#admin jay is so happy

[marlenesluv]

ello bby i was wondering if u could do a smau of oscar piastri x gf (@jazmynmakenna) and shes OBSESSED with the lego movie and lego ninjago (theyre straight up the funniest movies ive ever seen)

Legos and Laps. (OP)

hi lovee!! and omg yes, i love lego everything, so this was so fun to make. i hope you like it! (i need to watch lego ninjago!) also the title is supposed to be like, cute, but it’s not, but pretend it is, guys!

fc: jazmynmakenna

pairing: oscar piastri x fem!reader

warnings: slight suggestive pics i guess

masterlist here -> masterlist link

^ check my list for all posts! ^

liked by: oscarpiastri, lilymhe, and 95,018 others

y/n.user: get you a bf who takes your love for legos seriously🧡

view comments…

oscarpiastri: i love you and your lego obsession❤️

↳ y/n.user: i love youuuuu❤️

user2: ✍️get a bf who will support my obsessions✍️

piasstrifppp: you guys are genuinely the cutest ever wtf

landonorris: the lego obsession is out of this world

↳ oscarpiastri: so what?

↳ landonorris: 🙄

mclareneditss: AWWWW that’s way too cute

user7: the way he is happy to pay all the money to get her lego sets and make experiences for them to watch the movies 🥹

mclaren: hey, y/n!! are you fairy batman or regular batman? we could see oscar being either!

↳ y/n.user: hi! i’m regular batman, oscar’s is the fairy

↳ oscarpiastri: no its not. yours is the fairy😐

user4: LMAOOOO MCLAREN ADMIN STIRRING THE POT

f1wags: lego loving wag💗

carmenmmundt: the way you match regular batman🖤

↳ y/n.user: this is why i chose regular batman! oscar is just fairy batman coded

↳ carmenmmundt: fr!!!!

↳ oscarpiastri: @georgerussell63 make your gf stop making fun of me

↳ georgerussell63: no thank you. besides, your gf is doing it too

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

liked by: y/n.user, landonorris, and 205,148

oscarpiastri: she’s the nya to my jay❤️‍🔥

view comments…

y/n.user: 😭i’m😭not😭crying😭you😭are😭

↳ oscarpiastri: don’t cry🧻

↳ landonorris: toilet paper?

↳ oscarpiastri: they don’t have a tissue box??

↳ y/n.user: i’ll take the toilet paper

f1updates: WOW hearts = melted. me = single = sad

op81fp: the way the first pic of them matches jay and nya in the second

vroomedits3: they are sooo jay and nya coded

user3: the pic of y/n in her cowboys boots? LOL

↳ f1fp777: i think it’s from austin lolol

logansargeant: best f1 grid couple 😝

↳ y/n.user: thanks logan 😝

↳ logansargeant: you’re welcome 😝

user6: i love how y/n is j friends with half the grid now bc of oscar

↳ opy/n81: y/n met logan before f1! and she met a few other before oscar was in f1 when he was with alpine lol. but they are so cute

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

liked by: oscarpiastri, logansargeant, and 97,138 others

y/n.user: the middle pic is me and oscar if you even care

view comments…

oscarpiastri: it literally is

*liked by creator*

f1wags: y/n 🤝 lego franchise references

charlottesine: you guys are so cute, miss you!💗

↳ y/n.user: ty cha☹️🩷i miss you too!

logansargeant: im lego batman, if you even care

↳ oscarpiastri: right

user8: im never gonna get over how they are literally soulmates

lilymhe: y/n x lego collab when?

↳ y/n.user: 😫😫 literally

papayafampics: our papaya parents are top tier

mclaren: favorites!!🧡

y/nfp1: motherrrrrr

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

your instagram story:

seen by: oscarpiastri, charlottesine, and 73,230 others

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

liked by: oscarpiastri, landonorris, and 95,240 others

y/n.user: australian gp dump🇦🇺❤️

view comments…

oscarpiastri: i kinda look like that lego guy….

↳ y/n.user: EMMET

↳ oscarpiastri: sorry, i kinda look like emmet

↳ y/n.user: yeah

f1wags: THE FOURTH PIC😭☹️🥹

prattprattpratt: emmet!

↳ y/n.user: omg chris!!!!

charlottesine: cuteeee🔥💗

*liked by creator*

user4: our lego obsessed queen!!!!!!!!!!

op81editsss: i live for oscar and emmet looking like twins here

y/nsfp1og: naturally a stunner

legoquotes: our fav lego lover😋

logansargeant: not sure why i’m not in this dump but okay

↳ y/n.user: quit whining i’ll post you later, drama queen

↳ logansargeant: exCUSE ME

↳ landonorris: you’re excused….brah

↳ logansargeant: i’m not your “brah”

↳ oscarpiastri: iconic!

user8: is the second pic you or oscar? cuz it could rly be either

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

liked by: y/n.user, charles_leclerc, and 211,294 others

oscarpiastri: australian gp, legos, and … that’s it!

view comments…

y/n.user: 😳😳

↳ oscarpiastri: oooopppsssieee

papaya481edits: oh my gosshhhhhh

opy/n8: logan got his pic!

user3: HELLO?????? you can’t just show us two cute and innocent pics and then the THIRD ONE

f1wags: y/n’s lucky fr

logansargeant: i got posted….but with this selection?

↳ oscarpiastri: he grateful

ln4quadedit: okkkkk we see you oscar. shy driver is getting a little bold lately

f1editpage: i cant unsee that (i don’t want to tho)

user9: OH MAN

landonorris: im sure mclaren will LOVE that you posted that on your main instagram, you muppet

↳ oscarpiastri: idc

↳ landonorris: 🙄wtv

mclarenposts: sassy teammates

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

your instagram story:

seen by: oscarpiastri, lilymhe, and 79,164 others

oscars instagram story:

seen by: y/n.user, logansargeant, and 200,923 others

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

(reposts, comments, and likes are appreciated!^-^)

[dnalt-d2]

(Hopefully final post about the Admin Drama, but there's ONE LAST Update, since Quackity specifically streamed to address it all)

Okay wow so basically what I was thinking was 100% correct

Specifically in that Jay, the guy who made the response, did so WITHOUT approval of Quackity or the other Admins most likely, hence why it was deleted from Quackity Studios almost immediately. Dude really was scrambling there to do damage control, probably before it could reach Quackity

But reach Quackity it did

And I wanna say that he legit sounded PISSED during the part where he was talking about the Admin problems. Like he sounded really angry that it was happening, and did say that he was gonna get way more involved with the management process, saying that there's gonna be a lot of changes after this

He also said he'd personally investigate what's going on, and that he will make sure he can pay every QSMP Admin, and if he can't pay out of pocket, then he'd rather just shut down the QSMP Entirely. Because while he did know there were volunteers working for free, with a process to have them go to paid after a short time, he didn't realize the FULL process behind it, and didn't seem happy about what it seems to have entailed

And he did bring up W*lbur as well toward the end, and sounded like he might've started crying when he started on it. But he pretty much just said that he's no longer part of the QSMP now

(I really wish he hadn't had to say that last part yet, I kinda wish he was able to take the time to process it beforehand. Ultimately it needed to be said, but I wish he'd gotten to do it when he was ready to)

Either way, if everything he's saying is true, it's a good sign, that now these things will be handled appropriately. But really, only time will tell if that pans out. However it goes from here, we can at least be happy in knowing that there are people inside willing to speak up if this sort of thing happens again. Let's just hope the proper steps are taken to ensure it doesn't

[poppadom0912]

Together (Epilogue)

Warnings: Mentions of hospitals, injuries, kidnappings and death

Summary: Life moves on whether or not you want it to.

A/N: This is it my lovelies! It's lowkey been two months since I first released my baby into the world and you've received her with nothing but love. Thank you so much for all the support you've shown, it truly makes me want to write more and better.

I hope you enjoy the final part of this series. This has been so much fun and quite a wild ride. Lots of emotions, I won't lie, some parts really got deep but when you read this, it'll all be worth it. 🤍🙃

Did I lie about the fluff? ... I'm so sorry, I just couldn't resist😭

Previous Chapter / Series Masterlist

Black was not your favourite colour.

Some said it nicely complimented your red hair and you kind've looked badass but you couldn't see it. Besides the fact that it was slimming when you wore it, you tried to avoid the colour as much as possible. You much preferred the dark navy and greys instead.

That's why you hated wearing your dress uniform, even if it was for a joyous occasion.

Fixing the black suit, you sighed. According to your lawyer, showing up in uniform created more empathy and so not only were you wearing your uniform, but Jay too.

