#Ngl im anxious and already regretting it lol but also know im doing this for myself and it’s gonna be hard

[graevs666]

had a convo w my friend abt weed and addictions bc they r sober from alcohol (and yes they’re both diff) but they convinced me to delete / block my dealers numbers and tell my other friends

So I just sent voice messages asking them not to smoke around me bc im tryna detox

[bookish-mind]

I know I’m late but I read the raven boys, here’s me losing my mind:

*spoilers*

uhh am I supposed to ship Gansey and Adam bc they have had like two (2) interactions and I’m already feelin it

Oof lemme live at the Monmouth apartment

Also I am very intrigued by Noah

And I would like to give Ronan a hug despite him having the least huggable demeanor

Everyone has such cool names

Wait Adam and blue ??!

Also I feel like I’m not supposed to know that Noah’s last name is Czerny,, but I do know and this Whelk backstory stuff is confusing me

On another note: let’s take a sec to say “Noah Czerny” aloud,, I just like how it sounds ok

Jesus every one of these characters needs therapy

SO THE BABY BIRD CAME FROM RONAN’S DREAMS RIGHT (lol I’ve seen so many posts about trc I lowkey know so many spoilers but at the same time I don’t know shit)

Ok Noah and Whelk’s Czerny have to be the same person right

Everything Noah says makes my heart break a little

“Hey tiger” AGDJFGHSKSAGSJ

I haven’t even mentioned anything about blue,, the boys are just so much more compelling

There’s like 50 different types of tension in this helicopter I can’t deal

Also why is gansey’s glendower obsession so endearing,, like youre doing great sweetie go find your welsh king

WHAT DID ADAM SEE IN THE TREE

The found family-ness is getting to me :’)

What is greywarren ?!! What is Ronan ???

ITS NOAH’S MUSTANG IT HAS TO BE AND HE’S REACTING BADLY BC THE MEMORIES OR SOMETHIN WHAT IS GOING ON

This book makes me anxious

Lmao I just looked up what top-siders look like and I regret it,, gansey whyyyyy

“someone on the ley line is dying when they should not, and so you live when you should not” NOAH DIED. GANSEY LIVED. FUCK.

they just found noah’s bones. I- I need a minute. Like I knew but damn now that I know.. that shit hurts

pls there was something so heart wrenching in that phone call where gansey said he’d get Ronan through the year

“I can’t remember when I stopped being alive” I am bROKEN this line obliterated me

I just think it’d be cool if I got a Ronan pov for once

I also want Noah’s pov but I feel like it would break me

GANSEY ALMOST DIED AND ADAM CANT HEAR AND GANSEY AND ADAM ARE FIGHTING AND EVERYTHING IS CHAOS HELP

ADAM NO DONT GO BY YOURSELF DAMNIT

“Don’t throw it away” adfgjkdhskfj don’t throw what away, Noah ??? Life? The gun?? The chance to find glendower ?? And it’s not lost on me that he said the same thing to gansey

I am very scared to finish this book. if Adam dies, no he didn’t ❤️

“REMEMBERED” Im sobbing

Ok ngl I’m still confused about Adam’s sacrifice

Adam and his reaction to Whelk’s death is reminding me of Alexander from iwwv

I see I see they’re setting up bluesey for book 2 aren’t they

NOAH IS BACK GOD BLESS

Ronan yess it’s about damn time we figured out what the heck you are buddy

Wow that was a lot thanks for reading if you made it this far, I might do one of these for book 2 !!