#These smell sooo goooood

[tht0nesimp]

Anybody want a bite?

[tarasmithshifts]

𝐓𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐃𝐑 𝐔𝐏𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄: 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐅𝐓

𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐈𝐍 𝐃𝐑. Almost 20 years! But time for me as a vampire is diffrent (i will explain that later lmao) 𝐀𝐆𝐄: as a vampire literally from 0-20 lmao 𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐒: still single butttt we are close to something lmao

「 ✦ 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓽 𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓮𝓼 ✦ 」

hello? how are we feeling? I AM SO BACK? i'm super happy tell what happened, but everything will go super fast until cullens and I will move to forks

sooo let's get starteeeeeeeed

「 ✦ before forks ✦ 」

𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓮 - 𝓫𝓮𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓮 𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓴𝓼

1989 - i become a vampire

89-97 i learn how to live as one of the cullens

97-03 me and cullens live in mountains

2003 - we move to forks

1 9 8 9 - 2 0 0 3

so there is not much to write about, it was basically me learning and living in the mountains with the cullens. That’s when i decided to stay with the cullens as part of a family 🫶 we got to know each other etc. 😋

F O R K S

in 2003 we (finally) moved to forks! AND BEFORE WE MOVE ON:

I TOTALLY RECOMMEND SHIFTING TO TWILIGHT. THE VIBE IS E V E R Y T H I N G AND I WILL NOT DESCRIBE EVERYTHING HERE BC I JUST WANT YOU TO SHIFT THERE AND SEE YOURSELF LMAOOO

the cullens are sooooooooooo sweet and nice i'm literally DYING to see them again when i shift back there!

alice is the sweetest & nicest person on earth. i love her <3

SO

when we moved in, of course me and edward, alice, jasper ,emmet and rosalie needs to go to school, and that's when it all starts!

— ୨୧₊˚ school

it's actually pretty good there - i kept myself with the cullens, we spent whooooole days with each other and it's honestly pretty funny watching everybody from this perspective. (bella moved to forks in 2005, and i will probably skip a lot of things that are not important lmaooo). in school i "met" some of bella's future friends, and i meaaaaaaaaaan they were not giving any good vibe y'know? I JUST DON'T LIKE THEM OKAYYY

alice and edward are literally the best people on earth. THEY HELPED ME SOOO MUCH. gosh. and carlisle and esme???? the cutest oh my goooood.

actually school is pretty fun. i love going to schools in my drs (like hogwarts etc.) it's pretty fun experience!

— ୨୧₊˚ before 2005

pretty much nothing happened before 2005

HAHAHAHAHAHA SIKEEEE

ladies and gentleman, please welcome raphael pelli. bro is MAJESTIC.

basically his father is from Italy and his mother is from US, they decided to stay in USA, they lived in New York, but decided to move to forks where his mom was growing up. AND THAT'S HOW WE MET Y'ALLLLLLLLL.

and when i tell you he just freaking appeared there. literally from nowhere (i did not script how we will met, just a little bit from his backstory, just wanted to play with it and see what will happen!!!)

so one day in 2004, around may i just walked to school, as usual with edward (we were literally spending much more time with each other by then, yk, because alice was with jasper, emmet was with rosalie, we didn't want to interrupt lmao) and we saw some boys gathering around someone, when we walked pass them, i saw freaking raphael pelli. like for a milisecond. BUT WHEN I TELLL YOUUUUUU

timothee was the greatest choice for face claim i ever made LMAO

that was the first time i saw him, later i did not see him much, sometimes our eyes crossed during lunch, but that's all. BUT

yup, there is a BUT

BUT

during one of history classes he rushed in late, apologised and after few seconds of thinking he sat next to me. DUDE

and also i forgot to tell you about on thing. ABOUT SMELL. you know, it's known that vampires smell blood and shit, but i decided to do something a little bit diffrent - scripted that i do not smell just "blood" in general. for example = bella smelled like vanilla mixed with a little bit of honey. you know what i mean? i think it's better than just "a smell of blood". so,

i scripted that raphael smelled like fresh flowers on a glade. and i just sat there, in history class, thinking about that goddamn flowers. AND AFTER THE LESSON ENDED HE TURNED TO ME.

i was like "oh shit" and he went "i'm raphael" and i was still like "oh shit" so i just said "tara." BUT WHEN I TELL YOU that when i shifted i started using vivienne instead of tara. idk why, but it is soooo pretty. so i just added "but i prefer vivienne" AND GOSH

he just asked some questions like "you are living with the cullens?" (yes) "so you are also cullen?" (yes indeed) "people are talking" (people are always talking) "would you like to do the history presentation with me?" (the history teacher always gave us presentations to do in pairs, but i have always done them alone) (i always do them alone) "oh sorry" and i was like shiiiiiiiiiiiiit i fucked up, so i tried in other way (people will think you are a freak) "'why?" (no one talks to the freaky cullens. we are weird) "oh." and we just stared at each other in silence it was sooooo awkward for a second, but THEN HE SAID "i don't think you are a freak"

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH SHFKWEHFIUHWRUFIRIUGHUG

BRO. DO NOT TALK TO ME RN. IT'S THE FIRST THING I WROTE HERE WHEN I WOKE UP FROM THIS SHIFT. IM THINKING ABOUT THIS 24/7 how should i move on.

so we talked on our way out to the parking lot (as it was the last class of that day) you know, just some silly stuff, i asked him where is he from, why his famly moved here, how he finds himself here, he asked about my life before the cullens and I moved to forks, so obv i lied that we lived in canada, but we decided to move here as carlisle received a job offer. when we were outside and i saw edward waiting for me i just said bye and left it was soooooo awkward he just said "see ya" and went to his car IM SOOO MAD AT MYSELF THAT I DID NOT TALK TO HIM MORE THEN GOSH I WASTED THE POTENCIAL

so when i got back to car and edward was just standing there and was like "what was that" and i went "what?" and he went "y'know what" and i was like "oh that. he started talking to me in class, so i didn't want to be mean and continued" and he went "sure" BRO. EDWARD. STOP IT.

i can confirm that edward was first shipper here LMAOOOO

spoiler: i did the presentation with raphael. and we actually became friends? i mean we talked a lot during our classes, sometimes after, it was greattttttt AND HE SAID HE LIKES ME? and i was like bro HOOOOOLD UP. hold onnnnnnn. he sometimes even WAITED FOR ME after some classes to go with me to the parking lot etc. GOSH

in the next school year i decided to talk to him moreeee i mean i waited for that moment for so long LIKE LET US BE TOGETHER ALREADY GOD LMAO

once i sat with him and him only during lunch break, of course after that i think rosalie told carlisle about this and carlisle maybe he wasn't mad, no, he was just overprotective and was telling me "you know it will not work like that" "be careful you are still very young" and iiiiiiiiiiiii knooooooooooooow.

but i didn't stop talking to raphael hell no LMAO

— ୨୧₊˚ 2005

in january bella moves to forks, and one day when i'm waiting for edward on a parking lot after lessons and he comes back, i caan see something in him yk??? like something changed??? so i asked him "what happened?" he didn't respond and just opened the car door. "you know i can go inside your mind without you knowing right?" i laughed, AND HE LOOKED AT ME LIKE I WAS CRAZY OR SOMETHING LMAO

so he just told me about bella, and that she is diffrent than others.

after that in the evening i decided to shift back <3

it was super fun i will probably do some other posts about the cullens, AN ABOUT SOME MORE SITUATIONS ABOUT RAPHAEL!!!!!!! AND ABOUT THE MURDER BEFORE BELLA MOVED TO FORKS!!!!!!!!!! i wanted to give you this as fast as possible so so that's why there is not much in here! but bare with me lmao!!!!

