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[duckapus]

Admin Gohma Headcanons

Her dialogue uses These Colors in that order, because it's the reverse of Byte's, like how Plurality's got reversed text colors from Lil Coding.

Got out of the Depths after leaving Marbled Gohma by possessing a nearby Deep Firefly and mutating it into something similar to the nasty fire centipede things in Dragon Roost Cavern in Wind Waker, though retaining the small size and rows or wings from its original form. Then she just flew up

Eventually got found by a Yiga Footsoldier who realized just what she was and offered up her body as a more useful vessel (fanatic cultists amirite?). So now Gohma's a sort of Hylian/Bug Demon hybrid. The only obvious tell when she's not actively using her non-Hylian features is that her usual big weak-point eye is in the dead center of her forehead

Surprisingly regal and well-mannered given what she is. She has been granted the title of queen at least once after all

Can use the abilities of any version of Gohma from any of the games. This includes the sillier ones like Gohmaracas

Can also assume the forms of any version of Gohma as her maneuver form, though she favors the crayfish-based form she took when she overrode Byte

Elevated her vessel to Code Entity status during the mutation process. She's not an actual Admin anymore (the Admins closed that backdoor real fast just in case) but kept the title as a point of pride

Is fiercely loyal to Ganondorf, in any form or time period she may find him in. The only reason she's even bothering with the Syndicate is because 80's cartoon Ganon is part of their group and the first Ganon she managed to find

Finds Tartarus's paranoia regarding her incredibly amusing

[megansouzava]

Estrine Studios’ 4th Anniversary Meetup (as well as my birthday celebration) was a success! It was so great to finally meet everyone after 2+ years of knowing them, and it was so fun!!!

People on left, front to back:

- DemonThingy (Ravio’s VA)

- Ross/Skyrin (Legend & Warriors VA, Owner of Estrine)

- Decent (Ganon’s VA, Admin)

- Kat (Future VA for Blue and Vio, Old Lady in episode 7, Admin)

- Rider (Time, Twilight and Sky’s VA, Former Admin, also my boyfriend)

- Jackson (a former co-worker of mine)

People on the right, front to back:

- Grim (The future innkeeper VA, Admin)

- Mofu (my IRL best friend, Former Admin)

- Myself (Four and Wind’s VA, Former Admin)

- Sean (my co-worker)

Thank you all from the bottom of my heart for making my birthday the best it could possibly be. Anime Boston was fantastic, Genshin DND in person made me sob hysterically for 10 minutes straight (thanks for killing 4 party members Ross ._. /hj), and getting to talk to you all in person was a dream come true. I had so much fun!!!!

By the way…

Estrine’s LU cast was invited to sign autographs at a convention! The convention itself is 100% free, and so are our prints!! We’ll be hosting a panel for Estrine’s dub of LU, including a Q&A, improv, a live read of an episode, and go into detail about Estrine’s formation, how to become a voice actor with the bare minimum, and how to get started.

This con is called “Cape Con”, and it is being held on June 29th from 10am-4pm at the Falmouth Public Library in Falmouth, Massachusetts! Please come stop by our booths! 💚❤️💙💜🩵

This is Celestia, signing out!

[ligayangdala]

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MILAN, OH, MILAN! — BF!JAEHYUN IG AU

CHIKA NG ADMINS | eto naaaa AAAAA ready na rin ba kayo sa angst na ipopost namin soon? :] syempre di lang tayo puro smut dapat dito, dapat may angst rin ;) eniway ! hindi si jaehyun ang main character pero ;)

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[ask-emilz-de-philz]

Your art is my guilty pleasure admin 🩵

(( HAHAHAHAHAHAH TALAGA HAHA XDDD OMG ))

(( Feel ko nga e parang tinatago nyo ko , sikret ba ako? Underground artist ganon 😂😂😂😂😂 jk pero oh gosh rhank you talaga ang flattering po ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🧋🧋🧋🧋🧋))

[findroleplay]

18+ discord roleplay request. looking for active partners. at least one response a week. open to dead dove content 🕊️🫀 all characters will be depicted of age.

admin : twenty two. he / they. EST. 10+ years of roleplay exp.

writing style : semi - lit to literate paragraphs, 3rd person pov.

pairings : canon x canon doubles. this is required. no oc’s currently.

ships : yours x [ mine ]

i do have short plot ideas for each ship.

chainsaw man. | aki x [ angeldevil ] makima x [ denji ] aki x [ denji ]

my hero academia. | katsuki x [ shoto ]. dabi x [ hawks ]. katsuki x [ izuku ].

fire force. | shinra x [ iris ]

legend of zelda. | ganon x [ link ]

leave a like if you are interested and i will message with details, plots and questions :)

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[lottie-blr]

