due (18+) pt 2
pairing: f!reader x simon ‘ghost’ riley
tags / cw: f!reader, virgin!reader, inexperienced!reader, sexually repressed!reader, smut, pining, flirting, inappropriate conduct, seduction, sexual tension, possessive!simon, mind games, public sex, virginity kink, fingering, oral sex, pussy eating, masturbation
You avoided him like the plague.
Tried to, anyway.
You couldn’t handle the thought of being near him without being able to touch him, or outright jump his bones. You relied on a daily mantra to keep yourself sane.
He’s not interested, you’re just desperate.
You laid in bed and glanced at the alarm clock. 2:36 in the morning.
It had been a couple days since Ghost had left the infirmary and started acting… weird. Cryptic.
You scoffed. Isn’t that just the default?
But then again, the things he had said to you… talking about you being… green…
…Touching you…
He knew you were a virgin, somehow.
God, was it really that obvious? But there was no way he could have made it to that conclusion alone. Soap knew, sure, but he wouldn’t have said anything.
…Would he?
Ah, hell…
You groaned and rubbed your tired eyes. It had to have been Soap. And then something else dawned on you.
Why did it matter?
Ghost was your Lieutenant. You trusted him, even if he was an ass sometimes. Personal things like this were bound to come out of the woodwork. It’s not like it would become relevant, anyway…
Even though you wanted it to be.
Maybe that was the problem. This whole ordeal had you feeling like a teen boy who discovered boobs for the first time. Hell, maybe even a lovesick little girl. Shit, would you even go that far? How much of your feelings were actually… authentic, vs the want—no, need—to get laid?
You carefully left the comfort of your bed and exited your room. The hallway was dark and cold on the bare legs not covered by your pajama shorts. A cup of coffee at this hour wasn’t the best idea, but it wasn’t like you were going to get proper sleep anyway.
You slowly and silently entered the empty mess hall… and froze.
Fuck. Me.
Ghost was sitting at one of the tables, his back facing you as he sipped from a mug of what you could only assume was his usual tea. However, he didn’t seem to know you were there.
Get. Out. Get out, get out!
You slowly turned on your heel, your bare foot squeaking against the damn tile.
Shit.
“Sergeant. What are you doing in here?”
You turned back around, but this time, your foot did not squeak against the floor again, as if to pour salt in the wound. You crossed your arms defensively. “Stalking you, obviously.”
He had turned to face you, his eyes instinctively moving to your bare legs for a second before returning to your eyes. “Funny.”
“I try. Can I go?”
“No. Not until you answer me, honestly.”
You sighed. “Came to have some coffee. What about you?”
“Not your concern.”
You grit your teeth. “Whatever.” You turned to leave now that his curiosity was sated.
“Wait…”
You paused and turned back around.
Ghost lifted his balaclava slightly to take a drink of his tea. You took the opportunity to soak in the sight of his jawline, his lips…
He set the cup back down and looked at you. “Come, sit.”
No. Bad idea.
Yet, you walked over and sat down across from him. He carefully pushed his mug towards you. “You can do better than that piss poor shite they call coffee here. Try this.”
“What if I don’t want to share your germs?”
He stared at you.
“Fine…” You picked up the still warm mug and tentatively took a sip. You weren’t sure what the flavor was, it tasted slightly bitter, but still pleasing to the tastebuds. You took another drink.
“Alright, don’t fuckin’ hog it…”
You set the cup down and pushed it back towards him. He took a drink.
Your gaze settled on his eyes, which appeared tired and haggard with the lack of makeup around them. It was weird, seeing more of his bare skin than usual.
“Nightmares?” You guessed.
“None of your concern.”
“I’ll take that as a ‘yes’, then…”
“I change my mind, you can leave.”
You braced your arms on the cold table. “Oh, I’m sorry, am I making you feel uncomfortable, Lieutenant?” You asked sweetly.
His dark eyes met your gaze, but he remained silent. He leaned back in his chair. “Hm. Do I make you uncomfortable, Sergeant?”
You mulled it over in your head. Did he?
“None of your concern.” You said flatly.
“Ah, so not only are you a prude, but a jokester as well.”
