late..."

"But did you took the minute to think that I would want to stay with you? Kai for crying out loud, I love you!" You exclaimed, frowning when he didn't changed his gaze from the floor to you "I can't just-"

"Remember all those times where you were threatened and almost killed due to your affiliations with me." He sighed "This will help you... This is serious, and I don't want any filth hero laying their hands on you... just think about that when during the time when we are apart."

"You can't expect me to just nod and agree with that!" You shouted, tears coming back with the same force as before while you gripped the hem of your shirt.

"Is for the-"

"It is not!" You protested "It took me a long time to get pass through your walls that you sadly build up due to your fuck up parents! I'm not going to just throw that away for some stupid safety measure!" You cried, getting sad and frustated with how Chisski didn't still looked up at you.

"Angel... please. I already bought a place where you can stay, me and Chrono would be there by the end of tommorow. Just please listen and go..." He pleaded, something that left you in shock.

Since when your Chisaki Kai pleaded for something?

"Why do you do this?" You whimpered, wiping a few tears off from your cheeks with your sleeve "Anyone else you would be fine letting them here... why can't I stay with the person i love the most through thick and skull..?!" You sobbed into your hands, the tears sliding down from your palms and falling into the wood of the floor.

He took a shaky breath before going to take off his mask and place it over his desk, shortoy after making his way towards you.

"Because no matter how many times I tried..." his voice caught your attention, looking up to meet one of the rare faces your boyfriend make.... eyes soft but filled with inner pain and lips quirked up a little bit on a sincere smile.

"I can't help but fall and fall even more for you... this as a consequence makes me want to protect you with all costs. (Y/n), you simply accepted me despite knowing who I was and how I am... I just want to repay you and him after all this kindness." You sobbed loufly before almost throwing yourself at him, using all of your force on that hug.

His muscles tensed at the sudden contact and he ket out a tiny, if you weren't close to him you surely wouldn't be able to hear it, gasp of shock.

"The same goes for you idiot! First Pops coma, and now this? Kai I can't leave you alone. I just can't!" You cried while gripping onto his shirt tightly, letting your tears fall freely.

He felt shivers of displeasure when you commented on Pops current situation, finally catching his breath back as he slowly hugged your waist.

He was going to bring him back. When all of this ended and the yakusa was back and the world cured from thise diseases, he would see how his plan worked, how all of his actions were only to help him... to repay him.

"Is weird how even crying you can still make me feel not like a monster with your arms wrapped around me..." he breath out, inhaling your scent before he oushed you a bit for him to wipe those tears out of his angel's face.

"Please don't make me go away when-"

"(Y/N). Everthing is going to turn out ok. The heroes might invade, but I am not letting them even lay a finger on me. You know what I am capable of." He cupped your cheek on his hand, smilling a bit in relief when you sighed and brought your own hand to hold onto his.

"You're always causing trouble..." you muttered, enjoying the warmth and comfort that Chisaki could bring to you by only a touch.

"A problem that is necessary, see for the bug picture like I do my dearest." He muttered in response, meeting you in one of you guys most passionate and long kiss.

You sighed after he parted away, and rested your head on him as he carresed your hair slowly.

"... I promise." You arched one eyebrow up as you looked at him "I promise I am getting back to you without a single scratch." He said nonchalantly, but you could notice how serious he was by he intensity of his gaze.

Chisaki was never one to promise something, only when it was needed or he felt that would be the only way he would have the person's trust during business...

You sniffled, wiping with your wrist the last remain of your tears.

"You better hold on to that promise Chisaki Kai or else I, without regrets, going to wack your face." You giggled at his chuckle, some happiness back into your soul.

"Agressive are we? Fine then. It's a deal." He brough you close again, noses brushing against each other while each one warmth breaths spread on the other's faces.

"I love you." You sighed, nestling your face on the crook of his neck.

"... same here." He rested his head on your face, hesitantly parting away with a sigh of disappointment "... come. I will take you on that place."

"Right now?" You asked with teary eyes, sad and broken look making him cringe but still not turning back as he picked up his mask and placed it over his face again.

"Right now." He said numbly, opening the door of his office to let you pass through first.