Nag first day na ako sa nilipatan kong work kahapon. Hurrah!! ☺️

- syempre, orientation muna daba. Nakaka lutang talaga yung kapag ganitong orientation dahil ang hirap nilang i-absorb lahat. Sa totoo lang

- pinag sample design ako ng banner. As a designer, sakit ko na yung: kapag nag start ako mag design ng pahapon tapos gutom pa eh, wala talaga akong creative juices hahaha. Active talaga utak ko sa morning like yun yung unang gagawin. Kaya kapag tinatanong ako na what time ako okay mag design? Palagi kong sagot is morning. Pero na-kokondisyon din naman yung brain ko if need ng hapon ganon. Basta busog at hindi pagod HAHAHAHAHAHA

- umaariba nanaman yung pagiging SMM ko dzai HAHAHAHA ginawa kasi akong admin sa isang page. Eh ang baba mg engagement saka (nakalimutan ko yung isa) tinry ko muna mag generate ng hashtag if mag wowork. But mukhang hindi naman ganon ka-big deal sakanila hahahaha. Uploading ng videos sa fb yung isa kong ginawa.

- mejo nakakaramdam na ako ng pressure kapag sunod-sunod na ang utos nila. Pero okay lang yan. Gusto ko naman ng ganito diba? Hahaha. Atleast busy ako sa work. Hindi yung maraming free time (which is ayaw ko)

- diba nga ka-trabaho ko yung pinsan ko. Pero hindi naman halata na mag pinsan kami gawa ng magkaiba naman apelyido namin eh. Josko yung mga ka-close niya sa office parang may gusto silang ipatumba sa office HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

- isa pa. Akala ko sa bahay-bahay ako ilalagay gawa ng real estate yung company. Pero nag engage na din kasi yung company sa events. Don pala ako ilalagay sa events tih hahahaha

Oki. Mag pprepare na rin ako sa day 2 lols

[lunatells]

I love you to bits (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠✧⁠*⁠。

I have this friend whom I met when I was still in Highschool. Friendster was the largest socmed platform that time. Yung tipong pabonggahan kayo ng themes and background music.

Anyways, I met her thru a chatbox. Isa din yung socmed platform. Admin ako ng isang chatbox non. Admin-Moderator to be exact kasi gumagawa ako ng so called 'banners' non. Idk how to explain that chatbox bsta mga tinyurl eme eme before. So ayun na nga madami akong nasalihan non na chatbox and isa akong editor ng banners non. Ginawa kong sideline yun while meeting new friends. There nga I met BITS. Madami rin akong maging friends nun na up until sumikat na yung fb e naging kausap ko parin sila nauso din GC non. So up until now, si Bits lang yung nakakausap ko sakanila. So maybe you're wondering bakit Bits yung tawagan namin kasi nung time nayon talaga patok na patok yung CALLSIGNS.

Lagi lagi kami magkaSKYPE non. As in almost everyday. After class, after dinner, especially weekends.

Hanggat sa parang na ban yata yung chatbox namin non kaya we lost connections sa mga iba naming friends don pero kaming dalawa e hindi padin.

Dumating nalang din yung time na bihira nalang kami magusap and dahil nadin college, busy days ganon. Pero from time to time pag may free time e talagang nagkakamustahan kami until now pero sobrang bihira nalang talaga.

Napa share lang ako ngayon kasi napakasarap magkaroon ng 'internet friend' never pa kami nagkita lahit ang dami naming plano. Btw, She has a cutie litol family now. Nagsheshare parin siya sakin mg rants niya and napakasarap sa feeling na kahit hindi na kami ganon ka naguusap, comfy padin siya mag share sakin e vinavalue talaga niya friendship namin. Napakasarap sa feeling na anjan parin siya handang makinig din sakin at ako parin yung binabalikbalikan niyang kaibigan.

Sana lahat ganon no? Oo, wala namang perpekto pero ang sarap kasi sa feeling na yung dati mong kaibigan e kaibigan mo parin hanggang ngayon.

Value your friendship. Sandamakmak man yan o nagiisa lang.

[kaimayontheway]

"Umabsent ka naman minsan, Kai!"

Eto yung sinabi ng dati kong boss na tumatak sa akin, huling linggo na niya bago siya umalis sa school. Sa totoo lang, matagal ko nang gusto umabsent dahil mag-isa pinasan ang Guidance Office kahit nung mga panahon na nandyan pa siya, pero matagal na niya akong iniwan sa ere simula nung nagfile na siya ng notice of resignation. Hindi ko maiwan ang office na ganon ang state. Di ko lang gets kung bakit dinmaay pa niya ako sa sama ng loob niya sa admin. Kahit sa mga huling linggo niya sa school, pabaya pa rin siya.

Hanggang ngayon, galit pa rin ako sa kanya. At sobrang pagod na ng utak at katawan ko.