And Will… Well that was another conversation.

It had been two months since the kidnapping and things were, things were definitely different.

Due to circumstances, the trial had been pushed back a little. Well, their sentencing had, the trial went off without a hitch and all of Intelligence could attest to that but today was the day everyone found how for how long exactly they were going to be jailed.

Everyone had been bitter and rightly so.

Stepping back from the car door, you finished fixing your hair in the car window, happy that no baby hairs were sticking out and the gel was doing its job. You were asked for professional and so a bun seemed fitting.

Going around the car, Kelly joined you by your side but dressed casually. He wasn’t directly involved and your lawyer didn’t make a specific request. According to her, things could go sideways and things needed to look good on your side.

You envied the lack of black your boyfriend was wearing. And what annoyed you even more was the Jay’s uniform was more of a dark blue.

Jay fully healed over the past two months, no injuries for the naked eye to see but the scar was still there on his thigh, the trauma burned into his mind forever after. Similar could be said for you but while Jay was back on duty, you were still taking it slow and doing admin work at the firehouse after being a bored mess at home alone.

Therapy wasn’t much help. Your psychologist wasn’t the problem, in fact she was a darling, but not all things could be fixed. You eventually came to terms with the fact that this would never leave you. As a team, you’d have to turn a new page and keep on going, with the hopes that it became a distant memory no one had to recollect.

“Y/N.”

You could never get tired of hearing his voice, the tranquillity it brought you needed to be studied. His loving face sent you a soft smile, his eyes scrunching up in attempt to keep you calm and collected.

“Jay messaged me, they’re waiting inside.”

With a sigh, you interlocked hands and let Kelly lead the way inside the courthouse. Anxiety weighed down on you heavily, making it feel like you were walking through a sentient sludge that kept trying to pull you down.

A smile graced your lips but at the sight of your older brother in his dress blues, his entire crew by his side, your smile faltered. As soon as it began wobbling, your eyes burned as everything started to go blurry.

Your chest hurt too much, it suddenly felt like you were having a heart attack in the middle of the courthouse.

“Oh Y/N.” Jay sighed, enveloping you in his arms not a moment later. “Please don’t cry.”

“I’m sorry.” You croaked out, huffing into the crook of his neck, being mindful not to mess up his uniform. “Gosh, I don’t even know why I’m crying.”

“Stop that, don’t apologise.” Jay chided, tutting alike to how Will would whenever you two got into trouble. Whenever Will did that, you knew his annoyance wouldn’t last long, he loved you and Jay too much to hold a grudge.

Shit, now your tears were rolling down your flushed cheeks and making small marks on Jay’s shoulder.

“Do you think he’s okay?”

Jay didn’t say anything for a long time. You were almost scared he wouldn’t answer you like last time. The more time past, the more you knew he wasn’t going to say anything and the same exact scene from two months ago flashed before your eyes, almost sending you into a fit of gut-wrenching tears. But Jay proved you wrong.

“I don’t know what to think anymore Y/N.”

*****

Maggie sighed, shoulders deflating as she sat on the hospital bed. It had been a long day.

Whenever she wanted a break from the ED, she usually found one of the rooms in the ICU where the patient was usually either unconscious or in a coma. The peace and quiet provided her the time and space to get back into tune with her thoughts before going back to being the charge nurse of the bustling emergency department.

Looking at this patient, she didn’t need to look at the chart to know what happened, she’d been in this particular room every single day since their arrival. This patient had a certain pull that made her want to know everything about their condition.

“Thought I’d find you here.” Sharon said, her voice calming as she entered the room, closing the door behind her. “Everyone was waiting downstairs, you missed it.”

“I know.” Maggie replied solemnly, her hands readjusting the blanket around the coma patient. “But they did it, right?”

“They did it.” Sharon confirmed as she moved to stand on the other side of the bed. It was great news, news that should’ve resulted in tears of joy but the charge nurse barely moved an inch.

“Life without parole.” There was a pause, beeping and the whooshing of machines filling the silence. “They weren’t going to settle for anything less.”

“Good.” Maggie replied, her lips pulled tightly together.

Neither of them said anything afterwards. There was still so much that needed to be discussed but the right people weren’t in the room currently. The one big question loomed heavily over them like a stormy cloud just waiting for the right moment to start raining.

“Take a break Maggie. Eat a little something before you join the rest of them.”

Without waiting for a reply, Sharon turned and left the room, mumbling she had a meeting in a few minutes when in reality, she hated being in this room as much as the next person.

Maggie stewed in her thoughts, too many flying all around the place for her to properly take a break.

“Still no change?”

Maggie’s silence was more than enough of an answer. She truly hated her job sometimes, especially when she had to break the news to waiting family members.

“No movement since you left last night.”

Jay’s eyes still filled with tears every time he was given news.

“Are we- Do you think we’re doing the right thing Maggie?” Jay tumbled over his words from where he stood in the doorway, too scared to enter the room. The sadness laced in his words made him sound so innocent and childlike, Maggie just wanted to hide and protect all three Halstead’s from the horrors of the world.

But looking at the coma patient on the bed, Maggie knew her words were biased.

*****

One week later

You were going crazy. You didn’t know how much longer you could handle this. You hated playing the waiting game.

It was in the middle of shift when you got the call. You were finally back to full time firefighting, Crocket deeming you fit and healthy two days ago to work again. The happiness that followed his news only lasted so long.

Your emotions were haywire. When you entered the ED for what felt like the billionth time, you felt your heart physically stop at the sight of a red eyed Maggie. From beside you, Jay was scarily silent, not breathing for a good minute.

But then she smiled, dimples and all.

Connor was supposed to tell you but he was rushed into an emergency surgery and entrusted the charge nurse to tell the two most important people in Will’s life the news.

“Will’s going to make a full recovery. There’s going to be quite a bit of rehab and physical therapy but he’s going to be just fine.”

And for the first time since their initial reunion in the warehouse just over two months ago, all three Halstead siblings would be together again.

It was going to be a long and difficult path to recovery. You and Jay had your own struggles and having Will in a coma only made it harder. But now, Will had the love and support of his baby brother and baby sister, the two people he did all of this for.

And yes, maybe Jay would reem his for being a stupid bastard, protecting them from literal criminals with his life. Obviously, you would chime in when necessary but the big goofy smile on your face did nothing.

All was well now. The future was looking bright for the most of it, guaranteed it be a bit rocky in the next coming weeks that would consist of a gruelling recovery process but at the end of the tunnel, you were all coming out stronger than ever.

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[hopepetal]

Welcome to 5llsmp, an experimental hardcore series– gets smacked

Right! Us Tumblr folk decided to get together and play some good ol' fashioned third life! Just with four lives. And a Boogeyman. But no life trade function.

The colour system is as follows.

Four lives- dark blue 💙

Three lives- green 💚

Two lives- yellow 💛

One life- red ♥️

Every time after we have a session, the players send me summaries of what happened, and I write it all up in an official statement! Some people recorded, so be on the lookout for little clips here and there! The official tag for this smp is #5llsmp, so check that out for the artwork, fanfiction, and other posts about our little game!

Well then, without further ado...

Session One

Your players:

Stiff (any) @stiffyck

Bee (she/they) @applestruda

Jay (she/they) @happy-hermit

Chem (he/they/it) @chemdisaster

Star (they/zie) @scarring-lust (18+)

Ed (he/byte/chirp/gore) @frootyloopy

Space (he/xe) @space-apples

Phil (he/zir/ghost/it) @aresonist

Wilm (he/they) @whilmsy

Melou (he/they) @melouthechalk

Zera (they/he) That’s me!

Elle (she/her) @periwinklemoonlight

Brandy (any) @brandyy0moss

5ievel (any) @5-fievel

Moth (he/him) @evenmoreevil

Admins:

Console- Wren @wren-pineapples

Playing- Zera (me again!)

The session starts off with a bang (more like a vine boom)!

Stiff runs off with Bee and Phil to gather materials before eventually running into Moth in the mountains! They decide to base together, creating the Lads of the Valley! Stiff then goes looking for water and meets Zera, and they both get distracted and go mining together.

Space and Wilm meet at spawn and decide to stick together, watching Chem take the enchanter and run off! They run off to the desert where they meet Zera at night. Space unfortunately dies to a husk, becoming the first green name of the server! Wilm then leaves Zera and goes back to spawn to find Space!

