Taste of Normalcy (You Can Always Find Me)
Originally posted on AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/46189747, minor edits have been made here
Tags: MC/reader’s gender unspecified, fluff, mild hurt, a lot of comfort, handholding, crying, hugging, overwhelmed MC/reader, first person POV, slight divergence from Leander’s red choice branch
Word count: ~2100
Fire.
A power so fascinating that it makes the head spin. The element that flickers with madness, waiting to spill destruction the second it can leave its bounds, but also one that offers comfort and solace, protection, and security. Does a moth know when it drifts toward a cozy lamp, and when it reaches deadly flames? Does it feel safe while hopelessly fluttering towards an open flame, fascinated with the radiating light and warmth seconds away from being devoured by it?
Where you decide that, despite being so overwhelmed by something small, you want too much of a good thing, regardless of your own reaction.
A hand was offered to me, holding out something I’ve always longed for, something I’ve wanted more than anything my entire life. Normalcy . The ability to free me from my bandage-made prison, to not hide away, to not feel like a flame about to burst onto dry branches with a single touch. Never could I have thought that my wretched, all-wrecking hands could ever feel the softness of another’s skin.
Even though I’d already felt Leander’s hand once prior, seeing him reach out once more made me dizzy, my chest tightening with a mix of exhilaration and anxiety at the memory of the first time this happened. My hand hovered over his own, now in disbelief and hesitation, before resting in his palm. Leander’s tender gaze fixed on my hand as he carefully unwinded the bandages. The glowing gold cracks on the soot-dark skin of my arm slowly came into view and got wrapped up by the warm air of the bar. The green eyes occasionally darted up to check on me, and Leander paused every such moment. A nervousness crept up my mind, but all of it disappeared with the sight of a soft smile and the feeling of a gentle squeeze over my monstrous hand.
“No one will notice”
For a moment Leander separated to tug his glove off with his teeth, and once again he held his hand out to me. “There you go. Hand holding on demand.” His lips curved upwards into a soft grin. “Whatever you want.” Leander’s next words soon followed in a whisper.
Perhaps it was because of the gin, but it was hard to focus. What do I want..? For a moment I stared down at my lap, thinking. But as I glanced up into the tender, slightly tired, and alcohol-softened emerald eyes I could barely stop my hand from reaching up to rest against Leander’s face instead. My arm trembled in the air, I felt my chest ache with a quickened heartbreak and my face heat up. “Can I touch your face..?” Despite not having a reason to, I felt a fear of having a knife stick into my back, the inviting light of the bar, the almost drowned-out lively chatter, Leander leaning in and reaching out for me so invitingly — it all felt too good to be real. But with the fear, there was undeniably desperation. A desperation for it to be true, and Leander probably saw it too.
Despite there being no reason for that, it was unexpected to me that he allowed me to go on. I hesitated, it felt like my hand was about to break an invisible barrier before would faintly graze Leander’s jaw. I still couldn’t let myself fully indulge in my own request, and it seems he noticed that also.
“That tickles. It’s fine, you can just…” Leander chuckled, eyes closing for a moment as he beamed. Instead of moving my hand away, he covered it with his own, angling it to press his cheek into my palm. I saw red dusting across his face, matching me now. The warmth surrounding my cursed hand, the kindness in the green gaze fixated on my face... A shiver ran down my spine, I felt a lump of emotions pressing at my throat, the tactility was so new, so pleasant, so addicting, but ever overwhelming…
Against the cold of my hand, his face was warm, even softer than his hand, but a fraction felt… different. Rougher, colder — the darker scar which trailed down from his cheek, to the side of his neck, to hiding under the collar of his clothes. As a blush pricked at my face all over, my fingers brushed Leander’s cheek in small circles. My lips quickly curved upwards into a smile, I saw that he was returning a reassuring dimpled smile of his own. Cautiously, I ran a finger down the rough scar. Leander shuddered, making me feel a momentary pinch of panic, and his earring jingled against my knuckles.
“You’re getting awfully bold...” Leander teased with a quiet laugh, his eyes darting away momentarily before returning to looking at my face with a lidded gaze. My pulse thumped in my ears, and my heart raced. It got harder to breathe, my head spun with jarring excitement as an almost suffocating warmth spread through me. My fingertips weren’t cold anymore, on the contrary, they were now warmer than usual. Leander slowly ran his fingers along my hand, both soothing and overwhelming me. By now I forgot we weren’t really alone, the chatter and the music in the Wick were completely drowned out by my pulse echoing in my ears. Despite my head spinning, despite feeling too hot in my own skin, I wanted to be even closer.