[thecuccoocorner]

hey there cuoccos!!! can you add this blog, kintsukis ( oc with a zelda au ) twlit ( canon-divergent and headcanon heavy twilight link, with influences from other games ) and caraegis ( primarily botw link with a spicy dash of other timelines and a Big Heap Of Headcanons! )

it shall be, and it has been done!check out these three blogs!

[megansouzava]

I just turned 19 today!! I also get to meet Estrine Studios’ Linked Universe cast today!!!!!!! I can’t wait to meet everyone and have a great time!! 🥹🩵 We’ll be attending a convention in Massachusetts named Anime Boston!! We’ll be there for the whole weekend, so please say hi if you see us!! Here’s my cosplay lineup!

Here’s who’s going on the trip from Estrine!

- Me, Celestia/Megan (Four, Wind and Hyrule’s VA)

- RedRider286 (Time, Twilight and Sky’s VA, also voices most of the monsters & sound effects)

- Skyrin/Ross (Legend, Warriors and Wild’s VA, the Creator of Estrine, the video editor)

- DemonThingy (Ravio’s VA)

- DecentVA (Ganon’s VA, for whenever he shows up)

And cast members from other projects/admins will be attending too!! This is going to be SO much fun, and I’m so excited that this trip made it out of the group chat!

For those who can’t attend, the trip will be vlogged and will be posted to Estrine’s YouTube channel!

I’ll see you guys at Anime Boston this weekend, love y’all!

- Celestia / Megan (Four, Wind and Hyrule’s Voice Actor for Estrine Studios’ dub of Linked Universe)

[ligayangdala]

hello nakshies! admins lia & gaia here, may announcement kami! :)

ano so, unang una sa lahat thank you sa kind words & for understanding na busy kami sa university these past few weeks. we didn't mean to spread the negativity that we already have at school here sa blog namin, we received your asks na and we've read them na rin. ipopost nalang namin here:

ayan, thank you for understanding that college is hard and that we won't be able to update as much as we used to. pasensya na rin if ever man nagalit(?) o nagmukha kaming galit, natrigger lang talaga kasi ko na sinabihan ako ng first year na time management lang ang kailangan 😭 alam kong ‘di madali ang first year pero.... para kong napagsabihan ng mas bata sakin and i found their ask quite insensitive kasi pagod na kami both from school and itong blog na ‘to ‘yung escape namin from that tapos ganon pa ‘yung nabasa namin ahahhs anyway, hindi kami galit!!! like, nadala lang sa pagod at puyat tapos tinapos namin ‘yung ep 2 ng camboy!dream kahit hindi ‘yun yung original ending, for the sake lang na may maipost kami, kaya tinapos na namin.

sa mga nagfofollow samin sa twitter, namention namin diba na nagtweet na kami ng visualizer na connected sa camboy!dream? siguro gets niyo na agad kung anong visualizer ‘yung tinutukoy namin HAHAHAH ‘yung bff!rj visualizer—‘yun talaga dapat ‘yung isusulat namin pero ayun nga, nagmadali kaming tapusin kaya iniba na namin ‘yung takbo ng story.

so ayun, if nahawa kayo sa negative vibes namin ni admin lia last time, we’re sorry 🥲🥲🥲 the sole purpose of this blog is to interact with filozens na nagkakasiyahan lang pero nabadtrip kasi kami talaga kaya sorry HAHAHASH

we’ll continue posting as soon as our prelims are done, wala raw pasok si admin lia so she can do a mindmap of camboy!dream ep 3 pati na rin ‘yung ibang drabbles and requested scenarios. i’ll write them as soon as i finish reviewing. closed pa rin ang requests guys, except for drabbles—we’ll only accept drabble requests pero it’ll take time. have a good day!

xoxo, lia & gaia

[ask-emilz-de-philz]

fanarts po na wholesome ganon nothing nsfw >.<) just to show appreciation and adoration kay admin idk whaHhshs bibili na lang ako kofi for you HAHAHAHA

-ey

(( HAHAHAH FR FR? I've had some doodled my avatars before but they're from mutuals / friends lang when we make funny stuff in chats. XD but sure, of course wholesome stuffs are fun ))

[zelda-tunes]

THIS ART IS GORGEOUS

[1ightsen]

Here they are all together! - Most of the commissions I did for my first batch :) thank you all for helping me raise some money for my screen tablet.  For pictures displayed here, Prices range from £4 - £30 I’ve wiped the board and added a couple more options, if anyone is interested, please have a look - https://trello.com/b/bP2jddxk/lightsens-commissions Thank you everyone that has commissioned me or reblogged to boost it :) Your support is hugely appreciated <3

[jibarichan]

To Marcos loyalists/apologists

DISCLAIMER: Mahaba 'tong post, 10-15 mins. read more or less (kung di kasama yung mga articles and links sa baba). And this is politically charged (saka may mga corny jokes, sarcasm, at ilang pilit na pop-culture references). Kung di kayo nandito para sa ganon, then that's alright, naiintindihan ko nang lubos. May choice kayo para lampasan 'to. Feel free to scroll away po. O kaya, skip to the TLDR at the end, although you'll miss some of the points I stated, saka yung mga shared online articles. If you do intend to read, then thank you very much. I'll also accept criticisms. Di tayo ipokrito. And I know, and understand, na magkakaiba ang political views natin. Pero we can disagree na po when it comes to the ethics and morals attached to our political views.

