#RREAL ME PHONE

[markets]

friend had a thing with this guy who was totally noncommital and lowkey acts like a middle schooler..Like ive posted about him hes the one who was like "by the way im going to hug you after school tomorrow bye"rllly fast and then hung up the phone😭 well anyway today im texting myy firend and SSURPRISE SURPRISE!! Today in the LIBRARY of alll places he wass randomly like "i dont want the relationship label but i still want to hang out" The nerve of the cunt. Like hes sso lame id go more into detail but it would take a while so just ttrust me on this one. tbh i dont get ittt Like the algebra girl liked him too in the past.. what does he have that i dont. answer: NOTHING!! First redeeming quality of his that comes to mind is that hes kind to dogs and other animals well so am i. hes like a 5 overall to me he has discord nitro and my friend is perfect an angel everything etc etc But not in like a gay way💀Im not gay. but ya i want to do that shit i saw on tik tok and go into his dream at night and tell him he iss wrong lol...Wouldnt that be silly. YYou know it would if it was rreal

[lilacmuffins]

I’m a trainwreck.

Y’know. I’ve made some dumb decisions in the past. I’ve been a huge dumbass in the past. I’ve literally fucked up the most important test in school by fucking losing it. But I’ve never in my life made such a dumb, stupid decision. I lost my fucking best friend to doubts and fear. Fear that she’d go down such a bad path that I wouldn’t be able to help her. I have fucked up. Really badly. Then again, who knows what would have happened even if I did stay friends with her? A lot has happened in the past. She’s done questionable things. But a part of me knows that she’s been one of the few people there for me. She helped me come out to my parents when I was on the verge of a panic attack. When I told her I couldn’t be friends with her she fucking understood. She told me that it was okay. She was taking responsibility for her actions. She was comforting me as I broke down. I hung up the phone (was talking to another friend and they decided that they wanted to hang up and I tried to stay calm while saying goodbye cause i wasn’t going to be a little bitch and admit that i needed someone to stay talking to me because they obviously didn’t want to talk-) and started sobbing. It hurt so badly. Because unlike all the other times we had got into fights... this one wasn’t going to be fixed easily. This couldn’t be fixed at all. We weren’t going to talk again the next day. I felt broken, empty, upset and angry all at once. I didn’t fall asleep until 7am. I was then woken up at 8:30 with a fucking massive headache and just this unexplainable feeling of sadness. I didn’t get up for like, an hour. Then I went downstairs and watched YouTube on the TV while eating chips, oreos and (I was drinking) Sprite for breakfast. Then I went back upstairs a little while later, grabbed my earbuds and listened at some loud ass undertale parody song at full volume for who the hell knows how long. I fell asleep and woke up at uhhh 1:30? I spent ten minutes laying in my bed looking up at the ceiling. I still had a fucking terrible headache and still I wanted to curl up in a corner to die. BUT I DIDN’T TELL ANYONE BECAUSE I’M A DUMBASS! So I basically suffered all day today pretending to be enthusiastic about things while I literally suffered with a headache and a lot of sad. Um... then I ate a donut because I needed food in my system. Drank another two or three Sprites... um... oh, right. Then, fast forward to um... an hour ago, maybe? This dumbass of an ex best friend decides to pierce her ear again and pOst a video and fuck I miss her a lot. I got the notification and clicked on it after a minute of hesitation. I watched it with slight amusement mixed with a lot of concern and fear. Then I just stopped caring after it ended. Like, what’s the point? She’ll never want to be my friend again. Ever. And fuck, that hurts. She’s over there having a breakdown and piercing her ears with a probably dirty needle and a piece of melting ice and I just... stopped caring. My heart hurts. Everything hurts. My ears (lots of loud music), my heart, my hands my whole fucking body. I miss her and I haven’t even... god. Sometimes I can’t even breathe. It’s only been a day. I’ll see the best friend diary we had, or the necklace and I’ll break down. But no one knows (until now i suppose) because I don’t want to seem like a little bitch that can’t stick to commitments. I want to help her. But my other friends don’t want to interact with her for now because our friendgroup is falling apart and I don’t want to lose them too. I can’t. They’re the only real friends I have left. They’re the only peope I have left I fucking can’t lose them because I care too much. I failed. I failed keeping them together. I failed keeping her off the bad path. I failed. I failed I failed i failed i fasiled. I failed them and it’s my fault that everything’s breaking down in front of my eyes. I haven’t been able to hold them together they’re the only rreal friend group  I had andit’s falling apart and i can;;t. i failed  them and it hurts. I failed her. I failed myself and fuck it hurts and go d emotions suck. i just can’t.

[the-firebird69]

nyc superhero dogs and it is like this you s don't publicize during wartime. not so it is your retards who don't, and we cant really understand why, it is about them ridding themselves of you for marsone.  and we laugh as mars is occupied, soon by only us.  we may have them take him to us, without them onboard if you know what we mean wink wink think about it there may be several methods ok Arrianne ok boom boom and out go the lights in your areas only they feel the cities have all the ppl.  and for th life of the for the life of them for the life of them cannot fig out why their cell phone screed disappears when you focus o what your other eye focuses on..and really their code intermingled with anything means they win win win three for example. t hey are very stupid....very stupid very stupid.  and exhibit it all the time and cannot fly a spaceship of any kind alone and are like chimps and go t fed they can too often eh bill you idiot. fine I get it they do it but to you they don't so how do they look like you bill ok fart bag there are rreal mutants around that og the other way meaning from mutant to cork goinb  b a k  I assume they turn into me.... not sure but I think so th farts have been routed out of my clan due to secret projects by mine Zues we see that but corky is a nuisance and he is after us....and we do now see the error tey are and him and we don't do shit it is hilarious and brings a tear to t eye  how much fun it must be for Olympus, not really you sti backa nd wait and we waited long enough we get it now doomsday as corkies yell at us every few minutes out of weakness....and it is a matte rof pride we don't tell you no w e shout it at you shut  your niggers up joe. and you wont even as they kill you every so often. and macs revive you.  so yell tonight to get us to bury them fro you ok  loser Thor I am I admit but there are so many of them how do you get by. joe we got into the and turned it on and drove by them drooling form the exhaust..thats how and really It is they thought we them driving around again..do each time are real dimwits. Thor Arrianne they are so dumb they don't w\ear socks as they cannot match socks that are the same but must be left or right, they say it to me insulting me and expecting an answer have done it for years....and I look around for a doggie or other as some may have that level of thought. Zues

https://www.nytimes.com/2019/06/13/arts/nyc-this-weekend-childrens-events.html