With heavy heart, gulit slowly consuming him and the sudden cold and numb world he once lived in came back the moment ,he returned to the Shie Hassaikai... with no emotions on his face... merely a frow on as he walked alone to his bedroom to face the cruel and cold bedsheets.

That night he didn't sleep... since the devil had no angels on his arms to expelled his night terrors away from him.

~

Four walls, no morning light, a messed up bed and without both of his arms...

That was his life now. Caged, arrested on the worst prison of Japan. Tartarus, a place only dedicated to mantain the worst of the criminals in it.

He sighed and hitted the back of his head on the wall behind him.

Everything he had worked so hard for... just got ripped out of his hands... and as a little bonust that Shigaraki had took his arms and his finsihed product...

Even remembering the scene gave him chills... the pain of losing your arms though not surpassing the pain of letting the only man who had raised him down... the worst is that he couldn't bring Pops back, with his illness gone he was just like Shigaraki said.

A pathetic. Quirkless man. Loser...

He didn't even bothered how he was bejng threatened in there... he had lost everything.

And you? Dear god you must hate him. Despise his existence. Wish the heroes had killed him.

Surely you saw the news. He not only broked his promise but the heroes showed what he was doing...

You were never going to forgive him... he had lost the most special person on his life.

What is the purpose of living now? Why was he still breathing? This was some cruel joke from the universe? A way to pay his sins?

The voice of the guard brought him back to reality, not changing his numb and broken gaze fron the white ceiling of his cell.

"You have a visit Chisaki."

"... don't call me that. It makes my ears bleed hearing that name coming out of your disgusting mouth." The guard snickered and left the cell chuckling while saying something about 'first have a finger to suck on, the after come talking shit to me.'

Filthy...

He lowered his head to see whoever it was before widening his eyes and losing his breath at seing you standing there, face srcunched up or in anger or in worry.

He betted jt was the first one though by the way your fists were curled up.

"... It's only fair that you 'wack me on the face' noe my dearest.... go ahead, I deserved it." He lowered his head while saying this.

He heard your heavy footsteps coming closer at him, signing and closing his eyes he prepared for the impact...

What he didn't expected though was to feel your loving and clean arms wrap around his neck as you aprted your legs to climb on his lap.

"You idiot!" You cried, making him go wide eyed at your actions "I was so scared of loosing you and never seing you again!" You hugged hin closer while sobbing, feeling your shoulder start to get wet as well.

He gritted his teeth together whiel tightening his jaw, letting only a whimper of his out before he closed his eyes and rested on your shoulder.

With the absence of his arms he couldn't just crush you on him like he so desperately wanted.

"I'm sorry..." he said quietly, feeling like the worst of juman garbage at heari g and feeling his angel to cry on him BECAUSE of him.

He owned a explanation...

[zuffer-weird-girl]

Only over by my dead and cold body (Not again)

"You hand over Kurogiri and Toga as workers for the Hassaikai and we're set." He said nonchantly at the leader of the league in front of him.

You furrowed your eyebrows while looking at Chisaki... what did he had on mind exactly? First this thing about projects of bullets running through the underground now a alliance with the league of villains?

What was happening with him and the Shie Hassaikai..? Everyone just refused to let you know of the things, and Chisaki always brushed your questions off...

You were worried about him... a lot. Yet, he refused to let you know of the things, and you were pretty sure that he forced teh others as well to not speak a word.

".. fine. You have the two." The blue haired man rasped before pointing at Chisaki "But Kurogiri would be a higher price, so I want someone from the yakusa in my league."

Chisaki arched one eyebrow of his before his eyes widened a bit when Shigaraki pointed nonchantly at you, standing up right besides his couch.

"Your partner for Kurogiri." Everyone in the room widened their eyes in shock.

"THE HeLL YoU WanT WitH BoSS's-?!"

"Shut up Mimic." Chrono hissed while Shigaraki let out a cold laugh.

"Don't need to hide. Everyone in the underworld kinda already knows about Overhaul's little play thing. It appears sometimes on the news paper and in teh internet." He took his foot out of the couch to straigh his back just a little while he pointed at you again.

"Her quirk happens to be like a second life similiar in a video game... Am I wrong miss?"

You widened your eyes at that... how does this man know about your quirk?

