#adam raki x reader

[wildgirllz]

sleepless nights

Adam Raki (Adam 2009) x Fem!reader

warnings: smut, unprotected sex, pnv, or whatever, reader has boobies but dw there's no use of y/n

word count: around 1k

also, I wrote Adam how I saw him in the movie. I know he has autism and I did incorporate that in his speech patterns because it's a big part of how he acts. Just a disclaimer.

Adam was your neighbor. You too were very close, practically always near each other. It wasn’t uncommon for you to sleep at his house, nor him at yours. He would often come up to show you new photos of stars or satellite images because he knew when you were too restless to sleep. He lived below you and had incredibly sensitive hearing, but his ears pricked up whenever he heard the small pitter-patter of your feet on the floor late at night. Another excuse to take shelter in your home was that your window had a better view of the sky. 

This particular night, Adam groggily plopped into your bed, I guess his pillow got too flat again. You felt his plaid boxers against your things as he settled beneath the covers. 

“Adam?”

“Yes?” he spoke relatively clearly for his state of mind.

“Do you want to cuddle or not touch?”

“I’d like to lay on top of you.”

“Well come here then, my love.”

He smiled slightly, turning his body to face you. He wriggled his body on top of you, moving your legs around his hips and his head on your chest. He sighed contently as his head rose and fell with your breasts, breathing alongside you. 

You ran your fingers through his curls and watched his eyelids twitch, clearly relaxed.

“I love you, Adam.”

“I love you too.” he pauses,  “When you scratch my head like that it excites me.”

“How so?” you ask. 

“Sexually, I mean,” he states. 

“Okay, do you want me to do anything to help?”

“No, I don't need help. I was wondering If you felt excited as well.”

“Well now that you brought it up, yes.” You never needed to be shy with your words around Adam. It was best that you said what you meant clearly because he disliked how tricky all the innuendos around sex could be. 

He opens his eyes, looking up at you from where he was on your soft chest.

“Can I have my back to the bed please?” he asked.

“Of course, roll over then.”

He obliged and took ahold of your hips as you softly straddled his lap. You felt his stiff, warm erection against your barely clothed core. You rubbed your hands up and down his bare chest and watched his eyelashes flutter. 

“I like how that feels. It tickles, but only a bit,” he admits.

“I like it too, sometimes it gives me goosebumps.” you chuckle, but you never leave his statements hanging.

You start by rocking your hips gently across him, getting a sharp inhale and scrunch of the nose from Adam. He was incredibly reactive to your touch, you could always tell when It was too much. His thighs tensed for a moment, then he melted into your touch. Hips going lip, he kept his hands on your hips and watched you with loving eyes.

“Can I take off your shirt?” he quietly asked. 

“Yes.”

So he did, and you saw his mouth stay slightly agape as he felt the warmth of your breasts against his hand.

“Can we start please?” He whined out. He always liked a bit of stimulation before sex, but didn't understand the appeal of being teased. 

You smiled and nodded, sliding your underwear off of your legs as he did the same, then before you could even sit back down on his lap, he was already lining his leaking cock with your entrance. 

You adjusted your legs as you let him slide into your warmth.

His eyes clenched shut and his eyebrows furrowed, while your breaths became deeper. 

He slowly looked back up and when you met eyes, you saw his, pleading for your love. How could you say no to a boy that sweet?

You began to raise and drop your hips slowly against his, and a choked-out sob left his mouth.

“Is it good?” you asked.

“So good. It’s so good. You feel so warm.” he gasped out.

You slightly sped up your pace and moaned with every hit his tip had against your cervix. 

His belly clenched and your toes curled. You leaned forward to put your face in the crevice of his neck. You kissed up his jaw and sloppily made your way to his mouth. 

“I love you so much, Adam” 

He let out a sharp gasp as his grip against your hips tightened.

“I- I love you. I love y- you so much.” Each word separated by a groan.

Your whines did nothing to hide the sounds of you sloppily engulfing his cock with your warmth, the slaps and squelches driving you closer to your limit.

You continued to ride him until his hands started to shake and his eyes got teary. 

“Do you want to cum, sweet boy?”

“Yes, please,” he whispered.

“Go ahead.” you breathe responded. Licking the shell of his ear before kissing it. 

You moved your face to his and passionately pressed your lips to his.

Adam's arms quickly wrapped around your back as he held you snug to his chest and whimpered while quickly rutting into you, finally reaching his peak. His hips stuttered and he let out a cry before he filled you to the brim with his warm load. 

The sounds of his cries brought you to the edge as you held the sides of his face and kissed him, your body twitching as warm waves of pleasure consumed you. 

After you both calmed down and opened your eyes again, Adam smiled.

“Thank you,” you said.

“You’re welcome,” he responded.

You settled into his warm chest as you listened to his heartbeat. 

After a minute of relaxing, you slowly rolled off of him and held his hand in yours.

“Shower?”

Thank you! Please leave requests for Hugh's characters!! I love writing for him. I haven't written in a fat minute so this was a nice way to get back. Thank you for reading and leave a comment! <3

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You're the Right Person so It's the Right Time - Adam Raki Imagine [Adam (2009)]

Title: You're the Right Person so It's the Right Time

Pairing: Adam Raki X Reader

Word Count: 1,510 word

Warning(s): overstimulation

Summary: [Inspired by "Right Person, Right Time" by Leanna Firestone] A collection of moments that made (Y/n) consider what a future would truly look like with Adam. And the time when Adam saw his future with (Y/n).

