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toaster-selfships · 1 month

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Send me good wishes yall. I'm going to try and work on some late work when I get home but I'm chronically bad at doing that without an energy drink but I'm not ready for the impending doom of selling my soul to energy drinks so I can function

Uuhhhhhhhhh I accidentally went on a tangent and there's a whole vent in the tags oopsies

#i already get an energy drink every time on my lunch break at work. but thats partly cause im not too fond of my current job anyways #i dont need perfect grades just. as long as theyre passing i dont care #and are still passing grades after whatverr the finals do to it #im going to a trade school anyways gpa doesnt matter. ive just. QUITE LITERALLY. spent my whole life smacking my head into a desk-#-cause of school. and im so desperate to get my ass outta here. It'll be so much easier cause i will be free from family too #once i get my own place that is. I honest to God would rather sell my soul to two jobs and come home to peace and breathe #than this hell now. being at school is tourment and being at home is tourment. cant wait till im actually HOME. and not some. house.#home is where the dodge challenger that i will sleep in is. home is where the heart is. and my heart isnt anywhere here.#just. one more year. i can get my license at my brithday which is all the way in decemeber but. one more year from now #and I can scrape by and graduate and say adios.#i refuse to acknowledge the scenerio of not making it cause. fuck it we ball or something. am i using that saying right #i already did my time in prison(summer school)#i dont know about yall but summer school was honestly one of the WORST expereinces ive ever been in. horrible.

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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I feel like the Rules of Capitalization should not apply to me. Let me make Proper Nouns of whatever I please.

#i do it unconsciously all the time and then advisors come through like stop capitali #stop capitalizing all your single factors. dont address reviewers as Reviewer #booo 👎 let me have fun #im pretty sure i posted something like this before but i dont care. i was correct then and im correct now #wheres that like whinny the pooh post about capitalizing where it Feels Right? bc that spoke to something in me #by which i mean it enabled me to feel more correct in being wrong lol at least when it comes to boring Science writing lol #sigh... today sucks. im tired. i dont wanna work on this stupid manuscript hhhh submission is tomorrow #and i dont fucking care abt it sooooo hard yay #get me outta here. i wanna do other stuff 🫠#unrelated

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stuck-in-the-ghost-zone · 8 months

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SENDING MY FIRST ASK FROM THE NEW BLOG!!!! i feel like i am sending a letter from a new address... crazy. ANYWAY HOW R U TONIGHT!!!! i hope ur havin a good day!!!! kicking my feet like a teenager at a sleepover rn tell me abt ur day who r the blorbos in ur mind rn what kinda art r u workin on lately how's it going friend!!!

HIIIIIII HI HI . HELLO SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG- i mean catboy cellbit!!! . dude i am. dreading the coming week tbh but it is fine !! we will get thru it we will survive!!! i am so sleepytired but alas i also cannot sleep so i may just have another night of reading and music ahead of me . wah. i hope u are hsving a good night <3 IVE BEEN COMPLETELY ART NERFED TOO BTW. my laptop died on me a couple days ago and while i was able to find a new one affordably it will not be here until the 13th 😔 so no digital art from me for a while. sigh. i DID just decorate my new sketchbook with stickers tho so im hoping that will get my brain in gear for traditional art again. AS FOR BLORBOS. oh . u know. the usuals. vash the stampede. zacharie from off . masky marblehornets (also tim marblehornets) . to name three of them.

#who are ur blorbos rn. i dont watch qsmp i think sering ur posts abt it are really funny bc im like. guy walks into the room on fire gif.#i have no idea whats going on in here congratulations and/or my condolences <3 #thank u thank u i love the sleepover vibes. literally had gossip talk w one of my other friends earlier #(name withheld for reasons but if u see this u know who u are and i love u )#so the vibes are so correct #i have 2 work tomorrow :( not looking forward 2 that.#however it IS my last day of my long term overnight job which means i will be able to sleep in my own bed tomoerow night.#this is something i have not done for like. close to a month now. whcih is why ive been sleeping so awfully! so hopefully that fixes me #also have. job interview on wednesday for another aquarium place..#fingers crossed this goes better than my last one but also part of me is kind of hoping it doesnt go well #bc i hate transitional periods and i dont want 2 go thru the moving process again #and i dont want 2 meet a bunch of new ppl all at once again. and do the while job training thing.#alas that is the anxiety talkimg and i do actually want the job bc it would be good for me <3 #sorry it is late and im soooo fucking sleepy so im rambling !!!! do not feel like u have to respond to . gestures vaguely at all that #its blorbo talk time. i desperately want 2 warch more mh right now #however the house im.staying in IS in the middle of the woods and very isolated and i have been so scared and paranoid #so i am OUTTA LUCK sigh. i will simply watch smth silly instead like gg tmph or david attenborough or perhaps spongebob will b on the tv.#asks #friends!!!#false-anachronism #<< oh fuck new url!!! i got like halfway thru typing ur old one before i was like WAIT SHIT.