Ako, ayoko rin magmukhang keyboard warrior kasi bihira lang ako magpost, pero eto na nga. Nakakapanlumo lang kasi na marami akong kakilala na bilib sa Marcos apologists and loyalists. This post won't sway hearts and minds, I know. Di ko pati to sinulat in an academic or formal manner (this is very informal, rambly, at puro rhetoric hahaha), but if the following arguments and counter-arguments will make you pause and think, pwede na rin yun.

So let's address some of the common arguments, posts, and comments being thrown around:

"DI NYO NA KAMI MAUUTO" o "FAKE NEWS YANG GMA/ABSCBN/OTHER NEWS OUTLETS"

Sure ba kayo na di rin kayo nauuto o nagpapadala sa sabi-sabi ng Marcos loyalists and apologists? Aba, dapat eh napakasipag nyo din mag fact check at research. Aba, dapat reliable din sources nyo. Certified at official. Kung maduda kayo, then pakiusap, double check nyo rin mga sinasabi nila.  Saka nung nag research ka ba, yung mga articles na pabor lang kay Marcos binasa mo? Articles na pinapaganda pangalan nya? Eh baka naman yun lang gusto mong basahin, kasi gusto mo tama ka (confirmation bias po tawag don). Basahin mo rin yung mga masasamang nangyari nun, para patas. Kasi patas po ang totoong research. Both sides, tinitignan. May cross-referencing at pag double-triple check ng sources; at sources ng sources. Yes ganun kalalim dapat. At oo, because of such principles sa research, alam din namin mga magagandang projects nun. Alam namin yung potensyal ng Pilipinas to rise as an economic tiger sa Asya, at the time. But at what cost? Tambak na utang? Makapal na missing persons lists? Mga nakaw na salapi? Mga sipsip at balimbing na cronies? Pano na? Pride na lang labanan, kahit parang tanga na?

"DI KA PA NAMAN BUHAY NON" o "DI MO NAMAN INABUTAN PANAHON NI MARCOS"

Really? Don't let that be your best reasoning hahahaha. Di ka rin naman buhay nung panahon ng mga Kastila, pero alam natin na binaril si Rizal sa Bagumbayan. Ano, ang pilosopo ko ba? Ikaw rin naman, pag ganyan arguments mo. And what's next? Fake news na rin ang Spanish occupation dati?

"SABI NG LOLO/LOLA KO" o "SABI NG MAGULANG KO"

I'm sure na naging mapayapa buhay nila. Kasi yan din sabi ng mga mas matatanda sakin. Surprise! Hindi naman kasi nila binatikos dalawang dekadang pamumuno na hindi na demokratiko eh. Saka baka yung iba sa kanila, wala sa urban centers, wala sa sentro ng gulo. At kung hindi man sa kanila nangyari yung gulo, it doesn't mean it didn't happen somewhere else. Eh pano yung mga murang bilihin kamo? The gov't that time was well-funded, and the economy was booming on the surface. Dahil sa ano? Sa utang. Towards the end (ibig sabihin po DURING Marcos' term pa rin) nagsimula nang mag crash ang ekonomiya. Na-expose na rin mga kinuha nilang pera.

"HISTORY IS WRITTEN BY THE VICTORS"

Okay, easy sa quotes Lt. General Shepherd (MW2 reference wink wink). Tama na pa-astig natin, okay? Half-truth lang yan. More aptly siguro, history is written DESPITE the victors. Marami pong unbiased saka objective na pagaaral sa usaping yan. Kaya nga alam natin na di rin naman malinis ang mga Aquino. Kaya alam natin na involved din pangalan nila sa massacres. Gusto mo ng sources no? Wow look at you, you fact-checking golden child. Keep it up, dapat ganyan lagi. Sana binasa o tinignan mo rin sources ng apologists. Sana dinobol check mo rin mga sinasabi ng may first hand at second hand accounts. And friends, never magiging victors yung mga biktima ng torture, rape, at extra-judicial killings. Oh, hindi sila biktima kasi nanggugulo sila?-- I hear you say. Dear, yung pagbatikos lang sa gobyerno kinoconsider na nilang panggugulo. Maraming inosenteng nabiktima. And if you think na walang inosenteng nabibiktima-- Are you serious? Naive ka ba?

