#SUT

[waybackwanderer]

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jet.mpg Oct 1996 Archived Media File 📀

[asmodeis-littleplaything]

Just wanted to post a little digital devotion today, here's some hymns I use often!

𓁢 Ancient Hymns to Set:

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#1

I praise You Who controlled Your anger,

You Whose scepter sits above Nut with Akhu.

I praise You, great Set.

King of terror over heaven,

Terrifying and awesome, threatening,

Hidden but irresistible.

Hater of isfet, it is You that I praise.

#2

Storm Lord,

Pilot Who sails over the evil apep's back,

Captain of the Secret Boat!

You Who bind apep, bring me a boat,

Make me a strong rope so I can sail forth.

#3

Hail Set, son of Nut,

great of strength in the Boat of Millions of Years;

Nut is above You,

Get is under Your feet,

What you command comes to pass.

Overthrower in the Boat of Millions of Years, great in terror,

Grant me a happy life following Your Ka.

[negato-v]

Tunel SUTA - Enneagram

[nsdclassic]

Hummer H2 SUT

[raindropmage]

So uh... it's that time of the decade where I go through my "Keep Reading" posts where I was an absolute depressing sack of shit.

Update:

I graduated university with a Bachelor's of Science in Computer Science. A lot of family came to see me (including my best friend who flew down from Kansas in secret to surprise me).

I had written this past January about getting two internship interviews. I didn't get either one. The local internship was nice enough to let me know but I was pretty sure I wouldn't get it when they told me they would only be hiring one person. The second internship, however, I was 100% confident in. They didn't even let me know that I didn't get it, I found out when the internship started because uh... I would've been there if I got the job. Probably one of the biggest letdowns of the year. Nevertheless, I kept applying for everything I could find. Had maybe 3 or 4 programming-related interviews that I didn't get (suprise!).

My weight is at 206. There was a point where I was at my highest weight of 216. I had started a low-calorie diet back in August of 2022 and got down to 199. I was doing so well and then....

I got a new job. Unfortunately, not related to Computer Science but as an admin with Progressive that Emily gave me a referral for! They feed us at least twice a week and I get paid $19 an hour and being totally drained from learning a shit-ton, I ate out. Alot. Back to being over 206 but we'll get back down!

Even though I said that I got a new job, I'm still employed with HEB. My lead said that he would schedule me on weekends but he's only been scheduling me one day a week. Was salty at first but I'm actually blessed that he did that.

So with alot of new stuff happening, I looked back at a few posts from the past. I have new feelings about them that I feel like is worth addressing.

Moving on from work family is normal. I remember when leaving Popeyes, I felt like I was leaving behind a family. I would visit very often to say hi and would feel loved when they would greet me back with the same energy. I remember applying back and trying to work both at HEB and Popeyes. I made a post about regretting it wholeheartedly because of how it fucked with my self-esteem. The only thing worth it was that it motivated me to get together with my then-boyfriend, now-fiance. Other than that, I'm no longer connected with my past co-workers save for one or two. No ill feelings towards them but it was just time to move on. I should feel the same about HEB but I've grown so close to a few of them that I'm not quite ready to say good-bye for good. HEB is a whole different ball-game than Popeyes. You don't just leave behind a small crew, you leave behind people from all different departments. I wouldn't be leaving a family, I would be leaving a community. I'm slowly working up the courage to break free and accept that as close as I've grown with them, we probably won't hang out outside of work. ^^;

I see Ram from time-to-time. Maybe three or four times a year. I feel as if I tried too hard to be close with him. We definitely had a father-daughter relationship but not seeing each other as often definitely watered that relationship down. I would still often send him Happy Birthday texts but that's it. I saw a post from his daughter that he's going through back surgery. Might throw in a donation in the GoF*ndMe and wish him well. I do still miss him, but not enough to make an effort to see him.

Fuck Joel. Fuck Mariah. I have dreams about them sometimes where we reconcile but I've officially moved on. Joel was nice and such a good friend back then but I should've left him alone after he was deployed in the army and shouldn't have contacted his wife to ask for HER PERMISSION to be friends with a grown-ass man. Good riddance to the both of them.

I don't know a single person who still works at Popeyes except Ram (who works a good 20 miles away) so I have absolutely no ties with them anymore.

I was a stupid 20 year old who was attention-starved. A guy 7 years older showed interest in me for a good week and I was desperate to keep our interactions going. I should've gotten the hint and stopped messaging him. We sorta stayed friends afterwards but he's no longer active on Facebook and seems like he dropped off the internet.

The people who've been the nicest to me are the friends I cherish the most. Funny enough, when COVID hit, one of my group of friends made a discord so that we could still hang out and social distance and that was the most I've ever talked to them. They still come into town and ask if I'm down to hang and even though I'm not able to 70% of the time, I have the best time with them!