Even though I felt overcome by craving more, I pulled my hand back, as the hammering of my heart became too much to take. Almost instantly Leander’s smile fell to an expression of concern. I could barely hear anything through the pulsing pounding in my ears, but I could somehow make out Leander asking if I was alright, to which I mustered a nod. Without really thinking, I said something about being dizzy.
Just as quickly as before, Leander went back to giving me a gentle smile, his eyes crinkling before closing for a moment into a bright smile once again. “You’ve had a long day. You deserve some rest. Luckily, your room is just upstairs. Want me to walk you back?” As always, Leander’s first instinct was to offer me help, just like he always has done today. Again it started feeling like it was too good to be true, just now I was a moth that got burnt by a fire but still had a chance to move away to a safe distance.
And, just like a moth would, I hovered right back in to be consumed by the addicting light entirely.
With a hum of consideration, I slightly narrowed my eyes while bandaging my hand back up. As I got to catch my breath, the thumping subsided and my mind cleared up moment by moment. Looking back up at Leander with gratitude, hesitation, and a pinch of desperation , I gave a faint nod. “I… I’d be very grateful.. thank you.”
“Your wish is my command!” With a hearty laugh, Leander tucked his glove over his belt and hopped out of the booth to hold his hand out to me, which I gladly took while getting up myself. It’s not even that I felt that weak, not anymore, but the extra contact was something I couldn’t refuse.
As we walked up the creaky stairs, Leader held an arm around my shoulder, just in case, and matched my walking pace. While going up the steps I figured that I underestimated my fatigue, still, a pinch of guilt and embarrassment washed over me for having to slow the two of us down that much.
Soon enough we reached what was going to be my room for an uncertain amount of time. I turned the key in the lock, the wooden door creaked open to reveal a dark room. It was a relatively small room, but it had everything essential — a bed, closet, desk, bedside drawer, and door to what was probably an adjacent bathroom.
“There you are.” Leander patted my shoulder before pulling his arm away from my shoulder, and running it across my back. It dawned on me that I still haven’t thanked him for everything, most importantly for being this willing to help me find my cure, to be my solace. With a sigh I let my eyes fall closed, and the sensation of my heart racing came back again. I gathered my courage to turn to Leander and open my arms to initiate an embrace, and before I knew it I was surrounded by the now-familiar warmth once more.
I held my breath, and shortly I felt my whole body heat up, not just from the hug itself. I nestled my face in the crook of Leander’s neck as my now trembling arms wrapped around him in return. My eyes slowly fell closed as I tried to quietly breathe, keeping my racing heart at bay. I could feel the calming, slightly faster rhythm of Leander’s heart, despite its effect only more blood rushed to my cheeks to paint them red.
“Are you comfortable? We can stay like this as long as you’d like.” Leander’s gentle voice came out in a honey-sweet whisper. I nodded, but soon drifted into thought, as hard as that was. I’d like to stay like this for way longer than I could, as being surrounded by the welcoming warmth felt like my heart would burst out of my chest. I felt safe, I could tell that Leander was strong, but right now it felt guarding and secure instead of crushing and betraying.
Suddenly, tears pricked at my eyes. I squeezed them shut, my lip began to tremble as small drops squeezed through my eyes. I couldn’t possibly let Leander see me like that, so I hid my face, cheek pressed against his chest while my grip on his coat subconsciously tightened. His attempts to calm me down rang through my ears, but their effects were significantly smaller than I’d liked.
All hope I may have had to calm down disappeared like the green lilies earlier today when Leander’s hands slowly rubbed my back in circles to further lull me but ended up doing just the opposite. Though it was not from causing me any pain.
Why am I crying? I can’t show myself like this!
Despite my best efforts to keep the overwhelming happiness at bay, I felt dizzy again, a lump quickly forming in my throat. An evident tremble came through, I bit my quivering lip as a warm streak of tears streamed down my hot cheeks, soaking into the fabric of Leander’s clothes. My knees felt like they’d give out any moment, I barely noticed how Leander’s heart sped up a little before he pulled back to look at my face. His expression was painted with concern once again, he slightly leaned down to see me as I looked down at the floor, hands covering my face once we separated.
“There there, I’m right here for you, there’s nothing to worry about,” Leander reassured, his tone still quiet and soothing as he gently moved my hands away from my face. Closer to me than ever, I could see the details of the crinkles of his tired-looking lidded eyes, the dimples of his small smile, and the blush that still hasn’t left his face. With a sniffle and a shaky breath I nodded, trying to calm down, yet another pair of betraying tears slipped from my eyes.
