#THANK YOU DEAR SISTER

[feline-evil]

Hiding my shirt that says 'i am not normal about narratives that imply an inanimate inhabited structure is a living breathing organism' as i walk into a board room and pitch my idea that we should make more horror revolving around living architecture

[frownsdaily]

Day 15

[zombiequeenblog]

Reading the Phone Call in the Sadglo series.

Just had me thinking about Sister Imperator and her knowledge about Mouse and Copia. Was that her first sign there was something deeper,confirmation there was or was she aware of it a long time?

(Little off subject rambling my thoughts)Just find it in a way she's approving of them. Mostly since I read a few times she sees Mouse as her own and Copia being her own. Should marriage ever happen Mouse being her daughter in law makes my heart warm.

Oh Dear Anon! I love your ramblings! I pondered about how best to answer your ask, and so here is simply a tiny little ramble of my own to add to your thoughts which I so cherish about these characters...

She knew before she called him that he would come back a Cardinal. 

She was no fool; she had noticed their little glances, their quick intakes of breath. Often, she felt herself having to hold back an eye roll or two as she watched them ponder where exactly to place their hands in each other’s presence. A pathetic display of secrecy, if one wasn’t a fuckwit. 

Sometimes she felt that she was the only one here in this abbey who possessed any measure of sense. The torture some people could put themselves through provoked her to irritation, underneath her flawless facade. Wasn’t the entire point of this place to indulge in sinful behaviour freely? Ahh well, she supposed she could see the appeal in a little torment, now and then. The dear girl certainly seemed to blush prettily when she felt his hot gaze upon her. And she herself had always suspected the Cardinal of being drawn to frightful things. He was so much alike to her. Shaking her head, Sister sighed aloud as she slid her hand along her desk towards her phone. Now she had to serve him up this new horror.

Speaking of horror, she could remember the day he was born. Could remember herself being rended in two, the loss surprisingly most perceived within the ruptured cavity of her heart, throttled so fully. The anguish of it; the ultimate bloodletting. That feeling of never being whole again, of forever being bound to a being beyond yourself; a life eternal. That awful, primal love which no one ever taught you to fear. 

She would never be free from fear again. 

And neither would they be, she thought to herself, though they most likely wouldn’t choose different. Fools. A ghost of a smile flickered dolefully across her immaculate lips. She wouldn’t change a thing about the both of them. 

Sister picked up the receiver.

ao3 link

[buckleysg1rl]

LOOK WHAT MY SISTER GOT ME OMFG

NOW I'LL HAVE DOM'S CAR AND BRIAN'S ONE AS WELL

FUCK YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

[3amclothesmonster]

My sister has been trying to convince me to change jobs for about two weeks now help

[faeryaesther]

I got tagged by @bluespring864 !! Thank you!!!

Here are the rules: make yourself as a kid, teen, young adult and now, using this Picrew, use your favorite color at the time as a background, and tag some people.

Here's mine;

tagging: @mythicalpoolnoodle , @jsinnerism , and @sinnerslamwinner ♡♡♡ (no pressure ofc) +and if you feel like doing it, just mention my username!

[banacafe]

Lexus Vang on A2K following her dream as a Kpop Idol. She is so talented and did very well for her audition. It's amazing to see more and more Hmong Girls and women going out there and painting a pavement for us. Go and follow your dreams! I'm so proud of her. We are proud of her.

You can watch her audition here.

[jellyfish-er]

I just want to write to my younger self. She was not okay. If I could go back and tell her everything I know know I would. I would save her from this cruel world. I would tell her how well were doing now and how we are thriving. I would tell her not not kill herself. I would tell her she has so much to live for. I want to give 6th grade me all the boy advice if ever received. It could protect her from so much sexual harassment and body shaming/dysmorphia. I would tell her how our math teacher doesn’t bully us any more and the bullying got a little bit better. I would show her how our friend group loves us so much. I want to show her the difference in our singing and how far we’ve come and how much more confident and comfortable we are with being onstage. She could see how well she does with the costume crew and how much she would love musicals. She would see how she was immediately picked for costume manager. She would know that she was picked out of 300 kids to show a girl from Ukraine around. She would know that she was picked again to show another girl around. She would see how far she has come. She would learn that she will become comfortable with her sexuality. She will discover how much she truly loves books. She will learn to over come the drama but still have an appropriate amount of gossip. She will get over crushes and end up head over heels for her best friend. She would learn that she will attend the eras tour twice and see her life role model in person and less than 100 feet from her. I will teach her to cut toxic people out of her life. I would show her that she is on the best JV color guard team in New England. (Literally) She would see that her sport that she just joined will be her passion and favorite thing. She will become a champion in just that. She will achieve her goal of learning a J toss and she would not only learn to use a riffle (real and equipment) but she would be extremely skilled at it. She will learn how to manage her anxiety, adhd, ptsd and depression. She will learn that the new friends she made would be the ones she will keep for a lifetime. Lastly she will learn that she will ever e happy and not just fake happy.