Zera immediately runs off in a random direction alone, and manages to find a village. They get an iron sword from the blacksmith! They briefly meet with Space and Wilm before mining some iron and getting everything set. They meet with Stiff and give him a diamond! They find sculk with Stiff and start mining it, but fall into lava and die. They then meet with Jay and decide to team, becoming the Boatem Birdies.

Chem is the first to mine the surface iron and run off with the enchanter! The boogeyman is chosen, and it ends up being him! He tries to make a plan for killing someone, and lies when Zera briefly passes by and asks if he’s the boogeyman. At spawn, Chem kills Wilm in what is described as the “most pathetic chase scene ever” where Wilm begs Chem not to kill him and Chem says they will cry if they don’t get the kill. Chem then goes to find a cave, names it “the pits of depression and self-loathing”, and allows Star to use the enchanter for sugar cane.

Star goes on a lone adventure, taking care to slaughter every living creature they see, with a special vendetta against the donkeys. They find a mineshaft and an enchanted book! They find Chem in a ravine and they meet up with Brandy for a bit! Star then goes on a hunt for moss and nearly dies.

Elle, staying true to her adventure loving self, basically stays in a cave all session digging clay for bricks. This is because Elle wants to build a house to fight Bee in.

5ievel and Ed stick together, calling themselves the Iron Guys. They briefly met up with Wilm, Brandy, and Elle and mined for a bit. 5ievel died to a creeper before rejoining the group briefly before going to the nether. The Iron Guys decide to base underground!

Space has died two more times, becoming the first and only red of the server.

Meanwhile, the Lads of the Valley are trying to get goat horns, spending about fifteen minutes with varying amounts of success before killing most, if not all, of the goats. Stiff dies by getting shot by a skeleton, and chats with Wilm after respawning before rejoining the Lads of the Valley.

The Boatem Birdies make a mini boatem pole with only two boats, before beginning to make a tower base. They become frenemies with the Lads of the Valley and discuss how screwed they are if one of the Lads becomes the boogey next session. Moth puts up a cobblestone wall between the Boatem Birdies and the Lads’ property, which Jay and Zera later take down. The Boatem Birdies attempt to make a peace treaty with the Lads with flowers, but Phil and Moth burn the flowers while Bee accepts.

The session has ended!

Life count:

Stiff- 3

Bee- 4

Jay- 4

Chem- 4

Star- 4

Ed- 2

Space- 1

Phil- 3

Wilm- 3

Melou- 4

Zera- 3

Elle- 4

Brandy- 3

5ievel- 3

Moth- 4

[livealittleoc-cb]

Out!…Kind of…

“Listen I don’t think it’s funny...it’s so sad...” Ace had been listening to Jay talk about how snakes not having arms or legs was so sad for the past hour. She was talking in the most slurred and sleepiest speech that he had to hold back laughter the whole time she spoke.

“Okay. Okay.” He snickered. “I bet snakes are happy to hear you advacating for them.” He giggles lightly while stroking her forehead lightly. “But you have to get some rest now, you’ve been fighting that sleep for an hour now.” He hummed softly as she whined lightly. He knew she was upset about not being able to stay awake for too long but the doctor said it was important for her recovery so he followed everything he said to a T. Jay made a slight face of discomfort, which Ace looked worried at, and fell asleep. He let out a shaky sigh as he turned to get himself something to eat. 

What felt like 30 minutes had passed, Ace was eating a bagel while scrolling through his phone. 

That’s when he started noticing black smoke. 

His head whipped over quickly to where Jay was. He noticed the smoke falling out of her nose and lips and he quickly stood up. “Jay?” He said lightly hoping that this meant she was getting better. Until he heard the heart moniter go crazy. His eyes widened as he reach his hand out to her forehead. “Ari...shit!” He yelped as he pulled his hand away it red from the sudden burn.

She was heating up way too fast.

He tried waving the smoke away as it started to collect and make him cough. He froze when her body seemed to drop to freezing and then he heard the heart monitor beep.

She flatlined. 

He ran.

“It seems that her body this whole entire time was collecting heat in her chest instead of spreading out completely. It created a big mass of smoke that may have been slightly sufficating her. Her body couldn’t take the sudden rise in heat which is why she flatlined. But it seems that it’s regulated now, she’s still cold but she’ll slowly reheat her core on her own.’ He sighed lightly as he looked at the group. “Whoever was trying to kill her was admin on taking her away but, she’s a stubborn one, isn’t she? I’ve never had a case like her before.” He chuckled softly while Jooheon just shaked his head with a sniffle and Emilia giggled while hugging Ace. “She should be able to get out whenever she wakes up. Just please make sure she bundles up and drinks the infused tea I recommended. I can also prescribe contacts so she’ll be able to see better.”

“We will doctor, thank you so much.” Diego said with a grateful smile as Leo stood next to him biting his nails lightly. 

“You gave us all a scare.” Ace muttered as he packed her things into a bag. It had been a couple of hours and Jay had woken up, Leo and Emilia had gone to fix up Jay’s room while Jooheon went to prepare her the tea the doctor wanted her to take. 

“I’m sorry.” She said softly as she rubbed her chest letting out as much smoke as possible.

“Don’t apoligize you didn’t want this to happen.” He said softly as he rubbed her cheek with his thumb giving her a sad smile. “We’re just happy you’re alive. We almost thought we lost you there.”

“You know, I’m too cool to die.” She said with a scoff as she coughed up a big huff of smoke. “Ew.” Ace giggled softly as he finished packing her things helping her change since her middle section was still taking a long time to heal and could reopen at any moment. “Can I have my sunglasses and mask please.” She hummed as she held her hand out. Ace handed them to her as he frowned a little.

“You know the doctor said he can prescribe you contact lenses, you won’t have to keep secretly making your own and using up your magic.” She just shook her head as she put on the sunglasses, making sure her white iris was hidden. 

“Nope. Too expensive. Can’t afford.” She mumbled simply as she slipped on the mask. Making sure it covered the scar that stopped right on her lip and using her hair to hide where the scar started, slightly above her eyebrow.

“We can help. You know we would.”

“No it’s fine. Let’s just go home. I miss my babies and I just want to hug them and be warm. It’s so cold...” She trailed off with a frown while Ace just nodded. 

“Let’s go home.” 

The bastard that did this was going to get it, Ace would make sure of it.

Hospital Update: Jay out of the hospital! Not fully, she will still need to go back to check her core is hot again along with the smoking clearing and her wound being healed but, she’ll be available on dash creating her chaos again. 

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[blu3ming-hoon]

ACCIDENTAL SELCA : PROFILE FILE 1 (bitchless cupids 🫶❌)

masterlist | profile file 2

PAIRING : idol!park sunghoon x idol!reader

SUMMARY : you’re the main vocalist of a girl group called “CUP1:D” and unironically the owner of a very popular fan page for ENHYPEN’s Sunghoon on Twitter, one day you post a couple of selfies for your fans to see on your official group Twitter but it turns out that you posted them on the wrong account, but it was too late.

— CUP1:D ; cup1:d is a girl group formed under SM entertainment, their concept is love themed. their debut was on february 14, 2021 with the song ‘heart attack’ (originally by chuu), their soon to be comeback is called ‘love dive’ (by ive)!

— Y/N / HOONLOGS 🐻 ; one of the vocalist of cup1:d and a ‘03 baby! she’s got a funny (crazy) and bubbly personality. on the other hand she is the admin of a popular sunghoon fanpage on twitter, which her members know about and sometimes tease her for but she doesn’t care since she’s a little (very) delusional when it comes to sunghoon.

— CHAEWON 🐟 ; leader of cup1:d, she thinks her members are a little mentally ill inside but she still loves them a lot! she also may or may not be the only member who is “normal”.

— WINTER 🐻‍❄️ ; one of the other vocalist and visuals of the group! she’s y/n’s best friend since they trained together the most, she pretends she’s done with y/n’s nonsense about sunghoon but likes when she does talk about him since he makes her bestfriend happy! (y/n may or may not have made her stan enhypen, her bias is jay)

— WONYOUNG 🐰 ; visual of the group and 1/3 of the maknae group! closest to leeseo. she’s also got a crazy but fun personality just like y/n. sunghoon’s mc partner on music bank (please I miss jangkku) meaning she has sunghoon’s number for work purposes (but don’t tell y/n that).

— HANNI 🐭 ; a foreigner, originally from australia but ethnically vietnamese. 2/3 of the maknae line. second most normal of all the members but a crazy fangirl when it comes to mitski, may I also add that she is a great dancer.

— LEESEO 🐯 ; another crazy fangirl in the group, she loves beabadoobee (and karina). she is the youngest of group only being born in ‘07. 3/3 of the maknae line.