[teddybeartoji]

mickeyyyyy *smiles too wide* i would love to hear ur thoughts about snow leopard hybrid!gojo if ur up for it,,,the words themselves just itched something in my brain

MOSS<333333333 i love ur smile btw I AM KINDA NEW TO HYBRIDS OKAY BUT THIS ONE IS JUST SOOOOOOO MMMMMMM also wait here is the twt art that made me lose it (everybody say thank u logan we love u logan for showing it to me) AAAAAAAAAAA IT'S SOOO FUCKING GOOOOOD HE LOOKS SOSO PERFCECT it suits him so well my brain is all mushy already

geto locking him out bc he purred too loudly fuuuuuuuuckkkkkkk he's so cute i want him. like he'd be sooooo clingy right?????? always trying to settle down in your lap always trying to get you to pet him to scratch his ears and he ALWAYSSS PURRS SOOOO LOUDLYY although i would never lock him out sugu is weak for that smh... i think he'd kind of like it when you played with his tail too?? usually felines don't like that too much but since it's you - he loves that shit. he likes to twirl it around your arm and his eyes go so big whenever that makes you laugh GOOD GODDDDDDDD look this is a full on ramble i hope something makes sense too i'm sorry for that i just🥴🥴🥴

oh my god he probably waits for you by the door when you come home, biting down on his tail just like in the picture?????? i'm kinda torn between whether he'd be good while you're gone or would he act up bc i mean it's satoru. the ultimate brat. so maybe he does scratch the couch a little or something? to show how upset he is over you leaving him at home:(((( you can't stay mad either bc c'mon look at him:((((((((((((((((((((((( god i wanna pet him sm

he probably likes to take care of you in his own way too right? like groom you? is that the word? he'd want to lick you, clean you, make sure you're all relaxed and feeling good after a long day. he's such a good boy:(((( he loves you:((((((((

oh and obviously he's super fucking clingy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean that's canon for him anyway but now even more. he always wants to drape himself in your lap, his tail curling around you like i said before too. please scratch his ears please please please:((( when you're trying to cook he's glued to your side, nuzzling into your skin - whether it's into your neck or just your back, he just wants to be close to you:(((

he also likes to nip at your skin!!!! there have been a few times where he bites down just a tad bit too hard and it drew blood but it was an accident!!!! he never wants to hurt you he felt so bad after that:(( went at sat in the corner with his tail between his legs:(((((( but you of course forgive him and coax him back to you with some belly rubs

after that he learned how to be more gentle, though. so now he often just fakes biting you just to hear you laugh or playfully scold him. when he does sink his teeth in - maybe your arm or your thigh; he always keeps eye-contact.

when you're just lazing around - reading a book, playing a video game - he's always next to you. always. maybe every once in a while he decides to take a nap, belly up, paws kind of folded and oh, he looks adorable like that. he's just a big kitty okay. btw he's always touching you. clingyclingyclingy. even when he's sleeping, he has to be touching you in some way.

SUGGESTIVE! gets upset when you come home and you have other smells on you. especially other mens' smells. maybe your co-worker hugged you goodbye or something and now his cologne sticks to your skin and satoru can't have that. he's just immediately pawing at you - begging for your attention and when you grant him that, he's jumping on you, pushing you down and licking over whereever the stench is. after he deems you clean, he just rubs himself against you - his way of marking you. you don't know that though... you just think he really missed you...... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

can hybrids go into heat............................? LOOK I'M NEW HERE OKAY I NEED TO LEARN. if they do.............. if he does............ oh boy... you need to get something to surpress those bc he will lose it. he's humping your bed, he's humping your pillow, he's sniffing your clothes. your underwear. sometimes he's pawing at your dresser, looking for more clothes but mostly his target is the dirty laundry basket....................................... everything goes when you're out....... he's gonna make a big big mess..............................................🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴 ok i think i need to stop myself here otherwise i'll really lose it........................

moss i need to hear your thoughts on this. NEEEED TO HEAR THEM. DESPERATELY NEED TO. if u know about hybrids u can teach me. i'm..... in it now......................... heheheheheh this was so fun i'm sorry it took a min love but yeah i can't wait to hear your ideas aaaaaaaaaa I LOVE YOIUUUU I HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD DAY MY BELOVED<3333

[jerzwriter]

Sweet Start

Book:              Open Heart (Post Series)

Pairing:           Ethan Ramsey x F!MC (Kaycee MacClennan)

Rating:            Teen +

Words: 1,050

Summary: Ethan and Kaycee start her 32nd birthday off with much to look forward to.

A/N: This will be leading into a big week for these two! I hope you enjoy!

Ethan x Kaycee Masterlist My Full Masterlist

The warmth of the morning beamed through the skylight and helped to nudge Kaycee awake. Snuggling against her pillow, she pulled the soft, down comforter over her shoulders and smiled. She wasn’t ready to wake up yet, but she was much happier than she typically was in the morning... especially before being caffeinated. Today was her birthday, the start of her thirty-second year. Most people believed it was the start of a vacation for her and Ethan, and they were right, of course.   But they knew they were only a few days away from so much more, and she loved sharing such a delicious secret with him.  

She dozed off again so she didn’t hear when Ethan entered their bedroom. He quietly approached the bed, holding a fine china plate with a decadent cupcake placed on top. He playfully held the plate in front of her nose, wondering if the sweet scent would wake her. When it didn’t, he had his answer. In the age-old question of what Kaycee MacClennan loved more, sleep or sweets, sleep had proven to be the victor. Nevertheless, they had a big day ahead... big days ahead... and it was time for him to wake her.

“Good Morning, birthday girl,” he sang, still standing over the bed.

With her eyes still shut tight, Kaycee broke into an adorable grin. She contemplated telling Ethan to hop back into bed; since it was her special day, he probably would have listened. But her nose picked up on the scent of the treat awaiting her, and that took precedence.

“Mmmm... do I smell something yummy,” she hummed, her eyes still shut.

“Why don’t you wake up and see?”

One eye peeked open, and when she saw the cupcake in front of her, the other quickly followed suit.

“Is this breakfast?” she asked.

“I know,” Ethan chuckled, “I usually wouldn’t approve... but... it is your birthday, and I want you to indulge in your every desire.”  

“Really,” she simpered. “Then you’re doing this all wrong.”

“I... I am?”

“Shouldn’t you be serving me that naked? I believe that’s how it happens in the movies.”

“Oh really,” he laughed. “Which movies are you referring to? Not the ones where a plumber or pizza guy will arrive any second to complete this picture?”

Kaycee jumped up, brushing her messy tresses from her face.  

“Ethan, whatever do you mean? My mind does not live in the gutter. Well, at least not this early in the day.” 