My eyes only cracked open when I felt two bigger hands cup my face, thumbs brushing off my tears. I pushed a weak smile back, faintly leaning into the hands before sighing out, my breath still shaky. “Thank you… for everything.” I whispered; using a voice any louder would make it crack mid-word.
With an airy chuckle, Leanded reached one of his hands to pat my head. “There’s no need. I did say I’d do what I can to help, and I keep my word.” I finally managed to start calming down while Leander affectionately carded his hand through my hair, his expression welcoming and patient. He waited until I looked back up at him, giving a small nod before separating. Leander’s warmth lingered all over, it was indescribably comforting.
“I… I should get going, I need some rest after all…”
“Yes, I won’t disturb you, then. If anything troubles you, you know where to find me.”
“Good night, Leander.”
“Good night!”
Even as I went to my room and turned to close the door behind me, I could see Leander smiling with his eyes closed, waving me farewell for today. My heart soared as if we never parted in the first place.
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In the mood for a Fic...
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1. Hi!! Thank you so much for your work, I've found some amazing fics thanks to you :) for the next "In the mood of a fic" can I request A) any fic where the young version of wwx has to interact with present lwj and/or wwx (either teen wwx travels through time or the other way around or even a memory curse)
B) Also in the same vein but kinda different anything involving the present characters interacting with past jc and wwx please? Thank you so much @theraincanttouchus
1A)
abort retry fail by aroceu (E, 21k, wangxian, amnesia, married WX, internalized homophobia, handholding, smut, canon-typical kink, fluff & humor, SBWY)
💖 From the Future for the Past by friedchickenlord (G, 27k, wangxian, time travel, fix-it, fluff & humor, happy ending, denial, pining, bullying ur younger self is in fact ok) This one also fits B)!
The Young, the Horny, the Jaded and the Jade: Partners in Time by Admiranda (M, 43k, WIP, WangXian, Established couple, Crossover, road trip with your older selves, teasing your younger selves about their obvious crushes, yin iron does yin iron things, mdzs/cql crossover, adult wangxian, Teenage Wangxian)
1B)
Hanguang-jun's Husband by lilacevergarden (T, 6k, Time Travel, post-canon wangxian being disgustingly in love, wwx bullying teenage wangxian, Yeah that's it, Jealous WWX)
Four Parts Honey and One Part Vinegar by masked (T, 13k, Post-Canon, Established Relationship, Junior Quartet, Fluff, Humor, Time Travel, 5+1 Things, Jealous Wèi Yīng, the Impeccable Trust between Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian, POV Outsider)
Song of Joy and Regrets by HelloKitten (Not Rated, 134k, WIP, Angst, Self-Harm, Child Abuse, Time Travel Fix-it) For 1 A &B both
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2. *slaps I'm in a mood for ticket* One WWX answering LWJs inquiry please! A dash of fluff but make it dark and angsty- Seriously, love what y'all do for this fandom ♥️.
🧡 Ghosts Shouldn’t by ShanaStoryteller (Not Rated, 15k, WangXian, Grief/Mourning, Canon Divergence, Angst with a Happy Ending) sort of - WWX answers LXC's inquiry?
Contingency by Full_Metal_Ox (G, <1k, wangxian, angst, major character death contemplated, post-canon)
Response by Aki_no_hikari (G, 12k, wangxian, canon divergence, angst w/ haopy ending, family feels, love confessions)
Different Paths to the Same Route by JustAWanderingBabbit (T, 184k, WangXian, 3Zun, Canon Divergence, What-If, Implied Necrophilia, At least they’re talking now, Medicical science in a cultivational world, Magical Genetic Testing, Family Issues) beginning in Chapter 8 and culminating in Chapter 15—the exact circumstances are a major spoiler.
asymptotic by chinxe (T, 26k, wangxian, canon divergence, angst w/ happy ending, slow burn, pining, misunderstandings, Mojo’s post) LWJ first meets WWX as a charming and infuriating ghost who responds to a routine Inquiry in the back mountains.
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3. For the next 'itmf', I'm craving some sweet tooth lwj fics.
the secret ingredient by queen_gee (T, 8k, wangxian, modern, colllege/university au, tooth-rotting fluff ;), baking, idiots in love, pining, light angst)
🧡 Stunted, Starving Juvenility by TomatenMark (E, 464k, WangXian, WIP, Fix-it of sorts, Talisman master WWX, Not JFM Friendly, Study Arc, Getting together, Fluff and Angst, Engagement) not a huge part of the sorry but definitely there
As You Like It by cosmicmilktea (T, 8k, WangXian, Chief Cultivator LWJ, Food as a Metaphor for Love, Tea, Finding out preferences, Childhood Memories, Yunmeng trio feels, child rearing, Post-Canon, Very Very Light Angst, Fluff)
some things go forward by everythingispoetry (T, 73k, wangxian, modern, hospitals, teenage drama, slow burn, hurt/comfort, happy ending, fluff, Mojo’s post) although the sweet tooth REALLY shines in the extra chapters at the end.