& NOTE FROM RIN : first set of profiles for accidental selca! im so sorry it took so long but i promise there is more to come! i hope ur excited from this series as much as i am!

@ TAGLIST : (OPEN)

@seosracha @msxflower @yenqa @ahnneyong @jiawji @enhacolor @abdiitcryy @faelyncore @sophhloaff @tomorrowbymoa-together @zuhaful @shinsou-rii @jeongintwt @notdrunkbutdazed @shota-pop @ilovewonyo @myjaeyunn @viagumi @mellifluousvn @cwsana @whorecomplx @honevjiheon @chiukatb @taeyun @trsrina @sung5oon @tojisgrossworm @kyanmeai @dimplewonie @chaewon-slays @lcv3lies

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[staytheb]

Just A Little Bit; Falling For You masterlist

Pairing: EN-’s Heeseung x OC [Serena] || EN-’s Jay x OC [Kierra] || EN-’s Jake x OC [Melanie] || EN-’s Sunghoon x OC [Linna] Genre: college!au, slice of life, slight fluff, slight angst Word Count: 258k+ Summary: Four cousins who are two sets of sisters, Kierra and Linna, and Serena and Melanie, are just living life with no plans of actively pursuing a love life. However, through an unexpected change of events to their normal routine, causing a chain reaction, the four find themselves slowly going down the path of romance leading to a love life. Maybe, missing their chance to go back home during the winter holiday turned out better than they had thought.

Warning: semi-proofread, parties, drinking, cursing? some minor violence, jealousy, and drama, i guess? i dunno, but it’ll varied chapter to chapter 

hello~ it's been a long while since i've last wrote a long chaptered story! honestly, this one has been in the works for like two years now and finally got the inspiration and motivation to see this through. um, ENHYPEN has always been in mind when writing this one, but previously it just didn't work out completely and then after awhile, it just came through on it's own accord with better results and now it's here. could be because i saw them for their FATE tour, maybe because their comeback is nearing again that i just wanted to write and complete this better lol 

anyhow, i had fun writing this and unlike Like Oh 2.0 where it was idol!au, this one is just college!au / university!au and just them being students. then again, nothing like their Decelis Academy characters though because fantasy is just too long for me to go through as i get sidetracked a lot lol but yeah, university enha sounded fun and cute and this is how this story came to be. as for the title, it was a lot of work in progress until i decided on this in the end and quite like it. again, it might not be everyone's cup of tea as i write for myself and for my sister and whatever interests me, but yeah, happy reading if you do! so yeah, kthxbai! Admin  Lia~

last updated: 6.1.24

lotte world

party

valentine’s day

spring term

networking

meet up

black day

act normal

keychains

confrontation

feels

changes

talk

plans

summer vibes

sleepover

take care

distance

calls

travels

weekend

activities

awareness

dates

moments

quality time

games

time

studies

halloween

wishes

thinking

night out

sleep

winter vibes

loving you

christmas

with you

[flickeringflame216]

Re: mourning dove OC Zenaida? 👀

It was a short response to a prompt for the twitter group my writer friends admin! I don't have twitter, so I wrote it and one of my friends posted it. The prompt was "fuss and feathers" and I wrote a silly little 500-word snippet about birds. Here it is unedited if you're interested :)

Having finished an excellent breakfast of seeds and the occasional beetle, the female turtledove settled herself on a fencepost to digest while supervising her young brood. A tan flutter and a flash of a scarlet beak beside her, and Maria Cardinal chirped a chipper “Good morning, Zenaida!” The dove returned the greeting and settled herself for the inevitable gossip and banter that accompanied breakfast near the hen-yard. The best seeds were found here, true (for the farmhands were reckless at scattering seed for the chickens), but almost as palatable were the bits of news and gossip that circulated among the mother birds. Zenaida shifted her position with a ruffle of feathers and cooed, “And how are the young ones, Maria?” “Fledged, every one, and well on their way to leaving the nest,” said Maria proudly. “Yours?” “Most of them are still hanging about—you know they fledged about two weeks ago—but Bert took off the other day and we haven’t seen him since. I think he’ll turn back up eventually, but you never know with teenagers.” Despite Zenaida’s indifferent tone, she was more than a little upset at the desertion. “Goodness me!” Maria remarked coolly, “my nestlings would never think to leave without a proper goodbye!” “No, Maria dear, but then your husband would, so we must all remember perfection is impossible.” Zenaida’s voice was sweet as honey, but the thinly veiled dig at cardinal mating habits had struck a nerve. Before Maria could think of a thoroughly satisfactory reply, Elle Finch darted in to deliver news. “Oh Zenny dear, you’re just the girl I’ve been looking for!” she warbled. “My sister’s fledged daughter Margie was flying over Beckham’s Woods yesterday, and she said that her friend Em Jay saw your Bert with a female from out of state! Oh, isn’t it exciting? Rather young, both of them, but still! I just had to tell you!” Her warbling voice grated on Zenaida’s ears, as did Maria’s sly smile. “Wonderful indeed,” chirped the cardinal brightly, “the first fully fledged young one! You must be very proud, Zen.” “Of course I am. Bert is young, but he isn’t stupid. I wish him all the best, and you may tell your sister’s daughter’s friend to tell him that next time she snoops on business that isn’t her own.” Both the other birds looked rather embarrassed, and a palpable silence fell for the next few minutes. Then came another flutter—two flutters!—and suddenly there was Bert and a female dove with splendid glossy plumes. “Hello Mama!” Bert whistled cheerily. “This is Abby…she and I…we…well…” his explanation trailed off and was lost in Zenaida’s joyful exclamation. “Bless you both! Welcome to the family, Abby. I—we—are happy to meet you.” She called the rest of her brood over and, amid the cooing flurry of introductions and greetings, saw Maria and Elle flutter off in opposite directions. Later, back at the family nest, Bert asked, “Mama, what were those two old gals saying when we flew up? I hope we didn’t interrupt anything—you all looked positively miserable!” “It was nothing, Bert dear,” his mother smiled, “just the same old fuss and feathers.”

[punkscowardschampions]

Gia & James & Chloe

Gia: I would have talked to you in person on Sunday but your family were absent

Gia: and I don’t wish to bother a pregnant woman with the admin of this holiday but Seb and I can’t attend, our apologies

James: No, my apologies we weren’t there to have this conversation face-to-face

Gia: We’ve had Chloé in our lives long enough to become accustomed to her whims and ways, it borders on expected by now

James: She is pregnant, certain allowances must be made for that

Gia: It isn’t my Sunday dinner, I don’t care

Gia: actually, once Teds and Mummy were suitably sloshed, we got to talk shop with Daddy, it was very productive

James: I’m happy you were able to make the best of it

Gia: What else would one do?

Gia: but no, tell her many thanks for the invite, of course

James: Quite

James: and yes, behaving otherwise would be awfully thoughtless of me

Gia: Seb couldn’t possibly leave the city on such short notice

Gia: I really don’t know how daddy is swinging it but we’ll manage, of course

James: I understand

James: perks of being the boss, I suppose

Gia: One day, for you

James: Of course

James: nevertheless, I’ll still be beholden to the demands of half term, however high in the ranks I ascend

Gia: No one takes their children’s holidays off, only teachers get those kinds of perks

James: How are [the names of Seb’s children that are closer to Teddy’s age than Jay’s] spending theirs?

Gia: I don’t know, they’re with their mother, I think they have a place in [some European country]

James: Oh, well I hear [said european country] is lovely this time of year

Gia: It’ll be why she insisted on taking it in the divorce, I imagine

James: Not that you begrudge her any assets

Gia: You know my feelings on the woman, James

James: Indeed, you’ve made them plain

Gia: You say that as if I’ve said it to her botched face

James: If I’m aware of them, she undoubtedly is

Gia: I have nothing to do with her, I fail to see how, they talk through lawyers, when necessary 

James: Perhaps Seb could pass along their details, should I be in need of my own lawyers

Gia: Really

Gia: I can’t say I’m surprised

James: I’d appreciate it if you didn’t say anything, actually

Gia: Obviously you’ve not told anyone yet, why else would this holiday be occurring if not to plaster over the cracks

James: I’d hardly seek to make it common knowledge regardless, but exactly, this holiday’s timing is no accident, school terms aside

Gia: I’m extra glad I won’t be there to witness her attempts to win you back, eugh

James: As am I, there are ample witnesses already

Gia: You really must stand your ground about this, no one else can do it for you

James: I’m not asking for help, Gia

James: I know better than that

Gia: Oh, woe is you

Gia: How is that [sum that idk]k per annum job and place in [the postcode] treating you, dear brother? What is that if not help that most people could only dream of from their parents, my God!