You knew it was intentional. He was trying to piss you off, and you knew it. And yet, it still worked. “Yeah? So what?”
He smirked. “I hit a nerve, love? What’s the expression…? ‘It’s a joke, not a dick, don’t take it so hard’…” He chuckled.
“Let’s quit with the bullshit. Your little favor I owe you… you want my virginity, don’t you?”
“Ah, you’re not too daft after all. Good girl.”
You leaned back in your chair. “What I want to know is, why on Earth do you think I would indulge in your request?”
“Because you like me.”
“Do I?”
“I have plenty of reason to believe so.”
“Then you’re delusional.”
He smiled and shrugged. “Alright, then. Consider the favor forgotten.”
“…Wait, what?”
“You heard me. Consider your little mission fuckup buried and forgotten. Wouldn’t want to… pressure you into anything, of course…”
Your brows furrowed as he talked. This… was good, wasn’t it?
So then why did you feel disappointed?
“…What game are you playing at, Ghost?”
“Me?” He raised an eyebrow. “You’re the one pretending that you don’t want anything to happen between us. I’ve seen the looks, the blushing… you’re not slick, love. But please… keep telling me I’m the delusional one…”
You frowned and glanced away.
“So, let me ask you, Sergeant: what do you want?”
“I… it doesn’t matter what I want…”
He took a drink of his tea. “How noble of you. Answer the question, properly. That’s an order.”
You opened your mouth to speak, but nothing came out. You then closed your mouth and sighed.
“…Fine. I’ll take a guess.” He said, putting his elbows on the table and clasping his hands together. “You want me to take your virginity.”
You stayed silent, squirming in your seat.
“I hit the nail on the head?” He smirked. “I wonder… just how much you long for it. To lose that self-control, that pride you have for holding onto it for this long…” He took another drink. “To let someone take care of you… someone who… knows what they’re doing…” He whispered.
Your heartbeat accelerated, your skin beginning to feel hot all over as his words hit close to home. You swallowed. “W-what do you get out of it?”
He seemed surprised by the question, but chuckled with a smile. “What do I get? Well… I finally get to see what makes you tick in the bedroom. I get to bring out a new side of you, one that’s been boiling under the surface for… god, how long? Who knows. And, well, I’d be lying if I said the idea of ruining you for anyone else didn’t turn me on.” He leaned forward in his seat. “To fuck you so good, you won’t even daydream of gracing anyone else’s bed…”
You released a shaky breath.
“Poor girl, are you getting aroused?” He cooed. “C’mere.”
You stayed glued to your seat. “Huh?”
“Did I stutter, love? Come here.”
You waited a couple more moments before you slowly stood from your chair and walked around the table to him. He stood from his seat as well, now towering over you.
“Look at you… tell me what you want...”
“I… want you…”
“Yeah? What else?”
Frustration started to simmer beneath your skin. “I want… want you to fuck me…”
He chuckled and you started blushing. Then he slowly reached out and held your chin, his fingers hot and rough on your skin. “You sure?”
You nodded.
He let go of you and trailed a finger down your neck, the middle of your chest, along your bellybutton, and stopping at your shorts, where he traced along the hemline, caressing the bare skin between your shirt and pants.
Your eyes widened as the finger slipped inside the waistband…
“W-wait, there are cameras in here!” You whispered.
“I’ll delete the footage.” He said without skipping a beat.
“…What? You have access to that?”
He just raised an eyebrow.
“…Oh…”
His fingers continued delving into your shorts, past your underwear. You could hear the sharp intake of his breath as he made contact with your pussy.
“You poor thing…” He cooed. “You’re so wet, so eager to be filled…”
You could feel a blush forming again at his words, his fingers carefully rubbing and prodding at the different parts of you, as if mapping you out to memory. It felt arousing, but… weird.
“What are you doing?” You asked.
His brown eyes bore into yours. “What do you think I’m doing? I’m playing with your cunt.” He pinched your clit, making you yelp, and you clasped a hand over your mouth before glaring at him.
“Don’t give me that, love, or I’ll leave you empty handed.”
Your sigh was muffled by your hand, which you slowly dropped before making your gaze neutral again.
“Good girl…”
Ah, shit. This again. You moaned.