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4. I sent in something like this before, but I'm guessing tumblr ate it. For the next In The Mood For, I'd like to request fics that make a point of mentioning how safe, fed, warm, and well loved WWX is with LWJ.
And Yet Here You Are by cosmicmilktea (T, 10k, WangXian, Post-Canon, Domestic Fluff, Cloud Recesses, settling down, lwj needs a hug, Separation Anxiety, Teacher WWX, People being nice to wwx is my kink, And probably lwj's kink too huh, very light angst, Chief Cultivator LWJ)
call me home and I'll build you a throne by ana_cp (E, 51k, WangXian, Post-Canon, Post-CQL, Canon Compliant, Getting Together, Developing Relationship, Gūsū Lán Juniors Dynamics, Touch-Starved, Non-Sexual Intimacy, ... and then Sexual Intimacy, Nightmares, Hurt/Comfort, Domestic Fluff, WWX Has a New Golden Core, Farmer WWX, Chief Cultivator LWJ, Mutual Pining, Communication, Quietly Falling Into a Married Life, Light Angst, POV LWJ, POV WWX, LWJ in braids agenda, Sharing a Bed, WWX's Birthday, Semi-Public Sex, Inventor WWX, Bottom LWJ/Top WWX, Jealous WWX)
You, Asleep and Dreaming by etymologyplayground (M, 9k, WangXian, LWJ POV, 5+1 Things, Literal Sleeping Together, Sharing a Bed, Cuddling & Snuggling, Intimacy, Getting Together, Fluff, Post-Canon, Undressing, wwx's 'angry lwj' kink)
the mortifying ordeal of being loved by attackofthezee (noxlunate) (T, 1k, WangXian, Birthday Fluff, Praise Kink, kind of, Fluff, Post-Canon, Established Relationship, Dom/sub Undertones, The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known)
the lives of birds by bleuett (E, 15k, WangXian, Post-Canon, Domestic Fluff, Gardens & Gardening, Fluff and Humor, Family Feels, Established Relationship, Anal Sex, Rimming, Blow Jobs)
To heal and nurture by Aki_no_hikari (G, 11k, WangXian, Post-Canon, Memories, Married Couple, Domestic Fluff, Festivals, Healing, Trauma Recovery, Light Angst) TGCF crossover; WWX and LWJ, having retired to their farming retreat, take part in the nearby village festival honoring Lord Rain Master, Art by auchrauch
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5. anyone got recommendations for fics that deal with burnout as a theme? preferably in an academic setting, tho anything else works, too. thanks!
💖 you are safe / loved / worthy / enough by everythingispoetry (T, 150k, WangXian, Modern AU, College/University, Social Media, Mental Health Issues, Healing, self-care, Anxiety, Hurt/Comfort the mortifying ordeal of self-acceptance, Falling In Love, Depression, Slow Burn)
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6. Hi! For ITMF i would love to see LSZ/JL fics without LJYxJC please! Only good endings please! Slowburn would be amazing! @the-anxious-sloth
A Civil Combpaign Series by Ariaste (T/M, 31k, ZhuiLing, WangXian, Arranged Marriage, awkward teenagers, Teenage Drama, WangXian's Weird Flirting, Humor)
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7. Hello! I recently read this amazing fic that I’d like to recommend, and also see if there are any more out there like it. It’s called 330,000 by 3neetee. Through a series of letters lwj realizes that his father is actually lqr. Are there anymore secret dad!lqr fics? Thank you! @cloudydaayz
And the future, in it’s uncertainty, belonged to them by AurelienYu (M, 9k, LQR/WRH, WangXian, Time Travel Fix-It of sorts, Canon Divergence, Implied Mpreg, More like mentioned but whatever, Dark LWJ, Angst and Feels, many feels, Ambiguous/Open Ending, Angst with a Happy Ending, Wen! LWJ rights, WRH centric, Bittersweet Ending) its a very nice fic with time travel, were lwj is not only lqr son but also wrh. hope this helps!
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8. Hiya! Thank you to all mods and also helpers for being so amazing!
I'm in the mood for fics that centre on that thing that happens to some really strict parents when the grandkids come along - they get super-relaxed and indulgent.