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year

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would you guys still like me if i rambled about my cringe crackship

#snap chats #masadai #yeah ill ramble down here im not brave for the main text #see this is my version of a read more the main text is just a warning #anyway main text is semi a lie i am rambling bout masadai but just mostly bout sawashiro cause Shotgun Dad is my favorite #oh im sleep so im going to be even more incomprehensible than normal #like like like like sit here and be delusional with me alright. '95-2000's era right.#jo knows masato- as a civvie- tries to keep outta yakuza shit (with the exception of ichi helpin him at least)#so can you imagine bro having to process the fact now his son's Apparently entangled not just with a yakuza's son but SOHEI'S #bitch ass sohei who get necked and since then his bitch ass son's been going on a bitch ass rampage as a street thug #How The Fuck Did Those Two Happen but w/e. if masato's happy jo'll Begrudgingly not do anything. on the surface.#i know he's already having some poor arakawa grunt tail daigo until dude inevitably notices and beats his ass #and hes def not goin back to sawashiro a failure bro's getting outta town 💀 but yeah point is jo dont exactly have. The Highest Opinion #we all saw my masumi and daigo comic right. we all know i think masumi adopts daigo at some point cause the seeds of that are here #masumi knows whats goin on in his own house he knows jo's being ill so he prob just assures him daigo's not That Bad of a kid #he wouldnt hurt masato anyway. listen if theres a fight he knows his son's starting it He Loves Him but he knows how he is #and daigos way too soft spoken and like. Depressed Rn to really instigate anything unless prompted #either way jo's still edgy- prob isn't too stoked to hear news daigo's in jail after he an aoki get back to japan in '04 either #but no listen there's a turnaround OBVIOUSLY for one thing aoki and daigo could never date nowadays #but now daigos become chairman and ?? he isnt a single thing like sohei and he isn't at all how jo initially thought he'd be #he might make awkward decisions sometimes but considering the cards he's dealt he's not doing TERRIBLE #jo's designated to hang with aoki most of the time anyway so even if he did have any lingering grievances theyre not something to worry bout #too late to give that blessing tho For Starters bro's living a new life now and Secondly he's getting everyone evicted in ten years 💀💀#thats the end of my ramble sorry everyone. if i had more time nd energy to draw nowadays i prob woulda just drawn somethin quick and dummy #but alas. i do not. potentially more text posts to come because of this because i very much am still mentally ill #i love masadai i love making shit up its actually so fun #im bad at writing full on fics so the spark notes version <3 ok im sleeping now bye

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girlwiththegreenhat · 2 months

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you ever hate on something you've never played/watched/read for what are still moderately good reasons given the circumstances, and then decide to go and play/watch/read the thing just to be fair. just to give it a chance

and then you were not only Right but its Worse Somehow and you're actually just more pissed off now

#liz blogs #vocaloid #this post is about project se\\kai. what a garbage ass replacement of project diva oh my god #i dont care about any of these random ass teenagers why does my vocaloid game have all these other guys in it #why are there 238928934 currencies why does it take so long to unlock new songs its just all too much and so convoluted #i wanted a rhythm game not a rhythm game that takes a backseat to visual novel and gacha game and watch 3298 ads #GET THIS OTHER BULLSHIT OUTTA HERE #i thought rhythm game on a touchscreen was a bad enough idea but i wanted to be FAIR because project diva doesnt get updated anymore #even though that was THE vocaloid game for a fucking decade and they replaced it with hot flaming dogshit oh my god #its just every other fucking mobile game im gonna start biting people #im in my Hater Year but i'm actually fucking right about everything aaaAAAAAAAAA #and look. i didn't play it for too long because it was just too fucking annoying and overwhelming. but it seems like you can only #play x amount of songs in a day before you run out of energy. which you need to Buy #you get more when you level up! it recharges! but it seems that it takes longer and longer to do that #thts the only Complaint i have that i cant actually verify because i would need to play longer and i am Not doing that #but if im right. thats the biggest load of shit of all #just go back to making project diva games. let me pay for the game so i can play interrupted without all this other BS in my face #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #the like... two little visual novel bits i saw that Just had vocaloids in them were cute. i will be real with u. but who are these like #six teams of random ass teenagers i dont know and dont care about. why did u put non vocaloids in da vocaloid game. are you nuts #maybe i just need to figure out how to mod project diva cuz at this point lord knows theyre not doing anything else with it #if you wanted to have other characters sega do u know how many Other vocaloids there are. you didnt have to invent random boring teenagers #pullin a fuckin transformers and backseating your Title Characters to a bunch of random ass humans im not here for #except you charlie watson from bumblebee i love you mwah

