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mercurytrinemoon · 6 months ago

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Happy Solar return to meeee!!! 💫✨🎉

I just ended a long painful Mars profection year and wanted to look back at it quickly while explaining how malefic-ruled years might manifest - to those of you who are maybe new to annual profections or who ignore that techinique and need a bit more persuasion.

It was my 10th house profection ruled by Scorpio (using whole sign). I have a day chart so Mars is usually *a bit* less forgiving to me than Saturn - especially that my natal Mars is retrograde and the only aspect it makes is a harsh opposition to my Sun. Not the nicest.

My year started with a toothache that lasted for a few weeks and then came back strong during Christmas (eating cakes was literally painful lol). I eventually dragged my ass to the dentist to find out I have a smol cavity. It got fixed but toothache persisted for a month or so. Sharp pain and drilling? Yes very martian indeed.

My Mars is in the 5th house so the fun part is, I got my dream guitar that I wanted since I was a teen (a PRS SE). But don't get too excited just yet as it came with nickel-coated strings that gave me an allergic reaction. To say I was itchy is an understatement. I threw those strings away of course.

I went to a couple of shows this year - Yonaka's gave me bad tinnitus for 3 weeks while Chappell's was amazing but for some reason my stomach was screaming in pain for the whole night. I guess Mars didn't allow me to fully have fun.

My Sagittarius grandfather (the only fellow fire Sun in my immediate family) passed away on the Aries eclipse while my own father's health started declining rapidly. And so did my own - around late spring my long covid got a lot worse for reasons unknown to me, I was in pain for the whole summer. Right now some symptoms improved while others seem more chronic but I am slowly working on it.

I also suffered a severe emotional shock from news regarding someone who's very close to my heart but seems to be slipping through my fingers as distance between us is growing. If I ever cry (and I do that a lot) there's a high chance I cry because of that.

But because it was my 10th house profection year, I also started writing astrology column for a magazine (if you missed it I wrote about it HERE). Honestly? That's the highlight of the year, I truly have nothing more exciting to say about it.

I don't know how things will go this solar year for me but it's my 11th house Jupiter-ruled profection so I hope and pray to the universe that things will go a lot smoother and calmer - and if you can wish me anything it's exactly that - a smooth calm year... maybe sprinkled with a few dreams coming true ✨

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queerfables · 1 year ago

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911 season 5 liveblog part 3

5x10

I'm finding it hard to believe these women are busy squabbling with each other when their husband has been blatantly lying to both of them

And they both have kids who are probably feeling very confused and upset right now maybe go take care of that

Lmfao Hen's advice about what Buck should get Taylor for Christmas. "Don't overthink it just make sure it's sweet and something she needs and also shows you know her really well" SO HELPFUL

LOL TAYLOR IS JUST AS BAD AS HIM AT THIS

Thank God for Athena telling these two women exactly what I've been wanting to say

Awwww they're bonding

Noooo lady ask him out you can do it

Awwwww he likes her too even though he hated the present she got him. Cuuute.

Oh NO Chris is freaking out about Christmas because he's worried about Eddie T_T

Oh jeeze Eddie so does not need a child frantically asking if his dad is dead right now

OK Buck's present to Taylor was crazy romantic

Oh no Eddie's leaviiiiing.

I'm sure Evan "Abandonment Issues" Buckley is gonna be super chill and normal about that

5x11

Lol at Hen's revolving door of partners

Oh God horrible??

This show has actually really desensitised me to TV injuries involving the bone showing, that used to be suuuch a major squick for me

Omg Eddie is doing 911 dispatch? Please. How long is that going to last. He's perpetually 0.5 seconds away from climbing out a third storey window to rescue a kitten. Eddie trying to keep himself out of danger by coordinating 911 responses like an alcoholic trying to pay for therapy by working at a bar.

Oh he's doing PR? That's so much worse. He'll be stir crazy in a week.

On one hand, Buck should probably not broadcast his scepticism over Eddie's career change quite so loudly. On the other hand he is meeee so how can I judge him.

It's very romantic of the wife to wanna take over driving in this Speed re-run for her husband but wasn't the whole point of Eddie's call that they can't switch him out?

Yeah so this is the kind of thing I mean though, how is Eddie supposed to watch from the sidelines while the people he cares about put themselves in danger doing the job he loves?

Oh no Eddie, left on the outside

Lol yeah Athena pegged it. Bobby's bullshit about trying to find the ~right person~ as if that has ever mattered so much before. Buck hated Eddie at first and Bobby told him to get over it.

I really love that Athena rides solo. Her being the only cop and the one who works without a partner, compared to all these firefighters who work as a team, and I don't know, I just think it shows up in some really well crafted ways in everyone's characterisation and the ways that Athena is a little different from the others.

Wow this lady is really hitting on Buck

Buck do not???

Buck stop this????

Oh he's so drunk

Hen you are giving Buck terrible advice

Yeah no that's better telling the truth is the only option but oof this is not gonna be good

I am having some thoughts and feelings about how Buck's spiral over Eddie leaving is manifesting as kissing the last person he jumped onto the roof of a car with

I'm gonna get weepy again, Chris is such a good kid and he loves his dad so much

Lol at how Eddie's response to Bobby benching him for his own good is identical to Buck's

BUCK NO

Come on you'd done the hardest part she knew something was wrong and honestly in the grand scheme briefly kissing someone else is not that bad

But now it is VERY bad

You asked her to move in instead of telling her

At this point the only thing you can do is change your name, move to another country and pray she never finds you

Oh shit Lucy is transferring here isn't she

Buckley you are fucked

5x12

Maddie! I've just been thinking about how much I missed her

Oh Maddie honey

And Chimney!! Hi Chimney

Aaaah them finding each other again gave me chills

They're two of my fav characters I've really missed them

Oh no I just full on started bawling when Maddie started singing "the wheels on the bus" to jee-an. That song is one of my son's favourites and there were a few months where singing it was the only thing that would calm him down. I was already way too emotional imagining myself in Maddie's shoes and I guess that was the breaking point lol.

Then Maddie and Chimney started singing it together and I got teary all over again

Oh this is bad I cannot have a hair trigger weeping response to the wheels on the freaking bus that's so dumb

5x13

"We broke up" what the FUCK

Lol at Maddie and Chimney catching up on all the gossip from the 118 while they've been gone

Erg, the bends is my nightmare, it's one of those human body related things I'm squeamish about

Lol Buck you are being SO weird about Lucy it's very funny

Eddie really looks like he's not doing so hot

"Pain is just weakness leaving the body" for fucks sake. you would have internalised that, wouldn't you?

Well at least Buck knows it was dumb

Urg, spiders, another nightmare :/

Yeaaaaaah this is real bad Buck

Holy fuck the woman just dousing the mugger and then herself in gasoline

Omg the fact that Eddie is having a breakdown and Christopher is freaking out and the person he calls is Buck T_T

God this is awful for Chris though

Oh jeeze, Eddie. This is awful.

Man this is devastating but in some ways I'm happy Eddie finally reached a breaking point and let himself feel his feelings

I'm also really happy that Christopher had someone he could call. That kid has been through enough.

5x14

Oh Eddie

Buck drew a heart that's so cute

Buck you REALLY should have told Taylor everything. She is going to find out, you know that right? That's literally her job description

I'm really liking this arc for Eddie. I don't know, his primary coping mechanism seems to be to compartmentalise and shut down the difficult feelings and it's been good to see him externalise a bit more. It's shown a different side of his character I think.

#911 abc

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