#THANK YOU SO MUCH LOVELY oh this was so cuute to do! thank u so much for the ask! <3

[rexscanonwife]

question for rex! what does your future look like w/ brea? are you hoping to take things further or start a family :0c

(i hope youve been well! also theres no pressure to answer ofc!!)

"Oh...heh. W-well, I do know we want to stay together after the war, at least.

To tell you the truth, sometimes it feels like this war will never end, and sometimes it's hard to feel that way. I'm a soldier, I was born to fight, this is what I was made for.

but when I'm with her, I think about a life beyond all that. If she'd have me, I'd marry her, settle down somewhere, and have a few little'uns! maybe even more than a few Sometimes when we're together late at night we talk about it, and I don't know if she really means it, but I hope she does."

[just-some-random-blogger]

good evening, lovie!! this cat TT it's so cuute 'the general consensus is that is morning' girl 11.... 11 timezones... 'i will always reply to you i promise' i love you TT my overthinking isn't really your problem so.. but i appreciate your kind words and your answers<з 'I LOVE THAT FOR US' big brain cells love johnny in this house!!! fun fact: in the russian search engine johnny is the only one from nct whose name is written in english LOL so yeah. do you stan any other group, btw? 'THE EARN YOUR FIRST BILLION WAS SO RANDOM' do you want to? 'not that im saying you hated this song' it's ok i didn't even know it hfhfjd that time i was listening to some 'cool' rap and absolutely crazy remixes about being a depressed child... yeah. no idea why im what i am now... 'stabbed in the gut by someone mid wartime' OMG how completely opposite TT i was so sure about the childbirth thing, actually... 'thus why Daemon managed to find a sorcerer' lol he's the prince and the rebellious one, always travelling and doing things so i thought he kinda just... omg my wife is dying go find that sorcerer in the woods! it's quite funny but also ig that's the magic of writings? everyone has their own image. but SO opposite? lol men (derogatory). fact. 'add as many ideas as you told me into the story' omg what a monster it should be with ALL ideas. actually it's so very sweet TT thank u TT doing my best for you TT i understand you didn't mean like ALL the ideas but imagine... imagine a work with all the shit i've said... it should be scary and so chaotic ig TT i believe in you and your talent, so i'm waiting and readying myself to write a long as hell reply! god bless your imagination! also this bear gif reminded me of the summer when we had like.. 3 wild brown bears in the town... they were cutie. and this gif is cute too. 'you can send me alien songs id still listen to it' i used to like it SO MUCH in 2020. you're so cute for this though TT thank u sm TT 'SACRIFICE SACRIFICE' no but i have high temperature now and i really need a sacrifice TT 'someone else could write it so i could fucking read' girl... if you can wait for a real lifetime..... bc i don't now when and even IF i'll ever write something.... it's not a promise, pls dont see it as one. 'i made the key not so high and she still messed it up' oh poor girl. hope she's doing fine now. rip. what key though...... i'm really bad at music, i'm sorry TT idk if it's like a music word or not... 'idk you know what time im sending this from <3' yeah i see the time you publish it... that's how i learned your time at first before you said where you live. it must be 20:58 for you rn if you're interested. so guess good night or good morning!! love you!! good luck with your soprano!! take care<з

BESTIE HIIIII!!!! I just finished writing a daemon fic it's super fluffy you might like it

have a kitty gif!

LOVE LETTER TOIME

good evening, lovie!! this cat TT it's so cuute

youre so good at knowing my time lol HAHAA also yes that kitty was sososososooso cute

'the general consensus is that is morning' girl 11.... 11 timezones... 'i will always reply to you i promise' i love you TT my overthinking isn't really your problem so.. but i appreciate your kind words and your answers<з

I MEAN IT WAS MORNING WHEN I SENT IT SO ////: HSFHASLHFLAHF HAHHAHAHH also its fine i understand overthinking cos i do that too but i have been getting better at managing it though <3 so relax its all good

'I LOVE THAT FOR US' big brain cells love johnny in this house!!! fun fact: in the russian search engine johnny is the only one from nct whose name is written in english LOL so yeah. do you stan any other group, btw?

BIG BRAINERS LOVE JOHN. THIS GIF 😃

also the search engine HAAHAH that's johnny's american powers for you HAHAAAHH. i do stan a lot of groups actually but i think my mains would be nct svt bigbang shinee then i also like exo super junior tvxq got7 and a bunch more im too lazy to think of them all AHHAHH

'THE EARN YOUR FIRST BILLION WAS SO RANDOM' do you want to?

HAHAHHAH YES GIMME A BILLION RIGHT NOWWWWW 😈😈😈😈

'not that im saying you hated this song' it's ok i didn't even know it hfhfjd that time i was listening to some 'cool' rap and absolutely crazy remixes about being a depressed child... yeah. no idea why im what i am now...

well ur my cat now duh 🙄 my cutie lil baby that i keep in my pocket. also HAHLDHASKHD It's so funny that you were blissfully unaware of the rap being cool HAHAHHAAH

'stabbed in the gut by someone mid wartime' OMG how completely opposite TT i was so sure about the childbirth thing, actually...

hehe lol thats fine

'thus why Daemon managed to find a sorcerer' lol he's the prince and the rebellious one, always travelling and doing things so i thought he kinda just... omg my wife is dying go find that sorcerer in the woods! it's quite funny but also ig that's the magic of writings? everyone has their own image. but SO opposite? lol men (derogatory). fact

yes yes truly the magic of writing! daemon BETTER look for a sorcerer if his wife is dying of labor /: mid. men (derogatory) [real]

'add as many ideas as you told me into the story' omg what a monster it should be with ALL ideas. actually it's so very sweet TT thank u TT doing my best for you TT i understand you didn't mean like ALL the ideas but imagine... imagine a work with all the shit i've said... it should be scary and so chaotic ig TT i believe in you and your talent, so i'm waiting and readying myself to write a long as hell reply! god bless your imagination!

it would be such a monster tbh T_T HAHAAHA so long so painful so tiring but so good T_T i'll do m best but im starting my classes so it will take a while. i truly would be a chaotic masterpiece. i believe in my skills too 😌🤩💅 purr. God bless us all. im excited to see what you think of what i'll end up with.

also this bear gif reminded me of the summer when we had like.. 3 wild brown bears in the town... they were cutie. and this gif is cute too.