Author's Note: I cannot tell you how hard this song made me cry. It's not fair.

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I think the first time that I considered a true future with Adam was when I woke up on his couch.

I hadn't meant to fall asleep.

It had been a long day at work. All I wanted to do was sit with Adam and listen to him ramble about whatever he wanted to talk about at the time. That was it.

I wanted to hear what he had to say. I really did. But I was so tired, and he always made me feel so calm. I don't know if I could've stopped it if I tried.

It was like one moment I was quietly listening to Adam tell me all that researchers knew about black holes and the next I was waking up on his couch with a blanket thrown over me.

After trying to readjust my neck in the hopes of stopping the pain in my neck, I looked around the apartment.

The lights had been dimmed and the curtains were shut. I blinked a few times. There was no sign of Adam.

Just as the thought crossed my mind, the door opened and shut again. He stopped when he saw me sitting up again.

"I wanted to check that your door was locked. You tend to forget when you visit me," he explained.

He was right. I usually did.

"Did I forget," I asked.

"No," he replied, grinning at me. I grinned back at him.

That was the first time I found myself thinking I could really get used to this.

The next was actually at my parents' place.

I had been worried about introducing Adam to my parents. I think most people got that way. We all have some desire for our parents to approve of our choices. It can make us feel like we're fulfilling some strange expectations that neither parent nor child were aware of.

We went for dinner.

My mom had asked what she should make ahead of time. She always wanted to menu of the night to fit anyone that may arrive.

We all sat at the table. My parents would ask Adam questions about his work and his life and us. Like most parents do.

It was all going pretty well.

Then, there were the stories.

My dad had dragged Adam over to look at all the framed photos on the wall. I chuckled at the pair of them. My dad was always very excited to brag about all that the family had done.

He called it being proud. We all called it bragging.

My mom nudged me with her elbow as she walked in. She was quiet as she spoke up, "Oh, look at that face."

"What face," I asked.

"You have a look on your face," she pointed out. "This 'Oh God, I'm so in Love with Him' face."

I let out a shocked laugh. "Mom!"

She shrugged, pretending to be innocent.

I rolled my eyes and looked away. Adam was in the middle of explaining the history of a theatre that my dad had a photo taken in front of.

"I like him," she said after a moment. "I think your dad does too."

"Good," I replied. "I like him too."

She wrapped her arm around me. "I like seeing you this happy with someone. It's refreshing."

I nodded, mumbling about how I could see it when I look in the mirror.

My brain found itself locked on the idea of how nice it would be to feel like this forever.

The next time I thought about my future with Adam was in December.

My parents did little holiday cards.

They were usually basic. A few cute photos with some cheesy slogan. They were neat and cute. It was a highlight for everyone that they saw as truly important.

I had just gotten mine. I opened it with a small grin.

My eyes went wide as I looked at it. Right in the corner was a photo of Adam and me.

I don't quite know when the photo was taken. I was holding Adam's hand. We were hiding away in the corner, muttering back and forth to each other. We must've been so focused on the conversation that we didn't notice my mom taking the photo.

It was the first time that we were part of something like that together. It was new. Almost strange.

I called my mom that night.

I asked her why she put us on the card, she said that she "expected Adam to stick around for a while."

She had been thinking about my potential future with Adam even when I wasn't.

The idea made me grin. It just confirmed how my parents saw him.

It was nice to think that they both saw him as important as I did. It brought me a sense of comfort. It made me feel more comfortable thinking about a reality where I did spend forever with him.

I assumed that I was the one of us that spared a lot of time on the thought.

It wasn't because of anything Adam did or said. I think I was just scared to jump into a conversation like that, so it was easier to think that it was just me. I didn't want to rush anything because if I did, I thought that I would lose him. And I really didn't want to lose that.

I believe that my process of being proven wrong started after we spent a night out with my friends.

I don't know how long we had been there before Adam asked about going home. And I didn't really care. I wasn't going to force him into a situation where he was uncomfortable.

He had asked quietly, tucked away in a corner of the room, "Can we go home?"

I nodded after a matter of moments. "Yeah, of course. Just let me say goodbye really quick and then we can head out."

I said goodbye as fast as I could. I didn't bother explaining. I just said it was time for us to go.

Adam walked quickly when we got outside. I took longer strides to keep up. I could almost see the discomfort on his face.

I tried to help.

"Thank you for coming out with me," I said. "I liked having you meet them."

Adam looked at me for a moment. It looked like he wanted to speak. Like words were just sitting on his tongue, but he couldn't get his mouth to open. Like his body was actually locking down in front of me.

I continued walking with him in silence.

He went straight to his apartment.

I followed Adam inside.

He sat on the floor in front of the couch and pulled his knees to his chest.

I was lost on what to do. I didn't want to make a mistake and potentially cause more harm than good. I didn't want to leave because he would get stuck in a cycle of self-blame, but I was worried that getting too close or too loud would only add to the overstimulation.

I took a deep breath before sliding my jacket off and placing it on a hook by the door. I sat on the floor next to the door, letting my head rest against the wall behind me.

We stayed in the silence for a while before Adam finally spoke up, "I'm sorry."

It was so quiet, but it broke my heart just as much.

