“no one will notice if you stop posting/talking/texting/etc” is the mind killer. it is the evil. it is the little childhood version of myself who feels so insignificant and unwanted but she IS wanted. I am wanted and loved and noticed even if I can’t see it right now
once you realise when most people say 'trans' they don't actually mean trans men or mascs and just mean trans women or fems it's incredibly hard to not see it. or sometimes 'trans' things that are nonspecific get turned into women & fem only things
similarly i see a lot of trans women say 'trans' and mean 'trans women' and also assume trans spaces are just for them, contributing to the aforementioned problem of trans spaces getting turned into [trans] women exclusive spaces
Been trying to not bother anyone, but I am wondering if anyone could send donations. I can't pay rent today (even if I pay the half I will on credit) and more fees are adding on, and outside of some help I've barely been eating for a long time here. I'm just struggling to afford rising costs of living with constant new crises happening, and I haven't been able to get someone to take over my lease, so I can't just couchsurf. Not at all asking anyone to over extend or send me more if they've had, but if anyone could help I'd appreciate it.
(I have seen as many case managers and financial aid advisors as I can and am using every resource I can too! There's just not much where I am now.)