TEDDY BEAR SNUGGLES IF BEAR DEADLY WHY SHAPED LIKE FRIEND

'you can send me alien songs id still listen to it' i used to like it SO MUCH in 2020. you're so cute for this though TT thank u sm TT

OMG I LOVE AKMU THEYRE SO TALENTED this is the first time im listening to this song. its fine HAHAAH i much prefer this song of theirs. Also this one. i randomly downloaded a bunch of their songs and i fell in love with these ones in particular

'SACRIFICE SACRIFICE' no but i have high temperature now and i really need a sacrifice TT

T_T oh no my love i hope you get well soon [sending you love and my high... idk what its calling in english... resistance to getting sick??? well im sending that to you] GAAAAAAAAH GET BETTER 🤬🤬🤬

'someone else could write it so i could fucking read' girl... if you can wait for a real lifetime..... bc i don't now when and even IF i'll ever write something.... it's not a promise, pls dont see it as one.

HAHAHAHAHAHA as i said i would love to read anything you gimme. its ok if you dont come around to writing. i cannot wait a lifetime but for you i'll always be ready to read whatever lol. i mean i like writing but GOSH DAMN SOMETIMES IT SHOULD JUST WRITE ITSELF!!!!

'i made the key not so high and she still messed it up' oh poor girl. hope she's doing fine now. rip. what key though...... i'm really bad at music, i'm sorry TT idk if it's like a music word or not...

T_T IM SORRY I THOUGHT YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW ABOUT KEYS EITHER ASFKHASFKASFA IT BASICALLY MEANS HOW HIGH OR LOW A SONG IS!!! AND I MADE OUR SONG NOT SO HIGH BUT SHE STILL MADE HER PART HIGH!!!!! KHASFKAF WHYYY??? IDK she's doing fine but T_T my ears T_T im sorry it- yeah imma leave it at that

'idk you know what time im sending this from <3' yeah i see the time you publish it... that's how i learned your time at first before you said where you live. it must be 20:58 for you rn if you're interested.

lol good for you HAHAHAHH i think i received this at around 21:00-ish already so !! yeah pretty spot on HAHAHAHH

so guess good night or good morning!! love you!! good luck with your soprano!! take care<з

good night my love! or morning for you? idk whatever it is GET SOME SLEEP 👿 EAT WELL 👿 EXERCISE 👿 TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF 👿 THAT IS A THREAT 👿 and my soprano T_T yeah good luck pray for me AHHAHAHH i hope you get better <3

xxx

[gojngdown]

anna reacts to scaled and icy because i just took the ap calculus test and i need a reward after descending into the pits of hell

what i know going into this is: no dema theories at all idk the storyline AT ALL, apparently mulberry street is godsend. LETS GO

good day: RADIOHEAD VIBES?? NVM?? NVM OMG BOPPING OK WE ARE BOPPING!!! YESSSS GO OFF TYLER :D is this about ro omg🥺 ITS CUUUTE,, SO CUUUUTE omg the UKULELE NOSTALGIAANDBDBDNNDNDNDN🥺🥺.. the bridge... it’s true :((((... omg omg i LOVE THE BRIDGE,,,, been feeling it a lot lately I LOVE IT THE BRASS🥺! i like the slightly melancholy vibe behind it all,, and the vocals,, but also it’s CUUTE and mellow yess OKAY

choker: OMG I LOVE THE PRODUCTION ALREADY!!!! I LOVE THIS NEW SOUND🥺 omg 14 year old me likes this song best i already know,, THE CHORUS,, okay this gives me the postal service vibes?? do y’all know the postal service?? it’s the drums and the electronics. and half-alive too hehe. I CANT GET OVER THIS CHORUS ITS THE BEST PART OH MY GOD THE PIANOOOOOO,,, okay i haven’t heard this live at all but i just KNOW he would open this with some piano,, u know the PIANO,, why are tøp bridges so good😓 RAP OH MY GOD,,, oh my god TTSG VIBES A LITTLE BIT,, TAXI CAB REFERENCES?1?1?2): OH MY GOD THAT WAS TOTALLY A TAXI CAB REFERENCE IDC IF THAT WAS LORE THAT WAS TAXI CAB

shy away: OK IVE HEARD THIS ONE BEFORE,,, what a BOP! yes! these lyrics are so,,, i need to like PROCESS PLEASE RHFBDJFBDNDNBD THEYRE GOING TOO FAST😭 A STRAIGHT UP BOP AND THE VOCALS SOB THE SCREAMING IN THE BACK PLEASE THE PRODUCTION IS SO GOOOOOOOD🥺 please tyler do screamo stop teasing me the PRODUCTION I CANT PROCESS

the outside: OOOOOO??) YES JOSH🥰 the ukulele version of this would be so good,, MARCH TO THE SEA REFERENCE😭 THE JSHDJDBFJD i feel like the entire album is leading up to a screamo track CAN WE PLEASE GET A SCREAMO TRACK anyway this song PLEASE GIVE US WHAT WE WANT IN THIS LAST CHORUS TYLER I BELIEVE IN YOU OH MY GOD THE RAP YESSSSSSSSSSSSS GIVE ME PET CHEETAH hehehe i’m nodding yes CAN YOU IMAGINE THE PERFORMANCE EVERYONE GOING NOD NOD LMAO yes💃 PLEASE LEAD UP TO SCREAMO?? no ok RAP IS FINE THANK YOU!!!! i have not read any interpretations but i like the mockery of popular language