[looking-to-rattle-the-stars]

today has been a great day for me as a man liker

[daddy-ul]

tour blurb

I can't say anything BC it's the same (almost) unit of measurement that I apply when I go to concerts.

Smsmksksa (not so much) joking aside, the mic unit of measurement is the most useful and obvious for the concert donut. I know they updated the number and positions of the mics,, so I am now kind of curious of the ratio drum riser/mics on the stage. Like there are 4 battle station on the donut, how many mics between every drum kit? This is a math problem due to monday

*coff* that said did they discussed it in tuning rooms etc bc lars asked James to stay in his line of site for the most of it?

But like, of course for stages like the one in Milan, it wasn't like that, even if it was smaller

[thebirdandhersong]

*in a shaking voice, from where I'm lying on the ground* Thanks be to God, from whom all blessings flow........ thanks be to God, who watches over this silly goose because she sure don't deserve it any day of the week......... thanks be to God for all things......... and good night

[kkolg]

Tinga Tinga Tales was the fucking shit and nobody could say otherwise

[onemillionfurries]

screaming crying throwing up WHY do i have to go into work today

[creamecream]

“Now, now, no need to be so crass, Stolas. Go on, my little snowflake, tell your dear brother you’re quite happy being my wife.”

“I’m happy, Stolas.”

[songofsunset]

What do you do with grief!!!! what do you do with loss!!! what do you do with the loss of people you didn’t know very well at all, but were dear to people who are dear to you????? there’s all these human connections and the spaces between where they could have been, and like, I’m just, how the HELL have we all been doing this for fucking all of human existence, what the FUCK

[melody-starlight]

Hana!!!! I’m so sorry I haven’t been active. I was, and still am, going through a tough time atm, but I wouldn’t want to miss the chance to wish you happy birthday!! I’m so sorry I couldn’t write/make you anything, but I hope you do realize how much you truly mean to me. You’re, hands down, one of the sweetest people I’ve met on this website, and I hope we stay sisters forever! You’re truly an angel with how adorable and amazing you’ve been. I’m so blessed to have you as my little sis, I want nothing more than to give you the biggest hug! Please remember there’s some 25-26 year old emo lawyer in New York that’s always wondering how lucky I got with such a talented artist and wonderful person as my sis. I always wonder if we would’ve crossed paths either way through my old writing blog. It’s been what? Over two years already? Time sure flies by, huh? Anyways, I’m sending you so much love ❤️ I love you more than you can ever fathom, Hana! Keep being that stunning angel you are. Hope you have a a great day filled with lots of your favorite food and gifts. 💙♥️💕

I........I......... I am.....

Literally my reaction

My heart..... I...... 🥺💟💗💗💗💗💗

I can't thank you enough for having you in my life.... your message is the best thing I saw when I woke up, seriously, how can an angel like you exist in this world??? What did I ever do to deserve someone so precious and beloved like you??? You are the reason of who I am today!!! And I hope that our friendship will last for many and many years!! Look at you!! All grown up!! A successful lawyer, you finally achieved your goals and became a graduated college student!! That's a milestone in your life that you should be proud of!!! Got a wonderful family and a wonderful job!! Despite all the challenges and everything you've been through, you are one of the strongest bean I ever seen in my entire life and you inspire me a lot to become as strong as you are!! I want to achieve my goals as an artist and work so hard with my own projects and stories that I've been working on!! And I am so thankful to have you as my sister (you are my whole family ngl) to watch me uploading stuff that I enjoy and I want to become successful with my drawings!! You always supported, been there for me, and I wanna make you happy too as much as you made me happy for 2 years, I am so thankful again, to have you in my life!! You mean the whole world to me and I can't imagine what's like without you, I want you to keep up!! Being awesome, kind, as a sister and mother, no matter what haters are saying, or some toxic people saying, you will do great!! And I wish I was there with you rn so I would give you the biggest hug in the world!!

You are the best thing happened in my life, there is no one else I love in this world more than you, and I am sure of that!! 💗💗💕💗💕💗💕💗💕💗💕💕💗💗💕 I love you more than anything else in this world my dear sis ♡♡♡♡♡♡