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savage-rhi · 1 year

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😭🙌🏻💙

#the gods must’ve heard me #I'm getting calls left and right for job interviews #holy shit #maybe I'll make it to a life boat #before this titanic sinks!#i can start accepting insurance again with my life coach/peer support business #at least in the state of or #its limited but god damn the healthy authotity finally fixed their shit #i can start getting clients again that cant pay out of pocket #hope this is a sign that shit is gonna work itself out #found out too maybe i dont gotta stick this shit out until june #i mean if I can get 5 to 10 clients that have insurance #or are willing to pay out of pocket for services #i can get THE FUCK outta here #all this shit is the little white flag at the end of a golf corse #that gives you hope #even though you keep whacking away and don't score jack #gonna draft some drabbles later #since im not feeling like utter death #anyway wanted to share a good news rant #cause god damn i needed it #happy monday y'all #auntie loves you

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prettyboysmlm · 8 months

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i’m gonna fucking kill my mom

#i’ve been asleep for less than an hour #she comes in and starts yelling at me about my assignments that im on top of and already have done #she’s trying to act like i’m procrastinating one thing when im not #bitch im just fucking tired #i have to get up and 6 in the morning to go to school #take an hour just to get there #spend 7 hours there doing bullshit #take another hour just to get home #spend at least 2 hours on homework #on top of all of that #i have a fucking job!!! and chronic pain!!!!#having you for a mother certainly doesn’t help either #i can’t wait til i’m outta here to tell her that i’m never coming back #and that i’m never speaking to her again #god i love it that when i do everything right i’m still in the wrong for her #bc god forbid i feel good about myself ever #k.txt #vent tw

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impostorsshow · 4 months

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I love watching Tears of the Kingdom memories out of order /sarc /lh

It took my around 100 hours to even find out the tears were a thing and wondering wtf my mom was talking about when I kept asking for help on what to do but that aside, I had seen #1 and #2 in order, tried to find Tabatha stable for a good 2 hours and then decided to go take a break and got hit with #8, WHICH WAS LIKE GETTING HIT BY A TRAIN

#1: :0 time travel wow oh wait your my old grandparents

#2: "let's go to the castle dear and get some clean clothes"

#8: SHE'S DEAD AND GANON IS IN POWER AND YOUR FUCKING WIFE IS DEAD AND ITS YOUR FAULT RAARU

Also there's 18 memories?? Damn how the fuck is it gonna sucker punch me more than that fucking 180 in story but aside from that i. I really wish it gave you a little way to back out, like it tells you the memory of what your about to watch and if you wanna do it later, I wanted to watch them in order TT AND I STILL HAVENT FOUND TABANTHA STABLE

#once i lost a carton of milk in the fridge and genuinely stood there for like an hour i was later told trying to find it. and then #my roommate walked over and handed it to me in about 4 seconds so i am not surprised i cant find the stable #im gonna go use google now #im mostly posting since i realized i should make semi regular posts on this account for my own sanity even if its not s&m related #since im not really s&m related anymore aside from the occasional art i'll change my pfp to reflect that eventually #i want to start making zelda art but i would want to put ALOT of time learning a more realistic artstyle to be happy with that #and contrasingly im struggling to learn the really cartoony style of aga so uh. shit outta luck with all of my hyperfixations rn #i might make something genuine related to undertale in the meantime? i have some aus ive held incredibly close to my heart #talk talks #hmm okay yeah i should start using fandom tags but i dont want to clutter anything what do i do here #zelda ranch dip #hell if i'll remember that but i'll put it in my searchable tags as a hail mary #would anyone be interested in my wackass theory about how i think link is a witch #i have a giant ass rant in my discord i think as well as a few rants on the fae and the such #oh shit good tag to put in her actually right before i hit post #spoilers #totk spoilers #just in case cause i got spoilered a little bit? but i have really good luck and skill with avoiding spoilers about alot of games and #the only thing i really know is that zelda turns into the dragon..i think ive been told that was wrong but i might be being juked