Could you please rec some fic (canon-era/modern AU/etc.) where LQR is just the world's most doting great-uncle/grandfatherly type for any of the incoming generation (the Junior Quartet, any OCs). Bonus if LXC and LWJ are just so, so confused. Many thanks in advance! @katonahottinroof
but his smile never dimmed by Stratisphyre (G, 9k, LQR & WWX, Modern with Magic, College Student WWX, Single parent WWX, Professor LQR)
Lan Qiren, Baby Whisperer by Liebing (T, 2k, WangXian, LQR & WWX, Modern AU, Professor LQR, Single parent WWX, Student WWX, College AU, WWX has to bring LSZ to class, LQR can’t say no to a free grandkid, Fluffy, Match making LQR, Lans love a free kid, Happy Ending, Time Jump, Toddler LSZ)
The stuffed bunny, the beautiful nephew, and other gifts from Lan Qiren by deliciousblizzardshark (G, 8k, WangXian, LQR & WWX, Modern AU, Single Parent WWX, Good Uncle LQR, Accidental Uncle Acquisition, Found Family, Fluff)
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9. As an itmf or compilation suggestion, any fics where we find out SPECIFICALLY what happened to wwx's parents (doesn't have to be main focus of plot). It's implied they died on a night hunt, but how? And what if that wasn't actually true? What if they were murdered by wen ruohan or others? What if they fell prey to an array and got transported far away, but lived to return with a few younger siblings in tow? What if they were taken prisoner and found later? Or had amnesia? Etc.
my life’s journey is far from over by thelastdboy (E, 148k, WangXian, Modern AU, Canon Divergence, Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies, MDM Lan Lives, JYL Lives, WQ Lives, Post-Sunshot Campaign, PTSD, Depression, Suicidal Thoughts, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, POV WWX, Slow Burn, Anxiety, Situational Mutism, YL WWX, Case Fic, Sentient Burial Mounds, Recovery, Hurt/Comfort, Modern AU but not too modern™, mlm/wlw solidarity, Mild Smut, Non-Verbal Safewords, Dom/sub, Kink Negotiation, Kink Exploration, NMJ Lives)
Mo Dao Zu Shi: The Musical by ILikeReading101 (Not Rated, 117k, WIP, Time Travel, Fix-it, Song Fic, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Underage Drinking, Underage Smoking) This one is heavy, just a fair warning, so check all the tags!
Wind Rose in the Clouds by PaidSubscription (M, 202k, wangxian, post-canon, slow burn, hurt/comfort, getting together, first time, smut, fluff & angst, case fic, social commentary, ptsd, sick fic, communication, inventor WWX)
Be Not Gone by sami (M, 22k, wangxian, WQ/JC/LXC, SL/XXC, BAMF JC & WWX & LWJ, families of choice, canon-typical violence, grief/mourning, aftermath of childhood trauma) (part of a time travel series)
The lark and the willow by Mhalachai (G, 23k, WangXian, CSSR/WCZ, Time Travel, Angst with a Happy Ending, Chief Cultivator LWJ, More parental issues than you can shake a stick at, make time travel have consequences you cowards, yunmeng bros reconciliation) with a twist that what happened is that they ran into a thing that sent them into wwx's future
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10. Itmf, any fics told from the pov of someone living at koi tower? Could be jin Ling, mxy, jzx, jgy, mainmian, jyl, etc. But how would their perception of canon events be limited by their pov and the machinations going on in koi tower? Esp if it's an au where someone starts uncovering lies or changes things
Candy & Conspiracies by cl410 (T, 16k, WangXian, XuanLi, MM/WQ, Canon Divergence, Tumblr Prompt, Jīn Sect WWX, Chaos Gremlin WWX, Fluff and Crack, Humor, Cloud Recesses, Found Family, pure idiocy, And some light murder, the chaotic jin trio we could have had, good madam jin, No Angst) (Very much an au)
Rotten Work by ShanaStoryteller (Not Rated, 63k, WangXian, WWX & JL, Post-Canon, Protective WWX, Protective JL, Yunmeng Bros Reconciliation, Reluctant Matchmaker JL, [PODFIC] Rotten Work by sakizar) post canon jl pov, a novel look into the internal workings of jinlin tai
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11.Any canon compliant fics about Mo Xuanyu? Or canon divergence where he gets a happy ending? @halfwizardprincess
Mo XuanYu’s Bewildering Re-Start by MarbleGlove (T, 9k, MXY & WWX, WWX & WQ, WangXian, Time Travel, Suicide Attempt, Unreliable Narrator, because individuals have imperfect knowledge of the world, Time Travel Fix-It)
