#TODAY HAS BEEN WEIRDDDD

[bluejey]

man sometimes all you need to do is sit in silence with someone for a little while

[clumsyclifford]

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[footballxwrites]

A mason mount one where your famous and keep your pregnancy a secret and reaped a YouTube documentary about it quite long pls xxx

Looking back I wrote this more like a vlog rather than a documentary so I hope it’s alright sorry 😅x

“Right, where to begin” you sighed with a smile, sitting yourself down on your bed in front of your not so familiar setting, well not to your viewers anyways. “A lot of has happened this past year but I first of all have to apologise for the absence on the channel these last few months, everything’s been a bit hectic recently...for reasons that will become clear very soon” you spoke, noticing a grin come from your boyfriend sat beside you, struggling to keep the secret to himself any longer. “Ok so the elephant in the room, yes we’ve moved into our first ever house together and sadly left our London apartment behind as we were in need of a bigger place. But that’s just a little side note” you giggled as you heard a huff come from a very impatient man, “god I can tell your dying to let it out, so do you fancy doing the honours mr Mount”.

“Well it’s something that’s been in the works for a whole nine months...we’ve recently welcomed someone new to the family, our baby girl who is nearly a month old now” he smiled, holding up the scan photos and tests to the camera as you quickly scooted off out the room. “She is just the most perfect and precious little thing” he whispered as you came back into the room, rocking her in your arms before settling down again. “Hopefully little miss won’t be whinging throughout this, I mean she’s just been fed so fingers crossed she’ll have tired herself out and will stay asleep” you softly said, “she’s definitely worn us out” Mase laughed as you nodded sleepily.

“Anyways we just thought we’d introduce her properly today and answer a few of the common questions about pregnancy, birth and what have you” a grin formed across your lips as she shuffled in your arms, a yawn leaving her little mouth. “On the whole, I couldn’t have wished for a better pregnancy. Apart from the first trimester with all the morning sickness, I’ve loved every second of growing her and feeling her move inside me”

“We were both taken by surprise when we found out as we weren’t really trying, but we couldn’t have been more happier and were so excited to meet baby Mount from the moment I saw the word ‘positive’ on the test to the first scan” you grinned, stroking her chubby cheek, “and in all fairness she came along at the perfect time in which meant we were able to keep her our little secret. Don’t get me wrong we are sorry for keeping everything on the down low, which someone in particular found the hardest bloody part of the whole thing” you nodded towards Mason who couldn’t deny it, “yeah no I can’t keep a secret to save my life” he laughed back, knowing he’d told almost everyone in his phone book the moment yous knew.

“But anyways, we felt like this was something we could just enjoy ourselves without feeling like we have to document it all and give constant daily updates, so I hope you all understand that we were just after a bit of privacy, not meaning to sound rude” you giggled, not knowing if you phrased that the right way or not.

“Can we just talk about the pregnancy craving for a minute please because those were absolutely disgusting mate, like celery and Nutella” he faked gagged, making you screw up your face, “oh god yeah I ate some weirdddd stuff those nine months, another one being peanut butter and pickles which honestly makes me feel sick at the fact I somehow loved that”

“Well anyways I just thought now that she’s actually joined us in the world that it would be nice to just sit down and introduce her properly to everyone rather than over Instagram and what have you. So meet out beautiful, most perfect baby girl. We are loving every moment of parenthood so far...absolutely shattered if you couldn’t tell but yeah, we are just so in love and can’t wait to go on this journey now that w are a family of three” you smiled into the camera as you daughter softly snored her little head off in your arms 🤍

[imnotwolverine]

The Accidental Family - Chapter 3

Henry Cavill x OFC multi-chapter

< Chap 2 | Chap 3 Is there a handbook to this? | Chap 4 >

Disclaimer: Fluff, some strong language

Word count: 2.080

Author’s note: I had a super fun online dinner with my in-laws yesterday. Me and my boyfriend cooked all the courses and had them sent out to everyone - we had a blast! I hope all of you dear readers are doing okay; I’m sending all my love to you! And..of course another chapter of this little series ❤️

(Link to my Masterlist)

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‘Have fun tonight. And if it’s too much; take a break.’ The nurse shot Henry a warning glare before she stepped out of the door, Henry’s warm smile showing just how eager he was to send her out so he and Bee could get the house ready for the arrival of the kids.

THE KIDS. HOLY… The thought alone made his stomach jump in excitement and terror.