James: I’m painfully conscious, if not forcibly made to be so every Sunday, of the price and the fact I’ve yet to pay back the last assistance required, but thank you, it’s like having our father here with us

Gia: Why do you insist on sounding so ungrateful and as if you have as little clue as Teddy then? It is truly frustrating

James: I’m sorry you feel as though that’s a fitting comparison

Gia: You’ll be finished with Uni soon, that’s the last of the excuses to be in any way immature

James: I haven’t tried to put forward any excuses, best I am capable of recalling this conversation and our previous ones

Gia: I don’t think you appreciate all that has been done for you, that’s all

Gia: Your issues with your lifestyle are of your own making, entirely

James: As I’ve said, I wouldn’t dream of burdening our parents with them more than they have been, I was just hoping we could talk

Gia: Are we not talking?

James: Call it another of my mistakes, for the tally you’re clearly keeping

Gia: You’re so dramatic, do calm down

Gia: go on, what do you want to say, I’m listening

James: I no longer want to say a word, don’t worry

Gia: Do you want the details of a decent lawyer or not

James: Naturally, as I’ve made my own bed, I can find my own lawyer

Gia: As you wish

Gia: It isn’t as if your soon-to-be ex possesses the funds or the intellect to find one for herself worth their salt

James: Please don’t speak about her in such a disparaging way

Gia: Come off it, you’re the one divorcing her whilst she’s carrying your second child, we can drop the act

James: No I’m not, and whether I decide to in the future or opt for another choice entirely, she’s the mother of my children, as you yourself pointed out 

Gia: You should but you’re letting her talk you around, again

Gia: It’s painful at this point

James: As is this, I’m truly gobsmacked you two don’t get along given how many similar beliefs you hold, especially concerning me

Gia: You shouldn’t be, I have goals and a life and she decided to get knocked up by an idiot as soon as she could to avoid having to do anything a day in hers

James: I have goals too, and my own mind

Gia: I didn’t say YOU didn’t

James: You suggested I’ll be swayed by a getaway you can’t even bring yourself to attend

Gia: The only thing you’re swayed by is fear, as she is well aware

James: I have been an idiot, but I’m trying, Gia

Gia: Why did you ever agree to it?

Gia: I said it at the time, it was a bad idea, now look at you

James: Everything I have done, tried to do, is for Jay’s sake

Gia: At the expense of your own, yes

James: She comes first

Gia: Clearly

James: I’m her father, she has to

Gia: Well, what sort of life do you expect to give her if you’re miserable and let her mother walk all over you, exactly?

Gia: You’re doing that child no favours

James: A life with me in it

Gia: Please, Chloé doesn’t want to do 50% of the childcare now, she’s not going to take you for 100%

James: She wouldn’t have to, her parents would take on the role

Gia: They’re not as conniving as their daughter, nor as content to do nothing with their lives but babysit, I don’t think so

James: Intending to marry a divorced man doesn’t mean you’re an expert

Gia: I know that your wife isn’t nearly as scary as you think her to be, go figure

James: You don’t know her as I do

Gia: I know you though

James: Why must we always argue?

Gia: I would assume that was clear, your life choices, their continuing to be this poor

James: You would have me act like you, without even minor deviation, or you would have the communication be a row

James: you’re too much his daughter

Gia: Your problem is that you think that’s an insult

James: I think it’s a shame, for you and I

Gia: If you can’t see how much daddy has done for you, that’s the shame

James: I see it, all that he’s done

Gia: Yet you baulk at the first opportunity for you to make a decision all by yourself, interesting

James: We aren’t so different, how many of your choices are genuinely your own?

Gia: I don’t bemoan the help I’ve received as some sort of unfair legacy

James: Because you aren’t expected to be his legacy

Gia: How awful for you

James: I don’t want to become him, only in our family is wishing to forge a separate identity ungrateful

Gia: Your separate identity isn’t going to fund your lifestyle, you’re too old for this teen angst

James: It could, but he’d prefer we’re dependent 

Gia: Why would he want that?

James: Perhaps I’d have answers if I were allowed to select my own degree subject

Gia: He wouldn’t, is the answer, the return investment with children is abysmal 

James: Hopefully if you have some, you’ll cease speaking about them how you are now

Gia: You’re so easily offended

James: I’m not offended

Gia: Then why do you feel the need to tell me how to speak

James: I’m sorry, yes, my mistake, again

James: the judgment is permitted solely one way, from you to me

Gia: You’re free to judge all you wish, as long as you’re aware how little I care about the feelings of children real or imagined

James: Why you’re the favourite aunt, obviously

Gia: Please don’t call me that, it’s disgusting

James: When did you stop caring about my feelings?

Gia: I never said I did

James: Yet you have, you don’t care

Gia: You aren’t a child, I hate to break it to you

James: I know that

Gia: So I didn’t say that

James: It’s unspoken then, but true all the same

Gia: No it’s not, I just don’t wish to harp on about it 

James: I’m not Teddy, I have no desire to embarrass you

Gia: Seems like it

James: I’m sorry, really

Gia: It’s fine

James: I’ll see you when we return home

Gia: Well, enjoy your sham holiday, I suppose

James: Savour your avoidance of it

Gia: Naturally

James: [mention some work thing because you work at the same place, it’s feasible]

Gia: I plan to get [however much of this work] done whilst you’re all away

James: I have every confidence you will

Gia: Try and keep mummy from embarrassing herself, a lot of people are going to be there

James: No easy task, but I’ll do my best

Gia: I know, she only gets worse, I thought she might improve with age

James: When Teddy is preoccupied by more than revision he isn’t bothering with, she won’t have the encouragement

Gia: When are we expecting that to happen, exactly?

James: I thought you were our father and the business’ biggest champion, not to mention King’s

Gia: I’m also a realist and he’s worse than you

James: I had to go and fetch him from a party not long ago

Gia: I wouldn’t face the embarrassment for him

Gia: Dare I ask?

James: I was concerned, which hasn’t changed

Gia: You usually are

James: I’d be less than thrilled for him to follow in my footsteps

Gia: He wouldn’t, it’s very easy to not have a child, especially as a boy

James: He is, a child wasn’t what I was referring to

Gia: Yes, well, no prizes for guessing where you get that from

James: You can have the prizes for avoiding the trap

Gia: Self-control isn’t something that should be that special but sure, thank you

James: It’s certainly valued when you don’t possess much

Gia: You figured it out

James: It’s ongoing, I almost lost what little I manage to keep hold of recently

Gia: But you didn’t, so there’s not an issue or need for rehab part deux

James: There are plenty of issues, but I don’t need [the rehab] to solve them as yet, no

Gia: Good, it was stupidly expensive

James: So I’ve been told

Gia: Oh well, I just get to have the most expensive wedding possible now, for all the therapy I didn’t need

James: I can’t wait, truly

James: Are you ever going to set a date?

Gia: We both have different priorities, there’s no need to rush

James: Right

Gia: Who knows, once you set her free, perhaps she’ll get to have a non-shotgun wedding, wouldn’t that be nice

James: You’re a real romantic

Gia: Eugh

James: You can make excuses to avoid my hypothetical next wedding as you have this mini-break, I promise I won’t be offended

Gia: I think you should learn your lesson and not have another, personally

James: Okay, noted

Gia: Great, I don’t know how many more I can take

James: I’ll do what I can about father’s wandering eye as well, but it’s no simpler of a task than you gave me with our mother, I’m afraid

Gia: They should just divorce, it isn’t his fault she’s an absolute state

James: It isn’t her fault she’s older than thirty either

Gia: That’s just how the world works, James

James: His world

James: he doesn’t run everyone’s, Gia

Gia: You’re going to tell me that the world doesn’t favour younger women? Oh, okay, problem solved

James: Every living man doesn’t trade their wife in for a younger woman, contrary to your personal experience though it may be

Gia: Every man who can afford to does

James: We all must get out more

Gia: I get out just fine, I’m just a realist, I told you

James: You’re a cynic, despite claiming I’m the one harping on about my woes

Gia: I don’t have woes, I have solutions

James: [an author we’re comparing her to by gently taking the piss as if that’s a quote by them]?

Gia: Shut up, loser

James: What was it you stated about uni being someone’s last chance to be immature?

