Do you think Mac has jacked off while reading the Bible? Or is he too ashamed? Or does the shame just turn him on more? Are the pages of his Bible all stuck together?
Oh, I don't think; we know:
(Pages stuck together, thanks for the confirmation, Charlie)
I think the shame definitely turns him on more, considering Mac Day:
And, the connected punishment, lest we forget The Gang Goes to Hell... (and the script here... whew)
While he was repressed then, he wasn't as of Charlie's Home Alone, so I think it's clear to claim that a part of his "homosexual awakening" was connected to the fact that he was gradually getting more and more into the idea of being punished (gone sexual) for his sins, to a point where he was just genuinely jerking off to the "evils of homosexuality"
I do wanna continue here though and say Season 15 is pretty interesting because we see Mac battle between being Catholic and proudly gay. He seemingly has no issue bragging to a Priest in the middle of a church that he's into triple penetration, but it is his sex life that is the driving "reasoning" for why he thinks he should become a Catholic Priest:
He's been "S-ing&F-ing" his way though life for too long and now he thinks God has taken away one of his identities (Irish) as a result. Mac's idea of being punished by/for God continues, but it's now through the form of revocation (as opposed to shame or flagellation). I think there's a clear "connect the dots" idea that depriving himself of sex (via becoming a Priest) is an "evolved" form of allowing God to punish him for being gay.
Obviously Mac learns he was lied to, as he actually is Irish, so his "journey" here is a bit of a wash, but the fact that his rationale jumped to God punishing him for having gay sex still stands. As he grows to accept himself, he's still looking for ways to feel shame (which, as we've seen, gets him off)...
But is the constant seeking for some form of punishment still there? We didn't see much of his Catholicism in Season 16 (I think the only mention of God from Mac was in The Gang Gets Cursed), but we did continue to see his sex life and—well, that was pretty heavy on Mac, openly gay dating, somehow managing to be neglected and deprived of actual gay sex, wasn't it?
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no restraint - xavier (spoilers ahead!!)
a little birdie on social media made this known to me
okay, you know THAT PART in his memory?
where you whisper his name to him? mhmm
welp, get this-
apparently, for CN servers… you actually use YOUR OWN VOICE to whisper to him. like, actual speak into the mic WHAAAAA
cr: soinzayne over on tiktok
uhm????
we (international servers, outside of CN) were robbed of this privilege???? .·°՞(¯□¯)՞°·.
damn, i also want to whisper into his cute little ear and just watch as both our sanities crumble before getting down to business hahahah. boooo~
maybe (hopefully) or possibly in future updates we’ll get to do so as well? (ㅅ •᷄ ₃•᷅ ) *ahem, pretty please with all the cherries on top Devs to make it also available for international players*
@ourlittleuluru @xavierbunbun @manikas-whims @xinqhuis @starfallforest @pog-champurado @sillysylle @skynapple starlights, assemble! ⭐️ we need a good cry.
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i remember being so passionately inlove with dizzie and i was like :0 oh my goodness daring thinks he's going to be apple's prince charming... but instead he's going to throw away his destiny to become a minor role as the king of hearts... this is genius
and then the winter special aired and i fell to my knees in agony
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Dolph/Alex stuff from Captain Laserhawk
I've seen some people looking for these. Spoilers below the read more for Captain Laserhawk: Blood Dragon Remix
Initial cuddles
More cuddles (before tragedy)
Poor ragged boi got betrayed.
Some past scenes
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Square Enix missed the opportunity to make Cloud have bed head whenever he wakes up from sleep lmao.
yeah it seems that spiky hair could handle even a storm lol 😭
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i think the protagonist is not just a representation of Jazz, but ummm. aevis & adrest & me all together. im takin aevis' body and just doing whatever i want, and aevis is just chatting it up with adrest [who is also here? for fun?] in my head ?
cuz chess zetta earlier was like interceptor whose mind will u [word that is a synonym for infiltrate that i forgot] next :3? and that weirdass conversation that i was having & also had no part in
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