saturday: OOOOOOOOOOO PLEASE GUVE ME A PARTY TRACK!!!! OKAY WAIT VIBING YES! YES THIS IS WAHT SATURDAY FEELS LIKE🥺 yes i have lost my footing too bff :(( YES THE CHORUS YES EXAXTLY THIS HITS THANK YOU!1!!1!1!!!!!! WE PAINT THE TOWN YESSSSSS YESSSSSSS THIS IS SO GOOD I THINK ITS MY FAV SO FAR... it feels like quarantine like making the best of it,,, to me anyway THE OCEAN YES guys i love the ocean please FLOATING CIRCLES IN MY FISHBOWL YES THATS WHAT IT FEELS LIKE THIS IS A QUARANTINE SONG UWU OHNKY GOD THE SAMPLE!!! YESSSSSS okay this is my favorite so far i reALLY LOVE IT!! YES THE EDNING SO GROOVY AND THE AD LIBS IM IN LOVE YOUR HONOR

never take it: OHBWOW??? the production im reeling the CONTRAST i could write an essay RIGHT NOW ,, I NEED TO PROCESS HOLD ON WOWWWW I LOVE IT !! yes rebel against the government <3 PLEASE CAN WE GET SCREAMO THIS HAS SUCH SCREAMO POTENTIAL😔 YES HE SCREAMED PLEASE GO OFF PLEASE PLEASEEEEEEE IM BEGGING YOU OH KY GOD THE LITTLE VOCALS THE FALSETTO🥳🥳 the bridge is interesting,, THEY PROFIT FROM A GREAT DIVIDE IM REEEEELINGGGGG i love the lyrics of this one the most i think just based on this first listen and the CONTRAST IN PRODUCTION AS IT RELATES TO THE LYRICS PLEASE

mulberry street: OKAY THIS IS THE ONE EVERYONE LIKES SHHDJDBDJ,, okay,, OKG I LOVE IT SO FAR WOW THE DJDHFJFNDKFJ THE MUTED YES the actual vibes of this i love it!! we’re pushing sideways🥳🥳💃💃 IT FEELS LIKE THESE TWO EMOJIS 😎💃. THE KEEP YOUR BLISS THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH THIS IM ADDICTED (ironic lmao) MOVE OUT OF OUR WAY UWUWUWU😎 YES TIME FOR A TØP BRIDGE,,, oh my god.... speechless... OH MY GOD THE SWITCH???? FUCK YES THIS IS SO YESSSSSSSSS!!!! the absolute VIBES! GET OUT OF OUR WAY HITSSSSS i need the keep your bliss as my text tone or something why is that so good

formidable: ok vibing yes.. is this for jenna... ITS CUUTE🥺 ILL FOLLOW YOU🥺🥺.. THIS IS SO GOOD !! i love it oh my god... OHNMY GOD SO CUTE SJDHDJFB again this would be so good on the ukulele please and I LOVE THE LYRICS!!! SO MUCH TO THINK ABOUT

bounce man: CAN WE GET ANOTHER PARTY TRACK😎 omg the flute yeaaaa 😙 it’s like cute partners in crime i like it,, a little melancholy but like EMBRACING it if that makes sense,, like a song for an old friend

no chances: PLEASE GIVE ME THE SCREAMO THE ABSOLUTE VIBES PLEASE PLEASE IM READY PLEase... the ANTICIPATIONZZZzzz.. HEAVYDIRTYSOUL VIBES HEHE OOOOOOOOO🤨 the prechorus is so different😳 OOOOOH THE LIKE CHOIR AND THE RAP OMG SNDBDBDN I FEEL LIKE THERES A LOT OF LORE IN THIS ONE HEHEHE🤩 MY SONVV??? MY SUN???? uhm hey @vialism did you... anyway...:!?:&3!;&; this is more mellow than i thought it was gonna be djdhdjfbfj idk why i feel so safe right now :((... but like still... the CHORUS.!.!,!,!,!,... SO LIKE... EERIE,,,, i’m imagining the live performance rn OOOO there is so much lore behind this i just know it and BTW THE PRODUCTION

redecorate: THAT ENDED SO ABRUPTLY?? is it time for the sad track at the end,,, oh no this is more vibes.. OH NO THIS IS SAD... OH NO.... THE SHADOW DRHE DBDBXNNNNN I LOVE THIS SO MYCH ALREADY AT LEAST LET ME CLEAN MY ROOM😭,,, HOLY SHIT I LOVE IT..,., the lyrics i’m speechless waitnfbdbdnfnfnn take a breath before you break in i’m actually in shock the lyrics the lyrics... FUCK ITS ENDING NOOOOO :((( the album is ending that went too fast :((( the live version of this song is going to be (already is? lol) so gooooooood., it’s over :(((

NOOOOO IT ENDED

come back

i needed the screamo track

gimme

anyways

in conclusion, this album is gay

[blissfulsun]

You are sooo cuute! Ok first request coming in... 6. from the kissing promt list pls 😍 ~ vlobsessed

Nooo u🥺!!! Thank u for requesting angel, I went wild with the word count as per sooorry about that hahah, hope you like it ilyyy😽💓

6. We’re not supposed to be doing this kiss

word count: 1,426

Forbidden Fruit // Jeff Wittek

You're still new to the group, your heart doubling in size in the past couple of weeks due to the warm welcome and budding friendships experienced, all the result of a simple DM from David Dobrik himself about a bit.

Climatizing into the tight circle of friends came surprisingly easily to you, feeling like this is where you belong in such a short while.