Clicking the door closed, he was met with the mildly worried gaze of Phoebe, her arms folded over her long sleeve shirt, long blond hair braided away from her face.

‘What?’ Henry gulped, thinking he had done something wrong.

But Phoebe just grinned, her lips curling in a smile. ‘I never thought I’d see a man this excited to learn he was the father of four kids..but here we are.’

‘Well, can’t back up now, can I?’

Phoebe let out a chuckle. ‘You bet your ass you can’t, Mr Cavill!’ But as the words escaped her lips, that all familiar agony moved over her face. ‘I mean. It’s okay, if it’s..not what you want. I mean, you can’t remember and..it’s a lot..and..’

‘Bee.’ Henry sighed. She was right to think this was a lot to take in. And he was looking at a long recovery time. Many patients changed after such a traumatic event. And even though he thought he had always wanted this, a family, it was like being hit by a train at full speed, the way he was thrown in a life he didn’t know how to live. He cleared his throat and stepped in closer, his tongue flicking over his bottom lip. ‘So, what do we do now?’

Phoebe sighed. ‘Well, they’re just here for a visit. But I thought we could make some tea and biscuits and..’

‘I’ll make the tea.’ Henry smiled.

‘Sure?’

‘That I am. Though I’m so sure on how I am to handle four kids.’

Phoebe stepped in and clasped a hand around his shoulder, squeezing it gently. ‘Two hours, that’s it. And if it’s too much, you just head upstairs and we’ll say you needed to sleep early - they’re familiar with that.’

Henry looked down at her hand on his shoulder, her fingers quickly letting go, thinking he disliked it. He took another deep breath and slowly nodded. ‘Any other..things?’

Phoebe shrugged and laughed. ‘Well. I don’t even know where to start.’

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Henry was glad he was about 4 times the size of these four little monkeys, because by the time their shoes were removed and Kal was decorated with their scarves, Henry was next in line to be welcomed by their grabby hands which clung to him like they were a pack of little Koala bears.

Henry thought he had plenty of experience with his little nephews and nieces. But this sure was different. Tumbles of dark brown curls cascaded over mischievous pairs of blue eyes, the youngest one somehow the fastest of them all as he crawled around the living room as if possessed, little knees thudding on the floorboards.

‘DADDDYYYY.’ They all screamed, tugging at his clothes and starting different stories all at the same time, their eager hands begging for his attention as their eyes lit up with excitement.

There was the eldest, Sam, a shy 4 year old boy. There were the twins. A boy and girl, Max and Piper - a rowdy bunch, now 3 years old. And the youngest, 1 year old Cole, named after his granddaddy, the same granddaddy having opted for settling down in the reading chair in the corner as he waited for the storm to pass.

‘H-hi.’ Henry breathed, looking down at the bouncing heads of his kids, his hands awkwardly brushing over their curls.

‘Daddy! Daddy! Did you see my draw-things?! I made like,’ The little girl widened her arms. ‘THIS many.’

‘OH, did you now? That’s a lot.’

‘Yea, and granny helped! And we baked cookies and..’ - ‘Daddy, I need to go peepee!!!’

And then the youngest started to cry as he failed to get the attention he wanted, his bone wrenching, shrilly cries reverberating through the suddenly much too small living room. Henry looked in panic at Phoebe and his mom, who were looking at the situation in mild shock; maybe it had been a little too rash to introduce him to ALL the kids at once. But here they were. Clinging to him like it was just another Tuesday. Four monkey babies, excited to see their dad after what seemed like a lifetime in their short little lives.  

It took another fifteen minutes to somewhat calm the children, Henry having settled on a dining room chair as he watched the four pairs of blue eyes that stared back at him. The youngest had settled on Phoebe’s lap, his head rested on her slow breathing chest, and the twins had settled on the carpet, twiddling with the long strings of the rug as they nagged yet again that they were bored.

‘But I want my toys mommm.’ Piper nagged.

Next up was the youngest, who started to cry again, making Phoebe sigh in exasperation as she bounced him on her lap, before she decided it best to take a little walk, her slim legs walking out into the hallway, leaving Henry with the other three kids and his parents.

‘Are you my daddy?’ Sam frowned, sitting on the couch next to his grandma, large blue eyes studying the strangely familiar being that was Henry. Henry gulped at the boy’s question, his lack of knowledge of these children making the situation ever the more painful.

‘I eh..’ He frowned as he heard even louder crying coming from the kitchen, Phoebe trying her best to shush the crying babe. ‘I am.’