Pocketful of Soul by Jenrose (T, 182k, WangXian, Time Travel Fix-It, Canon Divergence, It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better, Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies, BAMF MXY, MXY Lives, Genderfluid MXY, MXY Backstory, POV MXY, Found Family, many redemption arcs, no permanent major character death, ace MXY, Aegosexual NHS, Gratuitous Abuse of Qiankun Pouches, Genius MXY, Genius WWX, Not particularly JGY friendly, CQL-based)
And Time Is But a Paper Moon by sami (M, 139k, WangXian, QingXiCheng, Asexual JC, Asexual LXC, Asexual WQ, canon AUFix-It, Time Travel, Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies, Healing, Mental Health Issues, PTSD, Hurt/Comfort, Depression, BAMF WWX, BAMF JC, BAMF LWJ, BAMF JYL, First Time, Getting Together, Falling In Love, Cuddling & Snuggling, Hugs, Non-Sexual Intimacy, Sharing a Bed, Mentions of Rape, JFM’s A+ parenting, YZY’s A+ Parenting)
结局难更改 (the ending is hard to change) Series by PorcupineGirl (G, 50k, WangXian, Time Travel, Modern with Magic, Modern Cultivators AU, Canon Divergence, Time Traveler Wei Wuxian, Reincarnation)
❤️ Restoration by ritualist (M, 84k, WangXian, Fairy Tale Elements, Non-Linear Narrative, Time Skips, Time Shenanigans, YL WWX, Sentient Burial Mounds, Sunshot Campaign, Politics, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, JGS Is His Own Content Warning, Necromancy, Surgery, Identity Issues, Yílíng Wèi Sect, Love at First Sight, Mutual Pining, Angst with a Happy Ending)
if you can’t beat them, recruit them by moeblobmegane (T, 216k, WIP, WangXian, Time Travel Fix-It, Conspiracy, Spies & Secret Agents, Team as Family, Found Family, Temporary Character Death, Pining, Morally Ambiguous Character, Rumors, Politics, Background XuanLi, Developing Friendships, Good Uncle LQR)
Twin Demons of Mò by XiaoFeiFei (M, 358k, WangXian, MXY & WWX, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Injury, Abuse, Death, Twin Demons of Mo, MXY Lives, Major Character Injury, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Angst, Minor Character Death, Angst with a Happy Ending, Minor Implied/Referenced Incest, Implied/Referenced Torture, Near Death Experiences, Canon Divergence, Found Family, Sexual Abuse, Rape/Non-con Elements, POV Alternating)
Serrated by InkSplatterM and MrMissMrsRandom (E, 194k, WangXianYu, Canon Divergence, MXY Lives, Dom MXY, Sub LWJ, Slow burn) the Sacrifice ritual leaves MXY and WWX sharing a body
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12. Hello hello!! This blog is a godsent i have found so much good shit on here
my req : itmf fics where wwx disappears.... bc of madam yu. maybe she sent assassins. maybe she beat him too hard. maybe she casted him out of the sect. killed him even. Thanks in advance!
The Kids Are Okay (I Think) by GossamerGlint (Not Rated, 52k, WIP, WangXian, give wwx jgy and xy a mom agenda., thats it thats the fic, but not just any mom powerful ghost empress mom with a revenge plot :), Royalty AU, Prince WWX, prince MY, Prince XY, Burial Mounds, Yílíng Wèi Sect, more like yiling xue sect, its... complicated)
🧡 rain falls and soaks into the earth series by RoseThorne (T, 40k, WangXian, WIP, Near Death Experience, Attempt Drowning, Madam Yu Bashing, Recovery, No war AU)
crying like a fire in the sun by cl410 (T, 10k, WangXian, SongXiao, JC & WWX, BSSR/LY, Runaway WWX, Canon Divergence, Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies, rogue cultivator wwx, Angst, Post Cloud Recesses, Not YZY Friendly, Happy Ending, BSSR is WWX's grandmother instead of grandmaster)
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13. i cant thank u enough for this blog lol its a livesaver. any fics that are kinda like golden core reveals except it's the reveal of jc having "sacrificed his core" first? thanks!!
the thread may stretch or tangle but it will never break by RoseThorne (E, 77k, WIP, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Soulmates, Self-Esteem Issues, Fix-It, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Nightmares, PTSD, Handfasting, Panic Attacks, Getting Together, First Time, Aftercare, Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, /Referenced Torture, Scars, Chronic Pain, Golden Core Reveal, First Time, Switching, sex-related injury, LWJ Stays at the Burial Mounds, LSZ is a Wèi, Good Sibling JC, Dissociation, Burial Mounds Settlement Days)
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14. hi! do you have any recommendations for fics where xiao xingchen descends earlier/meets wwx before the siege? thank you!