"It's not your fault," I replied.

"But it is," he continued. "I... I could've done better. I ruined your night."

"No, you didn't," I shook my head. "You never could."

He shook his head. "I wanted to do better for you."

I slowly stood up and walked over to him. I sat back down next to him. I carefully reached out and took his hand in mine. I was comforted by the fact that he didn't pull his hand back.

"You don't ever need to be 'better' for me," I promised. "I signed up for all of it. I knew what being with you meant and I am happy with all of it."

He didn't reply.

"I want you, Adam," I continued. "I want to be with you no matter what changes. As long as you still care for me the same way that I care about you, I am staying right here. You just being human isn't going to ruin anything for me. Ever."

There was still no response. I took another deep breath before looking down.

As I did, Adam leaned over and pressed his lips to mine. I froze for a moment, caught completely off-guard. Once my brain had centered itself again, I found myself smiling into the kiss.

I leaned back first, letting my smile form properly. He smiled back at me.

"I love you," I mumbled to him.

"I love you too," he muttered back.

I moved so I could rest my head on his shoulder.

That apartment very suddenly felt like a home for both of us after that.

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Dwayne Hoover [Platonic only!]

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Klitz

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@rootingformephistopheles posted a looooooooooong list of fanfiction questions right here.

I answered every damn one of them before I realized it was probably meant to be an askbox thing.  SO, here you fuckers go.  (it’s five pages long, wtf.  so it’s under a readmore to save your dashboard)

Fanfiction Questions

Fandom Questions

 1. What was the first fandom you got involved in?

Xenaverse, including Hercules: the Legendary Journeys.  I did PBeM (play by email) role play, and then moved to fanfic, and then slash fanfic.

2. What is your latest fandom?

I have three, technically.  Doctor Who, Hannibal, and Gotham

3. What is the best fandom you’ve ever been involved in?

Hannibal.  Fannibals are the best, by 100 miles.  I’m sure there’s bad parts of the fandom, I’ve just never yet run across them.  

4. Do you regret getting involved in any fandoms?

As far as the people go? Highlander.  There was a lot of overlap, at the time, with The Sentinel, both shows I enjoyed.  I just feel like there were a lot of assholes in the Highlander fandom who disliked me and my writing because of the people I was friends with, not because I sucked (and believe me, I did.  I have the fic to prove it.)  

5. Which fandoms have your written fanfiction for?

From my AO3 dashboard:

Smallville --  The Sentinel -- Hannibal (TV) -- Doctor Who (2005) -- Supernatural -- Buffy the Vampire Slayer -- Veronica Mars -- Stargate SG-1 -- Actor RPF -- Charlie Countryman/Spacedogs -- Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling -- Adam (2009)/Spacedogs – Brimstone -- Supernatural RPF  -- Stargate Atlantis -- Yami No Matsuei | Descendants of Darkness -- The Fast and the Furious (2001) -- Sherlock (TV) -- The Blair Witch Project (1999) -- Star Trek: The Original Series -- Sense and Sensibility (1995) --  Law & Order: SVU -- Lost Boys (Movies) -- Watchmen (2009) -- Lost (1) -- Smallville RPF -- Marvel Cinematic Universe (1) --  Gargoyles (TV) -- Dogma (1999)

6. List your OTP from each fandom you’ve been involved in.

Oh my fucking God. Okay, here goes:

Xena/Ares and Xena/Autolycus, Xenaverse; Clark/Lex and Lionel/Chloe, Smallville; Jim Ellison/Blair Sandburg, the Sentinel; Hannibal Lecter/Will Graham, Hannibal; Doctor/Rose, Nine/Rose/Jack, Doctor Who; Dean/Sam, Supernatural; Buffy/Spike, Giles/Ethan, Spike/Angel, Buffy the Vampire Slayer; Logan Echolls/Veronica Mars, John Winchester/Veronica Mars, Veronica Mars; Jack O’Neill/Daniel Jackson, Stargate SG-1; Ezekiel/Lucifer, Brimstone; John/Rodney, Stargate Atlantis; Muraki x Tsuzuki, Yami No Matsuei; Dom/Brian, the Fast and the Furious; John Watson/Sherlock Holmes, BBC Sherlock; Nigel Lupei/Adam Raki, Spacedogs; Kirk/Spock, Star Trek; Christopher Brandon/Eleanor Dashwood, Sense and Sensibility; Rafael Barba/Olivia Benson, Law & Order SVU; Elisa Maza/Goliath, Gargoyles.

7. List your NoTPs from each fandom you’ve been in.

I don’t really have NoTPs in the fandoms I’ve written in.  I have a few NoTPs in general, though, although I’m not listing them here because wow, would I cause some hurt feelings.

8. How did you get involved in your latest fandom?

I saw the gifsets from The Wrath of the Lamb, and I saw the name Hannibal Lecter being bandied about, and I fell in love because I’ve loved Hannibal Lecter ever since Red Dragon.  I don’t know how I missed out on hearing about the show when it first came out, but holy hell, am I sorry.  I’ve been a Fannibal ever since.  It was the same story with Gotham.  I’d actively avoided Gotham because of the debacle of Smallville, but it was the Nygmobblepot gifs and Oswald Cobblepot/Penguin that finally drew me in.

