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st-louis · 8 months

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man i’m just really sad today. thinking about some of the stuff i’ve read over the last few years (laura robinson’s crossing the line and kristi allain’s thesis work with juniors players and alexis n. peters’ thesis) and how nothing’s really changed since in a meaningful way. and even knowing what i know about the culture and still, this. i’m like kind of obligated to keep engaging with hockey to a certain extent but also sort of want to just. not.

#like i knew it was coming and i was hoping it wouldn’t #a sport that brings me joy and also immense pain lmao.#the creative and emotional energy i have put into this over the years!#like #specifically into this player.#the fact that personal life stuff makes this especially hard for me!#also like #lmao i’m on deadline i have to write a book by april

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