That's not to say you have been the only one to benefit from the new addition to the squad, Dave singing your praises as the sweet and seemingly innocent cute new girl, the viewer's words, not his. Fans liked you, despite your previous anxieties over their opinions.

And now that Nat and Todd seemed to pair off, the boys and Corinna have formed an unspoken agreement to flirt with you instead.

It's the primary reason behind your school girl crush on Jeff, your hot single male counterpart, rinna's summary not yours. God forbid you'd ever call him hot out loud, the thought alone causing red to rise to your cheeks.

So those appear to be your default roles. You know you are supposed to stick to that unwritten script, but it's getting increasingly harder to control your heart and wild thoughts with someone like Jeff around.

The more time you spend with your new friends, the more you two talk and tease beyond the recording cameras. Jeff feels the same way, both of you frustratingly oblivious and cautious of your behaviour and words around the other, well, most of the time.

It's you who gets caught first, 'You have a thing for our resident bad boy y/n/n?’ Zane notices you staring at your crush's shirtless muscular back on a group hike. For a second you forget how to breathe, choking on your own saliva.

'What?! I don't like Jeff!' you rush to lower your voice at the realisation your words are a little loud and might carry. 'He's loud and obnoxious and I think that high pitched giggle he does when he's nervous is actually really dumb' Zane only laughs at your poor attempt at deflecting.

'Suuure baby' he teases, 'I believe you, careful though, the two of you are prime content right now, the fans love having two hot singles around.' Your heart sinks at the reminder, but you jokingly scoff and push your crazy friend lightly.

‘I'll keep that in mind' the conversation ends with that, you catch up to the others, deciding on a safe spot in the middle of the group, closer to Jeff but not close enough.

The distance silently haunts him just as much.

It happens to Jeff around a month later. He's better at hiding that way, limiting longing sighs and softened eyes only to when he knows no one is watching him closely.

But this emotion, the green monster growing in his chest is new, harder to control as he watches you closely from across the room.

You're filming a tik tok with some hot shot content creator David invited over & he's stuck on the other side of the room in conversation with Scott & Todd.

'You jealous Wittek?' He snaps back into their talk in an instant. 'Of him? You're kidding' Jeff is doing his best to be dismissive, rolling his eyes at his best friend's teasing.

Scott adds to it 'how do you know exactly who Todd’s talking about?' They seem all to happy with themselves in the moment. 

‘I mean he is pretty good loo-' he interrupts Scotty with a scoff '-I could take him.' The words come out a little aggressive and he bites his tongue as the other two guys continue to grin.

‘What kind of "taking" are we talking? Like out to dinner...or more permanently?" Jeff only gives Scott an annoyed look, already tired of the conversation.

Todd is the one to accidentally drive the nail home, 'jokes aside, I don't think y/n is looking for anything right now, the single girl video presence is working well for her.'

It's a reminder he doesn't need. It weighs heavy on him for the rest of the night and long after when he's alone in his cold bed, thoughts of you never ending.

Spring falls into step with summer, you're at home within the group by now & Jeff is even more crazy about you, if that were possible.

Not that you could tell, his absences growing more frequent in your presence, keeping a safe distance seems like the best option even if it's slowly draining him.

He's more angry lately, blames it on withdrawal, you've become a kind of addiction. You don't realise he's at the party, absent from David's car and the recording shenanigans on the way over.

Jeff isn't sure why he let the others convince him to show up, especially now as he has clear view of you and you're smiling at some guy who isn't him. 

'-so yeah it's hard work but I lift abou-' your painfully one sided conversation is interrupted by Jeff, 'Y/n? Can I talk to you for a second?'

You're shocked into stillness, eventually nodding and awkwardly waving off the stranger who's been following you around ever since you stepped a foot into the house.

You wonder what is going on, Jeff himself not entirely sure of his next plan of action, he’s gently holding your wrist when he pulls you through the first door you two stumble across in the dark hallway. 

'What...are you okay?' You're the first to break the silence that envelopes you, his breathing hard as the music lowers in volume with the door closed.

He's looking at you intensely enough for your own breath to stutter, confusion evident in your face as your heart flutters in your chest in realisation of the close proximity in such a small space, both terrifying and exhilarating.

Has he been this close the whole time? 'I've been avoiding you.' The confession only adds to your puzzlement at the current events.

Jeff doesn't stop there, maybe seeing you for the first time in nearly two weeks is what he needed to slowly tip him over the edge, carelessness growing at having you only inches away.

‘It's because I don't trust myself around you, 's been getting harder..' the flutter in your chest turns to intense drumming, eyes searching his for confirmation of what you hope he's saying.

Jeff clarifies, tone raspy 'We don't have to do this doll. I really fucking want to but we don't have to.' '-Good god, please call me doll again' the moan that accompanies your request is confession enough for him.

'c'mere doll...' And then Jeff's lips cover yours, the moment only intensifying. He's nervous at first, but then your arms find their way around his shoulders in an instant, violent heartbeats clashing against both your ribcages.

It's a build up of months of longing, but oh my god is it worth the wait, and you want more.

But you reluctantly move away, the space between you still hardly noticeable, though the fact it suddenly exists again frustrates Jeff to no end. 'We shouldn't be doing this...' your words don't sound convincing even to yourself.

‘I don't care.' His reply is simple, and he means it, done with denying himself when you taste this fucking good, feel so right in his possessive grasp. 

He pulls you in, mouth claiming yours again, is this what you are trying to deny yourself, have denied yourself for so long? Fuck, never again, Jeff's thoughts reflect the same feelings of instant addiction.

He's surrounding all your senses, time a seemingly foreign concept as you're lifted onto the counter, his hands encased around your thighs.

Your own fingers travel with a mind of their own, one hand pulling on the soft hair at the back of his neck, the other gripping around his muscular back wanting him impossibly closer. 