 9. What are the best things about your current fandom?

Fannibals are fucking awesome, yo.  They’re the best thing about the fandom; hell, they *are* the fandom.  I love them all, every one.  From well-thought out meta to cracked out gifsets to the supportive fanfic community.  It’s amazing.

10.  Is there a fandom you read fic from but don’t write in?

Because I write, I try not to read a lot, because I don’t want to accidentally crib from someone else’s story, or steal someone else’s idea, because I know what it’s like to pour your life into things.

 Ship Questions for your Current Fandom

 11. Who is your current OTP?

Hannibal/Will, Doctor/Rose, and Oswald/Edward

 12. Who is your current OT3?

Nine/Jack/Rose. That’s pretty much it.

 13. Any NoTPs?

None I’ll share.

 14. Go on, who are your BroTPs?

Jim Gordon/Harvey Bullock, and I’m sure there’s more that I can’t think of right now. 

 15. Is there an obscure ship which you love?

I think I’m probably the only person who actually ships it, but John Winchester/Veronica Mars.

16. Are there any popular ships in your fandom which you dislike?

Destiel.  I dislike Destiel with a passion.  Ditto Barisi.  That’s about it.

17. Who was your first OTP and are they still your favourite?

Ares/Strife.  They’re not my favorite by any means, but I still have a huge soft spot for them.  

 18. What ship have you written the most about?

uh, probably Clark/Lex or Jim/Blair, just due to the length of time I was in both fandoms.  

 19. Is there a ship which you wished you could get behind, but you just don’t feel them?

Destiel and Barisi. They’re popular ships shipped by some people I really like, but I just can’t get behind them.  It’s a knee-jerk thing.  I can’t even really voice why I dislike them as much as I do, I just do.

 20. Any ships which you surprised yourself by liking?

Nygmobblepot, actually. I didn’t think I was going to like anything in Gotham, much less the Penguin and the Riddler, but damned if I don’t love it so much I’m actually writing about it as we speak.  

Author Questions

 21. What was the first fanfic you ever wrote?

Detested Sport, it was from a Shakespeare quote, I think, and it was Ares/Strife. I think it’s lost to the world, thank fucking God.

22. Is there anything you regret writing?

Writing?  No.  Sharing? Yes.  It’s called “My Soul’s Imaginary Sight,” and it’s the first time I used an OC, Meravin, who has gone through about a billion evolutions since, and has ended up as a Star Wars OC named Sheridan.  I wish I hadn’t shared it, because while it was a definitely needed step in my development as a writer, it’s such a blatant self-insert Mary Sue that I really regret sharing it.

23. Name a fic you’ve written that you’re especially fond of & explain why you like it.

Shoah.  It’s a Sentinel fic, written for one of the “Many Faces Of…” edition of My Mongoose e-zines.  I think it was MFO Jim.  But it’s an AU set during the Holocaust, in one of the concentration camps.  It’s not a particularly cheerful story, and the writing process was terrible.  I did so much research trying to make it honest to the experience that I spent whole evenings crying in chat windows with my friends Lisa and Patt, who basically hand-held me through the worst of it.  But I’m inordinately fond of it, because of the work that went into it, and of how it came out.  It’s not my best writing, by a long shot, but I think it’s probably my most emotional and evocative.

24. What fic do you desperately need to rewrite or edit?

Pretty much everything prior to my Doctor Who fic.  I’m very critical of my earlier works.

 25. What’s your most popular fanfic?

A recent one, Consortio, an ABO Hannigram sort-of Medieval-ish handwavey AU.  

26. How do you come up with your fanfic titles?

Quotations, song lyrics, poetry, Shakespeare, sometimes pulled out of my ass.

 27. What do you hate more: Coming up with titles or writing summaries?

SUMMARIES, JESUS CHRIST, SAVE ME FROM SUMMARIES.

 28. If someone were to draw a piece of fanart for your story, which story would it be and what would the picture be of?

Dealer’s choice, really. I’d just be thrilled for anybody to pick SOMETHING.  

 29. Do you have a beta reader? Why/Why not?

I do not, although I fear I need one for Gotham.  It’s more a personal choice than anything else.  I’ve got a particular style that doesn’t always mesh well with taking concrit, and while my grammar is very… erratic, at times (stuff it, I love my commas as you can tell), I feel like I should be the arbiter of what I create.

 30. What inspires you to write?

Practically anything. Songs, less often.  TV shows of the source material, obviously.  Movies, sometimes.  Random quotes, what ifs, conversations with friends, AU lists, prompt lists, sentence starters…

 31. What’s the nicest thing someone has ever said about your writing?

It’s from a writer named Mysenia on my fic Consortio:  “All the kudos! Just re-read this story, and I loved it every bit as much as I did the first time :D”  Because that’s honestly the first time anyone has mentioned re-reading something of mine in the comment, and it made me so happy for DAYS

 32. Do you listen to music when you write or does music inspire you? If so, which band or genre of music does it for you?

Actually, it depends on what I’m writing.  If I’m working on writing sex, then I need dance music, which I usually abhor.  I find the Matrix soundtracks work really well, as do Rammstein albums.  If I’m doing emotional/angsty things, then Meat Loaf is my go-to.  Otherwise, it’s kind of a mish-mash.  My music folders are here, on my Google drive, if anyone is really interested in anything I listen to.

 33. Do you write oneshots, multi-chapter fics or huuuuuge epics?

Mostly one-shots, although I’ve been known to do a chaptered fic/series once in a while.

