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#Which TERRIFIES me because no way anyone could get a good impression of Akutagawa from a single video
kyouka-supremacy · 2 months
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Today was a good day :)
#Today three strangers were kind to me in three different occasions. It was such a nice coincidence :)#I've been working on Akutagawa's birthday the entire week and today Akutagawa posts were all over my dash. I'm so happy!#I managed to do all the edits I had set up to and I'm glad :)#I dressed rigorously black and white and wore the black striped pants I bought because they reminded me of Beast Akutagawa's outfit#I did my nails black and red!!#My mother called me to congratulate on Akutagawa's birthday#I even baked a cake with a friend and they were so sweet /////#I'm so grateful they managed to make time for it even though they've been so busy and tired because of their job#More than everything I'm grateful they weren't weird about it#They found it a little silly but they never made fun of me. They helped me pick the cake.#And today they even told me that they looked up a video of the character to understand me better#Which TERRIFIES me because no way anyone could get a good impression of Akutagawa from a single video#But if we ignore that it was an unbelievably nice gesture :')#It's just such a foreign feeling because outside of my blog I NEVER talk about my hyperfixations irl.#Because when I used to when I was younger I was only met with scorn or mockery so ever since I started university I simply learnt not to?#And it's just so genuinely weird to talk with someone irl who wouldn't judge me for it–#and not really in the good way because part of me is still convinced that they *are* judging me for it.#Doesn't matter everything suggests the contrary. And I keep overthinking if I overshared about Akutagawa or if I said something dumb#But I'm trying it not to get to me. Today they've been nothing but nice through and through#Whatnot. The last months were very tough for some reason I'm just happy good things can still happen :)#I want to start the queue again now that I'm generally more free and done with Aktgw's birthday and everything.#I also have new exams the first days of April and the program is pretty heavy and wide. On top of following courses. I'll see what I can d#I'd like to start regularly posting again because I'm afraid if I don't I'll just sulk further in misery. We'll see.#Ah I need to catch up with the dash since I've basically not been on Tumblr for three days...#That's it just rambling. I hope everyone's days are nice too!!!#random rambles
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headcanons for Atsushi, Akutagawa, and Lucy M (separately) whose girlfriend is like Mikan from Danganronpa?
in case you don’t know who she is, Mikan is a clumsy girl who’s shy from past sexual trauma. She’s always apologizing, whimpering, terrified of most reactions from people. When she does something wrong she says she’ll make it up by taking her clothes off. When i say she’s clumsy she’s clumsy falling everywhere and anytime, she falls in provocative positions. She gets bullied by other students which make her confidence go down.
Please read the rules properly! I don't write for Lucy M. Make sure to read everything before requesting anything from me.
Atsushi Nakajima
- When Atsushi meets her for the first time and making just a small mistake, let's just say that Atsushi did not expect her to pull him to the side and tell him she'd take off her clothes for him. The boy was confused as hell and way too embarrassed that he had to tell her to stop in a way that everyone around them knew what was going on.
- When he found out why she was doing things like that, he felt extremely bad about it. He wasn’t sure how to confront her or what exactly to say to her, fearing that it might make her get the wrong impression of him. All he wanted was for her to feel safe and not feel a need to do things like that with anyone.
- Her often being clumsy and falling everyone in positions not suitable for their work place was not that convenient. While others did understand it, they still weren’t that fond of Atsushi always ending up in very inappropriate positions with her. 
- He tires his best, he really does. He’s always careful to say that no one here hates her and that they never would for whatever reason. It might be hard for her to understand that, but Atsushi would always be there to comfort her when she things that.
Akutagawa Ryunosuke
- He’s not that good with interacting with others, but even he knew that it wasn’t normal to take off your clothes when doing something wrong and then trying to apologize in that way. He just stopped her when she started doing it, questioning her why that was the first thing she did.
- When he realizes why, he’s very angry to say the least. He wants to hunt down the person who did that to her, to make them pay for hurting her. Maybe he did do that already, or maybe not.
- Her clumsiness doesn’t give much of a problem because of Rashomon. Before she even falls into an inappropriate position, Rashomon stops her from doing so, or at least prevents anyone seeing her in such positions. Akutagawa isn’t fond of other people seeing such things, especially because he deeply cares about her and doesn’t want her embarrassed
- He always reassures  her that no one hates her and that it’s all just a voice in her head telling her that. He doesn’t show his caring side to many people, but he’ll do it for her so that she doesn’t worry about being hated. He’ll reassure her with hugs, kisses and will hold her hand when they’re alone to let her know that she’s loved and that no one could hate her, especially not him.
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