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ardentpoop · 10 months

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physically recoiled at how much i dislike this take. dont pit the girls against each other like that weirdo . it’s giving *retches* supernatural fandom discourse

#first of all kieran IS the dog's bollocks ldlifdjifuduf get outta here #like it's his fault kendall is the main character and thus has been more consistently focused on by the narrative than roman #if that werent the case kieran would have been a crowd favorite in every season guaranteed #also kieran was fucking RIGHT abt the show being a comedy!!!!!!!!!!#if you are not critical of every single one of these characters and their inherent evilness (yes EVILNESS)#if you are not laughing helplessly at the corrupt power structures they belong to and have zero desire to examine with any real #self-awareness #then you are watching the show wrong. period. it is a dark comedy and a tragedy rolled into one. jeremy happens to lean more into the latter #and kieran the former #kendall is a tragic character but he is also a BAD FUCKING PERSON. he is fucking ridiculous. he is the tone-deaf silver-spoon spoiled brat #tweet-slinging billionaire ''male feminist'' who loves the sound of his own voice #roman wears his ridiculousness more brazenly so fandom is less able to sanitize him i think. but boy. im begging u to view kendall thru #the same critical lens #tag vomit #succession #hope this doesnt show up in the tag im just muttering to myself in the dark

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rohirric-hunter · 1 year

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Does anybody else ever have LotRO (or any other game for that matter) just... randomly act like it's the first time you've ever run it?

#it just did that for me and idk why #i was playing for hours and i just stopped to switch servers #logged out on one server and back on on another #and it gave me the intro video and set all my graphics settings to the default settings #and hi quick question why is antialiasing off by default? what is this 2002?#i dont mind that much except it turned the music back on and aaaalll the way up #DUN dun DUN dun DUNDUNDUNDUUUUUUN right in my ears #like i said before i dont like that music for the main menu and thats part of the reason why #the old music said 'hi friend youre back! were gonna go on an adventure!!!'#the new music says 'hi my name is lord of the sh'dows of angmar b'fore the sh'dow rings online and i have celebrimbor as an npc now #(if you dont know who that is then get DA FUCK outta here)'#with emphasis on the fuck in all caps bit #anyway. im sure i set everything back to the way it was before but theres something off about my graphics #and idk what it is

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aahsoka · 11 months

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what the fuck kinda blazed post am i seeing on the gay sex website

#we need to get these proselytizing catholics outta here im sorry #jordan talks #its all about choosing to be like celibate to be faithful?#im sick of that shit do u know how many gay friends i have who have talked about how they prayed CONSTANTLY to not be gay #how much the AGONIZED over doing everything right and it still not going away?#(because it was never a defect or a sin)#i cannot condone u spreading that shit around and i hope u get some fucking help !#also its like. this is a you problem. you need to work through this internalized homophobia #why are u roping the rest of us into it

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sapphic-woes · 1 year

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🙃 just a ramble;;;

#im so not good lmao #i furiously cleaned the bathroom to feek better becuase i have to fo smth to feel valuable and once i was done i was like yay :)#.... immediately breaks down crying for no goddamn reason #i feel useless and like im doing nothing but the only reason i have sm time this very last semester #is cuz i took basically all my classes already. so much so that my minor is done and i only have two more #for my major #ive done!!!!enough!!! the whole point of not pursuing my masters or anything yet is to rest and actually focus on my health #key word being rest #yet in sitting here wondering if i should take a job. feeling so bad for lying in bed. feeling gross and disgusting just becuase im...#not. working.#god i didnt realize i was this much of an overachiever or workaholic or whatever u wanna calk it #but im overthinking tf outta this #should i actually work or should i let this semester be easy?? would workibg actually help me or do i needa learn when i need to slow down?#am i even slowing down the right way?? is lyibg in bed and reading manga and occasionally doing the lil homework i have actually productive #god i don't know. i hate wasting time and not doing like. the right stuff #i feel weird i feel wrong I hate this dm #i dunno y it seems like im just in general not good and its all boilibg down to feelibg very inadequate in every part of my life. suddenly.