 34. What’s the word count on your longest fic?

7,706 on “The Masks We Wear.”  I’ve got a series of fics that is 35,498, over about fifteen different stories.  Consortio and Kastytis are both chaptered, so they don’t count.  Consortio is 23,088 and Kastytis is 24,706

 35. Do you write drabbles? If so, what do you normally write them about?

Strictly 100 word pieces? Not any more.  I used to write for drabble challenges, but I can never stay within the word limit any more.  If you mean 200 words or less drabble-ishes, then yes, I do write those.  About a lot of things, really.  

36. What’s your favourite genre to write?

I’m kind of fond of first-times, although that’s not a given.  I don’t tend to stick to any one given genre.

37. First person or third person - what do you write in and why?

Third, unless it’s some VERY special occasion.  First person drives me nuts.  I love the Hunger Games books, but seeing things as Katniss gives me hives from time to time.  

38. Do you use established canon characters or do you create OCs?

I’ve done both, actually, although 99% of my OC writing stays private.  Which is sometimes a pity, because I think I’ve written some pretty good shit with some of my OCs.

39. What is your greatest strength as a writer?

I don’t know that I really have one.

 40. What do you struggle the most with in your writing?

Staying in character, finishing what I start.

 Fanfiction Questions

 41. List and link to 5 fanfics you are currently reading:

I’m not reading anything right now.  Except Stephen King’s IT

42. List and link to 5 fanfiction authors who are amazing:

Just five?  @slashyrogue, @damnslippyplanet, @granpappy-winchester, @mummyholmesisupset, @moku-youbi

43. Is there anyone in your fandom who really inspires you?

@bonearenaofmyskull, @crossroadscastiel, @bu0nanotte, @granpappy-winchester, @moku-youbi

44. What ship do you feel needs more attention?

All of them.

45. What is your all time favourite fanfic?

Home and Dry by @moku-youbi

46. If someone was to read one of your fanfics, which fic would you recommend to them and why?

Consortio, or Kastytis. They’re both Hannigram AUs, and I feel like they’re the best examples of my writing style.

47. Archive Of Our Own, Fanfiction.net or Tumblr - where do you prefer to post and why?

AO3 and Wonderful World of Make Believe, where I am woefully behind.  But AO3, because I enjoy having everything in one place, easy to use dashboard and posting interface, and it’s pre-sorted for me.

48. Do you leave reviews when you read fanfiction? Why/Why not?

Mostly I do, because I know how valuable the reviews are to writers.  I try and speak to what I liked best about the story, or how it moved me.

49. Do you care if people comment/reblog your writing? Why/why not?

I don’t want to care, but I do.  I want the validation, dammit.

50. How did you get into reading and/or writing fanfiction?

I eased into it by way of RP.  Play by email was my thing, and I loved reading threads strung together, which was basically fanfiction.  Then a friend of mine introduced me to Ares/Joxer slash, and I’ve just gone from there.  I’ve always written it, as long as I can remember, even though I didn’t know that’s what it was called.  

51. Rant or Gush about one thing you love or hate in the world of fanfiction! Go!

The one thing I hate in the world of fanfiction is the kind of elitism that is absolutely bullshit. As a writer, if you don’t write the pairing du jour, or the kind of thing that the fandom at large is clamoring for (RPF, AU, ABO, ten thousand other different things) then you don’t get a bit of recognition no matter how good you are.  Hannibal fandom is the first time that I’ve not seen this.  This is the only fandom that I know of where an author can write what they want to write and still be recognized for it.  

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Rambling - Adam Raki Imagine [Adam (2009)]

Title: Rambling

Pairing: Adam Raki X Reader

Word Count: 476 words

Warning(s): mentions of people being dicks (to the reader)

Summary: A budding relationship between (Y/n) and Adam leads to new discoveries and rambling conversations.

Author's Note: Hey, look, Kyli wrote another self-comfort fic.

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It was early in Adam and I's relationship.

We were in what I've affectionately called the learning phase.

We hadn't adjusted to every small habit of the other person. We were finding out each other's favorites. Our pasts were slowly getting revealed. Good and bad date ideas were being sorted, pet names getting tested, affection getting figured out. Trial and error.

It was the first time that I had gone over to Adam's place for more than a few moments.

We were on the couch, just talking about anything that was coming to mind.

It was nice. It felt natural. I had never fallen so perfectly into a continuous conversation with someone. Adam just made me feel safe there.

I had gotten stuck on this rambling about an idea I had gotten for a book. I was already constructing characters and settings and plot points. No one else around me had shown any interest when I told them, but Adam seemed open to listening, so I just kept talking.

More and more details started tumbling out of my mouth. I was surprised that I wasn't stumbling over my words. I was so excited about every part of it that I had to fight to keep myself from talking too fast.

I don't know what really made me pause.

Maybe it was the look on Adam's face. Maybe it was the clock on the end table reminding me how much time had passed. Maybe it was my own brain playing tricks on me. Maybe it was all of the above.

No matter the cause, I found my rambling slowing down.

"Sorry," I muttered after a while. "I... I don't get to talk about this stuff much and I know I get a bit carried away. I didn't mean to bore you-"

"You aren't boring me."

I paused for a moment. "I'm not?"

Adam shook his head.