‘So why don’t you play with us?!’ Max exclaimed, falling down on his little back, hands stretching out to poke at his sister who growled like an annoyed little tiger cub.

‘MAAXXXX. Granny he’s doing it - OUCH - GRANNYYY.’

‘You two! Calm it, or you’ll go in time-out.’

‘But daddy is being weirdddd.’ Max protested, jutting out his lip.

‘But I’m still your daddy.’ Henry said, slowly crawling from his seat to settle down on the rug as well, his eyes searching the gaze of the twins, whose eyes immediately lit up - playtime? PLAYTIME!

‘So you’re going to play with us?’

‘HORSEYYYYY.’ Piper cheered, crawling out to Henry to tug on his sweater to climb up to his back. Henry, however, was quick to stop her, before she’d accidentally tug his hair and agitate his head wound.

‘DADDyyyy.’ She cried, fighting him as he settled her back on her bum. ‘But I wanna..’

‘Piper, hey, hey. Look at me.’ Henry’s voice got ever softer, the louder she cried, until finally her blue eyes opened again and she looked at him with a big, overexaggerated pout. ‘Daddy needs a little time. He, eh, was broken, and now needs to be fixed.’

‘I can fix you!’ Sam climbed off the couch and started to search for the toy box, immediately earning the attention of the twins who quickly rushed over to get a look in the treasure box.

‘YAAAYYYYYY.’

‘We’re gonna fix DADDY!!!!’  

The three of them all picked pieces of toys, their fast little feet managing to escape Colin, Henry’s father, as the old man tried to grab for their little hands. ‘OI, young lady! Do not, I repeat; do not..-’

His pleas fell on deaf ears as the three children all went for the kill, Henry barely managing to sit up on his haunches in time to defend himself from the vicious attack of three hyperactive children.

‘OUCH.’ He gasped, feeling the familiar hurt of a piece of Lego in his skin, his mind having a difficult time to process how again he used to deal with his nephews and nieces in situations like these - then again, he had been sharp and witty then, and now he struggled with remembering the fact he has a wife now.

And kids. Don’t forget about the kids.

‘Ohhhhhkay!’ Marianne chimed with a fierce and loud voice, her hands clapping together with a sternness that made all three kids look up. ‘I think that’s enough fixing for today. How about we go have a drink and some biscuits, hmm?’

‘BISCUITSSSSSS!!!’ Piper cheered again - it was clear that the little girl was a bubbly bee. Bee. Oh damn, Henry thought, crawling up to a standing position before he followed the children that were running out into the hallway to get to the kitchen, his parents hot on his heels.

‘You can take a rest if you want.’ His mother whispered, laying a soothing hand on Henry’s shoulder before he stepped into the kitchen. His blue eyes met with the wisdom that lingered in his mom’s smile.  

‘Sorry about that, mom.’ Henry sighed quietly.

‘No, no. Our fault, remember? Besides, it takes some time before you know how to deal with this hot bunch.’ She chuckled as she looked over Henry’s broad shoulder, the children jumping up and down around the kitchen island as Phoebe made an attempt to cool them down while she also bounced Cole up on her arm.

‘Don’t worry son.’ Colin squeezed Henry’s shoulder as Marianne also slipped into the kitchen. ‘No matter what happens, we’re here for you, mkay?’ The old man winked at Henry, who slowly shook his head.

‘Man, I wish they had a manual for this kinda stuff.’

Colin laughed. ‘If only, if only.’

The two men remained in the doorway as the women managed to calm down the children, the lot of them all being placed around the kitchen table before they were treated to freshly baked biscuits and a lot of mommy love.

It didn’t take long before the two hours were up and the kids were packed up back in Marianne and Colin’s car, Henry and Phoebe waving them goodbye with heavy hearts, but happy smiles. Small clouds of nightly cold drafted from their mouths as they turned back towards the door, a certain melancholy left in the house that was now silent again.

‘Don’t you want to..go with them?’ Henry asked quietly.

Phoebe looked up at him, the two of them now crowding the door mat as she pulled the door closed. ‘I miss a lot of things, but I need to be here with you now.’ A slightly sad smile moved up her lips.

‘You sure?’

‘Yea. For better and worse, remember?’ She laughed, only to feel that her choice words were awful, her breath hiccuping as she quickly evaded his gaze. ‘Sorry. That wasn’t nice of me.’

