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everyothermouse · 10 months
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anothermouse · 1 year
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(vent) when I had maladaptive daydreaming issues, I’d wake up in the morning daydreaming, I’d think about my characters all morning and work on my story playlists, and it wouldn’t stop when I got to school, it was just being one (and sometimes two) foot in my head at all times. I’d go to the kitchen and get stuck pacing lost in my head and wouldn’t eat. I’d lay awake in bed for hours thinking about them. My biggest core hobby was art and I only learned it to draw the characters from my daydreams. I had a serious problem, and I miss it so, so much.
#Fuck man. I miss being in love with something so dearly#I feel empty without it. I have friends now and I get to sleep most nights and I can eat breakfast most mornings#my mental health is better I have new interests and I know myself better! So why do I miss it so bad#I feel like I’ve been locked out of my own home. I loved loved loved my daydreams so much. They were my life my genuine whole life#and I overcame it and I just wish I could have it back sometimes.#I was wrapped in so many layers of dissociation and it wasn’t healthy for me physically or mentally but I was genuinely so happy before#The depression. The daydreaming was a major factor in the depression#It’s not like I don’t daydream at all anymore but it just keeps getting harder and I hate it so much#I miss Hunters223. I miss prodigy and the neighborhood and unspeakable#and peck. God I miss peck aha he used to make me so happy so so happy#My little shining light during depression.#Generations is like a tiny ripple left on my life compared to that glory it used to always hold. I miss the passion so badly#vent#Jay still loves tolverse. Her heart is still in it and it gives me some feeling back to draw things for tolverse knowing how much she’ll#love them.#I’m probably being over dramatic and will get back some daydreaming joy soon enough. Or I won’t.#it’s hard. I spent so long getting good at art only to have to ease up on the daydreams that fueled it for my own wellbeing.#I want to still love art. I still like it but it’s not the same#I have guitar and my friends and school and sort of reading and writing (though that’s more of willows thing I just kind of watch and chime#in on occasion)#It’s 4 am and I haven’t sleep and I didn’t get my antidepressants today (or well yesterday) so don’t worry too much I’m probs just#over emotional but boy howdy. Shit hurts.#Lets not even mention the old life plan. I don’t know if a single thing I wanted to make is going to happen and that’s. Ouch#This is ok to reply to and stuff.
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peapod20001 · 2 years
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Also within tgt all the boiling over characters are actors while the tolverse characters (the ones there at least) are essentially cringe roleplayers/oc havers. its very funny because jay gets fanart and goes ”:D” and puts it in his wallet, where as kath gets a big head about it, like a really big head. they hung up the recent attack baku did for them in one of the theater hang outs as a giant poster, didnt even say anything just sat down under it and smiled smugly. kai is not as much like that, he just gets excited that hes getting his characterization across well and takes it to his dressing room (hes like a dragon, he just yoinks shit and runs away to hoard it in his dressing room)
Not gonna lie I only just now got what tgt stood for lmao but.. t h em
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everyothermouse · 3 months
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NOW PLAYING: HAND ME MY SHOVEL I'M GOING IN - WILL WOOD
Pastel is a rebel against the way of the company- well, in the lightest sense of the word, in order to avoid being imprisoned. Her family has been in the family for years and has no savings remaining outside of the company. She becomes friends with Jay, and attempts to lead her astray.
"THERE'S MORE TO BE FOUND BENEATH THE BLACK!"
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everyothermouse · 3 months
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NOW PLAYING: AWOKEN - WOODENTOASTER
Tap works in prisons. Some people need to be fixed. Some people don't comply. Tap is in charge of setting those people straight. Tap isn't sure who they are anymore.
"THE TEARS OF THE BROKEN HAVE WASHED AWAY THE SOUL.”
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everyothermouse · 3 months
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NOW PLAYING: VENDING MACHINE OF LOVE - STUPENDIUM
Cleo is the matchmaker for the company town who introduced Mage and Jay. Love is a product to be sold, not a decision to make. Love is for the good of the company, to produce optimal employees.
“SO SLOT YOUR PENNIES IN THE VENDING MACHINE OF LOVE!”
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everyothermouse · 3 months
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NOW PLAYING: LOVE ME, NORMALLY - WILL WOOD
Mage is Jay’s wife. Mage is a mysterious, quiet figure who Jay in reality knows nothing about. They cook together silently. They sleep together silently. This is love. This is love.
“AND I’D RATHER BE NORMAL, YES SO NORMAL. I SUGGEST THAT WE KEEP THIS INFORMAL.”
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everyothermouse · 3 months
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Aggie doodles
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everyothermouse · 3 months
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NOW PLAYING: WORKING FOR THE KNIFE - MITSKI
Jay works for the company town. She is married under the company’s matchmaker. She thinks she is in love. She thinks she is a cis man. She thinks everyone can be happy under the company. She thinks her unhappiness is her own fault.
“I USED TO THINK I WOULD TELL STORIES, BUT NOBODY CARED FOR THE STORIES I HAD.”
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everyothermouse · 3 months
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NOW PLAYING: THE FINE PRINT - STUPENDIUM
dystopia au tol runs a company town. People here rely on the company for everything- they work at the company for company credits to buy company goods and be buried on company grounds.
”NO I IN TEAM BUT THERES CON IN ECONOMY!”
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everyothermouse · 4 months
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AND EVERYBODY'S WATCHING
EVERYBODY WANTS TO KNOW
"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU, THERE!"
"OVER THERE!"
EVERYBODY NOTICED
THE ABOMINATION INSIDE YOUR MOUTH.
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everyothermouse · 1 year
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Nadia
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everyothermouse · 1 year
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First drawing of the day always be mid but I like this one cus it's NADIA!
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everyothermouse · 1 year
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Frog girl!
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everyothermouse · 1 year
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Wilwoah:3
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everyothermouse · 1 year
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Ribbit
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