She grabbed the cupcake from the plate with the enthusiasm of a child and licked a large dollop of the icing off the top. She let out a slow groan Ethan was used to hearing in very different circumstances when the sugary concoction coated her tongue. His mind began to wander as she gently breathed, “Oooh, this is sooo goooood.”

“Hmmm,” Ethan smirked, sitting beside her on the bed. “Ironically, that was the next line in the movie I was referring to.”

“Is it?” she laughed. “So, does that mean I should expect the plumber-slash-delivery? Tell me, are they hot? Like Ryan Gossling or Margot Robbie hot? Because, if so... we could make this my bachelorette party... after all, I only have a few days left as a single woman.”

“Oh really,” he growled, suddenly not appreciating the joke he had started. “You may be a few days away from being married, but you’re not single, Dr. MacClennan!”

“Easy there, tiger,” she teased. “You started this nonsense, not me.”

She placed the cupcake on her nightstand and turned around quickly, pushing Ethan against the pillows. Her arms encircled him, squeezing so tightly that he let out a small gasp.

“All jokes aside, can you believe we’ll be married in just three days!”

“I know,” he chuckled as she squealed adorably at his side. “It’s hard to believe. It’s even harder to believe that almost no one besides us knows!”

“Hey, don’t jinx it!” She warned. “We already caved in and told our parents.”

Ethan ran his hands along the soft skin of her arms, delighting at the goosebumps that formed as his fingers traced circles over her flesh.

“That was the right move,” he insisted. “Our surprise wedding is a brilliant idea... but our parents and Naveen... I feel better not blindsiding them.”

“Me too, and not only because my mother would have killed me if she didn’t get to pick out what she would wear.”

“I’m shocked your mother hasn’t told anyone else yet. Not that she’d do it maliciously. I just figured she’d be too excited.”

“Oh, she is,” Kaycee assured. “But Dad threatened her.”

“Threatened her?” Ethan asked with a raised brow. “With what?”

“With that cruise, she’s always wanted,” Kaycee laughed. “All joking aside, I know it’s hard for her to keep this from everyone, but she knows it’s what we want. All she wants is for us to be happy, so she’ll honor our wishes.”  

“That’s good to know. Well, we have a lot on our plate in the next few days, but today’s your birthday... and it’s all about you... So, what would you like to do?”

“Oh, that’s easy,” Kaycee smiled. “You.”

“I’m sorry?” he chuckled.

“Oh, I’m not,” She bit her bottom lip as the corners of her mouth morphed into a smile, flipping over on top of him. “Are you telling me you don’t want to do me, Ethan? On my birthday of all days?”

Ethan’s eyes went dark as the playful expression on his face all but disappeared. With one quick movement, he nudged her legs apart with his knee. Surprised, Kaycee fell on top of him, giggling when she felt all the proof she needed that he wanted her as much as she wanted him pressed firmly against her lower stomach.  

“I’m glad we’re on the same page,” she teased.

“Turn the ringer off your phone,” he spoke gruffly into her ear. “You won’t want birthday calls interrupting what I have planned for you.”

Kaycee was eager to comply, reaching for her phone so quickly that she nearly fell from the bed.

“Now, what do you have in store for me, Dr. Ramsey?” she purred.

“Making sure your thirty-second year gets off to a rousing start.”

“It already has,” she whispered as his lips fell to her chest. “It already has.”

@choicesficwriterscreations @openheartfanfics

[asordidbarwere]

godddddd they smell sooo goooood goddd 😩

[sinborneties]

Before he knows it, Aries is climbing onto the vampir's bed, one hand gently pushing at Lazarus' shoulder to try and get him to roll over. "I want to see your face..."

"Myah?"

Of course Lazarus obeyed when his shoulder is pushed on, rolling himself onto his back and trilling softly. His master wanted to see his face-- but why? His eyes were hazy and his face was pink, he probably didn't look very alluring- he didn't think so anyway. But if it was what his beloved master wanted then...

"My handsome master smells sooo goooood~"

He moans and begins playing with his chest, fingers rubbing hardened nipples and squeezing the soft little mounds that had developed over the years. Lazarus could feel his hole twitching, which only made his thighs tremble. He wanted to be bred so badly-

"It's so hot master- I can't stand it-~"

Hopefully his master wasn't keeping track of his heats. This was way too early for one.

[slowwshoww]

a man on yewcheb told me that after seasoning a cast iron in the oven you should caramelize an entire onion in the pan before you use it and i don't know if that's true but it's something i do now and my house smells sooo goooood

[primedays]

Smoked cheese

Smells sooo goooood!

Gen also came over because of the smell.

燻製チーズ

超いい匂い〜😋

ゲンも匂いにつられてやって来た☆

[oflgtfol]

OUGH. CANNIBALISM MOMENTZ. the horror of eating but never feeling satisfied, hunger that never leaves regardless of what you eat !!! until you finally find relief in the worst thing possible!!! driven to animalistic violence just to fulfill this ever gnawing hunger!!!!

also the pacing in the second set is sooo good. the “something… smells… good!!” and how it directly contrasts with how normal food tastes rotten to them, like oh finally a relief. we can finally eat now. light through the clouds but with that ominous undertone due to the way the words are split across the panels and of course the sinister smile, and the fact theyre only smelling something good now after beating random people the fuck up

and then the next page, paralleling the “wet and tingly. warm and mushy” again the relief of finally finding something to sate their hunger but the mounting dread of oh no what are they going to do…

and the “it’s soup!” like eddie’s deluding himself to reality. thinking it’s normal food finally that will sate their hunger. a narrative step back out of confusion - all that dread, for soup? but then it zooms in on that guy’s face, the whites of his eyes, the horrific noises, and the final reveal - theyre eating BRAINS !!!

it’s just. ITS SO GOOOOOD. the mounting horror and dread of it all, the final OH NO moment

and the way that when eddie realizes what’s going on what exactly they’re eating, and he instantly draws back with that same horror. and the way the background is that stark black and red like the human blood and gore they’re consuming

the fear of finally becoming the monster that everyone else believed you to be, the horror of realizing the RELIEF that gave you in finally sating that soul crushing hunger that couldnt be sated by anything else. what he just did was sickening, literally nauseating, but even as he’s vomiting it back up he’s then met with the realization that they want MORE. the sheer terror in “what do you mean you want MORE?!” never fails to make my stomach drop everytime its just so. ough

[alexankles]