'You taste like peaches' is the first coherent sentence to leave Jeff's mouth when you finally part. He stays close, thumb reaching to clean up the mess of lipgloss he ever so artistically painted across your cupid’s bow with his own.

You can't help but teasingly encase it in your mouth and bite lightly, the groan that leaves his mouth travelling straight between your thighs. In return, Jeff feels you deliciously squeeze them around his middle, the temperature rising between you.

Beyond the unlocked bathroom door the party carries on, your friends unaware of your succumb to weakness, neither of you can find it in yourself to care in the moment.

[hooned]

JELLY JELLY JELLYBEAN!!!! HELLOOO I hope you’re doing well and taking care of yourself!! As for the colour, yellow 🥺 I LOVEEE U 💛💛💛💛

JAAAY!!! MY DARLING!!!! 💙 i am, i am!!! thank you so much bb!!! you too okay,, i love you and i hope the sun shines brighter at where you are right now my love!! ✨ sending you all my sunshines and looove bb!! 🥰

yellow ;

if you could have any view from your bedroom window what would you choose?

oh ok so the other day,, i went to this site. it's a site that lets you have a peek on what a window looks like from another part of the world which is reaaally cool!!! and i happen to take a glance at the view of the ocean right outside someone's window and wow it looked serene. 🥺 at that moment, i realized. yep. this is the view i wont ever get tired of. 💙

what’s your favorite thing to do on a sunny day?

mostly, i just open my window and write stuff 🥰 when the day is so sunny and beautiful, it gives me motivation to do something productive so i write on my journal, re-write notes for my classes, i play with my brother hehe and just laugh and chill. 💙 i love sunny days so much. i love how vibrant and colorful everything is. ✨

what do you consider lucky?

oh hmm 🤔 i have never thought about this wow. when i say i got lucky, i mean i never thought this great thing will happen to me today. the universe must have woken up on the right side of fate and it's finally doing magic on my life hehe. 💙 but i don't rely on luck that much (mostly coz i am EXTREMELY unlucky) but also because i believe in hard work and effort more. ✨ but yeah. being lucky sounds vv nice as well!! 🥰

what made you smile today?

still2gether bts made me smile so so damn hard!!! the cast were so cuute playing with each other like that!! hihi 🥰 also hmm my brother and i were laughing at something dumb again this morning ;; at this point i don't even try to understand what's funny with what we're laughing about lmao. 😆 but yeah. i laughed lots today!! and it's only 2 pm. today's a good day. 💙

what makes you happy?

seeing my family and my friends smile, dogs and cats, the sea and how the waves crashing in the shore sounds, finding new music to love, surprise good news which comes out of nowhere, good food!!, watching a great new series, finishing a great series, children laughing, sunsets, etc. there are a looot of things that make me happy!!! 🥰

+ color asks 🎨

[haniehae]

usually concerts are not considered eras, but i'll let it be because honestly!!!! they always look so good in concerts so they SHOULD be considered!!!

aw man the blonde during dwc really hit differently!! love their visuals that era but i can't appreciate it anymore bc i cant listen to dwc without wanting to burn my ears LMFAO i'm not the biggest fan of edm in general and this trend in kpop has tired me out and dwc was such a hit that year it played everywhere all the time lmfao i mean i'm glad for that because it made seventeen grow so much in popularity but ughhh

no!! i'm actually a * stan. i'm not gonna tell you because there's way too few carats on tumblr right now and if i tell you who i bias it's almost like telling you who i am LMFAO although i'm not sure you know who i am because i'm not relevant on tumblr anymore, it would still be very obvious lmfao but i do love jeonghan a lot too <3

my fave era is probably pretty u because i'm still stuck in it lmfao it was my first era changing biases and it was such a GOOD era for svt too! and i love the outfits they used too! we got our carat name and our colors and blue and pink are my fave colors and they used it a lot during that comeback so i love it. as an era dwc was truly great, but as a song i don't really like it lmfao but i loved how classy they looked in clap and fear!! and i absolutely loved everything about home;run!!!! man how can one choose these things LMFAO

oh my, that's great!! i saw you finished college, so congratulations!!!!! such a nice feeling it is <3 what did you study?? i'm doing just fine, looking for a job and studying because i'm planning on going back to college... to suffer... lmfao but doing ok!

hope your week started well <3

- svt secret santa 🎅

So that mean I can guess who you are based on you bias 👀👀 interesting hahah and everyone here is relevant! Don’t think about you like this 😤! I will come for you!!

Pretty U its such a great era indeed! The mv was my fav for a long time and still is on my top5 mvs! Also love how they still perform pretty u at concerts! They must really like this song too! And the choreo is also super cuute haha!

Is impossible to have just one fav era! Like svt comes up with a new concept every time so every era is great in different ways so is even harder to choose!

Thank youuu 🥰🥰!! Its a great but still weird feeling kk 4 years suffering in college and suddenly I have nothing more to worry.. weird hahah I studied Film Production!!

