#S5E18

[hufflepuffheaven]

crazy that in the same episode that we got the lines “blow me cas” and “you know cas, not for nothing but the last time someone looked at me like that, I got laid” is the same episode that dean is wanting to give up and say yes to michael. he doesn’t care anymore about what he says or what people think, so he’s just saying what he wants and acting like he doesn’t care about anything. crazy how when he thinks he’s going to die soon that he starts saying what he actually thinks because he thinks it won’t matter soon. crazy we got TWO flirty comments when he thinks he’ll never see cas again!!!

[magnificent-winged-beast]

Point of no return ∞ SPN 05X18

[klainegifs]

[eggybug]

thinking about cas beating up dean and going insane about it

thinking about "i rebelled for you"

thinking about cas losing his faith in dean and choosing death over it

thinking about the way dean looked at cas when he was taking his tie off

[conjuringgh0sts]

niko head in their hands sobbing because chris said “remember: talking about it makes it less scary” to eddie. they’re just repeating the line

[todaysleap]

Today is April 4 and today's leap is:

Goodbye Norma Jean (S5, E18) April 4, 1960

[cow-and-chicken]

Season 5 Episode 18 - Fred: Last of the Idiots

[kiranerysskincareroutine]

when my cat goes full Kirayoshi and will only stop meowing if I hold him

[inkonsistentsky]

SCREAMING CRYING SOBBING WHAT THE FUCK WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT THESE FUCKING QUEERBAITING ASS WRITERS IM GOING TO KRILLLL MYSELF SCREAMING; bro they are breaking up this is terrible guys wtf both adam and cas in one ep are you joking

[invisiblyvisiblejay]

awwww house likes cats (unsurprising he likes all animals this is a known canonical fact)

[hellow-you-are-cute]

Supernatural is fun until you start thinking :’)

I’m watching s5e18 rn and I just started to think abt Dean and his impact on others. Like I know this is a common knowledge but I need to write it (badly cus I can’t English).

Dean is like a glue.

He keeps everyone together. He’s the one that made Bobby try to keep living. Sam can’t stand hearing Dean say that he have no faith in him. That he doesn’t believe that Sam can say no to Lucifer. Because even when everyone around look at him like he’s a ticking bomb and even when Sam himself doubts his will power. Having Dean believe in his little brother is enough. Dean is being the only glue that keeps so many people form shattering. I won’t even mention Cas.

And the worst thing is we know.

We know that he’s been doing this from beginning. Always telling his mom that “Dad loves you. I won’t leave you”… Being the one to tell his shitty father that’s “it’s okey”

While Dean is in pain he thinks of others first.

Everything he ever did was to help his family and friends (also family bc family don’t end with blood).

I just think it’s important.

Dean lost his mother, father, Ellen, Jo and more. His family and friends. He let them down. He blames himself. He can’t stand seeing Sam going feral or bad.

And his so afraid bc he have so much responsibility. He need to choose. Between his family or the world. Dean know now that there is haven. He was there and Pamela said that it was worth dying for.

Dean feels like he already screwed up everything by breaking the first seal, letting so many good people die for nothing. He have no faith. In himself or the world.

He’s shattering slowly but steadily. He can’t keep his mask of bravado forever. And therefore he can’t keep anyone else from breaking.

[foreveryoungadult]

Buffy S5.E17 “Forever” + Buffy S5.E18 “Intervention”

Buffybot: But I really think we should be listening to the other Buffy, Giles. She's very smart and she's going to help us save Spike. Giles: Guyles? (imitating her pronunciation) Spike didn't even bother to program my name properly! Buffy: Listen, skirt girl, we are not going to save him. We're going to kill him. He knows who the key is, and there's no way he's not telling Glory. Buffybot: You're right. He's evil. But you should see him naked. I mean really!

[danhalen]

911 season 5 finale I'm CRYING yes i cry at every episode no i didn't ask!!! rambling under the cut!

hen karen wedding! feat. toni! and denny! and nia!!!!!

bobby pouring the booze down the sink i literally threw my arms in the air and yelled BOBBYYY and my fiance heard from downstairs and was like what? [this is partially why i don't watch it when he's home]

EDMUNDO REINSTATED YES YES YES SO MUCH CRYING [this is the real reason i don't watch it when he's here]

i'm sad and nervous to only have one season left. but when/if it comes back at least i won't know everything that's coming up.

it's been interesting knowing what's going to happen but not when. when i realized the eddie-takes-a-baseball-bat-to-all-his-stuff scene was coming i literally had to pause to go pee so i could be fully in the moment. and then i cried.

honestly taylor isn't all that bad but she does suck. mostly she's just annoying. but not being sorry at all after promising not to break the story is bullshit. also i'm sorry you're still mad? stfu.

anyway that's all i think. uh feel free to come sit in my feels with me the water's fine [it's my tears] we don't have to be mutuals or anything just come say hi.

[klainegifs]

[eggybug]

just thinking about season 5 episode 18:

thinking about how adam was the perfect mix of sam and dean. how the angels knew that and knew they could manipulate adam to their own plan. how john is just a shit father. and how adam coulda probably been the vessel for both lucifer and michael and i don't think the angels were fully lying.

thinking about how cas lost his faith for dean. found new faith in dean and got betrayed again. how each moment both of them knew they were hurting each other and couldn't stop. because they were both terrified.

thinking about bobby wanting to kill himself

thinking about how dean had completely lost his hope in everything and everyone. how his choice to accept michael was probably further than suicide in his kind.

[conjuringgh0sts]

BOBBY OPENED THE DOOR TO EDDIE AND NIKO S H O U TS “ FAG ALERT” AND IT STARTLES ME SO I YELL “OH MY GOD” PAUSE THEYRE WRITHING ON GHE FLOOR RIGHT NOW

THEYRE DEEP BREATHING NOW