"Oh," I looked down at my lap, fiddling with my fingers for a moment. "Thank you."

"For what?"

"Most people usually would cut me off by now," I shrugged. Honestly, I was scared that if I didn't shrug it off, I was going to start sobbing. "By ignoring me or interrupting me or insulting me... I don't know... they usually find something."

"That's rude of them," he replied.

I nodded. "Yeah, it is."

I shifted a bit so my head could rest on his shoulder. I tensed slightly, waiting for some indication that I needed to move. There weren't any though. He just seemed to relax a bit. That caused me to relax against him.

"I wanna hear more about it," Adam said after a few moments of silence.

"Really," I asked.

"Yeah."

I grinned to myself. "Okay."

Being listened to like this was going to take some getting used to. But it was an adjustment I was happy to make.

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Freckles and Constellations - Adam Raki Imagine [Adam (2009)]

Title: Freckles and Constellations

Pairing: Adam Raki X Reader

Word Count: 408 words (this might be the shortest imagine I've written in a hot minute)

Warning(s): none

Summary: (Inspired by "Freckles and Constellations" by dodie) Adam invited (Y/n) over after work to look at some new satellite images of Saturn. (Y/n)'s focus ends up drifting from the photos to the person sitting next to them.

Author's Note: My dudes. We've missed an incredible opportunity for too long. Also, I know this was kinda, sorta in the movie, but it just worked really well.

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It didn't take long for Adam Raki to become an essential part of my life.

He was one of the first people that I had met in the city. He was definitely the first to not immediately shrug me off. We were friends. That was it. Just friends.

Adam had been very excited about some photos of Saturn coming from a project that I admittedly had forgotten the name of. I wanted to stop and look, but I was working on something at the time. So, we made a deal. After work, I would go to Adam's place so he could show me all the images that had been shared.

It was nice.

Spending time with him always was.

I wish I could remember the exact moment that night when my focus shifted from the computer to Adam. He didn't seem to notice at all. He just continued pointing at parts of the image, explaining what they meant and how important they were.

I didn't realize just how much I had stopped listening until he spoke up.

"(Y/n)?"

I shook my head, blinking a few times to correct my focus.

"Are you alright," he asked.

"Yeah, yeah," I nodded. "Just a bit lost in thought is all."

"Do you not like the pictures?"

"No, they're beautiful. I just... I don't know."

Adam's eyebrows furrowed at me.

If I could explain it any better, I would. But any attempt to explain myself would result in some rambling that would make no sense to either one of us.

So, I slowly leaned over and pressed my lips against his. It wasn't a long kiss. Not at all. I pulled away far faster than I had leaned in.

I watched for some reaction. I was wondering if I should leave or stay.

I only let a smile cross my lips when I saw Adam grin at me. I turned back to the computer screen, ignoring how warm my face felt.

"What were you saying," I asked, trying to skate past the event.

I heard Adam start and stop a few times before falling back into rhythm. I bit my lip, feeling oddly comforted by that.

I slowly reached over and grabbed Adam's hand.

"Is this okay," I mumbled, glancing at him again.

He nodded.

"Good."

I looked down at our hands. It felt nice. Holding his hand, kissing him, being like this with him.

It was all I could ask for.

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Safe Place - Adam Raki Imagine [Adam (2009)]

Title: Safe Place

Pairing: Adam Raki X Reader

Word Count: 929 words

Warning(s): mentions of parent's death

Summary: A look into the normal of (Y/n) and Adam's friendship.

Author's Note: I will be honest. I haven't watched this film. I wanted to get Adam's character right (mostly his dialogue), so I looked into as many clips as I could find and read over the plot synopsis. I hope you enjoy.

Also, this happened because I asked my readers if there were any Hugh Dancy characters that they wanted to see imagines of. If you have any in mind, you can reply to this post or message me or whatever. These are not full requests; I'm just trying to find out what the people reading my writing want to see.

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"Oh, for fuck's sake!"

I threw open one of the windows in my apartment as smoke filled part of the room. I tried to frantically wave the smoke out of the room before the fire alarm went off. Once I could grab the dish, I tossed it onto the stove, groaning.

I heard a knock on the door.

I ran a hand over my face before walking over.

Adam was on the other side.

"Adam, hey," I said, immediately feeling more relaxed.

"Are you okay," he asked. "I heard yelling and stomping."

"Yeah," I nodded. "I just burned the cake I was making."

"Why were you making a cake," his eyebrows furrowed.

I shrugged, "Just wanted to make a cake."

There was a small pause in the conversation.

"Thank you for checking on me," I said. "It was very nice."

He grinned and looked at the ground, "You're welcome. I don't want you to get hurt."

I grinned.

"I'm going to go-"

"Will you wait for a minute," I asked. He nodded. I walked over to my desk drawer. I pulled the spare key to my apartment. "Here, take this."

"What is this," Adam asked, staring at the key now sitting in his palm.

"It's a spare key," I explained. "To my apartment."

"Why?

"In case there's an emergency," I shrugged. "If there's a situation where you need my help or think I need your help and I don't answer when you knock, then you can just unlock the door."

Adam nodded, still studying the key.

He ran his thumb over the teeth before slowly grinning at me. I grinned back.

He was almost sweet to a fault. I don't think there was another person I would've trusted more with that spare key. Not even my parents. He had proven time and time again that he cared for me.