Henry sighed. ‘Please don’t feel bad. You’re the best mom I know..or..can remember.’ He smirked a little, but Phoebe didn’t seem to be so easily consolable. ‘Bee, hey.’ Henry used his thumb to tilt her head up, their eyes meeting. ‘I don’t know if this is crazy of me to ask, but, eh…’ He cleared his throat, feeling his heart falter at the concerned stare of her penetrating blue eyes. Had he failed her? Fuck. He licked his lips, unsure of whether to proceed.

‘What?’ She finally breathed, her voice a little croaky.

‘Oh, it’s stupid silly I guess.’ Henry moved his hand to his head to scratch, only to be caught by her hand, her eyes giving him a half-amused smile.

‘I told you to stop doing that.’

‘That you did,’ Henry hesitated again, before simply blurting out: ‘would you like to go on a date with me?’

A short silence fell as Phoebe’s eyes widened in something so unreadable that Henry wasn’t sure whether she was about to scold him or break out in laughter. And how glad he was it was the latter, her lips pulling up into a most amused little chuckle. ‘What now?’

‘A..date? Wait, has that word changed in the..?’

‘No, no. Dating is a thing. And..’ She now burst out into a full fit of giggles.

‘What?’

‘Well, we never really dated. We just..’ Her eyes widened.

‘What, Bee? Don’t leave me hanging here.’

‘No, no. I mean YES! I want to go on a date with you, though, eh, no, let’s talk about this later. It’s been a long day and..’ Her words died as she sniffled again, her hand now moving up to brush carefully through his chocolate brown curls. ‘I’d love to go on a date with you.’

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Chap 4 >

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[fluffyomorashi]

Hey fluffy, is everything okay? Do you need to talk?

Idkkk idk I’m just feeling weirdddd I’m... im not totally sure what’s wrong I been this way for a few days but today it’s hitting hard and in somewhere alone in a house that makes me feel uneasy already ((it’s not a bad shady place or anything!! Just a big house that’s too spacious and silent and cold .. it just always makes me feel off idk why this house has always been strange to meeee..)) ive also had a lotta bad luck the last 3 days with my family...

*sips alcohol and whines annoyed* just keep thinking bad things too and with this damn coronavirus it’s not helping!! (Not cause of the virus it’s self- but cause of the food and toleit paper shortage and can’t go out with out mobs of people also out and traffics wild and all these Businesses are shutting down for a few weeks and now gonna be stuck home with my not so pleasant father during the  quarantine.. and ...... and honestly like 5 more personal things happening and just a lot of stresssssss)

*sips more* I’m trying not to freak out but some many things happening and idk I feel badddddddddddddddddd and sadddddddd and *drops dead on the floor* I wanna sleep for 100 hours

[notyobabygirl]

🏒I hope these 10 days go by so fast for you!! Do you have any thing planned for his birthday? I’m excited for your California trip!!! My boyfriend says things to the girls and they are always so respectful to him lol and they listen for a few days and then it’s back to square one. Like usually when he goes out of town and I’m alone. Our building has even stepped in and trespassed them from waiting outside. But I’m not kidding when I say invasive questions, a few weeks ago it’s like 6:30 in the morning, freezing I’m walking the dog half asleep, two of the girls are in this little park and they asked me “so how often do you give head to him? Is it like when he plays good or so he plays good?” LIKE IM SORRY WHAT?? fangirls are weirdddd. Like do I have to get restraining orders against them idk. But other than that minor inconvenience I’ve actually been really good!! We are in this little love bubble still & I never want it to end haha omg my boyfriend has VERY questionable facial hair currently like I HATE it but him & his teammates think it’s funny so I’m letting is slide but the other day I was on the phone with my mom telling her how I’m traumatize by how ugly it is and my mom is sitting there defending “her best friend” and he goes “see your mom thinks it’s cute! I have to keep it for a little longer” 🙄 Two of my best friends came in town today and we are going skiing this weekend!! What are you up to? ILY 💘

yay hi! so his birthday is next Thursday and hes going to lake Tahoe with like 7 of his best guy friends. he of course invited me but 1) i dont want to intrude on this boys weekend 2) i literally had him for over a month so i think he should spend time with just his friends 3) i like forget how to ski and i don't want to hold him back. so im not gunna be there for his actual bday but im going on Sunday. ill prob take him out to dinner and do something lowkey. but then the next weekend we are going to napa for valentine's day so im excited about that! and about what these girls are saying to you... OMG. that is so weird and just like gross? why are they even up at 630 stalking you? thats so sad they have absolutely nothing better to do with their lives instead of harassing you and your boyfriend. hahaha im sure your bf looks so still so cute, thats so funny your mom likes it and is defending him. and omg thats nice your best friends came into town! have any amazing time skiing lmk how everything goes love you be safe! <3