Gia: Doesn’t mean I can’t tell you when to be quiet

James: When it suits you to be an older sister

Gia: It has never suited me, for your information

James: Being an only child would, that’s no secret

James: my sincerest apologies for being born, and a son

Gia: Only children are freaks, you’ve at least saved her from that fate

James: A tiny consolation, but thank you, I’ll take it

Gia: I don’t understand why you did it either

James: I know you don’t

Gia: Your life, your choices

James: Yes, and the baby isn’t one I’m eager to discuss

Gia: Too late now

James: I’m familiar with the timeframe

Gia: I’m pleased you finally learned that lesson

James: See you soon, dear sister

Gia: Bye-bye

Chloé: Where are you? 

James: [his location, no more no less cos he don’t wanna elaborate or talk to you ever]

Chloé: Come here, I’m bored

James: I’m busy entertaining our child

Chloé: My parents will take her, you’re meant to be relaxing

James: It’s allegedly a holiday for your parents as well

Chloé: They like spending time with her, duh

James: So do I

Chloé: We’re meant to be working on us

James: There isn’t an us, I told you, I’m staying for the baby as promised, no other reason

Chloé: You can’t just stay for the baby, that isn’t how marriage works

James: It’s clearly how my parents’ marriage has, ideally I wouldn’t hold up any of their behaviour as a blueprint to live by, of course, but you’ve given me very little other choice

Chloé: You’ve got to let me make it up to you

James: You can’t

Chloé: Yes I can, you said you wanted me to try

James: I was being foolish, it’s too late for that

Chloé: No it’s not, we could have a nice time here

James: We couldn’t be further from the same page

James: I don’t want to be here

Chloé: Because you’re not leaving her with my parents or yours, like you’re meant to

Chloé: Take a break

James: No, because we shouldn’t be on a family holiday when we aren’t a family

Chloé: We are whether you like that or not

James: The way you treat Jay and I isn’t right, the baby’s arrival won’t fix that, they both deserve better even if I don’t

Chloé: How I treat you, what do you mean?

James: There’s no love, Chloé

Chloé: I could say the same thing about how you treat me

James: Perhaps, but tell me you love our daughter, you never tell her

James: at least I care for you, show you as much respect as your actions allow, I wholeheartedly love Jay

Chloé: I was the one that had her, didn’t I? When everyone told me not to, she wouldn’t even be here if not for me

James: The baby wouldn’t either, and we’ve discussed my feelings about that, it isn’t the resounding positive you think it is that you do solely as you like with no regard for my feelings or anyone else’s

Chloé: So much for loving them, you’re just as bad as everyone else

James: I can still love them while recognising the things I should’ve done differently, it isn’t their fault they’re here under these circumstances, it’s ours

Chloé: There is no fault, I haven’t done anything wrong

James: Then what were you intending to make up to me exactly?

Chloé: Not the births of your two children, obviously

Chloé: I didn’t think that’s where your head was

James: You went against my express wishes for there to be a second child, remember?

Chloé: You can’t just love Jay and not this one, that’s an awful thing to say

James: That’s not what I’m saying, my point is, what you did isn’t fixable, with a mini-break or otherwise, not this time

Chloé: I thought you wanted another one, you love being a dad

James: Why would I possess the slightest desire to bring another child into such a toxic environment? I can barely protect the one we already have

Chloé: Protect her from what?

James: Us

James: this

Chloé: You’re the one making it a problem when you could just stop being so mean

James: I was trying to leave you, those problems aren’t going anywhere

Chloé: Well what the fuck am I supposed to do now, James, why the fuck are we here?

James: I don’t know, it was your marvellous idea

Chloé: You will not make me look like an idiot

James: I came for Jay’s sake, my concern isn’t how you look

Chloé: I mean it, you need to put on a united front or I’ll make sure you look worse

James: I’m being a doting father, son and son-in-law

Chloé: Yes, you always seem to forget husband

James: I deliberately omit it, actually

Chloé: I could very easily have you omitting father too

James: The threats are rarely far away, and you wonder why I don’t dote on you, darling

Chloé: You know I’m not playing

James: You’re not taking my children from me

Chloé: Who’s children?

James: As much mine as they are yours

Chloé: And you’re sure about that, 100%, are you?

James: Yes

Chloé: If that’s a risk you’re really willing to take

James: It’s a cheap shot you’re taking, I’m not surprised you aren’t above it

Chloé: You leave me little other choice

James: Touché

James: I’ll go home on the first available flight, I suppose, as we’ve nothing else left to say to each other

Chloé: You will not, you’re not ruining this for everyone 

James: Only you would say something that devastating to me and expect I’ll stay to save face

Chloé: You need reminding what’s at stake here, that’s all

James: My sanity and sobriety are at stake if I linger at this resort with you

Chloé: If having a drink makes you come to your senses about this, so be it

James: You would dare say that too

Chloé: We are not getting a divorce, we’ve only been married like 3 years, that’s a total failure

James: Getting married at all was a huge mistake, but you refuse to acknowledge the fact

Chloé: I was pregnant, what else could I do?

James: I could’ve looked after you and Jay without us constantly making each other miserable

Chloé: No, you mean just her

Chloé: because you wouldn’t be with me and everyone would know you didn’t want me

James: We don’t want each other now

Chloé: That isn’t how it looks

James: Which of your friends do you imagine you’re convincing? [namedrop one as an example]? Because she propositioned me less than a month ago

Chloé: So, she’s just a whore

Chloé: She isn’t married to you

James: The people whose opinions should matter want you to be happy

Chloé: Yeah right

James: And you could be if you let me go

Chloé: Are you delusional? I would have nothing

James: You’d have the opportunity to start again

Chloé: With what, I didn’t even finish school, for Christ’s sake

Chloé: it’s like you don’t live in the real world

James: We aren’t living in a Dickens novel and your parents aren’t poor by any means were that the case

Chloé: I am not living with my parents

James: I’ll rent you an apartment in [a fancy postcode she’s had her eye on], I’m not claiming to leave you destitute 

Chloé: With what?

Chloé: And you’re going to give me the half of nothing you have without your family too, are you?

James: My family aren’t going to write me off, Gia has been cheerleading our possible divorce since the beginning of our wedding reception

Chloé: Well she’s a heartless cow, anything that takes away from her trust fund

James: I can look after you, I will, it doesn’t need to be like this

Chloé: I would rather die

James: Chloé

James: consider the possibility, that’s all I ask

Chloé: That’s all, you just want to upend my life, lock me away in some apartment and forget about me, I don’t fucking think so

James: You’re impossible to forget about

Chloé: Yeah right

James: And I swear to you I wouldn’t

Chloé: Everyone else has

James: You mean more to me than that

Chloé: No I don’t, you don’t care about me at all

James: You’re the mother of my children, I’ll always be so grateful to you for giving them to me, whatever else may happen

Chloé: You have a funny way of showing that

James: Likewise

Chloé: I’m not grateful, you want them, not me

James: Okay, let me have them

Chloé: So you do want me to kill myself

James: Don’t be ridiculous

Chloé: You

Chloé: Where would I go, what is the reason I don’t have my children, for Christ’s sake

James: You just told me you don’t want them

Chloé: Yes, and that isn’t a good enough reason as a mother, James, as you’re well aware, you don’t get to just leave

James: Grant me full custody, you can spend time with them as it suits you

Chloé: That isn’t how it works

James: We could make it work, you and I

Chloé: People would think I had done something to have them taken from me

James: You can blame me to those people, say I lied, tell them whatever stories you think up, I don’t care

Chloé: Your time would be better spent looking like you were enjoying yourself here and now

Chloé: not all this hypothetical nonsense

James: Well, I’m simply not enjoying myself, I’m sorry

Chloé: Who is now

Chloé: you’ve ruined it

James: I can’t entirely exist in a fantasy you’ve devised

Chloé: You can’t do anything right, at no point have you delivered on the fantasy, just so you’re aware

James: Precisely, it’s ludicrous to keep attempting a pretence

Chloé: What you have devised is no less, it’s more, absolutely insane, actually

James: It’s closer to our reality, however

Chloé: I’ll just kill myself, how about that, since my existence is such an inconvenience to you

James: Stop it, my feelings are the imposition, as usual

Chloé: Your feelings about hating me

Chloé: I’m so sorry I’m not taking that as you’d hoped

James: I don’t hate you

Chloé: Yes, you do

Chloé: what else could you possibly call this, your ‘plan’

James: I’m trying for an ending we’re both happy with

Chloé: We’re 21, what ending?