Xiao XingChen's travelling sect series by The Silverfish (ZephyrAndTheSilverfish) (T, 43k, WIP, WangXian, SongXiao, Time travel, Hurt/comfort, murder mystery, Parental XXC, Travel) (WangXian go back in time and leave their sects only to be taken in by SongXiao ~ Mod C)
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15. hiii i wanted to to ask if u guys could rec some modern au wangxian? preferably rated m or e but whatever works. thank you soooo much❤️ love
I'd check out ScarlettStorm's stuff - it's all great!
Crazy, Rich Cultivators by ShanaStoryteller (Not Rated, 13k, WangXian, Modern AU, Modern Cultivators AU, Idiots in Love, Misunderstandings, POV LWJ, his started as a crazy rich asians au but quickly got away from me, light moments of angst but mostly shenanigans)
It's called a trash can (not a trash cannot) Series by Alaceron (T/E, 46k, WangXian, Modern AU, Fake/Pretend Relationship, Oblivious WWX, Established Relationship)
always on my mind Series by sami (E/M, 37k, WangXian, XiCheng, Modern AU, references to past LWJ/others, references to past XianQing, Family, Sexual Tension, set in the early 90s, Grief, Family, Erratic Gay Superstar Musician LWJ)
live from new york: an snl au Series by varnes (E/M, 105k, WangXian, Modern AU, SNL AU, Slow Burn, Friends to Lovers, A Family Can Just Be The Staff Of A Popular Late Night Sketch Show, Pining, Getting Together, Happy Ending, Idiots in Love, and they were ROOMMATES, Frottage, Light Bondage, could not be lighter or gentler bondage, Accidental Marriage, Secret Marriage)
🧡 Life as a House by Terri Botta (Isilwath) (T, 55k, WangXian, LSZ & LWJ & WWX, Modern AU, Corporate Espionage, Post-Divorce, Father-Son Relationship, Reconciliation, Angst with a Happy Ending, WangXian Get a Happy Ending, LWJ Needs A Hug, LSZ is a good boy, recovery from abuse, Therapy, Abusive Relationships, lwj pov, No Powers)
Meng Yao vs. the Board of the Homeowner's Association Series by Ariaste (M/T, 119k, WIP, XiYao, WangXian, Modern AU, Established Relationship, xiyao and wangxian are both already married, Family Feels, Domestic Fluff, Family Bonding, Slice of Life, Discussions of Past Trauma, wei wuxian's canonical kinks, HOAverse)
Welcome to the Great Gusu Bake Off! Series by BlackWiresOnHerHead (G, 59k, Modern AU, College/University, The Great British Bake Off, Humor, no GBBO knowledge required for entry)
Lan Zhan vs the Jiang Siblings Series by phnelt (E, 44k, WangXian, Modern AU, College/University, Modern: No Powers, Canada, Getting Together, Mentions of lwj/others, inter-faculty romances, trangers to lovers to frenemies to lovers, mostly book characterisation)
necromancy is a valid career path! Series by coslyons, Skadiseven (T, 41k, WWX & Wen siblings & XY, WangXian, Modern with Magic, Seattle, Necromancy, Found Family, Food as a Metaphor for Love, Gardens & Gardening, Mathematics, Running, and other crimes against Teenagers, XY is a shitty teen, sometimes a family can be, three mildly feral twenty-somethings, and the extremely feral teenager that adopts them)
Wangxian Tax Universe Series by adrian_kres, RoseThorne (T, 5k, WangXian, Modern AU, Getting Together, Americana, Family Dinners, Dysfunctional Family, Family Feels, Announcements, Therapy, POV Third Person, POV WWX, Tax B(racket) by adrian_kres)
moonlight falls Series by RoseThorne (T/M, 14k, WangXian, Found Family, Modern AU, Corporate Espionage, Bunnies, Adoption, Family Feels, Family Fluff, References to Depression, Anxiety, Blind Character, POV Third Person, POV WWX, Pre-JC & WWX Reconciliation, Dissociation, Mental Health Issues, Food as a Metaphor for Love, Found Family, Emotional Constipation, Communication Failure)
A storm without a warning by Spodumene (E, 22k, WangXian, Modern AU, Compulsory Heterosexuality, Masturbation, Eventual Smut, Pining, Denial, Drunkenness, Jealousy, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Angst with a Happy Ending)
come to the harbor of your longing by occultings (microcomets) (E, 32k, WangXian, Modern AU, Cottagecore, Hauntings, Mediums, Slice of Life, Ghosts, Domestic, Modern with Magic, Dreams, No Angst, Swimming, Beaches, Getting Together, First Time, Edging, fingers! in! mouth!, brief possession, homoerotic fossil collection, homoerotic whale watching, homoerotic lighthouse symbolism)