He finally adjusted his hand and started grinding his palm along your clit, the tips of his fingers swirling around your entrance.
Your heart raced in your chest, all of your nerves on high alert.
“You like this, love?”
You nodded. “Y-yeah…” You replied, breathlessly. “Can… can you do more?”
He tilted his head. “You’ll have to be specific. Do you want me to go faster? Do you want me to enter you? Do you—“
“In me. Please.”
He chuckled but complied, slowly slipping a finger inside. A choked sound left your throat. The sensation was odd, but… a bit fulfilling.
With one finger.
Heat washed over you at the thought of having his dick inside you.
“Oh, you really liked that, huh? I can feel you raining on my finger.” He started moving it in and out, making you moan. “You’re so soft… has anything else been inside? You? Toys?”
You blushed again and shook your head. “No, nothing.”
Ghost raised both eyebrows. “Nothing? You’re telling me you haven’t stuffed those pretty fingers inside once?”
“No… I always, uh… never-mind.”
He stopped his movements. “Tell me.”
You sighed. “I would always… uh… rub myself, instead…”
“Interesting…”
Then he entered another finger. You found yourself holding your breath, hands clutching onto his arms.
“Careful, love. Relax…”
You released your breath and breathed deeply. And then you could feel his knuckles at the base of your entrance. Oh. Oh wow.
He titled his hand to be cupping the curve of your cunt once more before moving his fingers again. You could feel yourself clenching around him, each stroke carefully caressing your soft walls, heat swirling around deliciously in your abdomen.
“Lieutenant, ohh…” You breathed out.
He stopped. “When I’m knuckles deep in you, you say my name.” He continued.
“Ghost…”
He curved his fingers, making you buck and moan. “Try again.”
You slowly met his gaze. “…Simon…”
“That’s it, lovie…”
You moaned again, laying your head on his shoulder as he continued to finger you. Your knees began to shake, much to your mortification.
“Having trouble?” He chuckled.
“N-no, I’m fine.”
“Good. Because I’m going to continue until you come on my fingers. And then? I’m going to eat your pussy, after.” He whispered into your ear, making you whimper. “You’re going to taste so sweet…”
“Oh, god…” Your grip tightened on him. “I… I think I’m gonna…”
“You think? Or you know?”
“I… I know. I’m gonna come…”
He started circling his palm against you, heightening your pleasure as his fingers lazily fucked you. Only then did you realize just how… loud… and wet you were down there.
“S-Simon…” You clenched around him, your orgasm making you twitch and your breathing stutter. Your previous orgasms had felt good, but at the hands of another? It was divine.
“‘Atta girl… good girl…” Ghost used his free hand to rub your back. “Now, lay down on the table.”
Your head was still swimming. “Huh?”
“Like I said, I’m gonna eat you out. Get on the table… no better place for it.” His grin was insufferable.
You let go of him and gingerly laid yourself on the table, wincing at the cold contact. Ghost either didn’t notice, or didn’t care, before he unceremoniously pulled both of your shorts and underwear to the side, and stared at your core. You started to feel somewhat self-conscious from his intense gaze.
“Fuck…” He muttered before leaning in and sniffing. Loudly. “Mmm…”
Your eyes widened and your face was on fire. Jesus…
And then it finally happened. He opened his mouth and ran his tongue up and down your folds, albeit a bit too eagerly. But then he slowed down, making his movements deliberate by circling your entrance, then your labia, and then your clitoris.
You moaned, very loudly. And then your closing eyes snapped back open as you felt his big hand closing over your mouth. “As pretty as your noises are, I need you to be quiet, you’re gonna wake the whole base.”
Then he continued licking you. You squirmed and jolted against him.
He sighed. “I’m also gonna need ya to stay still.”
“Thorry…” You mumbled against his hand.
Ghost smirked and then dived back in, but this time, he started sucking on your clit. Your hands scrambled for purchase on the arm that was stretched across your chest, holding onto your covered mouth as you quietly moaned against his palm.
“I was right,” he went back to his licking, “you taste amazing…”
Your neck ached as you held your head up to watch him, his movements precise and calculated. “Mmm…” You whimpered against his hand.
Wait, where was the other?