James: To our relationship, because staying in it will honestly kill me

Chloé: Have I ever stopped you from having all your little affairs, what are you even missing out on, YOU stop you from partying, not me

James: I need more than an affair

Chloé: You have that with me

James: No, we haven’t, for even a moment, had that

Chloé: Fuck you, it’s because of you, not me

James: Please, I’m suffocating in every single aspect of my life, something has to give

Chloé: Go and get a drink, I’m sick of talking to you now

James: You’d adore that, I lose control and you gain it all back over me same as before

Chloé: You were more fun

James: I wouldn’t know, I have no memory of it

Chloé: And now you have virtually no friends, neither of us do

James: You’d loathe me having friends, I could have at uni, work, but you prevent any socialising without you or within circles you’ve chosen

Chloé: We had friends, we had fun

Chloé: She is the worst mistake I have ever made

James: You had friends, you had fun

James: I had an addiction and enablers

Chloé: Your memory must be hazy, no one else saw it that way

James: You’d sooner I died in that car accident than got sober

Chloé: If I could go back in time, I’d do a lot of things differently, you wouldn’t be involved in any of it

James: Ditto

Chloé: You aren’t worth all the time and energy I have wasted, and it is entirely wasted

James: Finally, we’re in agreement

Chloé: Hooray

James: Please, let’s return home, talk properly

Chloé: The home you just destroyed? No, thanks, I’m staying here

Chloé: I booked this for you and your stupid family and you are entirely ungrateful 

James: You booked it without my knowledge, never mind my consent

Chloé: As a gift, what kind of surprise would it be otherwise, oh my GOD

Chloé: you want to make my every action malicious to make yourself look better

James: A gift?

Chloé: Yes, a gift, most people would love this

James: I’m at my wits’ end

Chloé: Yeah, the feeling is mutual, James

James: You have until the baby is born to create your narrative

Chloé: You don’t get to give out any deadlines

James: I’ll be going then, regardless of your threats

Chloé: I won’t let you take the kids anywhere

James: You’ve got time to figure out how you plan to impede me too

Chloé: I know the truth, you don’t

James: I’m not sure you’re capable of telling the truth anymore

Chloé: You’ll see if you try to leave

James: On this occasion, I’ll succeed

Chloé: You’ll be begging for me to take you back

James: In no world am I going to beg you for anything

Chloé: We’ll see

[magnoliakrp]

◜ ✿ +﹒𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐍𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐊𝐑𝐏! we are so happy you're here!

✿ (park jongseong/jay) sanghyuk jason park who works as a manager at vertigo, teaches private guitar lessons and resides in sansuyu apartments.

please follow the admin account within 48 hours.

[dnalt-d2]

So we've got a new update on the Admin Situation, and this one's…A little complicated, to say the least.

Basically, Quackity has stated that he is opening the server tomorrow to welcome the new Korean Creators, but for the time being, there will be no NPCs, including the Eggs. He's also temporarily laid off nearly, if not all the workers he has, including the people doing the Twitter Updates.

And apparently many of them found this out through the stream, much like we did. This seems to be the biggest point of contention for many people, and I'll admit I'm not happy about it either. The only justification I can think of for this is that he didn't want people to find this all out second-hand from people who potentially don't have the all the information. But even with that, I think they should have been made aware before us, even if it was just by a few minutes. That wouldn't have been ideal either, but it would've been better than not knowing at all

The person who brought this forward initially, Lea, has stated that she knows for sure that "Jay" (The person who made the unauthorized update before) was fired, but to her knowledge, some of the other Admins who caused the problems are still employed. I think this might be one of those things that she doesn't have the full scope of information on, since we were also just informed that pretty much all the Admins aren't currently employed. We do have to keep in mind that she's getting this information from someone else who is apparently still in contact with the team. However, it's obvious that even some of the Admins who weren't initially fired aren't entirely in the loop, which means she wouldn't have been getting all the information either. So I think we need to take some of the things she says moving forward with a grain of salt

I'm not saying she's lying by any means, but when you have limited information to work with, playing a game of telephone to get that information isn't always gonna be that reliable

On top of all that, a lot of people seem to be in agreement that Quackity may have implied that money was being embezzled from him and Quackity Studios. I'm not going to say much on that, since it's TECHNICALLY speculation. However I will at least say that it doesn't seem entirely out of the question, and I wouldn't be even slightly surprised to learn that this was the case

Regardless of how it happened, there was a loss of funds, and this loss of funds means that the server has to start slower than before. Hence the absence of the NPCs on the server, and the current stop on Twitter Updates. It sounded to me like he's planning on bringing people back slowly, making sure they're paid for their roles from here on out. And as the financial situation stabilizes, we'll likely see more Admins return to their roles

I want to believe as of now that things are improving. If they weren't, I believe we would have heard about it by now, from the other Admins. We've already seen an Admins in charge of one of the Twitter Accounts say something, and I'm sure we'll get more news like that soon. But we would have DEFINITELY heard if absolutely nothing was going on. I don't think it's fair for the Admins to have not been notified beforehand, and I think that should be the next problem to fix for sure. But the way I see it, what's happening now is a step in the right direction. It's only the first of many, and not even necessarily a big step, but it's a step nonetheless

Once again, I want to remind people that we aren't going to see these changes being made until we're shown them. People can try to tell us what they know as they find it out themselves, but for all we know, they're only showing the bad parts of what's going on. We should really take any future information, good or bad, with a grain of salt as well. It's easy to say things are getting better or worse, but I think we should wait until we see the changes for ourselves and go from there

(I also wanna say that I've seen speculation from a few people, mostly on Twitter, that "Jay" is probably just Quackity trying to cover his tracks and make a scapegoat for what's happening. But with the information we have, that seems incredibly unlikely. Lea didn't know who he was when he first made his unofficial statement, but her recent tweets imply that she knows who he is now. And considering that she's the one who brought all this up to begin with, I HIGHLY doubt she'd keep quiet if he was actually Quackity)

So now, again, all we can do is wait, and continue giving our support to the people who need it. I want to believe that things can get better. I want to believe that Quackity is trying his best to improve things

Try and stay positive, everyone. Even if the server isn't the same as before, we'll be fine. Even if QSMP shuts down entirely, we'll be fine. At the end of the day, people's health and mental health is more important than a Minecraft Server, and if you feel like your mental health is being impacted by what's going on, please take some time for yourself. Worrying constantly over something we have zero control in isn't going to help anyone. If you need to take a step back, please do so. And when you're ready to come back, we'll still be here, even if the QSMP isn't. We've built a great community, and it's been incredibly fun being a part of it. And I sincerely doubt it's going away, regardless of what happens next

So make sure you take care of yourselves

[unravellingsilencehq]

everybody wants to rule the world; --

On behalf of the mod team, it gives us great pleasure in welcoming {JAY} to Unraveling Silence HQ.

Our Porkey Office is happy to see {FURKAN POLAT} back in Wizarding Britain. We know the world is constantly changing so for your safety please do take your time reviewing the latest regulations. You are free to integrate into society but keep in mind you must send an owl to Administrative Services with your blog no later than 48 hours after you’ve stepped foot back on British soil. If you have any questions or need help getting things up and running, please do not hesitate to send us an owl.

Comments from the admins:

Brianna: As he has never done this, i thought it was a good first time app. I would be interested to see how he plays Furkan more as the insight did get me curious. I really liked the amortenia section as the collection of scents gave more of a look into memories/things that furkan finds most important 

Hannah: i enjoyed their amortentia, the different smells that were picked show him as warm and elaborate what he holds comfort in. But the biggest love was the boggart. It was really interesting that his biggest fear isn't Gorkem dying because of the Death Eaters but rather him joining them instead and I thought that was suppper interesting and would be really fun to play out. i think their sample was good, and it'll be interesting to see how his past relationship effect him in current time

Kat: Also really loved the boggart on this app I think I'm just emo for lovely close sibiling relationships and I am very excited to see a bit of Gorkem and Furkan on the dash! Really enjoyed the questions, and feel like I got a sense of who he is and how he contrats his brother, cozy core really shone through and I kind of love how this was juxtaposed in the sample with the love of danger in being with Walden and his conflicted feelings on that. Lovely application, a lovely read!

[hetaliawhatifs]

I love your blog so much!! I dont think you got my ask before but do you have Scotland headcannons >/// Its ok if not! ik you guys are busy! okay thank you bai!!!

MY DAY HAS COME! ANON YOU GET ALL THE LOVE! I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO ASK ABOUT MY BABY! My amazing baby who I literally spend too much time annoying Admin Sarah with… -Admin Jay who is screaming for joy.