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[thismanateelovestowrite]

When Johnny helps you decide whether to go home or not

Thank you for requesting! This is actually my first Johnny request and I discovered that it was fun to write for him~ ^^ I don’t know if it shows in the end result but I felt good writing this! I hope you like this and feel free to leave feedback~ ^^

ahhh it has been so long since i did requests, it feels so weirdddd >< anyway! just a random fact: this is my 300th post on this blog! exciting! anyway, i really enjoyed writing this! bless this anon for making this request TuT

NOTE: I ended up making this a college AU~ I wrote this thinking the reader is an adult

Words: 1659

very slightly Angsty with some of my signature “really good” squeal-worthy fluff

Requested by anon ♥

You chuckled at your friend’s joke. Everyone else was laughing their asses off and you couldn’t stop smiling. You hadn’t felt that stress-free in a long time.

It was rare for all of you to be together. The past semester had been exhausting for every single one of your little squad and you hadn’t had time to meet up outside school. So, when the chance came, no one hesitated to take it. That’s how you ended up in the restaurant you were in now, drinking and catching up with each other. The new semester would start soon and you were trying to get everything out of the last few days of freedom.

“I couldn’t stop laughing that time,” one of your male friends was wiping tears from his eyes. He had told you all a story of how a lecturer had casually walked in barefooted.

“Somehow, I can see you being like that though,” one of your female friends nudged him teasingly and earned a look from him.

“Me?” he looked surprised.

“We all know how easily you forget things,” she chuckled and he snorted.

They continued arguing for a bit and the rest of you naturally started conversations with each other. It was nothing new to see the two bickering.

“Are you still with Johnny?” one of your friends asked and you smiled.

“Yeah,” you beamed. Even the mention of him was enough to make you feel happy.

“Lucky you,” your other friend said with envy. “I want to date too… Why is no one interested in me?” she pouted.

She was one of those people who had always been quite insecure about herself - for no reason - and she had had her share of short, totally unnecessary relationships.

“I know someone who is,” your friend said and leaned closer to the insecure one. “I’ll always love you babe~” she joked. She had always been like that, confident and chill.

You watched your friends with a smile on your lips. Just being around them really cheered you up.

Your phone vibrated in your jeans’ pocket. Calmly, you reached in to the pocket and pulled it out thinking it would be a text from your boyfriend.

Well, there was a text from him. He wanted to know if you wanted to have a date tomorrow. But it wasn’t the only thing there.

Mom?

With a confused frown, you opened the text your mother had sent you.

Honey, I think you should come home. I know you are about to start a new semester and you’ll get busy soon but this is very serious.

After reading the text you felt a little scared. Did you even want to know what had happened?

Your father collapsed at work. He’s in the hospital and it seems like he will have to stay there for a while… The doctors are saying it shouldn’t be too serious but I’m worried about what will happen if it turns out to be something serious… I think you should come home, dear.

Suddenly, you felt like a big stone had been placed on top of your heart. It ached in a very unpleasant way.

“_____?” a friend called your name. “Is everything okay?”

You lifted your head and looked at him with a serious expression. Everyone looked at you worriedly. “I think I should go… I… Something came up,” you said and got up from your seat.

“I’ll go with-“ you cut him off before he could finish.

“No, please don’t. You should all enjoy the evening. This is nothing serious,” you lied with the worst don’t-worry-about-me face you had ever made. “See you,” you waved to them and quickly got out of the restaurant.

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When you knocked on the door it felt like you were in a dream. Your vision was slightly blurry and you felt like you were floating. While standing there your mind went blank. Unlike on your way there, your mind was completely blank. When you had walked there you had been thinking about what you should do - should you go home which you weren’t sure you could afford now or should you stay and pray that your father would be okay - and now you just stood silently, waiting for the door to open in front of you. Eventually, after a wait that had felt like a forever, the door was opened.

Johnny’s surprised expression was the first thing you saw. Then you saw his outfit that consisted of a t-shirt and shorts - his usual hanging-out-and-relaxing outfit - and in the end your eyes found the messy apartment behind his figure.