OwO Hoi!!~~😻 *squirms and sniffs air*👃👃❤❤ Mmm~❤❤❤ I Smell a big man~~ 🙎😻😻😍😍*notices bulge*🍆😮👀❤ Oh mai:00😮😮 someones excited;)❤❤❤ *rubs bulgey wulgey through pants*😍😍😙😙❤❤❤💓 you likey??😏😍😍UwU lemme get a taste daddy~~👅👅💦💦❤❤ *takes big bulgey wulgey out of pants and starts licking it*💦💦👅👅👄❤ OwO it smells and tastes soooo goooood!!!👃❤❤ *goes deeper*❤💓💓😛 mmmglcckglck *bites weenee a little and gets blood in mouth*😨😲😵😵💔💔 OOPSIE😣😕 :OOO IM SOWEY I DINT MEAN TO!!😢😢 *laps up blood*👅👄❤ mm tastes better than mr bulgey wulgey though...🤔*smirks and pounces you down, sitting on your face*😈❤❤ Mmm daddy your blood tastesss sooo goood~👅👅❤❤❤💓💓😍😍 *fucking bites down hard nearly ripping off bulgey wulgey*😁😁😍😙 mmm oopsie woopsie daddy,👅😙 i didnt get it in one bite:00😮😮 UwU Das okie!😊😊 Imma trwy again daddy waddy😉❤❤ OwO nom nom nom👅👄👄💓❤ *rips veins out of cock and fucking slurps like noodles*🍲🍝❤💓❤👅 MMMM DADDY SOOOO GOOOOOD😍😍😍 GIVE ME MORE PWEAAASE!!!😙😙😍😍❤❤❤ *YOU FUCKING BLEED OUT AND DIE AS SHE EATS YOUR CORPSE*😲😲😍😍😙😙 MMMM😙😙😙😍❤❤ DADDY YOUR ORGANS TASTE SOOOOOO GOOOOOOOD❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ MMMMMFFFF OH MAAII GAAAWWD😍😙😙😙 UWU OWO OWO I WUUUUV YOOOUUU AND YOW INSIDESSS UWU UWU😙😍❤😙😍💓

well... needless to say, u’v officially ruined daddy kink for me 🥲😅

[bigballerbrand]

I met gelo once and he smells sooo goooood 🤤

He looks like his cologne is A1😌 how did you meet him?

[loseyoutoloveme]

can you do a rundown/review of every song on folklore like you've done for selena? and what your current top 5 are??

considering this is officially one of my top 3 favourite albums ever i’m v happy to 😌! warning, absolutely every single song will be ranked 10/10

thank for wanting to know my thoughts :( i can’t believe anybody would volunteer to read this JDNSKSDJKDS

first of all, my top 5 is probbbbably gonna change (maybe not tho bc my lover top 5 hasn’t really changed a lot), but for now, i think it’s: august > seven > mad woman > illicit affairs > mirrorball

THE 1:

ngl my very first thought was that it reminded me of same love by macklemore skdjdskjdskjsd but not in a bad way!

literally some of the prettiest lyrics, i knew just from this song that this would top red as her best lyrically (best album in general)

honestly just rly sad and sweet and one of those songs that has such a universal sound i feel?

also the simplest song of the album lyrically (also not in a bad way, just like objectively this is the easiest subject matter on the album with the least opaque lyrics), so a really good opener

best lyrics: “we never painted by the numbers baby but we were making it count/you know the greatest loves of all time are over now” and “we were something don’t you think so/roaring twenties tossing pennies in the pool/and it my wishes came true it would’ve been you”

a cute girl, 10/10

CARDIGAN:

i was surprised by the darkish sound of this one

idk what that like clanking sound in the background is but i find it a lil distracting in the first half of the song - but if i ever find out what it is and it has some symbolic meaning/purpose for being there (i assume it does) i’ll accept it sdjknsd

i love the nostalgia that is so present in like almost every song on this album :(

also the music video is stunning and frames the entire album in the most interesting way, metaphor-wise

best lyrics: “i knew you’d linger like a tattoo kiss/knew you’d haunt all of my what-ifs/the smell of smoke would hang around this long/cause i knew everything when i was young/i knew i’d curse you for the longest time/chasin’ shadows in the grocery line/i knew you’d miss me when the thrill expired/and you’d be standing in my front porch light/and i knew you’d come back to me”

10/10

THE LAST GREAT AMERICAN DYNASTY:

love this one bc it’s like a nice lil exhale in an album filled with angst, like it’s cute and boppy without being aggressive

i’m suddenly absolutely obsessed with rebekah harkness, particularly the “bitch pack” thing and her dyeing someone’s dog green

i love taylor’s storytelling and i love how that’s always been a big part of her approach to songwriting. this is taylor at her best narration, like starlight but so much better. this is a type of songwriting that is so underused these days, esp by mainstream artists and i love so much that she has always used it and been so invested in it

the pronoun change made me screech. sooo goooood

taylor’s obv a deeply autobiographical artist which is why it’s so incredible to hear her tell OTHER people’s stories and somehow make them so her own. like i think it’s mostly the english major in me that just gets so emotional over that...... the way that other people’s stories became our own through the way we tell them......

this song is def the one that is most explicit about the album’s theme of telling stories but ones that tell something about her (and about her listeners too), by switching to personal pronouns at the end. it sets up a pattern for the rest of the album, where each song is about one thing (the actual story she’s telling) but also about a bunch of other things.

a good example of why she’s the greatest songwriter of this generation

best lyrics: “there goes the maddest woman this town has ever seen/she had a marvelous time ruining everything”

10/10

EXILE:

bon iver’s voice was a full shock to the system the first time i listened and idk why sdkjnds it is just so deep and i was not at all expecting it esp after the cuteness of tlgad

anyway these lyrics are GORGEOUS

i love a duet where the 2 singers’ lyrics are meant to be directed at each other. is there a word for that type of duet idk but it always makes a duet infinitely better

the miscommunication exemplified in the bridge...... chef’s kiss heartbreaking

out of all the songs this is the one that makes me feel the most like i am in the middle of a forest in winter. i can already picture myself listening to this song in december with the sound of a crackling fire in the background mmmmmmmm my exact vibe

best lyrics: “you’re not my homeland anymore/so who am i defending now?/you were my town, now i’m in exile seeing you out” and “i’m not your problem anymore/so who am i offending now?”

10/10

MY TEARS RICOCHET:

this chorus BRRROOOOKE ME

writing songs presumably about the masters situation and framing them as breakup songs was absolutely galaxy brain

i feel like the image of tears ricocheting has like a million layers to it and is just suuuuch a smart metaphor

also just such a visually rich song ? so is every song on the album but the metaphors of this song are all just so visual

best lyrics: “i didn’t have it in myself to go with grace/and you’re the hero flying around saving face/and if i’m dead to you why are you at the wake?” and “i can go anywhere i want/anywhere i want, just not home”

10/10

MIRRORBALL:

ok so i did like this one on first listen, i loved absolutely everything on first listen, but it didn’t hit my top 5 until like 8 listens later, so it’s def a big grower and i think could be a huge fan fav by next year

the self-awareness in her writing will never fail to amaze me

the way that life is just performing...... yeah

but it’s crazy to me that a person could be like “i’m a compulsive people pleaser and performer and i’ll do anything to get ppl to like me” and that leads to “i am a disco ball” like ???? her brain is so big. it’s such a gorgeous metaphor.... and the circus imagery AHHHHH

best lyrics: “i’m still on that tightrope/i’m still trying everything to get you laughing at me/i’m still a believer but i don’t know why/i’ve never been a natural, all i do is try try try/i’m still on that trapeze/i’m still trying everything to keep you looking at me” and “i can change everything about me to fit in”