Good luck on finding a job!! What do you plan on studying?? Hope you’re having a great week too!! 💕

[crying-saeyoung]

Hey there! Is it okay if I request the RFA + Saeran reacting to a autistic MC who gets sensory overload from being in public places, like stadiums or musicals? I love your head canons so much, especially the one with Saeran and Saeyoung being autistic. Love you and your blog!! (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧

if anyone wants to request some more saeyoung and saeran autistic requests, feel free cause I’m totally for getting deep into that (the last headcanon it really was just barely touched)! For this imagine, Saeyoung isn’t autistic because of the given situation I wrote, but Saeran is! None of the other members are autistic, either, just Saeran in this specific headcanon. -Green

Yoosung:

-oh b o y

-you guys don’t go out that often, but there was one movie you went to go see at the theater, Ghost in the Shell (i went to see this movie recently and I strongly recommend that if you’re autistic to be wary of this film)

-right away wam bam no thank you mam . there was a bunch of heavy flashes, and you just couldn’t take it. not really sensory overload but stick with me

-you had to excuse yourself from the theater room and get yourself something to drink and close your eyes, take a few deep breathes because the flashes just kept repeating in your head and it really really hurt your eyes and gave you the worst headache

-thankfully Yoosung figured it out pretty quick that the lights were too much for you and came to your side  

-he was actually kind of mad because he asked the ticket seller if it had too many flashing lights and he said no, but here you were in pain

-so he chewed the guy out and demanded for a refund and tickets to a new movie

-he apologized to you a lot, but by the time the Trolls title came down all you could do was laugh and kiss him

Saeyoung:

-a aa

-it really sucked because it happened in your own god damn home

-Saeyoung, while ignoring you hahaha, had music literally blasting all through the apartment, enough to have it shake

-he thought he plugged in his headphones and actually didn’t realize they were unplugged so he was acting like everything was normal

-unknown to him wow, you were sobbing on the floor and rocking yourself back and forth because you couldn’t even speak enough to tell Saeyoung to stop the music!! ! wow!!!

-the pressure of the loud music and the floors shaking made you feel like you were being torn apart and you just wanted to run out of the house but you felt like you couldn’t move

-the only reason he heard you sobbing was because his headphones were UNPLUGGED!!! W O W !

-saeyoung oh my GO D

-he takes off his headphones in worry like “wow why are you crying???” but then he understands when he. fuck i ng  takes off his headphones.

- WO WOWW!!!! AmaZING how that works…

- “OH SHIT I’M SO SORRY”

-apologies don’t stop coming out of his mouth as he quickly turns off the music

-he has no idea what to doooo

-he tries to distract you???

-tells you a bunch of depressing jokes and gets some stuffed animals and starts to start a little skit with them

-it does manage to calm you down, but now you’re laughing and sobbing

-then you just sob and stop looking at him at all 

-because the situation your in is depressing and you hate it. you hate it so much, and so does he.

-so for now, he holds you. and he wants to promise he’ll never let you go, but right now, he can’t.

-you two sob together and there’s really no happy ending here.

-wow

Jumin:

-you got a sensory overload when you were on vacation with Jumin

-Jumin had left your side at one of the parties you two were at, and it was really for a just a few minutes

-but when he left that’s when the band decided to come out and just blast music and shine neon lights from every corner in the damn room 

-you didn’t have Jumin by your side to help you or distract you, so you had nothing else to do but look for somewhere to hide

-you were shaking and crying as you decided to hide under a dinner table and rock yourself while just trying to block out the noise and hide in your legs from the flashing lights 

-you didn’t even notice how loud you yourself were being because you were so focused on trying to get all the noise ou t

-the reason Jumin found you so fast was because he heard your yelling and sobbing 

-he didn’t even think of trying to get you out from under the table. instead he crawls under and joins you, shoving you into his chest, holding you so tight and rubbing your back and hair until you calm down 

-he lets you shake and blubber around all you need, and he gets your chewlery out from your personal pocket in Jumins coat aww you fill it with all your small toys for situations like this, he always has it on him isn’t that cuute

-after you calm down a bit, he refuses to leave under the table until his guards shove the band off the stage and make the lights mellow and soft for you again 

-and he will glare at literally everyone around the table who didn’t help you and threaten to sue them 

-jumin my love no plz no  

Jaehee:

- :(

-it happens in the coffee shop

-it was just a really really busy day for you two and was really just too much for only two baristas

-Jaehee enjoys it because she thinks that the place is becoming more popular! 

-you would like to enjoy it , ,, because you are happy you two are getting popular !

-but serving the dishes and getting around all the people and all their talking is proving to be way too much for you

-what happened to the comfortable, homey atmosphere? the regulars and a few strangers sprinkled here and there?

-now there were strangers everywhere 

-you were barely able to sit the last plate down before you rushed out of the shop, running right by a regular who you knew rather well

-you actually ran a lot farther then you were intending to,, you ran all the way to the public park 

-which was a lot less public today. it was quiet and calm and let you just breathe 

-you had no idea how long you were out there, just sitting all by yourself and holding yourself before you heard a familiar little pit pat of heels 

-next thing you knew you were surrounded by a hug from Jaehee who was sobbing 

- “Babe?? omg?? are u okay?!!” 

-she was so wo r r i e d and she felt so BAD,,, 

-Jaehee actually closed the store just so she could find you after the regular told her you ran out 

-aww BABE,, you felt so bad but so special??? you knew how much those customers meant for the expansion your company 

-she reassured you that now she would open up hiring so you can relax during the busy days and never have this happen again

-and the rest of the afternoon is spent cuddling on the park bench

Zen:

-lets face it, it ain’t that hard to get a sensory overload with this guy,,,

-the crowds surrounding you because of his popularity…

-the flashes of cameras from those crowds…

-the musicals…

-to be fair, since dating you Zen has acted more mellow and less intense or light savvy musicals. He always asks the director what he plans for sounds and effects before participating in a play

-bc?? what is the point?? of acting in a musical his darling cannot watch?

