#all of which is made wirse by the fact that im unmedicated and anxious and more prone to anxiety attacks
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My friends opening their home to me while my roommate has a psychotic break like
#ive never feared for my own safety before so thats new#everything in my life is so unsettled and uncertain#i need a new job that pays me enough to live alone like real bad#when i say psychotic break im not kidding#violently slamming things around#throwing things outside#all of which is made wirse by the fact that im unmedicated and anxious and more prone to anxiety attacks#worse not wirse but you get it#one of my friends said I'd been miserable since i got to this new house and theyre right#i HAVE been miserable#i didnt even realize how miserable I'd been#nothing feels comfortable or settled#everythhing feels sterile or forced#i definitely dont want to spend another year living with someone who gave their lartner a key after less than a month of knowing them#yeah not dating them#KNOWING them#and they didnt tell me until after they'd already done it#i thought they were joking#nope#get me out get me away#im mourning myself tbh#i was so happy living alone#so healthy#so mentally whole#down the drain the second i started living with someone again
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