“Don’t look there, you have no right to judge me, I wasn’t expecting you to stop by today,” he tried to block your vision and looked very serious.

You normally would have responded to that so he grew worried when you didn’t say anything and just looked at him instead.

“What’s going on?” he asked.

“What should I do?” you answered with a question.

He frowned in confusion.

“I don’t know what to do,” you said. You didn’t really feel like crying and your eyes weren’t teary but you had a lump in your throat. It made breathing and talking a little hard.

“I think you should come inside despite how messy it is because it seems like this is really serious,” he gently grabbed your hand and pulled you inside the dimly lit apartment of his. Usually he had friends over but not tonight, apparently, because the apartment was relatively silent. Sure, the TV was on in the living room but there were no loud screams or yells coming from there. With that you concluded that he had been spending the night alone.

After switching on the lights in the living room he took you to the couch he had been lounging on - you could tell from how warm the spot you sat on, was. Then he went to the kitchen and soon came back with a bottle of water. He handed the drink to you before sitting down next to you.

“Tell me everything,” he said and lifted your legs on his lap - something he liked to do.

You took an unintendedly shaky breath. “I was drinking with friends and got a message. It was from my mom. She told me that dad collapsed.”

Johnny’s expression showed worry and you took your phone out to show him the messages.

“She wants me to go home,” you told him before handing the phone to him. “And I have no idea what to do. I’m not sure if I could afford going home right now, given that I don’t have much money and the new semester is just about to start… But I’m really worried about dad…”

Johnny read the messages and gave the phone back to you.

“What if it’s something serious? Like… what if it turns out that he has only a few days to live and I won’t be able to say goodbye to him and… I don’t know… I’m scared I’ll regret it for the rest of my life if I don’t go… But I don’t have money and it’ll mess up my studies… But what if he ends up dying?”

“Listen,” he gently grabbed your hand that had been resting on your knee and looked at you in the eyes. “I’m not sure if you’re over reacting because you’re tipsy or if you are seriously that worried but I doubt it’s going to end up like that. If it was that serious, I feel like they would have discovered it earlier. So, please just breathe. You’ll be the next one to collapse if you don’t calm down.”

Just looking at him calmed you down. His expression was so comforting and the tone he spoke with was warm and comforting too. He made you feel very secure. Like everything would be okay.

“Even though I feel like it probably won’t be extremely serious, I still think you should go,” he said calmly. “Serious or not so serious, he collapsed. I think it’s better to be safe than sorry. I’m ready to pay for a part of your plane ticket if you don’t have enough money.”

“Are you sure?”

“Of course,” he smiled. “I don’t think I have enough to pay for the whole ticket but I’m more than ready to give all I have for you. And don’t worry about your studies, I’m sure everyone will understand. Besides, who cares if you miss a few of the first lectures? No one will notice. I will go in your place.”

“What about your own studies? I thought your schedule is packed next semester.”

“There’s nothing I wouldn’t do for you,” he was serious but made it sound cheesy.

“Everyone would notice that you aren’t me,” you pointed out the obvious. There was no denying that you two were quite different appearance-wise.

“I look a lot like you,” he said shamelessly.

You couldn’t help but smile.

“There it is,” he sounded pleased and smiled. “Your beautiful smile~”

“That sounded so greasy,” you chuckled while cringing.

“It was the truth though,” he smiled smugly and pecked your lips.

You just looked at him with a small smile. Once again, he had been able to change your mood completely. Just a few minutes earlier you had been really stressed and now you were smiling.

“Am I that handsome?” he asked when you just kept staring at him. “You just cannot look away?”

You just smiled.

“Really?” he looked surprised and pleased.

“You should really clean up this mess,” you teased him with the one thing he didn’t want to hear.

“_____,” he whined immediately. “Not this again.”

You chuckled. You had no intention of nagging, you just wanted to tease him.

“I swear I clean in here every day. You just happen to come here whenever I haven’t cleaned yet,” he explained.

“I know,” you laughed.

[melanchole]

hi it’s me um I can’t feel my lips or mouth or nose or cheek because I just got a dental procedure done but I’m just saying hello and checking in on u :-)) how are you today? I hope you feel better than you did yesterday 💖💖

AH poor baby i know the feeling and it always feels so weirdddd... make sure not to try and scratch the areas that are numb because you won't feel it til it wears off and it'll really hurt once it does so be careful! my day has been good haha, i just left my first class of the day and it was fun! 💞💞