10000/10

SEVEN:

this one simply rips my heart out

at first i was like oh this is so weird and then the chorus just would not leave my head

for me personally, nostalgia is literally 90% of my personality and just for so many personal reasons the thought of childhood ending and all of the growing pains that come along with that have been at the forefront of my psyche for the past year. so it just kills me whenever i find a song like this one and it kills me that taylor specifically has several songs about this topic and this is 100000% the best of them all. like it’s the most beautiful experience to have your thoughts and feelings and fears expressed so perfectly by a total stranger, and that’s rly what art is about and i love taylor for doing that for me and millions of other people

i just feel like this song brings up so many vivid beautiful memories of childhood for so many people, like being outside in the summer and screaming and being free. ugh

the pause after “i hit my peak at seven” before completing the phrase........ OOOOOOOOOF IT HITS TOO HARD

and sound-wise, just so off-beat and cool and unique

best lyrics: “i hit my peek at seven/feet in the swing across the creek” and “are there still beautiful things?” and “love you to the moon and to saturn/passed down like folk songs/the love lasts so long” and “before i learned civility/i used to scream ferociously/any time i wanted”

100000000000/10

AUGUST:

i knew immediately that this would be my favourite tbh like i could sense it the second it began

i wrote my first impression thoughts in my journal and you can tell the exact moment i got to the bridge bc i just started screaming sdnjksdkjsdn

i would 100% get a tattoo that said “to live for the hope of it all”

everything about this song is LITERALLY flawless like i have.......no notes......no thoughts.......it’s just an absolutely perfect song

best lyrics: “back when we were still changing for the better/wanting for was enough/for me it was enough/to live for the hope of it all" and “august sipped away like a bottle of wine/cause you were never mine”

100000000000000000000000000/10

THIS IS ME TRYING:

this song is rly good but i keep forgetting it exists omg :/ once i learn all of the lyrics i’ll appreciate her more

the strings are gorgeous

i was rly surprised that this one was done with jack instead of aaron just bc the bridge of this sounds SOOOO the national

these lyrics could be interpreted in so many different ways depending on the listener’s experiences and that’s beautiful

best lyrics: “i was so ahead of the curve/the curve became a sphere/fell behind all my classmates and i ended up here” and “it’s hard to be at a party when i feel like an open wound/it’s hard to be anywhere these days when all i want is you/you’re a flashback in a film reel on the one screen in my town”

10/10

ILLICIT AFFAIRS:

that soft high note on “down,” “stop,” etc is sooooo nice

i don’t have many thoughts on it, it’s just so soft, SOOOOOO gorgeous instrumentally and lyrically

best lyrics: “it’s born from just one single glance/but it dies and it dies and it dies/a million little times” and “don’t call me kid, don’t call me baby/look at this godforsaken mess that you made me/you showed me colours you know i can’t see with anyone else” and “you taught me a secret language i can’t speak with anyone else/and you know damn well/for you i would ruin myself/a million little times”

100000/10

INVISIBLE STRING:

like i said about tlgad, this is a nice little break from all the angst and pain and anger sdnjksdnskjsd just a sweet little break to remind u there are good things in the world too. so placed really well in the tracklist imo

super super super super cute chorus

so many pretty melodies

absolutely an autumn song btw

best lyrics: “time, mystical time/cutting me open, then healing me fine”

10/10

MAD WOMAN:

i literally lost my mind listening to this for the first time

i have such a thing for scorned women anthems like i will immediately love it whatever it is

the pure rage when she says “cause you took everything from me” gives me full body chills

it is just so eerie and haunting and perfect

best lyrics: “women like hunting witches too/doing your dirtiest work for you/it’s obvious that wanting me dead/has really brought you two together” and “every time you call me crazy i get more crazy/what about that?” and “good wives always know/she should be mad, should be scathing like me/but no one like a man woman”

1000000/10

EPIPHANY:

i find this one so hard to listen to but it’s absolutely beautiful and devastating and so heavily relevant for i think the whole world rn

the heart monitor and the trumpets tying both of the topics in together is so genius and so heartbreaking

i think will be the sygb of folklore where it makes everybody cry so much that it becomes a skip despite being a beautiful song

best lyrics: “something med school did not cover/someone’s daughter, someone’s mother” and “some things you just can’t speak about”

10/10

BETTY:

first of all THE HARMONICA

this made me so happy bc it’s just so debut and so fearless and it made me SOOOOO nostalgic on my first listen, because it really felt to me like i was getting to listen to a song from debut or fearless for the very first time again

it’s just so sweet and cute and simple and yet another very self-aware moment of looking back to her past material/subject matter

best lyrics: “would you have me? would you want me?/would you tell me to go fuck myself/or lead me to the garden?” and “i’m only seventeen, i don’t know anything/but i know i miss you”

10/10

PEACE:

the bass at the beginning is soooooo nice

this miiiiiight be the strongest song on the album lyrics-wise but idk yet

not much to say, it’s just so gorgeous

best lyrics: “i’m a fire and i’ll keep your brittle heart warm/if your cascade ocean wave blues come/all these people think love’s for show/but i would die for you in secret” and “would it be enough if i could never give you peace?” and “i talk shit with my friends, it’s like i’m wasting your honour”

10/10

HOAX:

i have a feeling this one will be underrated/underappreciated bc it’s just simple and dark and the last song, but this is....... a lyrical masterpiece

i feel like i need to be playing this on vinyl with all of the lights off and just a candle burning yknow, like there’s just something so dark and ancient about it

best lyrics: “my winless fight/this has frozen my ground” and “your faithless love’s the only hoax i believe in/don’t want no other shade of blue but you/no other sadness in the world would do” and “you knew it still hurt underneath my scars/from when they pulled me apart/but what you did was just as dark/darling this was just as hard”

10/10

OVERALL: 10000000000/10 literally one of the best albums i have ever heard and (while i wouldn’t put it past her to top it) absolutely the best work of her career. so complex and layered and emotional and painful and genuine and different. not to get ahead of myself but this is/should be considered her blue, her rumours, her abbey road....... god. can’t wait to listen to this album for the rest of my life and play it for my future children and just watch it live on as the greatest work of one of the most important artists of the 21st century

[tierthree]

Can I get uhh continuation to that movie date👀👀I've been thirsting hard for Billy Loomis too much

a/n: sorry this took so long i got really into the goddamn exposition

word count: 2099

nsfw under cut !

After the impromptu handjob at the movie theatre, you and Billy had grown considerably closer, as you would expect. This hadn’t gone unnoticed by your friends and classmates, Tatum especially.

She slides a scrap of paper across the desk and, when you open it, you find a note asking for all the ‘juicy details’ of your date. You scowl at her, though there’s a cheeky glint in your eyes that clues her in a little to what really went on. However, maths class wasn’t the time or place to discuss this, so you crumple the paper in your fist and make a mental note to throw it out when you get the chance.

As soon as the bell rings, Tatum is by your side and grabbing your arm excitedly.

“Sooo, come on, tell me everything! I need to know,” she insists, shaking you like a rag doll. You can’t fight the grin that spreads across your face and a blush threatens to creep up your cheeks.

“Well, you know… we went to go see that movie, but, uh…”

“Lemme guess,” Tatum fills in for you, a mischievous expression overtaking her features, “you were too busy doing this -” She makes an obscene gesture and you laugh and swat her - “to pay attention to the movie?”