"PAST IS PAST" o "MOVE ON NA"

Don't use these words lightly. Wala sa iisang playing field ang feelings mo saka feelings ng isang collective. Magkaibang pahina yan. Hindi po parehas ang history ng isang taong broken hearted o na friendship over ang history ng mga biktima ng human rights violations saka political injustice (at marami po sila ah). Wag basta basta magbitaw ng past is past kapag may mga taong di na natagpuan ng pamilya nila, mula noong past, hanggang present. Unfair. Unfair sobra. Para bang okay lang na maraming namatay saka natorture, o kaya naman missing, kasi mayaman naman Pilipinas, maraming infrastructure projects, saka mura bilihin. Bad yun.

"HINDI NAMAN YUNG MISMONG PRESIDENTE ANG GUMAWA" 

Oh so ganyan tayo? No accountability for the head of state? Commander-in-chief of the military? Sino ba nag empower sa mga high ranking officials? Officials, who in turn, nag execute ng directives? Suddenly, nakalimutan ba natin ang chain of command? Or naniniwala ba tayo na covert lahat ng yun, at di alam ng presidente? If so, pano naging magaling yun at effective ang pamumuno? Ganon ba ang best president? Nganga tayo sa ganyan mga kapatid.

"HINDI KASALANAN NG ANAK ANG KASALANAN NG TATAY" / "SINS OF THE FATHERS" argument 

Totoo. Totoong totoo. Kaya dapat ina-acknowledge ng anak ang ginawa ng mga magulang nya to establish separation of beliefs, at di sana pinagtatanggol. Oh mga amigo amiga, double-triple check nyo yan ah. Mahusay naman kayo sa ganyan di ba? Smart kayo. Di kayo mahilig magpautot. *uto. Teka pati, running mate nya si Digong. Okay lang sayo yun? Ay baka okay lang sayo yun, kasi okay din si Digong para sayo. Figures. Paalala lang: Unfair sobra, para sa mga casualties ng current regime. At kung sasabihin mo na 'ganun talaga eh mga adik mga yun eh', aba. Okay din pala talaga sayo na may namamatay outside the boundaries of law. Tanggap mo rin talaga nangyari during Martial Law-- which is ironic, dahil hindi lawful kahit kailan ang rape, torture, at suppression. Wala kang pake eh (past is past). At pag wala kang pake, wag kang magpanggap na makatao. Lalong wag magpanggap na maka-Diyos.

"KAYA NGA NAG MARTIAL LAW DAHIL SA MGA TERORISTA EH"

Yes. Except hindi lang yung mga terorista ang naapektuhan. Kahit yung mga critics lang saka nagboses ng opinyon, nadali din. The collateral damage was too much FROM BOTH SIDES. Where to draw the line?-- I hear you ask again. It's one thing po na makita ang realidad ng law enforcement at war on terror/crime/drugs/beliefs etc. It's another to look away from too many casualties. Not fighting or voicing or even THINKING against collateral damage IS too much.

"EH BAKIT DI INALIS ANG MARTIAL LAW SA BATAS?"

Dahil kaya po yang i-implement na hindi naaapakan ang human rights at judicial system. For example, despite the criticisms towards the current admin, yung implementation ng martial law during the attacks in Marawi, was arguably justified. Oh ayan ah patas tayo.

"EH FAKE NEWS NGA KASI MARAMI SA NANGYARI NUNG MARTIAL LAW NI MARCOS" 

Luh eto na naman? Sabi nang dapat sure din kayo na di kayo napepeke ng mga binabasa saka pinapakinggan nyo eh. Dapat double check nyo rin 'real news' nyo.

"EH PANO SABI NG LOLO/LOLA KO?" 

Eh ano bang sabi ko kanina tungkol jan? Sige basahin mo ulit sa taas. Makinig ka pa rin sa ikukuwento nila, kasi we respect our elders. But we shouldn't be beholden to everything they say (luh English na naman). May sarili po tayong isip at kakayanang magaral.

"DILAWAN KA"

Nakakakilabot ah. Ayoko rin sa kanila. Whew pareparehas lang silang may ginawang masama. I'm sure na gustong gusto mo rin na kastiguhin mga Dilawan. Tara sabay tayo. Kaya nga di umunlad bansa eh, lalo pang nalugmok. Involved nga din sila sa killings ng mga magsasaka saka protesters. And duh, as if wala ding namamatay o nawawala na union members and leaders sa current regime. Pero di yan excuse para pagbigyan mo na lang mga Marcos loyalists.

"AKTIBISTA KA" 

My school mates and friends at the time can attest na hindi ako nagparticipate. Naniniwala din marami samin sa diversity ng ETHICAL methods and ETHICAL political views. Still, I must admit that my stance only changed drastically by the time na umupo si Duterte. Nagsisisi ako na tinamad ako so many times, and I wasn't informed or mature enough to make a choice, to make a vote. Di ba nga, you can stay neutral until you're not.

"EH ANONG GAGAWIN KO?"

