i saw saetia live in austin texas once, and never stopped thinking of it
the crowd was so full that every step I took closer or forward from the stage was ushered by a border of bodies pushing me along. it felt so beautiful, like everybody who was there wanted to be there. at some point I was so close to the stage that I was no longer moving, no longer dancing, just stuck swaying alongside everyone. It was almost suffocating and I didn’t want to get out