“…That’s the long and short of it, yeah.”

Now placated, Tatum doesn’t pester you for any more details, instead giggling at how flustered you seem.

The two of you make your way to the canteen to grab some shitty food before making your way to the spot on the front lawn where you and the usual suspects - Sidney, Billy, Stu, and Randy - sit normally. Tatum plops herself next to Stu, who immediately has his hands all over her, whilst you hover awkwardly until Billy has the decency to offer you a seat.

“Hi,” he greets you, his hand ghosting your thigh. You smile at him and take it, squeezing it. Too forward? He doesn’t pull away. Stu immediately clocks this.

“Ooooh, Bill-ay!” he teases, a mocking simper on his face. Billy scowls and Stu immediately goes on the defensive, holding his hands up in surrender. Tatum is giggling, but also pulling at his arm to try and stop him from getting into a fight he won’t win with his friend.

“Shut it, Stu,” Billy grumbles. His grip on your hand tightens as he tries to clench his fists and seems to notice that he’s still holding you, his eyes widening.

Stu gets the message and lays off, leaning back into Tatum’s arms and making her complain about how he’s too heavy. The subject of the nature of yours and Billy’s relationship is momentarily forgotten.

“Oh, yeah, uh, I was thinking of having a party tonight. Not a big one, but we can just, y’know, hang out and watch movies,” he suggests, and Sidney rolls her eyes.

“We’re not watching Halloween again,” Sidney sighs. That’s the voice of a girl who’s tired of seeing JLC’s face. Stu rolls his eyes; he’ll probably end up sticking the VHS in at some point anyway, regardless of what Sid thinks of horror flicks.

“Well, are you guys up for it?”

You all agree to a time and Tatum assures you and Sidney that she can convince Dewey to drop you guys off. With the plans for the evening set, you part ways when the bell for next lesson rings. You don’t notice Billy watching you leave.

The rest of the day drags, the knowledge of your evening’s schedule making you itch to leave. Finally, when it comes to eight p.m., Dewey drops you, Sidney, and Tatum off in front of Stu’s parents’ house - which is a veritable mansion by comparison to your own home -, though not before giving his sister a lecture on staying safe. She rolls her eyes and waves him off as the three of you enter the house and are immediately greeted by the host.

“Goooood evening!” Stu hoots, cramming a fistful of popcorn into his mouth before beckoning you into the living room.

Billy slouches on the sofa as he stares blankly into space, though he sits up a little straighter when he sees you come in. Randy is by the TV, rewinding a tape with a pencil. He beams at the three of you, greeting you excitedly, whilst Billy just nods at you in acknowledgement. You take a seat next to him and bagsy the comfiest spot on the sofa and Tatum and Sidney squeeze next to you. Seeing his opportunity to continue as the clown of the group, Stu plonks himself in Sidney’s lap, laughing raucously as she tries to push him off.

“Stu!” she squeals.

He grins, draws out the moment a bit longer, and then gets up, moving some of the furniture around so that everyone in the group can sit comfortably. He’s brought out one of those blow-up chairs which he sits on like a throne.

Once Randy has successfully wound the VHS back to the start, he slots it into the player and the familiar opening of ‘A Nightmare on Elm Street’ shows on the screen. He takes a seat and you find yourself pressed against Billy. You weren’t sure if either of you could make it through this movie without a repeat of the date you’d had. You swallow thickly. A pair of brown eyes search your own and a flush makes its way to your cheeks.

“How’ve you been?” he asks quietly, gritting his teeth when Stu throws a popcorn kernel at his head. He whips his head around to glare at him. “You’ve seen this movie at least twenty times!”

“Twenty-two, actually!”

You barely suppress your laughter. The two of you would just have to wait a little.

A gasp escapes you as Billy snakes an arm around your shoulders, then trails it down your body restlessly to give your thigh a squeeze. He wasn’t going to do that in front of your friends, was he? But he leaves his hand there.

Once the movie finished, with Sidney begrudgingly paying attention, Randy commentating, and the rest of you trying your hardest to concentrate, Billy looks at you, then jerks his head in the direction of the stairs. Is he…?

Without a word, he stands and stretches, then makes his way upstairs. You follow him completely unthinkingly and unaware of the eyes on your back. Tatum, of course, knows, but she says nothing. The room is filled with the sounds of Randy ranting about Freddy Krueger and Stu offering to make some more popcorn as you leave. You feel as though you’re carried by some unknown force up the stairs and the ajar wooden door in front of you is inviting.

“Billy…?” you call softly, peering around the door. He’s sat on the edge of Stu’s parents bed. It’s a little… uncomfortable to mess around in their bedroom, with the floral sheets and the unmistakable smell of your friend’s mother’s perfume, but you have no better options.

“Hey,” he murmurs, his face curling devilishly and his dark eyes glinting. “You alright?”

Nodding, you venture over to the bed and tentatively perch yourself next to him, immediately to be greeted with Billy’s hand on your thigh again, though his touch is more forceful this time. He’s tired of holding off.

You turn to him and your lips crash together in a messy, desperate union. Your moans are muffled in each other’s mouths which you’re quite thankful for; you don’t want any more teasing from your friends downstairs. Eventually, they all dissipate from your thoughts, with your lust and Billy’s being the only things on your mind.

When you pull away for breath, Billy manages to say one thing before he pins you to the mattress: “I’ve waited a long time for this.”

His hands tug at the hem of your shirt insistently as he pulls it over your head and ducks his face down to your chest, meanly nipping at your hardening nipples and eliciting a surprised yelp from you. This spurs him on; his teeth are soon at your neck and, despite your weak protests, he leaves a purple hickey for everyone to see.

“Wh-What’s everyone gonna say when they - ah - see that?” you whimper between gasps and moans. He just grins at you like the cat that got the cream. He doesn’t allow you the satisfaction of an answer, seeking it in other ways - like by unbuttoning your pants and shoving his hand into the warmth between your thighs, your skin prevented from touching by a thin layer of cotton. You squirm and rock against his palm and he sucks in a breath through his teeth. His own jeans are painfully tight. There’s something about watching you come undone underneath him that’s so incredibly right.

His own clothes are soon to follow yours, slapping your hands away when you try to help him; he wants you to watch as he shucks his trousers off and slowly, slowly peels his boxers off, his cock immediately springing to attention. He’s well-groomed and a length that’s appealing and not too intimidating - maybe five inches? Your mouth waters at the sight.

“See something you like?” he purrs and you drape an arm across your face in embarrassment, which he soon removes firmly. “Nuh uh, I wanna see you.”

He discards your pants on the floor and slides your underwear down. Once it’s down to your ankles, he presses a finger to your cunt and withdraws it to see the glistening strand of slick clinging to it.

“You’re that wet already?”

“C’mon, Billy, don’t tease,” you whine, writhing your hips needily.

He momentarily takes in the situation before he slides between your legs, his ruddy head leaking precum and pressing against your clit tantalisingly; then, he adjusts and eases his way inside. The both of you moan.

“Holy shit, you’re tight,” Billy grunts through gritted teeth as your walls clench around him. You can’t respond; you’re too focused on the sensation of him stretching you out. Your hands are around his shoulders, digging your nails into his back when he moves after what seems to be a lifetime.