With the silence Shigaraki allowed himself to continue, smilling like a maniac at the way Chisaki's eyes were open wide looking at him... his composture of the big and bad yakusa boss was completly gone like he expected at even mentioning the girl...

"It's quite curious, how does it feel? Being able to return back like just in one of those games where you can kill the character over... and over... and over again? Yet, they still are alive somehow.. always coming back some way... until there is the game over."

Chisaki felt his heart drop to hsi stomach while Shigaraki talked... this man knew his weak point apparently...

~

"You're planning to tell her about it?" Chrono asked after both of them left Eri on her room to rest a bit after the experiments.

Chisaki didn't answer, a hint for Kurono to explain a bit more correctly his question.

"I'm talking about (Y/n). Overhaul." The man stopped abruptly on his walking, gloved hands twitching before turning into fists.

"What about exactly, Chronostasis?" He grunted, but this didn't convinced Hari that he was calm about the issue.

After all, if he was on his childhood friend's shoes he would be pretty much a miserable bag of nothing but sadness and sorrow. He even considered you a friend and was sad about the whole thing, imagine Chisaki.

"Two things. Her condition?"

"... If I tell her she is just going to give up." He say it a bit hushed before returning to walking out of the base "She is tired of even living... pretty much sure that if she got the knowledge that if she dies or lost too much blood is for real this time... (Y/n) would be thanking the heavens."

"You think so? She fights a lot though to remain here... even if her efforsts are in vain..."

"Imagine being killed more than one hundred times and just keeps coming back. Of course she is tired... tired of everthing." He pressed the buttons and the exit was open for both.

"Right... you have a point." Both walked in silent before Hari brought the another issue. "What about the bullets? Commented something with her? How they are made and such?"

He sighed before the secret door closed, both now back to the normal house.

"(Y/n) knows about the market. I can't hide this from her... but how they are made I can't tell."

Hari arched a eyebrow, surprised at seing that Chisaki is hidding something from the woman he loved for years and trusted his soul to.

"You saw how Pops reacted." He spoke suddenly "I can't and won't tell her yet... Both share some commons believes, and (Y/n) would probably freak out and not understand at first..." his hands turned into shaking fists as he glared at the ground "Telling me that she would prefer to die than letting me do such a thing with a brat. I can just imagine it."

Chrono felt a bad feeling growing on his gut while Chisaki spoke... not only you is tired of these, imagine Kai who had to see most of all of your deaths and just waits for you to be back..?

"... I would like this to remain in silence Chrono." Chisaki sighed, placing his gloved hands on his pockets while returning to walking "My angel can't know much about my plans, neither anyone in this building is allowed to speak much details about it. Understood?"

Hari responded with a 'yes sir.' Seing Chisaki walk away in the hallway while he still stood there and took his mask off with a sigh.

He had a real bad feeling about this. But Chisaki was doing this for the yakusa... so it would work... he hoped.

~

"It would be interesting to have her. Just to know exactly how her quirk works." He lifted both of his arms up in a dramatic way "Imagine that? Being able to die and return back. I'm sure you would understand and wouldn't mind some... human experiences, right?" He lowered his tone of voice while staring at Chisaki behind his hand "Overhaul?"

This time he almost regreted telling his plan for Shigaraki, Luckily you weren't in the room when he talked about the girl... but now you just had that wary expression.

"H-Human experiences?" You sluttered before Chisaki lifted up abruptly, even making you, Chrono and Mimic flinch a bit.

"You know when you or any of your subbordinates can lay your filthy hands on her?" He growled while shigaraki also stood up to glare at him.

"Only passing through my cold and dead body. Shigaraki Tomura." He growled the words animalistic while you sended a worry look at Chrono whose showed you a bit his gun to tell silemtly if anything he would shoot.

"Them I guess maybe you will want another." Shigaraki rasped out "Because without her, there is no Kurogiri in this place."

You went to step in, knowing how much Chisaki has been working for this, but his arm blocked you from coming any closer as he grunted his words.

"Then we get Twice. But her? Not even look anymore. Understood?"

Shigaraki smirked devilish, knowing thhat he got exactly what was this arrogant bastard weak point.

"Sounds like a deal... Overhaul."