#Sorry.for using my ptsd from skyzone to fuel my ctommy meta. Um
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THEY DID NOT MAKE SKY ZONE FOR THE FAT PEOPLE
#The first thing i did was go on the diving thingy into the foam pit and i got STUCK IN THE PIT#AND THE WORKER SPENT LIKE 5 MINUTES TRYING TO GET ME OUT#AND I WANTED TO GO AGAIN BUT WHEN I LOOKED DOWN THE DROP AND I SAW THE SQUARES OF SOFT FLUFFY MATERIAL#MY LIFE FLASHED BEFORE MY E YE S#How could this happen to me#i had fun i think im done now tho i didnt do much but must of it is just foam pits and i dont wanna go in there again#It was traumatizing guys i was like ctommy in exile#How he had the fucking BALLS of STEEL to jump off that tower#Tje drop was only 6ft but i wanted to kill myself#Every step i took i just sunk further#my brother told me before how i could suffocate as joke#And all i could think about was what if i cant get out what if im stuck here forever#it wasnt the embarrassment that deterred me it was the idea alone of not having the ability to pull myself out#how can i turn this into a metaphor for ctommy.#something something carrying the dead weight of himself out of the pit with his scars and all being a symbol for all the trauma hes faced#Uhh something something someone is holding your hand trying to pull you out but none of it matters in the end#Sorry.for using my ptsd from skyzone to fuel my ctommy meta. Um
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