His hair flops in front of his face, which is misted with sweat, and he groans at every thrust. His eyes are completely focused on you - your expression, your flushed cheeks, your parted lips - as you grind your hips to meet his thrusts, setting a steady pace. His balls slap against your exposed skin and the room feels twenty degrees warmer. You squirm beneath him.

He leans in for another kiss that is eagerly reciprocated, so eagerly that your teeth clack and you’re both drooling but you’re so taken that neither of you care. It’s at this point that he reaches a hand between your bodies and presses a digit to your needy clit. Your own hand could never feel that good. He seems to know what he’s doing; he draws circles on the bundle of nerves and strokes it up and down, making your toes curl and your cunt flutter, in turn sending him into a frenzy. His thrusts pick up speed and all you can do is hang onto him desperately, tears welling in your eyes as he slams into you over and over and rubs your clit.

“B-Biily, I-” you stammer, and whilst the words don’t come, you do, with your mouth hanging agape and your whole body contracting. Your eyes roll back and in your moment of euphoria you vaguely acknowledge a breathy gasp from Billy. He says something strangled that you can’t make out. His grip has moved down to your hips, his bitten nails leaving crescent moons in the plush flesh, and he’s fucking into you like a jackrabbit. As you’re coming down, he reaches his peak, spurred on by the clenching of your insides, and a warmth spreads within you before he flops on top of you and lets his softening cock slip out. You’re both gasping for air and you blink away the blur in your vision. Gently, you rest a hand on his head, trailing your fingers through the slick hair.

“That was amazing,” you breathe.

“I know,” he crowed, “You squirted.”

If possible, your cheeks flush redder and you turn your gaze from his to the cream ceiling. The two of you lapse back into silence.

“What’re we gonna do about Stu’s parent’s bed?” is what Billy uses to eventually break the stillness. You finally register the cooling patch of wetness on the sheets and groan.

“Just shut up and hold me.”

[elitefourkylewantstobattle]

Get to know me!

I got tagged in a goshdarn thing by the awesome @thisdaywasfun ! Go give him some love! ^-^

Name: Kyle

Nickname: Grumpy (it's very ironic)

Gender: Male

Height: 5′10

Middle Name: Don't even have one... 

Hogwarts House: RAVENCLAW REPRESENT

Average Hours Spent Sleeping: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Dogs or Cats: Cats are okay... But have you seen doggos??

Dream Trip: A sunny place but not too hot. So probably a city break into Europe somewhere! I'll be cafe hopping like a motherfucker!

Put your iTunes Spotify on shuffle. First 6 songs!                                 

Memories - Panic! At The Disco (OMF NOSTALGIA)

That Man - Caro Emerald

Carry On - Avenged Sevenfold

Filthy Rotten Scoundrel - Deaf Havana (NOSTALGIA)

Girls & Boys - Good Charlotte (Fucking hell, nostalgia trip)

Whatsername - Green Day (I am so happy with this.)

Grab the book nearest you and turn to page 23. What’s line 17?

"What happened was he caught her shoplifting deodorant. The quid pro quo they'd agreed on had been fairly straightforward and unsurprising; she gave him oral sex, he let her go." Sleeping Beauties - Stephen King + Owen King. This probably isn't the best insight into my reading... it's a horror book, I swear.

Ever had a poem or song written about you? I don't think so... someone write me a poem and you'll be my favourite person ever

Who is your celebrity crush? Tyler Hoechlin, Chris Evans, Tom Hardy, Henry Caville, I used to have a thing for Hugh Jackman before he became a veiny cloud...

What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

I love crisp sounds like shutting certain containers and fridges. I also love the sound of certain words... Bubbly, thrust, chunk, moist. MOIST.

Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

Ghosts are a difficult thing to prove... weird shit happens but it can't be proven or disproven... it just IS... but I doubt it. I'm not religious so souls and all that don't really seem legitimate for me.

Aliens are a definite yes. Come on, guys. We can't be this fucking self centred that we don't believe in life in any other part of the known (and unknown) than Earth. Like seriously.

Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? I'm learning now! Three lessons in and I haven't even stalled! WOOP WOOP!

What was the last book you read? Stephen King's IT

Do you like the smell of gasoline? NOPE. The smell of coffee shops though. Yes.

What was the last movie you saw? 

CREEP 2. It was okay... I guess...

What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

Broken my collar bone! I was being chased by a girl proportionally much larger than myself... I fell... she fell on top of me... *CRACK*

Do you have any obsessions right now?

Unofficial Pokémon fan-games. Give them all to me. ALL OF THEM. ALL SUGGESTIONS CONSIDERED!

Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

I don't forget being hurt but I don't like making people suffer. If I can see they aren't sorry then it's BYE. Chuck them out, close the door, don't just let them keep shitting on your kitchen floor! NO NEED FOR NEGATIVITY IN LIFE.

In a relationship? 

YES! With my lovely bf Rob! We make food together and play Shovel Knight and Diablo. We also binge Ru Paul It's sooo goooood.

When I made this account?:

I think it was like 4 years ago... no idea though... time is an illusion, you fuck

Number of Followers:

As of right now I'm at 2,624!

I'm gonna tag: @flannelsnskunks, @colbycub, @flyfella, @rahmixx, @let-them-eat-cake-cake-cake-cake, @traviskduran! Anyone else can feel free to do it too! ^-^

[roxanneleise]

The Sunday Currently | 01

Anddddddddddd we’re back at it again, at the first TSC of this blog, grabeeee it’s been years yata since the last time na nag write ako about TSC sooo, im just going to label this one as “The Sunday Currently | 01″ HAHAHAHHA. I’m not really sure if it’s the 79th or the 80th day of quarantine, but starting tomorrow selected areas na lang ang under ecq, which is super nakakakaba. Anyways, how’s your sunday? What did you do today, It’s currently 11:19PM as im typing this and im hellaaaa bored, it’s been 3 freaking months since i last stepped outside (grabe naman yon 😢) I supeeeer miss being outside. But i know this pandemic will end soon, in Jesus name. 

Reading: 💭 nothing actually (please dm me on instagram for some book suggestions, im not a fan of novels though, im more of a poetry book type of person)

Writing: this week’s blog entry for The Sunday Currently andddd writing some drafts for my upcoming blogcposts!!! super dami kong life hacks na ishe-share, watch out for thattt!! 🙈

Listening: Leeland - Way Maker *super in love with this song especially this quarantine, super nakakalift-up ng mood*

Thinking: About how am i going to finish all my requirements due this week grabeeee crammming is real!!

Smelling: Agave Papaya Sunset Lotion by Bath & Body Works (super bangoooooo)

Hoping: for good grades this sem and praying that this pandemic will end soon.

Wearing: black tank top and red shorts Hahahha 😂

Loving: listening to Pastor Steven Furtick’s sermons  ❤️

Needing: more food, kagutom eh hahaha 

PS: As i have mentioned this is not my first The Sunday Currently but if you’re interested in some of my old TSC the link is below, those are posted on my old Blogs that i no longer use.

https://01290111.tumblr.com/post/148203755520/the-sunday-currently-01-goooood-morning-guys

https://01290111.tumblr.com/post/151875952260/the-sunday-currently-02

https://01290111.tumblr.com/post/152812315375/the-sunday-currently-03

[annyeonghaseyo123]

#SEAGAMES2017 Grand Opening Ceremony

IT.WAS.AMAZING :D

Haha!