-there is no point

-but the one time he doesn’t ask because he was just so excited about the role… hhhh 

-it was a live performance, so there was a lot of people there. Though you always got the special seat away from everyone else and practically just the best seat in the theater because you deserve only the best

-there’s a very dramatic part right before the intermission where Zen and another character fall to the ground, seemingly dying or smth 

-but the lights are very BAM BAM BAM!!! the white lights in the dark theater flashing so fast, people who weren’t autistic would get a headache 

-and the music… it was all made to be dramatic so there was such a heavy BOOM in it all that you could feel thunder in your chest and pulse inside you 

-Zen is actually thinking of you the whole time this is happening because you’re the closest to the stage, you would get the worst of this and oh my g o d he’s never ran so fast 

-as soon as the intermission is announced he actually jumps off the stage and runs to you to make sure you are okay 

-you’re shaking quite a bit, and once he comes near you, you push and shove at him to get away because you’re freaked out from the sudden hit of everything

-god, it feels like you can’t even see. it was such a horrible experience you can’t even cry or yell, you just need to move and run and get out

-Zen does calm you down, eventually. the intermission is a little longer than planned because Zen’s whole break was spent holding you and calming you down

-he gets pretty mad at the director for not telling him about this, or warning the audience, because that was seizure worthy. 

-when the two of you get home, expect lots of kisses and stims to be played with!!

Saeran:

-awww dang guys 

-he wanted to bring you to one of his favorite parks as a lil cute date, but it was occupied by a huge farmers market. 

-you’re already flapping your hands dude but you try to keep it at a minimum for your babe

-little do you know he’s EXACTLY the same omg you nerds

-why are you even GOING IN THE MARKET it’s such a bad idea but you two just want to have a good ti mee,,, is that too much to ask 

-i cry

-you guys are experiencing it in different ways. Saeran surprisingly isn’t having that rough of a time because he has you as a distraction from all the people and noise. 

-but u ain’t. you are crumbling apart and you’re only still on your feet because of your grip on your boyfriends hand 

-EVENTUALLY he asks “hey, how are you doing?” and you’re just kinda like “you know, not that?/? great???”

-first he thinks that it’s because of him and his heart almost BREAKS but then,,, he sees you flapping your only free hand and Saeran is just like OH BABE NO

-legit picks you up and runs out of the market 

-only stops when you tell him that OMG that’s far enough Saeran !! Aaa!?? where ARE WE,?? 

-Saeran really doesn’t care because he loves you so much and just holds your hands because he’s too scared to hug you or kiss you 

-the two of you get really quiet after that and eventually you two spend the whole day laying down in the sun in the middle of nowhere in the city , just staring at each other and giving each other hand kisses every now and then

[lavenderloverrr]

Okay so I've seen a bit of drunk Neagiri around and I was wondering could you write some drunk Saimatsu?

Yeah sure Anon!!

I’ve also been wanting to do this!! [as a guilty Neagiri shipper I’ve seen those around too!]

uuuh since you didn’t specify whether Kaede or Shuichi is the drunk one I’ll just do both since separately they both would be adorable while intoxicated.

Scenarios under the cut ! [ completely safe! ]And in paragraph style cuz they be short !

! Kaede !

The detective was merely reading through the last chapter in his novel, when suddenly a muffled hiccup could be heard from behind his dorms door. He pauses from reading, and after some thought he places the bookmark on the page he was up to. And got up to inspect the sound. And once unlocking his door Kaede dizzily came wobbling into his room. “Kaede?!” He calls in surprise. She squeals upon losing her footing and tripping over her own two feet on the way in. Shuichi instantly goes to catch her within his slender arms as she face plants against his chest at contact. “Ah! Kaede??” He asks again. Worried if she was hurt in any way. Scrunching up her nose she wraps her arms around the boys slim frame in a tight cling. Tightly gripping at her own wrist to trap the boy within her arms. “Oh~ Shuichi–” She hiccups before continuing, “You’re sooo cuute~ You know that?” She slurs, lighting swaying back within his steady grip. She leans back into his chest to nuzzle her cheek against his jacket. “Kaede? Why are you so intoxicated?” He asks her. Instantly noticing her strange behavior and liquor tinted breath. She hiccups once again before answering, “Miu…and Maki…wanted to wind down,” In saying that she slightly melted further down his chest, “So I, thought I too~ would wind up for once!” Before propping herself up onto her toes to see proper eye level with the detective. “Oh Kaede…” He whispers back. Dragging a hand down his cheek and running his fingers through his fringe. She pouts at his attitude. He seemed disappointed in her choices. But upon messing up his trademark black cap she brightens up at noticing it. She raises her hand and flicks it up using her index finger before happily lifting it off his head and placing it on her own. Smiling like an idiot and closing her eyes she asks, “So?? How does it look?” Upon being smug, she held her head up high, in a proud, playful manner. Shuichi lets out a sigh before replying, “It looks fine Kaede…” She reopens her eyes, and is finally able to see the shy detective without his cap on for once. He had a slim ahoge atop of his head also. She found herself staring at it for a brief moment. “Hm?” Shuichi mumbles, at noticing her distracted gaze. “Oh yeah…” He couldn’t help but look away from her due to his embarrassment. “I don’t usually take my cap off so my hair is a little–” He stops himself at feeling hands begin to fiddle with his dark locks. Kaede brushes through his hair with her own fingers and neatens the hair surrounding his ahoge. A visible blush appearing on his cheeks. And the warmth of his face suddenly escalating, only made him become even more embarrassed. She lowers her hands back down to her sides. “Fufu~ I knew you’d look a lot cuter without your cap on!” She recalls. Smiling happily at the blushing detective. “You should listen to my advice more often, Shuichi.” He finally reconnects his gaze with her lavender-pink eyes. “U-Uh…Kaede…” Her beautiful smile wasn’t making any of this easier for him. Her smile only seemed to grow as she fidgeted in place for a short moment. Before she worked up the liquid courage to hug him properly this time. “…” He remains silent. and wraps his own arms around her. “…I love you, Shuichi. Fufu~” She whispers into his ear. Causing his heart to melt and his entire face to go completely beet red.

! Shuichi !