Scotland/ Alistair Kirkland

Is a chronic smoker and drinker.

Prefers whiskey, but will drink most stuff just because.

Has before and will wake Arthur up at ungodly hours with bagpipes blaring.

Plays pranks on Arthur with their other brothers.

Still has old magic and will use it occasionally. This also means he can see and talk to magical creatures. 

Was very harsh on Arthur when he was young, and slightly regrets it now…

Still threatens to feed the brothers to Nessie if they get on his nerves too much.

Will hum “Loreley” by Blackmore’s Night under his breath multiple times a day.

Contrary to popular belief, he doesn’t always wear a kilt…only if he feels the need to embarrass Arthur or if the mood hits him. 

[jays-supersonic-dynamo]

whuh? prime admin au stuff? in my ninjtober?

[welcometoouranarchyhole]

finally have a reason to wear this.

[sheetsonfire]

This list will be continuously updated, happy reading!

Soccer Practice |  Halstead!Sibling | Jay picks up his sister after soccer practice, but things don’t go as planned.

You Called The Police Before You Called Me? | Halstead!Sibling | The Halsteads are victims of a robbery.

When The Fever Breaks Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4 | Halstead!Sibling | Y/N, sibling of Jay and Will has been struggling with their mental health, and it’s all coming to a pressure point.

Firefight | Jay Halstead x Reader | Jay and Y/N are in a firefight.

Hostage Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4 | Kelly Severide x Reader | Y/N is a Firefighter at Firehouse 51, they get taken hostage inside the Firehouse with Casey’s niece, Violet.

Pony | 18+ | Jay Halstead x Reader | Jay is put in an unusual undercover position, Y/N is on the front lines of it, and the rest of Intelligence gets to watch it.

The Academy | Kelly Severide x Platonic!Reader | Y/N and Firehouse 51 respond to a call at the CFD’s Fire Academy. It’s a bad day, with good friends to see you through.

Valentine | Will Halstead x Reader | You’re a chef and Will drops in at the end of your shift on Valentine’s Day.

The Waiting Room | Kevin Atwater x Reader (Platonic or pre-romance) | As the team wait for news on Kim, the reader experiences some troubles of their own.

She'd Have Liked You | Kelly Severide x Platonic!Reader | Y/N finds herself caught in the moment of Ritter and Eric being harassed at Molly’s. [Lesbian!Reader]

Gossip | 18+ | Will Halstead x Reader | Some trouble with Dr Archer and crossed wires gets Will into trouble with the reader. How will it be resolved?

A Minute To Win It | Severide!Sibling | The Severide siblings are arguing again, Herrmann wants to know why.

Ears and Tears | Severide!Sibling | Time-rewind. A moment in the past where Kelly takes care of his little sister, Y/N, when she’s feeling unwell.

Jealousy, Jealousy | Jay Halstead x Reader | Reader’s ex is Kelly Severide and Jay is jealous but the reader kind of laughs it off/teases him for it.

The Bullpen | Matt Casey x Reader | Reader works admin at the firehouse and Matt keeps interrupting her because he’s in a playful mood.

Heartbreaker | Jay Halstead x Reader | Reader joins Intelligence and has a reputation for breaking hearts. The reader tries to warn Jay that she may not be the best relationship person.

Fooling | Kelly Severide x Reader | People think that you and Kelly have something going on when in reality you only hooked up once, and now you’re just super close friends.

Call It Love | 18+ | Jay Halstead x Reader | Reader and Jay have to share a hotel room for a case but she forgets to bring pyjamas, so Jay offers his shirt.

2-Minute-Fiancé | Will Halstead x Reader | Reader is a doctor at Med and is hit on by one of the patients, Will gets her out of an uncomfortable situation.

Dead and Waiting | 18+ | Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9 (FINAL PART), EPILOGUE | Jay Halstead x Reader | Reader gets caught up in an undercover case, and she's forced into faking her death.

We'll Always Need Each Other Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4 | Halstead!Sibling | Jay and the reader have a big fight, and then the reader gets kidnapped.

Hard Day's Night | 18+ | Connor Rhodes x Reader | Connor and Reader are trying to spend more time together.

The Third Halstead Part 1 | Part 2 Part 3| Rhodes/Halstead!Sibling | The new doctor at Med is Connor Rhodes' sister, or is she?

I'll Take You Home Part 1 | Part 2 | Hank Voight x Reader | Intelligence goes out for drinks, Hank helps a drunk reader get home safely.

Home To You | Jay Halstead x Reader | Reader returns home from service, she finally has the courage to face the one person she's been avoiding. (TBC)

The Thunder Rolls | Jay Halstead x Reader | Jay and Reader get caught in a thunderstorm.

Second Chances Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6 | Connor Rhodes x Reader | Reader is in a car accident.

Moonlight Flit | 18+ | Connor Rhodes x Reader | Reader has a new job, she meets a stranger the night before her first day.

Best Friends | Jay Halstead x Platonic!Reader | The reader is having an anxious day, and Jay is there to comfort them.

Fri-yay | Jay Halstead x Reader | Reader has a bad day, but luckily Jay Halstead is the remedy.

Intruder | Will Halstead x Reader | Y/N gets caught up in a home invasion.

Rose | Will Halstead x Reader | Y/N and Will with their newborn daughter.

Team Severide | Severide!Sibling | Y/N is trapped in an elevator.

Lucky | Atwater!Sister | Kevin gets hurt on the job.

Believe Me | Severide!Sister | Kelly has a new girlfriend, it doesn't go well for the reader.

In Pursuit | Will Halstead x Reader / Jay Halstead x Platonic!Reader | Jay and Reader are partners, the Reader gets hurt on a case, and Will and Reader confess their feelings.

I'm With You | Antonio Dawson x Reader | Reader gets a cancer scare, and Antonio is by their side.

First Date | Hank Voight x Reader | Reader invites Hank on a first date, to a wedding.

Wrapped In Lace | 18+ | Will Halstead x Reader | Reader has new underwear to show Will, she gets creative with it.

Old Flames Can Still Burn You | Part 1, Part 2 , Part 3 | 18+ | Jay Halstead x Reader | Ava Bekker is from Reader's past, now together with Jay, they must face the return of everything Reader wanted to escape from.

The Escape King | Jay gets into some trouble fighting an offender, Reader is there to help. Jay!Whump - Chicago PD S1 E11

In The Morning | Brian Zvonecek x Reader | Brian comes home from a shift, fluffy one-shot.

Your Hand In Mine | Jay Halstead x Fem Reader | Jay and Reader get some life-changing news. Pregnancy!Fic.

Counting Breaths | Halstead!Sibling | Reader has an asthma attack in the middle of the night, Jay's there to help.

Restless | Jay Halstead x Reader | Sometimes it's hard to sleep.

Dead On Your Feet | Jay Halstead x Platonic!Reader | The reader tries to save Hank Voight, but there are misunderstandings and regrets for all involved. Can things be healed?

Interstate Intimacy | 18+ | Jay Halstead x Reader | Sequel to Call It Love, The Reader and Jay make the trip back to Chicago, with a detour.

The Wrong Door | Jay Halstead x Reader | The reader opens the wrong door after a night out, but it turns out it actually might be exactly the one they should have opened.

Thinning Of The Veil | Jay Halstead x Reader | The Reader has a gift and it's not a welcome one.

Five Times and A Date | Matt Casey x Reader | Five times Matt Casey and the reader meet, and one time they go on a date.

I Only Want To Be With You | Jay Halstead x Reader | The reader is turning 30, and nobody seems to have remembered.

The Red Strokes | Jay Halstead x Reader | Wires are crossed and assumptions are made, can the reader and Jay resolve what has been left unsaid?

In Sickness and In Health | Kelly Severide x Reader | The reader is having an asthma flare, and their husband Kelly Severide is there for them.

Suspects and Surprises | Jay Halstead x Reader | Jay chooses a unique moment to propose.

Free Will | Will Halstead x Reader | Will makes a decision that throws everything the reader thought they knew into question. Where will the road take them?

Chasing Shadows Away | Jay Halstead x Reader | The reader dreams of their worst fears, and Jay is there to chase them away.

Figures | Halstead!Sister | The reader has a rough day of seizures, they are reluctant to go to Med until they have no choice. - but things are always easier with two big brothers by your side.

Beware Your Elders | Adam Ruzek x Reader | When Adam gets assigned to patrol for the day, he is reunited with an academy classmate and friend.

Thank you so much to everyone who has followed, supported, liked, reblogged and commented, it's so very appreciated!