#SPIRAL OF SELF DESPAIR WOOOOOO

[ginaloveszero]

YOOOO i was tagged by the lovely jenbooooo @refrigereitor​

tagging: whoever wants to do this cause i’m in that mood where i feel like i’m bugging everyone LOL oops

A - age: 23 B - biggest fear: the future. honestly i have no fucking idea what i’m going to do or how this shit is all going to pan out and i think about things too hard and it freaks me out. C - current time: 2:45am D - drink you last had: water E - every day starts with: my alarm is boombayah at the moment so that LOL F - favorite song: oh god..... um.... I HAVE A LOT. scared to be lonely by martin garrix ft. dua lipa is one i’m obsessed with right now. (also still obsessed with the weeknd’s i feel it coming) G - ghosts, are they real: considering i’ve had experiences with them? i’m going with a yes  H - hometown: toronto I - in love with: my fave shows, photography, sunsets, highlighters (literally looking up a review right now LOL) J - jealous of: fit/attractive people at the gym, people that have their life together K - killed someone: what the fuck do i look like sangwoo? no.  L - last time you cried: i came reallllyyy close yesterday (happy tears) but full on? i think a week or so ago? M - middle name: AFRODITE HELLS YEAH N - number of siblings: 1 O - one wish: i just want my photography to be recognized okay? i think i’m pretty talented when it comes to it. i just. urgh. P - person you last called/texted: called? my dad. texted? nicole Q - questions you’re always asked: “do you have a boyfriend?” no fuck off R - reasons to smile: sunsets and otps  S - song last sang: like out loud? FUCK I WAS SINGING SOMETHING EARLIER AND NOW I CANT REMEMBER. OH! Mamo’s How Close You Are T - time you woke up: 9 because my cramps were so bad that i couldn’t go back to sleep. so i went downstairs, watched cartoons, and read fics U - underwear color:  black ;D V - vacation destination: everywhere?? i wanna go to greece. my bro and i have been joking lately about going to chernobyl (bonus for me cause PICTURESSSS). mom thinks we’re joking but we’re actually kind of serious? LOL. honestly, i just want to travel and take pictures. but travelling is expensive and i haven’t gone anywhere in years. i’m gonna be stuck in tdot for a long time. W - worst habit: NIGHT EATING AND BINGE EATING. IM NOT EVEN KIDDING. i’m fucking putting on muscle which is good but i’m also pUTTING ON FAT CAUSE I CANT FUCKING STOP EATING. gym makes me hungry but i can’t control myself. (i hate myself. my mentality is like “well i’d better eat all this now so it won’t tempt me later!” INSTEAD OF PACING MYSELF LIKE A GODDAMN NORMAL FUCKING HUMAN BEING.) /BREATHES. okay im good X - x-rays you’ve had: uhhh... dental x-rays? i don’t think i’ve had anything else done Y - your favorite food: poutine, seafood, pizza, literally everythign Z - zodiac sign: taurus 

thANKS FOR TAGGING MEEEE