Pagbanggain po ang mga nabasa o napanood na ebidensya at accounts from both sides (and 3rd party/international sources din), hanapin ang mga overlaps, then form an informed opinion. If somehow napaisip ka at nakaramdam ng konting hesitasyon sa pagboto kay BBM, wag ka munang magpanic at pagdudahan lahat ng bagay. Maghintay ka muna ng iba pang tatakbo. Wag yung bilib na bilib ka rin kaagad kay BBM. Maghihintay ako, at sana, maghintay ka rin. Wow romantic no hahahaha. De, sana may additional confirmed candidates pa.

"DI NA LANG AKO BOBOTO" o "WALA NA KONG PAKE" 

Kasi evil is evil, lesser, greater, middling? Hindi ka si Geralt (wink wink sa mga nakakuha ng reference). Bumoto ka pa rin if you can, please, and if it's safe (taking into account this pandemic). It matters. Evidently, nag matter yung mga boto towards Digong. Nanalo sya nun eh. So by the same token, may halaga yung boto mo, even if it's counted against sa boto ng iba. It will be one less vote laban sa ayaw mong maupo. It may seem like there's only few against many, pero pag mas maraming taong informed, mas dumadami yung.. yung few.. so magiging many sila. And of course, mas maraming may informed votes saka educated na desisyon, more chances of winning.

"NADADAYA ANG BOTOHAN" 

True. Very true. Pero mas mahirap dayain pag mas maraming legit na boto. Pahirapan nyo man lang sila, kahit pano. At pag nahirapan sila, mas madali silang papalpak. Mas madali silang magiging subjects to scrutiny.

I'm sure na meron pang mga arguments na di kasama sa mga nabanggit, pero pwede nyong kunin yung sagot sa ibang points na na-raise ko. If you've ever used any of those arguments above before, and somehow, medyo napaisip kayo after reading the counter-arguments (which is the best I could hope for), then take some time to rethink your decision. 

Hindi kailangang maging matalino para magkaron ng informed opinion. Dapat masipag lang manaliksik. Otherwise, madali ka ring mapaniwala, which is the very thing that you accuse others of. At kung sa tingin mo, napagisipan mo na nang maigi, then sige. Buo na desisyon mo eh. Baka well-informed ka na. Pero kung medyo napatigil o napaisip ka sa mga counter-arguments kanina, then walang masamang magisip pa ng konti. 

-----Additional articles po, past this point-----

For infinitely less rambly, more reliable, data-driven works, eto po mga pwede nyong basahin. Remember, don't judge too hastily na fake yang mga yan. A lot of the articles have been around for years, for people to read. Also, remember that these are from people with experience, expertise, and credibility, more so than a lot of us, including our own lolos and lolas (bless them, still). 

Galing po itong mga to sa internet-- for goodness' sake. Mag search lang tayo with intent to look for proper journalism and academic studies. From Brittanica yung unang dalawa, no less-- which is highly accessible, very digestible, concise, and still manages to present the good and bad (non-biased representation po). Easy to read na po yang mga yan ah:

The Marcos and early post-Marcos era (scroll down po kung gusto nyo magsimula agad sa Marcos era)

Martial law

And hindi mawawala ang mga nagsasabi na golden age ang Marcos regime. They saw those times with rose-colored glasses (idiomatic expression yern). Pero you'll notice something. Very anecdotal. Very similar sa mga nagkukwento sating matatanda. Medyo tricky maghanap ng ganito, sa totoo lang, from an online article na galing sa news outlet.

30 Years After Revolution, Some Filipinos Yearn for ‘Golden Age’ of Marcos

But this. This is easy to find. An apologist fb page. Non-academic and very fanatical, no surprise there, pero isisingit ko so you can check.

WE Love Ferdinand Marcos

Whew there are some interesting videos and posts here, primarily dahil sa mga footage and photos na meron sila. Watch or check those footages and photos ah, then ibangga nyo po sa mga alam natin from history. See how eloquent and compelling Ferdinand Marcos was, and you'll see kung ano ang isa sa mga kinabibiliban ng loyalists and apologists. There's value there, para makita mo kung anong hook nya sa mga tagasunod nya. 

You want more? Okay sige. Search mo sa Google yung Department of National Defense's web page for Ferdinand Marcos' biography, for some more heroic representation. You'll notice na nalimitahan sa iilang sentences yung Martial Law saka change of legislation. 

But it gets more bloody and not so heroic, with the other pages and articles ahead. It's true, mahirap nang maging non-biased when confronted with cruelty and injustice, but KEEP IN MIND, the numbers and statements na mababasa nyo from these links came from the security forces na appointed dati. Official numbers and statements po ang raw data nila. So there. 

Let's start off with a view on the economy. Opposite to the fanatical page earlier, here's an academic fb page post, para po alam nating numbers ang tinitignan nila, at hindi nostalgia at conspiracy lang. You can check the primary source na meron din sila for the compilation.