Your gaze followed the length of his other arm, still bandaged, which was slowly moving up and down. You couldn’t see past the table, but you didn’t need to. He was getting himself off. You moaned against his hand again, desperately wondering how he was doing it. You wanted to see so badly, and his hand on your mouth was preventing you from properly asking.
The fact that he was masturbating during this made you wetter, and your hips started grinding against his face, despite him previously telling you to stay still. But instead of chastising you, he simply raised an eyebrow and stopped his movements. Rather, he laid his tongue out and let you do as you pleased against it. Your legs wrapped around his shoulders, tightening behind his neck, making him moan.
“You’re very greedy for a virgin...” He breathed hotly against your pussy.
You didn’t bother with giving him a reaction. Your eyes may have been locked on his but you were tuned out, clinging to the sensation of the familiar build-up burning in your abdomen as the movement of your hips faltered, the angle of your body tiring you out already. Thankfully, Ghost saw his opening and continued his previous actions from earlier, before you took over.
You whimpered against his hand, grateful that he wasn’t going to let your budding orgasm falter…
And then he stuck his tongue inside you.
“Mmm!”
You winced as your head fell back against the table, but the sliver of pain didn’t matter. You were now coming again, your legs instinctively squeezing him closer to you. He grunted in response, but didn’t make any effort to let you know if he was uncomfortable, potentially getting suffocated by your vagina.
Hell, he probably likes that anyway.
But then your legs twitched and loosened as you rode out the momentary euphoria, and his hand slowly left your mouth.
You limped against the cold table, panting and exhausted. But Ghost did not seem to care.
“Up.” He commanded.
You groaned and slowly left the table, back aching slightly as you watched him walk over to a counter, grabbing a sanitation wipe.
Wait, what is he…?
And then he walked back over to you, and began wiping down the surface.
There was something so comical about the sight of your Lieutenant sanitizing a table after eating you out on it. But, you were also relieved and… endeared… that he was being so careful about this sort of thing. He then threw away the wipe and turned to face you.
“Alright. Now, go to bed, love.”
You snapped out of your stupor, confused. “Wait, what?”
“Sleeping. You know what it is, right? You get in bed, lay down—“
“Shut up! That’s not what I…” You cleared your throat nervously. “Is… that all you were… gonna do?” You couldn’t hide the disappointment in your voice.
He chuckled softly and crossed his arms. “For now, yeah.”
Confusion washed over you. For now? “Why?”
“Once again, I was right. You are a greedy little virgin.” His arms slowly untangled themselves as he walked up to you, a thumb tracing along your bottom lip. “You really want to know, sweetheart?”
Your heart flutters at the nickname. “Yes.”
“Fine…” His thumb left your lip as his hand began caressing your cheek, softly. “I want you to beg for more… for me. I don’t just want you to feel obligated to me, I want you to want to feel that way. I want you to enjoy feeling like that. Am I making sense?”
You blinked at him. “I… think so…”
“But… I’m also a patient man. I’m not going to rush into things, even if you say otherwise. I want you to squirm a bit, if I’m being honest. Make you really… soak it all in. Your feelings, that is.” He glanced down at your lips. “I want you to need me. More than you’ve ever wanted anyone in your life. More than you thought humanly possible…”
“…Are you done?”
“No.” He leaned in closer, your faces almost touching. “I want you to ache for me so badly, your pussy weeps at the sight of me. I want your everything.”
You continued staring at him. “I think you have issues.”
Ghost laughed heartily, the sound ringing in your head like sweet music. “Maybe. But… something tells me you like it.” He playfully smacked your face, before walking away. “You can have the rest of my tea.”
You don’t know where the anger came from. Maybe it was from feeling led on, in some capacity. Did you? You thought there was going to be more, the grand finale…
You turned to watch him go, before gritting out: “I’ll just find someone else, then.”
He quit walking but didn’t turn to face you. “Is that so, Sergeant?” Humor evident in his tone.
“Yes. It is.”
He chuckled. “Goodnight, sweetheart.”
And then he left the mess hall without a single backwards glance. Your threat had fallen on deaf ears.
You stood there in the mess hall, alone and in the dark… mind racing…
…Fucker.
This wasn’t over.
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