I originally planned on writing down more but I think thinking about all this has drained my brain so I'll probably come back to this at a later time. I need to end this nostalgia episode before it spirals too deep.

[samcozy]

🥇Spark Your Joy: Top 5

Smile often, love always, shine.

Your potential, limitless, embrace it.

Believe in your own greatness.

Calmness within, courage without, thrive.

Seek truth, enlighten your path.

Gift of motivation awaits, tap now.💖

[heliaclinic]

کاشت مو: راهی برای رهایی از طاسی

[vepuei]

You Are Meant to be Loved

January, 22nd 2024 I was riding in a car with three girls who kept touching me without my consent and an unknown driver. I got them to stop and asked them “How do I delete a bad memory?”  They pulled me down onto the seats and pinned me down, “Like this!” One said, before pushing me out of the car. I tumbled down a mountainside toward a pond. I recalled a video in which a man survived a shark…

[ultrahercollectorturtleposts]

O carrinho antigo é bonito

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[wally-b-feed]

Anthony Fineran (B 1981), Zi Sut Munn, 2023

[waybackwanderer]

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anim.mpg Oct 1996 Archived Media File 📀

[zavazingolife]

Artık yaşamı değiştirme zamanı geldi.

[deimortiviventi]

Robert DeNiro. 2020.

Drawn with my conte pack still available on the clip studio asset store [FREE]: https://assets.clip-studio.com/en-us/detail?id=1800912

I haven't updated the pack in a while, so the brushes may not be quite accurate (as of 2023).

[toounknownpaper]

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[murdrdocs]

MDNI

thinking about coriolanus who treats your body like an experiment.

as much as he tried to resist the effect, working under doctor gaul has started to impact his perception about the human body. he stops seeing it as a machine designed to work almost self sufficiently, and starts to wonder just how much the human body can take. he spends more time in gaul's laboratory, gazing at the sight of the human mutations which still make his stomach turn, flipping through the collections of notes created by the head gamemaker herself, and he suddenly starts to want to conduct his own research.

just on a much smaller caliber, one that will make his stomach turn in excitement instead of disgust.

it's easy enough to get you to agree, especially whenever he doesn't tell you exactly what he's doing. instead, he coerces you. he kisses you dumb and sweet talks your pretty little head off until you're left with nothing to do but let him work you however he wanted to.

anytime you start to protest, if your body starts to recoil and reach a false limit, he lays it on thick, praising you when you haven't even done anything special, kissing your inner thighs and letting your nails trail in his hair. (he doesn't complain about you messing it up even when something in him wants to)

it's rare that he'll get as bare as you. he likes to keep everything in tact, wearing trousers and a button up, only his outerwear and cuff links gone so he can roll his sleeves up to his elbows. while he stays pristine, he doesn't mind when you coat his clothing in your fluids, especially if you squirt on him. it's nothing but an ego boost for him, a visual display that he'd made a new breakthrough.

there are the times where he'll strip. where his experiments turn more into a session without real purpose, and he just wants to let loose for a while. where he'll fuck you on his cock instead of a toy designed to mimic the appendage. where he'll let you ruin him as much as he ruins you, even reveling in the overstimulation that comes from your mouth replicating the hole your cunt previously provided. he understands why you're so willing to participate now. who wouldn't participate when this feels as good as it does.

[raindropmage]

A bit of a wedding vent

I originally wanted to keep my wedding small. Original plan was to rent out a cheap place and invite maybe 50 people max. The problem is that I have and cherish ALOT of people that I want them to know how cherished I consider them by inviting them to the wedding. My mom suggested a venue that my cousin used for her wedding that was affordable. Setting up a Friday date was a whole $1200 cheaper than a Saturday date so my fiance and I paid the down-payment and let immediate family know.

But my mom is wanting to do the traditional wedding stuff: ordering save the date cards (I had to explain to A LOT of people that the save the date card is not the actual invitation and that they would be getting the actual invitation later in the year), formally asking my girlfriends to be my bridesmaids, specific things to wear as accesories (one new thing, one old thing, one borrowed, etc??), and other small things. That stuff doesn't bother me as much because she's paying for 70% of my wedding.

The only small issue I have is how many people she wants to invite. She wants to invite extended family members that I barely know, all of her co-workers, and specific Facebook/family friends who I don't know because "they're basically family". She also wanted me to give my Dad a few extra invitations in case he wanted to invite any of HIS friends to the wedding. The total count of people I sent invitations to adds up to 150 people not including the extra invitations she wanted to give out.

I don't want it to majorly bother me because it's only a 5 hour event but:

James and I will be the center of attention the entire time

We are not outgoing people, in fact we are extremely introverted and both get physically and mentally drained if we're supposed to be interactive

It's our party and we can't leave early like we've done with every other big social event

TLDR; I'm kinda dreading my own wedding haha but it's only for 5 hours