I trusted him. Completely. And I really liked that feeling.

The spare key wouldn't be used for a while.

Adam and I sat down and made a list of emergencies where the key would be necessary. I had never thought of some of the scenarios that he had, but they made sense.

Still, none of those very specific scenarios would occur until months later.

I had walked into my apartment after a day of work and found Adam sitting on my couch. On his spot on my couch. His hands were resting on his pants. I could see that he had been lost in his own head for a while. Overwhelmed.

"Adam," I said softly. I hung up my bag and jacket.

"I... I know this isn't on our emergency list, but I didn't know where else to go," he explained quietly.

It clicked. His dad.

His dad had just passed.

I had been there when he was buried. I stood next to Adam at the side of his grave quietly. I wasn't going to push him to speak with me. He didn't have to. I just let him stand there until he wanted to go home.

I walked him to his door. I offered to stay with him for a night. He just shook his head. I respected that, reminding him to call me if he needed any kind of help.

Now, he was on my couch.

I walked over and sat next to him, "Do you want to talk?"

He shook his head.

"Okay," I nodded. "Do you want some food or something to drink?"

He shook his head again.

"Is there anything in particular that you want?"

I wanted to avoid something so open-ended. In a time when everything was so tense, it was easier to be able to give yes or no answers. I didn't want to force him to find an answer when there was already so much to deal with.

"I want to lay down," he said after a minute.

I nodded before standing up, "Come on."

He looked at me with furrowed eyebrows. I reached out a hand to him. He grabbed it slowly and let me walk him into my room.

"You can lay down here," I offered, letting go of his hand. "I'm going to grab some water."

As he sat on the edge of my bed, he reached for my hand again, "Lay with me. Please."

I nodded.

I let go of his hand and moved around to the other side of the mattress.

The two of us laid next to each other on our backs, both just silently staring at the ceiling. I was scanning any mark I could find. He said he didn't want to talk, so we didn't talk.

I only looked away from the ceiling when I felt his hand touch mine. I immediately looked down at where our hands were. Adam had moved to interlock our pinkies together.

I grinned softly before intertwining our hands completely.

"Thank you," he muttered.

"You're welcome," I replied.

Any movement was slow. Almost unnoticeable.

Soon, Adam had his head resting on my shoulder. I closed my eyes for a moment. It felt selfish at the time, but it had been a long time since I had been given any real physical contact. It was sweet.

I didn't notice when Adam fell asleep until he shifted slightly. I looked down at him and grinned. I didn't move from my spot. I spent that night on top of my covers, lying flat on my back, dressed in my work clothes, holding a man's hand.

And I was happy that way. I could spend every night like this and be perfectly happy.

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I’ll Plant My Soul, Just Take Me There - Adam Raki Imagine [Adam (2009)]

Title: I’ll Plant My Soul, Just Take Me There

Pairing: Adam Raki X Reader

Based On: No Place I'd Rather Be

Word Count: 984 words

Warning(s): argument

Summary: Adam gets offered a job in California and wants nothing more than for (Y/n) to go with him. (Y/n) just needs a good reason for uprooting their life.

Author's Note: I got this idea directly from the movie. Just so everyone is aware.

Flashbacks marked by italics

WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT THAT GIF! HOLY SHIT-

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I never expected to follow a boy across the country.

At the same time, when it was Adam, I was happy to do it. I loved him. More than I had loved anyone else before. Moving with him felt natural like it was going to happen no matter how much I wanted to deny it.

It had been about a week since Adam and I moved into the new place in California. It had been amazing. The place we were staying was nice, we both fell into a rhythm, and- the best part- we were together.

It was all I could ask for.

I had woken up especially early that morning. I had fallen asleep facing Adam, who was still asleep, snuggling into the covers.

I laid there quietly for a moment, admiring him. A soft grin crossed my face. How had I gotten so fortunate?

I slowly, carefully moved out of the bed, making sure to not wake him. I walked out into the living room. I made it to one of the windows and leaned against the wall next to it.

The view from this building was beautiful. I could not imagine getting tired of it. I let out a content sigh. And to think I almost hadn't joined Adam.

I had gone to visit Adam after work. I wasn't planning on staying the night, just watch a movie together and then head home.

He was pacing when I showed up. He wrang his hands out as he looked at me. I smiled at him.

"Are you okay," I asked. "You seem nervous."

"I'm excited," he corrected.

"Really? About what?"

"I got a job," he smiled. "The one I had the interview for."

"The one in California?"

"Yes," he replied.

I stepped over and hugged him tightly as I let out an excited laugh. His hands lightly touched my back as he hid his face in my shoulder.

"This is amazing," I said. "I'm so proud of you, Adam!"

He stepped back, "You helped me a lot."

"But the interview was all you," I explained. "You are amazing."

"So are you," he looked down for a moment. "You should start packing."

I chuckled, "What?"

"Well, they want me down in California as soon as possible, so you should start packing soon. We need to be ready to leave."

"I... Well... Adam, I... I can't just run to California with you."

"Why not," he asked.

"I'd have to sort out my job and my lease, my stuff is going to take a while to pack, we'd need a moving truck, maybe even a moving team," I listed. "I... I have a lot of things to consider here."

"But... But I need you there," he pushed. "You... You... What am I supposed to do without you? You show me where to shop, how to handle my bills, how to form my routine-"

"I'm not just a tool, Adam," I cut him off. I closed my eyes for a moment, dropping the volume of my voice. "I- I thought you knew that."

