#Today I had a very unproductive doctors appointment and I couldn’t even defend myself because I knew if I spoke I would just cry harder >:( | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

verycluelesscreature · 2 years

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Don’t you just love it when you’re incredibly uncomfortable, socially awkward, and anxious. So then your body is like “okay, I know how to fix this. Let’s cry right now!” Like crying during a conversation isn’t even more embarrassinggg, awkward, and uncomfortable!!?!

#This has happened to me so many times and I thought I would grow out of it but apparently not.#Today I had a very unproductive doctors appointment and I couldn’t even defend myself because I knew if I spoke I would just cry harder >:(#In my defense he was completely dismissive of my symptoms and told me I should have been seen sooner if I wanted better care.#I told him that this was the soonest available appointment and he then told me I should have just kept calling and that it’s all my fault.#So obviously my eyes wouldn’t stop watering as he is raising his voice and blaming me for everything.#But still it’s so embarrassing! Can someone please tell my body that crying when uncomfortable doesn’t solve anything!!!#personal ramblings

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