总有一天; a place to hide (can’t find one near) by yiqie (E, 76k, WangXian, Modern AU, Pianist, Getting Together, Mental Health Issues, Suicide Attempt, Suicidal Thoughts, Depression, Hospitals, Overdosing, Eventual Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, Additional Warnings In Author's Note)
Take All of Me by Anna-domini (Memoryboard) (E, 22k, WangXian, Modern AU, Modern: No Powers, Teachers, Porn With Plot, Identity Reveal, Sexting, Phone Sex, Nude Photos, Dirty Talk, Dirty Talking LWJ, mentioned and vaguely implied WWX/others and LWJ/others, Praise Kink, Dom/sub Undertones, Butt Plugs, Getting Together, Fluff and Smut, Exhibitionism, Professors, Anal Sex, Online Relationship, Orgasm Delay/Denial, Multiple Orgasms, Condoms, First Dates, First Meetings)
plant a little happiness (let the roots run deep) by fleurdeliser (E, 47k, WangXian, Modern AU, Car Accidents, Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Non-Explicit References to Injuries and Death, References to Addiction, Doctors & Physicians, these tags imply a much more serious story, than this actually is, but I don't want anyone to be surprised, Falling In Love, soft romance, background 3zun)
Craquelure & Coverups by Inessencedivided (E, 27k, WangXian, Modern AU, Tattoo Parlor, Reincarnation, Tattoo Artist WWX, Tattooed LWJ, Dreams and Nightmares, Past Lives, trauma discussions, Mutual Pining, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Chronic Pain, First Kiss, First Time, Body Worship, Non-Penetrative Sex, Happy Ending, further tw in the notes)
To Make Him a Perfect Bride by Hinu (E, 100k, WIP, WangXian, Modern AU, Feminization, Crossdressing, Established Relationship, Marriage Proposal, Romantic Comedy, Meet the Family, Homophobia, Cultural Differences, Discrimination, Clothing Porn, Wealth kink, Crazy Rich Lans, Rich LWJ, Implied Genderqueer WWX, he/him/she/her Pronouns for WWX, Power Bottom WWX, Corporate, Doctor WWX, Sugar Daddy LWJ, Plot With Porn, Mild Kink, Bullying, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Coming Out, Implied Canon-Typical Child Abuse, Phone Sex in Public, Sexual Harassment, competent wwx, Financial Domination, Sexual Roleplay, Light BDSM, WWX's dog phobia, Submissive LWJ) My fic, 14/17 chapters at 100k words, will complete within the month I think. Crossdressing, meet the family, lie-and-reveal, rich!lwj, plot with porn.
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16. Hi! I was wondering if you have any recs for fics where wangxian take in all the street kids. I just found one and I would really like to read some more if it’s no touble.🥰
Attempting the Impossible by Ariaste (T, 36k, JC & WWX, WangXian, background ZhuiLing, Reconciliation, Adoption, Adopted Children, ultimate dads wangxian, jc's avuncular powers, JC POV, Family Feels, Family Fluff, the Yunmeng Bros make up, Post-Canon, the Wangxian Need More Kids agenda, Original Character(s), Kid Fic, Family Drama, Fluff, and like a tiny dab of angst) has Jiang Cheng meeting Wangxian's many adopted children fromt he streets
The Future is Ours to Keep Series by makebelieveanything, nerdzeword (WangXian, JYL/LQY/WQ, various wangxian kids, Immortality, Immortals AU, Modern AU, Reincarnation, healthy family relationships, righteous anger on behalf of the Jiang disciples, Post canon, LWJ/JC as bitchy best friends agenda, Family Reunions)
A Baker’s Dozen Series by AllieChick (G, 26k, WangXian, Original Child Characters, Kid Fic, Domestic Fluff, wangxian collect a dozen children the fic, Domestic Fluff, Adoption, Family Bonding)
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17. hello! thank so much for your help with finding a lost fic last time. i was wondering if you knew any fics that caused lwj & wwx to break up/not get together/one of them leaves or something of the like bc of lqr? preferably something >10k thanks guys! @lambing
🧡 Life as a House by Terri Botta (Isilwath) (T, 55k, WangXian, LSZ & LWJ & WWX, Modern AU, Corporate Espionage, Post-Divorce, Father-Son Relationship, Reconciliation, Angst with a Happy Ending, WangXian Get a Happy Ending, LWJ Needs A Hug, LSZ is a good boy, recovery from abuse, Therapy, Abusive Relationships, lwj pov, No Powers) (link in #15)
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