So today I got back at 12AM from the SEA Games 2017 Grand Opening Ceremony. It’s a pretty cool event because many countries were present, and Malaysia was hella cool this time. I was so in love with everything, although at some point I did get a lil’ grumpy ;P

Basically, this is how the ceremony looks like. (SOURCE: @kimbobby9521 from Twitter <3)

That’s from twitter lol. But yeah anyways, it’s beautiful, ammirite? I saw the monitor and during the performances it looked really beautiful and everything.

But being there makes it even more special. We’re a part of the team, we cheered for every performance and overall it was just mesmerising.. :)

It took a lot of effort though just to be on those seats, so I’ll start from the beginning! (Okay, this will be so tiring to tell lol)

PART 1 - At home

So we planned on going at 4PM, my dad, sister, nephew and I...I prepared a lot for this. We had our fans, cap, wet tissues, jacket, ponchos, and even some food for my nephew. I sort of knew he’ll get tired so everything must be prepared early. (And thank god for that) We couldn’t leave the house because my younger nephews wanted to follow us and one of them was already crying. And it was so tricky, I mean, we couldn’t just leave. No wayyyy my mom will go crazy lol. So we took ourselves to 7Eleven (except my dad he had to go and print the tickets) and bought snacks and mineral water for the event. The younger nephews bought themselves ice cream and immediately they calmed down. Seeing how they weren’t making a fuss, we took our leave there and went to where dad is. I left my snacks at 7E so my mom had to drive to meet me. The kids looked so relaxed with their ice creams lol. I guess my mom wasn’t in trouble after all. 

PART 2 - LRT station

We drove to the LRT station, at first we thought like why not at Sungai Besi. Since it was only one station away. But we were soooo unlucky. The parking spots were full and one car was ahead of us so it got the only one parking. So that sucks. Anyway, we drove to the second nearest stop; TBS. And there were heaps of parking there, for the whole day it was RM3 so it ain’t a bad deal. We thought the parking (which was at another building) was impossible to go to LRT TBS station. We almost called uber lol. But the guard told us it was pretty easy to head there. Just walk behind a few walls and were there. Yay! So many people were there like omg. Sadly, someone is selling KL2017 t-shirts. It’s not an official shirt. Idk, I kind of want people to support official items. So much effort was put into this y’know. So my dad just chit chats with them, and we didn’t buy them. We used out touch’n’go cards and waited in line. So when the LRT arrived, it was soooooooo crowded! Ah! Just the thought of it pains meeee. Like why does it has to be so crowded like being stuck in a tuna can. LOL. Idk how to explain this, but the moment it arrived, people were pushing and we managed to get inside but it was NOT the most comfortable thing. My nephew was like the tiny kid there and he seemed so confused lol. I was unconsciously holding onto this stranger girl shoulders and she seemed to be feeling disturbed by me lol I’m sorry I didn’t know what to grab onto! And my feet wasn’t even touching the ground. Like... there is NO room at all. Worst part is, the LRT kept braking so suddenly. Even made noise when it stopped like there was a freaking cat crossing the road lol jk. My nephew seemed to be companied since there’s this uncle who was making funny faces at him. My sis was holding onto my shoulders since she had nothing near to grab onto. And my dad, well, he was somewhere lol. Once we got out of the train, which was fairly quick (two stations away) so many people are queueing for the exit and thank god we used touch’n’go. My queue line was pretty quick so I had to wait for them outside. And outside is beautiful.

PART 3- Pre-ceremony

So we took some time at the ground near the stadium. It was pretty much crowded and busy. So many people were taking pictures, selfies and even wefies. There were also people selling headbands, shirts, finger arrows and of course...food! Of course, we had to take pictures as well. ;) So we took so many of them, as long as the background looks good. After that, we walked upstair to the queue section. We were gate D because we expected it was the nearest to the train station. But my dad was wrong, or maybe the map changed. Sooo we had to..walk....soooo..far. I guess it was worth it because this small woman called us for the quick lane (children and elderly) and we got inside quickly. Of course, my dad is the one who is happy lol. I told my dad how his new white hair is making everything more easy for us since before this his grey hair was dyed. The sensor was pretty cool, the security was cool. And I guess the scanning ticket was amazing. I’m just surprised how dedicated every one of their workers were because they were all so active and participated. None of them looked bored, they were always pointing at something or somewhere to help lead us the way. And the police were also being responsible as well. They even got a horse-just in case. :P Once we got inside, we tried to find the best seat at the highest place we could find. Which means, MORE STAIRS. It was already tiring enough. When we got the spot we wanted, I guess we got greedy and tried to find a better spot. Sadly, we ended up at a seat that had a gate blocking our view. Which sucks cus we arrived kinda early. When my sis told us all to move over to the left. I got a bit upset because the view was already bad enough. She said don’t be selfish. I’m not saying she was wrong, but the situation wasn’t the best solution. 

PART 4- The ceremony

After my grumpy mood died down due to the seat situation. The ceremony had started and I got back onto my feet again. Yay! It started with the school bands, and later angkatan tentera band. When the mascot came in, I really loved it! They were so cute! There were the athletes from each country walk, and singers (someone laser the singer ugh!), and the mc Aznil Nawawi was being his awesome self. I think the ceremony best part is the choreography. It was synchronized and proper. Everyone seemed to practice a lot and we appreciate that. And then, the lighting. Soooo goooood. Like there’s this LED tablet on the upper floors and it was in front of our seats as well. Basically, it’s mad nice. The system lighting was amazing. There were some performances where they used the lighting for the stage and the LED tablets and it felt like the movement was real. It’s so hard to explain haha! But anyways, everything was amazing lah. 

PART 5- Home!

So my nephew was already tired. Lol. We decided to go home early. And since we were so kind (my sis lol) to give up our seats for those who didn’t have them. Everyone was kind enough to us and stood up, letting us walk our way out. Which was really honestly heart touching. When we were on our way to the LRT station (we walk so fast haha) the fireworks played and it felt almost like they were made for us. I recorded the whole thing, my face looks so tired lol. When we arrived to the station. So many people were already queueing. Luckily, we got a seat and I was sweating like crazy. I probably smelled. And I hated it so much much. Luckily, it was only two stations away. I felt so happy to be in the carrr. We went to the mamak and ate naan cheese. Now I’m at home and happy to be in my bed.

So that’s it! Overall, today is 3.8/5 I loved it all. It only spoiled a bit when we changed seats to the gate. I really got into a bad mood because of it. But at least people returned our favor with gratitude. :) Will I ever go again? Probably not! lol It’s really tiring. Everyone keeps pushing us around. And even though people helped us, I still feel like there should be more around in our bags. I guess that was the biggest drawback, not enough water. My verdict it, I’m proud to be a Malaysia and witness such a beautiful ceremony for the SEA games. MALAYSIA <3

x CherryJean

I will update pictures tomorrow. I’m really tired!