I walked out without another word. Adam didn't try to follow me out. I went home immediately. That wasn't how I wanted to leave things with Adam. I wanted him to be happy to be there. I wanted to be happy for him. But I needed more. I wasn't just useful. I knew that. I couldn't compromise that forever.

I didn't see Adam for a couple of days after that.

I went into work and then went home. That's it.

I was making dinner when there was a knock on the door. I pulled the door open and saw Adam standing on the other side. He looked out of breath like he had run all the way here. I leaned on the doorframe, raising an eyebrow at him.

"You were right," he admitted. "I believed that the practical things were the right things to say. I didn't realize that you saw that as harmful. I... I'm sorry."

"Thank you," I said.

"I still want you to go with me," he replied. "B-But not because of the other things. It's because I... I love you."

My eyes went wide. Adam hadn't said that before.

"Was that the wrong thing to say-"

"I love you too," I stopped him. "I love you too, Adam."

"Really," a smile broke out on his face. I smiled back.

"Yeah, really."

Adam stepped forward and pressed his lips to mine. I slowly kissed him back, just glad to have him with me again.

I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard steps approaching me. I looked at Adam as he walked over with his hair messy and a tired look on his face. I grinned.

"You weren't in bed," he muttered as he made his way over to me. "I got worried."

"I'm sorry," I said softly. "I was just enjoying the view."

Adam followed my gaze outside.

"It's beautiful," I mumbled.

"Are you happy here," he asked. "With me?"

I looked at him again, stepping close to him. He had this look on his face; eyebrows drawn up, a small frown, eyes jumping around my face. I reached up and touched the side of his face gently.

"Yes," I nodded. "I am so happy with you, Adam. I love you so much."

His face softened and he slowly smiled at me, "I love you too."

I leaned in and pressed my lips to his gently. His hands reached for my sides, flexing a little before he pulled me closer. One of my hands touched his shoulder as my other hand slid up into his hair. He sighed a little as I did, making me grin into the kiss.

As we stood there, kissing as the early morning sun started spilling into the room, I was certain that this was the best decision I had ever made.

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Sonder - The Wrecks Writing Challenge (Masterlist)

Hello!

This is a masterlist for my next writing challenge! It's going to be dedicated to "Sonder" by The Wrecks. If you haven't listened to the album yet, you need to. It's brilliant.

I hope you enjoy this! I had a lot of fun planning it!

(Thank you to The Wrecks for making an album that was so easy to think of plots for)

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How Come Your Truth Revolves Around You? Frederick Chilton X Reader (Hannibal) Summary: Someone can only work with Dr. Frederick Chilton for so long before they realize where his ambitions lie. Some people can't sit by and watch that.

I Love This Part

This is the Part Where You Recognize This Was Your Fault and You Made it Mine Kara Danvers X Reader (Supergirl) Summary: After getting sent away by the D.E.O, (Y/n) turns to one person that they trusted to never turn their back on their friends. However, the world is never that predictable.

Where Are You Now?

Where Are You Now? Emily Prentiss X Reader (Criminal Minds) Summary: Emily was (Y/n)'s first love. When she leaves without a goodbye, (Y/n) never thought they'd see each other again... until they start working together.

Don't Be Scared

Don't be Scared; This is the Life Oliver Queen X Reader (Arrow) Summary: (Y/n) didn't know what they were truly signing up for when Oliver became mayor and hired them After disagreements and arguments, (Y/n) starts to realize that their new job just might not work out.

Unholy

Open Your Eyes; Here Comes the Old Me Cal Roberts X Reader (The Path) Summary: After Cal's first major TV interview, an anonymous article is released describing manipulation at the hands of the man trying to recruit

Dystopia

We're on Our Way to Dystopia Eddie Lane X Reader (The Path) Summary: After his original crisis of faith, Eddie is on the search for answers. However, it is far too easy for the wires between answers and happiness to get crossed.

Unrequited

Unrequited Love Makes the Heart Grow Fonder Barry Allen X Reader (CW's The Flash) Summary: (Y/n)- and almost everyone else around them- was convinced that Barry and them were either together or on the way there. So, when Barry and Iris get together, there are a lot of questions from all angles.

No Place I'd Rather Be

I'll Plant My Soul, Just Take Me There Adam Raki X Reader [Adam (2009)] Summary: Adam gets offered a job in California and wants nothing more than for (Y/n) to go with him. (Y/n) just needs a good reason for uprooting their life.

Ugly Side

I'm Just Asking if I Can See You Lance Sweets X Reader (Bones) Summary: Lance spent a long time trying to get through (Y/n)'s shell. It looks like he's finally found success. However, when (Y/n) is ready to be serious, Lance suddenly decides to run for the hills.

Normal

I Just Wanna Fall in Love Like Everybody Else Does Dean Winchester X Reader (Supernatural) Summary: Dean wants to try his hand at a "normal" relationship. His biggest fear is that his lifestyle and past will keep him from experiencing the one thing he wants more than anything.

Lone Survivor

I'm a Reckless Lone Survivor Alana Bloom X Reader (Hannibal) Summary: (Y/n) tries to warn Alana about Dr. Lecter's true nature. Alana doesn't take the warning seriously until it's almost too late.

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