#a simple fuckin promise and i couldnt even give warning that i wouldnt make it because i was doing fuckin. mothersday shit so
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#horse.txt#vent //#sigh. im. god i fucking hate myself sometimes#'staying social is difficult for everyone!' not for little fucking shit like this!!!!#i know im overreacting its after 9pm i know i know i fucking know but im just. im so tired. im so fucking tired of this shit#i feel so awful all the time and i feel awful FOR feeling awful because its my own damn fault! its me failing to keep my promises!!!#a simple fuckin promise and i couldnt even give warning that i wouldnt make it because i was doing fuckin. mothersday shit so#i shouldnt have to apologize i know thats perfectly fucking reasonable but i just. god. i just feel like i cant ever fucking keep up#everyone is WALKING explicitly SO i can keep up and i still fucking cant how fucking pathetic is that man!!! lol!!!!#ugh. phew. sorry. like i said its really not all that but i just. feel bad.#why is maintaining friendships so fucking hard#anyway. time to listen to paramore
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