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#hhhhh 🫠 gotta love when instead of doing literally anything im stuck anxiously vibrating for hours #like if u just did things. things would get done! thats how this works! wtf r u doing???#2 manuscripts that r supposed to be done now and 2 applications left to complete #my mum thinks i should let my boss kno thst my brain is collapsing in on itself and like yea i prob should bc i should apologize for being #all weird and disorganized. my brain feels so weird. like it takes so so much processing power for me to remember wtf i was doing and what #i have to do next but like if i tell her it wont really change anything bc its like i have to meet these deadlines either way #also i have to b careful bc i dont wanna say yea i got horrifically burned out taking measurements but like im sure itll be fine that i #have to go back to taking measurements in January. like no prob. weve only been building up to it all year #and i kno if i say im burned out she'll be like u gotta relax more! i told u to relax so we wouldnt b here!#and then i have to be like no u dont fucking understand that i cant relax. i never relax. my life is a series of tasks and thinking abt #tasks and worrying forever. if u tell me to relax i will agony spiral for hours not relaxing and not being productive 🙃#i just need my brain to allow me to focus long enough to get these fucking manuscripts done #but no my brain is like if u wanna do thing u gotta find the perfect audio but also i cant focus as well with audio but also i cant even #find the right thing to listen to anyway. and my brain is like u need one device playing media and 1 playing music #and like no stop. just fucking focus and stop falling apart #time time time not enough and far too much #its so weird bc i think im pretty level headed and self aware despite how my brain is sometimes. but it keeps doing this thing where #like everything gets so distorted and im like jesus its a good thing otherwise pretty grounded #blah tomorrow well see whst comes outta my mouth when i tslk to my boss #ugh im so tired whyyyyyyyyy #i cant even make proper time to draw #unrelated

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stuck-in-the-ghost-zone · 1 year

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me for the majority of the night:

me remembering that my grandma gave me a quilt that was handmade in the 60s by my great grandma:

#do u guys ever feel like. intensely connected with an object #bc she gave this to me when they were visiting yesterday and i was like..oh. yeah. this Feels Right #this Feels Correct.#this is my hole it was made for me but like..about a blanket that was made like 50 years ago #its all... dark blue and pink and its got hearts sewn into it its so. waaugh #anyway. im having. a night #loki got into the garbage and ate a bunch of shit and i dont know what he ate so im like. panic awake for the next few hours for sure #and imnlike. the last few days ive just had this intense like. need. yearning. to just. take a break.#im not even DOING anything. theres nothing to take a break FROM. ive been ACTIVELY AVOIDING responsibilities #but i still feel like i need a break. whats the move here.#i wanr 2 put my body on autopilot and not exist for like a few days i think that would fix me. just fuckjn. zap on outta here #im drawjng a bunch of weird fish. btw. will post those in the morning. i have never done anythig. like this before #im just. drawing random ass shapes and adding eyes and tails to them. not even lookin at actual fish. this is so unlike me #but also like. accidentally drew the cutest sea serpent and catfish ever #ughghghhhgyggygyghg #anyway. blanket time. idk. back to that for a sec. lookin @ this thing and it just. feels right. yeah #mine now. thanks great grammy ily #delete later

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mushroom-winners-proof · 2 years

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If the Master of Masters isn’t Demyx, then I think it would be Luxord. Because he’s the only other character that we don’t know all that much about. So the identity of the MoM is either Demyx or Luxord in my opinion 😅

the identity of MoM is actually in fact my uncle who's been missing for the past ten years that nomura put in the game specifically to reassure me he's doing ok

#snap chats #i dont even know if i have second uncle im lying out the asshole right now forgive me #i cant remember point is enough of MoM is X #or at least keep demyx and luxord outta it #'but snap' bro i aint tryna hear it let me live in denial until the shit comes out #THEN you all can come in here and be all 'see we told you'#i give yall full permission to be annoying as hell if either of them are MoM or they have the dumbest 'reveal' ever #this is the worst investment and future me's going to take me out back and old yeller my ass but life's about the present

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thatone-highlighter · 2 years

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I love ice king sm he literally has No idea what the fuck is going on ever but he wants to hang out still

He just does his own thing and somehow it tends to help more often than it hurts

He just. Does whatever he feels like and can barely remember whats going on one minute to the next

#good for him honestly #hes just vibin and having fun #hes such a funky guy #he just shows up at stuff and everyone is just like. well hes not hurting anything #they all found out hes just some pathetic old guy so they include him and let him join in on their games #people call him simon and hes just liek. yeah that sound sabout right i think #he just goes along with it i dont think he thinks his name is simon people just call him that and he goes along with it #one of my favourite jokes with him is when someone asks him something and hes like ‘no what are you on about anyways here this’#and hands them exactly what they were asking about #a close second tho is when pb becomes 13 and hes just like ‘well fuck that im outta here’#didnt get that one when i was younger but its funny now #Tree Man Posts #and so the adventure time live blog continues

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