Sudden loud bursts of laughter echoed throughout the halls. The sudden noise caught the two once conversing girls attention. Kaede and Maki both decided to investigate the laughter to find Kaito and Shuichi in the cafeteria with many empty bottles of intoxicating drinks spilled across the table in a messy fashion. “Shuichi??” Kaede instantly calls out. Quickly rushing to his loopy side. As Maki does the same for Kaito. “What happened?” She asks, sounding very concerned. “Heheheh…” He chuckles out before responding. “Calm down Kaede…we’re only having fun.” He lifts up the bottle in hand to take another sip but Kaede quickly snatches it out of his grip before he could do so. “How many of these have you had?” She asks, while inspecting the bottle for its alcohol level. “Only a few.” Shuichi responds. Leaning forward to rest his cheek against her stomach as she continues to read the bottle’s labels, front and back. He lazily wraps his slim arms around her waist and pulls her closer to him. To continue leaning against her torso. “Huh?” She whispers out. At the feeling of his slender arms gliding around her waist. She let him cling to her and gently places her hand to rest atop of his soft hair. But once doing so she felt something was odd. She glares back down to examine his hair much more closely this time. His surprisingly soft, dark blue locks were visible. His cap laying on the table he sat at. Kaede finds herself brushing it for a minor moment. ”Ugh…I’ll take Kaito back to his room.” Maki informs. Snapping the pianist back to reality. She nods in reply as Maki struggles to lead Kaito out of the room. She watches the pair leave in their struggle until they fell out of her sight. And at feeling Shuichi suddenly nuzzle his cheek into her upper torso she turns her attention back to him and shakes her head to get back on track and a hold of the situation once again. She places the bottle back on the table. And begins, “C’mon Shuichi. We better get you back to your dorm too.” She suggests. “Aww c‘mon Kaede–” He hiccups before continuing. “This isn’t even that big of a deal.” He coos to her sleepily. She turns her body towards him as he leans off her and supports his own body weight now. She reaches a gentle hand forward to take a better inspection of his hazy eyes but Shuichi catches her hand within his own and entwines his fingers with hers. “Uh–Shuichi–” He cuts her off. “Have I ever told you how badly I’ve wanted to hold your hand again?” He murmurs out, staring at their entwined fingers. “Huh?–” Before she could speak any further he cuts her off again and continues. “After that moment we shared in the classroom together…I never knew your hands were so soft.” He mumbles out. Still gazing over their entwined fingers. His pale toned skin against her gentle fair skin was oddly eye catching to the detective. “…” She remains quite, not really knowing what to say back to his confession. He lightly hiccups again before jolting his head up and coming into contact with her gentle lavender eyes. His expression gentles with a light smile. He slightly squints upon examining her eyes. “…You have…really pretty eyes…you know that?” He asks. Unsure if this was the alcohol talking or the detective. She decides to remain silent again. “…well, what am I talking about…you’re very pretty all over…” He hiccups again as he finally stands up. A little unstable at that. “Whoa!” He states, almost falling over. But due to Kaede sternly holding onto his hands she is able to help him regain his balance. “…Thanks.” He replies, looking slightly down to meet with her eyes. “so…are we going back to my doorm orr…??” He slurs out. Kaede finally snaps out of her daze to reply, “Yeah we better. At least you’ll be safe there.” He nods. Trying to stay stable the best he could on his own. But he wasn’t the best at holding his alcohol. He lightly rubs at his left eye, and begins walking beside Kaede towards the exit. And at stumbling a bit on the way Kaede quickly places a hand to his chest and around his waist to support him more, bringing herself closer in the process. “Be careful.” She warns. And once stabilizing him once again she carefully moves his right arm over her shoulders for him to have proper support. “Here. Use me to lean on.” She offers kindly. “…m-mm.” He nods his head. Staring down at her once again, with the same shy, kind smile. “Huh?” She murmurs, at noticing his gaze. “What is it?” She asks. “…you’re just…really…beautiful…Have I told you that before…?” He asks slowly. Along with being drunk he was also quite tired. “… well umm…” He chimes back in before she could even give him an answer. “do-do you, have a boyfriend? I’ve been meaning to ask you that for a while now Kaede…I just…never really had the chance…or the proper confidence.” He tells her. “Huh?” She responds. Her cheeks suddenly darkening at hearing him suddenly state such things. “Hmm? Oh sorry if it seems sudden…I just, really like you Kaede…I just… couldn’t find the correct words to describe it for you properly in the past…” “Huh?–” “Well? Are we going back to the dormitories or what?” He asks. “What are we doing standing around here for?” He tightly hugs her closer to him and begins walking towards the dorms with Kaede closely at his side.Huh…?

Aaa sorry!! Again this is rushed and unedited !!But I definitely feel like they’d both be really open when intoxicated!! But I feel like Kaede would be more cheerier and playful, where Shuichi would be more honest and affectionate! or just more forward in general…but anyway I gotta go it’s late and I have exams tomorrow ufbshufgshud–

[thedeadthree]

🎙 for Yelena or Liselotte!

VALE HI DEARIE! i hope your doing well and having the loveliest day/night! and thank you so much for the ask about my two girlies! 🤍

send me a "🎙 + (a muse)" and i will talk about my voice claim for them!

i was going back and forth between her voice claim sounding like either her own fc e*lla p*urnell and a*nya t*aylor j*oy and i think it may be a bit of both? thinking about it from being around her dad a lot growing up in the vault (as up until she left her only real friends were amata, jonas, and her own dad) she picked up on the british accent he had and that's reflected in her voice! so it's like this EXTREMELY faint hint of a british accent with a slight faint scratchy sound to it? that's how she sounds!

lottie's grandparents on her mothers side were from australia, and since her dad was sheriff in aurora and her mom was a prosecutor, her and her siblings spent a lot of time with them! and so with that she has an australian accent because of them! the best reference for the way her voice would sound like for me would be m*argot r*obbie! 🤍