Econcepts: The Economy under the Marcos Era

For a slightly more detailed breakdown of the declaration of Martial law, with links or hypertexts in each section of the article:

Declaration of Martial Law

For the more sinister side na hindi kailanman bibigyan ng transparency ng mga security forces at the time-- here are some more readings:

‘San Juanico Bridge,’ other tortures detailed

3,257: Fact checking the Marcos killings, 1975-1985

Pano kamo mga massacres during the Aquino admin? Di po makacancel out nyan nangyari nung Martial Law, pero sige, para makita na rin natin na hindi natigil ang gulo. And ohoho, they're just as bad.

The Mendiola Massacre: Decades on, Philippine Land Reform Movement Remains Mired in Blood

Hacienda Luisita Timeline

Ayan online na po yang mga yan ah. No need to download anything as well. Kulang na kulang pa yan though, dahil this post is waaaay too long na po para mag accommodate ng ibang in-depth articles, let alone studies and published PDFs, and books! Physical and digital books! Pero di ba, may internet na pipol. There are loads of historical fiction as well, if you want to look at it from a literary angle, and even music and movies! Meron at meron po pag naghanap. Conspiracy theories nga nahahanap eh. But for my friends or colleagues na marami pong additional articles, readings, downloadables, books and media suggestions-- please po, do share if you're inclined to comment. Malaking tulong po yun. Maraming salamat! 

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TLDR; Ang bottomline po, wag basta basta susuporta sa political dynasties ah? Yung bagay lang na umuulit sila, nagpapasa-pasa ng posisyon sa angkan, dapat mapaisip na po tayo, oki? Di po dapat family business yan. If you have to make a decision to support someone from said families, make sure lang po na at least, nagresearch po tayo. Lesser evil and all that.

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my journey as a freshmen applicant (2021)

honestly i don’t know where to start because the results still doesn’t sink into my mind. yes, it’s really hard to accept that i am not qualified sa lahat ng school na inapplyan ko. nag apply na ako sa private at state univs; alam kong makakapasok na ako kung i-go go ko ang private pero kung financial ang pag uusapan ay hindi kakayanin talaga kasi may isa nang nagtu-tuition sa’min; sa state univ naman mga hindi naman ako pinalad. wala naman akong dream school, dream course meron which is BS Architectue.

anyway ang purpose lang ng post na ‘to ay ishare kung ano ang naging kaganapan simula ng application until release of the results sa mga school na sinubukan ko.

1. Cavite State University

ito yung pinaka una kong inapplyan kasi CVSU Main sa Indang ang target univ ko since around Cavite naman. so ayun inasikaso ko lahat ng requirements for admission talagang nilakad ko na ng advance yung ibang papel para kung kaunti na lang yung kulang. 

nagdecide din ako na pumunta sa mismong campus para masiguradong makakarating sakanila yung envelope. as in yun lang yung ipinunta ko sa lakad ko nung araw ng pag pasa ko. hahahaha ang layo pa naman gen tri to indang.

ngayong year talagang naniniwala na akong papasa ako sa CVSU palang. naging smooth naman yung process of application ko no’n at reponsive sa akin yung admin kaya medyo narerelieved ako during those times. pero ewan ko bat parin ako umasa kahit na last year rejected na ako. siguro determinado lang talaga ako.

after ilang months na pag-aantay, release of application results na....at eto yung nangyari sa application ko...

yes, i received Thank you from CVSU. masaket, 2nd heartbreak ko na yan sa kanila. 

2. Technological University of the Philippines 

another state univ i’ve applied to. dito naman sa tup ghinost ako hanggang sa mawalan na ako ng slot at hindi na nainterview haha ewan ko ba sa kanila bwiset.

ang katangahan ko lang dito, late ko na nalaman na may fifill up’an pa palang gform. nung magfi-fill up na ako sa gform nila ang goodnews lang ay open pa yung campus (Manila) kaso wala nang slot for BS Arch. kaya ang nilagay ko na lang eh Bachelor in Graphics Technology major in Architecture Technology (BGT-AT) since malapit naman grab ko na din sana.

nung mga panahon sabi eh nagstart na daw for interview, edi ako antay lang sa email nila. tae sa messenger pala iniinterview sabe. nag email pa ako sa school kung pwede pa ako mainterview kasi sayang naman yung slot. ayun awa naman ng Diyos, walang response.

same lang din, wala ako napala.

3. Technological Institute of the Philippines (Manila)

 kaya sinubukan ko ditong mag apply kasi may nagrefer sa akin na classmate ko nung SHS na jan din nag aaral ngayon sa TIP and she took BS Architecture. sabi nya maganda daw turo ng mga prof nila. in-explain nya rin sa’kin yung tuition fee at paano makakadiscount mga ganon. kaya sumubok na rin ako kahit pikit mata. nung mga time na yan kasi ang nasa isip ko lang talaga eh makapag back to school na.

so ayun nag apply ako. resposive din sila at may narereceive akong emails about sa start ng enrollment. i even received a schedule for interview, pero ilang buwan na din simula nung nag online application ako. 

sinabihan ako ni nanay na icancel ko na lang yung interview kasi hindi nga namin kakayanin kung magpaprivate pa ako. sa pagkakaalala ko nasa 32k ang original na tuition per sem. saang kamay ng panginoon namin kukuhain yon diba? kaya kinancel ko na lang yung interview ko. 

pero nang hinayang parin ako hehe.

4. University of the Philippines

Nagtake risk na talaga ako dito kahit imposible, tsaka wala namang masama diba?

so nag-apply may dalawang campus choice tas ang pinili ko ay UP Diliman (dahil nandun yun target na course ko) at UP Los Baños (para naman mag apply ng engineering course. 

everything was doing fine, the application process and stuff. 

syempre normal nang nenerbyosin sa tuwing ilalabas yung resulta pero dito sa UP iba eh hahahaha syempre magiging iskolar ng bayan diba! umaasa ako na makakapasa ako sa 2nd choice ng mga course both campus. kaso wala ihhh hindi umabot yung UPG ko. 

and yes, another “Thank you” coming from UP naman.

medyo natanga pa nga ako nung una kasi akala ko pasado yung UPG ko for appeal tas nagbabalak talaga akong magfile ng appeal sa UP LB, jusko! ang required na UPG sa UP LB is 2.8 tas ako tong si tanga akala ko mas mataas yung 2.9 ko hahahahaha bangag. 

kaya hindi na rin ako umasa pa. 

oo masakit kahit sabihin mo bang hindi ko naging dream school ang UP, pakiramdam ko hindi ako kapasa-pasa haha, jusko wala talaga naipasa ni isa simula nung nag apply ako sa mga universities.

hays sintang paaralan.

5. Polytechnic University of the Philippines (Sta. Mesa)

eto na ang aking hulig alas, PUP.

sa totoo lang mas lalo akong naging confident kasi feeling kko yung panghuli is ibibigay na talaga sa akin. hahahah *di mo sure*

so ayon na nga umagap din ako para magkapag generate na agad ng application form kasi it took weeks bago magenerate, pero sabi sa portal 3-5 days (paasa jk). edi okay na nga, may copy na ako ng application form.

yan yung mga pinili kong program. tbh inihahanda ko na rin yung sarili ko kung hindi man ako palarin sa BS ARCHI ay kahit man lang sa BS ID makapasok ako.

share ko lang yung delay na nangyari sa pagrelease ng results hahaha grabe eh nagdadrop yung PUP ng exact date ng release of results tapos mapopostpone dahil sa anumang dahilan hanggang umabot na ng August hahahah dami nang nagagalit amp. tas ako panay lang hiling ko na sana talaga makapasa na ako kasi ayoko magtuition hehe.

so nung isang araw lang naglabas ng results ang PUP, which is Aug. 25. bale alphabetical order yung nangyari eh ako Andales edi umaga! ahahaha edi umaaga ako magluluksa.

unfortunately, this is what i received...

tapos nyan medyo nag isip muna ako ng ilang oras kung anong next kong gagawin or plano. tas bigla ko na lang sinabi kay nanay na i-enroll na ako sa private school na malapit dito sa cavite. nasa Dasmariñas yung campus, NCST.

kesa naman sa mag antay pa ako sa Sept 6, pero dipende kung maantay ko pa kasi hindi pa kami basta basta makalabas dahil naghigpit dito sa subdivision namin. di ko sure kung kailan ang makaka enroll. mahalaga sakin ngayon mag aral ulit hirap ng nakatengga eh. nagsayang lang ako ng isang taon dito a bahay hshshshshs jk medyo lang.

so ayun ang mga karanasan ko, walang kwenta diba? jk hahahahahahaah oo inaamin ko naman na masama parin loob ko at sobrang disappointed ako sa sarili ko at sa mga school na inapplyan ko kasi i know i deserve better. kung kaya ko lang sa mga private school ay hindi na ako mag aabala pa na mag apply sa state univ kasi tingnan mo hindi pumasa lahat ng grades ko ahahahahahah at wala akong nakuhang slot. hays ewan ko na ngayon kung saan pa papunta yung journey ko, di pa nga ako nagsisimula as freshmen ganito na agad nararanasan ko like wtf anong naging kasalanan ko sa past life ko hahaha nakakabadtrip.

ang alam kong lang ngayon, mahalaga sinubukan ko parin. yun lang tas wala na see you na lang sa next life, jk.

yun lang naman hehe ARCHITECT ANDALES CUTIE parin!! goodnight!